#cw transition

[sparklemaia]

yes I'm now on the other side of top surgery and I'm allowed to lift things again 💪 You might have already seen this one on my substack -- did u know you can subscribe to my substack for early access to comics like this?! Sent directly to your email inbox??? FOR FREE????? (there is also an optional paid tier for exclusive bonus content for five bucks a month but like 80% of my posts will be free and publicly available) ty ily♥

[catboybiologist]

Biologists: so this person has XY chromosomes and some indication of past masculinization, but is clearly medically and biologically female in many other ways, resulting in dominantly female physiology that is represented in numerous ways

Some guy: see, you drooling liberal cuck? Biology says you're either XX or XY and there's only two genders 😎

Archeologist: so this person has a bone structure that generally overlaps with male metrics, but is placed with artifacts, clothing, and burial implements consistent with women, indicating that they were a woman within the society they lived in.

Some guy: see, you drooling liberal cuck? When archeologists dig up your bones they'll say you're a man 😎

Historian: so the modern language and connotations we associate with transgender individuals was really only solidified in the 20th century due to major prejudice and setbacks. Before that, there were many instances across largely independent cultures of what we would call both transgender people and gender nonconforming cis people, often as separate concepts. The language used to identify them is often messy, however, and has been permanently altered by the way we interpreted and translated it in our own society.

Some guy: see, you drooling liberal cuck? History says that this gender stuff is a modern millennial invention that just popped out of nowhere 😎

Psychologists: trans people are at much higher danger of mental illness due to the combined stress of dysphoria and the constant barrage of transphobia present in our society. They should have access to mental healthcare as a result.

Some guy: see, you drooling liberal cuck? Psychology says that these gender people are just mentally ill 😎

Doctors: so while HRT does have some side effects, they are extremely minor, especially compared to similar medicine. The regret rate for it is less than 1%, lower than even some physically life saving medical treatments.

Some guy: see, you drooling liberal cuck? This medicine is poisoning our kids with vile side effects and there are people who regret it 😎

[ipso-faculty]

Proposing some intersex gender modality & transition terms

So there are a whole bunch of different ways that intersex people can be/identify as trans. I've been thinking about what names would be useful for articulating these differences and in this post I'll list what I've got so far. 🧑‍🔬

I'm hoping to get feedback on these, so if you have feedback let me know! 💛 I expect to edit this post, to incorporate feedback and further ideas.

CW: mention of IGM and forced HRT

Types of transitions

Distransition: a medical transition forced upon an intersex person, such as through IGM or forced HRT. Dis- to indicate the negative aspect of the transition being coercive, as well as to connote disability since this process is so frequently traumatic and/or disability-causing. In disability studies language it's a form of debility (disability caused through systemic violence).

Mistransition: a distransition (forced transition) that is not in alignment with a person's gender identity. Mis- to indicate the incorrectness of the alignment as well as to maintain a negative connotation because this is a coercive transition.

Entransition: a consensual transition done by an intersex person. Contrast to distransition. En- acts as an opposite to dis- and also to me indicates a level of intent (e.g. envision, enact, enliven). It also serves to indicate that transition is different for intersex bodies than for perisex bodies.

Retransition: an entransition done by an intersex person who previously had been distransitioned. I.e. when an intersex person does a second transition to undo, alter, or improve a forced transition. Re- to indicate a second transition, but also that it's a revision of the first one. EDIT #1: This term is not intersex exclusive, and may also be used by perisex trans people who have transitioned multiple times. EDIT #2: For an intersex-exclusive version, I suggest "re-entransition", combining re- and en-.

Retrotransition: a retransition that is done to undo the effects of forced transition. So an intersex person who, after being forced into a binary gender, then transitions their body towards a best approximation of what their body's natural state would have been without forced transition. Retro- for backwards to indicate undoing that is worth differentiating from detransitioning.

Laterotransition: a retransition done by an intersex person to a gender that is neither the gender externally imposed by a distransition nor what their body's "natural state" would be. For example, an AFAB AIS person who was coercively transitioned female, who then later transitioned male. Latero- as contrast to retro- (latero- is to the side, antero- is forward) as well as to indicate the turn away from the path set forth externally by parents/doctors.

Anterotransition: a retransition done by an intersex person that continues the direction set forth by previous forced transition. So additional transitioning done by somebody whose gender is in alignment with what was externally imposed. While this will probably be somebody's AGAB, it doesn't have to be - some times intersex people are forcibly transitioned to a different gender than their AGAB.

All of these transitions would have an analogous gender modality. So an entransgender person is somebody who has/is undergoing/intends to entransition. And a retrotransgender person likewise has/is undergoing/intends to retrotransition.

