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intynidad · 4 years

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Hi hi!! Could I request the dorm leaders (if that’s too many, your favorites!) with a child MC? (Parental or older sibling sorta relationship) (also by child I mean 8-10 years old) Have a wonderful day, drink some water and eat protein! 💕

@moomoo-mochi OMG THANK YOU??

I love this so much I’m just a sucker for this kind of prompt!!

Also, this will be based on how I acted as a toddler (spoiler I was a stupid kid)

a health potion with risu giggles for a fellow merchant!

(also sorry I didn't know what to write for iidia or vil and I didn't want to write something that I wasn't satisfied

The beginning

-you careless puppy, How many times I told the two of you to be careful!- professor crewel was scolding you and your lab partner...well at your lab partner more than you, you were kinda busy trying to get out of the cauldron to listen

You and your lab partner were assigned to do a regression potion that was supposed to work in reviving dead plants or turning rotten food into edible again but when you were measuring the exact amount of the last ingredient to finish the potion, somebody accidentally pushed you making you spill all of the ingredients...and yourself into the cauldron.

so now there you are extremely confused about what just happened and incapable of taking care of yourself for the 3 days the potion was supposed to last and now your lab partner has to take care of you until the potion wore off or mister crewel finds an antidote

Riddle Rosehearts

Riddle has an abusive mother and no younger siblings so our dear tomato is lost, he doesn’t know any rules that would help him take care of a little child so he asks trey for help (like most of heartsalybul when they have problems).

trey lets you eat pastries while riddle does his dorm leader duties but he looked away for a second and oops no child in sight...ok time to panic.

riddle was scolding some heartsalybul students that spilled all of the red paint in one of the chairs so now not only the other members of the dorm couldn’t continue painting but now the unbirthday party had to cancel and you know what happens when you break one of the queen’s rules

-OFF WITH YOUR- Riddle swung his magic pen

-wead!- riddle turn around to see you with a rose in your hand pretending it to be a magic pen

-off widd your wead!- you repeated swinging the rose up and down

riddle was stroked by your cuteness like a truck; he was speechless (also because picking roses was against the rules but lest ignore it) the two students he was scolding ran away because their dorm leader was picking you up and giggling at your little imitation of him

-nono Off, with, your, head!-

-off wid your wead!-

Leona kingschoolar

-agh how annoying- the savanaclaw dorm leader wasn’t a big fan of children and much less taking care of them, he probably was gonna throw you at Ruggie or jack, both of them had younger siblings so they could probably take care of you better but there is one thing he didn’t count off

-LEONA OJI-TAN-...fuck, today was the day Cheka came to visit his dear oji-tan, now Leona is not only stuck with a brat but with a furball too.

-who are them uncle?-(owo who this) Cheka waved at the child that was behind his uncle’s legs-hi I am Cheka, wanna play tag?!-oh ho ho this gives him an idea

-Cheka this is Y/N, your new playmate-the lion cub had a little sparkle in his eyes

-you two can play all day and ill be watching you from that tree so have fun-hell yea he was a genius Cheka and you are entertained, and he can nap is a win-win situation for everyone

-WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH- and there it goes his perfect plan

-oi, what happened- you were in sitting on the ground while hugging your knee and crying your heart out and Cheka kneeled beside you trying to comfort you

-I’m-I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to push you it was an accident- now he looked like he wanted to cry

-agh you two cut it out-Leona said in a low growl while kneeling beside you-is just a scratch don’t worry just let me-he picked you up.

now all of you were in his room he gently bandages your knee while Cheka was holding your hand for “moral support”

-kiss to make it better Leona oji-tan!-

-only if both of you promise to be more careful-Cheka nodded- ok “pain, pain go away *woshh*, there you go- you moved your knee and started to giggle while Cheka was already dragging you to continue playing, the two of you were lucky that both were cute because not everybody can see this side of Leona and live for telling it

Azul Ashengrotto

-Come, come everyone!-the leader of octaville tapped his fedora-For the price of 25 madol you can have for a limited time only a photo of our dear Y/N as a toddler!-

and of course, our dear capitalist Ursula is taking profit from this situation.

you were sitting in a little chair all dolled up while jade took pictures of you with different students and Floyd was taking the money from dose poor unfortunate souls

An hour passed and there were still about 50+ students in line for a photo when Azul notice something about you.

your hands were in the form of a tiny fist and your eyes were watery and you haven’t smiled at the camera for the last photos even when Floyd made funny faces behind jade you weren’t enjoying this.

usually, he wouldn’t care about it, he was making some good money and that was the important thing but you were different, you were his friend

-the lounge is closed, everyone get out, Floyd take care of that and jade-he looked for a second at you-make something warm for our little guest-

all of the students in line emitted different protest sounds but a look at Floyd grin and everyone was already on the exit

-sorry for all that little one- he lightly patted your hair-what about I pay you for your work with some treats?-

-*happy gasp* YESH!!-you hugged his leg with a strong grip-

-nee~ nee~, why Azul can have a hug from shrimpy and I cant?-

-FWOYD!! :D-

Kalim al asim

-Kalim, please calm down-Jamil said looking like he is gonna pop up a blood vessel

-LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y/N LITTLE Y-he was let’s say...excited about this situation

-JAMILLOOKATTHEMTHEYARESOCUTEANDTINYIWANNATROWAPARTYFORJUSTTHEMOMGTHEYARESOCUTE-

-Remember to breathe Kalim and please calm down you are scaring them-Jamil said while kneeling to be on your level

-*gasp* I’m sorry y/n, I’m just so happy to be with you, are you hungry?-you give a quick nod

for the surprise of Jamil, the fact that you turned into a child made Kalim more independent???

he knew that crewel sensei asked Kalim to take care of you but he kinda assumed he is the one who will end up taking care of both of you.

-emmm Jamil-and here we go-have you seen Y/N around?-

-excuse me whAT??!!- Jamil shouted- HOW DO YOU LOSE A CHILD?-

-I didn’t lose them I just….temporally misplace them...OK YES, I LOST THEM BUT IS NOT MY FAULT WE WERE PLAYING HIDE N SEEK!-

-sure sure Kalim never anything is your fault-Jamil said between teeth-

Kalim could be a literal ray of sunshine but one of his bigs flaws were his “rich person behavior”

because he was spoiled and lived in a bubble he didn’t understand that his actions had consequences, in the good side he was working on it.

two hours had passed since that moment are you were nowhere to be found

now the scarabia duo was starting to panic

-OMG HOW IM SO CARELESS THAT I LOST THEM WHAT IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO THEM IM THE WORST FRIEND IN THE WORLD-

-KALIM CALM DOWN, PANIC WILL NOT HELP IN THIS SITUATION-

-WHY ARE YOU YELLING AT ME-

-BECAUSE YOU ARE YELLING-

-*snore*-

-..............................-

-Jamil,...did that pillow made a sound?-

-I think so ?-

*SNOOOREEE*

and there you were sleeping under a big mountain of pillows you fell asleep while playing so that, why you didn’t, respond to the calls of the two boys

-ok Kalim we found them and I hope this had taught you a lesson about taking care of things...well taking care of people-

-oh for the great seven I thought I was gonna have a heart attack-

-now you know how I feel and I really would appreciate it if you used this experience to-

-*SNOOOOREEE*-

And now Kalim was sleeping beside you

great seven give Jamil patience and have mercy on both of you when morning comes

Malleus draconia

-arent you a little thing fufufufuf-

-old man be careful with them-silver said

you might be wondering, I thought malleus would take care of toddler Y/N?

Well, that was the plan...malleus is a reserved man, with no friends more than his two guards and the older fae that raised him, that was until he meets you, you looked at him in the eyes with no fear just a hint of curiosity.

you gave him his first nickname,”tsunotaro” a childish name that was almost disrespectful to the heir of the valley of thorns and one of the most powerful wizards of all twisted wonderland, yet you called him that silly name, you hugged him, you listen to him and he listened to you, you were his friend and precisely because that he left you at the care of Lilia, the mere thought of you screaming and running away from him made his heart ache

that always happened…

Malleus is used to that, since he was a child people looked at him with fear or caution but never with kindness except for one person, you

and he was determined to let that like that, but he couldn’t stop thinking what if something happens to you?

what type of friend he would be if he lets somebody take advantage of you in this vulnerable state?

a peek wouldn’t hurt

there you were, in the flower bed of ramshackle dorm both planted, taking dandelions from around and with inexperience and tiny hands crafting a flower crown too small for anyone except you.

he looked at you from the shadows carefully to not being spotted warding you like the dragon he is.

-hewo-small and tired eyes fixed behind a large tree

malleus was behind that tree…

-whats yowr name?-now standing up and slowly walking to the tree in question-are you shy?, is oke I won’t hurt yow-

like if a child could do any damage to him

-I made thwis fow you-you said reveling a second flower crown that was just a little bit bigger than the one in your head

you let the flower crown on the floor near the tree and waited, malleus knowing how stubborn you were he knew you wouldn’t leave so he left his hiding spot thinking about the screams and the fear your little face will have

-waaaa, you big! (giggles)-again, no signs of fear-uppa uppa!-you said while rising your hands to the sky and opening and closing your little fists

malleus emitted a low chuckle and picked you up, when you got to his eye level immediately went for his horns touching and grabbing all your little hands could

-you sure are a strange thing, little child of man-

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cherryfinolahobbes · 2 years

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From Cherry ~

Nattie,

I know you’re going to be mad with me. I can’t change that. All I can do is ask that you won’t try to find me.

I couldn’t do it anymore. I cant pretend anymore.

Im so broken. None of you has any idea.

I try so hard to be happy, to smile, to be the person I once was.

Im not.

Tony was a part of my soul and he’s gone and that part of me is too. I’ve finally accepted that after three years.

Bruce agreed to help me find a place. It’s very far away.

I can’t keep doing this. One day Im going to lose one of you or he’s going to find me and hurt me and try to take me back. I already know what I will do if it’s the latter.

I need to do this.

I don’t belong there. I don’t belong in the Sanctum. I’ll never be able to wield magic like you or Wong or the Stephens do. I’ll never be part of that world you all share. I can’t selfishly allow myself to continue to be a distraction and a liability to you all. You deserve to be there. You belong there.

Maybe that was my job was to lead you there somehow. Now Wong can help train you without constantly looking over his shoulder for me and fussing and worrying about my well being. You’re so good with Stephen and you’re good for him. Stephen and I are too much alike. We feel and process our guilt and grief so similarly. I worry I amplify his sacrificial tendencies. You’re going to be an amazing Sorceress and maybe with your powers you can help Strange or do something to save your reality. Im sorry I won’t get to say goodbye to your Stephen. I didn’t get to know him well and I regret that. I wish I had someone so profound in my life as you have with him, but I know better. I know that I’m destined to stay this broken forever and that’s not something that anyone or anything should have to deal with.

I know this hurts, but I promise it’s going to be better this way for everyone.

Every happiness has it’s price and I can’t pay for all the happiness you gave me.

You gave me the chance to see my Natasha again and get to know her all over again through you. I can never thank you enough for that.

Please look after them for me.

Love,

Cherry

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From Wong

Natasha,

I don’t have much time to explain, but a Sorcerer Supreme always has a sixth sense about things. I have a feeling I will not be returning. I need you to do three things.

1) Please look after Cherry. You aren’t prepared for what’s going to happen when I don’t return. You pestered me about telling her how I feel, but you don’t understand how deeply rooted her feelings go. How big and how much she feels. This will pull all of those roots out of her. I told you once that she is strong, but fragile. She is going to shatter and no sweet words will undo what I am about to do to her. Take her to her family. Take her Banner or take her to the Starks. She will need them and she will need you.

2) Don’t let Stephen spiral. He of all people should know the duty and sacrifice that comes with the mantle. I have no doubt when my job is over the mantle will return to him. He will blame himself, but don’t let him. I have to do this. It is my job and it is what I trained my whole life for. He listens to you better some days than he listened to me. I do this task feeling better that he will have you to soothe his grief.

3) Never stop learning magic. You worry about what will happen to your world and to yourself and I can tell you that every Natasha I know of has never learned magic. This could be the difference between you and them. You are one of the best I’ve seen which is why I’ve always been so hard on you. I wanted your powers to nurtured and cultured and strengthened with a good foundation. No one can them away from you. I have no doubt that if you continue, you could possibly be a Sorceress Supreme in your reality. Maybe you could be the one to defeat Thanos should he visit your world, without befalling the mutual fate of your variant sisters. Learn from your bird and learn from Stephen. They could be what sets you free, Natasha.

I will miss you. I will miss your jokes and your sharp wit and your bravery. I will miss your endless questions and curiosity and your wiles. You were a true and good friend.

I’m sorry our paths won’t cross again.

Wong

@shieldagentnatasharomanoff

#angst #asks answered #*tosses you feels*

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ateezaligned · 3 years

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ok so im a gay psychology student w adhd who ults onlyoneof!!

after reading the description box of libidO (check it out at 6 pm kst!) i couldn't help it but make a mini essay about the implications it may have!

okay so, the main character is The Boy Wearing cdg. This boy is in love, this love is fervent and unexpected, like a “fever in the summer”, there’s no way to escape it. He is still childish, and his infatuation is impulsive and capricious, despite how strongly he feels it.

they say the whole instinct is based on Freud's theories (some who are awful, others very interesting and accurate in some way). i wont get into edipus complexes and the phases, i'll stick to the basic premise: the human psyche is composed by three main parts Id, Ego and Super Ego. each one of this parts, no matter how much we despise any of them, is crucial to who we are as a person.

Ego is what we do and the way we interact with the outside world, translated more literally as I, the ego mediates between the Id and Super-Ego, trying to walk the line between them without falling to deeply in any of the sides of the spectrum.

Super Ego is basically our moral code, what we have learnt about society and its structures and what we need to do and the duties we need to fulfil to be worthy (translated as Super-I). the super ego is shaped not by our parents (or caregivers) themselves but by our parent’s own Super Ego, what they wanted to fulfil and be is passed down to us. most of the time, there’s a religious component in it, and guilt can be one of its main tools to keep us in shape.

finally the Id is what bring us to Instinct. The Id is the first part of us, we are born with it and we navigate life hearing it faintly, in the back of our heads. it’s the subconscious, and it can be dormant most of the time. until we want something desperately. here is were libidO makes its appearance. The libido, according to psychoanalytical theory, is not only a sex drive, but a full on life force, our energy comes from the libido under the principle of pleasure, which makes us look for everything that makes us feel good, it can be food, riches or a person, it doesn't understand waiting or patience, it only wants instant relief. therefore, the libido needs to be contained, for our own good, we cant only listen to it, because the Id is selfish and animalistic. Instinctual.

so, the Id and the Super Ego fight. a lot of the time, our desires are unavoidable, we cant escape them, but we can simply not act on them.

so, as the description box says, the Boy tries to ignore it and conceal his love and attraction. he tries to suppress the libido, do his part and what his moral and conscious tells him to do. but he can’t really help being in love, as he is young and therefore still deeply connected to his instincts, almost like a newborn. and what happens when you suppress something? It only sticks into your subconscious harder. dreams, according to Freud, are where our subconscious has all the power and we’re defenseless against them. so maybe the love story between the boy and his object of affection happens in his dreams, and dreams talk very loudly, deafening volumes, which will only make the boy craves this love more and more. so, finally, he gives up and lets his libido run wild.

but!! tear of gOd is another song in the album, and they tell us the Boy is having a talk w god in it (probably the woman in the sage mv?). god, at least in christianity, is the main source of a moral code, so in it basically the Boy will be answering to his own Super Ego about the whole giving into his instincts thing.

so yeah!! i said nothing new sorry if someone actually read all of this? lol ill probably edit this once the album actually comes out

#onlyoneof #kpop #instinct pt 1 #lyOn #rant #bad takes #libidO #religious trauma #i have a ton of hope that this will NOT be queerbait #fuck freud #not in a way he would have liked tho #english isnt my first language and i will bite someone if they correct me!!!!!!

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kookscrescent · 5 years

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BTS Reaction │ Your child finds your condoms

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➤ pairing│bts x female reader ➤ rating│R ➤ genre│reaction, dirty minded, humor ➤ warnings│talks of condoms, established relationship, some dirty humor ➤ release date│January 30th 2020 ➤ disclaimer│This is all fiction! Nothing mentioned/written are facts and/or real! So please just keep that in mind when reading and enjoy! Thank you ♡

⇥ Masterlist // Reaction Masterlist

JUNGKOOK

It’s Saturday, your day off from work, but it’s cleaning day at the house. With Izza running around the house, spreading her toys in every single room and the various of crumbs she leaves behind her like a little trail, it’s over due.

Luckily, Jungkook is home to help you. “Baby, can you take this box into Izza’s room?” you ask him, holding out a box of her toys.

“Of course,” he replies instantly, taking the box. He kisses our cheek before disappearing down the hall.

You sigh. That’s the living room. Now you only need to finish the rest of the house...

You follow Jungkook's path down the hall, past Izza’s room where you see him bend down and putting away her toys. Your heart swells at the sight. He’s such a good father and husband, and even though he works himself endlessly hard all the time, he still comes home with the biggest smile, ready to be Izza’s father.

Commotion coming from behind your bedroom door catches your attention. Cracking it open, it reveals your daughter with both hands and most of her small head down in the draw of Jungkook’s bedside table. On the floor next to her is most of the content from said draw.

“Isabella!” you scold catching her attention, “what do you think you are doing, young lady?”

She jumps slightly not having heard you coming in, and turns around with big eyes. In one hand she holds the charger to Jungkook’s phone and in the other she holds a pack of condoms.

Wait what?!

“Oh my god!” you shriek, “Izza drop that right now!” you scurry towards her and she drops both things on the floor.

You can see the tears welling up in her eyes and as you reach the mess on the floor, Jungkook makes his appearance.

“What’s going on?” He asks, stepping into the room. He eyes his daughter and the mess in front of her. His eyes go wide. He’s clearly spotted the condoms. “Oh!”

Picking up Isabella, you hand her one to Jungkook. “I’m sorry,” she tells you, her lower lip wobbling.

Jungkook pulls her closer and kisses the top of her head, “Do you remember what we have talked about?” he asks her and she shakes her head, “you can’t go into mommy and daddy’s room without permission, remember?” she nods.

“What do you say to mommy then?”

“I’m sowry.”

“It’s okay darling, but no more okay.” She nods and Jungkook puts her down, telling her to go put away her toys in her room.

“Why do you even have these?” you waft the condoms in the space between you, “we don’t even use condoms.”

TAEHYUNG

“Mommy can i play on your phone?” Jayden asks you, his small figure appearing at your side.

“Of course sweetheart. It’s in my purse over there,” you tell him and he scurries towards it with a spring in his step.

You return to the conversation at the table. You have come to Jimin’s house for lunch and you’ve just about finished.

“Thank you for the lovely lunch, Jimin,” you thank him.

“You’re welcome,” he replies, setting down his utensils, “it was about time. It’s always you and Tae treating the rest of us.”

“It’s our pleasure,” Taehyung replies taking the words right out of your mouth.

Behind you, you can hear Jayden groaning and sighing in frustration before he calls your name, “Mommy i can’t find it,” he whines.

Turning in your seat you face him, “It’s in that little pocket there,” you point and he instantly unzips the pocket.

You face the table again. “When do you go back to rehearsals?” you ask.

“Monday,” Taehyung replies.

“We have to go through the choreography a few mo-”

Jimin is interrupted by Jayden, who once again appears next to you with something in his hand that is not your phone. “Mommy, what’s this?”

Your eyes nearly bulge out of your head when you realize he’s got a condom in his hands. Quickly you take it from him.

“It’s a ballon!” you lie, while Jimin and Taehyung almost die trying to keep in their laughter.

Jaydens eyes light up, “A balloon!” he yells excited, “can we blow it up?”

Taehyung fails to not laugh and bursts out, Jimin following right behind him. “No Jayden, we can’t!”

“Why not?”

You look to Taehyung for help, your eyes pleading and sharp. He clears his throat, “Because Jimin doesn't like balloons,” he tells him, obviously lying, “so we can’t blow it up.”

“Oh,” he pouts and walks away disappointed.

You sink into the chair, and close your eyes.

“You’re right Tae,” Jimin says making you open your eyes again to look at him, “I really don’t like those type of balloons.”

JIMIN

“I’m home!” you call though the house, getting no answer.

You frown. You know for a fact that Jimin is home because he’s been looking after your daughter all day. Kicking off your shoes, you walk to the kitchen to find Jimin with his mouth full of food and no child in sight.

“Hey,” you greet him, kissing his cheek, “where’s Esther?”

“In her room, playing,” he mumbles with his mouth full.

You crunch your nose in disgust, “Don’t talk with your mouth full Jimin.”

“Sorry,” he laughs, “Good day at work?”

“Yeah, a little busy, but good,” you reply around a yawn. “I’m gonna go change,” you tell him already halfway out of the kitchen, “did Esther have lunch yet?” you call out to him.

“Yup!” he yells back and you don't bother answering him.

Entering your bedroom, you throw your bag and jacket on the bed and head for the bathroom. You debate whether to take a shower now or wait till later after dinner, and in the end your laziness wins and after dinner it is.

You still decide to quickly wash your face though. It’s been a long night shift at work and scrubbing all the dirt off your face is much needed. Especially with a three year old running around the house.

Splashing some water on your face, you give it a good scrub and pat your face dry after. You head commotion coming from the bedroom and thinking it’s Jimin, you call his name, “Jimin?”

