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alizachan · 2 years
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Goddess Wings and problems
Got this from Tsubasa chronicles cause god dammit, it was an old anime but i still love it
______________ Aliza was somewhere, Her uncle had captured her for the 2nd time..”what do i do…?” She was holding her heart necklace, ‘i’m sure the others are worried about me right now…’ she thought as she sighed sadly
“maybe i can make it up to them by taking them to that garden i found, it was pretty..maybe i can-”
She stopped as a bell like sound starts to ring,”a bell? That’s weird but…it sounds beautiful..” she listens to it “it’s almos like it’s calling..to…someone…” she stay silent and the light blue aura glows around as she starts to float and she was reaching to somewhere and then she saw flashes…and then she was gone from wherever she was…
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She was standing on some ancient ruin ground, that had the Sahpree’s family symbol on it, “Ali!!” She heard someone called out to her but she can’t see anything or anyone and she touch the symbol and the bell starts again but more louder as the ruin shook, then the ground opens up and she floats down
Makes sense…she’s the reincarnation of a goddess…it would call out to her and react to her…question is..when the goddess wings appears with her..and before the portal behind her…will someone mange to grab her from it?
And this will be playing if this ever happens: https://youtube.com/watch?v=Atc51MxhoAE&feature=shares
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buckleyx · 2 years
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pls a fic about buck from 911 with reader who is v short (like 5'2) and he likes to cuddle on her chest lots of fluff thanks
CUDDLES AND KISSES
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the gif i used is not mine! all credit goes to the owner! - This is such a pretty Gif <;33
Author’s note: Hello it is I. I'm back baby!! NEW EPISODES NEW ME YEAHH. Enjoy my friend as I feed you with this content.
I was really inspired by this request so thank you, thank you, thank you anon.
Evan buckley x gender!neutral reader
Warnings: FLOOFFF and cuddly Buck but also mentions of the coma he has in season 6
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"I'm cold." You whined, pulling the blanket closer to your chest. Buck smiled, stretching his arms before moving closer to you. The couch made a funny sound as he smoothly tried to scoot over. You giggled at the action which made him crack a smile of his own. The corners of his mouth curled up, the sound of your laughter sounding like heaven to his ears.
Since Buck's accident, he's been pretty much stuck at home. Not that you really minded, helping him recover was one of your top priorities now. You even took some time off of work. Just a couple weeks, just until he was feeling better you promised.
"Feeling better now?" He asked. You pretended to hesitate, nuzzling your face against his chest. "Yeahhhh, I'll be alright." You teased. Another chuckle escaped his lips, pressing a kiss to your head.
Oh, how he wished he could stay in this moment forever. He felt so at ease, so peaceful and safe when he was with you.
You thoughtlessly watched the tv show that was playing while you played with the soft cotton hem of his shirt. Twisting it around your fingers. Unconsciously Buck was doing the same thing but with your other hand. His finger caressing the palm of your hand.
You stayed like this for a couple of minutes before the silence was interrupted by soft yawn. Buck pushed his face to the side before blinking a few times. Evan would feel tired often, something the doctors warned him about after he woke up from the coma.
You noticed it in him too, after a few simple task he would already be feeling sleepy. He hated it. Especially during moments like these. Even after sleeping full hours he still would feel like he hasn't slept a wink. He just wants to be with you, do simple things again with you. But it takes time. Healing takes time.
"I'm I such bad company?" You teased, perking your head up to look at him, a smile plastered on your face. Evan laughed softly while caressing your cheek with his thumb. "You? Never!" He smiled but couldn't help but feel a slight quilt forming about ruining this beautiful moment.
You noticed the shift in his eyes and wanted to tell him for the millionth time that he doesn't have to apologize or feel bad about this. He needs to heal.
Before he could say anything you poked his side, tickling him to take his mind of it. "Hey!" He laughed loudly before tickling you back. You jumped up at his fingers tickling your skin. You playfully fought back, making your way from his chest to his torso. You carefully sat up and strangeld his torso. He rested his hands on your hips to help you sit up as you proceeded to tickle his stomach. A playfull "yelp" escaped his lips as he tried holding your hands, laughter filling the room.
After his failed attempts of winning you over he called for a truce. It fell quiet again as you both tried catching your breaths after all the giggles. Here and there a small giggle manged to escape again, making you both smile like children.
Buck sat up again, positioning your hips so you were sitting more comfortable on his lap. Your legs strangled his torso. His hands grabbed your cheecks. He played with your hair before peppering your face with small kisses. "I'm so lucky to have you." He whispered. You smiled, looking at his lips before giving him a kiss. His eyes fluttered shut, deepening the kiss at your approval.
"I love you." You whispered back after a few seconds. The buckley secured his arms against your back before swiftly switching positions. You were laying with your head against the couch, he gave you a loving smile and a kiss before resting his head against your tummy. He wrapped his arms against your upper body, nestling his nose against your skin just like you did before with him.
He felt so happy, so goddamm lucky to have you. How he wished he could capture moments like this forever. Dream in them away and stay with you forever.
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pinkyqil · 5 months
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player: Esmee Brugts
Esmee comforts reader after the game because reader got into a confrontation with an opponent on the pitch during el clasico
Conflict // Esmee brugts
You were never the type to starts arguing with the ref or player's. Yes you've had your moments here and there which would be rare.
but today of all day anthea decided that you would be her target.
you knew it was apart of the job but at some point she kept pushing and fouling you around like some ragdoll and you've had enough and weren't going to be pushed around any longer than enough.
It was like your teammates could read your mind. around half time alexia lucy and Irene came up to you.
after esmee had told them something you couldn't hear sometimes you loved your girlfriend but when she does stuff you don't know about it really gets to you.
"Whatever plan is going on in your little head don't do it just ignore athena it not worth running el classico for yourself". alexia told you which the other's agreed.
"Fine".was all you could get out.
"Don't let her get to you kid you got a brick heart so let's keeping playing like that". Lucy added.
"Thanks guys I'll try". You told them.
After the little chit chat the game had resume and it seemed liked the real madrid coach had told athena something. cause right now all she's been doing was bitching around and talking smack whenever she got close to you.
You ignored her for half the time and tried focusing on the game that would be before. Right now you had the ball as ona passed it to you with a clean pass.
which you got has you were about to kick it in the goal you spotted athena coming your way you quickly dribbled the ball around her. and as you we're kicking it into the goal it got to athena who also seemed to be flying in with the ball and obviously into net along with your goal.
You didn't know to celebrate or just stand there trying to think about how on earth you mange to pull that.
You wanted to get her ass but definitely not like that. before you knew it athena was marching past you and started yelling at you.
you both got into a very heated argument which lead to both teams having to pull there player.
The ref was thankful on your side after giving seeing the bull shit athena has been pulling.she got subbed off and you we're finally being able to enjoy the final moments of el classico.
Once the team had finished celebrating on the pitch everyone made there way to the dressing room.
"Ay amiga the trick you pulled on athena was badass". patri told you
"I wasn't even planning on doing that".
"as if we all know how bad you wanted to get a go at her".
"Yeah but not like that".
"Patri just drop it she's clearly not in the mood". esmee called putting an end to patri teasing she wasn't the type to always speak out as she had a very shy persona.
"lo siento, amiga". She apologized.
"No worries you told her". es you ready to go,you called out to her.
"Yeah let's go". she said grabbing you're hand.
"Bye guys". you both told your teammates before leaving.
"Thanks for your help out there and in the changing room". You told her as you both arrived at your destination.
"No worries there isn't anything I would do for my favorite girl and what patri was right earlier theway you knocked her into the net was badass babe". She told with a bright smile on her face.
"If you say so now let's forget about it and enjoy our dinner at the restaurant".
The rest of the night was filled with a lot of love from esme she made sure to give you extra massages and kisses which made you feel better.
A/n: hope the fic reached your standards,I'm always opened to you guys sending in a player prompt and location or any type of request in general and as always feedbacks and comments are appreciated enjoy reading and hope you have a spectacular day ! 🫶🏾
© PINKYQIL
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h-inxs · 1 year
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Konig +18
Synopsis: It is not easy to handle Konig in sex, he has great size and immeasurable speed, especially in his hips. But today he's convinced of turning your brain into mush in a better way and he wants to test his oral and finger skills.
Tags: choke kink, overstimulation, fingering, swear kink, squirting, rough Konig (I don't think I'm missing any)
(English is not my first language)
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When you come home after a tiring day of work in your office, the first thing you do after giving him a welcome kiss is complain about how stressed you were, that you needed a break. You sit in the chair and he positions himself behind you and begins to tighten those knots in your back, it feels comforting, you let out a light sigh and move your neck, suddenly you feel his warm breath on your neck. "This one here is a tough one" He whispers into your neck as he continues with his massage without any other intention.
You sigh heavily and throw your head back only for your forehead to collide with his mouth.
"You are good at this" You say softly before placing your hand on top of his right. "I'll have...a shower" You slowly get up from your chair, walk up the stairs and head to the bathroom. He may have noticed how fast you walked and sometimes twisting your leg, he smiles with a mange, licks his lips and walks towards the stairs, this time he goes to your room.
You enter the bathroom quickly, take off your clothes, you enter the shower and turning on the cold water to remove the heat from your body, if you hadn't gotten out of there at that moment you would have ended up begging him, begging him to fuck you.
Your nipples are erect but you can't tell if it's because of the cold or because of excitement, you close your eyes tightly, refusing to touch yourself, that would lead to a catastrophe, you pray to whoever is up there to hold back with all your might, you get out of the shower after ten minutes, wrap yourself in the towel, dry and put on your panties, then go out into the hallway knowing that Konig would be downstairs or so you thought.
You enter the room as if nothing had happened and you get the big surprise that Konig, your wonderful boyfriend, was sitting on the bed, in the dark, waiting for you. "God you scared me!" You say putting a hand on your bare chest, you walk quickly to the closet, grab one of his t-shirts and put it on, when you finally look him in the eyes you see that flash of lust, you want to laugh at your nerves but you unload that idea when he stands up, a 6'4 man against you, corners you against the closet and smiles when he sees you looking for an escape.
" Scared meine liebe? " He says looking at you, you shake your head and walk around him, not expecting him to grab you by the hip and hang you on his shoulder before throwing you onto the bed. "You've been running away from me" how could Konig not know that you were avoiding having much contact with him.
" I'm sorry " You say looking into his eyes, he doesn't have the hunter's hood on his head, when one end of his mouth stretches to reveal that canine smile with those fangs." Me too liebling" He says before kissing you, it's not gentle, your tongues fight for dominance and it's obvious who wins, Konig moves his calloused hand up from your thigh to your neck pinching a peak of skin in the chest area, you're sensitive there, when he reaches your neck he presses lightly and makes you turn your head at another angle, you want to escape from the shame, you look like a schoolgirl getting horny from her first kiss but you can't help it, not today.
Not when he has his clothed cock pressing against your center, you slowly move your hips generating friction but his only response is to growl like an animal in heat and grab your waist against the bed so you don't move.
"You won't get my cock today, you don't deserve to cum like that" He whispers in your ear and from one moment to the next your beautiful panties no longer cover your pussy, in their place are Konig's hands, he admires with a mocking smile the stain of excitement that you created "I haven't even touched you darling" He says and then runs a finger through your wet slit and mocks how you tighten around nothing, he looks at you and you look at him, pleading with your eyes.
"Please... " You beg, looking at him as your hips tremble slightly.
"Please what" He asks, running his finger through your wet pussy again, pulsing your clit ghostly.
"Ngh~ fuckkkk" You say and your eyes roll slightly into your skull.
"I don't hear anything" He teases you by slightly inserting his finger, you moan in frustration.
"Stop playing.. ~" You ask in a moan. "fuck me" You say in a whimper, and he finally complies, he doesn't put just one finger in you, he puts two in you, and he pumps them almost unnaturally, in and out, up and down, you make a damn mess on the sheets, with his other hand he rub your clitoris insistently and your body trembles full of spasms.
"Oh! oh! oh yessssss! " You scream in a loud moan, you're so close to cumming, you open your eyes to find Konig looking at you in the most lascivious way possible, you smile weakly at him and it seems like his sanity breaks, his fingers curl and touch that spongy spot inside of you and if you were shaking before now you probably looked like a vibrator. You squeeze his fingers deeply, "I'm going to cummm~" You warn him between moans and sighs.
"Not until I tell you " he says before he slaps your pussy, you resist with all your might and you feel him add one more finger, your back arches, you're so close, the slobber escapes into the corner of your mouth, your eyes turn white and your poor thighs tense.
You squeeze his fingers again and he knows that even if he asks you, you won't be able to hold on any longer.
"Cum for me little slut" He says and you don't wait any longer, you squirt in spurts, we wait for them to take over you, Konig holds you by the hip and keeps you glued to the bed, when you come down from your climax you gasp deeply.
