#why am i alive

[insignificantfailure]

im so fucking useless

[spacedoutman]

I’m not feeling particularly the best about this drawing, but it’s just another stepping stone in what I want to achieve. I’m going to start writing a list specific things I wanna achieve and slap em down.

I’ll come back with another art piece soon unhh and hopefully I like it more—it’s also really early Ace so yeah

[suicidalteenagenightmares]

I just have to get used to the fact that no one will actually believe me or see me as a good person. I'll always be portrayed as a Problem...

[zixpic]

please send help @thedaycareattendant45 suggested the maid dresses so why not

[nugiios]

I HATH ADOPTED CYN AZ MY OWN

[eclipze-lover]

i don't get it. am i not enough?

he says he loves me but he doesn't act like it.

i've carved his name into me, shared my real thoughts with him, been the healthiest i can be, and its still not enough. i feel like a fucking failure.

i want to relapse so bad but i'm trying to stay clean for him. its only been a day and i'm itching to feel the cold metal against my scarred skin.

[felinecryptid]

you have never known pain until ao3 goes down WHILE YOU ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF A FIC WHY MUST I BE PUNISHED LIKE THIS GOD I HAVE DONE NO WRONG PLEASE

[fandomhungryuwu]

She sax on my ton till I hale

[wickerdmind]

Why not me? Why am I so stupid? I can’t even be consistent with a simple diet or exercise. Being fat is ruining my social life, I declined going to a pool party because I can’t be seen in a bikini en not wearing one would be weird. I hate my stupid fat body, sometimes is wish I just could rip of the fat, but alas …

[silversyn115]

I don't know what to call the AU for my rottmnt comic other than the Outbreak AU but I feel like that's not original enough, to be honest

Does anybody have any AU name suggestions?

I know there's not a lot to go off of because I haven't finished the first part of the comic because I keep getting caught up in school or health issues ;-;

Please, any and all ideas are welcome

I have a few other small drawings I did for this comic because I was bored so I might post those later

[bionicburrito80]

[spacedoutman]

Velvet von Ragnar x oc fanfic 4u2c

Where would that girl end up? Hopefully, whatever happened, it would be the best it could possibly be. Leni’s mind whisked her away like a hurricane. Penny. Maybe her name would change at some point, right? Maybe, she’d wind up in a prestigious college and move on to never worry about anything again.

Maybe, hopefully, she could use dollar bills as makeup wipes and reassure Leni there was a lot more in the bank and that there was nothing to worry about.

Penny. The disappearance of the love of her life never stopped haunting top-secret agent Helena “Leni” Hé. What happens when the ghost of her past comes back to not only haunt her, but put everything Leni had ever fought for on the line? What happens when that ghost is the psychopathic Velvet von Ragnar?

Can she stop herself from falling for her again?

Warnings: Unethical government shit, abuse, addiction and a lot of dark topics which I do my best to handle respectfully.

“If you told me.. what, fifteen or so years ago? I’d be some sort of undercover agent ‘playing with chemicals’ and shooting guns in the future, I’d scoff.” Leni said in a mocking voice. She could pick up on her slight slur fine. “-I’d scoff at you and say, ‘you’re ridiculous’.” She paused. “But uh.. I don’t think I’d even say that cause’.. really, what could I say?”

I know never too young to die was a movie without a lot of plot or thought put into it--but what happens when I overthink EvERYThing?

Well, well, well, Buckle up (if you like) because this is gonna be a wild ride.

I've read a lot about the CIA and have read up on a lot of crazy things the government has done or was willing to do and the fanfic will hopefully have no shortage of that. I also really want to dive into the effects that a job like that can have on someone.

Velvet makes for such a good villain too she's charming af but uhh anyway I also want to make Leni as human as I possibly can. I might have hit my head while trying to write her out but that's okay. I promise Velvet will be put in lots of fancy dresses though

(Leni is literally watered down kinda butch secret agent stereotype but suffering due to excessive trauma and hates her job)

“How can I not? This is more conclusive than anything we’ve ever found. Then that piece of shit will finally be underground and justice will actually be served.”

Read it here :,)

Oooh also it comes with art

[binch-i-might-be]

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT I WAS PLANNING TO GO TO THE STORE TOMORROW TO GET MY SCHEDULE FOR NEXT WEEK BUT I JUST FOUND OUT THAT TOMORROW IS ANOTHER GODDAMN HOLIDAY SO EITHER I GO TODAY (STILL INCLUDED IN MY SICK LEAVE) OR I ASK SOMEONE TO SEND IT TO ME WHICH IS SO STUPID BECAUSE WE CAN'T EVEN TAKE PICS ANYMORE SO THEY'D HAVE TO GO TO THE TROUBLE TO SPECIFICALLY WRITE DOWN MY STUPID HOURS!!!!!!! I HATE IT HERE

[krinklecutflies]

He's so silly 🥺

[umjammertangy]

Sin.

[eclipze-lover]

'going to kms' not if i do it first pookie :D