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You've pried my ribs open, one by one moving them aside. My blood steadily drips beside us, you seen what I'm made of yet look at me the same. I wish I could hug you like this, keep you close within me. We're so similar we could be the same person either way.
#poetic#poem#poetry#poems#gore poems#poems and poetry#writing#writing about gore#vent writing#cdpoetryattempts#vent poem#vent account#vent blog#vent#vent cw#vent cw for account#vent tw
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you know what i think Mirabelle deserves to get a little fucked up freaky in how she processes learning about Siffrin’s loops post-canon. for fun. as a treat
thinking about this line in particular and stretching out the implications like taffy

this is a more romanticized, cutesy facet of her interests but she’s still framing Siffrin’s situation through storytelling. so like. What If.
i mean. this woman loves horror and gore and monsters and horrible things happening to innocent people. IN FICTION. in fiction!!! obviously!!!! and it’s beyond terrible that something even remotely close to any of that happened to her real friend in real life!!
BUT.
maybe. maybe sometimes, if the conditions are right, she gets a little too wrapped up in her imagination about the bloody, awful poetry of it all. maybe Siffrin tells a joke that's a little too dark and gory for anyone else, borderline or full-on Concerning, but she latches onto it without thinking about the Implications and plays along with increasing gruesomeness because FINALLYYYYY someone will play with her in the Horror Space (like Isabeau does in the romance space!!) and then. OOPS. the implications!!!! and she has to recalibrate out of Fun With Fiction mode into Oh No, My Friend Underwent A Horrifying Ordeal mode.
but being able to joke about things, even the awful things, is...kind of comforting, to Siffrin. makes them feel less like they're being babied and pitied and more like what happened was something...normal, almost? something that doesn't have to feel like the end of the world all over again every time it's mentioned, at least. so he tries to reassure her, and Odile and Isabeau have to go “actually can you PLEASE not joke about dying horribly it’s freaking us out and also might not be the Best for you? mentally???”
maybe Mirabelle will get a little Too Into trying to weave meaning and symbolism into the scant details that Siffrin gradually reveals, like she’s trying to finish the orange poem all over again, or eagerly meddling with the romantic reunion of the two actual people in the House with undelivered bonding earrings, writing their story for them without their input.
it’s easier to justify the tragedy of it all when it has a purpose, isn’t it? finding the beauty in the darkness, the love powerful enough to end the world. romanticizing the horrors until her friend can talk about them without shutting down.
and she feels guilty about hearing something and immediately thinking “ohhhhhhh this is JUST like Blorbo From My Novels,” because she should treat Siffrin’s situation with the gravity and care he deserves!! they’re a real person, not a character who exists for entertainment, to represent the ~themes~ of some story.
but if she admits as much…maybe Siffrin is safe to admit that he had started seeing the rest of them as actors, endlessly reciting their lines. maybe that’s just how people process things sometimes, grasping for metaphors when unfiltered reality gets to be too much. maybe it’s okay to talk about that part of it all, too.
#mypost#isat spoilers#is this. is this anything.#much more nervous about this mira post because the basis for it is. tenuous maybe. have not seen something approaching this take Anywhere#thinking about the healer stereotype of being soft and warm and loving#but in reality 'healers' being exposed to the brutal bloody truth of human fragility and anatomy#she's a fighter. she's a healer. she reads the most fucked up gore you can imagine#she's anxious to the point of trembling like a chiuahua sometimes but dammit she WILL stand her ground when it counts#and MAYBE her first avenue of processing the horrors of reality is to revel in the horrors of fiction!#is this a good/healthy approach for her OR siffrin? mmmmmmmaybe not!#but like. idk. i feel like people write Mirabelle as less capable of handling the messiest parts of Siffrin’s recovery#on account of her anxiety. and i get that liking gore in fiction is VERY MUCH not the same as being chill & level headed about it#when faced with the real thing in the context of someone you care about#odile is logical and level headed. isabeau is a pillar of comfort and has defender training. i get why they’re the go-to’s#so! fair enough! but she IS also a fighter and a healer#who is absolutely resolute when something matters to her#i wanna give her more credit for her ability to step up in messy situations#and also. for fun. make her a little Weird about it too.#isat#isat thoughts#mirasif qpr#isat mirabelle#isat siffrin#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#bonnie not mentioned in the gory joke scenario bc i believe siffrin would have the restraint to not do that when they’re around#but not be QUITE as conscious about what’s gonna fly with the adults
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im dedicating this to @detectivedarling. i felt inspired after seeing their little ficlet yesterday sadhjfl 🫶
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Danny's grip on his cane tightens.
