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i always think it's so funny when people say that "you're own your own, kid" is a happy cheerful song about powering through, but honestly, it's just very lonely. yes, you can face this, because you have to. and the thing is, it's not that people don't want to, it's that because for so long you've done it on your own, you don't KNOW how to let people help you through the hard times. your default setting is, hey, let me look for ways to get me through this without bothering the ones i love, because if they know i'm struggling, maybe they won't love me anymore. and my friends from home don't know what to say about the things people are saying about me, i guess i'll make money out of it even if inside i'm entirely shattered.
it's so lonely. yes, i learned a greater lesson from everything bad that happened to me, and no one can ever take it from me. but hell, i shouldn't fight all these demons alone. i shouldn't have to starve my body, i shouldn't hope that a boy comes and saves me from being alone.
how is this the best scenario?
#taylor swift#midnights#you're on your own kid#plenty references to her career#all the eras#gaylor swift#gaylor
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The Bolter???? Im going to be sick
#day musings#the tortured poets department#taylor swift#all her lives#All the ERAS#she can breath again because she is out of the relationship
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cassia malfoy, through the years
"all the things that humans do to leave behind a little proof but the only thing that doesn't die is love, love, love"
anya taylor-joy as cassia
#cassia malfoy#ok she gets two edits because she lives for so long#hphl#fbawtft#hp riddle era#honestly just#all the eras#hpma#*mine#*through the years
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#okay tags gotta be rlly long#twitter#twitter messy users#wolfstar#rosekiller#sunseeker#starchaser#solangelo#marylily#dorlene#valgrace#kagehina#atyd#all the young dudes#haikyuu#percy jackon and the olympians#dead gay wizards from the 70s#the marauders#marauders era#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#regulus deserved better#regulus black#jegulus#ao3#rambles#heroes of olympus#fanfiction#holy crap 10 k!?
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local ladies man’s signature move totally useless against autistic monster enthusiast. more on Kabru’s fumble era at 6
#i’ve seen so many interpretations of that 1 hr freeze frame of Kabru’s smile in ep 16#he’s meeting his long time crush of course he’s trying to charm him#Kabru so obviously has a big fat giant crush on Laios#like atp in the story he’s tried to talk to him and get his attention so many times agjdjajdj#Laios is the human rubix cube he’s been searching for his entire life#everyone else is almost too easy for Kabru to pin down#Laios on the other hand … a treasure trove of autistic mystery#Kabru is so locked in#Kabru used signature move: charming smile#Laios: no effect!#there’s something so beautiful about the popular pretty boy entering his fumble era when his one true love turns out to be autistic#labru#laios touden#kabru of utaya#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#wasabi rambles#seen so many clock that smile as nefarious and machiavellian#baby no Kabru is just dialing the charm up to 100 and what we’re all feeling is second hand embarrassment LMAO
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gritty both capturing the zeitgeist as usual AND educating me on the availability of free flow butter at american cinemas
#i am intrigued………..#is it to spritz more butter on your popcorn????#does the popcorn come unbuttered?#or is it extra flavouring on top of that#is it at all cinemas? or just some??#is it just pure melted liquid butter???#anyway#i just watched oppenheimer but honestly all i can think of is that tiktok comment: ‘why einstein gotta be such a cutie patootie’#yes i’m drained but also….#albert einstein in his babygirl era#long post#gritty#barbie#barbenheimer#philadelphia flyers
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the four horsemen of Queer Agony
#can you believe all four of these are canon and two of them have kissed. can you.#hannibal#supernatural#our flag means death#ofmd#nbc hannibal#good omens#good omens 2#spn#good omens season 2#good omens s2#good omens spoilers#anyway. complex queer tragedy era go brrrrr#i mean ik that castiel got sent to superhell but bear with me#destiel#ineffable husbands#hannigram#blackbonnet#im also so incredibly unwell about the 'i forgive you' hannigram and aziracrow parallel i truly am#four horsemen of queer agony
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ANDREW SCOTT for diaries99 | 📷 Bartek Szmigulski
#all i can think of is that ep of sherlock with Moriarty playing “”“”gay“”“” and now he's in his full tom of finland era#good for him#andrew scott#flawlessgentlemen#flawlesscelebs#userpedro#photography#photoshoots#diaries99
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miss these losers every DAMN day of my life
#wolfstar#remus x sirius#sirius black#sirius orion black#remus lupin#marauders#marauders era#marauders fanart#dead gay wizards#atyd#atyd marauders#all the young dudes#harry potter#gryffindor#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#art tag
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People have the audacity to say they weren't fucking.
#ask Walburga she had to see them making out kissing sloppily all throughout the day and the night is another howling story#wolfstar#remus lupin x sirius black#remus lupin#sirius black#remus loves sirius#sirius loves remus#remus x sirius#marauder's era#dead gay wizards#atyd marauders#atyd wolfstar#remus headcanon#hp ootp#hp marauders#harry potter#fuck jkr#anti snape#anti jkr
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Fiddauthor divorce arc speedrun <3
After 30 years of searching for his lost brother through demonic rituals and summonings, Ford has become a bit of a notorious demon collector over the years. He's made a LOT of deals with MANY different demons over the years; from minor and harmless little entities to big and powerful overlords. Most of the time, these deals aren't really a one-way situation, so a lot of demons have a strong grip on him just as much as he does on them. It often ends up being a mutual sort of destruction, as in: "I know I'm but a mere mortal trifling with things I couldn't begin to fathom, and I know you will destroy me eventually; but I don't care as long as I get to destroy you too." He just needs to live long enough to find his brother.