"I'm not done with you yet." He attaches his mouth to your wet pussy and sucks hard, the sensitivity of your last orgasm is still there, his tongue flattens and rages at your entrance, he sucks hard, runs his tongue over your clit and moans when his terrible erection girl against the mattress, those vibrations only drive you crazy, you grab in a fist his hair while arching your back, His right thumb now trembles against your erect clit, while he brings his left hand up to play with your tits, rolling your nipple between his fingers covered in your essence, pinching the nubs and following his way to your neck, squeezing there and you think you are going to die and go straight to heaven.
"Konig please, faster~"
Your voice is like a whimper that comes out raspy and barely strong, he takes the last licks before moving away from your pussy, he admires it as if it were a work of art and rubs his palmares against your clitoris, your moans are getting louder and louder, louder and wilder, and you come again, muttering incoherently and shaking, the sheets quickly getting damp.
Before you know it he leans over the drawer and pulls out the magic face, turns it on and clicks against your overstimulated pussy. He keeps him pressed against you, speeding up and down as he watches you squirm on the bed, a chorus of his name coming out of your mouth like honey.
"Nghhhh, I can't do it~" You find it difficult to speak properly, " Show me how that pussy drips" Its serious tone makes you achieve glory faster, you shake hard for the third time and an overstimulated orgasm hits you harder than ever.
You exhale hard and see that he still hasn't taken out the damn vibrator until he sees one micro orgasm, you've done pretty well for today.
"It's okay honey, rest, I'll take care of it"
He says before kissing you on the temple, he is so gentlemanly that first he changes the sheets, tucks you in and then gets into the shower to fuck his fist furiously and cum in such a pathetic way.
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cozygold · 7 months
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Mystery of Lilia's ring
Lilia x Reader
Warnings: angst/fluff, fem reader, general lilia, book 7 spoiler
Pt. I Pt. II
Lilia wears a wedding ring under his gloves. However when asked he doges the question or makes up some silly excuse
Malleus is aware that he had wife. Lilia confirmed it a while ago but did not elborate further
It was only during the Malleus overblot incident that Diasnomia family found out about her and who she was
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(it takes place after Malleus have put everyone to sleep Silver/Sebek/Yuu watch Lilia dream play in front of them like movie)
Lilia woke up in unknown place. His whole body was burning with pain, he barely had the strenght to open his eyes
Everything was blurry but he could make out soothing humming and chopping of knife against a wooden board. It made him relax his muscles a little before the noise stopped. At the same time he realized
'Wait...it sounds like.. a human language?!'
He shot up sitting up on the bed before tumbling back down from the anguish
"My,my don't strain yourself like that, dear"
His eyes widden in horror when he felt hot breath right next to his ear along with voice that he heard ealier. He quickly reached to his waist trying to grab his weapon. But it wasn't there
"Sorry, love I had a feeling you might try that so i had to take your toy away so my head will stay on my shoulders"
He whipped his head around and saw a human woman. Now standing good few feet away from him. She was wearing a dark cloak and a long dress. Both looked pretty torn down and dirty
"What do you want, human? Even without my weapon i can take you down easily"
His eyes started intensly at her. A sight simillar to a wounded animal
"Haha, you would be right if you weren't in a state you're currently in. I barely saved that leg of yours. I'm medic that specilizes in humans, you see~"
She took few steps closer to him. Smile never leaving her face
"I'm (y/n)(y/l), i'm a traveling medic. I manged to save you from that abush that you got yourself into earlier"
Lilia squinted his eyes, trying to recall what happend. He remembers how fast his heart was beating, the metal that tore through his flesh...
Green fire, and a figure with what looked like horns
"Meleanor?! What the hell was she doing there?! Speak human!"
"Oh, i'm sure she's safe and sound in her castle"
"What?! Don't try to make fool out of me. I know what i saw. This green fire and the horns must have belonged to her"
"Oh no it was just me"
She deadpaned looking blankly at him. They stared at each other in awkward. Lilia pinched the bridge of his nose
"Care to explain yourself?"
(y/n) giggled and puffed her chest proudly
"It looks like two twigs on my head and some plant colored fire was enough to send the fools running. I honestly suprised you fell for it too"
She tilted her head to the side, looking smugly at him. Lilia felt his cheeks warm up. How could he had fallen for such simple trick?
"Hmph!"
He quickly turned around on the bed facing the wall and hiding his red face
Meanwhile Sebek, Silver and Yuu watched as the dream played in front of them
"Who is this woman?! How dare she mock Master Lilia!"
"Shh, Sebek that might be her. Father's wife..."
"Nonsense! He never even mentioned having a wife. Let alone a human"
"Never directly. But i once overheard Lord Malleus try to speak about her with him. After confirmation Father quickly changed the subject"
Silver scratched his chin, deep in thought
"as much i feel like inviding Father's privacy, this might be our only chance to really get to know her"
Back to the dream
"Awww, come on General! You gotta i eat! I didnt work so hard to save you just for you to die out of starvation"
Lilia scrunched up his face, turning away from the spoon being held to him. He spent about 4 days in the human's cottage refusing to eat, still not being able to stand up from the bed.
He didnt trust her one bit. She has no reason to do it so. What kind of motive drives her? Trying to gain his trust to poison him? Is she secretly a twisted woman trying to make him in some sort of fae pet for her amusement?
He has to get out as soon as possible
"I have no intention of taking anything from you, woman"
His tone harsh as it always been, red eyes glaring at her
She sighed, pulled out a chair and slumped down on it, setting the bowl of soup on the table. (eye color) eyes looked up blankly at the ceiling
It was her first time taking in a fae patient. She did as much reaserch as she could on them during such short amout of time. She knew that they could survive longer without food than humans. They also recovered faster
But his state was quite serious. Regular man would have probably passed by now. Used to enduring injuries in battle he's probably not even aware of it.
She Has to make him trust her. Just enough for him to her treat him
"You never told me your name. I just know you by 'general' "
She finally broke the tense silence, turning her head in his direction. He still refused to meet her eyes
"There is no need for you know it"
"Huhhh, no fair, i already told you mine"
Her attempt at teasing him got ignored making the room go quiet once again
"I never wanted this war. And i know you didnt either"
She dropped the teasing letting her tone get more grim
"Tch, don't act like you know me or what i want"
It was clear from his body language that this conversation was getting on his nerves, yet she continued to press further. It was now or never
"I know that my people caused you unimaginable pain. No matter what either side has to gain from its not worth all the suffering.
Fae, human, merfolk, beastman...i was taught to treasure all lives. I swore that i will save as many as i can as a medic. Just like you swore to protect your people as a general"
Lilia despite still being sceptical for first time seemed to not ignore her
"My parents were medic as well. They made me what i am today, taught me how to treat people. My whole village fell victim to this conflict"
Her voice shaked, eyes starting to get watery. She took a deep breath to remain composed before speaking futher
"I will not ask for your pity or gratitude towards me. Just please let me treat you. We already lost enough"
She bowed her head to him, her voice pleading almost like she was begging for her own life. Lilia let out a heavy sigh
"Rise your head, human. I do not want to be subjected to such a pitful sight any longer"
Few stray tears streaming down her cheek, her eyes looked up him hopefully
"I will eat your soup so cease your whining"
A bright smile adorned her features. She clasped her hands together letting out a joyful laugh
"Thank you sooo much! Don't be afraid to say if you don't like it i will adjust it to your taste next time! Please enjoy it!"
She handed him a bowl and a spoon
"I will be in the kitchen mixing up some healing herbs for you!"
"Sevens, quit talking my ear off! J-just go do what you're supposed to do"
"Right! Please call me if you need anything"
She skipped towards the door and just about when she was about to leave the room she heard her patient speak up
"Hey..."
"Hmmm?~"
She turned around, tilting her head curiosly
"Its Lilia Vanrouge. My name"
Suprise washed over her features for a moment before her lips spread into a thoothy grin
"Nice to meet you, Lilia"
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moody-alcoholic · 3 months
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Scapegoat
AN: I hit 200 followers which actually blows my mind the people like my work so I'm uploading 2 chapters as a thank you <3. ALSO there is more smut to come the next few chapters is a lot of angst and hurt/comfort, a lot of bad people doing bad things... The next 2-3ish chapters are the ones I'm worried about posting the most since things take a sharp turn downhill. I will say though, this story does have a happy ending, just got to get through some hurt first.
Summary: Ghoap x Reader, throuple. Slow burn (sorry but not sorry). 2.7k words. Reader is female (she/her), army nurse, non descript physical features, names used: Ashe. CW: Medical stuff, medical inaccuracy, descriptions of CPR, CPR.
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Enjoy <3
You’re on the ward today, it’s almost empty most of the people who were here yesterday seeking treatment have been discharged. 
“Quiet?” You look up to see the doctor reaching down for a medical file on the desk you’re sat at.
“Don’t say that word, you’ll curse us.” You protest reaching over to hand him the file. 
“Don’t be silly that’s just a myth, the only reason you think it get’s busier is because you’re paying more attention to the passage of time.” He says opening the file, then signing something in it. 
“Well if that’s the case I will go for my break, and I’m sure it won’t get busy.” You get up taking the file from him and putting it back in it’s spot. 
“You have your pager?” You show him the device on your hip as you walk out the ward to the canteen. You’re still actively trying to avoid Jack and thankfully since the little incident yesterday you have not seen him. Guess running this place is keeping him busy. You shove some food down your throat, you’re not really hungry but you haven’t eaten anything all day and the last thing you want is to be passing out in this heat.
You take your time almost on purpose you check your phone. Nothing, other then the one attempted call you let ring out. You had been becoming more and more paranoid since the ‘chat’ with Jack and you don’t know why. You just hope Johnny and Simon are okay, you knew they would be they’re soldiers, SAS soldiers they are more then capable of taking care of themselves. You leave the canteen when it starts getting busier heading back to the ward. 
“See, not a single person.” The doctor says sitting in the same chair you were in. 
“Well I stand corrected.” You say throwing your hands up. He chuckles getting up to let you sit down. You walk round the desk as he wobbles. You put your hands out to steady him.
“You feeling okay?” You ask as he braces himself on the desk. 
“Yeah just tired, I think I need a lie down.” He says standing up straight, he looks clammy. 
“Why don’t you lie down in the ward, it’s cool in there and you won’t have to go far.” You say, you manged to feel his forehead he’s not warm but he does seem a bit out of it. 
“Okay,” He says walking into the ward, you help him in the bed and grab him a glass of water. 
“Ring the bell if you need anything, I’ll come check on you in an hour or so.” You say pulling the curtain round. That was weird, you head back to the desk when the phone rings. 
“Medical.” You say picking the phone up. 
“Hey we’ve got a guy here who might have broke his ankle can you get to the supply depot intake?” A voice on the other end says.
“Yeah I’m on my way.” You reply hanging up and typing in another number. 
“Hey, I need to go deal with a suspected broken ankle can you come watch the bay?” you say to which ever nurse just picked up. She’s says she’s on her way and you wait, when she arrives you see it’s the same nurse who unknowingly saved you from Jack yesterday. 
“The doctor wasn’t feeling well he went to lie down in the ward.” You say as you grab the med bag off it’s hook. 
“Is he okay?” She asks. 
“Yeah just the heat I think, check on him in like 20 minutes if I’m not back.” She nods and you head out to the supply intake. Even though the base is small the supply depots are massive, filled to the brim with all sorts of supplies you make your way down seeing soldiers circled round someone on the floor. 
“See this is why you have to look where you’re going.” Someone says as you push your way through. 
“See we’ve even got the cute nurse for you.” Another says, you roll your eyes.
“Alright settle down, get back to work.” You look up and see an officer standing above you, he explains what happened, he fell off the loading dock landed on his ankle. It didn’t look too swollen from what you could tell. 
“You can sit with it elevated and I’ll give you an ice pack. If the swelling doesn't go down you might need to go to Damascus for an x-ray.” You say handing him a cool pack from the bag. He nods and you help him on his feet to a chair.
“Want any pain relief?” You ask, he shakes his head, the officer says he’ll keep and eye on him and thanks you for your help. You nod deciding for whatever reason to take the long way back to the ward. You’re enjoying the walk in the sun, it takes your mind off of missing Johnny and Simon, you’re in a world of your own remembering the last few days together how nice it was that you almost miss the beeping of your pager. 911, medbay. You rush inside heading straight in dumping the bag at the nurses station as you see the nurse doing CPR on the doctor in bed. 
“What happened!” You ask rushing over and pulling gloves on. 
“I don’t know I went to check on him and he wasn’t breathing.” She says between breaths.
“Let me take over.” You say switching with her so she can get a break. You hear more medical staff run in the room, the alarm would have gone out to all medical staff. And Jack.  One of the nurses comes over to try and get a IV in and a medic takes over control of the situation. 