I see distransition and mistransition as potentially useful for intersex people talking about trauma and structural intersexism. I think entransition might be useful for talking about how being intersex and transitioning is frequently different than for perisex people, especially if it is a retransition. And perhaps distransition and anterotransition may be of use to exparium folks.

Personally: I was distransitioned as an adolescent and have recently started a process of medically retrotransitioning.

Feedback welcome! A list of revisions will go at the bottom of this post. Will make flags for terms once I feel satisfied with them.

Edits

2024-01-16: I've been informed by @chipbutbetter that retrans is already used by some perisex folks with complicated transition patterns, so I have edited to say this term should not be intersex exclusive. Thanks! 🏳️‍⚧️

2024-01-16: thought about an intersex-specific version of retransition and landed on "re-entransition". A little awkward but combines both retransition and entransition! Flexible on whether to include a hyphen (reentransition).

[ilikecarsandlike4people]

Are you ready for... race week?

[gl1tt3r-gutz-and-r0b0tz-sl]

"Did you just spend thirty minutes shaping the ass of a sketch?"

Yes.

Yes the fuck I did.

NO REGRETS.

I'll explain more once it's finished.

I hate and love Kleki with a dying passion.

[sageofthestarz]

Some sad kinda fucked Ifrit thoughts because I woke up and they came

Cw; Substance Abuse, Sex as a coping mechanism, and just kinda general sads.

Nothing graphic said but still putting those ^

Ifrit

Big, Strong, oh so stupid Ifrit.

That's what was thought of him. A muscle head who fucked hard, partied hard, and got fucked up without a care.

An easy fuck and go without connections, without having to stick around after sorta thing

That isn't who he was though.

This was all learned behavior because it's what got him the attention he craved, any sense of being useful, cared about even if it was only because his body was useful

He loved and hated every single second of every single hookup, high, and any other thing that got him out of his head

If he wasn't happy he wasn't useful, if he didn't stay the persona they all knew he wouldn't be liked, if she showed just how broken inside he truly was he'd lose everything and everyone he had, no matter how superficial he needed the attention

It didn't matter if it was a vicious cycle of regrets, and horrible sleepless night, bad highs and.. thoughts he shouldn't have. Couldn't have

It was all he had now

His pack was broken.

His pack hated him after he left.

He never bothered to try and reconnect, why would he.

Aether, Mountain, and Dew stayed with the band, Zephyr never spoke to him, Mist was long gone to be with the lake.

He couldn't bother any of them with this.

With him.

He left the pack, he left the band, that was his choice. He left the only people who cared about him and for what? To go and be whatever he was now?

Yes.

Even when he knew he could possibly rekindle something he didn't. Shoved those feelings down and shoved more substance down his throat.

He didn't deserve it.

Didn't deserve to have that happiness.

That comfort.

Ifrit used to be the most caring, lovable golden retriever there was.

Always following someone's trail, loving on them, and doing every favor he could

His pack loved him

He loved his pack

Now a days he's nothing more then an old dog owned by a family long since grown.

One that's waiting for the first excuse to be put down despite all the love it has left to give.

He thinks it's what he deserves.

A life of misery, and pain without comfort.

He watches his old pack in longing, the only happiness coming from seeing how happy and healthy they are

He'd do anything for them even now

He's so happy to see them thrive and love each other

Even if it also breaks his heart.

[chaotic-deity]

Life and death

Lil thingie I made based on my HCs as to how King Boo died lol :P

[xmoonlitxdreamx]

Vague doodles abt junkrat losing his finger (??) Idk i have a scene idea between him & mercy on this topic but idk how to write or draw or pace it so instead im just doodling aimlessly

(cw some blood and gore (severed finger), but it's mostly just doodles of junkrat's face bc im lazy)

VAGUE. Sorry. Idk what these are.

[sparklemaia]

I’m a little over a week into top surgery recovery, so I did a quick digital color job on this page from my Top Surgery Recovery Journal just to see if I was up for sitting in front of a computer yet and the answer is a resounding YES

Heyy Team No Nips ✌

[catboybiologist]

The WOKE TRANSGENDER MOB is taking yet another FEMBOY ICON

Fucking bullshit. Fucking BULLSHIT. The woke mob is now saying that beloved femboy icon, CatboyBiologist, is trans and will be medically transitioning. First brisket and now this? Why doesn’t everything conform to the image that I formed in my head for my own benefit? This is forced diversity at its finest.

Look at these absolutely deranged quotes that they’ve CLEARLY forced him to say:

“I didn’t like being masculine from the onset of puberty, and being a ‘femboy’ was a valuable part of figuring out what exactly I wanted to do with that feeling. I’ve been figuring things out for a while, and I currently have appointments lined up to start HRT by the end of this month (August 2023).”

