#bad breakup

[greyaugustuspoetry]

I know we’re not talking right now

But I miss you so much

And now I’m crying on my walk home

Because I can’t see you anymore

-Grey Augustus

[nickmedoroart]

Inktober Day 20:

A Bad Breakup between Spiderman and Venom.

New Spidey game is out now and it's got my favorite deranged alien in it so I'm excited!

[proffesionalalpaca]

Ezra’s Back!!!

Now for the crackhead theories :D

Theory: Ezra and Thrawn were once allies.

This is something I kind of wanted since it was revealed just how long Ezra & Thrawn had been gone (~10 years) and thought it would be a huge opportunity to introduce morally grey and former enemies to allies plot lines (not necessarily friends but allyship against greater evils).

I noticed Ezra is wearing faded red robes, the same colour as the bindings on the Chimera’s stormtroopers and the robes of the nightsister mothers (theirs are of course more vibrant)

Star Wars is usually quite careful and heavily reliant on the use of colour to tell us what’s going on with character relationships but even more so on the battle lines & sides a character is on. So Ezra wearing the same material and colours of his supposed enemies is a bit odd.

Me thinks there has been some history in the passed 10 years of allyship/collaboration that fell through. In a bad way as well, considering Thrawn wants both Ezra and Sabine dead, likely because he believes Ezra knows to much to be allowed to return as opposed to just left behind.

Also if Ezra ‘Everyone wants me as an apprentice’ Bridger and Grand Admiral ‘You’re my student whether you like it or not’ Thrawn haven’t had a weird quasi teacher-student/enemy-ally on again off again thing, I’ll be disappointed.

It’s been 10 Years! Not 1 or 2, 10! There has bound to have been something going on out there that is more than just an elaborate game of cat & mouse.

Give me some of that character complexity and growth, not a pause of development/ character status since they haven’t been on screen. In reality these should all be quite changed people, even if their core character is the same, they’ll be different. I desperately want to believe that there is more going on than what we are seeing.

Also it seems like they’re leaning hard into the Japanese aesthetic with the Kintsugi gold patching of the stormtrooper armour, Ezra’s armour style & the Kappa like aliens we see him with.

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[gentleeclipsey]

The funny thing about them hating Jackie is that now I love her more than ever. I'm drawing her happy again, I'm drawing her more, I have time to myself again, I can talk to people, I can just...be.

It's funny, usually people say harsh breakups ruin them, and for a very short time I was sad. But with what they did to me, how they made me feel, I'm glad I left. I don't care if they see this, I've already blocked 3 accounts, at this point they should get the hint, but...

I've drawn her happy. I finally feel happy again.

[vanx-97]

We collided like a hadron circle

Everything was perfect

Hatred grew beneath the surface

Now this shit just isn’t working

I just question was it worth it

Stuck in a relationship and all it ever did was hurt us

I don’t think we did deserve it

We know this was not on purpose

This was no one’s fault the universe was tryna let us know

We just didn’t listen

Could not let eachother go

[howifeltabouthim]

But there were no calls, and no tears; in fact, there was nothing. A void had opened up where he had been, and nothing could fill it. And where her heart had been, there was only a ragged hole.

Anna Biller, from Bluebeard's Castle

[sundriedsymphonies]

words from someone I used to love.

[infinitydivine]

It's like a breakup season...two of my good friends had really bad breakups. One of them was my ex-roomie for 6 years and I feel bad for her because it was her first serious relationship. Tbh I had some kicks about her boyfriend's energy and his behavior but she straightaway ignored all my warnings. I am not boasting or anything but she is now a crying mess telling me I was right. I never wanted to be right, I simply wanted her to be happy.

It took her 5 years to be over her last crush and god knows how much time will she take this time. But sometimes we learn hard lessons this way. He was her Karmic I saw that in cards too and I told her, but instead she mistook him for her Soulmate 😔

I am suggesting y'all never rush into relationships, if you feel something bad drop the idea right now. Take your time and never be in a rush.

[valdarian]

Sza’s song kill bill is 100% angsty past pazr/razr vibes.

“I might kill my ex…Not the best idea”

[greyaugustuspoetry]

learned my lesson.

I came out barely breathing

and you came out just fine.

I guess four years of agony

gave me a lesson I had to learn

[the-hushed-one]

Hope

you both are sitting in the room, your bodies closer than ever  but your hearts farthest possible from the other’s his hand is on his forehead, your hands in your hair you both wonder how you got here

was it the lack of trust, the fading interest or the ignorance that could not be ignored pictures you both clicked are hanging on the walls of the room the memories which once gave you bliss will now be haunting both of you

did the relationship that brought you back to life also kill you from the inside? when did the ocean waves of blues and gloominess sweep away all the happiness with it?

will this end for good and extinguish the fire of happiness you both lit? will the sun rise in the dark city of your love again? what if fate intervenes and both of you cross paths maybe the invisible string brings you back together just like it did in the past

you both end it for good and bid a solemn goodbye with hope in your heart and prayers to god that you’ll be back with him and life will be just fine just like in the old days, you both will be chilling again with a glass of wine

And it will all be alright...

