#Like I know this was in the New 52 or whatever and I'm really late to the party

[theerurishipper]

Tim Drake, for no reason at all:

Dick Grayson, Tim's big brother in every conceivable way for the past several years:

[blanddcheadcanons]

Hey guys I'm really struggling. I got me and my brother a job at this tech startup. I worked there for 4 months and we all got laid off. The company went under. My job doesn't exist anymore. The idea was we were using AI software to digitize US patent records. So it was a beauracratic paperwork job. Already sort of opaque when trying to see my impact on society. But whatever it paid well and it wasn't a physical job. It was a nice office job. And I referred my brother who needed it. And now I just feel awful. I feel like the last 4 months were for nothing. I mean I got paid all the same. But I just feel so meaningless. Also as soon I got laid off, I had a painful attack of gout in my foot that had me crippled for a week. Now that's gone but last Thursday my grandpa died. And I'm just so upset. I feel like I was holding it together as best I could with the lay off and the gout but once my grandpa died, I'm really losing it. Like what's even the point? I just got rejected from a job opening today. I had the phone interview at 9am Thursday. Exactly 1 hour after I learned my grandpa died. So I dissociated hard on that phone interview. I dunno I'm just so upset. I feel like I can't do anything right. Don't worry though I'm safe. My girlfriend and my mom are taking care of me. They're talking to me and checking in. I've been applying like crazy. I'm going to a job fair tomorrow. But lately I've been trying to be a bit of a house husband and cooking dinner for my girl. I do feel very moody. Where I can go from laughing to despair instantly. I don't know what I want. I just feel so unstable. I finished pirating the New 52 Animal Man. That shit was so fucking depressing. Now instead of plugging my way through Swamp Thing I decided to call an audible and just read through every appearance of the Crime Syndicate of Earth-3. I think that will make me happy. And whenever I don't feel like reading I'll be bingeing Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt.

[sohotthateveryonedied]

Hi! You seem really knowledgeable about Batman so I have a question for you. I’ve been reading a lot of fan fiction lately, especially about Jason and Tim. I’m curious about how accurate the depiction is of their relationship to each other. Did Jason really slit Tim’s throat at one point and try to kill him more than once? I’ve been seeing that a lot, but I can’t find any canon depictions of it. How bad is their relationship in canon?

Jason indeed did slit Tim's throat! :)

Batman #618

Jason used Tim as bait for his showdown with Bruce while he was pretending to be Hush, and during the standoff he gave Tim a friendly lil slice to the throat. It wasn't a super life-threatening injury, though. As Tim put it: "I'll need stitches. But Catwoman stopped the bleeding."

Batman #618

And Jason did indeed try to kill Tim more than once! Three times, to be exact! (Before the reboot, at least.)

There was during the Hush storyline, as I already explained above. Prior to that, there was also the Tim vs Jason fight that took place in Titan's Tower shortly after Jason revealed himself to the Batfamily in UTRH and decided to pay his replacement a visit.

Teen Titans (2003) #29

Then Battle For the Cowl happened, and Tim and Jason went head to head yet again, this time as their own versions of Batman. Jason stabbed Tim with a batarang and left him for dead, going on to tell Dick that Tim was dead as a doornail when Dick came to save him in his own batsuit.

Batman: Battle For the Cowl #2

So yeah, you could say their relationship wasn't great Pre-52. Jason attempted to recruit Tim as his partner a few times, as if Tim would suddenly become all buddy-buddy with a crazy murderer (which is what the writers tried to make Jason into at the time).

To be honest, I find their relationship during this time hilarious? Jason keeps asking Tim to be friends and Tim keeps reminding Jason that he thinks he's the most annoying person in the world lmao.

Jason: ok i know i tried to kill you a couple times and i resent you for replacing me and also i'm kind of psychotic at the moment, but do you wanna like, hang out? 👉👈

Tim: full offense but i would literally rather die than spend ten minutes with you

Jason: sure that's cool man i get it *proceeds to try and shoot tim's face off*

It's such a fun dynamic.

Robin #177

Batman: Battle For the Cowl #2

Jason: *asks tim to be his bestie while he is actively carving tim up with a batarang* (Sir please read the room I'm begging you.)

So that's pretty much how their dynamic was until the New-52 went and made them besties for whatever reason. Jason just really really really wants Tim to join him, Tim really really really wants Jason to leave him alone and stop being crazy. It's a blast.

[pandorasword]

Chaeri as the 8th and youngest member of BTS.

Chaeri's Masterlist

Hello everyone! It's a particularly boring weekend and I'm not inspired enough to finish what I have in drafts. Therefore, I used this generator to make a list of hypothetical dialogues. If you want, I'd love to get some requests based on the prompts below 🫶🥹

Rules: send me one or more of the prompts listed below, paired with someone in Chaeri's life (one or plus BTS members, one or plus Ateez members, staff, family, any Hybe artist). If you want to add also more details, it will only make it funnier for me to write the request 💌

RANDOM DIALOGUE PROMPTS

1 "I'm not drunk enough for this"

2 "I've been thinking about you a lot lately"

3 "I bought two. Here"

4 "Whatever you're going to ask, the answer is no"

5 "I never wanted to hurt you"

6 "You shouldn't insult people that are bigger than you"

7 "You don't like me very much, do you?"

8 "What are you doing out here by yourself?"

9 "You can't decide what's best for someone else"

10 "Where does it hurt? Show me."

11 "Why don't you stay the night? I'll take the couch"

12 "I'm not even going to pretend to understand what you're talking about"

13 "That was really brave what you did back there. Stupid, but brave"

14 "We can't keep going on like this"

15 "Sorry, I haven't checked my phone all day"

16 "Don't we deserve to be happy?"

17 "You don't even know my name"

18 "What happened to you, where have you been?!"

19 "That is not an appropriate question to ask a lady you've just met"

20 "I wish you'd take better care of yourself"

21 "You were talking in your sleep"

22 "I can't help you unless you talk to me"

23 "I know you better than you think"

24 "I didn't want you to see me like this"

25 "I just need a moment to catch my breath"

26 "How long have you been awake?"

27 "I did what I had to do."

28 "You must be new around here"

29 "When was the last time you ate something?"

30 "It's too dark, I can't see anything"

31 "I hope you haven't been standing out in the cold this whole time"

32 "I don't need your permission."

33 "I would give my life to keep you safe"

34 "I'm in the middle of something, this better be urgent!"

35 "Are you jealous? Want me all to yourself, do you?"

36 "If you tell me yours, I'll tell you mine"

37 "Why does it always have to be a fight with you?"

38 "How does it feel to be in love?"

39 "Keep it. It looks better on you"

40 "I don't like the way they look at you"

41 "There's a reason I keep this door closed"

42 "Can you see how many fingers I'm holding up?"

43 "You don't know when to give up, do you?"

44 "You've got quite a reputation"

45 "I know I have a right to be angry, but I don't want to be"

46 "I'm not a big fan of the dark"

47 "I heard you crying"

48 "You shouldn't be here"

49 "Do you ever get afraid?"

50 "I can't sleep"

51 "Oh. You're naked. Okay."

52 "Do you think last night was a mistake?"

53 "You'll always have a home with me"

54 "Let's make a deal"

55 "Like what you see?"

56 "I see you. I know you're watching me."

57 "Put that down! You're like a child"

58 "I don't need your help"

59 "You scared me."

60 "You've been so quiet. What's on your mind?"

[your-divine-ribs]

I’m With the Band Part 2

Words: 2k

No warnings apart from my naff writing lol and Arabella’s attitude (the story does get better but I can’t promise that Arabella’s attitude does sorry 😂)

I’m With the Band Masterlist Main Masterlist

"So... you're not actually in this band then?"

Larry and I are sitting on the balcony in my room sipping on bottles of beer whilst he's filling me in on his life in the past ten years.

"No... like I say I just string Van's guitars and... you know... help them with their kit and stuff."

"So you're just a roadie?" I question him.

Larry looks slightly annoyed. "No..."

I'm enjoying winding him up. "Oh... so you're like the band's bitch then?"

I'm giggling at the look on his face but he doesn't stay annoyed for long when he realises that I'm teasing. "So what the hell do you do for a living then? I suppose mummy and daddy just let you live off them now they're loaded eh?"

I don't try to deny it. I'm unashamedly a bit of a princess and I'm proud of it.

"I tried a few jobs but it didn't really fit around my lifestyle..." I say, aware that I sound like a completely spoilt bitch.

Larry doesn't look particularly impressed but I don't care. I'm feeling a little bored of this already. Although it's actually been quite nice to catch up with him I can't imagine the next two months in this little seaside town which boasts a few pubs and one nightclub which looked like a complete dive online. I'm restless.

"So... when are we going out then?" I say, glancing at my watch, imagining what my friends at home are doing now.

"Well... we've got to wait for Bondy first..."

"Who's Bondy?" I say, draining my beer, reaching out for another which Larry passes to me.

"Johnny Bond. He's the new guitarist. He lives in Newcastle so he's coming to stay for a few days until the tour starts up."

"He's staying here?" I ask, ears pricking up at the prospect of a young male in the house. "You got a picture of him?" I nod at his phone.

"You won't need a picture, he's turning up literally any moment," Larry says, and as if on cue his phone buzzes and he takes a call.

"Bondy mate! Yeah that's right, number 52. The last house on the road. Great... I'll come down and let you in."

Larry's off and I stay sitting in my spot on the balcony, legs stretched out in front of me on another chair, enjoying the warm late afternoon sun on my skin. It really is a sun trap here. I'll have to take advantage of this. I hitch up my dress slightly, hoping to catch some rays.

"And this is my little cousin, Arabella. She's staying with us for the summer." I hear Larry say.

I glance up at the tall figure who's looming over me, squinting against the glare of the sun, my hand shielding my eyes.