"What—"
His voice cracks. He stops, clears it, then tries again in spite of the nausea twisting in his gut. "What are — you, uh, watching, Bruce?" He sounds horribly far away.
Bruce doesn't look at him, his attention laser-focused on the screen. Which is— fine. It's usually not a problem, Bruce gets like that when he hyper-focuses on a case, and unless it's urgent — or he's been at it for hours — Danny sees no need to pull him away from it. He likes the quiet camaraderie they have, it's companionable and unique to the two of them.
He wishes he was right now though. Looking at him, that is.
That way he wasn't watching what was clearly one of Danny's ghost fights. One of the nastier ones, if the collateral damage and rubble on the street is of any indication.
Danny tries to remember which one that is. He shuffles a little closer to the desk, ignoring the rock in his stomach or the ugly weightlessness in his arms. It's not the blood blossoms, that much he knows. He just recently had an injection so it shouldn't be bothering him this soon—
So it's just nerves. Perfect.
Most footage of his fights are— messy, at best. Unusable at worst. Amity Park was obsessed with appearing 'normal' when they first started happening, and typical news stations censor the worst of the fights anyways for publishing, since they can get pretty gory at times. And ghosts move too fast to be caught on regular standard cameras, not including distance and light and—
That is to say— finding usable ghost fight videos is hard.
Danny wonders how Bruce got his hands on this one, and then stops wondering.
The audio is muted, which is - good. Good, because the fight is ugly and chaotic and clearly this was taken on someone's phone. Fuck, he can't remember if he ever saw that before — clearly not. They're hiding behind an overturned car, and Danny grits his teeth so he doesn't tell that idiot to run.
The camera turns up, and focuses on two figures in the air. It takes a few seconds, but when it does, Danny gets hit with a wave of vertigo. His grip tightens and he leans heavily on his cane, he waits for the black dots to disappear.
He- uh, he remembers this fight now. Uh, sort of.
He remembers being twelve at the time, and he remembers some of the injuries he got out of it. His eyelid spasms abruptly. This ghost wasn't one of his regulars, so he doesn't remember whatever name they had, barely remembered what they looked like up until- uh. Now.
Was he always that small? Well— Phantom's never been particularly big, perks of being a dead kid, but— it's - different. Seeing it from an outsider perspective. Was he that small? Or is it just because he's wearing a jumpsuit clearly too big for him that casts the illusion of being small?
Doesn't really - matter. Now. He can't access his ghost form, and he already knows the answers to his appearance.
Phantom is clearly bleeding, viscous and violently green like the bubbles of a lava lamp, clutching onto a limp shoulder that's missing an arm from the elbow down. Half his face is drenched in similar blood, the eye on the drenched side is closed — not because he can't see through the ectoplasm.
Danny's memories of that fight slowly come in a bit clearer. Right. He took a pole to the eye in that one. That had - hurt. A lot. Getting an eye gouged out usually does. It and the missing arm took hours to grow back.
He rubs his eye with his palm for no other reason than it itches.
The other ghost isn't untouched of any injury either, but he's not in a state of dismemberment like Phantom is.