“Okay once we’ve got a line in lets push epi right away, someone get him on a monitor when was the last pulse check?” He asks. The nurse replies and he orders you to stop CPR so we can check. No pulse. You switch with someone else doing CPR as you stand to the side waiting until you will take over for them. What happened? He seemed fine? Is it an underling condition? Heart attacks don’t just happen. All of a sudden you feel guilty, he has a kid and wife at home. We’re doing everything we can. You remind yourself. There’s a shock, a pulse check, no change. You take over CPR letting the other person rest. It’s not looking good you look over at the medic, he looks lost, the only doctor on the base is down. Another round of adrenaline, another shock another rhythm check. Nothing, asystole, we all look at the medic. There is nothing we can do, he asks if we all think we should stop. There are some murmurs, some nods, the medic looks round one more time and sighs.  
“I can’t call it we need a doctor.” He says. You step back.
“I’ll call it in.” You say leaving the room going over to the nurses station. You slump down in the chair looking at the phone. The nurses in the room have started leaving, it’s only the medic and the nurse from earlier now. You pick up the phone opening a book and finding the number for the main Damascus base. The doors to the med bay open as the call rings through. You hold your breath as Jack walks in he goes into the ward talking to the medic. When someone picks up on the other end of the phone you explain the situation, it’s like your body is running on auto-pilot. 
“They’ll be someone over within the next 2 hours to processes the body.” They say. You don’t even say thank you you don’t even remember saying goodbye. You just remember putting the phone down looking over at the doctors body on the bed. Michael, his name was Michael, he has a 3 year old son called Harry, after Price Harry. A wife called Alice, who loves to paint. Now he was dead. 
“I can take watch if you want to get some rest.” You hear a voice beside you. It’s the nurse, you don’t even know her name.
“Call me when they get here, they said they would be here within the next 2 hours.” She nods and you head to the dorms. They’re empty you flop down on your bed. You remember seeing Jacks eyes follow you as you left the ward. You close your eyes, trying not to cry. You can’t help but think about his wife, a widow now. His son will grow up without a dad. You feel guilty, you roll over closing your eyes.   ——————————  You wake to your pager beeping you back to the ward. You look round the room it’s still empty, it’s only been half an hour if that. They can’t be here already, the drive from Damascus takes at least an hour. You get up anyway heading to the ward. When you walk in you almost pass out. There is Johnny, Simon, Price and a man you’ve never met before who must be Gaz. You look over into the ward, his body has been zipped up in a body bag and the curtains almost all the way drawn, you swallow hard getting rid of the lump in your throat. 
“Well I’ll tell ye what lass, give us her bunk and we’ll find her ourselves.” You hear Johnny say as he’s bent over the counter of the nurses station. You walk up to the desk not quite believing it.
“There she is!” Johnny shouts as he sees you. 
“You’re not here for the body are you?” You ask them.
“The body?” Price asks. You press your lips together, your eyes wonder to Simon, although you can’t see his face under his mask. His eyes still look soft though, kind. Johnny is looking at you with that cheeky grin on his face. You just want to jump in his arms, you want to just blurt everything out, you just want to feel them holding you again.
“The Major is on his way.” The nurse says.
“Of course he is.” You sigh as she gets up and you take her seat. She waves goodbye and tells you she’ll see you later. 
“What are you doing here?” You ask quietly. 
“We were invited.” Johnny says. You look confused but you don’t have time to question it as Jack walks through the double doors. 
“Good to see you again captain.” Jack says extending his hand out so John could shake it. You felt sick sitting up straighter in your chair as Jack makes friendly with everyone. 
“Come through to my office, we have a lot to discuss.” He says gesturing them to the exit.
“You’ll let me know when the doctor from Damascus gets here?” Jack says looking over at you. 
“Course sir.” You reply, he smiles back at you it makes you feel sick. What the hell did he want? What was the play here? Yesterday he was threatening you to get information from them now they’re here. A part of you hoped they were here for you. Hoped the cryptic message you sent to Johnny was enough to get alarm bells ringing. You shook the thought away, they weren't here for you, besides Jack hasn’t done anything since, maybe he was just having a bad day. Right now all you needed to focus on was Michael, and getting his body secure so he can go home.
You spend the next few hours doing nothing at all, no calls, no one comes in for help. They come for the body about half an hour after 141 arrived, you call Jack but he doesn't come. They take a statement from you and then he’s gone. Your shift is supposed to be over soon, you flick through a random medical journal as you wait for your replacement. It’s the medic from earlier. 
“They took the body then?” He asks as you get up. You nod. 
“Did he have a family.” 
“A wife and kid.” You say. 
“That sucks.” He replies. You nod again heading for the door. You’re not hungry you just want to sleep get away from today.
“Hey!” The medic shouts back just as you’re about to go through the doors. You crane your head back to look at him.
“The major want’s you in his office.” You feel sick but nod at him. You feel like you can smell the death in the air, no it’s just your imagination. There is no such thing as the smell of death, just the smell of decomposing bodies. You make it to Jacks office and knock on the door.
“Come in.” You open the door and walk in.  
“Sit.” Jack says. 
“I would prefer to stand sir.” You say. He sighs. There is another knock at the door. 
“Come in!” Jack shouts, two soldiers walk in you look at them then back to Jack confused. 
“So we got the results back from the autopsy.” You look at him shocked.
“That was quick.” You say. He nods.
“It was rushed through given the circumstances of the situation.” He says, you can’t help but feel like you’re about to get told off again, like you’re a kid in the headmasters office. 
“Turns out the doctor had lethal amounts of insulin in his system.” Jack says, you look at him confused and scoff.
“He wasn’t diabetic.” You say. Jack nods, he spins the computer monitor around so you can see. 
“This is your ID card withdrawing a very large amount of insulin,” he says standing up his hands flat on the desk table. 
“I didn’t do that, it must be a mistake.” You scoff. He looks serious.
“I’m sorry what are you accusing me of?” You ask suddenly nervous. 
“Look I can make this easy for you, just confess to what you did and we can skip the court-marshal, you’ll be back on a flight to the UK tonight.” Jack says, you look around at the two soldiers behind you who you can almost feel pressing up against you.
“You’re crazy.” You laugh. He sighs hanging his head, for a second you think you see genuine sympathy. 
“I tried to give you a chance.” He says shrugging then he gestures to the soldiers behind you who grab your arms. You hear the clicking of cuffs before you can react. What were you going to do anyway? They’re way bigger then you, stronger. 
“What is going on!” You shout, almost not believing what is happening. Your mind turns to Simon and Johnny were they still here? You were going to look for them when your shift had finished, now you’re in cuffs being accused of murder. Jack comes round the desk to look you in your eyes, he leans in to whisper in your ear, you pull your head back as far as it will go.
“I told you I could make your life very difficult.” You feel his breath on your neck you feel sick, you can’t believe what is happening. 
“Take her to the cells, as of right now she’s to be treated as an enemy of the state.” 
“What the actual fuck! Asshole!” Is all you manage to shout as you’re dragged through the doors. You don’t know what to say, what to do. Johnny and Simon can’t help you. Maybe this was his plan all along? You get to the tiny detention wing of the base. You don’t think this has ever been used, the whole place seems to be covered in a layer of sand and dust, and it’s hot.
You’re pressed up against a wall and patted down, your phone, pager, radio, everything is taken off you. You’re stripped down to your shirt and pants, they take your boot’s and belt. You look at them in the eyes your two guards, you don’t recognise them maybe they came from Damascus. They don’t say anything, they won’t meet your eye line. You're still too shocked to say anything, to confused to attempt to fight. They take the cuffs off and you’re thrown into a room the door bolted behind you. You look over at the padded bed, the florescent lights and the cold concrete walls. You pull your legs up to your chest burring your head in your knees. What the hell just happened. 
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bluegalaxygirl · 4 months
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Amnesia (KidKiller X Reader) P7
Plot: After an explosion reader wakes up in a hospital with no memory of the past few years, her parents want to take her home so she can recover and get back to a normal life while the Kid pirates want her back on the ship where she belongs.
Warning: Bad language, Medical stuff, family issues and Violence.
Reader is Female, Poly Relationship, established relationship, Kid X Reader X Killer, Reader is a member of the Kid pirates and is in charge of the money, Budgeting and negotiating the best price.
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You relax a little but keep your eyes on the two just in case, despite them keeping their distance and trying to make you feel safe you still don't trust them. "First I'd like to know exactly what you were told and who told you" Kid speaks up seeming angry about it, you somehow knew his anger isn't directed at you but it still makes you tense up a bit "Kid" Killer sighs shaking his head at his friend who jumps a little noticing he's made you go back to being tense. "It's ok… My parents told me when i woke up. They said i was kidnapped and held for ransom by Pirates when i was 19. They paid the money but I wasn't handed over and i was forced to work for them. I know i have bounty poster for being a part of the crew even if it was against my will. Urm… i think it was a few days ago, they said the pirates got into fight with the marines and there was an explosion, I was arrested but my parents manged to pull some strings so i was free to go and come here… I don't remember any of that though, i just woke up here… I don't even know where here is" You sigh looking over at the window, the world outside was nothing like your home but it wasn't scary, it actually felt better than being home. "Most of that is a lie" Kid scoffs getting angry that your parents would make up something like that but then again you did say they were awful people, Killer nods before shifting a little on the bed to fully face you "Your on Kyuka, an island on the grand line, we had to back track a bit to get some of our crew back and to come see you." Killer states watching as you nod before looking out the window.
You can't believe your on the grand line and you can't believe your parents came out here to get you, it makes you happy that they care enough to come for you. "We did take on a quite a few marine ships and there was an explosion while you were on one of their ships. It had explosives on it and you were steering it away from the Victoria Punk … Our ship, You got knocked into the water along with a few other crew member's and picked up by marines later on." The masked man continues watching as you nod along, that part matches what your parents and doctors told you, although these two seem to care a lot for you, the masked man even sounds worried when talking about the explosion, this brings one question to your head and a strange deep need to know the answer. "What's my relationship with you two?" You ask while looking down at your hand thats griped into a fist on your lap, you know there's more to all this, why would they come this far to get you if you were just a cash grab or a single member of their crew? Why do you feel so comfortable around them? Even though you know their pirates for some reason your convinced they won't hurt you or drag you away. Kid moves to sit on the bed getting you to look up at him, he goes to speak but Killer places his hand on the red head's leg "I don't know if you'll believe us" The masked man sighs as his head drops a bit seeming very unsure, Kid sighs and shakes his head putting his hand on top of the masked man's to comfort him "i want you to know, just don't freak out, please" The masked man continues, anticipation grows in you as your heart beets faster wanting to know now more than before.
Nodding at the two Kid looks back at you deciding he'll be the one to tell you since Killer seems too nervous about your reaction, "Us three are in a relationship together" He state hoping you will understand but you look between the two confused by his words, you kinda know what he means but you want him to be more clear. With a sigh the red haired man slowly moves his mental hand over to you and places it on your still clenched fist, a sense of relief washes over him when you don't pull away or flinch. You couldn't flinch away, you know he wouldn't hurt you on peruses but his hand was heavy making your fist press down onto your burned leg. Your hand shifts making him pull away in shock but you place your hand on the bed before looking up at him. "Elaborate" you state making Kid smile placing his metal hand back on yours as Killer let out a small huff of a laugh "You and your big words" Killer shakes his head, but he sounds happy which makes your heart flutter a little. "You've been a part of my crew for 7 years, Me and Killer have been together for 6 years. We didn't intend for anyone to join but" Kid gulps as his cheeks go red starting to get flustered over having to explain their relationship with you, noticing he's starting to struggle due to embarrassment Killer looks up at you and reaches over placing his hand on top of Kids mettle hand adding to the pile. Your heart pounds harder in your chest but its not out of fear, it makes you happy since you were right about the connection you feel with the two. You didn't think it would be this but you want nothing more than to hear them say how they feel.
Killer waits for your eyes to shift to him before speaking "We both fell in love with you and it took us a while to figure out what we wanted and to tell you… You felt the same, so us three have been together for 4 years now. It's a Poly relationship, we all love and care about each other" Killer finishes off for Kid the two staying quiet after to give you time to process, you may not remember being with them but it sounds so right, you know what a Poly relationship is but you never thought two people would love you and each other at the same time but your happy that it seems that way. Despite these feeling though, you still don't know them well enough to act on any of these feelings, when you know them more or remember more you can then rethink but for now its best to shove these feelings away. Just as you finish deciding what to do and how to answer your parents walk in along with the nurse from before whose apologizes over and over again to them "Get away from her" Your mother yells storming over to you as your farther glares at the two men "Get security" Your father order the nurse who jumps at his stern and angry tone. The two pirates don't move or take their hands off you not threatened by the two people who just walked in. "No, no, it's ok. I said they could stay" You pull your hand away from the two to quickly grab your mothers arm that was reaching for the empty glass vase on your side table. The nurse freezes in place not sure what to do and who to take orders off, your farther raises an eyebrow at you his anger being turned to you now as your mother looks at you in shock not only form your words but from realizing all the roses in the room are gone. Letting out a breath you try and calm yourself knowing what is going to come from the both of them, its best to keep calm in this situation.