Hmm... things suddenly got a little more interesting round here...

Bondy smiles down at me, he's got a warm, lazy kind of smile and a handsome face covered with stubble. His scruffy brown curls spill out from underneath the black cap perched on his head.

"Hey Bondy," I say smiling back up at him. "Or do you prefer Johnny?"

He holds out a hand to me and I reciprocate, expecting him to shake mine, but instead he stoops down and plants a little kiss on the back of mine. "You can call me whatever you like darlin."

Larry clears his throat and I'm aware that me and Johnny had definitely let our eyes linger on each other's for a lot longer than was probably appropriate for a first meeting. I smile to myself as I finally turn away, taking another sip of my beer.

Johnny takes a seat opposite me and him and Larry immediately launch into talking about band stuff. I'm only half listening, catching snippets of conversation, hearing names. Van's name comes up a lot but I also hear the names Bob and Benji. Now I've seen Johnny I'm all of a sudden eager to see the other band members. Apart from Van of course. That little prick was the bane of my life throughout my childhood summers.

I pop my sunglasses back on, leaning back, stretching out my bare legs. I notice Johnny glancing over, completely unaware that I'm closely watching him through my dark lenses. He really is pretty sexy. And he's staying here... I wonder which bedroom he's going to be staying in.

After a while Larry announces that he's going inside to fetch more beers and Johnny shifts in his seat, turning to face me.

"So Arabella... how come you're staying at Larry's then for the summer?"

I pull my sunglasses down to the tip of my nose, peering at Johnny over the top as I reply. "Well my parents are in New York on business so they sent me here. They didn't want me staying at home alone. Apparently I can't be trusted..."

"Oh... so you're not to be trusted then? I'll have to remember that!" He laughs softly.

I take off my sunglasses again so I can look him in the eye better. "My dad says trouble always seems to find me."

"Is that so?" Johnny says, but then Larry reappears with the beers, distracting him.

The boys resume their conversation and I slip off to shower, returning 20 minutes later in nothing but a small towel wrapped around me, barely covering my modesty.

"Christ Bells! Put some clothes on would ya?" Larry cries as I smirk at him, leaning down to pick up the bottle of beer off the table I was drinking before.

"Well... you are in my room..."

Johnny's eyes go slightly wide and he looks away, but not before I've clocked his gaze running the full length of my body. That was the desired effect of course.

"Come on Bondy, I'll show you where you're staying." Larry motions for Johnny to follow him, then he turns to me. "We're going pub in half an hour. Are you gonna be ready?"

"I'll be ready!" I smile sweetly at Larry, then he turns his back to leave the room.

Johnny glances back just before I shut the door and I catch his eye. There's definitely a little spark there. I smile to myself as I start to get ready for the night out.

The pub's small and dark and smells of stale beer. Some people might call it quaint. I wrinkle my nose up as we all stepped inside and I hear a quiet chuckle coming from beside me.

"Not your usual kind of establishment I'm guessing love?"

I turn to face Johnny who has a softly amused kind of smile on his lips but Larry cuts in before I get a chance to answer. "Don't think they serve Cristal in here, Bella, sorry!"

I narrow my eyes at him. "Whatever you think you know about me, you've got me all wrong..."

Larry laughs, nudging Johnny. "Eh, reckon she's slumming it tonight!"

Johnny laughs too and steps up to the bar, ordering three pints of lager. I take a seat, pleased when Johnny sits down right next to me. Larry mumbles something about going out for a fag leaving me and Johnny alone.

"Pint okay for you?" He grins, taking a huge swallow of his own drink.

"Uh-huh," I nod with a smile. “Perfect.”

To be honest lager wouldn't be my first choice of drink... or my second, third or fourth for that matter, but Johnny's bought it for me so I don't want to offend him.

I reach for my glass, taking a sip, trying to be ladylike but not quite pulling it off. Johnny laughs, a low throaty sound, and he's looking at me funny.

"What?" I demand, feeling self-conscious all of a sudden.

"You just got it all..." he indicates his own face with his finger "... kinda everywhere..."

So much for trying to be seductive. I reach up to touch my mouth, dismayed that I now seem to have half of the head of my pint adorning my upper lip. I quickly wipe it away but Johnny's still grinning.

"Come 'ere lass," he reaches over, running a finger just above my top lip when I lean forward.

I'm not sure what possesses me, but before he has a chance to pull away I grab his hand, running my tongue lightly over his finger and lightly sucking the tip, my gaze flicking up to meet his.

"Thanks Johnny," I purr.

His eyes widen again and he snatches his hand quickly away, reaching for his own pint, shifting in his seat slightly. I cross and uncross my legs, my thigh rubbing against Johnny's. He clears his throat before looking back across at me.

"So... Arabella... I'm intrigued about what you said earlier... about your parents not trusting you to stay on your own. How old are you if you don't mind me asking?"

I give him a playful smile. "Old enough to know better... but young enough not to give a fuck! I'm 19."

"What did you do?" Johnny says, intrigued, but Larry's back and he wants to know what we're talking about. When Johnny tells him, Larry's eyes light up with the prospect of spilling some juicy gossip.

"Oh our Bells is a regular little party animal!" He says. "Trashed the house didn't you love?"

"They were overreacting," I complain. "It wasn't that bad!"

"That's not what I heard," Larry smirks, then he looks at Johnny, pretending he's talking conspiratorially but loud enough for us all to hear. "You need to keep an eye on this one, I'm telling ya!"

Larry gets distracted by someone he's seen over the other side of the pub so he doesn't see Johnny turn and look right at me.

"Oh, I intend to..." he says quietly, a subtle smirk staining his lips.

"Benji, Bob! Over here!"

Larry's on his feet now, waving, and I look over as two guys approach the table.

One is tall and thin with a wild mop of tangled curls... and a very nice smile I think to myself. He's wearing a black leather jacket and skinny black jeans and looks every inch the cool rockstar despite his seemingly quiet demeanour. The other has a cute face framed with dark-rimmed glasses. He's also got a head of curls but he's got his scraped back into a ponytail. He gives me an adorable bashful smile when I catch his eye.

Introductions are made all around and I smile sweetly at the guys, sizing them up, my disappointment at spending the summer with my cousin dissipating by the second. It's just a pity that they have band stuff to discuss and I find myself stifling a yawn as talk turns to practice venues and gigs they have lined up.

"Where's Van got to anyway?" Benji pipes up.

Even the mention of his name riles me. Hopefully he won't turn up. Larry starts grumbling and digs his phone out of his pocket but as if on cue Johnny's calling out. "There he is! Over here Van!"

Despite the sour memories I'm interested to see how my childhood nemesis has turned out after all these years, remembering the scrawny, scruffy haired lad who used to tease me mercilessly. I stretch up in my seat, straining to see, when a tall, lean figure strides over.

"Alright lads!"

Well, well... now this must be the glow-up of the century. The years have certainly been kind. Van runs a hand through his hair as he looks around the group and when his eyes alight on me he does a double-take.

"Fuck me! Arabella Turner is that you?"

His eyes are practically popping out of his head as they take me in, and he's certainly taking me in, brazenly so. Every inch.

"Long time no see, Van," I say back, trying to act aloof even though my interest is piqued in such a way that I'm finding it hard not to mirror Van's own reaction to seeing me.

I smile to myself at his slack-jawed expression and it doesn't go unnoticed by my cousin. "Fucking hell mate, why don't you take a photo? It'll last longer!"

Sniggers erupt from around the table and Van finally comes to. He steps forward, pint in hand, shunting Larry aside so that he can take the seat next to me.

"Shift up Larry, I want to sit next to Arabella. We've got some catching up to do."

Yep... this is certainly going to be an interesting summer...

[paradoxicwashere]

Mr Freeze: The Man Who Lost Everything

Buckle Up everyone because I'm obsessed with the Snowman and am about to make it everyone's problem. Here's my pitch for reinventing Mr Freeze with his own mini-series.

Alright, first hurdle to jump is that I *hate* the New 52 retcon that Nora was never his wife. It's dumb and it ruins everything that makes Freeze great. I don't know exactly what Rebirth did but I'm sure it, or one of the other yearly universe ruining events was catastrophic enough to undo that stupid, stupid retcon.

So here we go! Long start up with the actual pitch a little ways down.

Mr Freeze was reinvented by Batman: The Animated Series with a new tragic origin that made the character everything he's become today. But the one problem with the character is his story is quite literally, frozen. Every appearance he is trying to cure his beloved Nora and every time he fails. Something has to change, and Nora finally being cured / awoken has already been explored beautifully in both the Adventures Continues & The Arkham Games. So we have to go in the other direction:

Out in the arctic, Victor works against the clock - freezing Nora slowed down her condition, it didn't stop it. He has one last chance, he races to finish the formula that will save Nora. He has but moments to save her.

He fails.

The Serum wasn't ready in time. He missed it, he didn't even get to say goodbye. Nora Fries has passed on, and Victor failed. He's broken, of course. He was so desperate to save her he didn't even see her go.

And then Batman arrives. The Dark Knight, perusing the hijacked Research Vessel. He finds it in the middle of a blizzard. Victor, kneeling in the center of it. His rage fueling the storm. But Batman dosen't stop him, he dosen't throw a batarang, he dosen't even raise his voice.

He offers Victor his hand. He knows what it's like to lose your entire world and dosen't want Victor to suffer alone. He couldn't ever get through to Victor when he was blinded by desperation, but now - maybe grief can bring clarity.

Later, back in Gotham - Police get a report that the villainous Mr Freeze has been spotted walking into a store on 34th and 12th. They arrive only to see a slightly surprised Florist with a $20 note on her counter. Elsewhere, Victor apologizes for being late as he lays flowers down on Nora's grave.