Danny drops his gaze down at Bruce, whose sitting in his chair with his hands threaded together, looking so tense that Danny half expects to meet solid steel if he were to touch his back. His face is - blank. Terribly blank, with an intensity in his eyes that Danny doesn't see often.
He looks terribly distressed.
He opens his mouth, and finds that nothing comes out. His throat is thick with an ugly, tar-like feeling that makes his eyes sting. Kinda reminds him of when someone wraps their hands around your throat and presses. He closes his mouth, then tries again.
"B—" hhhhhh, "Buzz."
Finally Bruce looks at him, one hand slaps the space button on the keyboard, and the video pauses. His expression doesn't shift, but there's a weight in the lines of his face that reminds Danny of a set of weights sagging.
He looks quite like he's grieving something.
Bruce opens his mouth, his voice comes out terribly soft and heartbroken: "He looks like you."
Which is— a terrifying sentence in and of itself. One that makes Danny's legs shake and ignite his ragged, poison-chewed nerves alight with the need to run. An instinctive urge to deny, deny, deny.
How could he? He could say, that's a ghost, Bruce. I'm not a ghost. He could crack a joke, and ask, 'do I look dead to you?' or say something about how he knows that his parents studied ghosts, but that didn't make him one.
He could say that, and he could say it knowing full well that Bruce would see right through it. He'd probably let Danny too.
Danny closes his eyes. They sting, you see? So does his nose, right in the back like someone popped him in the face. And his throat is thick and gross and like someone stuck a spider, the big fat tarantula kind, right down into his esophagus.
He breathes in — through his mouth, because his nose stings and so it'd be best not to irritate it further with air — and it's terribly shaky and uneven. But it clears a pathway to his lungs big enough for him to say — whisper, really:
"You know, I think you're the first person to notice that."
#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#blood blossom au#dpxdc au#cw injury#cw gore mention#just to be safe#i got hit with brainworms#blame detectivedarling >:D their ficlet yesterday made me SO happy and i couldn't help but keep thinking about it#and then i was thinking about blood blossom again and couldn't help but want to write something#iii don't know if this is canon to the fic but i DID think it would be a fun 'what-if this is how danny and bruce find out' to make#im not sure how ~that~ reveal will go in fic but i like the idea that danny actually *tells* bruce about being phantom himself#bc throughout the show i dont think he's really had much of a say in the matter of who knows and who doesnt?#like vlad found out when danny passed out and untransformed in front of him. jazz found out via spying and then other times were forced#so there's been a bit of a lack of autonomy in terms of danny revealing his halfa status to people. it'd be a good show of trust for him#to be able to *tell* bruce himself outright rather than bruce find out on his own. and in this context bruce wasn't trying to seek out#phantom's identity either. no he was just looking into amity park and this 'ghost situation' danny told him about. its just that when he#found the ghost fight videos he saw phantom and got this horrible pit in his stomach and promptly went 'oh my god thats my kid'
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a frustrating thing about battle royale stories is that they take place in a world where there's a massive popular appetite to see torture and death, the existence of this appetite is the main moral evil of the story (so far so fine), and the author tends to pretend this is also a huge problem in our world so that their work can stand as a Commentary On Real Evil. when the world their actual readership lives in has the opposite problem – too squeamish about seeing torture and death and coercion and collectively agrees to sequester it out of view so that nice things can keep being available for under five dollars at the grocery store
#rambl#i did it! i put a 5 paragraph essay in drafts and boiled it down into 1 paragraph on my second try!#anyway. i followed up the gorey litrpg series with a nonfiction book by a james c scott student who worked at slaughterhouses#and man did that book help immediately crystallize my vague moral discomfort with the litrpg series.#I love fictional gore and torture. I *do not love* real life gore and torture. that the latter preference is widely shared is evident#in how hard the meat industry tries to abstract it out of view & make filming illegal & hide the killing *even from slaughterhouse workers*#(it's divided up so people have minimal visibility/responsibility)#imo this is not a feature of our moral universe you should ignore or signflip if you want to write about good and evil and capitalism!