No answer comes but the commotion continues. You try again, “Jimin is that you?” No answer. That weird, you think.

Leaving the towel on the counter, you head back into the bedroom. Jimin isn't there but the noises still continue. It’s coming from the other side of the bed. Hesitantly you walk closer, cautious that an animal may have gotten in through one of the windows.

Rounding the corner, you peak around the bed only to see Esther playing with two of her doll on the floor. You sigh in relief.

“Esther, baby, you scared mommy,” you say as you crouch down next to her.

“Look mommy,” she cutely shouts, “dolly’s gotten a new purse,” she shows you a small golden square and your brows knit together. Did Jimin buy her a new toy? You haven't bought her anything.

“Can mommy see that?” you ask her and hold out your hand. She places the golden square in the palm of your hand and instantly you freeze and ball up your hand, hiding the square that is an empty condom wrapper.

“Mommy purse ruined,” she cries, her hands reaching for it.

Pulling away your hand, you try to comfort her, “I’m sorry honey, daddy will get you a new one okay? An even better one.” you promise her, all the while you are killing Jimin in your head for not remembering to throw away the wrapper.

NAMJOON

For once you’ve left Namjoon home alone with your five year old son Jamie.

Namjoon is often away for work, and whenever he’s at home you like to give the two of them some father and son time together. So you’ve taken the day off and gone to the spa with some of your girlfriends and left him to the parenting duties.

He was excited from the moment he woke up that morning. Having already planned out their day and what they were going to do.

They’ve returned from their walk along the Han River and are now having lunch in the living room by the television.

“Don’t tell your mom that I let you eat in the living room okay?”

“Why not?” he asks curiously.

“Because mommy doesn't like crumbs. So it’ll just be our little secret, okay buddy?”

He nods, “Okay daddy.”

After a while, they both clear their plates and Jamie is in no mood to sit down a be quiet. He is ready to run around and play with his dad. Namjoon on the other hand is about ready to fall asleep.

“Why don’t you go get some of your toys from your room. We can play in here,” Namjoon tells him as he lies down on the couch.

Jamie doesn't need to be told twice. He run to his room and returns seconds after with his arms filled with toys that he dumps in front of the couch. “Here daddy, you play with this one,” he hands Namjoon a small figurine, while he bounces a firetruck along the wooden floors making loud car noises.

That’s gonna leave scratches in the wood...

Busying himself with playing, Namjoon takes the opportunity to close his eyes for just a few seconds. But just as he’s about to drift into dream land, Jamie wakes him, “What’s this?”

“What’s what?”

“This,” Namjoon squints his eyes open to see a blurry square in Jamies hands, but he cant see it properly.

He turns, fully facing him and a string of curse words almost leaves his lips, “That’s, that’s... for gum!” he lies eyeing the unopened condom square in his sons hand, “I’ll throw that away!”

Springing from the couch, Namjoon grabs the condom faster than Jamie can blink and sprints to the kitchen to throw it away.

That was close! Nervously her retinues to the living room and crouch down next to Jamie who doesn't even seem phased - he’s just playing with the firetruck like nothing happened.

“Listen... this is another thing we don’t tell mommy about okay.”

“The gum?” Jamie quirks.

“Yes the gum. We don’t tell mommy about that because daddy is going to be in a lot of trouble if we do.”

“Okay daddy, I won’t tell her. It’s secret,” he cheekily smiles at Namjoon.

“Yes, it’s secret,” he breaths relieved.

HOSEOK

“What in the world?” you mumble confused when you enter the bathroom.

An almost empty box of condoms is lying on the floor with opened wrappers all around it and a few unused condoms sticking to the tiled floor.

“What?!” you’re confused. You know for a fact that Hoseok hasn't been unfaithful to you, because he has been with you all day long, in fact this bathroom break is the only time you’ve really separated today, because you’ve spent most of the day cooped up on the couch watching movies while Josephine has been playing in either her room or has watched the movie with you.

Bending down, you notice that there is also water all over the floor, running all the way towards the bathtub and the toilet. And one of the condoms are half filled with water.

“Oh god,” you groan already knowing what has happened, “Hoseok!” you yell out.

“Yeah?” he yells back.

“Can you come here for a second please!”

It takes him only seconds to reach the bathroom, and he halts with his brows raised in question upon seeing you crouched on the floor and the mess before you. “What happened in here?” he asks, “Are those condoms?!”

“They are,” you sigh getting up, “and Jo happened in here.”

“Jo?” he almost chokes.

“I think she got in the cupboard and thought it was water balloons,” you rub your face with your hands, “where is she?” you ask him.

“In her room i think,” he gestures with his thumb towards the door, “I’ll clean up in here, you go check that she hasn’t also made a mess of her bedroom.”

He pecks your cheek before you part ways, and when you reach Jo’s bedroom you find her sitting on her bed with one of her books.

“Jo did you make a mess in the bathroom?” you ask her already knowing the answer.

“No...” she lies timidly.

“Jo,” you say a little more stern, “lying is bad. Did you make a mess in the bathroom?”

“Yes...”

“Why did you make a mess in the bathroom?”

She doesn't look you in the eyes as she talks, “I wanted water balloons,” she tells you and you can see her lower lip starting to tremble.

“And they didn't work?” she shakes her head still not looking at you, “those aren't water balloons honey. Those are... those are not water balloons,” you’ve never been good at lying.

“Then what are they?” she asks, this time looking at you.

“That’s not important,” you brush off the question, “what’s important is that you made a mess and didn't clean up after yourself or asked one of us for help, and that you didn't ask permission first.”

Hoseok appears in the doorway and Jo looks at him with sad eyes. She’s always been a daddy’s girl. “I’ve gotten rid of the con- uh the balloon things,” he tells you.

“Is there still water on the floor?” he nods and you turn to Josephine, “you’re going to go help daddy clean up all the water, okay.”

“Okay...” she pouts hoping off the bed and walks to her dad. He takes her small hand in his and leads her to the bathroom.

You sigh. Well that could have been a lot worse, you think.

YOONGI

It’s always hectic being backstage at a bts concert. People are always running around like headless chickens, trying to get everything ready for show start.

The boys have just finished their last song for the night and have said goodbye to the crowd. They are loud and rowdy in the dressing room, and yours and Yoongi's son, Daniel, whom was calm and asleep just seconds ago, is now just as loud and rowdy as his dad.

Wide eyed you watch as he runs around after his uncles and a hope that he will tire himself before you head home is coming to life.

Daniel runs towards you, “Mommy, mommy, mommy!” he yells excited.

“Yes buddy?”

“Can I have this gum? Please, please, please!” he begs and you don’t pay much attention to it and tells him he can.

He runs away again with the gum in hand to show his uncles. You sink further back into the couch and close your eyes. You aren't really tired but you could sleep if you were given the chance to.

“Hey there little man,” you recognize Yoongi's voice even with your eyes closed, “what’ve you got there?” you hear him ask.

“Gum,” Daniel tells him proudly and you hear Yoongi pick him up.

“Gum huh?” he sounds uncertain, “who gave you this gum?”

Daniel points to you in the couch, “Mommy said i could have it.”

“Mommy said you could have it huh,” Yoongi puts him down again, “can daddy see it for just a minute buddy?” when Daniel hesitates, wanting the gum to himself, Yoongi promises to bring him back to packs of gum instead and he hands it over.

“Thank you,” you hear Yoongi say before his footsteps heads towards you.

Your startled when he something light is thrown in your lap. You open your eyes to see an unopened condom in your lap. You frown at Yoongi, “Why are you throwing a condom at me?”

“That’s the gum you said Daniel could have.”

“What?” you shriek, “I didn't say he could...” remembering you didn't pay much attention to what he was holding, you shut up, “shit...” you groan.

“Don’t worry,” Yoongi reassures you, “he doesn't know what it is and he luckily didn’t open it. But now we owe him two packs of gum,” he tells you with a crocked smile.

SEOKJIN

Another day of practicing has gone by for the boys and another day has come for you and Hailey to pick him up from there. Or at least that’s what Hailey says - that you’re going to pick up daddy.

She always gets excited to go pick him up from there. Not only does she get to see her dad after a long day, she also gets to see her six uncles who spoils her rotten at times.

She immediately lets go of your hand as soon as the door to the practice room comes into her view. Sprinting towards it, she opens it and instantly yells out for her dad.

Seokjin whirls around, a light layer of sweat covering his skin. He looks exhausted but still he yells out for Hailey with just as much enthusiasm, “Hailey, my princess!”

Gathering her in his arms, he swings her around while hugging her close to him and kissing her cheeks.

“I missed you daddy!” she laughs and tries to swat him away when he keeps kissing her.

“I missed you too,” he tells her and plants another kiss to her rosy cheeks, “where’s mommy?”

She points to you by the door and he sets her down on the floor, and before he can tell her anything further, she runs in the direction on Taehyung and Hoseok loudly laughing.

“Hey baby,” Seokjin greets you with a kiss on the lips, “I missed you too,” he tells you.

“Missed you. Good practice?” you ask, hugging yourself closer to him. You don’t care that he’s sweating. You missed him and want to be near him.

“Yeah, we got the final moves strung together, so i’d say it was a success, but if you ask Hobi he might say otherwise,” he laughs and you both watch as Hailey abandons Taehyung and Hoseok to explore the room.

“I’m sure it was a success,” you assure him.

“Daddy, mommy,” Hailey sings wanting your attention, “look what i found.” She holds up a string of golden condom wrappers - unopened and you nearly choke on air.

“I found Christmas decorations!” She happily declares for the whole room to hear.

You nudge Jin in the side with your elbow and he rushes towards her while the rest of the room is in fits of laughter.

“What are those... uh Christmas decorations doing here?” he nervously asks taking them from her.

He bundles them up and throw them to Jimin across from him, “It’s not even Christmas.”

Hailey is clueless and just laughs at her dads silly expressions, while you on the other hand is trying to calm your rapidly beating heart.

“Why do you even have... Christmas decorations in the practice studio?!” you hiss at them.

They all look to Jimin who stands there and shrugs his shoulders a cheeky smile on his lips, “What? You gotta be prepared in all situations.”

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join me?

title: join me?

pairing: Jared x reader

rating: 18+

fluff: single parent AU

kink: shower sex

tags: shower sex, single parent x single nanny, vaginal penetration, climax, asking someone you know to become your partner in raising your child

summery: not telling

mentioning @sweetness47

created for @spnfluffbingo @spnkinkbingo

kink list fluff list

the following AD you had placed on all the job boards:

“if you are a Single parent in need of someone to move in to help look after your kids, clean, cook for you Im that person. obviously i can cook, clean, drive, shop for groceries you know the esentials. basically anything you would require of me i can accomplish. call me at xxx-xxx-xxxx, to discuss details. sincerely YN. PS im willing to relocate if needbe. thank you for reading this.”

just like that it was done, it was posted. now, all you had to do was wait. someone was bound to call eventually.

after 3 weeks you were about to re-post the ad, your phone rang. someone from san Antonio, as far as you were concerned you knew of no one who lived in that corner of the world.

you took a chance and answered the call.

YN: hello!

Jared: yes, im looking for YN

YN: thats me

Jared: perfect, my name is Jared Padalecki. i’m a single father to a 4 year old boy named Thomas. he’s my mess maker & i love him to bits. but balancing between work and parenting is alot harder than most people think. my wife had divorced me she felt like i didnt care enough about her or the foundation she built, so one night she walked out and i havent seen her since. so anyway i was looking through the ads for live in nanny when i came across yours. your ad drew me to it, im sorry if this sounds too forward but its been hard.

YN: not at all. so what are the terms of this job?

Jared: well, as we speak im just finishing the details of your flight to San Antonio which first of all i need your current location like where you are coming from and how much baggage you are bringing.

YN: thats very kind of you to book me a flight. im coming from San Francisco with 3 suitcases and 2 carry ons. most of it are small keepsakes and other sich clothing items i pick up along the way. but not a big deal i just dont have a permenant home to leave anything at. so if you dont mind me coming with all my little nik naks and figurines...

Jared chuckled in the background before he spoke.

Jared: girl, i think we can deal with that. ill buy some wall shelves and a special case for your statues and figures, with enough room that should you want more you can get more. There will be a vehicle you can use to transport my son to school and do errands and stuff like that, there will be a spare room included for you with your own bathroom. The shopping can be done by you after you drop my son off to school on a day of your choosing. If you like all that your duties do not include yard maintenence. You are free to take my son out for shopping trips as well, you get a shared card to my all expense account to do all your spending for the house and for yourself. It goes straight to my account it's all good. I want your time here to be awesome.

YN: this is my cell, please tell me you have some good news about my flight details.

Jared: check your texts.

You check your messages before you go back to the call.

YN: thats a good flight, so what kind of plans are for when i get there.

Jared: well if you want we can go get the groceries when you arrive, after we leave the airport. then we can go for lunch and get you a few pretty things. sign some bank papers to put your name in my accounts.

Yn: that sounds good, I've just sent notice to my landlord, I'm just packing up some of my figures now. I'm gonna have to get my license and stuff switched over to Texas state license but I'm excited for this.

Jared: i know as am i its been a while since we had any type of female presence in the house. we havent any such thing, but tomorrow that all changes. i know that you are gonna bring a light into our lives that hasnt been here in well ever.

YN: glad i can help, now lets see whats the day tomorrow yields.

Jared: i am so excited, so is my son. he keeps asking when you are gonna be here. but it is gonna be a happy day tomorrow. i know that this is gonna sound strange, but i hope your the one that can save me.

you heard his tone change instantly, you felt the power coming from it. you felt the wet in your panties. you were not okay in the slightest. but you felt amazing at the same time.

YN: i guess ill let you go. ill shoot you a text when i get to the airport. cause i want to help you. i want to be the one to save you.

neither of you knew what the hell just happened, neither of you would remember what was said, at the end of it neither of you would be able to state the words of the other. it will remain that way till a different day in the near off future.

Jared: ill see you tomorrow... YN.

YN: jared.

the call ended, it was the moment when you felt like you could breathe again. the moment when you felt as though it would be your last. the moment when you felt like you were on cloud 9.

you went to the cornerstore to get a few travel items. a few other things as well. a lot of times before you travel you do this kind of big shop, but this time was not like most times. Jared was providing everything for you, you had to bring you and what you currently owned, as well as your documents and stuff like that.

after cleaning most of what you could in the apartment, you set your alarm and went to bed. you woke up to your 6:00am alarm. it was a long time but you were also a good half hour to the airport. you wanted plenty of time for check in and travel distance.

finishing packing, leaving your keys to the apartment in the hands of your landlord who helped you bring your bags out the front door. she wished you a safe trip and to call if you were ever in the area again.

you brought your bags to the cab and got in. you told the driver to take you to the airport. upon arrival at the airport, the cab driver helped you load your bags onto a cart and drove off. you pushed the cart into the airport, went to the check in desk.

check in lady: may i see your ticket and passport please?

You hand over your ticket and passsport. the lady scans your ticket and hands both your passport and ticket back to you.

check in lady: alright your good to go, the gift shop is open if you want to stop there, its just on your left passed security.

Yn: do I give you my suitcases! Well at least the ones that aren't carry ons.

Check in lady ushers for a security guard to come round to take the 3 suitcases from you. To which you smile and thank them and head off to go through security.

Security guard: please put all your bags in a bin, your jacket and shoes as well as your jewelry in this bin and then you can stand on this square we will bring you through and go from there.

you did as asked. you complied you went to stand on the square, were waved through, the thing didnt beep but you were still patted down and then given your stuff back. sent on your merry way, you were happily walking through the airport again.

you went to the gift shop, you were buying a few puzzle books to keep you entertained on the flight. as well as a dress off the rack and some playing cards (one of each type), and some statues. these ones were small but made you smile.

you paid for everything and then went to the bathroom to change and organize your bags. you come out of the bathroom, your hair is up in a ponytail. you go take a seat holding your passport and ticket.

after half hour of sitting there, your flight number was called. You pulled out your phone, texting Jared.

Yn (by text): morning, I am about to board my flight

Jared (by text): morning, I hope you have a safe flight, Thom and i cant wait to see you. Thom made you a sign we will be holding it, you have my word and honor that we will be good, we will all get along quite good.

YN (by text): of course, as do i. i look forward to getting to San Antonio and beginning a new life. the pre flight is starting ill let you know when i land.

Jared (by text): have a safe flight. see you in a few hours. i gotta bathe the kiddo.

The pre flight took a bit longer than you thought it would, but Jared's message was one you ended up saving as a screenshot. You listened to your music when the flight attendant said we were free to use the screens ahead of us and whatever else.

You even did some puzzle books and wrote in your journal.

You were nervous, of course you were nervous. This was the first time you were gonna meet a single dad and a son. Thoughts of what they might look like floated through your mind. The thoughts of the life you were stepping into were beyond what your mind could conjour.

But the way he spoke to you said something about saving you, made you wonder if something more was happening to him.

Something maybe in his past that might be coming after him now. There was a darkness in his voice that you couldn't shake.

But you shoke it off, you were not gonna let these thoughts consume you. You waited for the hours to pass, and they did rather quickly.

For what was once 30 mins that had passed, became an hour and a half. You were almost there. 8 am quickly turned into 1030am there was still half hour to go.

This was it the landing checks the whole pack up whatever you took out, close the trays un recline your seats, take out and shut off your music speech came quickly. You put away the books and things, you held your phone in one hand using the other to get up form your seat. You followed the people out of the plane.

You walked out onto the concourse and made sure you were lookin good before you stepped onto the escalator.

Jared was watching, but when his eyes landed on you coming toward him he smiled. He couldn't help himself. A little voice in his head told him not to smile, but to jump you instead. Jared ignored that voice for he didn't want to do anything harmful with Thom around. Even then he wouldn't. he instead watched you walk toward him.

Jared: YN.

YN: you must be Jared. It is a pleasure to meet you.

You both shake hands but a spark flows between both of your hands. Before you place your bags on the ground and look at Thom.

YN: you must be the little cutie. Did you make this sign all by yourself?

Thom nods and gives you a hug which you graciously return. You were feeling happy.

Jared: i think we should go wait by the luggage bay so we can grab your luggage. Then we can head off for lunch and shopping and paper filling.

YN: the luggage should have started coming out by now anyway right?

Jared: possibly. But i want to hear more about you, your adventures and can i just say that dress is delectable.

There it was again, that deep dark tone to his voice. He now held his hand out for your bags as Thom was urging for you to carry him. Jared carried your carry ons, you carried Thom who just smiled happily.

Jared: ive never seen Thom take kindly to anyone before. This is gonna work out just fine.

YN: thom is so sweet, i look forward to working with him on a daily basis. I also look forward to helping you with the house.

You smiled as thom came up to you and sat in your lap. Jared just watched amazed by your skill with kids.

As the luggage came round you pointed out your suitcases to Jared who grabbed them placing them on the cart.

You held thom who just contently hugged you. He nestled himself against the crook of your neck, soft snores filled yours and Jared's ears shortly after.

Jared: he barely slept last night he was too excited. I'm not surprised that he is sleeping now.

Jared says as you all walk to the car, Jared with the luggage cart, you holding thom. You gently placed thom in the car, you watch Jared place the luggage in the trunk.

Jared: and you are the miracle worker, he is asleep. He will sleep till we wake him for lunch. He will also hopefully sleep through the bank and licencing appointments.

Before he could say another word you went over and gave him a kiss to his cheek. The air between you both was growing thin.

This would have been your first kiss if not for the fact that jared’s watch went off.

Jared: we have to be at the bank in half an hour. Which is perfect but first i want to try something. Just dont move.

You didnt move you stood there as Jared slid his hand around your waist. And placed a soft kiss to your neck. Then moved to whisper in your ear.

Jared: a little bit of food for thought. The darkness is growing inside me and i swear i will hold it back as long as i can. But you need to understand you are the only one who can stop the darkness.

You went round to your side of the vehicle. Feeling a little flustered. Jared was behind you, you turned to see him, his eyes starring at you. His hand on your own, you feel a spark, you feel that same spark that you both had felt back in the airport, when you first met.

The ride to the bank was good, you and jared talked and went over a list for shopping and made a list of things to do when you arrived to Jared’s home. You were done the bank & licensing appointments.

Deciding that it would be easier pick up take out for lunch as Thom was still sleeping. Like he was out like a light. You guys were able to quickly go in follow the list and get everything on the list. Finally on the road with lunch and heading home to Jareds.

YN: so i guess i will need to set up some stuff and unpack.

Jared: ill even help you set up and build the shelving and things. Believe me your suite is gonna be your style when we are through with it. We are almost there. Then we will get you settled. And its still early in the day.

YN: lets hope that we can get a majority of this done before thom wakes up.

Jared: or at least un pack the car or have the lawn care people help with that as well. Ill just pay them extra for it.

Within a few moments after that you guys pull dup to a gate, where Jared used a key card to open it.

Jared: welcome to your new home YN!

From that point in the day you and Jared and thom spent it getting acquainted, you did some schooling with thom, jaredd helped you set up your suite, Jared and you celebrated with a glass of wine each before bed from then on. More little moments were stollen like the one that happened in the airport.

Something worse would be a drift in the near future. you didnt know what but you had a feeling that something would come to light that you would never expect in a million years.