Victor has new purpose. He couldn't save Nora, but she isn't the only one to suffer her disease. He will finish the cure, and in his mission he will come to blows with the Company that ruined his life in the first place: GothCorp.

My Comic follows Mr Freeze re-imagined as an Anti-Hero hellbent on war with GothCorp, the corporation that turned Freeze into the cold-hearted Doctor in the first place and stole key parts of his research, research that he wants back. With a few new allies Freeze will do whatever it takes to complete his research, spending the rest of his days doing everything he can to leave a good Legacy on the world

For Nora.

TLDR: When he fails to save Nora, Mr Freeze is given a chance by Batman to honour her legacy. He turns his life around and is reborn an anti-hero with his sights set on reclaiming his stolen research from GothCorp so that he can finish his cure for the disease that plauged Nora.

And now some additional ideas:

Victor enlists the help of a desperate Gotham University student to drive his mobile laboratory and do some of the less dangerous work that he cannot do due to his inability to blend in. In trade he compensates them and helps with their degree.

Victor and Red Hood get along splendidly - and they both operate under Batman's rules that they're allowed to operate in Gotham as long as they do not kill.

The other villains didn't respect Victor as a threat until he reminds them how dangerous he can really be. He makes sure they know to stay out of his way upon his return.

GothCorp want to use Victor's cryo-tech to permentantly suspend patients of 'incurable' diseases as a way to wring money out of the families of the patients. The joys of American Healthcare.

[penny-nichols]

I posted 5,234 times in 2022

That's 3,059 more posts than 2021!

2,700 posts created (52%)

2,534 posts reblogged (48%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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I tagged 1,132 of my posts in 2022

#feychols swap au - 45 posts

#daryan crescend - 26 posts

#maya fey - 21 posts

#penny nichols - 20 posts

#clay terran - 18 posts

#phoenix wright - 11 posts

#miles edgeworth - 11 posts

#klavier gavin - 9 posts

#vampire au - 9 posts

#unreality - 8 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#(genuinely unsure if these people are lawyers though. like if gumshoes there he'll be a detective and if edgeworths there he'll be a lawyer

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

One June Global Studios changes their social media profile picture to. Idk a rainbow mr monkey or something and most people are like "yeah ok superficial pride month stuff I guess" and then it hits July and it just. Doesn't change back. People assume they forgot but it's on all the accounts and they're still posting regularly. Finally a week in someone asks and the response is just "I'm the social media manager and I'm gay. Also everyone else is cool with it. -Cody"

39 notes - Posted July 3, 2022

#4

Not to be an ace attorney fan or anything but Ive been watching murder mystery shows and it makes me appreciate mystery video games more. Video games are genuinely one of the best mediums for a classic whodunnit and its a shame that we dont get more of them. Let me explain.

In a video game, you are active in the story. You have to follow the logic of the mystery. You have to know what's going on. What the player character knows, you know, so you can't just have a talk offscreen and come into the big reveal with a new fact no one had ever heard.

Now, I've been watching a lot of Elementary lately. It's pretty good, I enjoy it, but inherently, Sherlock knows things that the viewer does not. The camera can cut away from him while he's questioning someone. He has knowledge of the in-show universe that we do not, but sometimes that knowledge gets brought up too late. We can't follow the process, so we just have to trust that what he's saying is true and right. Like, they'll introduce some random guy we haven't heard of or met most of the way through an episode and then say "This is a famous serial killer and the crime fits his MO perfectly" and we just kinda have to go with it.

Meanwhile, with Ace Attorney, you see everything Phoenix or Apollo or anyone sees. If there was a thing that happened that's relevant to the case, it will either be internally monologued about, explained aloud to someone else, or told to you directly. You Know what the character knows (with a few notable exceptions like whatever the fuck was going on in DD but thats mostly because of the timeline, how Phoenix knows Edgeworth in game 1 before the class trial explanation in 1-3, Nahyuta and Apollo being siblings, etc). Anything you DONT know that the character knows is irrelevant to the case. There can be twists, but they're things that turn your preconceived notions about a case around, not just grabbing some random guy in the last 5 minutes and saying "it was him!"

Im just having some thoughts

44 notes - Posted September 6, 2022

#3

Some people make ace attorney ics with normal person names but I actually physically cannot. it HAS to be a pun or stfu. Like come on. When in Rome

60 notes - Posted September 12, 2022

#2

Klavier banging out the tunes

81 notes - Posted April 13, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

They really made Apollo’s best friend an astronaut and they were so right to do it. IDK the direct translation of his Japanese name but at least in english we’ve got the Apollo space missions AND the fact that Apollo is the God of the sun. It feels obvious

154 notes - Posted October 13, 2022

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I tagged 52 of my posts in 2022

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#happy birthday to me - 1 post

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Longest Tag: 93 characters

#bonus points if they actually used to be incredibly *cough* *cough* close during his lifetime

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Horror sans: you ok??? Buddy???

Lucky: They snapped out of it, coming back down to earth, for a moment they where quiet before then finally answering, looking up to him with a curious glint "Oh- yeah yeah, I'm good, do.. you need something?"

3 notes - Posted May 8, 2022

#4

Sleeping late enough becomes sleeping very early and it would only be considered a nap

Not a sleep

So technically I've for a week been running on naps

5 notes - Posted August 17, 2022

#3

Honestly same-

6 notes - Posted December 9, 2022

#2

PLEAS E LMAO THATS 18 PUMPKINS IM DROWNING

YOUR GOING TO TAKE THESE PUMPKINS AND YOUR GOING TO LOVE THEM-

40 notes - Posted October 7, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

"It wouldn't hurt to look around a bit before things start actually kicking off right-?"

They lightly murmured to themselves as they started to walk along

Soon things started picking up as the day went on notification after notification they went around the pizzeria fixing everything from slushy machines to fixing up map bots, between walking here and there they often would be able to snatch a snippet whenever the main animatronics went on stage,

Gradually things started coming to a slow of sorts between one of the ongoing meet and greets, and other activities going around arcades filled up with the sound of 8-bit songs, of course there was still many people coming in but it wasn't as such of a pout in as hours earlier, it was enough though for few, very few employees to take their breaks

The rookie came into the break room there uniform stained with presumably hot coffee, from the looks of it the whole cup chucked in their face, their fingers with a few little bandages here and there despite that they didn't seem to really mind it as they set themselves down with a cup of Faz ramen and a bottle of fizzy Faz

one of the employees glanced at them, then down at their fingers

"You're new right? Rough day?"

"Yeah, about a week in,still adjusting,"

the stranger hummed, seeming a bit amused at their state

"You'l find it gets better. We have lots of free time, since our employees are mostly robots anyway. 'Sure the place could run by itself honestly if not for repairs.... and incidents."

they concluded while swirling whatever was in their cup. Their other hand had a missing finger, they noted

"Yeah, it was, at the same time sometimes it didn't really.. feel that bad,"

They replied in a easy going tone, as they then took a big bit of the noodles,

"while I was walking to my next fix up a lady threw her coffee on me mistaking me for someone else,"

She added as she then took a sip out of her fazz cup

"Other than that, I think I'm going to like it here,"

"Hm. Sure, i mean, pay's good. Flexible hours... you get like a bunch of discounts..... atmosphere's kinda creepy. And you don't get used to it, but, it's a pretty good job."

After a moment they shrugged a little, "Maybe I'll find the atmosphere different for me? Who knows,"

They ate up the rest of the noodles quite satisfied as the warm broth when down their throat,

Moving to the fizzy Faz a ping went off on their watch,"Huh.. that will be.. interesting," they lightly murmured putting their wrist back down they waved a bit to the other employee as they got to their feet and started to head over to the daycare hands often fidgeting at their tool belt on the way over

( @painbowrainbow )

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[dr-mesmer]

II. The Gambler

Rumor:

"After many years of losing and winning, he decided to take a chance in a different kind of game."

Name: Richard Walters

Sex: Male

Age: 52

Date of birth: April 9th

Good at: Math

Like: games, parties

Hate: not keeping promises

Role: Assist/Decode

Tool: Dices

External traits:

Lucky dice: The Gambler can roll his dices to randomly change the decoding progress between ciphers. This ability has 60 seconds cooldown.

Knowledge: He shares his knowledge with everyone in need. Gambler can see progress of every cipher near him and he shares that ability with every survivor he's teamed up with.

Sacrifice: He doesn't even try to win. After using his dices, he becomes visible to the hunter for 2 seconds.

Social butterfly: He likes to have a company around. His speed is increased by 20% while near other survivors.

Deduction target

1. Wheel of fortune

I've been really unlucky lately.

Conclusion

A note from a landlord: "If you don't pay me next week, you can start looking for some other place to stay."

2. Helping hand

It's nice to have a friend. Even better if he is wealthy.

Conclusion

A list of various female names. There is a price next to each of them.

3. Hiding

Life is not fair so why should I be?

Conclusion

Police report 1: We are still looking for headquarters of this human trafficking gang.

4. Player

Living my best life! It's so much fun!

Conclusion

Note from bar's owner: If you see him again, just give him whatever he wishes for. He will reward us handsomely.

5. Regular customer

He visits us every year. I wish to know him better.

Conclusion

A set of photos: Two men with different women on each one of them. Those women look diseased.

6. To plan

I don't care if it's immoral.

Conclusion

Fragment from a newspaper 1: Several female corpses found. It seemes they were murdered right after giving birth.

7. Promise

My intuition has always been faulty.

Conclusion

A letter from a woman: "I beg you. If it won't happen next week, he will kill me. Let's try to do it at least one more time."

8. The only one

I can't get that smile out of my head.

Conclusion

A photo 1: Two men and a pregnant woman.

9. Truth

Those sins will hunt me. Even if you are not here anymore.