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the lieutenants as dogs!
#with Jopson as a bonus border collie except i forgot to write it on there#he is the only one who gets a collar bc he is the most beloved#ouppies!#my art#the terror#edward little#thomas jopson#george henry hodgson#henry le vesconte#graham gore#james walter fairholme#john irving#<3#dont ask why i just thought about dogs a lot#and i never draw animals so it was kinda practice
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🔞Gash (Cooper Howard / The Ghoul x Reader)
You've been stabbed and The Ghoul means to patch you up, save for the problem of a metal shard lost in the wound. 1,435 words | This is smut if wound fingering counts. All about pain and looking at Cooper's stupid pretty face and PAIN and Cooper's finger in an open wound, pet names, wound cleaning, blood, more pain. No proofreading, take it raw bb. I blame @ghoulphile for egging me on. [A03]
Luck was with the man who managed to sheath his knife into your gut. Luck protected you as he missed puncturing anything important, only slicing meat and fat. Luck would have Cooper right there moments later putting a bullet through the bastard's brains as his luck promptly ran out. Lucky to have the old ghoul catch you before you crumpled to the ground.
Lady Luck was having a fucking field day. That bitch.
Your thoughts swirl, snagging on the present. You're trying to keep your mind set off to the side, away from your body. Away from the burning wet pain of your seeping wound, but it tugs you right back. Your body demands that you feel this, the gaping wound in your gut a wrongness your breakable mortal form insists you can't ignore.
Blood leaks down your hip as you groan from the press of Cooper's fingers around the gaping flesh of the gash in your side to take proper stock of it. Beside you on the table rests the knife you'd been stabbed with, save for the tip. That's currently buried in your guts. The blade is a rusty thing, old and brittle. The thought of that extra bit of metal swimming about inside you sits ill. Your vision blurs, a queasiness rolling over as your head rolls to the side.
Cooper notices your far away gaze, pausing in his inspection to clasp your chin in his glove covered fingers. The ones that are thankfully not covered in your blood. The other hand prodding at your flesh has bare fingers, calloused texture a distant pleasantry. He'd yanked that glove off with his teeth. Skin to bloody skin now. How intimate.
"Now, dove." The words are a soft puff of breath against your cheek as you refocus. "Keep them pretty eyes open for me now." His attention shifts back to your wound while do as commanded.
"Stuck you real good, girlie." Cooper murmurs, eyes hooded from your inspection at this angle. He continues to mind your wound, bare fingers tracing your abdomen as if to feel from the outside where the rusty intrusion is. "Gonna hav'ta clean it proper. Needin' to dig the tip out."
All you can do is nod absently, drinking in every detail of his face. His black-as-night lashes are clearly visible this close, looking as pretty as can be. They add extra shadow to the sunken hollow about his eyes. He glances up, the swirling deep forest green and brown of his gaze catching you. You suck in a breath as Cooper's nail catches on the cut.
Teeth snap shut with a click as you bare them at Cooper. He smirks right back at you. He knows it hurts, but there's no helping it. All you can do is grimace and bear it while trying to divert your attention from the throbbing in your abdomen.
Your study of him is your current distraction. It's working well enough, mind content to catalogue the sharp lines of his face as you sit there panting quietly. There's the detached burn of alcohol as he dabs your wound with a soaked cloth, pulling a shiver across your skin in response.
Focus. Focus on the face of The Ghoul intently working. How there's the rough texture of his ravaged skin before your eyes. His skin is rusty in color, an earthy shade. It reminds you of the red clay from your long-abandoned home. His skin is just as baked and cracked as that dirt was. A delicious contrast to the richer red of his lips. Funny how he looks all sorts of dried up, but you know those lips to be softer than expected. Soft and pliant when pressed against your own with the wet press of his tongue darting out and-
You curse as your thoughts shatter into sharp glass, body instinctively lurching away from what hurts you. Cooper snatches your thigh, fingers digging in as he holds you steady.