The red hands are essentially pieces of himself (his soul, you could say??) that he wields as his method of restraint to the demons he has "tamed" so far. They act as a leash to contain each demons' powers, and he can loosen or tighten his hold on them as much as he wants. The number of hands required to contain a demon really depends on their individual strengths, but 3-4 hands are already very energy consuming.
YES, I gave all of his demons stupid names. SUE ME.
#been listening to a lot of lady gaga these days so this happened#my art#gravity falls#gravity falls au#Ford and Fiddleford beat each other's ass over 30 year feud- 40k caught on camera#Fiddleford goes to jail for being a cult leader- disruption of peace and kidnapping after the fight <3 he's in his flop era#they both suck- Im sorry- I can't make morally pure characters they need to be GREY and SUCK JUST A LITTLE BIT#it's part of the fun!!#i have so much to say about this AU but I cant verbalise all of it so y'all have to be patient with me alr#ford pines#grunkle ford#stanford pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#HWINEBHABWNAJCAHOWEEATOWEUB AU#tw scopophobia
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the fact that eric kripke isn't even christian really adds something to the way christianity is depicted on supernatural. because its really not about being christian at all, but about living in america, a country dominated by christianity, and having to decide for yourself how to handle that. faith is huge in supernatural, and the mythology of the show is very bible-centric, but notably, christ is never there. even sam, who starts out revering the angels, who once said he prays every night, doesn't actually call himself a christian or imply that he believes in jesus--the show is steeped in christianity and biblical lore and yet neither sam nor dean are christians. in fact, over and over again the church itself is depicted as a haunted house that sam and dean will only ever enter as strangers, as outsiders. priests, preachers, faith healers, chapels, crypts, etc. are all just iconography that create an intense sense of unease that sam and dean respond to instantly. as a jew, its very relatable. an essential part of living in america when you're not christian is that exact sense of unease, of knowing that the culture of your country has ensured that you'll get knocked over by christianity no matter where you go, that you'll see hundreds of people truly believing they're good people while doing awful things in the name of their god, and you have no choice but to confront that. kripke gets it
#i could actually write an essay about this#kripke is jewish and so is sera gamble#and when i rly think about it i think the show is very jewish#in that its a rejection of the christian interpretation of god and free will#its all about questioning what's put in front of you and i think that's a big part being jewish to me#anyway!#rambles#spn#supernatural#spn analysis#spn meta#faith#christianity#theology#kripke era#eric kripke#sam winchester#dean winchester#castiel#zachariah spn#uriel spn#anna milton#american gothic#fav#🔪#containment breach
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"I live a lonely life without you. And I may be troubled, but I'm gracious in defeat."(in dreams - ben howard)
fanart inspired by the fic "buried my love in a shallow grave" by iamcringebutiamfree on AO3 / @grahamfolgersdeliciousnotebooks !!Set right after Jon made it out of the buried. I love it so much🍊💙
#jonmartin#the magnus archives#tma#magpod#art#jmart#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#i love alll their works ive read so far some of the best jmart out there#banger after banger#its all so cozy and sad and also hopeful at the same time#have to thank all the talented jmart writers out there actually im so well fed#teaholding#tma spoilers#tma season 4#post buried coffin#more martin in his lonely era
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friendly reminder that you can still get covid in 2024, we're in the middle of a massive wave right now and covid is NOT "just a cold". take necessary precautions in crowded places, on buses, on train, or on planes. it's better enduring a few strange looks when wearing a mask than getting ill and/or (god forbid) lifelong complications from long covid!
oh also, if you've got symptoms–yes it's a pain to have to buy a test–but PLEASE test. we're still in the middle of a pandemic however much we all want to forget that fact and we can still do our bit to protect others!
#speaking from someone who's currently on her covid sickbed from the eras tour#it's not fun out here! i haven't slept for coughing i've been running a low grade fever for days and my hair follicles hurt!#covid isn't over#covid#covid 19#fi's covid content#i've also had long covid before and i really hope this doesn't bring it back and there's no way of knowing so all around#wouldn't recommend the experience
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sirius: so what do you do for a living
remus: i hunt and kill zombies
sirius: the fuck no you don't
remus: have you ever seen one?
sirius: no?
remus: then you are fucking welcome
#he is in-between jobs#marauders era#wolfstar#sirius black#remus lupin#remus lupin x sirius black#sirius x remus#remus x sirius#marauders headcanon#dead gay wizards#james potter#incorrect marauders quotes#all the young dudes#jegulus#incorrect harry potter quotes#incorrect quotes#marauders incorrect quotes#incorrect marauders textposts#incorrect marauders era#the marauders#marauders fanfiction#jegulily#sunchaser#regulus x james#crimson rivers#the cadence of part time poets#the golden king#best friend's brother
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