Conclusion

A photo 2: A man holding a little girl in his arms.

10. Regret

This is slowly killing me from inside

Conclusion

A letter from an orphanage: Like always, we will accept your unwanted child. Bring her tomorrow at noon. Leave your payment with the janitor.

11. Runaway

New life, old memories.

Conclusion

Fragment from a newspaper 2: Some of them escaped. But we are glad this nightmare is finally over.

12. At night

I can't help but cry at my bad decisions.

Conclusion

A note: I'm sorry for everything I have done. Don't look after me. I don't plan to come back. This will be my last game.

[timeaftertime-chriscornellfanfic]

Chapter 34 - Remember To Let Her Into Your Heart Then You Can Start To Make It Better

Houston Texas, May 25 2017

(Chris is 52, Andi is 29)

CHRIS: Swiping the steam from the mirror in the hotel bathroom, I grab my shaving cream, pouring some in my hand then pat my cheeks and grab the razor to clean up this stubble a bit. I rinse my razor a few times and continue on, leaning in close and gently swiping it across my cheek when I suddenly hear my acoustic in the other room being softly played for a few chords. I stop for a second to listen, and hear Andi softly singing and strumming.

I missed that voice of hers, no matter how much she always said she never had one, that playing was her thing, she always sounded so beautiful when she would just let go and sing. I close my eyes for a moment and just focus, listening to her then turn my attention back to finish shaving. Once I've rinsed my face and gently slap on some after shave, and with the white towel around my hips I make my way out of the bathroom.

"Happiness is like an old friend I miss, How can I tell you what it feels to be like this...?" She sings, sitting on the bed, leaning against the headboard with my guitar across her lap, in one of my white v-neck t-shirts with the collar slipped off her shoulder, and nothing else. She stops for a moment and picks up her phone, typing something and then glances up to see me.

"Hi," She smiles and bites her lip nervously.

"Hey," I chuckle as I approach her.

"Sorry, I just had an idea, or a melody... something, and I just didn't want to lose it," She says, setting her phone back down beside her.

"S'ok baby, don't stop on my account," I smile at her. She then dismissively waves her hand and sets the guitar aside on the bed, moves to her knees and crawls over to me.

She places her hands on my chest as I reach out for her, leaning down and placing my lips on hers. My hands cup her face holding her to me as she begins to suck on my bottom lip.

"Chris?" She says when she pulls away from me but I touch my forehead to hers.

"Yes baby?" I breathe. It was all I could do to not just lay her back down on the bed and make love to her again... for the third time today.

"Am I coming with you, when you head home this afternoon?"

I lift my forehead from hers and look at her confused by that question.

"Um, yea, why? Do you not want to?" I ask, raising my eyebrow and she flicks her eyes to mine.

"No, I mean, yea I want to, I'm just worried is all,"

"Worried about what?" I ask.

"I don't know... I think I'm just worried about us. Me... specifically. I don't want to slip again," She says as she studies her hands on my bare chest.

“I don't want you to slip again either," I say as I brush a few curls out of her eyes. She stays quiet for a few moments and I touch my forehead back to hers, her fingers reaching up and playing with my damp curls.

"I'm so sorry Chris - "

"Shhhh, you need to stop apologizing to me," I chuckle.

"But - " She starts.

"No,"

"Chris - ?"

"Shhhh," I hush her again and she starts to laugh.

I take her hands and bring them up to my lips, placing soft gentle kisses to her fingers, then lean in and place my lips back on hers determined to convince her that I've long forgiven her for whatever it is that she feels guilty of - her time slipping. I deepen the kiss, making it long and passionate while my hands make their way down her sides, to her hips, slowly inching up my t-shirt that she's wearing so that I can feel her perfect ass in my hands. She then presses her body to mine, her fingers lacing through my hair.

"Ok, go on and take your shower before I end up back in bed with you again, making us late for our flight," I say pulling away from her. She giggles that cute little laugh and places a quick kiss on my chest, then climbs off the bed as I watch her remove my shirt. Her curls falling down around her as she sets my shirt on the bed and heads into the bathroom.

*****

A short while later, we meet with Kim Matt and Ben down in the lobby of the hotel to make a plan to meet up in Seattle in a week to start more work on the new record. Once we say our goodbyes, Andi and I head out to the airport.

Oh, I forgot to mention that Martin Kirsten is no longer in the picture. I fired him just after Andi had figured out that he was slipping me unknown pills. I still don't know the motive as to why he would do that and after an argument with him privately, I fired him. I am determined now to fix every mistake I've made over the last 18 years, starting with getting back to my roots like Kim said.

"Alright, Mr. Cornell here is your exchanged ticket and you'll be boarding at terminal 11" The receptionist says to me as she hands the tickets over to me.

"Thank you," I say and turn to Andi to hand her one of the tickets.

"I thought you had set up the private jet to fly us back home?" She says sweetly.

"I try not to fly in that thing too much. It freaks me out sometimes. Anyways, this is more economical," I explain as I take her hand in mine while we head over to the waiting area.

"Wait... Chris, these are for New York?" She says as she looks over her plane ticket.

"Uh huh," I say as we find a few empty seats in the waiting area and set our luggage down.

"You live in New York?" Andi looks up at me as I fumble with my jacket for a second.

"Uh huh," I say and slide the luggage handle down then flip my curls out of my eyes to look at her. She looks back at me with an inquisitive expression but I'm not quite sure how to explain how I don't exactly live in Seattle anymore, at least I haven't lived there fully since 2001.

"Flight 52 to New York City, now boarding. Flight 52 to New york City, now boarding"

"Well, that's us babe," I smile at her and she gives me a half smile back as I pull up the luggage handle and she takes her bag, slinging it over her shoulder once more. I take her hand in mine and place my lips to the back of her hand as we walk to the board the plane.

*****

New York City, New York

(Andi is 29, Chris is 52)

ANDI: Pulling up to Chris's house was an unreal experience to say the least. Never mind me time slipping 18 years in the future, I never even thought that he would find himself living in New York of all places. It wasn't exactly right in the city part, more so just on the outskirts in a small suburb. The house was beautiful. A dark red brick 2 storey home and very upscale. Different from the gothic home that he and I bought around '97 in Seattle. It was large, 4,500 square feet to be exact - from what he explained - and it definitely looked that way on the outside.

"Come on babe, let me show you inside," He says as the cab drives away and he picks up our bags. I follow him to the porch, while he takes a few minutes to find his keys and he opens the door.

Once I step inside, it's just as beautiful as I had thought it would be, and so entirely different than I thought. There is a large foyer at the front door with an incredible chandelier that hung over head. Straight ahead was what looked like a sitting area/living room that was completely made up of black and white furniture with a white shag throw rug underneath the glass coffee table. Once he sets our bags down and hangs up his jacket, he takes my hand and shows me the rest of the house. He first leads me into the kitchen which was also large and very white, with stainless steel appliances, the dining room which again was white with white leather dining room chairs and a black steel framed dining table. He then leads me to another room that was more of the living room than the first one, with a huge 60 inch TV and surround system - still in the pattern of black and white but mostly white.

Upstairs were 4 bedrooms and a Master, 2 of the rooms once again very white and 'clean'. The other two you could tell were a little more lived in, sort of like a teenagers room, but looked like no one has lived in those two rooms for months. Then there was the Master bedroom that also had an ensuite bathroom with a jacuzzi tub. Again, so much white. I was beginning to get the coldness feeling from this house. I think Chris could tell what I was feeling so he saved the best room for last.

Down in the basement, was one of the most beautiful studios that I had ever seen. It was warm and inviting but yet so simple. Hardwood floors throughout, sound proofing on each wall, inset warm lighting and his guitars lined beautifully along one side. At the far end was a drumset and opposite of that was a desk with a mixboard, and a computer for mixing and recording. Along with the soundproofing hung each award for each album that had gone Gold - selling 50,000 copies or more, Badmotorfinger and Superunknown. There were also plaques and frames for all the soundtrack work he did, and even ones for...

"Audioslave?" I ask as I turn and face him, pushing my curls behind my ear while he stand near the doorway.

"Yea it's uh... The band I had after Soundgarden. After you um... y'know, Susan helped get me in touch with the guys from Rage after Zach left. Apparently Rick Rubin  really wanted me to work with him and the guys since they wanted to try something different I guess," He explains.

"You did three albums?" I say looking at each one framed. The first record with a 3 x Platinum award for selling more than 3,000,000 copies in the U.S and Canada. The  second - Out Of Exile - and third -Revelations - with Gold awards much like Badmotorfinger and Superunknown did when they were released.

"Uh huh," He says as he watches me walk to the other side of the studio and see his original pressings for Ultramega Ok, Screaming Life and Fopp, Louder Than Love and Down on the Upside all framed.

"I remember these though," I giggle and he smiles as he walks over to me. I then find the record that he was working on before I slipped, The album cover with him on the front, exactly how he looked before I lost 18 years with him  and framed with a dedication plaque on the front.

"You finished it?" 

"I did," He says sweetly.

"To my disappearing one: forever and always, this is for you,"  I read the plaque more to myself than to him, hearing my voice shake.

"It's uh... that's also written in the album credits too," He says quietly as I glance down and see the row of guitars in which the first three catch my eye.

"You kept them?" I ask as I run my hand along the first - the silver sparkle Gretsch I got for my 20 birthday - then the one that he stole for me when he was 15 - the jet black Gibson Standard and the next one, the one  that my dad had given me for graduation.

"Well yea, I mean... they're yours, what am I gonna do get rid of them?" He chuckles.

I turn and look up at him, my brow furrowing as I desperately try to not bawl like an absolute baby in front of him. I really had no idea what to say. He should hate me. He should never want to have anything to do with  me again for all the times I left him alone and all the years that I wasn't with him.

