#Own thoughts

[themindofmine]

I feel sick. Sick of myself, my life and my feelings.

[dragonsoulage]

Slipping on your heels for you

feat. Takashi Mitsuya

You know I am totally convinced when Mitsuya would be your boyfriend. He would be doing things like slipping on your heels for you.

Holding your leg and putting on the shoe. Idk I just love strong, vulnerable men and I just can imagine him looking up with these adoring lavender eyes. Your foot placed on his knee while the one hand gently caressing your calf and the other slipped it on.

„You look gorgeous like this, love.“ he would murmur before placing a tender kiss on your foot. Then and only then letting it go.

The same would count when you are slipping on a dress and he is helping you putting it on. Standing behind you. Slender hands at first on your shoulders before reaching for the zipper to close it and place a gentle kiss on the right shoulder.

Telling you how stunning you are and that you‘re his pretty lady. Having then his hands on your waist to pull you back against him in such a loving way.

That man a walking green forest to be honest and I like that.

[highonoverthinking]

feeling the lack of respect that pushes a man to his breaking point (death)

[aquiescentmoon]

Summer carnival trigger 🤧

[monsoonwrites]

She is a sorrow dressed in graceful silence,a paused prayer and a cry frozen in worship.

[lettesuniverse]

it's so humiliating when you gave so much from yourself, gave them endless chances, basically tried to understand why they have been treating you like shit, because your feelings were actually real and truly loved them unconditionally just it to end abruptly, because you finally found out what they have been doing behind your back the whole time...and the worst is that you was the one who HAD TO end it, because they gave you no other choice, because it could have been the same hamster wheel and you would have ended up even more broken than now..

And the feeling that they acted like they liked you, loved you and wanted to be with you when in reality they had no intention to do so is horrible. It makes you question EVERYTHING.

[black5wan]

more of my poetry 💋~

i thought about this a lot lately. change happens constantly, but it is not always intentional. in many cases it is a slow and subconscious process, whereas some of us felt the need to change, we saw it as the only way to be accepted & worthy.

[letsgowatchsomebirds]

[musicmyxiii]

My Bridgerton season 3 theory is (and please know that I’ve been trying to stay away from spoilers/believing in the things that are going around right now):

Pt.1 focuses on Colin and Penelope getting together - Colin slowly realizing his feelings for Pen and at the end of episode 4 we have the confession/carriage scene. I also think that he might find out she’s Wistledown here (this is what I like to think, but could be that they changed it in the show to have it come out in part 2)

Pt.2 focuses on their relationship as newly engaged people and centers around lady wistledown and the secret. But also on Colin’s personal journey to find out what his purpose is. I hope here we get to see Colin and Pen being madly in love and together through it all.

[nag-mamahal]

As a romantic asexual I headcanon just about every single character (and ship) I like as asexual/on the ace spectrum. I just feel there's not enough representation of non-sexual beings engaged in romantic love in popular media. I'd really love it if more stories explored good and fulfilling partnerships that thrive even without sexual intimacy. I'm not against characters being sexy or having sex I think it's just really neat when figures can exist and fall in love without a big part of the relationship revolving around fucking. I love when people, ace or not, can explore their sexuality on their own terms and set boundaries that are accepted and respected by their partners. I love when they realize they're more than their body and what their body is able to provide in terms of sexual fulfillment. I love emotional intimacy independent of the pressure of sex.

[themindofmine]

I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence

[redladydeath]

Had to have a serious conversation this morning with my dad about how I’m not anxious, I’m upset, and constantly telling me that it won’t be that bad isn’t helping. For years, I was the type of person to catastrophize and ruminate and have panic attacks over shit, so now, every time I express a pessimistic thought, he feels the need to immediately shut it down so I won’t spiral. But no, this isn’t my anxiety talking, these are sincerely held beliefs, and telling me I’m over-exaggerating comes across as incredibly dismissive and condescending. It’s NOT what I need right now.

[parrizaad]

If you have the chance to make people happy, just do it. Sometimes people are struggling silently. Maybe, your act of kindness can make their day.

[mmani-e]

I think about Komamiki a surprising amount more than Hiyosou or any other ship tbh. Most the music in my playlists fit them more than any other rn.

I spam "Hold Me Down" imagining it's Mikan singing to Nagito in the end, as he's literally on a plane flying far away by the time of Dr3...

[monsoonwrites]

Call me selfish but I want to be the reason for his smile,his happiness.I want to be the blessing he thanks God to.I want to be the love he feels,believes and lives for.