Your Farther's abrasive voice cuts through the short silence, if you weren't so used to it then you would have jumped in shock "Y/N, these two are pirates, their the ones that-" Your farther glares at you but your blank eyes meets his stopping him from continuing "I know who they are. I know what you told me but i don't know what to believe. You're telling me one thing and their telling me another, I'd like to hear both sides before i make any kind of decision" You stay calm as you speak knowing getting angry with your farther or mother will make it less likely for them to hear you through their own anger. Your Farther takes a step towards you his eyes filled with rage that you would answer back, he looks like he's going to hit you but you know he won't, mainly because he didn't want to injure his hands. Kid growls low seeing that look on your farther's face and suddenly stand up his fists gripped ready to punch the man "I will kill you if you hurt her" In shock your quickly turn to look up at the red head whose eyes are glaring at your farther, no one has ever defended you against your parents before, everyone always takes their side. He didn't have to do anything, but he did, it sends a strange warm light feeling through your chest but in turn your head starts to hurt, it doesn't feel like a normal headache, the back of your eyes hurt as your head goes fuzzy, there's an image in your mind but it too blurry to make anything out. "Sweetie, they are dangerous, they took you from us, what ever they told you is a lie" Your mother whispers to you but you can't stop looking at Kid who's glaring back at your father, both refusing to back down from what ever mental battle is going on.
The more you look the clearer the image in your mind gets but your head hurts more and more, your ears start to slightly ring as tears well up in your eyes, not because your sad but because of the pressure building behind them. Killer manages to snap you out of your strange gaze by placing a gentle hand on your cheek, your head throbs but you look to meet his masked covered face "You ok?" Killer asks scooting closer his thumb rubbing under your eye wiping away a stray tear, even though he's wearing a mask you can tell he's concerned by his tone. Your mothers eyes widen at seeing you uncontinuously lean into his touch so quickly grabs your slung up arm "Get your hand off my daughter" She scowls while puling you away making you wince in pain grabbing onto your bandaged shoulder as pain shoots through your hole arm. "Don't pull, you'll hurt her.. Y/n you ok?" Killer growls at your mother before turning to you going back to that clam and kind voice, pulling away from your mother you rub your shoulder managing to calm the pain down a little, Killer reaches out to touch your cheek again hoping to comfort you but you push his hand away nit wanting touching you right now. "I'm fine" you finally state despite your head and shoulder throbbing, Your mother gives you a sad look before bending down to you "I'm sorry sweetie, i didn't mean to hurt you" She whispers seeming genuine in her apology so you look up at her and nod giving her a small smile letting her know it's ok. Your farther growl under his breath having enough of the situation "I want these two out of here now" Your farther orders to the nurse behind him but his eyes are glued to the red head who is still glaring back "We're not leaving unless Y/N wants us too" Kid replays as the nurse looks around the room unsure of what to do with all the different people saying different things.
Making his way around the bed towards the red-headed pirate your farther growls under his breath "My daughter has memory loss, she doesn't know what she wants" Your Farther yells only to be met head on by Kid who quickly storms over to the end of the bed getting in your farther face and towering over him, despite the clear intimidation your farther refuses to back down or break eye contact with the red head. "She may have memory loss, but she can still think for herself, she's a grown ass woman" Kid yells into your farther's face starting a yelling match between the two, your head throbs more making your vision go fuzzy, everyone voices fading in and out hardly able to make out the words being yelled. Seeing a glazed over look forming in your eyes Killer's quick to place his hand on your cheek but you slap it away much harder this time "SHUT UP" You yell making almost everyone in the room jump in shock turning their attention to you. "Please just go" You whisper while rubbing your head it starting to hurt less now that the noise has stopped, your mother gives you a happy smile, glad that you've finally agreed with them that the pirates should leave. Kid bites his tongue struggling not to continue yelling at your farther as Killer sighs standing up off the bed. "Well, hurry up and get out" Your farther steps aside gesturing towards the door for the two to leave, looking up at your farther you sigh knowing he didn't get what you were intending "You too" Your mother looks at you with wide eyes before bending down to your level "Sweetie-" she tried to say but you hold your hand up not wanting to hear it.
The nurse sighs knowing what she has to do for her patients sake, you are her patient and their for your comfort is more important "I'm sorry but visiting hours have long been over so please leave, you can come back tomorrow if she wants but if you kick up a fuss again I'll have no chose but to kick you out " She states stepping over to the bed giving you a slight nod, letting you know she's on your side. "That includes you too Mr and Miss Winslow" Your Mother goes to protest at this but your farther gabs her arm pulling her away from the bed "We will be coming back tomorrow and i hope by then you have your attitude fixed" You have to bite your tongue at your fathers comment, you wanted to berate him but it'll only make your head hurt again. "As for them, i don't want them near my daughter" Your mother pipes up looking over at Kid and Killer who haven't moving yet, although Kids fits are clenched at his side his flesh hand starting to turn white while his eyes burn into your farther, if looks could kill your father would be long dead. "Y/n? Is that what you want?" Killer calmly asks turning to you, You need to know more before you make a destitution on who to believe and the only way you'll get that is if you talk to all people involved. "I want you to come back, I-" You want to say more but your farther interrupts you making your head hurt with his sudden yell "Absolutely not" Kid storms over to your farther grabbing his shirt and pulling him closer almost lifting him off the group. "Will you let her speak for once, Gods no wonder she ran away, you over controlling narcissistic bastard" Kid yells only to be stopped by Killer who runs over and grabs the captains shoulder "That's enough, we should go, let Y/N rest. We can talk tomorrow and figure things out"
It surprises you how calm the masked man is and how easily he seems to control the situation, Kid lets go of your farther dropping him to the floor where he stumbles back while fixing his suit collar and tie. "I'm sorry Y/n, we'll let you rest" The masked man turns to you giving you a nod before grabbing Kids arm and tugging on it, The red head sighs before turning to you and rubbing the back of his head "Sorry for my out burst…. we'll see you tomorrow" You nod at his words although you did notice the slight redness in his cheeks, the nurse gives everyone a smile before gesturing towards the door getting everyone to leave. Once everyone's out the room the nurse closes the door and turns to you, making her way over she sits on the edge of the bed before pulling your shirt away from your shoulder to have a look at the bandage "I'm so sorry, i should have stepped in sooner" She whispers while checking for any sign that your wound has reopened but luckily it seemed fine, there's no blood and the bandage hasn't moved. Placing your hand on hers you look up to meet her eyes "It's ok… It's a strange situation and my parents are hard to deal with" You try and comfort her, you know there's also a big likely hood that your farther owns a percentage of this hospital so talking to him in any way other than with respect might get you fired. "Thank you for being on my side, its… rare" You admit pulling your hand away from hers letting her pull your shirt back over your shoulder.
The nurse takes your hand her small smile dropping as she thinks for a second, your about to ask her what's wrong when she starts talking. "I know it's not my place to say but your parents are right about them being dangerous. Eustass Captain Kid and Massacre Soldier Killer both have bounties over two hundred million, their part of the worst generation and ruthless… but on the other hand they do seem to care, they seemed genuinely worried and ready fight for you, it didn't seem like an act." She sighs not sure if she should be telling you all this but you squeeze her hand leaning forwards a bit while giving her a reassuring smile. "Thank you, I'll take any information is can get at this point, like i said before i don't know what to believe, the only thing i can go off is facts and some fuzzy images i can't make out" You state while rubbing your head trying to see that image again but it won't come back, the nurse nods and stands up letting go of your hand "I'll do what ever i can to help but for now I'll get you your meds and then you can rest" She turns leaving you alone in the room again, hopefully you can get more answers tomorrow and hopefully your parents will find your glasses so you can read something. Its so boring just sitting around or watching the dock where ships barely move. With a sigh you lean back against the bed while's placing a hand on your cheek, it still feels warm from Killer's touch it feels nice and you can still faintly smell Kid's cologne giving you a sense of comfort.
----- The Victoria Punk -----
The normally loud dinning room is silent something thats is very rare especially when almost the whole crew is gathered in there, Killer had just finished explaining why you weren't back with them which left the crew feeling deflated. None one spoke for a long while, most of them looking to their Captain hoping he has a plan or an idea but the red head just sat in his chair, his feet propped up on the table while his arms are crossed over his chest tightly. No one could tell what Kid was thinking or feeling, his eyes are angry but his face is blank as the captain stares off into space, with his mind clearly somewhere else Killer sighs crossing one leg over the other as he sits next to the red head. The masked man didn't know what to do, a part of him hopes that Kid will snap and just tell everyone we're grabbing you and leaving despite what they told you but he doesn't want to break any kind of trust or relationship that they have just formed. It's a miracle that you want them to come back, with a sigh Wire leans on the table looking over at his two friends, the room as been quiet for far too long and someone needs to take charge of the situation "So what do we do? Take her in the middle of the night?" The tall man asks knowing exactly what reaction he's going to get, the two men suddenly turn to look at him as they yell the same answer in anger "No" They both glare but soon release the small smirk at the corers of Wire's lips, its clear the tall man only asked that because it would snap them out of their own heads. "She stays until she agrees to come back and i ain't leaving her with those assholes so where staying… House, how long does it take for memories to come back?" Kid sates suddenly turning to the doctor who's messing with her fingers.
House gulps before slowly looking up at her captain knowing he isn't going to like the answer "I-i don't know, it could take a few days or months or years and in some cases… they might not come back at all" Her shoulders tense up as she says her last part, Kid growls while gritting his teeth but before he can start his out burst Killer steps in placing a hand on the captains shoulder giving it a hard squeeze "While were dealing with the situation i want everyone to be on high alert for marines, if her farther does have connection he might have called some in to get rid of us" The masked man states knowing that the crew is at risk, Kid sighs and nods in agreement "There should be several people on watch at all times and no one should leave the ship without permission, understand?" Kid calls out earning loud "yes Captain" from his crew which makes the red head smirk again, House raises her hand getting the two's attention before speaking "I was thinking that maybe i could join you two at some point. i want to look Y/n over, make sure she's healing well and maybe do some snooping around the hospital." She hopes they'll agree but by their thinking faces she feels like it's going to be less and less likely, luckily though they turn to each other and nod, silently agreeing on something "We'll bring it up to her and see if she agrees" Kid states hoping you'll say yes to having someone else look you over, the two don't want to overwhelm you with new people, and they also don't want another reason for your parents to bitch and moan causing you more pain and increasing the chance of a marine presence.
Through the conversation between the three a rhythmic tapping of fingers started to develop getting louder and louder, Heat has his teeth clenched as his fingers tap the table, lost in thought it was Wire who snaps hims out of it by bumping the stitched man's shoulder with his own "What's up?" The tall man whispers not wanting to interrupt Kid and Killer talking to the crew, Heat sighs and rubs his head while stopping the tapping he was uncontinuously doing "I know i've heard the last name before, Winslow, Winslow. uhhh, i-i just can't put my finger on it" The stitched man groans in frustration, its on the tip of his tongue but it just won't force itself any closer, Wire pats his friend on the back giving him some kind of reassurance, it would be nice to know who your parents are, but he doesn't want to put any more weight on Heat's shoulders. A few seconds later it finally hits the stitched man making his eyes widen in slight shock, cursing under his breath the room suddenly goes quiet all eyes turning to Heat since they know something has well and truly caught him off guard. "The Winslow family own a Drug distribution company that mainly castors to the marines and world government, a few years back they were also given a licence to make new drugs although that licence has since been revoked but i can't remember why. They also own several other big company's in weapons, fuel and have shares in others that have been handed down for generations… Their rich.. Like royalty rich"
The room goes completely silent at this no one knowing what to say about the situation, it normally wouldn't bother them if you came from a rich family but this is different, your family sells a lot of stuff to the marines and seems very buddy, buddy with them. It's true your farther can't fire a marine, but he can pull resources which will be disastrous for them so it's no wonder the commodore was so hell-bent on keeping quiet. "So what if her daddy's rich, the prick has no right" Kid growls flicking his hand in protests while leaning back in his chair but it seems some of the crew don't feel the same, they still want you back but being this rich and from a very well known family will bring its issues like it has now "I don't get it, she left and now years later they want her back, Why?" Mohawk asks a man how has been with the crew since the beginning and of course gets his name from the tall and thin orange Mohawk on his head "Something fishy is going on, i think it's a good idea to gave a few of us look into things" Narbe a man with two large scars down his face and over his eyes speaks up making the captain hum in thought, it would be good to get some info in order to have the upper hand, it also might help them in the future "Alright, you two and Heat your in charge of that but don't leave the island" The three smile giving their captain a nod happy to help out and also maybe rough up some people to get information.
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tomtenadia · 10 days
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Rowaelin Month - day 7
Hi all, a bit late with this but inspiration did not until an hour ago.
It's a very short fic with a lot of fluff. Hopefully you will love it For some reason is very mostly in Rowan's POV.