"Chris I - "

"No, don't say it. I told you I don't want you apologizing anymore," He says and he cups my face in his palms as I look down, still feeling so guilty of everything that's happened. "Hey, baby look at me... you saved me remember?  You saved me from the biggest mistake I could've made remember?"

I glance back up into those beautiful blue eyes of his and he presses his lips to mine. Softly and gently at first then once again quick becoming passionate and full of hunger as he draws me into his arms. He then lifts  me up and I giggle against his lips while he carries me out of the studio.

[loveydoveypiperwright]

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Soooooo I'm all for our new fave Siren, Amara, but I missed the livestream (class) so I watched it later to hear her voice. Turns out the rest was really cool, so I got around to watching the whole thing. Thanks for posting about her in the first place @qw33nofthecastle !!

Here's some tidbits (with timestamps!) from the IGN stream:

0:48:00 Claptrap makes his way over to you and introduces himself! At 0:48:15, Amara only says her name.

0:50:00 We get to the customization menu, and she does the chicken dance!

0:52:10 Claptrap sings, as per uge, then blows something up in Amara's face at 0:52:48. She says, "So, we're just throwing stealth out the window?"

0:55:43 She shouts, "Ready for a fight!"

0:56:06 She says something but I can't really make it out.

0:57:44 She says something followed by a 'Over here!'

0:59:41 We come across our first (mini) boss titlecard! Woohoo!

0:59:55 Amara uses her slam ability. Lots of cool electric stuff.

1:02:14 Lilith makes her appearance, using some of the scenes we saw in the official trailer. A badass as usual.

1:02:54 Lilith asks who Amara is and she replies, "I am Amara. Nice tattoo, Siren sista. You must be the voice in my head."

1:03:33 She shouts, "Down you go!"

1:06:33 The slam is shown again with a slight 3rd person camera.

1:07:03 Amara levels up and she says, "Who's up for some celebratory hunting?"

1:08:06 She shouts, "You wanna go?" and uses another slam ability.

1:13:18 Tyreen hops onto the frequency, first word, "Whoopsy!" then talks a bunch

1:15:48 Guns with legs make their appearance!

1:18:11 Zane Flynt the Operative creates a clone of himself and says something like, "Keep him trapped, will ya'?" He's got an accent. Irish or Welsh, I think.

1:19:58 After a fight, Amara picks up a busted map and a hologram and Tyreen and Troy pops up. Tyreen does all the talking but Troy gets a line in. His line specifically is at 1:20:32.

1:22:12 Here's the showcase of our homebase, Sanctuary III!

1:22:42 Here's Amara's quarters! Its got deep purple lighting with slight rock/electronic ambient music playing.

1:24:05 Moxxxi's Bar makes it's appearance! Hells yeah!

1:25:13 Amara enters the clinic and says, "Knock knock, anyone home?" and then Tannis crawls out of a corpse, absolutely drenched in blood and gore.

1:26:35 They showcase interstellar travel, and make a jump to Hyperspace!

1:27:20 Amara approached a hooded figure and lo and behold, Maya turns around and says, "What's up, badass?"

1:28:30 Ellie is the ship mechanic!

1:33:55 Zer0 divides some enemies!

1:35:08 Another trailer is showcased! Most of it is showing the different worlds and areas but at 1:36:02 another fist ability is shown, holding and enemy in the air in a large blue hand. At 1:37:06, Fl4k does a cool ability of theirs.

Now, this is where the official gameplay ends, and the streamer demo begins. I've only seen people playing as Zane Flynt the Operative, but there is some fun bits from there too!!

1:45:23 Zane shouts, "Lets have a chat!"

1:46:08 Another battle banter, "There's more where that came from!"

1:46:22 Tyreen is back on! She pops back onto the frequencies to talk to you (the player) some more.

1:47:07 Another banter from Zane, "End o' the road for ya'!"

1:47:40 Lorelei makes her introduction!

1:51:03 Lorelei mentions the twins to Zane and in his gr8 accent, he says "That's those Calypso shiteheads. I'm trying to beat them to the vault meself."

1:53:03 Tyreen and a psycho over frequencies argue about who's right to kill and who's not. She gets fed up.

2:03:03 Zane summons his double and says, "Hey there, good lookin'."

2:09:30 Rhys the Company Man is back! He's being projected but nevertheless, he's here, and leading the fight again those in power in the city.

2:09:52 Lorelei asks about his moustache and he says, "Oh this? This is my seige moustache! Troops love it."

2:10:00 Rhys asks who Zane is and he says, "Guess I'm a Vault Hunter now, and a Crimson Raider, and a handsome bastard. I'm a lot of things."

2:14:04 Tyreen and Troy start talking to each other over the frequencies, mostly about their rule and whatever. They claim to be gods.

2:18:54 Zer0 starts talking and leading us through the rest of the level. At some point Zane says, "I know that fella! We went to the same Assassin borough(?Bars?)." meaning he knows Zer0 from the past.

2:29:00 Katagawa appears on some billboard screens and tells Zer0 that it's not too late for them to leave Atlas and join Maliwan. He doesn't care about the player at all.

2:30:55 Katagawa comes onto the frequencies and tells you that Rhys will have his downfall. He also tells you that you shouldn't be running around in the crossfire of two giants. (Atlas/Maliwan)

2:40:00 We once again get another chat with Rhys.

2:40:50 I couldn't make it out but Zane said something that made Rhys cower. Lorelei says, "Hoh hoh, I've never seen Rhys squirm like that! You're really something, Vault Hunter!" to which Rhys replies, scratching his head, "Standing right here... A hologram can still here you. *Sniff* And holo Rhys has feelings." Then Zane levels up and he goes, "Finger guns! Pew pew!!" and he's simply adorable.

Then he switches to Amara to start over! Here's some last bits:

3:09:15 Amara starts off, "Ugh, that landing. I've been in gentler fistfights."

3:10:10 She was screaming then suddenly shouted, "Easy!"

3:09:37 Another slam is done.

3:12:06 She says, "It's all now."

3:13:06 Lorelei asks her if Rhys sent her and she says, "Who's Rhys?" then later comments at 3:13:21, "That's the Calypso's doing. They want the vault and I'm here to beat them to it."

3:22:06 Rhys asks who she is and she says, "I'm a Vault Hunta and I'm here with the Crimson Raidas." Rhys gets giddy and says, "Vault hunter? Crimson- Ah, holy crap yes! Oh! How many troops did you bring? Twenty thousand? Fifty thousand?" and our queen responds with, "Depends, do you count my biceps separately?"

3:28:07 Battle banter, "Mediocre!"

So that's it, y'all! I can't wait till the game is out!! Wish there was more from Fl4k and Moze though. Have fun everyone! Happy vault hunting!

[houseki-no-suffering]

so since your the almighty one everyone comes to to theorize things i'm here with somethin of curiosity. i've seen people before mention that if cinnabar went with phos or was least involved in all of this none of this whole disaster would've happen. your thoughts? and how right or wrong do ya think this assumption is? ljksfljksf just curious lol.

thanks for the trust, im just a nerd with a blog.

Talking if’s and but’s is fun for speculation’s sake but take whatever im about to say with a few grains of salt because these are just farfetched hypothesis. also sorry this came out super long, im very verbose when it comes to shinsha

I’ve touched on the subject of Shinsha going to the moon with Phos a few times (like here), but I think its important to determine when, exactly, Shinsha would come with Phos.

Are we speaking of a completely different timeline, one where Phos asked Shinsha to become their partner since the very beginning? If that’s the case, I cant really see Phos becoming interested in finding the truth about Sensei or the lunarians and the two would keep on being good friends until one of them was abducted or someone else decided to embark on a journey to unveil the truth.

Are we speaking of a timeline where Shinsha accepts to go to the moon in chapter 52? That’s a tricky one because Cinnabar had pretty strong reasons to refuse to go. Maybe im just very paranoid about characterization, even if this is not fanfic, but it would be very out of character of them to come with Phos and put aside their pride for the umpteenth time, after Phos used them and brushed them off over and over during the years.

I think that the reason why people say that if Cinnabar went with Phos this whole disaster (the rift btw moon and earth gems, the night raid and Phos becoming a war criminal) wouldn’t have happened is because Cinnabar has always been good at channeling Phos’ chaos. 

What Cinnabar brought to Phos’ personality was direction, caution and insight. It is not by chance that, the second Phos could no longer rely on Shinsha for counsel, things rapidly escalated toward madness.

The last of Phos and Cinnabar’s conversations happens in chapter 61, way too late to mend things: Phos should have talked with cinnabar sooner, but under Lapis’ influence and crescent grief they were growing colder and more impatient and they never understood Cinnabar enough to know that Shinsha was truly interested in helping them. Phos hurt Cinnabar for the last time in chapter 52, proving Cinnabar once more that they were not the right person to help Cinnabar and that Shinsha’s trust had been misplaced. Their last conversation, in chapter 61, can be nothing else than a disaster.

I’ve written a whole meta on how Shinsha was about to shake Phos’ outstretched hand. If Phos didn’t take back their offer, Shinsha would have come with them to the moon. 

To mend things and have Shinsha come with Phos, then, we’d have to change an important line of dialogue like the one where phos takes back their offer (“can we go together?… or so I’d like to say”) and/or when phos pretends not to hear shinsha when cinnabar asks them to please not go. 

we gotta make it so that either shinsha swallows their pride and explains things to phos, or phos doesnt pretend they didnt hear them.

Now, I’ll give myself and other Shinsha stans out there a moment to contemplate the fact that we were robbed of Shinsha in lunarian clothes, as well as the fact that we were robbed of the amazing and heartfelt dialogue that would have followed phos hearing cinnabar’s plea and listening to them. This manga is so cruel, truly. 

