#Journal Task

[whateverdraws1008]

roach's journal, complete

[the---hermit]

31|10|2024

No coherent thoughts just vengence saga brainrot. The struggle to focus on anything else today was so real. I still managed to get some studying done, beleve it or not.

productivity list:

reread and highlighted the notes I took during the Sabaudian states history lectures I attended

read and annotate the first set of notes uploaded online by the professor

started working on the first draft of the epic songs translations i make for my family

duolingo

📖: Lolly Willowes by Sylvia Townsend Warner

[verdantcreek]

a wandering mind 🖊️

[palatinewolfsblog]

“The profession of journalism ought to be

about telling people what they need to know -

not what they want to know.”

Walter Cronkite.

The Art of Gravitas

(for my old Friend @acommonloon ) ...

[yawpyawp]

i’m having that adhd problem where i get a new job and am super positive and excited for the first while and then hit the 2-3 year mark and suddenly am annoyed at everything anyone says and i become confrontational and evil

[allnight4ever]

denial journal

day 7: 5/27/2025

total edges: 375

got plenty of edging in today. I helped my fwb cum again by sending videos and it felt so good to have my desperation and inability to cum used to help another person cum. I felt so needy all the time after that. I didn't do as much in the morning as I wanted, so I'm going to be sure to edge first thing to keep me nice and needy through the day from here on out. I am getting good at slowly rubbing and hitting the edge over and over, but I may go back to taking longer breaks because it makes me more needy and desperate.

[whateverdraws1008]

ugh ugh ugh ugh why why

[verdantcreek]

the sunshine state as documented by sunshine himself

[sistertotheknowitall]

“I will see new horizons, even if I don’t reach the top.”

- me while listening to this and writing.

[multifandom-nonsense]

I seriously need to finish that Tillivan drawing

Also it's 2 in the morning and I'm only awake cuz some mfs car alarm went off and it woke me up GAH

Guh and I have things to do tomorrow (technically today) but it's okay I can just draw them later (surely I won't forget to amidst the other tasks on my plate)

[lucky-draws]

procrastination takes many forms. including making a shitty study of van gogh's sunflowers using the foil from chocolate coin wrappers

[allnight4ever]

denial journal

day 4: 5/24/25

total edges: 114 (plus 36 after midnight that'll go in tomorrow's)

my best session today was in the morning. I got up really needy and edged first thing, then a little later in the morning I spent about an hour edging. I'd always struggled with ruined orgasms before, but when I ruined today it was just perfect. it was so hard to push myself to a ruin. my body is already learning that I'm not supposed to cum and instinctively stopping me. my hand just kept moving away. when I finally hit the point of no return it barely felt like an orgasm. my muscles spasmed and it took so much effort not to touch myself. left me just as hard and needy and wet as before. then I edged myself really stupid in the shower before bed.

I'm getting better at staying right on the edge and my brain's starting to go really empty when I do. I'm also getting really shaky really fast. I was already shaking all over just 10 edges in.

[regressioncurriculum]

Little's Reflection Journal Prompt

When are you most grateful for your caregiver: at rise-and-shine time in the morning, at bedtime in the evening, or sometime in between? Write a thank-you note that explains your answer.

[whateverdraws1008]

[revvethasmythh]

i wonder how fast you could actually get through me1 if you weren't beset by a demon that made you do all the side quests

[kimblestudies]

trying to turn my soup brain into something comprehensible.

asking the peanut gallery: if i was breaking or at my limit, would i even know?