@rowaelinscourt
THE LUCKY ONE
The room was chaos. Dresses and shoes lay scattered on the bed and floor as if a tornado has swept through the room. That natural disaster was called Aelin and Rowan stared at his wife planted in front of her dresser with a disgruntled expression.
“Fireheart, not to put you any pressure on you, but our taxi will be here in half an hour.”
Rowan was an architect and his firm had won the contract to rebuild the Opera house that had been destroyed ten months prior by a fire. 
That night the place was finally reopening and of course they had been invited. The venue would officially open to the public the following night, that evening was a high end affair with the high end of the society and famous people. 
He was not a big fan of black tie events. He was an introvert. His company had won the contract and then asked some of the best architects to design a new venue. His project had won by a landslide, he got a promotion and became project manager. It had been a dream but he would have been happy to stay in the background and watch people enjoy his vision.
But unfortunately he was meant to go on stage make a speech and cut the ribbon with the mayor.
Aelin, always the extrovert, had been delighted at the idea and of bragging with her friends of how famous her husband was.
But her next grunt made him realise that even Aelin at that point would have gladly stayed at home in sweatpants with their kids and a movie and a lot of ice cream.
Aelin was three months pregnant with their third child and had reached the stage where clothes had stopped fitting.
“ Can I just show up with one of your hockey jersey and sweatpants?”
Rowan walked closer to his wife and puller her to his chest. She was just in his underwear and his hand gently covered the small bump that has just started showing “Fireheart, you are stunning.”
“I am fat.”
A gentle kiss on the spot behind her neck “Get dressed and tonight I will show you how hot I think you are.”
Aelin turned, facing him “you are biased.”
“No, I love you.”
Five minutes later he had manged to help her in a stunning black dress that showed all the curves he loved so very much. He had not lied. She was stunning. Stretch marks and all. 
They were finishing getting ready when the door of their bedroom opened and their two children appeared and Rowan smiled. Maya, their seven years old daughter, was wearing her princess dress with tiara and all. But the best view was Thomas, their five year old son all dressed up with his sister’s princess clothes too. He had a pink fluffy dress with a puffy skirt, a few fake pearl necklaces, clip on earrings and a red hair wig that Maya had used for Halloween. While his sister was wearing a tiara he had a big crown that was too big for him.
“Dada, we are ready too!” Screamed Maya.
“Mama, dada, look! We pwetty!” Thomas added while showing his attire proudly. 
Aelin burst into tears and knelt in front of both of them “you are both stunning, I am sure auntie Lys will give you a wonderful party for tonight.
“No,” said Thomas “We go with mama and dada.”
Rowan sat down near his son “Tom, you and Maya will have to stay with auntie Lys and uncle Aedion tonight. It’s grown up boring party,” explained Rowan who, all of a sudden would have preferred to attend the party his kids had in mind.
“But we dressed up,” protested Maya.
“I know my love,” added Aelin grabbing their kids hands then she looked at Rowan “what about you and Tom plan a party for tomorrow? Dad and I will dress up with you both.”
All of a sudden the kid’s smile grew “can I keep crown?” Asked Thomas timidly.
Rowan hugged his son “anything.”
The two screamed in joy and ran out of the door.
Rowan helped Aelin to stand up and she melted against his chest “Their party sounds much better.”
“I know, Fireheart. Tomorrow.”
“Can I be your queen for a day?”
His mouth met hers “you have been my queen every day since I met you.”
*
The following day the Whitethorn-Galathynius’ household was transformed in a fantasy wonderland. Aelin had transformed in queen and had sat all day on the armchair that Rowan had converted in a throne. He had dressed up as knight and both kids had put up a fashion show. Maya’s room had exploded and all her clothes had been everywhere while she had her brother paraded in front of their parents. It had been the perfect day. Rowan had even let Aelin and Thomas paint his nails while Thomas tried to braid his hair. 
Yes, the event the previous night had been the celebration of a career.
But this, with his family around him, was the only goal he really cared about. 
He stood and grabbed Thomas in his arms, "come on, let’s go and make mama and sis tea and biscuits."
And with his son still dressed like a fairy in his arms he waltzed to the kitchen thinking that he was the luckiest man in Terrasen. 
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cosmicpearlz · 2 years
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love is complicated
summary: you express your feelings/concerns to your boyfriend and it seems like he doesn’t actually hear you out.
pairing: percy hynes white x reader
a/n: had a request from @mirukkuvanilla about doing an insecure!reader and i just ran with it lol. (i hope this was to your expectations!)
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“hey baby, you want to go with me to the party?” oh great, another night of his friends looking at you like you didn’t belong. totally worth it.
you turned your head to him to meet his eyes from the couch you sat on, “um yeah sure.” percy smiles and shuffles to kiss your temple. it almost makes you feel bad for feeling this way. if he was happy, why couldn’t you continue to be happy?
“awesome, get ready! we leave in about twenty minutes.” you rested your head into your hands hearing his footsteps walk away from you. it hadn’t always been this way but somewhere along the way his friends had been giving you the cold shoulder. you had a gut feeling that it was mainly because you weren’t famous like them. maybe if you were, things would be different.
the uber drive to emma’s house wasn’t that far but still a good distance. percy was practically buzzing being that this was the first time in a while that everyone was able to be together due to scheduling. meanwhile, you felt like you were dying.
“ah percy you made it!” hunter said opening the door for you guys then his eyes gaze over to you, “and you brought y/n.” all you could mange to do was an awkward wave and a small smile. this was definitely going to be a shitty night and you could tell.
once walking fully in, everyone jumps to greet percy. you were spared only a short hello and that was it. it’s almost as if they wanted you to know that you weren’t welcomed, only tolerated for the sake of their friend. you stood by the door silently while your boyfriend was immediately dragged into conversations.
“y/n! oh my, i haven’t seen you a while. how are you?” emma squeals pulling you into a warm friendly hug. she was the only one out of the whole group that didn’t change on you.
“i’m doing okay. how are you? i seen that you’re working on a new movie.”
“yes! i’m doing well and the movie is going good. i really like the script.”
“that’s good! i’m glad you’re enjoying it and can’t wait to see it. i know you’re gonna be amazing.”
emma lays her hand on her heart in thanks for your kind words, “let’s get you a drink, yeah?”
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a few drinks later and you felt even worse then before. you were ignored pretty much the whole night, only talked to here and there. you could feel yourself fuming by the second. standing up quietly, you walked to your boyfriend who was resting his back on the wall. you motioned him to lean down so that your lips could meet his ear to hear you better over the music.
“can we go?”
“go where?”
“home percy. i want to go home.”
“what, why?” you huffed crossing your arms and looking away from him.
“excuse us for a minute,” percy nods to the people he was talking to and grabbed your hand. he leads you to one of the spare rooms upstairs and closed the door.
“okay, what’s this about? why do you want to leave.”
“why are you questioning me?” you could tell that he was getting frustrated at this point but you couldn’t find it in you to care.
“just answer the question.”
“i’m obviously not welcomed here and your friends for some reason don’t like me anymore. i don’t want to be here where i’m not wanted,” your body felt on fire. you never brought it up for the simple fact that you didn’t want to come between him and his friends. they were there long before you were.
“c’mon that’s such a stretch baby. they like you for sure,” he places his hands on your arms in attempt to console you. pushing his hands away, you take a step back.
“percy they don’t like me. why can’t you see that? m-maybe they did before but not anymore. only emma really takes the time to talk to me.”
“you’re being delusional.”
“delusional?” you take a second to breathe before you continued, “percy open your fucking eyes!”
“explain it to me then! baby, i can’t help you if you don’t let me.”
“you don’t see how they look at me. they clearly don’t think i belong with you and i’m sure it’s because i’m not famous like you guys.” percy felt his anger raising and was offended.
“you’re being crazy,” he scuffed shaking his head.
“stop calling me crazy!”
within seconds it turned into a screaming match. one trying to out yell the other. of course, you guys had fights before but nothing ever like this.
“you’re just being insecure at this point. get over yourself!”
“so what if i am!” you eyes started to water but you refused to let him see you cry over this, “what if i am insecure, huh? for months i felt like i wasn’t good enough to date you simply because i’m not like you. months that i held in every time your friends ignored my entire existence and pretended that i wasn’t feeling shitty. months that i sat by and watched fans ship you with other famous people. months percy!”
“so this is all about being public? seriously y/n, i expected way better from you.”
“it’s not about being public idiot. it’s about not feeling enough when i try so fucking hard!”
“so what if fans ship me with other famous people. big deal.”
“percy, it’s a huge deal! as your girlfriend, i feel as if i’m not being heard.” your voice was cracking the more you went on, “you’re invaliding my feelings and don’t even realize it.” he puts his head down tired of yelling.
“if i was dating another celebrity, this stupid shit wouldn’t be happening,” percy muttered under his breath but you heard it clear as day. sticking your bottom lip between your teeth and nodding your head. the tears officially came streaming down your face and your heart felt as if it was tore out.
“well don’t let me stand in the way of that. goodbye percy,” you rush pass him in a hurry to leave. the saltiness of the tears were worse the more you walked downstairs.
“wait baby, fuck i didn’t mean it!” his feet guiding him to follow you quickly.
“if you didn’t mean it, you wouldn’t have said it. leave me the fuck alone.” you could see his friends silently watching the scene unfold. the music was turned down lower too. likely, they heard everything which was more embarrassing. you sarcastically chuckled to yourself with more tears running.
“at least i won’t bother you guys with my presence anymore. happy?” you made sure to look at the whole circle before walking out the door completely.
“sweetheart please!” the minute that percy had finally got outside, you were gone. it seemed like luck was on your side because when you ordered the uber, it came in under a minute. he sinks to the grass with the realization that you were gone. and probably for good.
“fuck fuck fuck!”
“percy?” the boy couldn’t bother to look at emma who standing near him. couldn’t bother to notice how some of his friends were standing at the doorway feeling slightly guilty.
“she’s gone. she’s gone and it’s all my fault,” the boy sobs into his hands. his body shaking with regret for hurting you. for not listening and definitely not seeing the signs that lead up to this moment.
emma lowers herself to the ground to wrap her arms around him. she had never seen her friend so broken and she was hurt for the both of you. percy continues to sob into her shoulder.
“it’s my fault. it’s my fault em.”
-
it’s been about two weeks and percy still felt empty. the love his life left and there was nobody to blame but himself. why couldn’t he see the silent signs you were showing? why couldn’t he just listen to you that night? he swears that he’ll never forget the image of your heartbroken face. he was supposed to be the one drying your tears and here he was actually causing them.
he had tried contacting you by phone number, email, different social media dms but it was radio silent. tried going to your closes friends, seeing if they’ll talk but all he got was a door slam to the face. he was desperate to talk to you and reassure you that he was just angry. but that wouldn’t help because anger is not an excuse to talk to your loved one that way.
“okay percy, i love you dearly mate but you gotta stop mopping about,” georgie calls out to his friend. the boy also felt lost seeing as he was part of the reason too.
“i can’t.”
“yes you can.”
“i ignored the way you guys were treating her. i didn’t even know and it’s too late,” percy whispered feeling as if he talked any louder more memories of that night will continue to play in his head. georgie sighed and took a seat next to him on the other beanbag close to percy.
“i’m sorry. as your best friend, i felt that i was trying to protect your heart from her. but she wouldn’t even think about hurting you like that. now that i think of it, she never once even asked to be public and that shows a lot. i’m sorry that we didn’t give her a proper chance.”
“i get it but at the same time it was my own heart to protect. you guys could’ve talked to me and i would’ve told you all how much she’s loving. how much she means to me. y/n is my everything and i let that go over anger. i didn’t want to believe her and didn’t even think about taking it into consideration.”
“you should talk to her.”
“georgie, she didn’t even answer. she’s done with me.”
“just try again, yeah? but do it in person.”
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percy knew exactly where to find you, you were at your parents house. when you guys moved in together, he learned quickly that you’ll go to their house if both of you needed to cool down. this was the last chance he had. he drives so fast that he almost crashed but he needed his lover back. once making it to the house, he gets out and starts pacing. what if you really were done? what if you slammed the door in his face? without another beat to miss, he knocks anxiously on the door.
“hi percy, was wondering when you were going to show up. she’s in her old room,” your mom steps to the side and let’s him enter.
she grabs his forearm, “make this right. i know you too love each other. don’t forget that.” percy nods his head and continues his walk to your room. with every step he took, he felt his heart beating faster. facing the door, he knocks softly.
“come in!” this was the first time he heard your voice in two week and his eyes start watering but he held it together. he walks into the door and his immediately meets yours. you saw your happy smile drop and watched you look away.
“what are you doing here?”
“i came to apologize. really apologize.” there’s a pregnant pause thinking if you really wanted to let him speak to you. but you knew that it was only hurting the both of you, if you didn’t actually talk it out.