With Shinsha on Phos’ side, im gonna explore two possible scenarios among dozens that might have happened:

Canon divergence 1:

Shinsha and Phos go to the moon alone following that alternative dialogue in chapter 52. This means that the first time phos goes to the moon, cinnabar is with them.

for this plan to work, phos probably doesnt need cairn’s complicity. i imagined cinnabar and phos could be abducted in a scene reminiscing of chapter 2, when they first meet and cinnabar saves phos.  

on the moon, phos is not alone to face the truth of the dusted gems, they’re not alone to listen to aechmea’s explanations and lies and they’re not alone bargaining with aechmea. cinnabar is shrewd and attentive, patient, smart, and they always advised phos well. add to this the fact that, since they agreed on coming to the moon together, these two dumbasses finally made a few steps toward proper communication.

as the power team ive always known they can be, shinsha and phos balance each other pretty well. i can see shinsha convincing phos to stay on the moon longer to learn more about the truth (phos only stayed 2 months the first time). Assuming that Shinsha doesn’t accept (pls don’t accept) to have someone suppress their poison (assuming its something the lunarians can do), their mercury is a pretty strong weapon and it could give them some bargaining power over the moon people. 

also im not sure how the pearl eye thing would work: to control them effectively, aechmea would need to implant a spy on both shinsha and phos, but would he be afraid of their mercury? after all it’s something even lunarians have “a hard time” healing padpa from after the night raid. so let’s give divergence!Shinsha self-confidence points for finding out their mercury is cool and good.   

now things start to become really different from canon. shinsha is considered reliable by the earth gems, so with two gems rather than only phos to advocate for the moon people’s cause, the earth gems might be more prone to believe them and phos might not need to pull off their rebellion thing.

which means no rift between moon and earth gems, which means no cairnmea arc, no night raid, no nearly-dead padpa and no to at least a dozen new emotional traumas for our phos.

i wish i could be more precise than this, but at this point the story could develop in so many directions that i’d leave it to your own imagination. my biggest point of concern is phos becoming human. if they dont acquire the pearl eye they wont be human enough to activate sensei and that would be a huge problem.

Canon divergence 2:

Shinsha follows Phos to the moon the second time Phos goes(chapter 62). this makes less sense character-wise, but I’m gonna explore this option anyway because it allows me to include other gems as well.

Cinnabar’s judgment is trusted, they’re smart. If Shinsha decided to come, other gems might follow their example, like Rutile. Rutile wanted to go and they’re friends with Cinnabar. They might gloss over their attempt to ask for Sensei’s permission if Shinsha guarantees for Phos’ plan. However, if Rutile comes, Padparadscha will stay on earth (as Rutile says in chapter 62). Even if Padpa came to the moon, they would be under Rutile’s influence and/or they’d have to take Rutile’s feelings into account. It’s possible that they would have less room to operate freely.

If Padpa and Rutile come, a lot of other gems could follow. To the point it would be hard to keep the escape a secret. The rift between moon and earth gems could run deeper than in Canon: worst case scenario there could be a fight between the two groups, best case scenario the two groups talk it out and some gems decide to trust Phos while others stay on earth. Cairn is a wild card whose behavior im not entirely sure about. Its possible that they would simply not follow Phos if Phos already had a partner with them (Shinsha) and we’d be spared the whole cairnmea arc and if that’s not something worth celebrating I don’t know what is.

Once again, if Shinsha is with Phos, they’ll push Phos to think before they act. They could help Phos strengthen their position as leader and use their mercury to give the gems some bargaining power over the moon people. I can see Shinsha acting a little like Amethyst 84: interested in the moon, maybe more wary, cold, objective…

The night raid would not necessarily be the failure it was. Shinsha would be on Phos’ side and spare Phos the emotional trauma they woke up to in chapter 72, when they realized that Cinnabar, the one person they thought a friend, attacked them. With Phos and Padpa’s strength, numbers and Shinsha’s mercury on their side, the moon gems would win. Earth and moon gems could finally talk and solve the problem.

The question is whether Phos was human enough during the night raid. If they asked Sensei to pray, would he activate already? Otherwise, everyone’s efforts would be in vain and the earth gems could assume the others lied or maybe aechmea could decide to turn everyone to dust and implement yet another plan.

soooo to sum this up: yeah, i do think that if cinnabar came with phos a lot of drama could have been avoided. maybe not all of it, maybe new drama would have ensued, but that’s life. still, it would have been very out of character both for phos and for cinnabar to go together to the moon. and ichikawa would never give up the cairnmea arc.

[judgement-free-sideblog]

Blood, tears and sea breeze.

Warnings: ANGST, mental health issues, graphic depictions of violence, blood, cursing, mentions of sexual assault, mentions of sex, substance abuse.

Summary: The not so peaceful town of Broadchurch face dead again, while Alec Hardy continues his journey to redemption will this school teacher be the key to solve the mystery or just another victim of the ever watching evilness that seems to reside in the town.

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 5: Walls made of love

The diaries started as a joke, and Alec Could see Y/N was not taking her assignment seriously, he could even imagine Dr. Florence exasperated expression reading them, as much as he remembered the way she looked at him when talked about his own dreams. But every now and then there was some real opinion about her life.

Monday, April 8, 2019

08:00 am. I get to school and I didn't take breakfast, I had a boring morning, as boring as this bloody activity. Sorry doc, but you clearly fail on this one.

10:00 am That was rude I know, but what else you want me to tell, I had a boring lunch and I have a call from Jonathan's mother, I get it the ring was important and I know how much she doesn't me to take away her son, she doesn't have to be that bitchy about it.

By the time he reach the last five days he listened to the tape as he was reading, there were just little more details about what she ate, barely anything, and the people she talk around the day. One detail call his attention, apparently Paul was indulgent enough to let her drive for brief moments in straight lines, and Hardy was not sure if it was relevant for the case or not.

Then he finally found the recollection of the night she went out drinking with Ashley, she usually put on hours before writing so the doctor would follow better her descriptions.

2:30 - I just came home and took a shower, I'm sorry Doc, you will be receiving this one way late than usual, and please don't worry, I went for drinks with Ash as I told you yesterday I would, do you actually read this? I would hate to imagine a woman like you sitting at home alone waiting for my poor written crap. Anyway, I'll tell you a secret I didn't drink today, we were at the club at 10 but stupid Jonathan called me to tell me that I shouldn't be going out with, I told him where he could put his opinion, but I listen and took only mocktails, Ash didn't notice I think, she was so funk I even drove back, thankfully the streets were empty, I hope she didn't eat me out with Jonathan, and I will apologize to him lateer in the morning, I will tell him: I can't wait to be doing this for the rest of our lives.

I haven't told hin about your plann of putting me on medication, I will surprise him with it when he gets back, that would definitely make him happy.

"Hardy, Paul Coates is here, he wants to talk to you" One of the agents said and he immediately pull the papers behind some other files, they felt like something private not sure why.

"Sure, tell him I'll be out in a minute" He said and once he was away he move to close the blinds and the door of his office.

But if I'm completely honest I'm not sure if he actually wants me to get bettr or just wants me to be what he wants, as you said we all put on walls, and as I tried to move on from mine and from the memory of parents stopping me from getting out of Broadchurch I let Jonathan trapped me in litral walls in our huse, and the walls made of love that I built to keep me from telling him that I want to drive, that I need to work, that I'm capable, anyway have a nice night or morning or whatever time is you are reading this, I'll send you the next entry tomorrow.

Alec checked the time when Dr Florence received the document 2:53 am, so a few minutes after she wrote it, wich was obvious since it had several misspellings and missing letters.

He had already checked the traffic cameras around her home and all her movements checked out, there at 1:52 am just a few miles before the dirty road to her cottage he identified the car that should belong to Langford, and then the same car leaving at 2:05 however the first time he didn't notice that she was the one driving, and then Ashley driving back, apart from that her story checked out.

He stood up and walk to a waiting room where Paul was sitted , he respected the reverend but sometimes his good intentions could be too much.

"DI Hardy" He said always polite standing up to shake his hand "I'm sorry to bother you but is about Y/N"

"Do you have new information about the case?" Hardy said dryly, and sitedin front of him "I believe Miller already talked to you this morning, and I don't have more to say apart from that"

"No, I already say everything I know, is just I figured since Y/N is not going to be able to go back to his place because of ... the investigation and that" he frowned thinking about Jonathan's body "I thought maybe she could stay at the church, we always have a spare room and well since her family is not around I figured ..."

"How did you know she is getting free?" Alec interrupted him.

"Well I don't think she is responsible for anything" He started clearly surprised that he questioned that.

"Ah, you think you can do my job better than me?" Hardy said, clearly about to loose his temper.

"I just think, or at least I like to think I'm better at knowing people" Paul was more serious, and Hardy was shock by that, maybe it was the years of tragedy he had face with the town, or maybe it was something more personal.

"Oddly how things turn out isn't it? The fiance is gone, and now she goes back to you, and you even want her to live with you. And you are no longer with Becca do you? All seems way too convenient don't you think?" He said looking for something in the priest face, but there was only indignation.

"What are you suggesting? Really? You are going to questioning me?" He said and Hardy just remained silent with her arms crossed "Fine if I you need to know, and I'm surprised Ellie hasn't told you yet, I know her ages ago, her, Ashley we went to school together, and we were together for about one year, I don't know she was 26 at the time. And we broke up because I was busy with the church and we have been friends since then." He said quickly and Alec nodded.

"And you were friends with Norbury?" Alec asked not sure on why he wanted to know.

"I introduced them, a few weeks after he move here he began helping me at the church, and she often volunteers to watch the trouble makers, she must have watch Tom and Danny a couple times back in those days" a shadow of sorrow crossed his face remembering the young kid, something that happened often in broadchurch "I actually forgot to tell something to Ellie" He said remembering suddenly "I don't think is relevant but anyway, I am I meet Jonathan at a AA meeting, and that's why he started helping at the church. He had troubles with drinking at London that's why he came here."