~its now been 8 months and 12 days since you came to live with Jared and Thom. you settled in quite nicely. you drove back and forth to get thom to and from school, you cooked, cleaned and you happily did all the laundry. now we start our story again on the last day of school, with you just having picked up Thom from school and are in the car driving back home~

you had just gotten on the freeway Thom had passed out a while back for his afternoon nap. you were just happy for a small moment of peace and quiet. but your bluetooth came through the car at a volume that thankfully didnt wake Thom.

you saw it was Jared so obviously you answered.

Jared: hey hows it going?

Yn: good, thom is having a nap, im just on the freeway. how was work?

Jared: good, i couldnt wait for the day to be over. i have a surprise for you.

YN: for me or for me and thom or for all 3 of us

Jared: call it a family surprise.

YN: wait im part of the family. none of my jobs previously had ever considered me part of the family. its nice to finally be included in an actual family.

you could hear jared chuckle before he continued to speak.

Jared: i know you are new to the whole permenant family thing, and we are always gonna have a home here for you. but i want to celebrate the start of summer with a tradition.

YN: something new or something old?

Jared: a new tradition one that starts as soon as you guys get home...

YN: and will i need to pack a bag?

Jared: yes although i had my assistant at work go out and buy you a few new things for this trip today, so how long till you guys get home...

suddenly thom pipes up from the background.

thom: hi daddy.

Jared: hey little man, ive got a surprise for you when you and YN get home.

YN: we will see you in 10 minutes jared.

Jared: see you in the driveway

the call ended and you handed thom a sucker from your center console. he smiled and giggled all the rest of the way home. you pulled into the driveway parking in your normal spot.

Jared comes round to bring thom out first, after spinning him around before setting him down on the ground, he comes round to your side. he opens the door and extends his hand to you.

he helps you out of the car, and walks you to the door. where you all enter before Jared send thom up to his room to get ready. guess he had told thom the secret before he told you, but you were now standing in the living room with Jared who turns to you.

YN: what is the big surprise, i assume you told Thom and thats why he ran upstairs all excited.

Jared: i bought us a vacation house about 2 months ago. it is all season, and we get to go there and spend these next 6 weeks there. its in canyon lake about 2 hours by car. thom will probably sleep at least part of the way there. but YN i want you to know that i have a secret one that has me flustered enough to internally keep it from you for he is the glue that holds us together. but i wonder if perhaps we as in us 2 have a few things we can be together.

before you could respond Jared leaned in and placed a gentle kiss to your lips, for those 2 seconds it was like heaven had shot you with an arrow.

Jared pulled back and began to walk toward the kitchen to pack some trip snacks and drinks. but before leaving you alone in the living room he spoke.

Jared: ill leave you with that food for thought for it will be something to definately make conversation about later.

That kiss, your only real first kiss. Made you extremely excited. But the drive the 2 hour drive had you all hot and bothered. you went to pack your stuff in your bag. well at least thats what you thought, when you got to your room, you saw a suitcase, one filled with yours and Jareds stuff. maybe you guys were traveling light or there was already stuff out there for you guys.

you packed your journals, some games and a few books and of course a deck of cards in your backpack. you wheeled the suitcase out of the suite while carrying the backpack. then you went back in to put your hair back.

you heard someone calling your name. you answered the call and heard footsteps coming to your room. you turned to see Jared standing there, like nothing had happened downstairs.

Jared: are we almost ready to go?

YN: almost. just gonna get into something a bit more vacay less public appearance. meet you down in 2...

Jared: wear something sexy. i guarantee that you will be the hottest thing in the car. and you can pick the music.

you grabbed something out of the closet and took it into the bathroom. you came out to see Jared standing not facing you. till you would speak woulkd be when he would know you were there.

YN: does that mean we are bluetoothing it all the way there.

Jared: got the wireless charging pad installed and all ready to go. plus i hooked your phone to the bluetooth already. now when you are ready we will head out.

YN: i know. jared are we gonna discuss what happened between us downstairs?

Jared: that kind of talk is better suited for vacation.

thom is waiting by the door, you and jared bring down the last of the stuff. thom just as excited about this vacation as any little child should be. everything was loaded in the car, you went to lock the house and set the alarm. but before setting the alarm, you said the one word that you were sure might confirm your suspicions.

YN: christo!

the cross on the wall near by turned upside down. you finished setting the alarm after salting the doors and windows. only hoping that this would be easy, but now you were certain that you had figured out the darkness that Jared kept mentioning.

you went to the car, sitting down you nodded at Jared to start driving. and it was declared right then and there that you all were officially on vacation. Thom sat quietly and eventually passed out. your music playing in the background, Jared realizing that Thom had fallen asleep moved his hand to rest on your thigh.

this made you look at him, the darkness in his eyes faded when you placed your hand on his. the darkness that starred at you, the way his hand tightened on your thigh. you were the luckiest girl in the world. you hoped that this vacay would yield the answers you hoped you didnt need.

over the last little while you had done research on what you thought might be the darkness latched to Jared. after what happened in the house before you left with the cross. you were certain. Jared was possessed. and you had to stop this thing from doing something he would regret.

your mind circled with those thoughts, but a voice brought you out of your own mind.

Jared: you have been quiet, is everythign alright?

YN: yes everything is fine. just going over the list and making sure we dont need to have the lawn people do any extra tasks while we are gone.

jared: why do you think we forgot something?

YN: its just a feeling. but its nothing to worry about. now when we get there i assume that we are gonne have a tour and a chance to unpack before we decide our first vacation activity.

Jared: i also hope you dont mind sharing a room with me. its a little 5 bedroom cottage but the 3rd, 4th and 5th rooms are supposed to be guest rooms. they only has a cot and no closet. we are just waiting on a few parts to be reno’d in there.

YN: i think i can live with this arrangement. thom i assume is gonna be in a room close by.

Jared: yep he is at one end of the hall we are at the other. you know when i called you all those months ago, asking you to fly out here to help me, i was ready to give up on finding someone to help me take care of the house and Thom. but your ad made me have hope that maybe you would be the one that would save me.

YN: i think i know what darkness follows you but i wont know forsure until i can run a test.

Jared: what kind of test

YN: one that would need to be done when Thom is asleep. one that i hope will either prove me right or prove me a liar. that is if your willing to try.

Jared: im willing to try anything.

YN: well then we will try it tonight after Thom goes to bed.

neither of you had realized how much time had passed, then you saw a sign. Jared smiled.

Jared: we are close now.

YN: that sign that i just saw is that where we are going?

Jared: yep. once you se the place you will understand why i got it. and i sound proofed the master, just in case...

he winked at you as he slowed down at the edge of a driveway. he then guided your gaze to look ahead at the cottage that now stod before you.

Thom woke up shortly after you had pulled him out of the car. he rubbed his eyes and smiled as he ran toward the house, screaming happily as he approached the steps. where he waited for you and Jared.

you both brought what you could while still having hands to open the door and help Thom up the stairs. jared unlocked the door allowing you and thom to walk through first. your eyes went wide at the first glance of your home away from home with Jared and Thom.

this was gonna be an amazing vacation. you put down what you carried, as well as let go of Thom who was running around looking at everything. you spun round and somehow landed in the arms of Jared.

Jared: what do you think?

YN: what do i think.. this is amazing. i love this. this is incredible. i wouldnt trade this vacation for anything. honestly i would rather be no where else. im quite happy here.

Jared: as in this home or my arms.

YN: both. jared, i i...

just as your about to speak again. you and jared are interrupted by thom coming out of a nearby room half dressed.

Thom: daddy, YN can we go swimming now...

jared set you back on your feet and you both laughed.

Jared: in a few moments bud we gotta find the swim suits first.

as Jared said that the attendants brought up the luggage. you looked at Jared who just smiled and whispered in your ear.

Jared: you have the summer off to relax for 6 weeks. just be normal with me and Thom. these next hours could prove several things for us. starting with lets take Thom swimming and then go from there. we will hopefully eat when we return. the attendants are already preparing supper.

you could do nothing except smile. it was already turning into a really steamy vacay. you went to where you saw jared going through your shared suitcase. first chance you got you grabbed your bikini and cover.

you went into the nearby spare room closing the door behind you. you get changed, you could hear Jared ask one of the attendants to take Thom to find him a life jacket from the boat house. then you heard silence.

then you heard the sound of the door knob turning, you were only half done tying your bikini. when Jared walked in shirtless and wearing his swim trunks.

Jared: need help?

you froze in place at his words it was like your actions were not your own. it was a few seconds after that you felt his hands around your waist sliding slowly up your back.

Jared: i wish we had this place to ourselves. we would not be leaving that master suite for a while.

YN: i wish Thom was asleep so i could take away your darkness.

Jared: so you know what it is...

YN: yes and i need you alone when i take away the darkness, Thom would be in too much danger. dont worry you will be darkness free soon. you will be back in the light and free to live your live happy with me and Thom. im not gonna let this darkness ruin your life any longer. tonight it gets banished.

Jared: just gotta tire Thom out enough that he will sleep tonight.

YN: well then lets not keep him waiting any longer.

you and jared walk outside and down the path to the lake. you were amazed at the wonder and beauty before you. bout halfway to the lake, you were pressed against the back side of a nearby tree. Jared’s eyes darkened at the sight of you, the feeling of your body beneath his hands had him hard, you could feel it against your lower back.

Jared: once Thom is gone to bed, I'm gonna make Jared watch through his own eyes as I fuck you into next week. Jared will never inhabit his body again.

You struggled slightly before speaking.

YN: i address the entity within, who are you?

Jared’s form just smiled evily at you, his hands still freely roaming your body.

YN: well you should also know that you wont live long enough to fuck me into next week. im gonna expell you from Jared’s body and send you back where you came from. now i command thee for all that light brings give me Jared back immediately.

once you finished speaking Jared’s body fell to his knees, you kneel down to only be hugged by Jared.

Jared: I'm sorry, I'm so sorry

YN: don't worry, just calm down. That demon is gonna be gone when I do the ritual. Take a few moments to breathe, I'm gonna go sit on the dock where the attendant is in the shallows with thom. Just take your time.

You placed a kiss to his cheek, then walked the rest of the way to the lake. Upon arrival at the lake, you watched the attendant and Thom, playing in the shallow water.

Attendant: miss YN. Where is Master Jared?

YN: he will be along shortly he just wanted to check his messages make sure everything is running smoothly.

Attendant: then I shall stay down here with you both till he arrives. How do you like the place Miss?

Yn: it's gorgeous. I love it. I have never been invited to go on any type of vacation. Not even in my own family. So this was a really awesome surprise.

Attendant: that is so sad... Well to many more times like this then. Thom here is a amazing little kiddo, you have been working so hard master Jared just wanted to give you a vacation you wouldn't soon forget.

Thom meanwhile was just enjoying the water, his expression had a huge smile on it. He was wet head to toe and absolutely having fun!

You kept waiting on the dock for Jared to approach and for 10 min he didn't till you, looked and saw his form approach.

you sat on the dock and felt him slide down behind you, his legs are on either side of yours, his arms round your waist. you both sat there enjoying the view while Thom played with the attendant in the water below. neither you nor Jared felt like moving knowing that in a few hours you both would be expelling the demonic force that lay now dormant inside Jared.

Jared: do you know what is better than sitting here on the dock.

YN: what

Jared: sitting on the dock with you surrounded by nature, this will be the best vacation ever once we get rid of the demon.

~time skip to a few hours later. after some swimming you all went back to the house for dinner. after dinner you guys played a game or 2 with Thom who then went with one of the attendants and had a bath, then it was time to put him to sleep. you and Jared read him a story, then he fell fast asleep. for he truely was tuckered out, you and Jared dismissed the attendants and locked the doors for the evening. you both went to the master suite as we return to the story.~

YN: i need to set something up first can you wait like 5 minutes before you enter the bathroom. oh and dont plan on showering in your trunks, and bring towels with you. i have a feeling like we will need them when we are done.

Jared: ill see you in there.

you walk towards the bathroom, holding the prayer beeds in one hand and un doing your bikini in the other. you placed the bikini on the ground and set your phone on the counter.

YN: Exorcizo te, creatura aquae. In nomine dei patris omnipotentis et in virtute spiritus sancti.

you finished the incantation and placed the rosery on the shower head so it lands in the water. then you took one look out the window and just let the water run over your body.

Jared walks in with nothing on he places the towels on the counter, you see him out of the corner of your eye.

Yn: join me?

Jared didn't need an invitation he was already climbing in behind you. For he knew that this was the only way to expell the demon.

You turned around and now faced him, you looked up at him holding his gaze you move him round so he is under the water.

His body starts shaking that's when you spoke again.

Yn: please let this work...

You had him lift you up so he was holding you as you slid down onto his cock, and spoke the incantation that hopefully would save his life. In other words bring his light fuller to push away the darkness.

Also there was a Devils trap in the floor where jard was standing you had the attendantz draw one, for the demon to be sent straight back to hell. With a clear voice the following words were spoken by you.

Yn: exorcisomus te, omnis immunus spirits, omnis satanica potestas, omnis incursion infernalis adversarri, omnis legio, omnis congregato, insectas diabolicas, ergo dracto malidicte, eclesium secura fascious liberate, te regamous, audinos

At that point black smoke came out of Jared's mouth, and went straight through the floor. When Jared looked at you again his eyes were clear and he leaned you against the wall.

He began thrusting his hard cock in and out of your pussy. It was something that both of you had dreamed about for months.

His hard cock pounding your sensitive tender pussy. With each thrust you climaxed. But it was the kisses that left you both breathless.

The more he thrust the more he came. After 45 minutes and 16 climaxes for the both of you.

Jared set you down, helped you rinse off, both of you getting out after Jared turned off the water, Jared wrapped a towel round you, then he dried himself off.

Jared: thank you. Thank you for saving my life. But where did you learn to do that.

YN: too much research on the paranormal. I knew something was off and when that demon named himself I knew what I had to do.

Jared: would you consider making your time here a role more permenant than just a nanny?

YN: what kind of role would that be?

you are immediately pickd up and placed on the bed with Jared crawling on top of you. he made love to you for a few moments before just curling up with you in his arms and muttered only 2 words before he crashed.

Jared: marry me

you used voice command to turn out the lights before passing out yourself. when you both woke the next morning with just a sheet covering your still cuddling forms. you blinked a bit before moving a piece of Jared’s hair out of his eyes.

it was a few moments later that Jared stirred.

YN: morning handsome.

Jared: that was the best ive slept in years.

YN: do you remember saying anything after we hit the pillow last night.

Jared twists away from you for a moment and pulls something out of one of the drawers in his nightstand, before coming back to your embrace.

Jared: all this time i felt empty and now i want nothing more than to have you stay permenantly. YN will you partner with me in raising Thom full time, not as a nanny but as a step mom to him. YN i believ i already asked you this but will you marry me?

he reveals a small rose gold band with a 15k diamond in the center surrounded by your birthstone and Jareds birth stone. this made you nod alot, trying to find your voice as the cool metal band slid on your finger.

YN: yes! yes yes yes!!!! but umm does this mean we dont have to leave this bed right away.

Jared: i think that can be arranged besides its still early. its only 6am... we are still on work time.

going back to cuddle mode you admired your new ring as Jared now once more wraped your form in his own, your leg draped over his hip and you guys were basically a free range pretzel. so to speak. it became the start of the life you always wanted something permenant and stable. not loose and ragged.

goes to show love strikes when you least expect it.

#spnkinkbingo #spnfluffbingo

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backtobackbakubabe · 5 years

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Baby its Cold Outside (PART 8)

Bakugo x Reader

Push it, Push it! To the Limit, Limit. Now we’re in it to win it!

Words: 2509

PART 1 HERE, PART 2 HERE, PART 3 HERE PART 4 HERE PART 5 HERE , PART 6 HERE PART 7 HERE PART 8 HERE PART 9 HERE PART 10 HERE PART 11 HERE PART 12 HERE PART 13 HERE PART 14 HERE

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Okay today is the day. It’s been three months since the accident and you were eager to get back in the saddle. Sure you still had the occasional jump scare, but it was manageable.

Technically you were on call for back up duty. Which means a couple days a week you go hang out at the agency and wait to see if anyone needs backup. Sure it’s not glamorous but its a step in the right direction.

The best part about getting to hang out at the agency all day was you were assigned a personal trainer that was ready to work with you whenever you wanted to. And you definitely wanted to.

You didn't waste any time going up to the front desk of the state of the art training facility in the basement level of your agency. You used to come here with Bakugo when you first started working together. But you never got to utilize the trainer because he insisted that no extra could possibly teach him something he didn't already know. You almost felt like you were cheating on him.

Your trainer’s name was Dylan. She was a small petite women who specialized in quirk training. She was an expert in taking someones quirk and helping them find new ways to use it or helping them make it stronger. And that’s exactly what you wanted to do. You wanted her to help you figure out how the hell you teleported 15 miles.

You would be lying if you said you weren't nervous. All the stories you've heard made her seem pretty intense. But then you remember who you were dating and there’s no way she could be worse than that. Hopefully.

You saw her across the training facility over by an obstacle course, it looked like she was reading a file. Probably your file. You wondered what was in there. Was it good stuff? Did it mention you were shot? Was she already judging you based off a few pieces of paper? Get it together Y/n you’ll be fine.

You couldn't help but notice her stern posture and long black hair that hung in a perfectly in place pony tail. You gulped and wiped your now sweaty hands on your training pants. Good thing you don’t have Bakugo’s quirk, you may have set off an explosion by now.

“Hi I’m Y/n! It’s very nice to meet you. I’m really excited to get to work with you. I’ve heard you’re the bes-”

Dylan’s eyes snapped to yours and you felt a chill go down your spine. Yeah intense is probably the best way to describe her. She didn't say anything just held eye contact for a few seconds before squinting and cocking her head as if she was trying to understand a abstract painting, “Interesting.”

You almost flinched at how sweet her voice sounded. A stark contrast to the heavy glare in her eyes. She hadn't even blinked yet. “Uh... is something wrong?”

Her shook her head as if trying wake herself up and blinked rapidly, “Oh no sorry about that I was just assessing your quirk. You see my quirk allows me to see the limits to others ability as long as I can maintain eye contact. So I can see how far they can go, their greatest strengths, their weaknesses, their potential. It’s what allows me to be a great trainer. I always know what needs to be worked on and how far I can push my heros.”

Your jaw dropped, “That’s a super impressive quirk! Why aren't you a hero? It would be amazing to know all the villains weakness just by looking at them.”

She just laughed, “Oh no! I’d just be a liability in the field. I’m tiny and not very strong. Besides it only works as long as I maintain eye contact, and I don't know many villains who willingly just stare into heros eyes.” She just shrugged as if this were old news. She must have to explain it to everyone. She threw your file over in the direction of a nearby bench, “Now we've wasted enough time let’s get started shall well? I want you to start by getting through this obstacle course but only by teleporting.”

You bit your lip, “Uh I don't know if I can. I have to be able to visualize where I’m going. There’s too many things blocking my view...”

Dylan gave you a bored look, “You think I don't know that? Much like everything else in this course its just another obstacle for you to overcome. Now you only have me for two hours. Lets make it count.”

And thats how you ended up going home that night covered in bruises from running into things. But as sore as you were you were also excited. Dylan had been right. The harder you pushed yourself the easier it got. By the end of your session you had managed to teleport past two obstacles perfectly fine. You were over the moon but Dylan still looked bored. “Good, now tomorrow we’ll do it again but I’ll have cementoss change the set up and I’ll blindfold you.” And like that she was off to her next client, her ponytail swaying like a pendulum. She was either going to be the death of you or the best teacher you ever had. Only time will tell.

You were snuggled up with Zuko watching tv when Bakugo came home. He looked exhausted. He dragged his feet all the way to the couch, “Oi Zuko.. get down it’s my turn. You know the drill.”

Bakugo had spent a lot of time training Zuko and you could tell that although Zuko loved you more, he definitely respected Katsuki as the alpha. He hopped off the couch leaving room for Katsuki to plop down on top of you.

You groaned in protest because you were still super sore from training. But he was already half asleep meaning his day must have been really hard. So instead of scolding him you just ran your fingers through his hair while he snuggled in to you, his head using your boobs as a pillow. He was so adorable like this.

You stayed like that for a an hour or so until your stomach started to rumble with hunger. Apparently it was loud enough for your boyfriend to hear because he started to stir, “I swear sometimes I don't know who I have to take care of more... Zuko or you.” He slowly sat up and rubbed the sleep from his eyes, “What do you want for dinner?”

It was only then that he really looked at you since coming home, “Oi... what happened to you? I thought you were on call today? Did you get pulled to duty?” You could see the concern in is his eyes, “It was your first fucking day back and you’re covered in bruises.”

You rubbed your thumb between his pinched eyebrows, “No I didn't get pulled, but I did some training with my new trainer Dylan. I was trying to learn how to teleport to places I cant see. So naturally I ended up running into a lot of stuff.”

“.... Dylan? Who the fuck is Dylan?”

“Yes Dylan. And before you get yourself all worked up, Dylan is a girl and she is awesome.”

He narrowed his eyes at you, “How awesome can she be if you end up covered in bruises?”

“Her methods might be harsh but they work. Within our two hour session I was able to do something I’ve never been able to do before. I teleported somewhere I couldn't see and had never seen before! She said our quirks are like muscles, they only work in ways that we practice using them. If we don't exercise them in other ways then we won't ever reach our full potential.”

He scoffed, “Sounds like a load of horse shit to me. Every quirk has its limits.”

“True but her quirk actually allows her to see those limits. So she always knows exactly what buttons to push to help you maximize your abilities.”