“okay. close the door though.” percy nods and closes the door. he then leans on it because he was afraid of coming closer. he didn’t want to invade your space and make you uncomfortable. you had seen this and patted the spot next to you on the bed. with a small smile he complies and sat down still not sitting too close just in cause.
“sweetheart i’m sorry. i’m sorry i didn’t see those signs or the way my friends were treating you. i didn’t mean what i said and your feelings are not stupid. your feelings are completely valid. i wasn’t hearing you out that night but i’m listening now.” you sighed and looked up at him fiddling with your fingers.
“perc you really hurt me. imagine my surprise when my boyfriend who i’m so in love didn’t want to hear about how insecure i was. you crushed me saying that dating another celebrity, you wouldn’t have to deal with this.” he shuffles closer and hesitantly grabs one of your hands. you interlock your fingers together missing this warm feeling you got from him.
“baby i swear i didn’t mean it. i talked out of anger and i know that’s not an excuse. god, i could never replace you. there is nobody that i want to be with more than you.”
“how do you know that?” you felt a stray tear fall onto your cheek.
“i know because i’m madly in love with you. i know because there’s never gonna be someone that cares for me the way that you do. baby you have left your mark on my heart that can’t be undone,” he takes his free hand to wipe away your tears.
“i love you too percy. i don’t know if i really can forgive you fully,” percy drops his head and bites his lower lip. it was his fault that he was going to lose you right now.
“i fully respect that. i’m sorry and i know you deserve better,” he goes to stand up but you quickly get a hold on his wrist.
you couldn’t really hold back your smile, “you didn’t let me finish silly. i was going to say i’m willing to try and forgive you but it’s going to take some time.” percy smiles with tears falling down his face as well.
“take all the time you need. i’m in it for the long run,” he wraps his arms around you and places a kiss on your forehead. you nuzzled into his chest feeling more of that warmness he radiates.
“i missed you so much love,” you squeezed him a little tighter and began to sway you both back and forth.
“i missed you more than you know honey. more than you know.”
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star-girl69 · 2 years
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My Heart Never Knows
Jake Sully x Neytiri x Fem!Reader
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a/n: this sucks i fear but only one more chapter left!! i hope you all enjoy this one 🫶
warnings: mentions of drowning, mentions of blood, mentions of injury, mentions of death, tell me if i missed anything!!
Chapter Twenty Five- Need
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“Jake!”
The two of them are a whirl of blue and sliver, swords glinting off the fire. The fire that is growing and surrounding you, coming closer and closer.
“My Jake!” Neytiri screams as well, until something hits the water and the fire starts to burn on the water, slowly carving its path.
Fear grips you like a hand around your throat, but you push in back in favor of Spider’s panicked urging.
“Get back! Get back!” he shouts, hands slapping the water and the fire roaring behind.
All of you make it to the boat quick, panting and hearts thumping.
“Stay close!” Neytiri shouts, and you force yourself to be alive again, take control of your limbs. Your hand is clumsy when it lands on Neytiri’s shoulder, but you squeeze anyways, and she manges to look back at you for just a moment-
“Mama! Mama, Mama,” Tuk shouts, floating over the rushing water, about to be sucked in by a waterfall, deep into the bowels of the ship.
“Tuk!” you scream and reach for Neytiri, helping her stay steady while she holds on to Tuk. “Take my hand!” you shout, and she looks between you and you daughter for a second before she loses her grip on Tuk, somewhere through the sweat and water, and she disappears into the ship.
“Tuk!” Neytiri yells, and you see her stay for one second, one moment, before she jumps in after her, only raw instinct.
“No! No, no, no,” you scream, but Kiri shouts and pulls you back.
“Y/N, please, please-”
Her hands are around yours, tight in a vice-like grip, tugging you back and away from the vortex.
“No! No, Kiri, please, baby-”
“Y/N,” she shouts, almost warning you, head shaking. “Please.”
You take a step forward, and she lets you go slack, eyes boring into yours. The fight still continues from behind her- and you are torn in three. Who do you help? Who do you go with?
“Kiri,” you mumble, before the choice is made for you.
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The path down was harsh, dark and barely lit, wet and cruel. When you finally land with a splash, you see Neytiri and Tuk up ahead. But the room you’re in is filling with water, the walls closing in, suffocating.
“Neytiri!” you shout, your injuries fogging your brain, the sudden fall knocking you off balance. You should be able to swim better than them, no? But you’re hurt, and you can’t. And you need them.
She whips around and let’s out a cry, her face softening, before she reaches towards you and grabs your hand, barely giving you a second to bask in the feel of her skin before tugging you towards her, parting the water.
“S-swim,” you say, water splashing into your mouth. Neytiri nods and let’s go of you after a moment, and Tuk leads the way, swimming through what you have to until you reach a staircase.
“Ah, Mama!” Tuk shrieks as a wave hits her in the face, but you’re too focused on trying to keep yourself above water.
“It’s okay,” you say, but your words are too soft, and they’re swallowed by the sound of rushing water.
“Swim! Swim!” Neytiri shouts, pushing you in front of her and onto the staircase after Tuk.
Her back is against yours, one arm running along the length of yours, palm cupping your elbow to urge you along. Urge to fight, to live.
The three of you swing around a railing, climbing higher and higher in the small slanted hallways, water rising behind you.
Till suddenly the ship gives a sharp tilt, and the three of you slam to the side, barely having enough time to right yourselves before Neytiri is grabbing at you and forcing you to walk on the wall.
The floor becomes a wall, the wall becomes a floor. You need a moment, you think to yourself, just a moment to breathe and live.
The three of you come to a door, the ship completely on its side now, you think, and Tuk grabs your hand as Neytiri wraps tugs on the circle handle, pulling down, pulling the door open.
“Open it! Open it!” Tuk screeches, her hand a vice grip around yours. You almost want to tap your feet impatiently, ask if she’s done it yet a million times even though you can see she hasn’t.
The water still rises, and the air falls with it, and Tuk has to tread water by the time Neytiri gets the door open.
“Go!” you shout, pushing her over the doorway into whatever safety lies behind the threshold.
The rest of you scramble through, following the path of the falling water and hitting the bottom. Submersion for a split second, until you submerge and they do too.
“Climb!” Tuk shouts, pointing to the tables and chairs latched to the floor. Neytiri helps the two of you onto the back of the first chair, the first rung on the ladder, the first leg of your journey. You had thought all day that the humans would bring death, that you were heading to your death, but now with Tuk and Neytiri so close to you, hands warm and wet, brushing by, you can’t think that way.
You only imagine something good at the end of the tunnel. Not light, because you’ve learned darkness doesn’t have to be bad. But just something good.
Then, you feel it, hear the moan of the metal, the ship start to flip all the way.
Tuk let’s out a shout and you want to reach over and help her, place a reassuring hand on her shoulder, but you’re too busy holding on for life.
Suddenly, Neytiri drops as the water does, and you and Tuk does as well, simply continuing your previous journey, fear around your throat like a hand, like ice in your veins. Cotton in your mouth, lead in your heart and head. Your movements feel slow and weighed down, but you push through, you have to.
The ship finally stops, so it slants no longer, at least giving you a flat surface to run on. The three of you come to the end, to doors, and Neytiri moves to grab them again and you breathe out when she pulls it open- only for the water to push it back shut again.
“No!” she screams, like she can command it.
“Open it!” Tuk shrieks, and you join Neytiri, but the water is too much and your hands are so slippery, and the metal is cool and smooth.
Tuk swims in the other direction, and you follow her after Neytiri herds you that way as well, hand on your back.
“Go, Tuk, go,” she urges, and you swear you see the light of something before you don’t.
Black spots crowd your vision, like supernovas, like black holes, swallowing your vision in their deadly pull. You gasp as your head droops, your neck too weak to even hold it up.
You grip onto a random piece of metal just as Tuk screams:
“There’s no way out!”
You become aware of the fact that you’re living and breathing, no matter how painful or hard that it is, you’re living and loving and you’re good- so you deserve to, right? The need to keep breathing, to keep living surpasses anything.
“No!” you gasp, just as Neytiri starts to pray, and Tuk’s tears fall faster and more. “There- there has to-”
But it is mostly a mumble, and you’re sinking and falling and drowning, and there is no one to save you.
No sister will come. No children, no mates. There is no one to save you.
Suddenly, the ship slams down and the water around you thrashes.
“Mama, Mama,” Tuk gasps, taking deep breaths. There is no where else to run, nowhere to turn. “I’m scared.”
“It’s okay,” Neytiri whispers, hand reaching around you to cup Tuk’s face. “Just stay close to us, stay close,” she whispers, as the last light finally flickers out.
Tuk whimpers, but all you can do is lean your head against whatever metal is behind you, take deep breaths.
The only sounds are heavy breathing, the small waves hitting metal.
Something in your heart, in your ribs, in your bones.
“Neytiri.” you gasp, vision too faded, the room you’re in too dark to see. You can just barely make out the small stars on her face, glowing in the light.
“Great Mother-” she turns to you with wide eyes, with hope, and you almost cannot break it to her that you haven’t found a miracle. “Y/N.”
Until suddenly, even through the black dots, her face becomes easier to see, the room brighter, and Tuk gasps and Neytiri looks past you.
When you turn, Tuk has dived under the water, leaving only ripples behind, and the water is filled with light.
Neytiri pulls you back into her, arm hung around your shoulder, fingers skimming the water below where Tuk is in front of you.
Suddenly, something emerges from behind the corner, and Tuk emerges, and Kiri does too.
You gasp, as Tuk and Neytiri call her name and smile.
Kiri smiles too, before her face turns serious.
“Listen,” she says, voice low, “I need you to trust me.” She reaches behind to the animal on her back, eyes meeting yours. “Mom, I’m gonna give this to you.”
“No,” you say, as Neytiri grabs your shoulder and spins you.
“You’re hurt,” she whispers, and you look over to see Kiri nodding.
She connects your braid to the animal, places it on your back, and air suddenly rushes into you like the sweetest relief. You hadn’t realized you were struggling to breathe before- but now that you know this, you realize you weren’t breathing before.
It’s like with your family- you thought you had loved before them, but now that you know them like this, love them like this, you know whatever was in the past was foolish.
“Trust me,” Kiri whispers. “Calm your heart. Big breaths.”
The four of you do as she says, breathing deeply, breathing because you need to. Because you want to live, you need to live.
“Follow me,” she breathes, and turns and dives in.
Neytiri let’s go of you, taking a big breath before the two of you sink into the water.
Kicking off from the metal wall behind you, the weight much easier now that you have good air straight to you, your vision starts clearing. The black holes receding, spitting back up what they swallowed, the world righting itself again.
You stay close to Neytiri, Kiri holding onto Tuk, as the three of you follow the small wisps of Eywa, the small pieces of her, pushing on metal to get yourselves further.
When you break the surface, blinking away the water, ears adjusting, and the first sound you hear is Neytiri yelling for Jake.
“My Jake!” she yells, tired, swimming poorly, hand tight around your bicep and tugging you along.
“My Jake,” you say, but it’s a whisper, he can’t hear you. But from the way he looks at you, it’s like he can.
He holds onto Payakan’s fin with Lo’ak, and Neytiri pushes you towards him just as you feel the cloth wrapped around your wound fall away, blood flowing fresh. You gasp and flail in the water, fear overtaking you, but Jake simply reaches toward you and practically throws you onto Payakan’s fin.
Neteyam, grabs your arms from across, holding you tight, keeping you from falling and sinking into the water. You smile when you see him, and suddenly Neytiri is wrapping her arms around you and Jake, although it is more like she is hugging Jake and you are just between them.
You let out a small laugh, breaths hard, but easier.
Your family just breathes for a moment, breathes in life, breathes out death. In the good, out the bad.
You all pull closer, limbs slippery, but slinging them around shoulders anyways.
You rest your head on Payakan’s fin.
“Mom.” Lo’ak places his hand on your face, his features full of concern. You prop your head to smile at him breezily. “Are you-” but he can’t even finish it.
“I’m fine, sweet boy. I’m fine,” you gasp, and he nods, squeezing his eyes shut tight. “We’re all fine. We’re all fine.”
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draco-after-dark · 8 months
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Rock zombie Feral
(I already made some art that will be posted soon but i needed to talk about this idea)
Okay so hear me out
Rock zombie Feral JD but it went wrong. all kinds of wrong.
So it seemed a big thing from the rock zombies is that when you've been zombie-fied the effects vary depending on the troll. I'm going to focusing more on Branch's case then the other troll leaders since he is JD's brother and is the closest rock example I'm ever going to get.
So what if JD was at one point or another turned into a Rock Zombie. Like an early test for the guitar but it went horribly wrong because
Feral JD was been without troll contact for 20+ years
The guitar was incomplete, missing a string or two
Barb got impatient and wanted to test it out (it did not go well)
What if i made the chunk out of Barbs ear JD's fault because he bite her in his rage (sorry Barb fans)
I'm thinking the events played out as along the Rock trolls tour across the continent they stumbled across John Dory when they had been passing through a forest. They new he wasn't a Rock troll. They weren't entirely sure what kind of troll he was, since he's grey and all and wasn't exactly singing or anything.