"Now, now. Easy there, dove." His eyes flick to your face again. He's got a finger crooked into the gash. It feels wrong. "Told you I need to get that piece out. Breath, nice and easy."
You inhale. His head cants to the side as he waits. You exhale. Cooper nods as his finger digs deeper into the wound, feeling about. You swear he just brushed viscera with a fingertip.
It makes you dizzy, feeling his finger rooting around in the open wound as he tries to nudge out the knife bit. Forceps would have been a good idea, maybe some pliers? Something thinner than Cooper's gnarled fingers. You've memorized those digits intimately, but never expected to know them here. In your fucking guts.
It hurts. Of course it fucking does, but it's a wrong sort of pain. The sensation keeps flipping your stomach over and over. You want to empty the contents of it, but know that'll hurt worse with the state you're in. Your eyes lose focus as Cooper clicks his tongue.
"Focus. Eyes on me like I said, darlin'." He waits a beat as you blink, refocus. "Attagirl," his tone is even and coaxing, trying to keep you calm as if you're a startled brahmin. His finger continues to root around in your open wound, feeling for that stray bit of metal.
There's a twisted sort of intimacy in having Cooper's fingers delving into the wound, a sick parody of what else he's buried in you on better days.
You moan, a low sound pulled deep from within you involuntarily. It hurts.
"Now dove... That ain't the sort of cooing you should be makin' right now,'' amusement laces his words as he studies your face. His finger goes still to let you settle. It takes a moment, adjusting to the intrusion because his finger has sunk deeper. Your body is trying to reject the invasion, nerves flaring up with clear alarm.
You huff in response, shooting Cooper a sour look as a tremor runs through your strained body. It's not your fault your pain sounds are similar to the ones you make when he's rutting into you. He shakes his head, smiling to himself as Cooper gets back to work.
"Can feel it at my fingertip, jus' let me-" The digging is a burning invasion now as he presses deeper, finger crooking. You can feel the tug of something else scraping your insides as you suck in a sudden breath. He catches that bit of rusty metal, tugs and then it's over.
Cooper holds up the metal shard in front of your face with a yellow grin. "Got it."
You promptly drop your forehead against his shoulder with a whine. Blood leaks sluggishly from the wound now.
"There, there. I gotcha, dove. Now, you let me clean you up proper." His gloved hand rubs your back briefly before he gently sets you upright. Cooper is quicker to clean out the wound, caring little for how the alcohol he pours directly on it burns as he flushes it out. It's almost a welcomed sensation after the nausea induced fingering he'd just been up to.
He pauses, considering a moment before Cooper pops the same bloody finger he'd just had inside of you into his mouth. You can only watch in a detached way, pain keeping you pacified as Cooper makes sure to lick his hand clean of your blood.
"Disgusting," you sigh. It's half-hearted. You've seen him ingest far worse.
"What? I'm a ghoul, sweetheart," he smirks. "Figure only way I'm gonna get a taste of that."
"Can you please fucking get me that Stimpak already?"
He tuts while wiping his hand clean of your blood on a spare rag before obliging. Cooper smoothly jabs the needle directly above your wound without warning, earning a hiss from you but your resentment instantly melts away.
This time you moan in pleasure, soothed as the endorphins rush your system in a cooling wave of comfort. A detached floaty feeling settles over you instantly as you relax, eyes drifting shut. A content smile settles on your lips while Cooper busies himself properly bandaging up your wound and wiping away the excess blood. His fingers linger, the bare ones ghosting up your side as a tremor runs through you for a wholly different reason now.
Slowly, you open your eyes again as you once more slump into his warmth. The scent of leather, gunpowder and something uniquely him fill your nostrils as you inhale.
"Better, dove?"