He was in the kitchen now already bored with the conversation, “Well have fun with that. Just please don’t push yourself too hard alright? And don't forget who your favorite trainer is either!”

You sighed at your jealous boyfriend, “No need to be jealous Katsu, you’ll always be my number one. Even if you did catch my hair on fire our second year at UA.”

His laugh echoed through the apartment, “It’s not my fault you tried to sneak up on me.You’re lucky it was just your hair!”

The next day you practically skipped on the way to training. Excited to push the limits once again. True to her word Dylan blindfolded you and would walk around the obstacle corse and yell. Your job was to listen and try to teleport to her based on hearing alone. It was so difficult. You were soaked with sweat and exhausted but she wasn't done with you. She kept pushing and pushing. You felt like a rubber band about to snap. By then end, it was easier but not by much. It was something that was likely going to take a while to master. But hey just two days ago you didn’t even know it was possible, so small victories.

You worked on it again the next day and every day after. It became almost like a warm up, then you would move on to other things. Today you were trying to teleport objects without going with it, which proved to be the most mentally challenging thing you had tried yet. It took immense focus and even then the best you had done was teleport a marble from your hand to Dylans hand when she was standing about three feet away. It left you dizzy and with a nasty headache. Your eyeballs felt like they were about to pop out of their sockets and your shoulders were so sore from you tensing up so hard.

“Will this ever get any easier? My head is killing me...”

Dylan handed you a water bottle, “Of course it will. Everything does with enough practice. It may not be today, tomorrow, or next week. But it’ll come as long as you keep up with it.” She took a sip of her own water bottle, “I’ll tell you, you are probably one of the most motivated clients I’ve ever had. I can see it in your body language. You’re determined to get better.”

You gave a soft laugh, “Yeah well that’s because for the last five and a half years I’ve had Ground Zero kicking my ass and he doesn't except excuses. You either give it 110 percent or you get the fuck out.”

Her eyes widened, “Pshhhh and people say I’m intense. I’ve met Ground Zero a time or two. He’s got a mouth on him and attitude to match... but he’s a great hero and from what I hear he’s actually a pretty decent guy.”

You blushed as you smiled into your water bottle, “Yeah he’s the best once you really get to know him. It might take a few years but he’s definitely the kind of guy you want in your corner when shit goes down.”

She gave you a knowing smile, “You two are lucky to have each other. You know usually I don’t do this kind of thing but between you and I, you’re my favorite client and Ground Zero is kind of my kid’s favorite hero... so what do you say you guys come over for dinner sometime?”

You tried to hide your surprise at the fact she had a child, “Oh that sounds excellent! We definitely will!”

That night you decided to take a bath to soak your sore muscles. You had your eyes closed and were listening very intently to all the noises around you. Trying to map where these sounds might be coming from like Dylan taught you. The water was still hot when you heard Katsuki come in and quietly close the door behind him. You didn't open your eyes but your smile gave you away. You heard his clothes hitting the floor and him step up to the tub, “Scoot forward a bit will ya? Make room for me.”

You chuckled as you did what he asked, “Since when do you like baths?”

“Since I walked in and saw my incredibly hot girlfriend taking one.”

He started to rub your tense shoulders and you couldn't help but moan in response. “Well as long as you promise to do that you won't hear me complaining.”

He kissed the side of you neck, “Is that all you want me to do?” You could almost hear the smirk in his voice, “All those workouts you’ve been doing have you all tense.” His voice dropped to the delicious bedroom voice he only reserves for you, “Lets see what I can do to help.”

His hands moved from your shoulders to your chest, massaging lightly the area above your breasts. His thumbs continued to rub small circles into your neck and it felt heavenly.

You slowly eased into his touch, letting your head rest on on his shoulder. You just closed your eyes and hummed in contentment. You loved simple moments like these.

His hands traveled down your arms and rubbed the sore muscles there, before returning his hands to your hair and started to massage your scalp. “mmmm your truly are the best boyfriend ever.”

You could feel his dick start to get hard as it pushed into your back. “What have I said about making noises like that? You know what it does to me.” His hands traveled back to your chest except this time it was to grope your breasts. He nibbled your ear as he started rolling your nipples between his expert fingers. You arched your back pushing your breasts into his hands. Desperate for his touch. “Oh baby girl, you look so beautiful. How did I ever get so lucky?”

One of his hands stayed on your breast while the other trailed south until it found the area truly craving his attention. Without any hesitation he pushed a finger into you, quickly followed by another. It was sweet, and slow, and it was driving you insane.

You squirmed beneath him trying to get more friction. “Always so impatient aren't you baby?”

You huffed, “I’d say I’m more than patient considering I had to wait over five years for you to make a move. And even then I believe I was the one who kissed you.”

You knew that would get a rise out of him in more ways than one, and you were not disappointed. He pulled his fingers out and with firm hands pushed you up. “Turn around and get in my lap.”

Your eyes lit up with excitement. His hand coming down with a hard smack on your ass as you briefly waved it in his face as you turned around. His hands found your waist as soon as you were straddling his lap and pushed you into his erection. “That’s right. I had to wait over five years. I had to watch as guys drooled after you. I had to sit behind you in class every day and listen to your goofy laugh. I listened to you complain about all the assholes you ever went on dates with. I watched and I waited until the perfect time...”

He thrust himself into you, “And baby, I’d do it all again if it meant we’d end up right here, right now.”

Your nails dug into his shoulder. The water started sloshing around as his thrusts became more intense and sloppy. He latched on to your neck sucking hard. It was definitely going to leave a mark and you would try to remember to scold him for it later. But right now you were too blissed out.

You were grinding into him to meet his thrusts. You really were making a mess now but you didn't care.

It wasn't long before you felt that familiar coil in you start to tighten, ready to burst any second. He pulled you into a tight hug, lifted his hips and really pounded into you. You felt your walls flutter and your vision blurred as you came for what felt like forever.

Katsuki gave you a couple more sloppy thrusts before he emptied himself inside of you.

You were both laying there panting, your head on his shoulder, his hands rubbing softly up and down your back, “So what do you say? Was I worth the wait?”

His hand froze, “What kind of dumb ass question is that?”

You giggled as you sat up and pulled the drain from the tub letting what was left of the water drain out.

He was handing you a towel when an idea came to you.

“Oh babe I want to show you something!”

“Huh? What are talking about?”

You grabbed a sleep mask out from a bathroom drawer and walked back to him. He smirked, “Oh kinky...”

You rolled your eyed and gave his chest a smack. “Oh stop it I’m serious watch this!” You put the mask over your eyes, “Okay now I want you to go hide somewhere in the apartment and when you’re ready whisper my name.”

He gave you a bored look but because he’s a good boyfriend he would go along with your shenanigans.

Not long after you heard him whisper your name, you focused really hard and *Pop* you teleported right into him knocking him over.

“What the? How did you? THATS AWESOME!”

And that’s how you ended up playing the most intense game of naked marco polo ever.... like the two adults that you are.

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princelestatdelioncourt · 4 years

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Part l “Just a Day”

*fanfic*

-sighs-

Seated alone in my cold room. Only the fire place provided with the enough warmth at least close to where I was seated at. That old medieval chair. The dogs were sleeping by my side and they were the only companion I had for so many days and nights. I stared at the fire, crisp, listening to the sounds of the logs being burned down and the cracking. Hypnotized by these flames. I thought about many things at the same time I thought about nothing.

Lately, things at home were much more cold, distant and irritable. The relationship with my brothers and Father became more like that since that day I started to go out hunting a few years ago at the age of 16.

They go to church, pretend to do good, spent all the money on my brothers weddings and marriage arrangements, they pray and do all these monarch things one is suppose to be doing. Me? Everything on the contrary. I go hunting, I didn’t believe in God, I questioned, I drank, I committed sin…all in the purpose to break my routine, to what I believed or perhaps to be happy with myself. But I was really happy? I can’t answer to that. I don’t have a proper answer. Yes I was, No I was not.

What was good at this point in my life? I was alive, I went hunting, I provided food, I fixed the vineyards or whatever it was needed to be fixed or at least taken care of, while they seated in their rooms and complain or pointed at me “Lestat!”. I protested, I fought I was upset but yet there I went hunting and providing and the fact to see the food on the table was provided by me and they had food to eat and not to starve, so I was content when it these things happened.

Self-love… Good job Lestat. I said to myself. Now what? Grab your pistol and go hunting again or to go your room and eat whatever it was left in the kitchen if anything or go to the tavern and drink and commit sin to whoever approached.

No one knows know how much I loved to ride my horse as fast as I could and feel free. That freedom, the mountains, the horse, the dogs, the sun in my face or even if it was snowing or raining, I was always outside, I felt free...It was just me and my happiness. Away from these thick walls, having to listen to my brothers, to fight with them, to stay quiet in my room under key but at least I had my mother. The only one reason to keep me sane at home.

Not even if we never spoke much but we understood each other. Always. One gaze, one gesture…we knew, we understood. And she was the only one who stopped the fights and beatings. What I or where I would be if she wasn’t there…dead perhaps.

Wasn’t much different today after all these thoughts in my mind staring at the fire, in my room.

I finally stood up and grabbed my jacket and decided to go to the Tavern to break once again the daily routine, I had time to do that before starting once again my duties.

I kissed the dogs and left my room towards the barn and down the old road I went with my horse to the Village.

It was a sunny but windy day. Not bad. I enjoyed the cold air yet it was freezing me. I looked down at my hands, no globes, holding the reins and I realized…I was wearing the same clothes again. Not that I had much. Two pair of boots, shirts, jackets for winter and for summer. I just gave a small sigh and didn’t care much about it anymore.

Upon arrival I went in to the Tavern. Wasn’t too crowded. Good.I didn't feel dealing with anyone but just drink cold wine.

I sat at the very end, on a corner table away from people. Yes I am a loner. I didn’t want to interact with anyone, I saw their eyes on me, Of course, I was the Lord for them. I never cared. I hated it actually. It made me feel more alone to be treated like that. Yet I was craving for attention and love and understanding.

I sat there and my lovely friendly servant came with a jar of wine.

-Monsieur- she said with her lovely voice, giving a quick look around so the people present was aware of her modesty while pouring wine to my cup and finally looking at me with a smile.

-Oh please don’t call me that- I replied with no giving importance to the title. As I said I never cared.

-But you are- she said and seated beside me on that bench.

Yes I knew her. Yes we knew each other. Yes we committed sin together many times. There was our connection.

I looked at her and drank from my cup. The wine was cold and it felt so good, I drank it all at once.

-You are going to end up drunk drinking that fast- she said grabbing the cup from my hand and pouring more

-Does it matter?- I gave a shoulder shrug and a smile

She leaned closer and kissed my neck. I closed my eyes for a moment. I knew what was coming. It was actually that my duty? To bed with the girls from the Village because I was the Lord? And once again these questions in my mind…what that good, what that bad? Is there a God that will condemn me to Hell for my sins? Is there actually a God? A Devil? Yet I felt miserable.

I stopped myself to all these questions and I came back to the place I was. At the tavern seated on that old bench and the servant kissing my neck and the surrounding sounds of people talking , drinking and the fire cracking.

Her hand now on my chest.

- Lets go to my room Lestat- She whispered into my ear on such tender way how I could say no to that.

I didn’t say anything, neither I moved. I stared at the infinite but I was fully aware of my surroundings. Avoiding these questions in my mind. Now she wanted me to go to her room. And that will generate a very brief happy encounter. And there I was questioning myself again…I was about to do good? Or bad? She wanted me happy, I wanted her happy, I wanted to give her my love, with no harm. It was for me, for her, for us. In that Village in the middle of nowhere in the mountains. We had each other. At least for these brief moments.Our happiness if that was actually one to be happy.

I leaned closer to her and nibbled my face on her neck. I didn’t want to, I didn’t want to use her, I didn’t want to hurt her but I was craving for love, for care. I never knew what true love was but just all these affections coming from whoever I slept with. My dogs. My horse, Hunting. The sun, The Moon. My mother’s eyes…that was l the only love I knew of.

She smelled wine, chimney smoke, flour…

-I can’t stay long…- I replied to her brushing my lips over to her warm skin

-Come – She grabbed my hand. She stood up first and then made me to move pulling from my hand. – come…- she added with a smile

I finally obeyed.

We walked towards her room, which was actually an attached house to the Tavern. Bottle of wine on hand, there we walked to her home. And one could still hear the noises from the Tavern, just right next door.

I sat on that old blanket by the fireplace, elbows resting on that hard floor, knees vended. I drank from the bottle of wine while I was looking at her walking towards me. She went down to her knees between my legs. Her hands rubbing my legs. I drank some more. At that point I could feel my body responding to her hands over my legs. She finally leaned forward and kissed my lips. I allowed a few moments to feel that sensation. Her moist lips over mine. Wanting mine to return that kiss. And so I did.

I returned her kiss slowly, tasting her lips. Her hand went under my shirt –Your hands are so cold- I protested with a slight movement of my body.

-Soon they will be warm- she said against my lips

We kisses over and over again. I could feel her body opening for me and mine ready to take her. We were not even naked, there was not time for that. Just enough fabric to be pulled aside for our bodies to feel each other. Under her dress.

Not even 10 minutes later it was all done. These few moments came and dissipated like nothing ever happened before.

-You couldn’t wait too long today huh?- she asked me seated on my lap.

I was all spread over that blanket. I was relaxed. I was smiling. Just wanting to be there, to sleep on that hard floor by the fireplace. Away from the chateau…yes sleep…but I could not.

I looked at her, still seated on my lap. I could feel her naked skin against mine. In purpose she moved herself on certain ways to provoke me again.

-I can’t stay- I told her with a smile knowing she was doing all of that to make me stay. My hands holding her hips. I wanted to stay but I could not… I didn’t want to. I made us roll over the blanket and kissed her lips. Laying down on top of her for a brief moment. It actually feel good and I truly wanted to sleep but I had to go.

-You feel good. Your body on top of mine- She said to me with her fingers tangled in my hair.

-hmm yes you feel good as well- I kissed her once more and I moved away. Fixing my pants and standing up. I looked down at her and smiled -but I told you I cant stay-

She stood up and embraced me. I grabbed the bottle of wine and drank some more. We walked towards the home door that connected with the Tavern. She was shorted than me, perhaps around 5′2 or somewhat around there. I looked down at her eyes and wrapped my arms around her waist, against the wall and I kissed her once again. I told my body to stop before I could see myself going back to that room and take her again.

-Listen, come to the Chateau tonight...ok?- I asked her

-To the ..Chateau?- she asked me with surprise

-Yes. Unless theres another Chateau around here which I dont think so yes, the Chateau- I chuckled

Obviously she never stepped into a castle before. She only knew about it from the Village. Never , no one from the Village came up hill to the Chateau unless it was for a debt or a father upset becasue he found out I slept with his daughter. But for a woman to come up there, no never.

-I will wait for you outside...bring cheese! and wine- I requested while kissing her neck and lips, as gentle as I could. Why I invited her to my home? I dont know I simply did with my good intentions. To sin again. To have cheese. And her company I suppose. I dont know. I simply invited her.

-Ok yes yes sure! yes... - she was excited. I could feel her excitement.

-Good. I will wait outside by the bridge as I said. I need to finish some things this afternoon but I will await there after dinner. Past 10 when everybody already sleeps- I told her and I kissed her lips once more.

-Monsieur- A man approached. A farmer. -Monsieur I do need of your help

I looked at him. I was quite surprised to his words.

I de tangled from her embrace and spoke to the man.

-Of my help?- I replied curious to know more

-Yes Monsieur. My sheeps are all dead. A wolf, maybe two. Killed them all- he said to me with the same tone a Villager will talk to his Lord.

-And what can I do about that?- I just simply replied

-I am aware of your precise hand and hunting. Good arm of yours. The wolves will continue to come down to the Village and kill everything we have to provide you my Lord and our families- He said with the same tone.

-Ok...I will go up to the mountains and kill that wolf. Be assure of that and you and your family will live in peace- I replied as much polite as I could. Remember I never cared to me a Lord but raised myself , alone, outside...so my modesty wasn't as good unless I wanted to.

-Thank you my Lord..God bless you- He said to me politely almost bowing

Oh how much I hated that, the Lord, the God, the politeness...I hated it.

I simply bowed my head trying not to make a face of hating all of that. And as soon as he left I returned my attention to my beloved servant.

-Lestat, be careful. I am scared about the wolf- She said worried about the Village words and knowing I was going to kill the wolf

-Its just a dog- I replied not giving importance

-Its not a dog Lestat, is a wolf- she said

-Its a dog. How many legs has a wolf? 4 right? then its like a dog. I will be fine. Oh come one, now,I know how to hunt. You dont get worried about me because I will go kill a wolf...its just a wolf- I replied with not caring much about the situation

-Lestat!- she replied

-Enough...!- I stared at her, I was getting annoyed about all of this wolf thing so I changed the point of that conversation -Tonight, ok? Tonight, us, the Chateau..past 10 ok?-

-Ok yes, yes tonight..- she replied

-Ok good- I grabbed the bottle of wine and drank some more leaving it to the table next to us. She had her arms around me. And I was starting to feel claustrophobic with the Tavern smells, the noises, her arms and now the wolf situation.

-I have to go...- I de tangled her arms around me as gentle as possible not making any sign of my annoyance -I will see you tonight. Dont forget the cheese...- I smiled at her and kissed her lips once more

-I will not forget- She looked at me and smiled

I gave her a small bow and smile and walked towards the door.

Fresh air once again. Yes. I needed that. I mounted my horse and went up hill as fast as I could for a few moments. I needed that freedom before returning again to be closed inside these thick walls.

I approached the castle, went to the barn. De mounted the horse and covered with an old blanket I used it for the cold night and went back to my duties. Grass, vineyards, fences...at least we had food for that night....

TO BE CONTINUED...PART ll “JUST A NIGHT”

#Mortal Lestat #//this is just a story to what I think it could has been a day in his life #fanfic

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blackroseguzzi · 5 years

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Dead and Alive

Chapter 4

They had made it back to Alexandria faster than they had planned due to Carol cutting her arm pretty bad on a shard of glass.

Michonne was convinced that Carol wasn't thinking straight and that she hadn't seen any of the whisperers in the forest. Josephine was on the fence, she didn't want to not believe her friend, but she also knew what pills could make you see. Daryl would stick to whatever Carol said, because he was a loyal friend to her through and through.

Josephine sat at the dinner table with Michonne and the kids, RJ making funny faces over at Judith who returned the gesture with more silly faces making both Michonne and Josephine smile and laugh along with the children.

Josephine took a sip of her water before turning to face the door, where she had heard someone enter. Daryl paused, not sure if he should join the scene or not. Josephine smiled and watched as he quietly took a seat next to her. Josephine grabbed at the food in front of her and placed the bowl in front of Daryl, and he started to pile on the food to his plate as Michonne talked to her two children and were making them laugh. A genuine smile spread across Daryl’s face as he took a look around at his family. He was thankful that Josephine had stayed with him for all of the years he was doing the only thing he knew how to do- escape his feelings. Her soft laugh echoed around the kitchen as she reacted to something RJ had said. Her eyes were sparking, happy to be surrounded by people she cared for so deeply.

After Dinner, Daryl brought up a plate to Carol, who had locked herself in her room. Josephine waited at the bottom of the stairs as he walked back down, not a sound was made from Carol’s room.

Daryl and Josephine did the dishes together in silence. She washed while Daryl was on drying duty. When Josephine was finished she stopped, looking down at the floor for a moment in thought, her hands gripping the side of the counter.

“You alright?” Daryl asked in a husky voice. The kitchen was dark, barely lit by candles, but he could still see in her face that something was bothering her.

“I miss Rick,” Josephine let out a small sigh and tapped her fingers against the countertop. She didn’t want to look at Daryl’s face, she knew it would break her apart even further.

“Me too,” Daryl replied quietly before placing the last plate back in its designated spot.

“You remember when it was just us out on the road before we found the others at the quarry?” Josephine looked up just as Daryl nodded quickly, biting a small piece of his thumb while he pushed his body back against the counter, looking down at Josephine.

“I never thought he was dead, I really didn’t. I had this gut feeling he was out there with Lori and Carl or just with others looking for us… Sometimes I still get that gut feeling he's out there sometimes,” Josephine finished, and placed her hand on Daryl’s chest. She looked into his blue eyes that were currently burning into her soul.

“Me too, Jo.”

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The next day Josephine had made her way to Negan’s cell before Gabriel could get to him for his morning ritual of praying with him. Over the years Josephine hated to admit, but Negan had showed some human qualities to her a handful of times. He had told her about his late wife, and about why he tries to make humor out of most things. She asked him very little questions, because she had really never wanted to get to know this man, but the years and months and hours spent with him, he would sometimes talk her ear off. It was an internal battle in Josephine’s life - seeing Negan as both an enemy and person who could be of value in their community. Judith read to him sometimes, and as much as both Michonne and Josephine disliked it, something inside both of them decided it wasn't right to tell her not to do it anymore.

“Mighty fine day today, huh Josie?” Negan called out from his cell as Josephine took the key, unlocking it to let out the prisoner.

“Youre on laundry duty today,” Josephine replied in her usual dry tone. She had rarely shown her true personality to Negan, but there were some moments she would try to remember her humanity in this world and would give him fresh veggies from the garden instead of his usual canned food. She even snuck him a candy bar one time, and she felt both bad and good about it for at least a month. He was a hard worker, and valued his time outside of his personal prison, but Josephine knew that if she let her guard down with him for even one moment he could rear his ugly head again. It hurt her some days to think she had spent so much time with a person who had tortured her husband, and who had killed members of her family as well. She let him Fold laundry in the community while she took to tending the crops nearby.