He just growl and hissed at them as he tried to escape but they cornered through him into one of those cages they have. It was not an easy feet a lot of the Trolls who had to wrangle him into it got bitten, scratched or both.
Once he's been contained it pretty self explanatory. Barb shows up with the guitar and blasts JD with the perfect rock harmony (forgot what is actually called).
Hell breaks lose in the cage and JD is slamming against the walls, the whole cage rattling and shaking at the impacts. the metal groaning in protest.
Barb remarks "He's a feisty one"
The main thing that sets him off is when they start playing loud rock music. JD having been in the quiet of the forest so long is shellshocked at the loudness and with his ears being quite sensitive so he feels nothing but agony.
JD was already pretty unstable at this point when around unknown things, so add unfamiliar trolls who chained you up and through you in a small cage. He is pissed to say the least. and in pain.
If you know Dragon ball he basically goes full Broly mode.
i imagine he starts to glow a bright red and with a loud screaming roar grabs the cage door and rips the whole things off the hinges and throws it at the nearest group of trolls.
Warning for the following writing below i do talk about death a bit and other things so be careful if that makes you uncomfortable
Upon his jailbreak he goes on a one man war mission and wreaks havoc on anything in his path. ANYTHING. Trolls included. The Rocks trolls do mange to escape with minimal casualties since JD is in a frenzy and is taking his rage out on anything.
He goes full Broly at this point.
When the Rock Trolls get away he sets his sights on anything that moves around him. Wandering aimlessly through the woods demolishing anything that breaths. big or small. a trail of destruction and death following him.
I imagine this goes on for a few days since they still have to collect the final few strings and then need to have the whole Rock concert.
After the guitar is destroyed JD is freed with the seemingly endless anger and rage that had been coursing through his body for days. Unable to calm down or think rationally.
He essentially wake ups after that. Finally being able to breath after everything. You can imagine he felt so out of control for so long he just sort of sits their. by himself curled up into a ball of fluff reflecting on everything that happened.
This is where the whole "I'm a monster" steams from. JD has a lot of guilt regarding the trolls he attacked in his blind rage. This event also contributes to him realizing how far he's fallen.
He knows that same ferocity has always been their, living inside him but he was always able to keep in under control. Keep his anger under control. No matter what.
It felt good to finally just let it out. Although unintentionally, part of him feel releive that he was finally able to get out all that pent up frustration.
It also terrified him. Remembering how much damage he caused, the lives he changed. what if it happened again and he hurt more trolls.
So this gives him even more reason to avoid other trolls until his capture by Veneer and then at his eventual reunion with his brothers.
Now all he thinks about is how terrified his brothers must be of him.
:(
Also JD is famous among the rock trolls now by the name Crimson Death because of the whole glowing red thing and the whole mass destruction thing after those events.
The rock trolls are equal parts in aw of his ferocity and also terrified of it. Rock trolls always gave me unhinged vibes.
Still working on this idea so bare with me but if anyone got ideas about it send them my way.
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dragonridernoobie · 8 months
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How Optimus, Ratchet, and Megatron act when they meet someone that is forgetful but good with swords
Request open still!!!
I'm not gonna lie. I never watched Demon Slayer, but I appreciate you telling the characteristics for S/O!
Optimus
When he first met you, you where practicing you're sword attacks in the forest.
He watched you and was impressed by the sword skills.
But like all good/cool things had to come to an end.
The decepticons found optimus (somehow) and attacked him.
He wasted no time picking you up and calling for a ground bridge.
There, he interduced you to everyone and told you the story why he was here, just he did with miko, Jack, and Raph.
He decided that he will be you're gurdien and this is where you're friendship bloomed.
It came clear very FUCKING quickly to optimus that you where forgetful.
Most times he had to remind you to go grab you're backpack, lunch, homework, and even you're sword.
It never bothers him. He enjoys it since it's always different, and it always keeps him on his toes.
He confess his feelings for you and you guys became a thing.
He was 100000% more protective of you.
He understands you are great with a sword but it'd a sword.
Oh boy, did you prove him wrong.
Miko pulled, well, a miko, and dragged you into the portal with her.
You where attacked by decepticons and optimus was fearing the worse when he went thru the portal to get you.
Expect to find you missing but just finds you beating the living SHIT out of the drones.
He is amazed that you where able to fight somone almost 200x you're size but saw that you truly can hold you're own
You forgot about the fight 2 hours later.
Ratchet
Ratchet was asked to open a ground bridge for Optimus.
When he did, he wasn't so happy to see ANOTHER human.
Tho, he did notice the sword you had.
He was assigned to be you're guardian as much as he protested.
He learns really quickly how forgetful you are and it annoys him.
Always reminding you to get you're bag, eat something, drink some water, To FUCKING BREATH!
(Yes there was a time you forgot to breath)
He gets more and more annoyed with you but somehow you manged to get into this old bots spark.
As much as he hated the fact that he fell for you, you always made him laugh when you forget what you are doing or anything really.
The sword tho, he wasn't so sure about.
He was worried that you would hurt yourself because of how forgetful you are.
Tho, you proved him wrong when the tables have turned and you where the one protecting him.
He was driving you home from (work/school) and he was attacked by Knockout.
He was thrown to the ground, hurt.
He told you to run but you did no such thing, you stood you're ground and held out you're sword.
He saw how you took on knockout and won.
You definitely got a ear full about safety and how reckless you where but he also made sure to tell you how proud he is of you.
That night he confess his feelings and you returned them.
If you don't return his feelings, you are a monster
Megatron
He met you when you where taken from the forest by one of his vicons and brought to you.
He noticed that you had a sword, but he still let you keep it when he thru you into a little cage.
Thinking you won't be able to do anything with that dinky little thing.
Even tho you where assigned to Soundwave he still came by to ask you for information about the autobots.
You kept telling him you don't know who they are.
He notices very quickly that you forget alot.
He tries to use this in his advantage but fails.
After weeks being kept in that cage, he took you out and he shrunk down to you're size.
Or at lest you're size, since he was still a whole 4 ft. Taller then you.
He was impressed by you're sword skills, to the point he actually had fun fighting you.
You reminded him of his old days.
He watched how you fought and actually gave you tips on how to fight.
(No the lord scary megatron ain't being soft.)
Eventually you gained his friendship that he let's you sit on his shoulder alot.
He loves your poor memory, just like optimus. It's always exciting to see what you forget next.
He confessed his love to you when you invited you to the roof of the warship.
You return you're feelings.
Hope you enjoyed! Please remember to request any character on my list! I'm always open!!!
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marilynthornhilllover · 9 months
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heyy so you mentioned there was three more spaces left? How about a really kinky smut shot with Marilyn T? She’s watching reader try on the lingerie that she picked out for her, but Marilyn couldn’t wait and decided to f%ck her on the spot in a tiny fitting room just because her girl looks so hot in it lol. Maybe lots of hair pulling and choking too?
Kinkmas fanfic:#3
I got what you need
Marilyn Thornhill x fem!reader
Warning: smut, spanking,hair pulling, chocking, use of strap, public sex, praise kink, degradation kink, mean marilyn, almost caught.
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"Well?.... do you like it?" You asked her after giving her a full body turn of the new purple lingerie she had picked out. Marilyn hummed - you couldn't tell if it was one of approval or disappointment. She tilted her head slightly to the side as her eyes raked up your body like a hawk stocking it's prey. Her gaze flicked up to yours as she bit her lips hummed again. You had to be honest,the way she was man spreading on the tiny couch in the small dressing room made you feel things. She way her hair was messy from the way she had ran her fingers through it earlier to the way the suit was a close fit on her body making her look so masculine.
You snapped out of your trance when she snapped her fingers in front of your eyes.
" turn around again let me see your ass baby" she spoke up firmly looking quite annoyed that she had to repeat herself. You nodded as your turned around for her, looking at her facial expression through the small built in mirror on the wall. Her eyes were filled with lust and inclination as she looked at your round fleshy ass. You yelped as she grapped hold of your hips and bent your over slightly, she stood to her feet as she pinned both of your hands behind your lower back.
" God you make me so feral." She mumbled as she grabbed the flesh of your ass hard as if it was dough before proceeding to Spank you. You whimpered softly as your feet twitched threatening to throw your over as the stinging sensation burned its way through your cheek.
" mmhm, i bet you know don't you. You know how much you make mommy wanna fuck your brain out but being the slut you are you just don't care do you baby?" Her tone of voice was dark and sultry, seductive even. You moaned as she ran a finger over your clothed slit making you shiver, she smirked at herself when she felt the wet patch that was waiting there for her. She spanked you again before straightening up your body so that you could lay flat against her chest as she made eye contact with you through the mirror.
" won't you look at that. I haven't even touched the bitch yet and she's already pooling waters in her cunt like the Atlantic Ocean." She husked as her hand made its way around your neck. She chuckled as your squirmed against her hold, slightly avoiding her intense eye contact.
" m-marilyn please we can't have sex in the lingerie if we're not gonna buy it." You manged to choke out. She scoffed as she released her grip on your neck.
" who said we aren't gonna buy it,my love....... mommy just needs to make sure that this is suitable for a quick fuck for whenever she's ready" she whispered in your ear, grazing her teeth over your earlobe as her hot breath caused all the air on your neck to stand up. Without warning the marilyn pushed you down onto the tiny couch into a face down ass up position. Your feet were slight dangling off the edge as your ass was high in the air. You turned your head to the side to get a good view of her beautiful figure as she fucked you. You bit your bottom lip as you waited for her to unbuckle her pants and take out her strap.
She pulled your underwear to the side as she slowly began to slide her faux cock through your already already lubed folds. She was teasing you. Making you needy and you were absolutely enjoying it. She sandwiched her cock beautifully between your slit, gently pressing down on your clit resulting in you moaning. Marilyn chuckled as she removed her dick spitting on it before suddenly shoving it in your pussy. You let out a loud and brutal pornograpic moan as she continued to bury her cock deeper within you. She was filling you up so fucking good. You felt so full. They way she would go deep then pull back slightly before going even deeper was delicious and it was driving you insane.
With the sudden intrusion with her massive cock it was taking you every cell in your body to try not to cum on the spot. You clenched down on her cock making it harder for her to move. Her cock hits you right where you need her. your eyes rolled back as she removes her cock entirely before shoving it back into you with much more force. Your hand found her hips as your sharp nails digged into the flesh probably and most definitely leaving marks.
“Fuck, God look at that pussy, fuck yeah" she grunts as she fucks you slowly as the room filled with soft whimpers and squelcing noises of her cock going on and out of your perfect cunt. She groaned as her hands found your hips slamming them back to meet her thrust making your moan louder as your arched your back.
" shut up y/n, you don't wanna get caught and thrown out do you? You want people to hear how much of a cock slut you are for mommy? How greedy your pussy is for my cock mhm" she spoke in a low tone of voice making you shiver as you started to move back your hips to meet her thrust softly moaning every time her cock it your g-spot in the most satisfying way.
Each thrust feels deep and intentional as if you were two thrust away from being sent to heaven. “Good girl. Takin’ my cock so good.” she husked.
" pleasepleaseplease" you rambled out the word 'please' over and over again as you felt your brain get fuzzy, as you felt all your self control, respect and dignity leave you. You were becoming her bitch. Her fuck toy and slut. She's gonna buy you this lingerie and if she felt like fucking you anywhere she'll just pull it to the side and re arrange your insides. Not that there's a spot in your house left where she hasn't fucked you yet. Made you see stars, cum on her cock, not a single place or surface.
" God I wish I had a real dick, I'd fuck you over and over again all day long. Make you cream on my cock, put some babies in you. Fuck I'd never leave your sweet pussy unfilled, I'd love to feel how your squirt on my cock, squeeze me so fucking good like the cock whore you are" you'd be lying if you said you weren't feeling fireworks all over your body right now. You arched your back some more sliding off and on her cock in a desperate and concerning way. She felt so fucking good. The way her cock is seated in you feels so unbelievably deliciously good.
" ngh! M-mhmg so good g-GOD" You screamed as she dragged the faux cock against your g-spot in a brutal way. You quickly covered your mouth with your hands as you knew you moaned a little too loud for someone not to hear. Marilyn whispered a soft 'fuck' as she heard some curious foot steps coming down the hall way towards the line of dressing rooms. She grabbed a fist full of your hair and formed it into a make shift ponytail, she pushed you down so that your face was buried in the pile of other clothes on the couch making your noises muffled. She loved hearing you moan for her but she couldn't risk getting kicked out of your favorite lingerie store.
She placed her other hand on the lower part of your back as she started pounding into you like a ruthless animal. You whined against her hold as you moaned loudly- since after all there was a huge pile of clothes stopping you from being heard. You could feel your neck slightly becoming sore as Marilyn's grip on your hair was brutal and definitely not going to be loosening up anytime soon. The room was filled with skin slapping and soft grunts that can be beard from marilyn and your obvious whimpers and moans. As the foot steps got louder marilyn slowed down her pace and started giving you slow strokes.