"Did he ever relapse?" Alec ask suddenly with all his alarms on "Like recently?"

"Not that I know, he didn't want Y/N to know about it, and I ask him to talk to her before the wedding, I'm not sure if he did" The sad look was back now for his lost friend.

"She'll be out in fifty" Alec said standing up, and walking towards the door "You can wait for her here"

"What? Oh thanks, she has been trough a lot already, I hope I can help her out on this at least."

"You said her family is not around, what ever happened to them?" He said suddenly stopping at the door.

"They died, in a car accident ten years ago, she was about to leave town, she was not living with them anymore, she was the youngest and they care for her a lot, but after that she felt guilty I guess, she started coming more to church and her problem got worse for a few weeks, I hope that doesn't happen again".

"Sure" Hardy said and walked fast to the interrogation room where Y/N have spent the night. He found her sitted in the same place, and she had clearly been crying, he felt sorry for her, but he had to get things clear first.

"You lied to us" He started siting in front of her. "You drove home on Friday morning out of the bar" She only nodded and took a sip of the water bottle she hasn't touched yet.

"I'm sorry" Y/N said with a throaty voice "I did, I know I'm not supposed to but I actually can drive very well, and I haven't drink that night it, I thought it was safer if I take the wheel than Ash, but she was stubborn enough to drive back herself"

"Any particular reason on why you don't drink?" He asked not giving it much importance.

"I really don't like it that much, and it worsens my anxiety, so I may take a glass of wine here and there, I think that's why I blacked out so long two weeks ago I did drink a few more shots than my usual three" she said putting her hair behind her ear "He was in AA" She said biting her nails "Or at least I think he was, someone left a voice message about changing the hour for the meeting" She face Hardy with red eyes but she didn't cried, not anymore.

"Do you ever saw him drinking?" He asked and his mind was still in the coroner report trying to remember what he said about the content of the stomach.

"No, also he always had "Boy's night" with Paul on the day I knew he had his AA meetings, is weird how any of them thought I will figure it out" She had a sad smile on her face "I always thought he was a terrible liar because of it"

"You can leave, reverend Coats, amm Paul is waiting for you" She gave him a surprise look.

"Why is Paul here?" She asked then putting up her hands so he could uncuffed her.

"You can't go to your own place, we are still looking for evidence there" Alec said avoiding her gaze.

"Detective Hardy, do you believe me?" She asked caressing her wrist, they felt numb after all that time.

"Is there a reason I shouldn't?" He asked looking at her straight in the eyes.

"No, but earlier it felt like you thought it was me" She said.

"I don't have to believe you or not, I make questions and I follow evidence, and evidence doesn't suggest you did it" He avoided answer her directly.

"Then can I ask you a favor?" She said standing up. "When you find who did this to us, and I have faith in you to do it, if is someone I know, please don't tell me" Her voice was low and almost imperceptible and he had to bend over the table to listen better.

"Why?" He asked in a whisper almost as quiet as hers.

"Because I would hate them, and I would want to kill them, and I don't want to be that kind of person" She said and he could see the fear and sorrow in her eyes, and felt grateful that another officer entered to take her way from him. He went back to his office trying to forget that look when Miller walked in.

"Did you let her go? Paul told me on the way out she would stay at the church, that seems fine for now" She said looking at him but he was apparently not listening. "Ready to go see his apartment?"

"What does the coroner said about his stomach?" He asked suddenly leaning back on his chair.

"Vodka? Whiskey? Some sort of alcohol, why?" She asked curious.

"Yeah, something like that, come on Miller we can't lost more time" There he is, Miller smile when he put on his coat again and start walking outside. "By the way, I haven't told you this" He turned at her with a odd expression in his face "I am in therapy with Dr. Florence, I have been there for a few months now, is not important, I just thought you should know" He nodded and kept walking.

"Ok, sure, fine. That's great" Miller said against her impulse of asking more, she was glad he shared that of course, but she knew how hard must have been for him to admit it. "Anyway Becca Fisher owns the apartment where Norbury lived, she gave me the key"

They walked out and Alec started telling her about Jonathan's problem with alcohol, and a few other details he learned that morning but leaving out all about the diaries. He was sure as much as Ellie that Y/N was innocent but that only made things more complicated and he was hoping for a new lead to appear at the apartment, Please don't tell me her voice resonated in his mind and when he closed his eyes he could see her face. This was getting more and more difficult every minute.

I wasn't sure if people was actually reading this, but I'm glad they are, so if you want to be in the tag list just say so and I would gladly add you.

@allonsymexgirl

[arkhamcitysirens]

I'm bad at comic writer names... What did they do :O I'm curious

ah okay so amanda conner and jimmy palmiotti are a married couple who have been the writers of the harley quinn solo comic series since its launch in late 2013. now they’re leaving the series and personally i am REJOICING to see  them gone. there are a LOT of problems with harley’s series but i’ll try to cover whatever i have the energy and understanding of to discuss.

-the main issue with harley’s current solo series is simply that this is not harley quinn. nothing about her resonates as the harley we know and love from anything that comes before it. she is reimagined as an anti-hero living in coney island as a landlord, trying to help clean up her city whilst holding on to absolutely none of her most defining traits. her dialogue is painful (her catchphrase is “holee _-eriolee!”), she has no clear motives, and she is no longer the funny, ditzy, cute and playful jester girl we’ve come to love. this harley is crazy, sure, but otherwise she really has no resemblance to our harley quinn.

-a big draw for most readers was initially the palmiottis promising harley and ivy would be “girlfriends without the jealousy of monogamy”. sounds cool in theory, but this is basically code for the fact they decided harley would be with a man throughout the series, then ivy would pop up now and then for a steamy shower scene or make out session, speaking in nothing but sexual inneundos. it’s not progressive in any way, it’s just an excuse to exploit wlw relationships and fetishize lgbt relationships for sales. and these tactics obviously work. this is the only canon harlivy content we have… so we take what we can get, and the cycle continues, never making their relationship anything more than a repeated booty call to remind us harley’s PROMISCOUS and HOT!!! (take for example hq rebirth #7. we were promised a romantic harlivy issue in which the girls were supposedly taking a romantic vacation together to a tropical island! everyone got so excited, only to find out this vacation was set at a nudist camp. yep. turned out every harlivy interaction in our special issue was nothing but sex jokes.)

-every single character in this series gets ruined by their inconsistent writing. poison ivy is present, but she shares nothing in common with the real poison ivy, instead only existing in this series to be out of character, kiss harley, and then mutter something about plants before vanishing. joker shows up for harley to beat the crap out of him, but instead of showing how cunning and sneaky he can be in convincing her to fall back into his arms again, he just straight out beats her up and calls her names… i mean yes he would absolutely do that because he’s a gross abusive douchebag but he wouldn’t be so blatant. the whole point of their relationship is that he’s smart and always manages to convince harley he loves her, and then turns on her when she’s too far gone to leave. also, harley’s pet hyenas bud and lou were replaced with a grotesque stuffed beaver called bernie that nobody cares about. and harley’s new supporting cast is a bizarre collection of new characters, including a blatant deadpool rip-off, a gross jewish stereotype, a bland white guy who’s apparently her boyfriend and some dude who is literally half-man, half-egg. we don’t want any of these characters,,, i mean really,,, who asked?

-making harley an anti-hero goes against everything people like about her character! the palmiottis write her as this gold star new york hero, who’s all about doing good and helping others, and although harley often has good intentions and doesn’t go out of her way to be vicious, we all know there’s no way in hell she’d be a hero. she’s all about chaos and destruction. yet the palmiottis are currently writing her as a new york vigilante who shuts down gangs, stops fires and burglaries, and is LITERALLY RUNNING FOR MAYOR in the most recent arc. what the fuck.

-the series is just… bad. like it’s all such surface level shit. most of it is sex jokes and harley bashing random people with lots of blood and gore and there’s nothing deep or interesting about it. it’s funny (well… debatable) and action-packed and that’s about it. of course any harley series is ultimately just a cashgrab at this point but they don’t even try to make buying these comics worth the reader’s while

-there was major controversy at the launch of the series because of the contest they ran called “break into comics with harley quinn!” any artist was invited to draw a specific four panel page of harley, ad the winner would be featured in the series’ debut issue. sounds cool, until you learn that one of the panels was “harley naked in a bathtub, with a toaster above her head, ready to commit suicide”. yeah, and it gets worse, because this competition started during suicide awareness week. jimmy palmiotti later explained that it was supposed to be a “funny joke about the suicide squad” and he “should have worded it differently” but really… how can you word something like that differently to make it better… it’s insensitive and problematic no matter how you look at it…

-recently they claimed they were the ones who made harley as big as she is today which is complete and utter bullshit. the arkham games brought her into the mainstream and then her popularity within the arkhamverse led to her introduction to the dceu, which is without a doubt the reason she’s so incredibly popular. how deluded do you have to be to think your shitty series, that makes no sense, is constantly fucking up the new 52/rebirth continuity, and never even makes the top ten comics in a month, is what brought harley quinn in her red and black booty shorts to international fame? the general public doesn’t care at all about the palmiottis and now they’re gone, neither do i.

overall i guess the palmiottis are just bad writers. their stories are uninteresting and unfunny, they fetishize lgbt characters to make money off their exploits, and they take way too much credit for writing a series that only achieves because it’s harley. they seem to know harley will make money no matter what, and so they put no effort in, resulting in comics that cause the reader more pain than enjoyment. well hey, now the demons are dead, we can fucking party yo. bring on frank tieri and the new harley quinn team!