Daryl stood close by, talking with Aaron as he heard voices from behind the sheet that was hanging up- It sounded like Lydia.

Daryl charged forward, ripping away the sheet, exposing Lydia and Negan in a conversation.

“Let’s go,” Daryl called to Lydia, frustration drawn all over his face.

“I’m good,” Lydia replied, not getting up from her spot on the ground as she talked to Negan.

“Now,” Daryl stated. His voice level was calm, but she could tell he was angered by the fact she had been talking with Negan. She got up quickly and walked off without another word.

“She’s just trying to fit in,” Negan tried to explain but Daryl walked up close to his face.

“That aint ever gonna happen if she hangs out with you, is it?” He hissed before storming off towards Lydia.

Daryl could tell that Lydia was on a hunt to find Josephine. As much as Daryl liked that Lydia and his wife had gotten so close, sometimes it worried him. Lydia had not always been the biggest fan of Daryl- finding it harder to open up to him as it had been with Josephine. It made him feel like an outsider some days, knowing that he needed to try harder with this girl. Of course, it wasn't like he was trying to replace her father, he just wanted her to know that he cared about her and wants her safe, but with his history of children over the age of 10 having been slim, he found trying to reason and talk with the teenager somewhat difficult- and sometimes he was envious of how close the girl had become to Josephine.

“Where ya going?” Daryl called after Lydia, her pace growing faster.

“To find Jo, why do you care? Also, we were just talking,” Lydia snapped back at Daryl. He quickened his pace to make it closer to where she was.

“He aint your friend,” He replied coldly.

“He gets me,” Lydia spat back. It stung a bit for Daryl to hear that from her, because she knew nothing of the horrible things Negan had done to him or their group.

“Stay away from him, alright?” Daryl called out to her. She stopped and twisted her body to face him, confusion mixed with anger playing across her features - but suddenly her face softened and sadness had appeared. Daryl followed her eyes and realized they were standing at their front porch, the words Silence the Whispers written in bold Yellow lettering etched in spray paint across their front door.

Josephine sat with Aaron in the dining hall, discussing some business, but mostly Josephine was listening to Aaron talk about his daughter Gracie, and how he was so thrilled she was learning to read and write at such a fast pace. Josephine loved listening to her friend talk about his daughter, the man had been through so much pain now had his child bringing him so much joy- and that was what pulled him through this cruel world, and Jo never minded listening to the pride in Aaron’s voice. Aaron suddenly stopped mid sentence to look up at Lydia who had walked passed them, where she usually sat with Josephine to sit with some of the people who had been awfully cruel to her. Josephine had no idea that people were bullying her, but Aaron had witnessed it a few times. Josephine watched with her eyes as the girl went to sit with the people who were not being very kind to the teenager.

Lydia slammed something down on the table, and Josephine whipped her head around to face Lydia, but choosing not to speak to her just yet. She watched as Lydia took a seat, and started opening up whatever she had slammed on the table.

“Give us some room please?” Gage asked in a harsh tone, but Lydia ignored him and just continued on her task. Suddenly she reached for her knife and Josephine watched as Lydia started to skin a squirrel right in front of the group of people who had been calling her names, and making her feel like she didn't fit in. Josephine shot a look at Aaron who was looking back at her with a shocked expression. Josephine sighed and turned around right as Lydia pulled up a bloody finger to her mouth and motioned for the man in front of her to be quiet a quiet shh-ing coming from her mouth.

Josephine stood up, having enough of the teenagers act.

“Enough,” Josephine scolded her, and Lydia’s head shot over to her and suddenly embarrassment washed over her face.

They walked back home, and Daryl was there to meet them. Josephine filled Daryl in on the stunt that Lydia had pulled at Lunch.

“You do want to live here, right?” Daryl asked the girl, Josephine stood behind him, her arms crossed for she was still slightly upset at Lydia’s actions from earlier.

“They deserved it,” Lydia called back, placing her cleaned knife back into her side.

“I know..” Daryl started, sympathetic. “You just cant be doin’ shit like that.”

Lydia looked between Daryl and Josephine, and anger rose inside of her.

“yeah, but they can write whatever the hell they want on our door?” Lydia asked defensively.

“I’ll talk to them, set em straight,” Daryl replied, for he wanted to help her as much as he could, especially now that he was going to try and stick around for good and knowing that Josephine would have wanted him to help her.

“Look, I already tell this to Josephine all the time. I don't need you two to fight my fights for me,” Lydia replied, looking down at her shoes and not wanting to make eye contact with the two gentle people that she was growing attached to. “They want me to give up, but I, but I cant.”

“I get it, but cant you just avoid them?” Daryl asked quickly

Lydia looked up at him, shaking her head in annoyance. She grabbed her things and walked back outside. Daryl sighed heavily, feeling like whatever he said was going to piss that girl off.

“Wha’d I do this time?” Daryl huffed, turning to face Josephine who still stood behind him with her arms crossed over her chest.

“She’s gotta feel like she earned her keep here, not just because the two of us take care of her,” Josephine stated, closing her eyes and rubbing at her sore tired eyes. She hadn't been getting much sleep the last few days with Michonne gone, and Daryl and Josephine had taken to making there were no signs of Whisperers outside the gates.

“This shit aint easy,” Daryl replied, defeat in the tone in his voice.

“Nobody said taking in a teenager and making her feel safe was going to be a walk in the park. I just want her to feel comfortable here, but she won’t feel like she deserves it if we keep fighting her fight,” Josephine spoke to Daryl in a quiet voice.

“Yeah,” Daryl replied quickly. Josephine gave him a weak smile before walking out of the room, leaving Daryl alone with his thoughts.

“NEGAN!” Josephine yelled, as she watched the man in front of her dilly dallying in the courtyard picking tomatoes.

“Yes, my Queen?” Negan replied playfully, causing Josephine to shoot him a glare. She didn't like when he toyed with her, she was always trying to be business around the man who had brutally beaten her friends to death.

“I’m going to take watch again tonight with Daryl, so Mitch is going to watch over you tonight while you do more laundry. I don't want you dicking around like you did the other day, and don’t make me regret letting you have some dinner in the dining halls. Theirs a plate on the counter for you when you’ve finished all of your chores,” Josephine started to walk off when she heard Negan laugh.

“You got a heart of gold Sugar, under all that extra sass and anger I see a lot of gold!” Negan announced, knowing nobody else ever let him have the food that was cooked in the kitchen except her, and it oddly made Josephine feel more like a decent human being doing something for someone who never once deserved it.

Night had fallen and both Josephine and Daryl had started their duty on watch. They walked the premises for the second time before Daryl decided to speak.

“You should go get some rest,” He stated, looking over at her as she rubbed her eyes from lack of sleep.

“I could say the same to you,” She replied harshly. She didn't like it when he made her feel weak, or that she wasn't taking care of herself- especially since she had tried to take care of him all those years when he was out by himself in the woods.

Daryl stopped her from walking by placing a hand on her shoulder. She quickly looked up at him in confusion.

“I know things aint like they used to be, but I’m tryin’,” Daryl spoke in a soft tone, and Josephine’s green eyes burned into Daryl’s blue ones and she nodded slowly.

“I know, it’s just that-“ Josephine started to speak, but yelling in the distance broke their conversation. Someone was yelling about Negan, and as soon as she heard his name, Josephine bolted towards the voices, Daryl in toe.

They made it to behind one of the homes, where Lydia was huddled on the ground and Negan behind her in Mitch’s grasp. Siddiq was near Margo’s body - which was bloody and unresponsive. She was dead.

Josephine looked around her in shock, and was thankful when Daryl dove past her onto the ground to try and calm Lydia down. She had clearly been beaten and attacked. Josephine gave them a moment, knowing how Daryl did want to make more of an effort with her. She clung to him shortly before she spotted Josephine, who walked towards her and they embraced in a hug.

“IT WAS NEGAN! NEGAN KILLED MARGO!” Brandon yelled, a few others from the community holding him back.

Josephine called Dante over, asking him to check out Lydia while she ordered Mitch to bring Negan back to his cell. She was going to get to the bottom of what happened, but as much as it pained her to see Lydia hurt, the stinging anxiety she was feeling came from the fact Negan wasn't under her watchful eye when he had hurt someone- that someone being a member of their community. Guilt swarmed through her body like fire, and she felt herself grow warm with anger.

Lydia asked if Josephine would come with her to the infirmity, and she nodded slowly, shooting Daryl a look as to keep the others calm while they figured out the next move.

Josephine pressed a cold compress under Lydia’s arm, trying to make her bruised ribs a little less sore.

“Hey, I’ll be right back okay?” Josephine whispered to Lydia, who gave her a look of fear, not wanting her to leave.

“Okay,” Lydia chocked out, and Josephine walked into the other room quickly to go get another wet rag to wipe all the blood and dirt from Lydia’s forehead.

As she walked back, she stopped right before the entrance, as she saw Lydia talking with Daryl, he had pulled her into a side hug and it warmed her heart. Daryl had changed through the years. Physical touch becoming a little easier for him, and he showed more emotions than he had in the past. Something inside of Josephine in that moment felt safe. She felt like life was finally falling into place for her, and that Daryl was finally back for good and maybe they could finally start to think about the next step for the three of them (Lydia included)

Daryl sat there while Lydia cried in his side, gently rubbing his thumb on her shoulder. He looked up to see Josephine standing in the doorway. She smiled lightly, appreciating his efforts to help the young girl. It warmed her heart to see him be comforting, because he really felt bad for the girl, who had endured so much torture from the hands of her mother. Daryl was thankful that she was now properly cared for and he hoped he was doing a good job.

Josephine quickly walked back out of the room, giving the two a few more seconds alone. She walked outside, her boots clinking the pavement as she angrily made her way towards Negan’s cell. She knew he had killed Margo, but he was also helping Lydia. Josephine knew that Alexandria was going to want him dead after this stunt.

“How’s the kid?” Negan asked, as he lay on his bed, looking up at the ceiling as Josephine entered his personal prison.

“She’s pretty banged up, but she’ll be fine,” Josephine replied as she put her hands on the bars and peered into Negan’s cell. “The people out there are talking about putting you down. They say my brother aint here to save you anymore. That maybe they should have done it a long time ago.” Josephine’s words came out harshly from her lips.

Negan sat up from his cot and looked at her.

“If you came here looking for a confession, you can keep walking,” He spoke out in barely a whisper. “It was an accident. And for the record screw her. She was a god damn asshole beating on a kid. The world’s better off, but you already know that don't you?”

Josephine clenched her jaw and narrowed her eyes over at this man who had brought so many hardships to the people she loved, yet he had saved Judith’s life once, and he had just helped Lydia. Confusion coursed through Josephine’s veins.

“You came down here to look me in the eye because you’ve never known what to do with me. I see the way you are Josie.” Negan spoke. “You used to fantasize about my death, spent all that time trying to kill me when I took Daryl. Now you’re not sure you want me dead!”

Josephine pushed her head closer to Negan’s cage.

“You listen to me,” She spat out, anger in her usually soft voice. “I’ll never forgive you for what you did to my people, my family. Not a day goes by I don't wish my brother would have just killed you, but this is how it is now and I cant change it. Why did you even bother helping Lydia? We all know you aint no hero.”

“No, no i’m not. I’m a sucker. You made me start believing in your way of life. Your moral code. Hell, it was you who always gave me a taste of freedom just so you could yank it away when I actually did the right thing? You gotta admit that is pretty messed up.” Negan replied, his voice still so calm and collected - he was always hard to read, and it always frustrated Josephine.

“I’ll make sure you get a change to tell your side,” Josephine called out as she left his cell and ventured back into the night.

She made her way home, Daryl sat on the steps, playing with the hem of his shirt in both worry and anxiousness.

“Hey,” He called out as he watched Josephine approach the steps. She sat down next to him and sighed- the days events getting to her now more than ever. “How ya feeling?”

“Daryl, I’m fine,” Josephine whispered back, giving him a playful push. She was lucky to have someone who cared so much about her well being. It was genuine and sweet, but also annoyed her some days.

“I cant believe all this is happening,” Josephine stated after a few seconds of silence passed between the two.

“I know, it’s a mess,” Daryl replied.

“Everyone’s talking about Negan again. It’s like time never moves,” Josephine spoke quietly. “What do you think?” She asked, looking to Daryl who stared back at her.

“Dont give a shit about him. I believe her though, I do,” He responded to her, nervously playing with the wooden ring on his finger like he always did. He had never in a million years thought he’d wear a wedding ring, and even 7 years later the ring on his finger still seemed so foreign sometimes.

“Hilltop has a tree through its walls, Alexandria was attacked..” Josephine stated, sullenly.

“No, we don't know that yet,” Daryl looked at her, his voice serious.

“I feel like our real enemy is still out there, not in here,” Josephine said softly but the anger and frustration still in her tone.

“There’s enough bad stuff happenin’ here. Afraid if we don't fix it it aint gonna matter what she does to us, their wont be anything left.” Daryl got up from their home, about to walk off, take watch again for the night.

“Should have gone to New Mexico,” Josephine stated, causing Daryl to turn and look at her smirking lightly.

“Yeah,” He replied quickly. Josephine sighed and got up from the steps as well.

“Come to bed, Aaron’s got everything covered tonight.” Josephine called to Daryl, who looked down at the ground before making eye contact with his wife who stood there nervous for his reply. She gently held out her hand, waiting for him to make it up the steps again and take it, a second had passed, Daryl bit the inside of his lip for a second before nodding. Walking up two steps and firmly grasped Josephine’s small hand and they ventured inside for the night to get some much needed sleep.

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smoliboops · 6 years

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so i woke up this morning (so apologies if i sound a bit off or groggy in this haha) but i awoke to a lot of posts discussing about “drama” and speciffically first saw @turquoisemagpie ‘s geniuinely curious post about the community’s status.

i’ll start off by saying 1) im also genuinely curious about all this. i care about this community and ive been in the tumblr one specifically for 4 years now, and this seems to be the first anomaly ive seen in my time here that hasn’t been one off but “underlying”.

2) im human, lol. i’ll be honest, ive never gotten involved with stuff like this (the only one i think would barely count was when the community was debating over anti’s portrayal back in december 2017). this is just what i think in as objective and analytical of a way i can place it, and it’s not wrong nor right. just my own thoughts. (also note, i have two exams tomorrow, so i probs wont be on here afterwards anyway cos i need to study else i die lol, but i just wanted to chime in like anyone else would)

ok first point- the drama is not shallow enough to solely revolved around the intro outro changing.

it is not the issue itself; rather it is the situation, or window that is giving us a bigger picture in the new, wierd mood that the community has been in for a while.

im human, but personally, in the large amount of time ive spent everyday scrolling thru the tag i have not legitamentely seen a post saying “oh i dont like that jack isnt doing the intro anymore im unsubscribing.” it doesnt seem logical to me that someone who dedicates themselves enough to the channel that they are a active member of the tumbtlr community, to throw all that away just for an intro.

what i have seen instead are 2 things:

1) usually when i scroll thru the tag and see a current hot topic, i try to scroll back up til i find the post that probably originally started it all. this, along with the first type ive seen in the tag, are people saying that “some people are unsubscribing cos of outro...how can they do that..they have to understand change is normal...people act like children sometimes...i cant believe it those people are not part of the community they should just leave...etc

2)the people i have seen saying “ah man i miss the intro and outro....i miss them it feels a little weird without them...i hope they dont go away forever i’d miss it”..etc

number 2 does not match with the people number 1 are talking about. unless i am wrong (i am human so if you have actually seen this on tumblr send me a link to the person’s blog or post) the people missing the outros have never said they would leave the community. Simply expressing a sentiment for something that has always been the norm that is now changing, that’s all it is for most people.

BUT, the misunderstanding/missalignment i see between 1 and 2, is that people in 2 is either being generalized/misslabeled/or lumped by others as the “leaving the community” group. and this can even apply to number 1, where some who genuine simplly want to say “the outro might be gone, but it’s ok to change” are grouped into the others saying “leave the community you kids dont belong here” and this is the window into the main problem i think in the community.

jack is changing. this is the happiest ive seen him be in 4 years and you have no idea how happy i am for him that he is choosing to take care of himself more and finding/discovering what he truly wants for himself, his style of commentary, the channel, and the community.

No one wants to get in the way of that. not 1, not 2, no one here wants to legit do that because we all so so deeply care about him. he brought us so much happiness, friendships, friggin several couples proposed in front of him over the years cause he indirectly helped them find love. we care about jack so much, that as a community we’re trying our best to give him the best atmosphere to change. but it’s a big community, so of course people have different ways of doing so.

we love him fiercely, so we either protect fiercely or we speak up fiercely. and then the whole tag is on fire. you’re on fire. you try pouring comforting pics on it oh no that was gasoline help-

people want to help jack and the channel/community through feedback; if something is felt to be wrong by a person, they’d want to let the captain know that something’s amiss and how/why it is and if they can fix it.

people want to help jack and the channel/community by protecting/managing it; if we dont want to sink the ship, we have to keep up and remember the duties as a member what we should be doing so that if we see a hurricane coming, we can deal with it the best without getting the ship damaged.

both are good, you can’t have one without the other. without proper management the ship will sink, but if there’s a solution outside of protocol it should be considered. if the new idea/solution/feedback is faulty enough that it would put us at even greater peril, the rules serve as a guide of judgement in doing what’s best for the ship.

no one side is right on its own. if there’s no way of feedback or communication to the captain, or anarchy is assumed among the members and the captain is overthrown, the ship will sink.

cooperation is key. nothing is black and white, its gray and our relationship with jack is a conversation.

agree or disagree, we need to not dismiss one in favor of ourself, we need to listen, be open, and use other’s ideas (whether good or bad, evil or rightous, selfish or selfless, or just plain neutral) in forming our own and vice versa, creating a cycle of healthy conversation rather than attacking or defending blindly.

and as well, the captain has had years of hard work, dedication, knowledge, and experience to get to his position. and ultimately it is Jack who is the one to decide how to run this ship. there can be members whose feedback is unjustified, or even hate-filled. there can be members who feel a one particular way is the right one over all else . but Jack is the one who chooses what to take into himself and the channel. does he think this feedback is valid? he’s open to taking it into consideration. does he disagree with it? that’s ok too, he still decides what he’ll take from it, good or bad, and move on.

experiencing things, toxic or healthy, we as individuals have the power to choose what to take in, not take in, and how we proceed with the information we take in. the actions of others have no rule over you, you rule over yourself. you choose what to take in and how. if we restrain ourselves/others, or protect ourselves/others, from this, then that right to choose is taken away before we even get a chance to choose. we just become isolated and very very, very alone.

tl;dr: TALK, FOR THE LOVE OF ANALOGIES AND GOD AND EVERYONE, JUST TALK CIVILLY AND NORMALLY WITH EACH OTHER. WE’RE ADULTS. JACK IS AN ADULT. CONVERSATE. NO ONE IS PROBLEMATIC AND NO ONE IS UNPROBLEMATIC. WE’RE ALL HUMAN, WE’RE ALL GRAY. WE ALL LOVE JACK WE ALL LOVE THIS COMMUNITY AND WE’RE ALL SO VERY GRAY AND SO SO SO COMPLEX AND HUMAN. SO PLEASE, P L E A S E

why dont you just talk to each other....

#jacksepticeye

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fatrainbowmermaidunicorn · 6 years

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I Take Your Heart On Tour with Me (Taehyung x You ONESHOT)

A/N: I have been playing around the idea of writing a fic about how it would looks like if you actually date a celebrity or even worse an idol. It must be hard to date someone who isnt always around and is well know internationally, having millions other girls showing affection towards your loved one isnt it? Then the first two requests came in and I decided to combined it. Hope this fic will do justice to what I actually want to potray <3

And as for the third ask, I was really literally writing this last night when your request came in. Seriously, I'm shooked. Are you three anon the same perrson or are you just good at reading each others mind? :D

And to everyone out there who is in a long distance relationship and survives, you guys are my hero! I cant bare to be away even for a day from my significant other. Hahah.

MASTERLIST

"Happy birthday baby," Taehyung smiles at her. His beautiful unique smile that she loves so much. That she missed. Y/N wish she could touch his face, traced and feel the warmth of his skin against hers, inhaling his scent and hearing his laugh as his warm breath tickle her ears. She wished for that every day and she hopes that it will come true. Maybe some day it will. But for now, seeing Taehyung through the frosty screen of her computer is good enough.

"Thankyou baby," Y/N smiles although tears has already visited the corner of her eyes.

"What did you wish for baby?" Taehyung asks her, a sad smile grazing his face as he saw the love of his life being so sad on her special day. He wishes he was there. To hold her, touch her, hug her, kiss her, make love to her. He missed her more than any words could have ever explained.

"I... I wish that you are right here with me. Thats all I ever really wanted," Y/N sniffled and smile softly at the screen. Taehyung raised a hand and traced the screen of his laptop, wishing he was touching her soft skin instead.

"I'm really sorry baby. I cant be there with you. But you know I wanted that too more than anything in this world. I miss you too much Y/N. I love you," Taehyung looks at her, his usually piercing eyes turns soft.