Your eyes rolled back to the back of your head and you laid there and took it all. Like the girl girl you were.
" fuck yeah baby, shhh don't make a sound. Your pussy makes mommy so happy. I bet you'd want that person to come in and see how mommy is beating it up right? I'm treating my baby so good" she kept on rambling sweet but very bitter insults and compliments as the person outside seem to can't put there finger on where the noise were coming from.
Marilyn pulled on your hair a little more making you yelp softly before shushing you. With each thrust she rolled her hips and pushed her cock the furthest your pussy would allow it to go. She picked up her pace as her cock continuously pounded into your sweet spot. The footsteps retreated and Marilyn was quick to pick up her pace. " fucking bitch, we almost got caught because you couldn't keep your noises to yourself, your gonna fucking cum on this dick" she said in harsh manner but honestly you loved when she was mean, it turned you on more. Made you even wetter.
You could feel that coil in your tummy getting tighter and hotter as she continued to pound into you with an animalistic force. You soon saw stars as your orgasm hit you like a wrecking ball. Completely ruining you. You were pushed out of reality and into oblivion. You could feel your juices oozing out of you and onto your thighs and all over Marilyn's cock. She gently removed her cock and slapped your ass playfully loving how it recoiled as she did it again, making you groan. Your ass cheeks were slightly red and bruised as she spanked you again making you whimper as your legs shaked.
" come on slut, on your knees and clean up your mess" you found the strength to get up and kneeled infront of her as you opened your mouth and cleaned her, moaning at the taste of yourself on her cock. She moaned slightly as if she was feeling what your skilled tongue was doing but truth be told she just loved the sight of you on your knees. She chuckled as she saw the frustration and tiredness in your eyes, the way your first straighten and perfect hair was now frizzy to the way your legs were still visibly trembling.
She picked you up and held you steadily and flushed against her chest as she kissed you passionately, moaning at the left over taste of you that still remained on your tongue. She pulled away smirking as a string of sliva followed her.
" we'll take this is in all the colors available" she said before winking at you and leaving. You smirked and shaked your head as you took off the lingerie - carefully so that you won't get your juices on it. You redressed in the attire you came in and walked back out to the front to the cashdesk where marilyn was.
" I heard some noise but I checked and there was no one, was it you guys? " the lady asked, with suspicion in her eyes.
" nope you must have heard things" marilyn said in a playful but cold tone , the lady gaved her a sarcastic weak smile before handing her multiple bags with the different color lingerie.
" have a nice day and come back again" she chirped happily with a obvious fake smile.
" we will darling" marilyn said before rolling her eyes at the lady and holding your hand before proceeding to wall out. She kissed your cheek before whispering in your ear. " maybe next time we go back I can fuck you in the blue one" you playfully smacked her chest before dragging her into a near by Cafe to get lunch.
Tag list: @agathaandgwenslesbian @aemilia19 @barbarasstar @samanthasadhdlife if you want to be tagged in more Christmas kinkmas fics that are coming soon please comment below!!<3
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themultifandomgal · 11 months
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I hope I can send you an idea where you're Kelly Severides half sister and on duty at Ambulance 61, but also having a crush on Gallo and vise versa but Kelly does not approve. So the mood between you both is not the best as he doesn't want you to be one of his girls. So as the ambulance one time gets in an accident and 51 comes to your rescue, Kelly notices how worried Gallo is and how he wants to make sure your okay. So Kelly gives him a chance and he finally asks you on a date and it's all fluffy ? Hope that's okay 🩷
Blake Gallo- Giving Permission
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Working with her older half brother can be rather difficult for YN. Especially since he found out that she and Blake find each other attractive. They have done since YN became a paramedic for ambo 61. Kelly has made it very known that he doesn't approve of a relationship forming between the paramedic or firefighter. He will often say to YN that he 'doesn't want to see his baby sister get hurt'. Since finding out the tension between the siblings has been high. Whenever Kelly walks onto the room YN will walk out annoyed with how protective he is being.
"He's just being ridiculous" YN tells Brett who's driving the ambulance back from the hospital
"He just wants to protect you from getting hurt. That's what brothers do"
"But Blake isn't going to hurt me that's what I don't get" YN huffs crossing her arms
"Maybe not, but imagine if you broke up. It might be messy and that's what Severide is trying to prevent"
"You know your meant to be on my side not his" YN says looking at her friend
"I am" Brett glances at YN before looking back to the road "but... shit!" a car driving on the wrong side of the road is heading towards them. Quickly Brett swerves the ambulance which causes it to roll down a bank hitting a tree then flipping. On the way down YNs head hits the dashboard making her black out.
Back at the station the alarm rings out signalling that they are needed. Everyone moves around like they are on auto pilot. It isn't until they arrive at scene of the the incident when they realise that it's ambo 61 that's smoking and flipped upside down. Severide is the first to run to the ambulance. Peering in he can see Brett trying to wake YN up. Gallo is next to run down the bank tugging at the door on  YNs side
"Severide it's not budging"
"Capp bring down the spreaders" Severide says into his radio.
Once squad mange to get get the ambulance open, Kidd and Mouch take over making sure YN and Brett are safely out of the ambulance as another ambulance pulls up at the top of the bank. Gallo and Severide nervously follows the stretchers
"She's going to be ok" Kidd placing her hand on Severide's shoulder, but she's saying this to both men.
Of course the firefighters of house 51 all make their way to the hospital worried about YN since she hasn't woken up.
Concussion, a broke arm and leg. That's what Dr Halstead tells the firehouse. Walking into YN's hospital room, Gallo sits down in the chair next to her bed taking her hand
"Hey. Maybe you can hear me, I hope you can. I really need you to wake up YN"
"Gallo" Blake's head turns towards YN's older brother. Blake let's go of YN's hand knowing that her brother doesn't approve
"Im sorry, I just..." Kelly shakes his head a little
"It's fine. You really do care for her don't you?"
"Yeah, a lot"
"I can't believe I'm saying this" Kelly groans "I give you permission to see each other" little do the men know YN has finally woken up. She smiles then coughs making the man's heads snap towards her
"It only took me nearly dying for you to let me and Gallo date?" YN laughs which again causes her to start coughing. Blake grabs a cup and jug of water, pouring the water then helping Yn take a sip of the water "thanks"
"Just take care of her Gallo"
"I will" Kelly then walks out out the room to tell everyone that YN is finally awake
"So"
"So what?" YN frowns
"Will you go on a date with me? Ya know when your out of hospital"
"I'd love to"
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powderblueblood · 9 months
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How about Lacy finding Eddie's writing? 🤭
need you to imagine me listening to a fifth of beethoven from the saturday night fever soundtrack whilst writing this because i became insane and filled it with Clues.............
it's like trying to understand the fucking zodiac killer.
it's all codes and ciphers and scrawls and-- well, she thought she might have been reading that one upside down but it's actually indecipherable any way you twist it.
and it's not like any of it is even written on paper either. torn open cigarette packs, napkins, burger wrappers from the diner. one time a leaf.
because eddie's not like lacy in the way she keeps a journal but eddie's like lacy in that if he's roundhoused with a thought that he needs to remember, he's got to write it down now immediately pronto on any available surface.
which is pretty pointless, since he keeps losing all this garbage and she has to pick it up after him.
she bears over the spread of scraps like an fbi agent, palms braced to the table. there's a thread here, but she can't quite untangle it. she's staring at a pile of shit that says shit like
crabs incident-- bruised like a peach worth biting-- violet like violence??
red tights. tingly. carnelian little carnivore.
track two. treasure.
persephone's hall pass.
seventh grade & as many minutes in limbo. shoulda ripped off band aid.
mage in a mink coat.
well, that last one--
"you dumpster diving now? hard times."
fuck! fuck. told you, rat blood. appearing out of nowhere with no noise no notice to then become the loudest thing in the room. he's like thunderclap, this fucko, like a spontaneous combustion.
he also doesn't even recognize his own handwriting, seems like. she blushes, furious. doesn't know why.
"community service. they have me picking up the trailer trash's trailer trash."
"snitty!" he shoves the bag of chips he's holding at her--an offering, he can't do anything normal around her--and reaches for one of the scraps. lacy watches him like a scientist watching a guinea pig for brain activity-- and his eyes go all wide and panicky. "wait."
"eddie-- hey!" but he's scrambling now, going for all the little pieces of writing she'd been trying to arrange on the table like a pointless puzzle. "don't--"
"where'd you get all this shit, huh?! going through my pockets now, is that it? like a cop?"
"i-- hey, don't you fucking dare-- look, you shed!"
"i shed?"
"you shed. you've got shit falling out of that stupid, enormous nerd binder every goddamn day because you just shove shit in there and don't organize anything, and i wasn't gonna stand around and let you just litter everywhere and--" now it's her turn to be like. wait. crosses her arms, eyes narrow, she's mother superior serving nailed ya bitch. "--why are you all skittish?"
"huh?"
"it's just-- trash, right?" she snatches a burger wrapper out of his grasp. oh this is delish.
"yeah," he grabs, but she's holding it behind her back and god her face is like stupid smirky, "but it's my trash. my--giveit--private... trash."
eddie munson is blushing.
"who's the mage?"
"the fucking.... the what?"
little crinkle as she unfolds a piece torn off a brown paper bag. "mage in a mink coat. who's that?"
"nobody."
"i have a mink coat."
"oh. does that really say mage? 'coz it should say mange." he's such an asshole. she's grinning so wide.
everyone says revenge is a dish best served cold but she bets she could use eddie munson's cheeks as a hotplate and eat right off 'em. it'd taste so much better. lobster bisque. filet mignon. michelin star.
"have you been writing about me, munson?"
his face is all stone-set, mouth all i can't fucking believe this and eyes all i'd cut the brake lines in her van if she wasn't the one scamming rides off me all the time. "li'l miss my life is incomplete without eddie munson wants to talk?"
"called you a neanderthal in the next sentence. don't forget that."
"you're such a beastie."
"carnelian little carnivore, you wrote."
"what makes you so sure it's all about you, huh?"
"context clues."
he glances down. she is, in fact, wearing the aforementioned tingly-feeling-inspiring red tights again today. shit.
"what happened in seventh grade?" she's pointing to the scrap in his hand, one he's managed to keep out of her snatchy little fingers.
she doesn't remember anything significant about seventh grade. but he does, and a knot tightens in his chest and he's about to lie and say something crass about my fist, a stopwatch and a view of you from underneath the bleachers at cheerleading practice-- then final bell rings.
"that is for me to know--"
"--and for me to die ignorant?" she's an active listener.
"precisely, you wench. now get the fuck outta here, i got hellfire."
lacy leaves the scraps.
"i will find out, y'know."
he knows. "you're like a bitch with a bone that way."
"the bitchiest."
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jamisonwritestf2trash · 11 months
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I've seen a debate about if Scout would forgive Spy for leaving him and his mom, and both sides have really good points, and not that anyone asked but I'd like to put my thoughts out there
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Scout would learn to forgive Spy because Scout's mom forgives him.
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Firstly, though, Scout would definitely beat the ever loving shit out of Spy in front of God and everyone at the base, and to be honest, none of the other mercs would stop him. Spy wouldn't even fight back. He'd just take it. Honestly, Scout might even kill him, sending him through the respawn. Cursing him the entire time, literally ripping him to shreds verbally. Scout grabs him up by the neck and tells him in no uncertain terms that after Medic fixes his face, Scout will be dragging Spy to go and apologize to Scout's mom. Like he makes it crystal clear that if Spy's appology doesn't live up to Scout's standards, a lot worse than what just happened will follow.
So they go, and Scout begrudgingly holds himself back from any physical violence against Spy after he sees his moms face go sad after they explain the situation, only growling out an "apologize. now." Through gritted teeth, after it all. And he does, and it's a very good appology from a man who lives thinking he's never done anything wrong (other than, yk, leaving Scout and his mom, he knows how wrong that is)
But Scout's mom just smiles and hugs Spy. Forgiving him for what he did, not fully by any means, but enough to give herself closure and for her to be able to let go of the hurt and anger she held towards Spy.
And sure, does Scout immediately welcome Spy with open arms and immediately have some father-son bonding moment? No. But seeing how much lighter his mom becomes once she can be at piece with the past and move on from the pain makes him realize he wants to be like that too.
So, to be real, Scout wouldn't immediately forgive Spy, but he would eventually, they just can't have the father-son dynamic that both of them always wanted, but they can mange to find a way to understand and care for each other.
Also, Scout's mom, after forgiving Spy, may or may not have sucker punched him so hard he fell on the floor, clasping her hands together with a soft smile and sence of proudness, then asking Spy and Scout if they want to stay and have lunch before they go back to the base.
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Uh, but that's just an opinion! My Spydad opinion.
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