#bulimea

[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

[ana-banana-fo-fana]

purging is so difficult i don’t know how people do it. i tried it today but could only get a little up, how do y’all get everything out???

[i-just-want-acceptance]

1-14-24

Tw ED

Half a cheese omelet (1.5 eggs): 170

Banana: 100

Cup of cherries: 90

Three starburst: 60

Kool aid jammer: 60

Can of soup: 280

Single bite of brownie: 15

Serving of Doritos: 150

Ate: 925

Burned: around 1700

Total: -775ish

Ate more than I would have liked to today with not being able to drive to the gym because of the weather, but I purged after the Doritos, so I guess there is only so much you can do.

[vampypill]

i understand there would be other problems to worry about, but imagine how skinny you would get in a zombie apocalypses

[pastadoughie]

hi I have a rowansumptoim

I feel likeyouve at least thpught about eating yarn befors

i mean, i could, foar shour i just dont think it woul be that good liek, textouraley? liek, listen dont ged mea wronge i loev thea succylent taste of tshort neckline as much as every1 elze its just fabric isnt a big liek. i dont go foar it as much? not as chewey as i like,, i want smthn that will make my fuckin jaw hort and that i can rip and maim and kill liek monstor cans or electrigal tape

[wtf-no]

Hydrate.

Unless you want to pass out and end up in the er and ppl finding out abt ur ed.

Your choice.

[gorda-bipolar]

[neutralnuance]

When I don’t eat I get skinnier, and when I get skinnier I wear nicer clothes, and when I wear nicer clothes I’m more confident, and when I’m more confident I’m more kind to people, and when I’m more kind to people, people are more kind to me, and when people are kind to me, I’m happy.

but

but then I hear a mean comment, or someone looks at me funny, or I get ridiculed for something... and then I get hungry. I then want to fill my soul with sickeningly sweet things, and I want to consume addictive foods. 

I eat.

When I eat I binge, and when I binge I gain weight, and when I gain weight I don’t fit into nice clothes, and when I don’t wear nice clothes I'm not confident, and when I'm not confident it's hard to always be kind, and then it's hard to smile. And I don’t. And people don't smile at me. And I go home and I eat. Because food is always there.

Why the fuck does this cycle exist. why can't I just get so bone-thin it kills me.

[wherearemybones]

purging and then smoking. ah yes, this is the life of a fucking loser.

indeed, the loser is me.

[1-800-luvu]

active ed blogs december 2020?

reblog if you’re still active in december 2020, i’m trying to find more people to follow/be mutuals/be friends! 💕

[tobethin-sad]

this inspired the shit out of me

[skinnieboilife]

I wish i was skinny, but we don’t always get what we want, do we?

[i-just-want-acceptance]

1-13-24

It's crazy how bad your mental health can get so quickly. I went from being super excited that I truly felt recovered when I said I didn't give a shit how many calories were in a milkshake and meant it a couple months ago.

After being home for a month, I just purged for the first time in a long time. I've been feeling like shit about myself, and I'm close to relapsing in cutting too, but I haven't yet. Life is crazy sometimes, but some days, all you want to do is wither away.

[vampypill]

is edblr even still a thing. i haven’t logged on in ages god

[little-afrodite]

Entenda, você é forte o suficiente para chegar no peso QUE VOCÊ QUISER. Você é capaz. Não desista de você. Quando você chegar no peso dos seus sonhos, tudo o que você passou vai ter válido a pena. Eu acredito em você, então porque você não confia no seu potencial?

[wtf-no]

People: *loosing weight quickly* My Ed: that could be you if you would just listen to me ya little fuck