[pacman-tattoo]

Random number generator decided 76 said by Jeremy, 52 said by reader (and optionally 66 said by Michael). I have not looked what it is and I'm scared

76: “ You’re one hell of a guy. ”

52: “ Can we cuddle? ” 

66: “ Is that a new perfume? ” 

(thats actually a really interesting idea btw)

hi self indulgence as i remember ap chemistry

the sound of your backpack hitting the floor is what caught both michael and jeremy’s attention. whatever game they’d been playing was paused as you stepped over jeremy and sat in between the two of them, waving off their thoughts with a soft ‘i’m fine’ before they eventually returned to whatever level they’d been in.

so maybe you weren’t fine. at least, not after your last class. you hated ap chemistry and you regretting taking the class two months into the year - but at that point it was a bit too late to change out of it and you would be fine, you could handle it - christine was there and christine could help you, right? apparently not. not due to her - due to your own slip ups and your own mistakes and your own damned pride when you swore that you understood everything, don’t worry-

well, apparently you didn’t understand everything. the good news is you could retest - thank god - but even then, your pride was wounded and you felt so much fucking anger toward yourself.

“… is that a new perfume? or - cologne or whatever the fuck you wear,” michael said, chuckling softly. you nodded, not looking away from the TV screen. then he spoke again, voice softer this time. “[y/n]? you sure you’re okay?” michael’s hand was on your own, the game paused before the three of you.

you shrugged.

“[y/n]…”

“had a shitty day.”

“wanna talk about it?”

you shrugged. “failed a ap chem test.”

“wait, really? did you-”

“i talked to the teacher and she said i could retake it. i still feel like shit though because i wasted christine’s time and i just… fucking hate this feeling.” you frowned, plucking at the hem of your shirt, “and i should have just switched classes but, fuck, then i feel stupid for quitting-”

“[y/n],” jeremy interrupted you, “you shouldn’t feel bad about quitting. i mean, you’re one hell of a person but… even you have your limits.”

“i know,” you groaned, “but-”

“no buts,” michael was the one to interrupt this time, “c’mon, [y/n], you’re the one that keeps telling us to take care of ourselves. you should do the same.”

you nodded slowly. “yeah. alright.” you paused. “… can we cuddle?”

sometimes you really loved your boyfriends.

[damonsbitchx]

I'm really tired and I'm definitely crazy but all of them for the number ask thing

Holy shit Esther, okay. Um thanks lol You’re awesome, I love you so much omg.

Answers below the cut bc I’m feeling nice tonight.

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.

1. “How Does A Moment Last Forever” - Kevin Kline (Beauty and The Beast)

2. “Belle” - Emma Watson, Luke Evans, Ensemble (Beauty and The Beast)

3. “Make You Miss Me” - Sam Hunt

4. “Beauty And The Beast” - Ariana Grande & John Legend (Lol Beauty and The Beast)

5. “Impossible” - James Aurthur

6. “Aria” - Audra McDonald (Beauty and The Beast)

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

Um lets see Jared Padalecki, my soulmate @the-thirteenthhour, tumblr mom Morgan @assbutt-still-in-hell, and a whole lot of my other Tumblr peeps

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

“It was unsettling to watch.”

4) What do you think about most?

I think the thought that pops into my head the most is “keep fighting.” I think about it a lot.

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

I think someone wrote a song about me once, but they said they lost the paper and I never got to see it. Other than that, I don’t think so.

6) Do you have any strange phobias?

Um yeah, spiders, clowns, spiders, clowns, and did I mention SPIDERS AND CLOWNS?

7) What’s your religion?

I’m a cradle Catholic.

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

I’m most likely sitting out side for some peace and quiet. Whether it’s snowing, sunny, and especially when it’s raining, I’ll just sit outside and close my eyes.

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

Well I’m not really big on bands or anything, but I really like Panic At The Disco.

10) What was the last lie you told?

I don’t remember

11) Do you believe in karma?

Yeah, but I dont like to let her have all the fun, y’know?

12) What does your URL mean?

Sam Winchester is a reason that I’m alive. Therefore, it’s kind of an answer to a question. “Why are you alive?” - “Because Sam Winchester.”

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

I think my greatest weakness is how in touch with my emotions I am, it can be problematic at times. I think my greatest strength is my ability to listen and understand people, which in turn, allows me to effectively give advice.

14) Who is your celebrity crush?

JARED PADALECKI

15) How do you vent your anger?

I usually go for a walk or cry it out by myself. If I ever vent to someone then you know I’ve reached my limit.

16) Do you have a collection of anything?

I had a collection of plastic horse toys, kind of like Breyers, but I gave them to my sister. 

17) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

I’m not completely content with who I am yet, but I am working on it. I’m happy with how far I’ve come though.

18) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

I hate the sound of people chewing and sniffing all their snot in, instead of blowing it out like a sensible person ????? I love the sound of rain and thunder storms, I also love the sound of violins and wire string guitars.

19) What’s your biggest “what if”?

What if one day I’m not strong enough to fight anymore?

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

22) Smell the air. What do you smell?

Idk what it is, but it’s got a slightly sweet smell. I think it’s Raspberry Jam.

23) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

One of the worst places I’ve been was probably the wake of my baby niece when I was real small. I can’t remember anything else.

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?

The most attractive male singers I’ve ever heard sing are obviously Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki.

25) To you, what is the meaning of life?

Idk about meaning, I don’t know if life has a meaning. I do think everyone has a purpose though.

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

I don’t drive yet. Too lazy to get my permit lol as well as the fact that where I live you have to log 100 hours behind the wheel with an adult present in order to get your license unless you’re 18, I am not.

27) What was the last movie you saw?

I’m watching Moana right now.

28) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

I tore my ACL (a ligament at the back of the knee) a year ago.

29) Do you have any obsessions right now?

Supernatural, Tumblr, writing, singing, Disney Movies, the ocean, Jared Padalecki/Sam Winchester, acting.

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

Yep

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

I hold grudges for a while, but after so long it gets tiring and pointless. However, if one does not seek forgiveness before I get tired of holding a grudge, they will be cut out of my life. I don’t need that negativity just because you’re too full of yourself to apologize for whatever you did.

32) What is your astrological sign?

Sagittaius

33) What’s the last thing you purchased?

I purchased a thing of Ocean themed earrings.

34) Love or lust?

Love

35) In a relationship?

Yeah, with Netflix. 

36) How many relationships have you had?

None

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

I am very good at reading people, so I lay low for a while and watch. Once I get a good feel for someone I can adjust my personality to fit theirs. It’s why I get along with so many different kinds of people.

38) Where is your best friend?

I have a few. One of them is an entire state away. One of them lives 5 minutes from me, the other two live about 20-25 minutes from me. At this moment, I don’t know specifically where any of them are.

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

Sleeping

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

Yeah, sometimes. 

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

Save the dog. I’ll explain it to my boss and if they fire me I can find a new job. I can always find a new job, but that one life is the only one the dog will get. Also, I’m just a big softy.

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

(a) I don’t think I would tell anyone, at least not immediately. I wouldn’t want to be treated like I’m dying during my last days. I suppose I could tell a few very close people though, I just don’t want to be smothered.

(b) I would drop all the unnecessary responsibilities I have and start doing things that I want to do, but subtly. Still don’t want to be treated like I’m dying.

© I don’t know if I would be afraid. I like to think I wouldn’t, I might just be more sad than afraid. Sad to think about my friends and family having to live without me, sad I won’t get to do half the things I always dreamed of doing.

43) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

“Brother” - NEEDTOBREATHE ft. Gavin DeGraw 

&

“Simple Man” - Cover by Jensen Ackles

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

A great romantic relationship should consist of communication, understanding, and honesty. Boundaries should be respected, you should always admit when you are wrong and never leave the house or go to sleep mad at each other. The mindset should be best friends before lovers. You should always want what is best for your partner, but always remember to care for yourself too.

45) How can I win your heart?

It’s pretty easy. If you can make me laugh, but also take part in a deep, soul-searching conversation we’re practically married. 

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

Absolutely

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

The single best decision I’ve made in my life so far was learning to take care of me first.

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

“Don’t worry bitches, I’ll be back.” Probably not that, but I think it would be funny. Maybe something more like “Here lies: Your mom…. lol jk it’s just me, [insert full name]”

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word “heart.”

All that came to mind was Sam Winchester. *shrug*

50) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?

Green

51) What is your current desktop picture?

A sea turtle

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

I’d say probably this kid named Billy who goes to my church. If you met him you would know why.

53) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

Oh god, okay well a lot of the time I would be afraid to tell the truth when people ask me if I’m okay. lol but don’t go asking me if I’m okay or anything after you read this cause that’s not cool.

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

Oh, hell yeah, I would totally want super strength or laser eyes.

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

I think I would relive the half-hour chunk of time from my 5th birthday party when me and my best friend at the time were outside in the cold November fog riding a miniature pony. There were other kids there, but only her and I were excited about it and I would honestly give anything to go back a relive that innocent bliss.

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

I think I would erase having to lose my horse just March of this year.

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

I would probably sleep with Demi Lovato or Sabrina Carpenter. This is kind of a hard question because usually I only know singers for their music, not their looks or anything.

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

Obviously, I’d go to see my soulmate. Although, I would have to be strategic about this. I think i would drive to go get her and then buy her ticket (bc mine’s free) and we’d go see mom. ( @assbutt-still-in-hell )

59) Ever been on a plane?

No, I don’t really want to, but I probably will at some point.

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.

1. Jared Padalecki

2. Jensen Ackles

3. Misha Collins

4. Gal Gadot

5. Ian Somerhalder (and Genevieve Padalecki, why tf do I only get 5????)

What can I say except you’re WELCOME! Thanks for the questions, they only took me an hour and half to do lol.