"Mhhm," You hum in contentment.
"That's my girl," He purrs as he hooks an arm about your waist and gently tugs you closer. "Now how's about we see about thankin' me proper for saving your sorry ass?"
#Cooper Howard x Reader#The Ghoul x Reader#Fallout#Fallout fanfic#fallout writing#The Ghoul#Cooper Howard#it's gore gore gooreee#I still feel like I wrote smut tho!?!?#squint and this is actually about taking his HUGE GHOUL CO- / gets shot#He'd get off to this shit#I blame the Hannibal fandom for this idea#Ghoul pretty#Ghoul encoraging~#x reader#drabble
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Look Outside (Video Game) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Masked Shadow/Sam (Look Outside) Characters: Sam (Look Outside), Masked Shadow (Look Outside) Additional Tags: Body Horror, Blood and Gore, graphic description of gore, Touch-Starved, Sam Is Really Touch-Starved, I'm Bad At Tagging, Power Dynamics, Human/Monster Romance, Does This Count As Monster Fucking? I Really Don't Know, Not Beta Read, he/him pronouns for sam, It/Its Pronouns For The Masked Shadow, One Shot Summary:
It would be quick. Like every other time he told himself that. An eternity in a prodding nowhere, delicately handled, cared for like he’d always deserved. He just needed to feel it for a few minutes, just a few more minutes under it's caring touch once again.
Quick LONG REALLY LONG fic for my SamMaskers out there. Aka my 2600 word one shot fic of Sam getting manhandled by the mask, because is there literally anything else beyond that when it comes to them?
Stupid doodles that spoil the fic under the cut. CW for sex jokes and heavy gore:
This is the ideal post-sex after care by the way, if you even care.
#cw blood and injury#cw body horror#cw gore#this was originally 600 words if you could believe it#they're so couple goals/ joking#look outside#look outside fanfic#look outside sam#sam look outside#look outside mask#look outside shadow#shadow sam#hashtag normal about whatever the hell these two had going on#i'll write look outside fluff another time it's freak o'clock right now
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Cw; Descriptions of gore.
I want to rip my skin off. It itches in a way it didn't before you touched me, your mere fingers gripping my flesh makes me want to cease to be. I feel sick to my stomach, I want to tear that tissue off my muscles and peal my nerves from them. To dig my fingers into bloody flesh you defiled with your filth.
#poetry#poems#vent account#vent blog#vent#vent cw#sa vent#sa cw for account#vent cw for account#vent post#vent writing#writing#cw: gore#gore poems#gore poetry#descriptions of gore#writing about gore#cdpoetryattempts
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siff and loop doodles that went a little farther than intended, and then I immediately forgot to post them ,:3
a bonus I made for the second to last one for ya~!
#two of these are like... a week old#I was shaking the bars of my enclosure to draw loop getting opened like a can of beans so I did it and it fought me in the shading process#also the one with them dancing in the rain is almost 2 weeks old#LISTEN THIS WEEK HAS BEEN WEIRD AND I'M AS FORGETFUL AS SIFFRIN IF NOT MORE SO#Also I'm pretty sure we're the same height#nope I checked#their taller than me#...I'm just small okay?#isat spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#sifloop#cw: gore#cw blood#cw: sh#I don't stop ever and if it seemed like I did#no I didn't I just forgot#I think about these goobers all the time#if I'm not drawing them#I might even write about them#and never show anybody
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it is no good, bearing false witness
#happy perverts release week to all who celebrate!!!#john irving#cornelius hickey#the terror#this is sloppy and i wasnt wearing my glasses when i ripped the clips so i didnt notice that they r shit quality. but we ball!#the hymn sampled (nearer my god to thee) was written in 1841 about jacob (of ladder fame)#which is the same story that franklin writes into graham gore's eulogy :)#my edit#jirv#im a simple man ethel cain releases an album and i clock in to my third job (jirvposting)#would looove to have done something with the whole song but alas it is 12 minutes long#so#heres the intro
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what’s the bad ending to mer-fidd?