"I know Tae and its okay. One day we will be together again," she smiles, not wanting to upset her beloved boyfriend. "And I miss you so so so much and I love you very much too Kim Taehyung,"

Taehyung smile at her declaration of love. He will never get tired of listening to it.

"I know you are sad I'm not there with you on your special day baby, but I did sent you your gifts. It should arrive any day now. So I hope it will make up for me not being there, even for a little bit,"

"Thanks baby. I will definitely let you know when it arrives. And no, nothing could ever compare to you Tae, no matter how many things you sent me,"

"Aww baby. I'm so sorry," he dropped his gaze, sad. "I need to go baby. We have sound check before the concert. I love you so much. I will call you after the show like always okay. Take care baby," Taehyung leans and kiss the camera, making Y/N giggles and he waves quickly before the screen goes blank.

This is how her relationship with Kim Taehyung is. Most of their relationships are made on texts, phone calls, video calls and Skype. But its okay, because they love each other too much. Its their fourth year of being together, and its also their fourth year of not being able to celebrate each other's birthday together. While Taehyung gets to celebrate his birthday with his brothers and his million fans all over the world, Y/N will wait patiently every year on this day for him to call and wish her, all from a computer screen.

Meeting and falling in love with Taehyung is never something she could have ever imagined would ever happened to her. Sure, she have heard of their band before, but she never dwell deep into them. Who they are, how they looks like. She just doesnt have the time. Being a medical student, Y/N is always busy. But its also because shes a medical student that fate brought her and Taehyung together. They met in a hospital one fateful day, when Y/N was covering a shift for her friend who suddenly had an emergency that day. Having a practical internship at a hospital is a part of her course as a medical student, and her day has never been more interesting than the day she saw Taehyung helping a limping Namjoon entering the hospital in panic.

Y/N was the first person he saw that looks like a doctor and he screamed at her to help his hyung without knowing that the hospital is a teaching hospital and shes only a student doctor who isnt allow to act on patients without a senior doctor. Panicking and almost crying from being yelled at so harshly by Taehyung, Y/N help to carry Namjoon to an emlty bed and examined him on her own, only to find out that that the older boy is only suffering from a crack toe, a result of being clumsy and accidentally kicked the dinner table, something that Y/N now knows happens a little too many times.

Y/N was in trouble with her supervisor that day. Not only she didnt informed any of her supervisors and work on a patient all by her own, she didnt even know that the members are considered VIP patients at the hospital and was supposed to be given the VIP treatment. After witnessing himself how Y/N gets yelled at because she helped Namjoon on her own due to his excessove anger and yelling, Taehyung felt guilty and tried his best to make up for it.

Friendly visits and apology dinners turns to friendship and in a matter of weeks, Taehyung and Y/N falls in love.

Its hard for the two of them, yes. Taehyung is barely in Seoul, flying all over the world, each trip taking him months. Even when he's home his schedule is extremely pack. And as a medical student approaching her final years, Y/N has to managed between hospital duty and extra early classes, assignments, exams and even research and presentations, and their schedule often clashes. They miss each other a lot, the love and the short memories that they have of each other are the only thing that keeps them holding on to one another.

Its hard to see someone you love and miss on TV, smiling and waving, holding hands and flirting with a million screaming girls. Y/N knows they are only his fan, but still, it hurts. Even worse when their relationship is not even public, making Taehyung single and available as far as everyone in the world knows. It hurts so much, but its the price to pay for dating someone amazing like Taehyung who always knows how to make her smile even from a million miles away.

Whenever they did get the chance to see each other however, the feeling she felt in her chest is magical, amazing and extraordinary, and thats how Y/N knows that Taehyung is worth fighting for. And she hopes Taehyung feels the same way too.

Every last goodbye, every kiss they shared before Taehyung had to hopped into a plane and leave her again hurts, not knowing when will be the next time they will see each other again. But just from the smile Taehyung gave her every time before he leaves makes her believe that Taehyung will come back to her again.

/////

"Who is she?!"

"Baby, I already told you shes just the actress for our music video," Taehyung sighed. Fighting over video calls is something both of them hate. Its tiring, exhausting, disappointing and it never ends. They tried to avoid it as much as they can, always convincing one another to believe in each other and wait until they will see each other again to solve it. But whats long distance relationship without the fights and jealousy right? And just like every other couple, the green eyes monster appeared once in a while to haunt them.

"Oh yeah? Then why are you looking so smug while you wipe off the ice cream from her lips huh? And that is definitely not a part of the video!" Y/N is furious. She came back after a 48 hours long shift to rest and relax only to find the news is littered with stories and photos of her boyfriend out on an ice cream date with an actress from their video. A oretty one too, looking at him with heart eyes. Of course the internet is going crazy, shipping the two good looking couple together, hoping the ship is real.

"Okay baby. I wont lie to you," Taehyung raised his eyes and looks at her through the screen. Eyes tired and sad. "We have gotten closer and I was just so lonely..."

"What?" Y/N looks at him straight in the eyes. What is Taehyung trying to tell her? "T-Tae.. are you trying to tell me that you really did cheat on me?!".

"What?!" Taehyung leans in closer to the screen, trying to see his beloved girl teary eyes. "Baby no! Of course not! I would never do that to you,"

"T-Then what are you trying to say?"

"I-" Taehyung sighed. "I-It occured to ny mind baby... I was so lonely and I missed you so much and she was just there and seems so interested in me.. and cheating on you just occured in my mind. But I didnt do it baby! I didnt do anything about it! I didnt a t on my feelings!"

"W-What?" Tears starts to flow down her face as her heart felt pain that is new and unbearable to her. How could Taehyung even thought of doing this to her? How could he?

"Baby, please stop crying. I'm sorry baby. I'm really sorry," Taehyung himself is crying now. He knows he didnt actually cheat but what he did is just as worse. How could he even think of that when he already have the most perfect girl in the world waiting for him? Sacrificing all her chances of being in a normal relationship for someone like him. And him? At the first chance he gets, he already thinks about cheating on her? He is really a jerk who dont deserve her. "Baby, I'm sorry. I was wrong. I know that. I shouldnt even have thought of that. It shouldnt even have crossed my mind. My loneliness gets too me but I suddenly remembered you. And how you must be just as lonely and sad like I do and its all my fault for not able to be with you all the time, but yet you never thought of shitty things like me. I am so sorry baby, please," Taehyung traced the screen, wanting so much to hug her, kiss her tears away and hold her until she believes that he truly loves her and only her and he wont ever do it again. But for now, all he can do is looks at the love of his life crying through a screen, all because of him, a thousand miles away. "Baby please... I didnt do anything about it baby, please.l," Taehyung begged.

"So just because you managed to hold yourself back this time I'm supposed to congratulate you?" Y/N sobs

"I- I cant do this. I need time to think,"

"Baby dont!" Taehyung panics. Never in their years of relationship has Y/N ever shut him out or needed space from him. He knows he screwed up real bad now. He still have 4 months to go for this tour and there is no way he can wait 4 months to sort this out. He will lose Y/N for sure. "P-Please baby. Ill do anything. Lets talk this out. Now. Dont log off. Dont shut me out please. Y/N baby please!"

"I cant Tae. I'm sorry," and the screen went blank.

"Fuckkkk!" Taehyung yelled out and pushed his laptop off the table in frustration. The loud noise it made caused Jimin to rushed into the room only to see Taehyung in a distressed state.

"Tae? What happened?"

"I fucked up Chim," Taehyung sat sprawled on the floor, everything scattered around him. "I think I will lose her forever and I cant have that,"

"Oh Tae..." Jimin didnt know what else to say. He figured it must have something to do with Y/N and the rumor flying around about Taehyung and the actress. So he sits down beside his best friend and hugs him tight, rubbing his back in comfort, listening to Taehyung's cries all night long.

/////

Its been three weeks now since Y/N didnt allow him to contact her and Taehyung is going crazy. His schedule passed by him like a dream, fanmeets, shoots, practices and performances but he cant remember a thing. All he can think about is Y/N's tear stained face everytime he closes his eyes. How can he be so stupid?

Its already bad enough to be in a long distance relationship where they are apart more than they will ever be together. Trust is already always an issues for couple suffering from long distance relationship, and with what he did, Y/N has every right more than ever to not trust him now.

Scrolling through her social media is the only thing he can do when he miss her, and even that she didnt update often. He miss her. He wants to know whats shes been up to, how shes doing, hows her day, did she sleep well? Eat well? Is she stressed out? What about her patients today? Taehyung wants to know everything and he misses the way Y/N would tell it to him every day during their calls. So if stalking her social media is the only way to do it, then he will gladly do it.

"Urgh, she doesnt even update!" Taehyung grumbled in frustration.

"Have you checked her tagged photos? Someone might tagged her so you could see her recent activities," Jungkook voiced out from the other bed, not even bothering to look up from his phone. Taehyung thought for a moment and silently thank the maknae for his brilliant idea. Hopeful, he opened the tagged photos tab and true to Jungkook's words, there are a tons of pictures of Y/N's recent activities.

Y/N with her friends in school, in their scrubs, having dinner, a birthday party and so on. She looks alright, Taehyung figured as he looks closely at beautiful her face. A little thinner and her smile is not so bright like it usually does and it her eyes definitely doesnr have the twnkle it usually holds. Does she perhaps missed him too? Thinks about him too? Just as much as he is?

I'm so sorry baby...

Taehyung scrolled further and a few photos caught his attention. Its still a photo of Y/N with a bunch of friends but theres a specific guy who is always by her side and in some photos even putting his arm around her. That bastard even captioned the photos with sickeningly sweet words.

What the hell? Dont he know that Y/N is his?

Wait, obviously he doesnt know because Taehyung didnt allow Y/N to tell anyone about their relationship. Y/N is as good as a single girl in other men's eyes! Curious and feeling his heartbeat is getting faster wuth anxiousness, Taehyung clicked on the man's profile and learnt that the man is a doctor at her hospital and he obviously have a crush on Y/N. It irks Taehyung how he doesnt even hide the crush he has on his girl!

Sinister thoughts starts to enter Taehyung's mind. Words he didnt want to believe whispering in his ears. Did Y/N found his replacement? A better man? A nicer man? Someone who will always be around for her instead of travelling all over the world for most of the year? Someone who she can tell everyone about their relationship? Someone that is a doctor? A more noble job than he will ever be as an idol?

Someone that is not him?

Is that why she is so content about not contacting him for three whole weeks when Taehyung is practically dying over here?

Guilt and sadness starts to be replaced with anger and frustration and deep down Taehyung knows he shouldnt feel this way. He should talk aboit it and ask her, not jump into conclusions. He should trust that Y/N wouldnt so that and never assume. This is how long distance relationship goes to die; assuming the worse of each other, thinking about things that never actually happened, but the pictures and captions keeps playing in his mind, making Taehyung believe Y/N did forget about him and that man is the main reason.

Well, Taehyung sighed, anger and vengence slowly seeping through his vein, if she wants to cut all communication with him, then he can do it too.

/////

Y/N tossed and turned on her bed. Something shes been doing every night ever since her fight with Taehyung. She misses him beyond anything anyond could ever comprehend. She miss his voice, his laugh, the twinkle in his eyes when he talks about things that excites him, his childishness, his beautiful smile and most of all, the warmth in his eyes when he told her he loves her.

If Taehyung thinks she can bare with being apart from him for weeks, not hearing anything from him for weeks, then he is dead wrong. There was just so many times she wanted to click on the button and call him. To just say sorry and forget everything that has happened. But her heart hurt too much. How could Taehyung even thought about cheating on her? Yeah, he didnt, but he still thought about it. Doesnt that just means he will soon enough? Doesnt that mean he will if he is given a chance?

Y/N thought about it every single day for the three whole week they are apart. She went out with friends, try to live her daily life as normal as possible, not wanting people to see how upset she was. No one knows shes dating Kim Taehyung anyway, so what is she supposed to say if people asks her why shes so down? So she pretends to be happy, and every night when she came home, her pillows will be the only thing her tears can confide into. She thought about her relationship with Taehyung. Can the relationship still be saved if they fight for it? Worked for it? Maybe it cant? Maybe its already broken beyond repair? All the memories she shared with Taehyung, even though theres not many, it brings smiles to her face and happiness to heart, and thats how she knows that its all worth it. Their relationship is worth it and shes going to fight for him.

"T-Tae?"

"What do you want?" Taehyung's voice tone is cold, something he never used with her for all the years they have been together, and Y/N is scared. What happened to him for the past three weeks? Is he okay?

"I-I'm ready to talk about what happened. Can we talk?" Y/N held onto her phone tight, her knuckles turned white as she waits for Taehyung's answer. After a few seconds of silence, he laugh.

Taehyung laughed. Like what she said is the biggest joke he has ever enconuter.

"Oh so thats how its going to be huh? You talk when you are ready? And when you dont want to you just ran off to someone else?!" Taehyung's tone is menacing and sarcastic and it hurts her so much to hear it. She misses him and this is not the kind of conversation she thought they would have. This is not her Taehyung.

"T-Tae! Its not like that! I-I just need time to process what happened okay? I was hurt. I'm sorry I shut you out. But I'm ready now. Can we talk? Please? I miss you Tae," Y/N tried to explain, her voice small, hoping Taehyung could really hear the pain and longing in her voice. "And what do you mean by running off to someone else? You know I would never do that to you,"

"Miss me?" Taehyung scoffed and lets our a sarcastic laugh. "Are you sure about that? Why dont you just go with that guy whos been entertaining you for the last three weeks?"

"Tae! What are you even talking about?! You know you are the only one for me!" Y/N cried out, confused and scared of what he is saying. Why is Taehyung accusing her of things she never did?

"Yeah? Guess what, you are not the only one for me. In fact, you are not for me at all," Was Taehyung's answer. The answer that crushed her heart, her hope and all her beliefs.

And the line went dead.

The phone slipped out from Y/N's hand, crashing to the floor. Years. They have overcome everything for years. Everything that heads their way, every bullshit thats gets thrown to them, they faced it together. Their relationship is strong, something Y/N has always been proud of... but she guess its all a lie then. Taehyung has never been like this. They always, always, works things out no matter what. But there was never an issue that involved another woman before... maybe thats what change this time.

As Y/N collapsed on the floor, her legs no longer has the strength to stand, she finally realized.

Kim Taehyung has finally found someone else. Kim Taehyung has finally stop loving her. And its the worst feeling she could have imagined she would feel.

/////

All hope that its all in her head and Taehyung will come around are lost when just two days later, stories and images of Taehyung kissing the same actress he went on an ice cream date woth circulated in the news. So, it must be true then. That is why he said what he said.

Y/N might be a doctor, but this is the first time she understands how a heart really breaks.

Blinking back the tears, Y/N hold the pen in her hand tightly, the tip poise on the dotted line. The dotted line that will take her away from this hell once she signed her name. She has been contemplating the offer for months now, not wanting to be even further away from Taehyung than she already is, but what is there left to fight for if Taehyung himself has simply forgotten about her and move on?

Taking a deep breath, Y/N finally signed the contract and send it off.

No regrets Y/N. Lets start fresh without Kim Taehyung.

/////

"Wait, are you and Y/N even broken up? Whats with the kissing?!" Jimin shoved his phone in front of Taehyung's face, the b News article clear on the screen, confused as hell. What happened between them?

"I dont know,"

"You dont know?" Jimin looks at him funny. "You dont fucking know if you two are broken up but you shoved your tounge down her throat anyway? And even get it photographed?!"

"Shut up Jimin! I-I dont know okay!" Taehyung yelled and throw his phone across the wall, breaking it in the process. What have he done? Did he really want to break up with Y/N? No, he doesnt! He never did. No matter how angry he is, breaking up with Y/N was never an option. Its a big mistake. He was sad and angry and the girl is just there. God, what has he done? How could he do this to Y/N? His precious, beautiful angel Y/N?

"Well, if hyung dont know then, he sure knows now. There is no way in hell Y/N didnt think they have broken up once she saw those pictures," Jungkook chimed in, before quickly exiting when Jimin shot him a warning glare. At the maknae's word Taehyung finally got hit with a realization.

He truly has lost Y/N for good.

And theres nothing he can do about it.

/////

"So, I think all your fans wants to know, have any of you ever dated before?" The emcee asks, making the fans in the audience squeals. As usual, all the members will give out smiles and answer no, including Taehyung. Just another interview, another show and another same old question.

"Theres just one thing that I think everyone wants to know. If you were dating, do you think a long distance relationship will work? This type of relationship itself is already a challenge, but especially when you as an idol is so busy! What do you think?"

The members starts to sneak glances at Taehyung, all knowing about the recent incident that happened between him and Y/N. Although they try to be discreet, the emcee seems to noticed and smild.

"Oh, it seems like the members are all looking at V? Is he the best in relationship advice between the members?" The emcee turns to look at him. "So what do you think V? Want to share your thoughts?"

Taehyung smiles as he remembered the time he had with Y/N, all the good times. As if he didnt unofficially announced to her that he cheated by kissing someone else. As if he didnt break her heart. As if he didnt know the broken status of their relationship right now.

"Long distance relationship is already hard as it is," he smiles. "I respect those who managed to get through it. Especially busy ones,"

"So, what do you think is the key to maintain a relationship like that?" The emcee inquires. Taehyung took a moment before answering, the good and the bad moments of his own relationship flashes by in his mind "Is it trust?"

"Personally, I think the most important thing is love. Yes, love. I think it plays a bigger part than trust,"

"Oh?" The emcee looks at him, intrigued by his answer. "Most people who answers this will usually say trust. Its because they said jealousy and miscommunications are the number one reason long distance couple breaks up. Its not often somebody will answer love. Can you explain more V?"

"Well," he smiles, eyes twinkling, the good old days he had with Y/N plays back in his head. "I admit. Jealousy and misscommunication does play a big part. But look at it this way, when you truly love someone so much, trust just comes hand in hand. You will feel jealous, yes. But when you love her too much, you will give her time to explain. You wpukd want to listen to her, because when you love her enough, how could you even think about ending it? Whatever the reasob may be? So theres no room for that isnt it?" He looks straight at the emcee. "You know love? That feeling you have when you see that someone smile. Like everything bad in your life will be okay, will be beautiful again. You dont have to do anything but just stay beside her and thats enough for you. When you see her cry, you will feel the need to protect her, chase away her sadness. You dont feel alone, you wont feel weak because that someone will always supports you no matter what. You could be extremely busy, but you will always find time for her because you want to listen to her day and you also want to tell her about yours. When you feel like this about someone, how can distance, space, jealousy and misscommunication breaks what you have? So yes, its love. If you love someone enough, theres no distance or space in the world that could separates you," Taehyung finishes with a smile and the rest of the boys and the audience are in awe. They never thought Taehyung could feel that way. And the boys know exactly who Taehyung is talking about.

"Wow! It seems like our V has been in love before! Or better yet, is in love?" The emcee grins at him, trying to see his reaction. "The rumor thats been floating around about you and the actress must be true then? Especialy with the kiss. Awwww. She must be the one you are thinking about hmm?" The emcee smile warmly at him and Taehyung immediately frowned. All he can think about is Y/N. Y/N is the only one who could make him feel everything he just mentioned. The only one he would do the things he just mentioned for.

"No. I was talking about-"

"V is always so thoughtful. This is just his opinion on how long distance relationship for idols should be like," Namjoon cut him off and sent him a look that means not another word from him and the leader will handle the rest. Taehyung kept quiet for the rest of the interview, letting Namjoon takes over before he slipped out somerhing stupid again and his mind spins, remembering everything that he said. He slumped in his seat. Its too late anyway. Who is he kidding? Long distance relationship and an idol will never be a good combination. Never have and never will. Maybe thats the reason so many idol arent allowed to date. To save them from heartbreaks... The interview for the show ends with a mini fanmeet session, signing autograph and smiling for photos. Taehyung puts on his best smile and is doing his obligatory responsibility when a girl about his age stands in front of him, passing him her album to be signed.

"Thank you for what you said Taehyung," Taehyung looks up from the album to the fan who is smiling at him.

"You are welcome. But for what?" He titlted his head, confused to what she is implying.

"For what you said regarding the long distance relationship. My boyfriend and I almost calls it quits but after listening to you, I think I want to fight for him. For our relationship. I mean, if an idol can do it, why cant I right? And if we cant work it out, just like you said, it just means we are not in love enough with each other then. And if we dont, whats the point of being together in the first place right?" She smiles and bowed to him before moving on to the next member.

What that particular fan said to him stuck in his head for the whole day. She was right. If Taehyung lets Y/N go now, it just means that he never really love her in the first place. And Taehyung knows he does.

He loves Y/N.

Y/N who always waits for his call no matter how exhausted she is after a 48 hours shift. Y/N who gets along well with his friends. Who accepted his conditions on dating him. Who loves him for his quirky ways and not because hes some idol. Who thinks he is the best when hes at his worse. Y/N who never fail to supports him, love him, no matter how much he hurts her.

Taehyung is madly, deeply in love with her. And he needs to fight for her now and show her he loves her before he loose her forever.

"Go to her Tae," As if he is reading his mind, Jimin suddenly quiped in. Taehyung turns to look at his friend.

"I want to Chim. But how? We have 3 more months left of this tour," Taehyung looks to the floor. Running out of ideas of what to do.

"You will loose her if you wait Tae," Jimin walked over and pat his back. Taehyung fell silent, his gaze on the ground, knowing the truth to Jimin's words. "So thats why I already bought you a ticket. Your flight leave in 8 hours. Go Kim Taehyung. Get your girl and your happiness back!"