[senkusenpai420]

The truth is finally come completely to the light. I wish you the best .since ii was manipulated into believing that I was special to someone for 3 and 1/2 years I loved with all my heart and might and was so foolish that I believe I was the only one until I found out I was never the only one I was never the number one. I was the one who got cheated on constantly and lied to manipulated into believing that

Until all the videos were shown to me and now every other man that has ever been inside you which is appalling to say that it's so many that I can't count them on both of my hands and I can recall every single time I would ask you about something that bothered me and I asked about whether or not someone else was involved I was always told that I was the only one in that I was foolish for thinking differently. With the truth in front of my eyes now what does that make me. Nothing more than a pawn a tool a Slave. Every time I ask you to keep my insecurities safe you butchered them utterly and completely like filing your cell phone to other men and you loved every second of it you promised you would never go back to the man that nearly killed you yet you lied again and have been seeing him more bigger sleep than you would ever attempted to love me I was just a rebound. Three and a half years I believed that I had found the one I wanted to marry and then pulled three and a half years I was only there so that I could take care of the children. The children you said you never wanted to considering all the other men who left their seed inside you. I will never be clean of this atrocity. I will forever feel like a burden second choice of Last Resort. Used only shirt selfish purposes and evil sexual desires. The same sexual desires that I so desperately want for so many other people that I wish I had never met me at all. I'm a man who gave everything I could and more to make the one I love them all as happy as I could. I just never knew that I would never be enough and that I would always be taken advantage of.

[hunnie-bunny]

"I'm all alone. I fell in love with a promise, a shell of what you could be." -Flower Face

[angstvsromance]

I used to think I knew you but the entire time we were together you were just wearing a mask.

[pinkpintolesbean]

Chapters: 4/7 Fandom: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Gideon Nav/Harrowhark Nonagesimus, The Body | Alecto | The Girl in the Tomb/Harrowhark Nonagesimus Characters: Harrowhark Nonagesimus, Gideon Nav, Palamedes Sextus, Camilla Hect, Ianthe Tridentarius, The Body | Alecto | The Girl in the Tomb, Dulcinea Septimus Additional Tags: Breakup, beginning relationship, Griddlehark, Care Package, Friendship, Friends to Lovers, toxic ex, tw for weight loss, TW for past abuse, Consent, Colors, the world's longest sex scene, Patient Sex, Sexual Harassment in the Workplace, tw for ianthe, Office Romance, tw for past dubious consent, nona-less alecto, the bite at the end of nona though, a bumpy ride, buckle in because alecto is not a nice person in this fic, TW FOR PAST CHILD ABUSE, tw for past name-calling and slut-shaming, tw for sexual harassment, Depression, Anxiety, Paranoia, Trauma, Crying, Loneliness, tw for mild self-harm, tw for self-neglect, harrow-typical hallucinations, gideon dispenses hard-won relationship advice, there's a lot of projection in this chili's tonight, just processing our own trauma using the funny little guys from the books, Grade-A premium grassfed Gideon Nav word vomit, Like I’m talking top-shelf word vomit, Unrequited love (kinda), self-deprecation, Happy Ending, hope you brought totopos because this shit is cheesy, I am so sorry, alecto but her name is never specified, Mentions of Past Dubious Consent, Alecto without Nona, it's rough and i'm so sorry, Harrow "I knew I should have asked for GI Jane for xmas, Instead of Hollywood Hair Barbie" Nonagesimus, Modern office AU Summary:

Harrow's just been through the roughest breakup of her life, and moving on is proving just as agonizing as leaving. She's prepared to suffer, as she always has, but one particularly obnoxious colleague seems dead-set on getting her back on her feet—and showing her how love is truly meant to feel.

Note: Archive warnings didn't seem to apply, but this fic does feature some very toxic past relationships and current sexual harassment. Check the tags for more details, and feel free to skip this fic if it's not for you. Your mental health is far more important. <3

Chapter 4: More Than a Friend

“…I could use a friend right now.” To Harrow’s unspeakable delight, Gideon’s ears glowed a deep, endearing red, and she did not pull away. “Just a friend?” she asked, and Harrow was too keyed-up to miss the real question—or the way Gideon’s hand descended from her back to the dip of her waist. “Hmm….” Harrow pretended to mull it over, feeling playful for the first time in…months? Years? Ever? She held Gideon’s gaze and said softly, “Maybe a bit more than a friend.”