Getting cannibalised by Bill probably


#at first I was gonna draw him as sushi only but then I thought why not. why shouldn't I draw some gore too#I like the theory that there's only one timeline where they defeat Bill and it's the one we're seeing in the show#this au never stood a chance#is it still canibalism if he's now another species? is this a philosophical question or a scientific one?#ask#not anon#gravity falls#gravity falls au#mermaid au#merman Fiddleford#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#stanford pines#ford pines#young fiddleford#young stanford pines#young ford pines#bill cipher#art#fanart#traditional art#cw blood#tw blood#cw cannibalism#cw death#I don't know what else to tag#I find the idea of Bill taking time to make sushi before Ford regains control hilarious#poor Ford. poor Fidds. when do you think he realizes what happened?#I'd write a fic about it if I had writing skills. I really would
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I saw a roadkilled skunk on the way to school today. The rain had washed away most of the scent so I barely noticed it until I was nearly on it. A pile of gore with a sheet of fur draped over it. You were once alive. You were once beautiful. Did they hit you on purpose? I am sorry if they did. The only thing people will say about you now is complaints about the scent of your death. The only thing they said about you before was that you were a pest. When I came back later you were gone. There was some of your blood. And some of your scent. I hope there's a heaven for pests. I hope I am good enough to be let in.
#skunk#skunks#writing#jordan gets overly emotional about things#mention of blood#mention of gore#mention of roadkill#roadkill#dead animal#thing that happened to me a few months ago
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Snow, Tile, Cloth
Three times Tank bleeds out, inspired by this post.
angst/hurt/comfort // <1k words
(TW: gore, blood, violence, car crash, suicidal ideation)
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Snow
During Tank’s first Winter Solstice with the Shaw Pack, Gabe decides to rent a series of cabins up in the mountains. Tank’s never been on a pack run before, and they’ve certainly never run in the snow. Excitement overloads their brain. They don’t even realize they’ve strayed from the pack until they’re crying out to no one at the bottom of a ravine. One misstep, one patch of ice, was all it took. Tank lies in the snow for only ten minutes before someone hears them, but in their young, frenzied mind it feels like hours. They remember watching the crimson blood seep from their open leg fracture into the stark white powder and thinking, If I’m not found, will all of me eventually bleed into the snow?
Tile
The first week Tank returns to Dahlia, they’re jumped. A vamp who’d been wronged by Quinn recognizes Tank and decides to send Quinn a message, thinking they’re still with him. The fight is brutal, both of them fueled by revenge and both underestimating the other. In the end, the vamp runs off, certain his point has been made. Tank somehow makes it back to their apartment and scrambles for supplies, of which there are none. But they can’t call anyone. Nobody knows Tank is back; they have to guarantee the pack’s safety from Quinn before telling anyone. So they settle on stanching their wounds with bath towels and old shirts, scarlet drops splattering onto the white bathroom floor. As they lie there, drifting in and out of consciousness, they wonder: If I die, will they ever be able to get the blood off these tiles?
Cloth
Tank Darlin’ is driving to Sam’s house one night when a coyote runs into their path. They swerve to avoid it and lose control of their bike, spilling out onto the asphalt. Luckily, they’re wearing a helmet, but, despite Sam’s continual pleas to wear proper gear, Darlin’ is dressed in a hoodie and cargo pants. Their body is ripped to shreds. Moving feels like agony, so they just lie on their back, gasping for the air that’s been knocked from their lungs. Eventually they hear a truck approach, it’s rumble familiar. Before they know it, Sam is scooping them into his arms. He’d been watching their location on his phone and noticed they’d stopped. As he heals the acres of road rash covering their skin, Darlin’ tries to push away. They’re staining his white shirt red. As Sam pulls them back in, crying out that he doesn’t care, that they’re more important than a damn shirt, Darlin’ thinks, I want to outlive the blood that spills from me. I want to last longer than the stains in this cloth.