Taehyung has always been a good boy. Obidient and and not a rule breaker, but as he makes his way to the airport, breaking all rules and contracts, for the first time in his life, he doesnt care. Because he knows, no matter what will happen to him later, at the end of the day, if he still have Y/N's love and support, he will be okay.

He needs to fight for her. He needs to feel all the things she makes him feel again. And Y/N is the only one who could give him those feelings, always and forever.

Once landed, Taehyung rushed out from the gate, not bothering to care about the people around him abd in his haste, he accidentally bumped into someone.

"Y/N?!" His eyes are wide open. How could this be? Is he dreaming right now? But her scent filled his nose and her skin thats touching him feel so warm that he knows its real.

"T-Taehyung?!" Y/N is just as shocked. Taehyung was not supposed to be back for another three months. She looks around and noticed something odd. "W-Wheres everyone else? Wheres your manager? Wheres your mask?!"

Taehyung doesnt care and grab her hand, making Y/N panics as people has start to notice that Kim Taehyung is in their mix.

"What are you doing? People doesnt know that we are together. I-I mean were together," she stuttered, eyes darting around, concious of people who are staring at them.

"No baby. I am still yours," he took her hands and kissed it, fluttering her heart. "Y/N I'm sorry. You have every right to be mad at me for even thinking about cheating. And what I said after that... thats not true. None of it were. You are always the one for me. The only one for me. No matter what happens, I will always choose you baby," he looks at her, who have her mouth wide open in shocked. "I'm sorry I let jealousy ruined us. We were so strong. Distance and space used to have nothing on us but I let them get the best of me. I'm sorry I kissed that girl. You can punish me in every possible way you can think of baby. I will willingly take it all. I will do everything it takes to make it up to you, as long as you are still mine,"

Y/N was dumbfounded.

"I-I dont know what to say. T-Tae, I didnt know that we still have a chance. I thought you are really over me,"

Taehyung shakes his head.

"Over you? That would never happen baby. Not in this lifetime. Or the next for that matter. Or ever," he chuckles. "Say you will give me a chance baby. You dont have to forgive me right now, you dont even have to forgive me ever, but please... give me a chance to prove to you how much I love you,"

"Tae.. I-"

"Wait. Where are you even going?" Taehyung just remembered where they were and how Y/N is holding her passport and having a carry on luggage with her. She is obviously on her way to board a plane. His heart suddenly filled with panic, palms turned sweaty.

"I-I'm going away as a part of a medical team... in a far away place... to help the poor and the sick..."

"W-What? H-How long baby?"

"A year, minimum,"

"A year?! And you didnt think to tell me this when we were together?!" Taehyung was shocked. This is too much to take in right now. How can she not discuss this with him first.

"I-I never planned to accept it while we were together. I dont want to be further away from you than I already is... but I figured you have forgotten about me and moved on. So I finally decide to do something for myself instead of always doing things for the relationship,"

What Y/N said hits home. Its true. Y/N is always the one who sacrifice everything for their relationship, and Taehyung will soaked it all up, thinking he deserves it just because he is a hardworking idol. He forgots sometimes that what Y/N do is so much noble and harder than what he will ever be able to do. She saves live on the daily, sacrificing time and energy for other people who sometimes cant even say one word of thanks, and she still accepted a selfish boyfriend like him. Taehyung is selfish, and he realizes it now.

He needs to let her go and maybe someday she will come back to him.

Through teary eyes Taehyung smile. "You are an angel baby. And I'm sorry I'm always clipping your wings down. This time I'm setting you free. Go Y/N. Go and live your life. For your own happiness, for what you really want this time," he smiles at her, causing Y/N to cry too. "I love you. I love you so much," he tucked her stray hair behind her ears, cupping her face. "I love you and I'm sorry. But I promise you I will wait for you. All these years you have been waiting for me as I spread my wings, cheering me on from the ground, always smiling, never once tried to bring me down. You are selfless and incredible, and its because of you that our relationship is even able to last this long. This time.... I'll be the one that going to be cheering you on. Spread your wings and fly baby and when you come back, I will still be here,"

"Y-You promise?" Y/N sobs, her shoulders shaking. Can she do this? Now that Taehyung is back, right in front of her eyes, can she be strong and leave him? For herself? Taehyung smile through wet eyes as tears rolls down his cheeks and nodded.

"I will. Because," he takes his hand and place it on her heart, "no matter where you are or where I'll be, you will always brings my heart here..." he tapped her chest where her heart supposed to be with her hand, "with you. I gave you my heart Y/N, and you have never given it back. Take care of it," he smiles warmly at her. Y/N continues to cry, hugging his hand close to her heart.

"A-And you Taehyung, you have my heart too. Forever an always, its only yours," she sobbed.

"And I'll carry your heart on tour with me baby, or wherever else I will go," he smiles and laugh. "I love you L/N Y/N,"

"I love you Kim Taehyung,"

Taehyung cups her face and leans in, kissing her with everything that he has. She might be leaving now, but he is sure she will come back to him. Afterall, he has her heart and she needs to get it back someday.

2 Years Later

"Tae! Go and open the door! It must be the pizza!" Namjoon yelled from his room. Taehyung takes quick steps towards the door, he himself being hungry after a whole day of practice. Its been two years since he last heard from Y/N, but he saw her on the news occasionally, helping people who needs it, and he couldnt be more proud to say that thats his girl. He has made an official statement after the photos of him and Y/N at the airport are released. He admits thats hes is on love, long distance relationship almost gets to him and he is currently waiting for his angel to come back from saving the world. They might not be communicating with each other,and they are a million miles apart, but Taehyung firmly believes that their feelings for each other remains the same. He is not even a bit worried. Not at all.

Taehyung opens the door, expecting the pizza man with a stack of delicious hot pizza but he gets the shocked of his life instead.

"Hi. I'm looking for Kim Taehyung," she smiles. "I think he left his heart with me and I need to tell him that its still under a good care,"

And that smile she gave him is forever going to be the most beautiful smile Taehyung will ever see.

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poemsandpeaches · 6 years

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The Black Swan Rebellion Au

Warning: mentions of death and sex. this is just a warm up since I haven't written in like 3 days.

"You're an idiot" Alex glared. "What the fuck could've possessed your brain to make you do that?"

"Commander-" Maria said, taking a step forward. "If you would just listen-"

"There's nothing to listen to, Maria. I trusted you to lead them into battle, not lead them straight to their deaths. I specifically told you not to go into the trench and what did you do?"

The brown-haired girl sighed and looked down at the stone cold floor. "I led them into the trenches."

"You're lucky I don't remove your rank as co-commander right now" The dark-haired man said, walking down the line as his tiny army of soldiers stood in line. He could tell Jefferson was holding his tongue not to put his two cents in. He loved arguing, especially with Alex. If they didn't need him so bad, Alex would've kicked him out of the group long ago.

But someone had to fight against King George and his men. Someone had to rebel and they needed all the help they could get. So he stayed.

"Madison" Alex said, taking a step towards James. You could almost see the shorter man trembling as he tried to keep his calm, collected pose that mirrored everyone else's.

"Yessir?" He asked, voice not wavering once. But Alex could read tones and faces surprisingly well as head commander. It was taking this man anything and everything not to cower down on his knees and hide his face.

"You almost got fucking killed out there. Why was that?"

"Leave him alone, Hamilton" Thomas finally cut in. Everyone knew him and James had a thing since the first recruit. They started out as partners for...sexual tension but soon the two caught feelings and were in a relationship. They acted like it was some big secret and tried to hide it, but everyone knew and played along to humor them.

Alex just sent a glare over to Jefferson. "Why did you almost get killed?" He asked again, looking back at James.

"Cause I wouldn't shoot my enemies" he whispered, looking down in embarrassment.

"That's right. That's a move that gets you killed. Being a Black Swan means no fear. If Eliza hadn't jumped in and saved your ass, you'd be-"

"Enough!" John roared, stepping out of line and running in front of James defensively, which wasn't much help since they were about the same size. "He knows what he did wrong, he cried for half an hour afterwards. Just stop!"

Everyone stared in shock, mouths agape. John never spoke out of turn, especially not this harsh. Everyone also knew that he and Alex were lovers, but they'd never let that get between their duties and stations. The Black Swan Rebellion was too important to ignore. Through John's tone, it was clear that something else was upsetting him, but Alex wouldn't press.

"I'm sorry, but who's in charge here?" Alexander asked, stepping towards John. Some of John's hair looked like it was singed off with fire. It wasn't much, only the tips. But that stressed Alex out a lot more than it should've.

"Doesn't matter" John growled. "Leave my friend alone."

Alexander grabbed his arm, not roughly, but not gently either. "Some things are more important than friendships, Laurens. You know that. If someone doesn't teach James what he did wrong, he's gonna end up just like Washington. Dead. He left in in charge for a reason. All you are is a private and you're lucky you're even that."

"Last time I checked, we're the ones winning!" John screamed. "Do you hear me? We kicked ass in that trench today! Sure, it was dangerous, but so is this whole little organization. I killed 5 men, Hamilton. Five men. I took five souls off of this planet while you sat here on your ass and watched us through a camera and planned your next little attack. Fuck off."

"You think 5 is a lot?" Alex asked, raising an eyebrow. "Try over 300. Take that tone with me again and I'll throw you out on the streets to fend for yourself. And I don't 'sit on my ass', thank you. I was actually at Seabury headquarters."

With that, he rolled up his sleeve to show a bandaged arm with a bloodstain covering it. "SIG Sauer P226" He said, staring down at the wound. "Saw it coming a mile away but it was too late. So don't discredit me for my work. I'll kick any of you smartasses out."

"You won't" John whispered bravely. "You need us. You need every single one of us. That's why you won't de-rank Maria. You need us right where we are."

There was a silence. There was a pause. The room seemed to freeze over in time as the two locked eyes and stared each other down. Everyone, including John, thought he was done for. That Hamilton was gonna kick him out for sure.

Instead, Alex just sighed, took a step forward and kissed Lauren's forehead. "You're washing dishes for the next month."

"You're tense" John said, walking into Alex's bedroom as he sat on the stolen red couch. "You're stressed."

"How could you tell?" Alex sighed, resting his wounded arm on one of the arm chairs. "It's bad enough we already lost 20 of our men in Georgia. We cant afford to lose anyone else."

John set the cups of tea on the small coffee table, actually bought a long time ago from an old traveling saleswoman who sold almost everything she owned for gas money to visit her son. "Drink" He whispered. "It relieves stress and makes you think more clearly."

"Thinking clearly is the last thing I need right now" Alex whispered, closing his eyes.

John just sat in silence until Alex reached out to touch his hair. "Why are you fighting this war?"

"W-what?" The freckled man asked in surprise. "What do you mean? I told you why."

Alex nodded. "You're avenging your dead parents. But why are you fighting instead of painting or singing? Why are you expressing your pain through war?"

"Because painting someone on a canvas doesn't hurt them." John said darkly. "I'm not stopping until I catch the killer and hold their heart in my gloved hand."

"Fair enough" Alex said, stroking his hair. "What happened here?"

John raised an eyebrow.

"Your hair. It's burned at the edges. What happened?"

"Oh yeah. It's kinda funny. I knew I smelled smoke but it wasn't until Maria woke me up when I realize our tent was on fire. My hair suffered in the process. I've been meaning to cut it but-"

"Let me" Alex whispered softly.

"Huh?"

"Let me cut your hair?"

"With one arm? No way. Do you even know how?"

"You only need one arm to cut with" Alexander smiled, grabbing a rusty pair of scissors from his drawer. "My Mama used to cut my hair all the time. She was a beautician after all. I've got this."

And so John succumbed and allowed Alex to cut his hair.

(It cuts off here, go to my oneshot book for the rest)

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ewinglogan93 · 4 years

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choisgirls · 7 years

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rfa+ Saeran going to pride for the first time with with MC?

A/N: HAPPY PRIDE MONTH MY GUYS! THOUGH IT’S ALMOST OVER? (For where Ilive anyway, pride month is June! I heard some places celebrate in May??) I STILL WANTED TO TRY AND GET THIS OUTBEFORE THE END OF THE MONTH AAA ~Admin 404

*YOOSUNG: Male!MC

-You didn’t even tell him whatthis parade was for

-All you said was “Do youwant to go to a parade with me”

-And he was THERE

-Parade? FUCK YEAH! Loves himsome parades

-Fried food, bright colours, funbooths, cute floats? Yes yes yes!

-You decided to just wait untilyou brought him to tell him what the parade was actually for

-Though when the two of you gotthere, and he noticed literally everything was rainbow, he kind of pieced twoand two together…

-HE WAS BLUSHING LIKE CRAZY!

-Was actually really honouredthat you wanted to go to something like this with him?? Like you’re loud andproud about your relationship and that makes him giggle

-Seeing all of the insaneoutfits was definitely fun for him!

-HE SAW SO MANY NAKED (OR ATLEAST ALMOST NAKED) PEOPLE AND HE FELT SO AWKWARD

-“MC… we… we don’t haveto be naked or anything for this.. right?” No baby it’s okay

-AS RED AS COULD FUCKING BE WHENPEOPLE HANDED HIM CONDOMS

-I know I said as red as couldbe, but that’s because you didn’t think he could get any redder. But oh, wereyou mistaken

-He turned almost glowing redwhen he watched you just shoving the condoms in your pockets

-“I’m not gonna just wastethese, Yoosung, that’s rude” OH MYGOD MC DON’T TALK LIKE THAT OUT LOUD

-Was disappointed that he didn’tget to dress up or anything like that so you found a group of nice people withsome body paint and asked if they could do something for him!

-Cutie walked around with acompletely rainbow painted face (yours matching) and could not stop takingpictures

-10/10 sent any and all photosto the group chat, always talking about how much he loved you and this parade!

*ZEN: Male!MC

-“MC! It’s the prideparade!”

-Oh no

-You’d love to go with him, ofcourse!

-Your relationship is…. wellit’s absolutely perfect to the two of you but there are still those whoquestion it

-His fans are practically splitin half between completely idolizing your relationship, and the other half justwanted Zen for themselves

-So you were pretty afraid toattend pride like that, so out in the open, so…exposed

-But he was a-okay with it

-He didn’t care what others haveto say about the two of you???

-Once the two of you actuallygot there though, it was a m a z i n g

-People would recognize Zen leftand right and they would be so excitedthat he even showed up!

-But when they saw the two ofyou holding hands, they practically exploded (in a good way)

-THEY WERE SO ECSTATIC!

-Their favourite actor is partof the LBGT+ community and they are HYPED

-People are coming up frequentlyto congratulate the two of you on your beautiful relationship

-He even sang a few love songsup on a few stages, loving as the crowds went wild!

-The one thing he couldn’t standthough, was all the hateful protesting

-He tried to ignore it at firstbut as the day went on he couldn’t stop himself from walking over and yell backat them

-To prove a point, he pulled youinto a deep kiss- eliciting hundreds if not thousands of whistles and cheersfrom the crowd at the parade

-You had to physically hold himback from fighting one protester though

*JAEHEE: Female!MC

-“Jaehee! The prideparade’s coming up! We should go!”

-P A N I C

-She loves you and mostdefinitely isn’t afraid to tell you that, but…

-She is afraid of others hatingher for it? She really dislikes confrontation

-But you assure her that it’s acompletely safe space! It’s full of allies and others celebrating same sexlove!

-Agrees to go along, and evendresses up to match you

-The two of you have adorableshirts with unicorns on it that says “Squad goals”!

-Embarrassed because she doesn’tuse slang like that but the two of you just looked so cute!

-And honestly? Seeing all of thehappy couples expressing their love, the loud and proud people just enjoyingtheir time, thousands of colours and confetti everywhere; she’s in love

-Like?? It’s a place?? Inpublic??? Where she can kiss you all she wants??

-She does every now and then butshe’s still embarrassed the poor bby

-L o v e s the booths!

-Thinks it’s important tosupport those in the LGBT+ community who create works of art!

-Honestly bought like 20 poundsin books solely because they look amazing and are by up and coming LBGT+writers (not to mention they all promised part of the proceeds go tocharities!)

-She’s part of the RFA she feelsit’s like an unspoken duty of hers to do anything related to charities

-SHE LOVES THIS PLACE SO MUCH

-Lowkey wants to set up a boothnext year for your coffee shop

-“It’s a good businessinvestment, MC” “You just want to come to pride again next year, youdon’t have to lie” “A GOOD! BUSINESS! INVESTMENT!”

*JUMIN: Male!MC

- ah yes

- jumin han does gay

- im soRRY I COULDNT RESIST

-He was kind of against going tothis parade

-Not because it was for pride oranything but because he was just iffy about all the people

-Does he really want to go andbe surrounded by thousands of people, all of them bumping against him??

-Well one look into your puppydog eyes and the answer was yes, yes he did

-You had to convince him toleave (most) of the body guards at home

-There were a few that followeda moderate amount of distance behind but you caught them lowkey fawning overthe two of you when he would give you a quick kiss on the nose or squeeze yourhand

-Honestly a few other coupleswould stop the two of you and tell you how cute the two of you were??

-It would get Jumin so flusteredand you were SO THANKFUL because wow look at my cutie he’s adorable

-If any protesters even thoughtabout something rude to you the bodyguards were there in an instant

-You dragged Jumin along withyou as you looked at each and every booth, placing the beaded necklaces theygave out around his neck

-The funny part is, he just letyou?? Like okay MC

-At one point the necklacesstacked so high that you couldn’t see anything lower than his eyes

-He didn’t want to disappointyou by taking them off so he left them until you noticed and laughed your assoff

-Definitely took pictures beforeyou distributed most of the necklaces among the two of you and the body guards

-“MC, do you thinkElizabeth would enjoy this rainbow collar?” “Juju that’s not forcats” “….Would you enjoy this collar?” JUMIN NOT IN PUBLIC

-He saw some… interestingoutfits, to say the least

-“Commoners are very…odd, aren’t they?” that’s rude

-Saw someone walking theirpartner on a leash

-The moment you saw him side-eyeyou, you jabbed him in the ribs with your elbow, eliciting a slight grunt fromhim

-“Don’t even think about itpretty boy”

-To get back at him for even thinking about walking you on a leash,you poured a ton of glitter over his head while he was looking at somemerchandise

-Actually chased you through thelarge crowd, picking you up and spinning you before kissing you gently once hecaught you

-People cheered because wow looky'all are so cute together

*SAEYOUNG:Female!MC/Pansexual!Saeyoung (LISTEN I CANT HELP BUT HC SAEYOUNG AS PANSEXUAL AAA)

-You wanted to go in support ofyour friends!

-But more than anything, youwanted to go and support your boyfriend!

-He was pretty against going atfirst, because he was afraid of what people would think about him

-It’s not like he advertisesthat he’s pansexual, so what would his friends think? Would they change theiropinions of him?

-“Saeyoung, you just lovewhoever you love, it’s not as if gender truly matters, right? So why would ourfriends be against who you are as a person?”

-That’s what got him thinking-you completely support him… so why wouldn’t his friends be supportive?

-After all, they are supportiveof all his gender-swapped costumes….

-You reminded him that he didn’thave to come out if he didn’t want to. A lot of people who are simply justAllies attend as well, no one would know how he fit into the community unlesshe told them

-He had seen pictures of a fewparades before, and he noticed all the insane costumes people wear

-So of course?? He had to go allout?? If he had to go, he might as well, right?

-Completely decked out inrainbow body glitter, boxers with hearts all over them, and you even helped himput temporary hair dye to make it rainbow!

-Honestly he was in love themoment the two of you showed up??

-So many people dressed upinsanely without a care in the world, bright colours flying everywhere, peoplebeing loud and proud

-His jaw honestly dropped at thesight of it all

- Every time he saw a dogwearing a rainbow bandana he’s smacking your arm- you have bruises by the endof the day

-He’s yelling, singing,laughing, and you haven’t seen him have this much fun in a while and you wereabsolutely loving watching him enjoy himself

-“MC! Look! Look at howproud everyone is to just be themselves, isn’t it amazing?” he held yourhands and looked down at them, “I wish I had the confidence to be likethem. I don’t even know where to start!”

-“Just do whatever makesyou comfortable and go at your own pace! Hey, you’re in a parade full ofstrangers you probably won’t see again, why don’t you come out to someone? Noone here is going to judge you!’

-So he did! Actually, he didquite a few times! And he felt a m a z i n g

-So good in fact, that he toldyou he was ready to tell his friends!

-He spent the rest of his day atpride asking people how about their experiences with coming out, getting tipsabout the best way to do it, and getting nonstop support from tons of people!He felt so at home, the next week or so he was clinging to you, never knowinghow to fully thank you

*V: Female!MC

-THIS BOY LOVES LOVE

-Any and all love is beautifulfor him

-So he’s super duper excitedwhen you suggest going to pride!

-SUPER ALLIES, MC AND JIHYUN!

-Honestly, all of the happypeople, bright colours, glitter, and especially all of the couples obviously inlove make him S O E C S T A T I C

-He brings a backpack full ofbrand new SD cards for his camera, and he 10/10 believes he’s gonna fill themall

-He asks people in the mostoutgoing outfits if he can take their photo, and he giggles at all of the posesthey do

-Up close and personal to all ofthe floats to get pictures of every single detail

-When he sees couples gettingcozy, he asks to take photos to celebrate their love!

