#weight mention cw

[anonabelle]

Most things may weigh like nothing to Raph, but that doesn't mean Raph is above caring about those things, Donald.

[runawaymun]

Weight mention cw

I’M OVER 100lbs?????????!!!!!!!!!!

I CANNOT express to you guys how happy I feel rn AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I’ve never been over that in my LIFE. 😭 95 soaking wet at the MOST. And to be clear I’m in my late twenties like— I’m like a normal fucking weight finally. I have never been this in my life, not even as a babyyyy

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHGH

[rulesforthedance]

Ok, but like, even though I need to get a lot faster at crew stops (and part of it was that I had to stop at like mile 2 to stretch out the hip that's been fussy lately--which was then fine the rest of the run, and part of it was that N got lost and was late to a crew stop, and part of it was that we are... not a finely-tuned machine when it comes to refilling the gd hydration bladder)... my pace was SO much faster by both moving time and elapsed time than it was in my Oct 2022 50k. DESPITE: 15 degrees warmer, 15 pounds heavier, doing it tired this time vs. rested then, and 1000 feet more climbing. I just. Got better at running far.

[winedark]

shopping for clothes above a size 8 on vinted and half of the options are like ⚠️⚠️ these NO LONGER fit me ⚠️⚠️ i have lost so much weight. i can unfortunately no longer fit into these trousers (because i lost weight). look how baggy they are on me in these photos. having to buy a whole new wardrobe due to the fact i’m skinny now :( if you are also skinny (like me) you will not fit into these. like could i maybe get some material details instead

[fairiegardens]

Gained some weight now this gorgeous cotton slip dress fits me so well and makes me feel very lush. Ate chocolate cake and carrot cake and steak with garlic butter and salad and chocolate roasted almond marshmallow ice cream and pasta salad. Loved the mothers in my life, kissed and hugged, sat in the sun

[jasperjv]

I'm very active and I thought I may be losing weight by the looks of it. My bike has a feature where it will stop if your weight shifts off the seat. That has been triggering a lot more easily when I lean forward. I didn't expect that.

[sneasedtomeetyou]

...Didn't realize I looked that... stringy lately.

[thentherewasfury]

By far the worst part of healing-ulcer life is that I keep having to talk myself out of thinking I have cancer because I’ve dropped almost 15 pounds in ten weeks, even though the internet is full of sources saying that the inflammation from an ulcer can make you drop weight

[godtiercomplex]

maya fertility journal #3

2/23/2024

weighed myself and i was finally underneath 260 so i called my doctor's office to get in for an official weigh in! we'll see if that happens soonish. and by soonish i mean next week. i need it to happen next week :/

i also have a fucking tumor that they're calling noncancerous on my liver that my GI is like 'oh that's nothing to be worried about. we'll check on it in a year' and it's like well i don't like that! i'ma get a second opinion cuz i legit thought i'd be able to get pregnant next month :/ aka march but if not march i'll aim for april/may

i'm just so irked and upset and mad about my health always swinging back and forth. like hello!

anyway, the current plan since my GI doctor is unconcerned is to just go ahead and proceed with pregnancy and hope i give birth either late this year or early next year BEFORE my 32nd birthday cuz i don't wanna share my bday

[moss-sprouted]

going to the doctor and finally being weighed after like 10 years i thought would have the affect of struggling with seeing the scale go up

not watching it go down more and more as ive been ill and feel so much guilt

feeling both like i need to continue to eat less and be happy that im ill because im not considered "severely obese" on the bmi chart right now, and then feeling awful because i dont believe in the bmi chart and i want to be accepted for being fat, and not wanting to lose that part of me because it would inevitably come back even if i suddenly got skinny

its such a weird dichotomy of eating disorders and trying SO hard to be happy with my body

like if im exercising and eating well i dont care what the scale says, and i didnt when i was doing both those things

but now that ive been barely eating and seeing it progressively go down it makes me regret even stepping on that scale at my first appointment

it hurts to remember being very ill at urgent care and not having eaten much in a week and the nurse who was also my same size go "oh thats great!!" when i remarked id lost an alarming amount of weight in the handful of days since id last been in the er and weighed

only for her to go on to tell me about her gastric bypass and how she needed to do it

i wish i could be free of all of it but i also wish i lived in a world where no one fucking cared if you were fat and doctors didnt ignore every concern you have because youre obviously not being "healthy" as if they havent heard that you Were taking a 2 mile walk everyday and eating salads and smoothies and doing best then you ever have, only to get so violently ill you couldnt walk across the house and just be told "well exercise and eating healthy

it hurts to remember going to the doctor and not seeing my primary, and wanting to make sure my lungs were healthy after having a lot of shortness of breath only to be told i need to at least walk around my house a bit, and be ignored that im just having anxiety after i say id been taking long long walks for a few months before this, and then to see the first descriptor on my online chart be "[redacted] is a severely obese ..." as if i wasnt a fucking person

when you are fat they do not care about you

disordered eating is praised and celebrated and sometimes when youre fat you constantly have to deal with wrestling with wanting to see the scale keep going down even if it means you arent eating much at all, and wanting to just be happy in your body and feel secure and find a way to live in it

also if this wasnt clear- im not fucking pro ana or eating disorders or fatphobia

my personal struggle is not an endorsement of yours

[fatphobiabusters]

Theres something really insidious about how gastric bypass advocates deny that essential organ mutilation is unhealthy.

"I've lost so much weight I'm so healthy" your stomach is mutilated.

"My doctor is praising my progress" your stomach is mutilated.

"I fit in so many more clothes now"

Because an essential, life sustaining organ in your body was cut up and your digestive system rerouted.

Health isn't the end all be all of value, humanity or importance but I feel like there is a huge lie here when this is "healthy" and it's just ignored.

Sorry to just bring this up out of no where but I was reminded of how little this is really talked about in bypass circles. Like, no matter what, you are now unhealthy. The spector of health continues. The Ouroboros is unbroken. Only this time it's doctor approved.

-mod squirrel

[bl0gger4n4]

Omg this th¡nsp0 is so good I wanna look like this so bad

[d1et-c0ke-nd-salt3d-1ce]

yessss ho take your multi vitamins, you cant get pretty if you die

[itsalrightsblog]

It’s literally disgusting how many old freak pedos slither their way into the ED community. Those types of people are literally as low as it can get.

Reblog if you do not welcome pedos anywhere near your page‼️

[blehboyspost]

swear to god if i don’t get a flat stomach im going to kms

[dietkolaa]

is this ED culture?

starting to have nightmares about eating again, and then waking up stressed.