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@lookitseddie & @breezysuffers, since yall seemed maybe interested? (pls ignore this if u weren't tho!)
#just a little idea i was inspired by that post#im sure i could have made something more thought out but oh well#a little gore to end the night#i wanted to do something more traumatizing tbh but just thinking about it started to make me stressed so i went more lowkey#also i try to keep my writings on here decently sfw and pg13#my more mature stuff will go on my ao3 if i ever publish some#anyway#mayhem is brewing#redacted fanfic#redacted fandom#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted headcanons#redacted audio#redacted darlin#redacted sam#redacted tank
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#I think what is really getting to me is the fact they brought up me being a teacher#and put my character in question#like I also write about murder and gore and cannibalism#but I am not okay with any of those things#like being a teacher is my life you don't get it#I put time money effort and love into each one of my students#I just can't believe someone would try to suggest that I am in anyway OKAY with mistreatment of children#anyway I know I can't take it to heart but it literally made me ugly cry because I actually had a very emotional week at work
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So, I've always had a major ick problem with hearts... 🙃
Like, the organ. And everything it does. Heartbeat sounds makes me panicky and nauseous. But! I've also got a major hyperfixation problem and it turns out you can cure a lifelong ick if you have to write a fic!
Learning so many things I don't want to know about the human body right now. Being so brave for the blorbo. It just had to be the heart surgeon guy.
#every time I google a medical or anatomical fact I brace myself for gore#i am not built for writing about surgery#the human body freaks me tf out in so many ways#but it's fun getting into the pov of someone who really appreciates it#(nothing will be anywhere near medically accurate in the end anyway but if I can get some cool words in that'd be great)
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Arthur has had a lot of bad close encounters, like Sonny, but sometimes I think we don't talk enough about the whole Edmund Lowry Jr thing.
Arthur was stalked by an absolutely terrifying sadistic serial killer and led to his hideout via multiple mutilated bodies and cryptic clues placed across high traffic areas on the map.
If you choose to find Lowry in his hideout, you will see a gruesome display of many body parts and carcasses strung up like christmas decorations all over the place. Arthur will get knocked out by Lowry after venturing in further and tied to the ground, he will then threaten and taunt Arthur with a knife once he wakes up.
This all happens in the span of like five minutes, and how did Arthur escape? He had to throw a severed head that was on the ground next to him at Lowry. And if being stalked, knocked out, kidnapped, threatened, exposed to a gross display of mutilated bodies, tied up and examined like a piece of meat wasn't enough, Arthur had to save Sheriff Malloy from getting his face bitten off by that sick freak too.
I mean, holy fuck right?
The only justice was being able to shoot Lowry, but he had killed so many people and he took pride in that, shooting wasn't enough. Sadistic is honestly an understatement, it's shown through newspaper clippings in the hideout that he enjoyed toying with his victims for long periods of time before murdering them. An article by the missing poster for a woman named Eliza Bloom in his basement stated that he enjoys his victims like 'trophies' - And Arthur was scarily close to becoming another one of them.
Unsurprisingly, he didn't write about the encounter in much detail.
"Found the murderer, man named Edmund Lowry. Took him into the sheriff in Valentine after he nearly killed me. He jumped the sheriff. I killed him. Nasty bastard he was."
#arthur's writing is usually very minimal if it's about something that happened to him#or just vaguely written#but he was very passionate about how fucked up that guy was#it's so fascinating#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#arthur morgan#john marston#edmund lowry jr rdr2#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#kind of?#cw gore mention#cw murder#not sure what others to add but just to be safe#cw mutilation#arthur will write paragraphs about weird people he's met or weird encounters but if it's about him? it's always minimal#poor guy#mick thinks#mick rants#micks pics
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