- v that can get a lil creepy

-Always offers to take a photoon their phone for them as well so he seems less crazy

-He’s pretty sassy when he wantsto be, if you didn’t already know

-So when he sees protesters withsuch hatefulsigns, he takes it upon himself to fight back

-He finds someone with extrasigns and holds them up proudly!

-When people shout out hatefulthings, he gently asks them why they think that

-Always talking to them soft andgentle, which confuses the hell out of all of them because?? They’re trying tobe hateful?? But this soft giant is talking to them so nicely???

-Which THROWS THEM OFF SO MUCHMORE WHEN HE GETS SASSY WITH HIS COMEBACKS

-It’s such a large difference indemeanor and even you’re thrown off guard

*SAERAN: Female!MC

-He’s actually the one who askedyou to go to pride with him??

-In private, he told you that hemight… have wanted to attend… to show support for his brother?

-He’s really bad at showing hecares but he’s trying to do it bits at a time

-But when Saeyoung brings it uphe acts like he’s against it

-"Why the fuck would I wantto go to that, there’s going to be so many people there, I don’t wantthat”

- but goes anyway

-He didn’t want to really wantto dress up, but you convinced him to at least let you paint a small rainbowflag on his cheek (though it did take several days to do the convincing)

-He was really grumpy at first,being dragged to and fro either by you or his brother

-Having to squeeze through halfnaked, loud, or already morning-drunk people

-Started to really regretattending until he saw how much fun his brother was having?

-He had never seen Saeyoung thisrelaxed in his life and he silently decided he could put up with all of it forhim, just this once

-The two of you enjoyed visitingall of the booths though

-At every booth, you get a couple of bead necklaces

-Saeran put them all on. All ofthem. All of his, all of yours, all of Saeyoungs.

-Completely covered in beadnecklaces, and he l o v e s i t

-If you ask for some to wear youjust get this look from him- not a glare, but a kind of look that screams“don’t even think about it”

-He also demanded ice cream asmuch as possible

-You tried so hard to cut himoff but he just didn’t. stop.

-Saeran pls there are 47 icecream wrappers in my pocket p l e a s e

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happys-crazy-queen22 · 8 years

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Control

Y/N P.O.V I've been dating Happy Lowman aka the Tacoma killer for awhile now.. It's been great.. Even with his back ground, the smilely face tattoos. His job with the club, the jail time.. The long runs and the Croweaters.. I stuck around.. There is one thing tho. We haven't had sex sex just teasing and well it was getting frustrating cause I know he wants it. But I’m a little scared.. People talk And when I mean people. I mean CROWEATERS.. They say he's rough and has to be in control..That’s alright but I'm a little nervous about the control thing.. In my life I have to be in control. So I’m going to make it my personal duty that Happy will not be in control of my life. Happy’s P.O.V Y/N is a great girlfriend but somethings got to give man.. I have the biggest blue balls ever.. She also has this control issues and people telling her how to live her life... Oh man, Just tell her to give up the pussy, we all have issues with people telling us what to do.. That’s why we are outlaws said Tig I can't force her and I want her to be comfortable with her own body before we have sex. Yeah your right man.. I don't know what to do tho.. That’s good man. She's a great girl and she's adjusting well with this life so shes definitely going to be a great old lady.. NO old lady wants to be told what to do thats for croweaters.. Look at Gemma you can't tell her to do anything she doesn't want to do said Bobby Your becoming a pussy yourself brother.. Look at you man wanting her to be comfortable with her body... Before you just get any crow you want and have your way with her That’s the way it should be said Tig Well she’s changed me man. I don’t want anyone else. Just her and i cant stop thinking about her and i don't want to tell her what to do.. I didn't think about their feelings.. All I wanted was them to shut up and do what I wanted but not anymore. Plus she's not a crow and I would never treat her that way.. Your a good guy Hap. You got a girl you love.. So don't listen to Tig he's just jealous of your relationship. Your mom raised a good guy.. I got a good old lady and all them crows and Gemma were jealous of us.. Yeah you can't get Gemma to do anything unless it come from her mouth said Jax Yea maybe your right. But how do I get her to commit to me and know that I’m not just after sex when we finally do it. Get her to see that I’m not going to control her life but protect her.. Do something nice.. Like do a nice dinner or fix her car something on the lines of that.. You just need to have a open conversation with her.. Jeez i don't know. Stop looking at me like that said Kozik embarrassed I think you do and we all know why.. Because your a pussy and we all know it.. Happy stop being whipped and just tell her to do as she was told to do said Tig laughing No your not Kozik..But I think your on the right page brother.. I'll see when she has free time then I'll do something.. Tig I'm not ordering her around that’s not how you treat Y/N cause when she doesn't want to do something she gets mean Yeah we all been there with Gemma.. Jax, Bobby, Tig and Kozik said at the same time

Hap and Y/N together Hey baby, Wha’ts going on here? Why is the kitchen a mess? Y/n said Sorry doll face, I was trying to cook you dinner but I see that I screwed up and we need to order take out.. Happy said sadly You did this for me. Aww Hap you should've.. That’s the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me.. No we can eat what you have cooked... It looks great.. Its inedible. Look at it, its all burnt and dry and just plan disgusting.. I'll order Chinese... I'll do anything for you girl.. Killa its great.. I love that you tried and your just amazing.. I cant wait to spend my life with you.. Umm.. ok.. So I'll order and you go take a shower.. When you get done the kitchen should be clean.. Hap I can help.. You can join me if you'd like Y/N said giving a devilish grin.. No I took a shower already and I got to clean, order food .. So you go ahead.. Take your time soak and relax.. I'll call you when dinner is here.. Ok if your sure I wont take long.. Y/N said a little sad that Happy didn't take her up on her offer.. Haps P.O.V Hi can I get two larger containers of chicken lo mein? With two veggie eggrolls.. How long? 30 mins alright. Names Lowman Street 1111 Horizon Street Call ended How could I have told her no. That was my chance.. What the hell Lowman.. You seriously don't want her do you? I'm so stupid.. (Happy mocking him self) No I took one already.. Yeah Im never getting her.. Y/N P.O.V Is he not interested in me or something like seriously.. I practically throw myself at him and nothing.. He must not be in to like that anymore.. Mmm Maybe I can change his mind... Ok so I’m going to take a hot shower and dress a little sexy for dinner.. That should get the ball rolling .. (stepping out of the hot shower) Lets do this girls looking down at your boobs.. As you were getting ready you hear Happy call you for dinner.. So here goes nothing whoo.. You looked at your self one last time before you went down Haps P.O.V Everything on the table.. wait the forks... As you were getting the forks you looked up and saw Y/N coming down from the stairs.. She looked stunning and literally took your breath away.. She was wearing that sexy black strapless dress she had bought the last time you went on a run but never got to wear it.. With her hair up and dark purple lipstick with black high heels... Wow you could feel yourself getting hard... But I can't Let her know just yet.. Y/N P.O.V There he was standing there with his month open and the tent forming in his pant as you can see.. Your little plan was working.. Yayay....It was going to be a great night if he makes a move.. Happy and Y/N together Wow you look stunning... Here sit here and I'll get the wine Hap said nervously Thanks Happy.. Do you want me to fix your plate for you.... Yeah that’s fine he said coming back with the wine... We sat down to eat dinner and it was a little awkward. We just stared at each other but as we were finishing up Happy said something that you thought you'd never hear from him.. We are going to finally do it.. I was not even close more surprising, shocking, you name it. ‘I think I’m falling in love with you Y/N.. I mean I am in love with you.. You just looked at him with your hand over your mouth I love you too Happy more than you would ever know.. He got up and walked over to me and got down, took my hands and asked Would you take my Crow on this beautiful body and becoming my Old Lady All you could do was cry and shake your head yes but Happy needed a real answer.. Come on girl you have to talk to me.. Shaking your head is not a answer is it little girl YES Happy I would love to have your Crow.. I'm going to be and amazing Old Lady to you Hap. I grabbed his face and kissed him hard.. This is it you thought finally.. Come on baby lets find a place for my Crow and Let me show my Old Lady some love from her Old Man He picked me up taking us to our room.. I new my plan would work but not this great.. You sure you want to do this.. You know be with me .. Happy said sitting me down on the bed.. More than anything... Now get over here and claim whats yours.. I said as my dress hit the floor.. Your going to be a great old man.. Oh Yes I Will.... Thats right baby I'm Yours and only yours Happy said closing the door with a big smile on his face.. The next day at the clubhouse So you get any yet Tig asked.. Happy just smiled looking at you sitting at the bar with Chibs talking.. Oh you did, did you.. Give me some juicy details..tig said looking between you two smiling at each other... As Happy was about to tell Tig off... They heard Chibs ask the question that made both you and Happy smile.. Well whats this here lass Chibs asked looking at Happys crow on your shoulder... I can't believe you marked her brother. Are you crazy? Don't even answer that question.. Why is everyone getting hitched.. First Opie and Jax now you.. NO come on Tig yelling at everyone... Your just mad cause no one wants your sick freaky self Kozik blurted out.. Yeah well your not with anyone either blondie tig said getting up from his chair... Happy just laughed and nodded for me to come over to him.. I walked over to Happy as Tig lunged at Kozik.. Their both idiots you thought We all laughed as Tig was trying to kill Kozik.. What's wrong babe Happy said looking worried Are you satisfied with me Happy I asked as I sat down on his lap? Happy just smiled and nodded. More than you will ever know Mrs. Lowman .. You let out a sigh of relief.. I love the way that sounds Mr. Lowman.. I know this life is going to get better and better... I'm in control of this life now with Happy... Its not all about sex but that part is great.. The Croweaters were right control is good... in the bedroom..

Thanks for reading.. Hope you enjoyed as much as I did writing it.. This is the first time I wrote in point of view.. So I hoped it turned out good

#happy lowman #tig trager #bobby munson #herman kozik #jax teller #sons of anarchy #happys-crazy-queen22

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Dragon Blood

CHAPTER 2

the darkness finally began fading. The horrible burning had been numbed as well,concentrated now mostly in her back and palms. Her eyes began flickering beneath her eyelids. I’m still alive She slowly opened her eyes, feeling fragile and vulnerable than ever. Painfully dragging herself up and feeling her chainmail vest creating unbearable friction with the wound on her back. yet.. there’s no blood When her sight cleared up, she noticed the witch sitting not too far from her, watching. She grabbed her dagger as fast as she could, considering the torture that every move caused her. She Pointed the blade towards the witch, trying to look fierce as possible when she was half-laid on the rocky ground. why is she smiling.. “Relax child, if I had wished to kill you I wouldn’t have saved you from the hoard” She lowered her dagger, relieved..the short sword was heavy on her bruised palm. She took her gauntlet off, looking closer on her fresh scar. A burn mark, creating a circle with strange-looking runes in its center, which she didn’t recognize. The scar looked old but touching it felt like peeling off her own skin, and the pain was already horrible enough,even without poking in her wounds. She now turned to face the witch, eager for answers. “What did you do to me?” Her voice cold and harsh. “Merely what we agreed on” the witch stood up. “That is nothing like we agreed on!” The witch took a step towards her, glancing over her scars. “Nothing your sister’s magic fingers couldn’t fix” Flemeth offered her hand to help her stand up. She raised herself on her own. “now come, you’ve rest enough, we should be on our way” Hawk grinded her teeth,trying to get used to the pain, and unwillingly followed the Flemeth back to their temporary camp.

“I was beginning to worry” Bethany stood up when they approached. I wonder how long I had been unconscious “It’s fine, sis, we were discussing the best route to follow” Hawk grind her teeth. ignore the pain. “Are you sure you are alright..?” Bethany asked skepticly . “Well what route is it?” Aveline said abruptly,saving hawk from lying to her little sister once more. “Flemeth will take us to the closest port to kirkwell, then we’ll sail from there” “before i take you anywhere,however, there is one more matter to settle” Flemeth stated and turned to face the suffering Templar on the ground. “NO.leave him alone!“Aveline quickly stood in front of him,protecting her dying husband. “What has been done to him is already in his blood” Flemeth stated the obvious . Wesley’s veins were painted black, contaminated with the curse. his breath shallow, his body fighting the inevitable . “She’s right..I can feel it..the corruption…Aveline please end this, don’t let me become one of them..”Wesley pleaded. “you cant ask me this!i wont!” Aveline kneeled beside him. ”the corruption is a slow death..” wesley convinced her. “we’ll get you through this..please..”aveline turned to hawk “dont make me do this..” “This is your call, I won’t make you do anything” hawk provided her the only comfort possible in this situation . “Aveline…please..” Wesley put a knife in her hands and nodded.Hushed weeping came out of her as she took the knife and caressed her love’s face for the last time. “I love you Wesley..” And then the knife pierced through him. “Without an end… there is no peace”.

The journey passed quite fine, with occasional complaints from mother, and having Aveline staring at the distance most of it, the group finally reached Gwaren- a small port city. “Thank you,Flemeth. You saved our lives” “I was only fulfilling my part in our deal” Flemeth nodded ,accepting Marian’s kind words. Flemeth took a few steps back but then had an urge to continue the conversation. “How do you feel?” Marian thought for a moment, knew that she meant her scars. The pain did not fade, but she grew used to it. I might look ungrateful.. “I…am better” Flemeth looked unconvinced, but let it pass with a nod. “It does not get easier..” She turned to walk away. “Your struggles has just begun”. And with that, she transformed back to a vicious dragon,and took off towards the horizon . this woman sure likes to keep everyone around her guessing .. Hawk turned back to her family, Flemeth’s words echoing in her head.

Their next step was taking a ship to kirkwell. Luckily they did not wait for long, and got on one without spending many nights in Gwaren. The sail itself was a curse of its own-being huddled with many other refugees, sharing the little food they had between the four, and occasionally have it stolen by another hungry refugee, never having privacy, and not to mention the horrible heat during the days…the sail itself seemed endless, and hawk’s pain made it seem to her like the maker himself sent her to hell. Late at night, if there was no one awake, Bethany would use magic to heal her sister, little by little..and after the two weeks of the sail, Hawk felt brand new. Aveline eventually talked to the Hawk family once more..after dealing with her grief ..or perhaps repressing it. Since she had no family left, Aveline treated the Hawks as hers, and took a vow to herself to help them, what ever the cost. She liked the younger sister’s enthusiasm ,and positive thinking, but Marian was her favorite. Over the time on the ship, they got to know each other better,and deep in her heart Aveline admired Hawk for her dedication and strong will, but also feared her reckless soul,knowing that it will give her many troubles one day. Hawk herself cherished Aveline’s company, if only just for the fact that it gave her an excuse to stay away from the unending complaining that her mother kept shooting in the air, no matter if someone listened or not. It even pushed her little daughter Bethany away from her,although it was only for a few days until they reached the city. The first thing they saw when they came near it was the huge statues, the signature of kirkwell,the city of chains. Seeing the huge weeping slaves, although carved in stone ,made Marian cringe. But she tried to let that thought pass on, and focusing on their new beginning ,and their new life.

“they’re not letting anyone into the city” Aveline ran back to them as soon as possible. “What? It can’t be!” Leandra,being the always-right mother she is, denied. “It’s true,look” Marian pointed over the crowed gathering near the city gates. and the “we’ll starve!” Shouts heard from there made it clear that they were not happy. “They’re Ferelden,just like us..fleeing for their lives..” Bethany spoke with pity in her eyes. “And they would throw us all back to the wolves..unbelievable ..” Aveline said. “We’re getting into the city. One way or another.” Hawk stated and stepped forward. “We need to find Gamlen. Our family has always been highly regarded in kirkwell, he can help us, I’m sure of it” Leandra suggested . it’s worth a shot.. “I only hope he received your letter” “The guards seem to report to that man over there, perhaps we could speak to him” Aveline suggested. Hawk quickly moved and finally got back to the armored soldier who yelled back at the crowd. “Get back! Trying to bully your way through won’t get you to kirkwell any faster!” I guess he is not happy with his guarding duty “Is there someone in charge here I can talk to?” Hawk carefully chose her words. “You want to talk? Go see captain Yewld. I’m just here to keep you refugees from climbing up the walls.”

“let us through,you flaming blighter! We’re not staying in this pit!” An armored and armed man yelled on who seems to be Captain Yewld. The man was accompanied with five more men ,who were armed as well with daggers and swords ,and probably annoyed too. The guards were obviously doing their dictated duty-protecting who lives in the city, and helping as much as they can to the outsiders. Marian understood it well, yet hoped for a different fate for her beloved family . “Then get back on your ship and leave. Kirkwell has no more room for refugees!” The Captain shot back,clearly annoyed. “The ship’s already gone!! We paid good coin to get here!!” Another man from the group spoke, and a heated argument followed. “You and half of Ferelden! There’s nothing I can do!! THE CITY IS FULL!!” it’s now or never I guess… “You must be letting some people in..” Marian joined the conversation with a sly hint. “That’s right!we’ve seen you let lots of people through!” The group’s leader spoke and crossed his hands, demanding . “Citizens,and merchants that make it worth our while.” The captain spoke. bribe. The captain turned to Marian now “I assume that you don’t have more coin than these gentlemen?” He did not wait for an answer.“we’ve been letting you Fereldens for months now. you’re too late. there’s no more room.” “But we have a family here” Bethany pleaded “doesn’t that mean anything?” “I’ve heard claims like that for a thousand times already ,trust me” the Captain replied coldly,and turned to face the men as well “we’ll find ships and take you all back to ferelden-eventually. Until then you have to stay here”. “Our uncle is Gamlen Amell, he knows we’re coming .surely someone can find him.” Marian tried her luck. “Gamlen? I know that name..” “He’s a nobleman here in the city!” Bethany used the opportunity,“our family has an estate ” “A nobleman?the only Gamlen I know is a weasel who couldn’t rob two coppers together” and then he noticed Bethany’s pleading eyes and sighed. “If he comes back, I’ll bring you to him. But I don’t have time to-” “What?? You’re going to let them through?!” The men yelled in disbelief . “I didn’t say anything about-” “We’ve been here for four days! They just got here!” Captain Yewld open his mouth to speak but the men stopped him. “THAT’S IT!men, we’re carving our way in!” The men yelled and drew out his sword. Captain Yewld drew his as well, with a stressed look in his eyes. Backup was no where in sight. It was only him and a young looking soldier ,against the six armed bullies, who looked experienced in battle . this isn’t fair Marian took out her daggers and ordered her mother and sister to stay back. Aveline joined her with her sword and shield . A thug charge towards them and Marian smoothly evaded his slash. Adrenaline flowed in her veins and her heart raced. The thug charged again, and Marian used the clumsiness of his attack to avoid it and land a wounding stab between his ribs. The man fell with a groan and clenched his side . Aveline was in sight, fighting back to back with the guard captain. Another thug ran towards her, and Marian felt heat spreading inside of her. It was not the usual adrenal rush she experienced every fight. It resembled more the feeling she woke up with on ferelden ,after the shady deal she made with Flemeth. Yet, it did not hurt as it used to. She just fell…invincible . Her reflexes were fast as lightning , and none of the blows the thugs tried to land on her hit. She did manage to kick one of them in the knee, and heard a sickening snap ,followed by his cries of pain. She never had this feeling before. Yes,she was skilled with her knives, and her small and agile figure did help her avoiding getting hurt during battle, but it was only appropriate since she never wore heavy armor, or carried a shield with her. And now, with Flemeth’s blessing, she could beat almost anyone ,including the now-injured-or-dead group of thugs laying in the Gallows’ yard. The Captain rolled his eyes “unbelievable”. “Captain!!” A guardsman came running,a few minutes too late.“are you alright??” “I am,not thanks to you. Where is everyone? Go call them! I want this kept under control!” He wiped the blood on his face with his sleeve “You have my thanks” the Captain told Marian “look…I can’t get you into the city,it’s not my decision .but I’ll find your uncle and bring him here”

“it’s been three days..this waiting has to end” Aveline sighed. “I’m sure it won’t be longer..Gamlen must been still looking for us!” Leandra tried to defend her remaining family. “And if he’s not?“Aveline got annoyed. "someone’s coming” Marian ,who leaned on a wall in the shadows, said briefly. “Leandra! Damn girl, the years haven’t been kind to you” a grey haired man with a foxy face ,and that carries the stench of liquor on his breath, came towards them. “Gamlen!” Her Mother spread her arms and embraced her brother with a huge hug. His expression changed in an instant “let me say this upfront …I wasn’t expecting this…your husband’s death..the blight…I was sure you’ll be ferelden for life” Leandra opened her mouth to speak, or more precisely,to complain and weep, according to her expression. Gamlen noticed it too. “Maker’s breath…Leandra don’t drop this on me..not here…I’m not even sure I can get you in the city” “There must be a way to get in” Marian spoke from a distance,her head still low. “I was hoping to grease some palms. But the night commander is pressing , we’re going to need more grease.” “What about the estate ? Surely father left something after he died” Leandra said in disbelief . how typical.. “Yes..about the estate..it’s gone,to settle a debt..I was meaning to write you..” “Then there’s no hope…” Leandra caved in. “I know some people who can help..if you’re not too delicate about the people you keep company with” Gamlen told Marian. never bothered me before.. “What are the options?” “I talked to my contacts ,and there might be people who will pay your way into the city.the catch is you and your sister have to work off the debt.for a year…it’s the best I could do! A bunch of refugees won’t get any better option ” “So what’s a year?” Marian shrugged her shoulders and smiled. “Mearan...hes a mercenary working for the red iron, he’s here in the gallows ,so you could talk to him personally” “Well,” Marian turned on her heels and raised her chin “let’s find him”

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