Have they no limits? Have they no shame? CLEARLY this is a fake flag by the sjw communist animal farm 1984 alphabet soup mafia elites to trans the gender of the most cisgender person in existence. It’s abundantly clear that once you represent your gender expression in a particular way, it is completely static and never changes. Exploration is strictly off limits. You’re only a real transgender if your mother gives birth in the endocrinologists office and you get your HRT prescription at 23 seconds old, otherwise you’re a filthy AGP cuck.

As we all know, femboys exist so that I can jack off to men and claim “it’s still straight if it’s femboys bro”, allowing me to ignore my deeply repressed bisexuality. If no femboy is safe from the transing of the genders, then how will I be able to have an outlet for my attraction to men? Finding community and healthily expressing it in a way that doesn’t involve me fetishizing gender nonconformity and unhealthily bottling up my queerness? Fucking disgusting.

We all know that there’s absolutely no precedent for using gender nonconforming cultural trends to explore ones identity before transitioning. That’s why every drag queen has always been a 100% cis man and none have ever pursued transition ever.

Clearly the goal here is to erase feminine men and convert boys into the alphabet mafia. As a someone who regularly jacks off to femboys, I have personally appointed myself as the authority on all things related to gender nonconformity, and I refuse to bow down to the wokeness that is queer people who actually go outside. As this authority, I know from my depths of experience mindlessly scrolling through anime femboys online that femboys are a completely different thing than the lgbtqiaabcdefg rabble, and that they’re based whereas real gay people and gender nonconforming people are cringe. Absolutely no overlap exists between trans people and the gender nonconforming cis people whatsoever. With this authority and knowledge, I have pledged to personally divide and destroy any semblance of queer unity present in the online microcosms I find myself in. And because of this, I have to speak out against this trans agenda.

BULLSHIT I say. They’re transing the genders of the femboys and I won’t stand for it.

[bloodtwin]

@accultant ⸻ CONTINUED FROM HERE.

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HE’S LIVID. he hasn’t felt any emotion so intensely in ages. certainly not that one, never that one. he does his best to avoid it, yet it always seems to rear its ugly head at the worst of times. 

he was about to fix everything. he was about to make everything right again. he’d only been giving himself one last look in the mirror ( trying to see if that little boy was still in there, somewhere. if he was, puck couldn’t find him. those eyes were as dead as the last time he checked ) then he was yanked through the glass, dragged through time & space, life flashing before his eyes before he could take it himself. he thought it was a punishment at first. 

he knows, he’d thought. of course he knows ; how could he possibly not know ？  but that wasn’t what it was. he emerged on the other side, greeted not by the confines of a coffin, but wood flooring & dust. lots of dust. old furniture, forgotten trinkets, boxes upon boxes. some kind of attic. 

puck turns back to the mirror &, thinking himself alone, allows his rage to consume him. he repeatedly beats the glass until his knuckles bleed, yet it never cracks. blood smears over his frustrated reflection. briefly, he wonders if this is some sort of prank iago’s set up, but it’s not quite their style. there’d be a punchline, a note attached to the corner of the mirror with some stupid pun about- about . . . he’s too pissed off to think one.  

he kicks the glass. ❝ gods damn you, you wretched thing, where have you taken ⸻ ！❞

his ear twitches. someone is watching him. he had been wrong earlier ( odd, for he is never wrong ) ; he was not alone, after all. he doesn’t need to turn around to know exactly where they are. behind him, to the left. they’re small. young ？a girl, maybe. a little girl, no older than eight if he had to guess. her tiny heart pitter-patters with adrenaline, yet he smells no fear. if anything, she only smells familiar , somehow. 

❝ playing hide & seek, are we ？❞ his question is met with silence, so he starts to walk about the room. mostly to get a grasp on his surroundings, for he already knows the girl hides inside that armoire over there. one of the doors is cracked open for her to spy. while he looks around, he makes a show of peeking around corners, sifting through curtains & shadows, looking perplexed for the hells of it. from the armoire, there is a faint giggle. puck suppresses a smile. silly. 

there’s a hatch in the floor nearby. he’s in an attic, he’s sure, but not one necessarily for a home. he thinks it may be storage for some kind of shop. antiques, maybe ？magical items, certainly. why would a mirror drag him all the way here ？

. . . and where is here, exactly ？is he even in baldur’s gate anymore ？he could be anywhere.

❝ you’re quite sneaky, you know, ❞ he says, finally making his way to the armoire. after a pause, for dramatic effect, he pulls it open. there, as he thought he would find, sits a little girl with black bangs covering her eyes, hair parted into two braids draped over either shoulder. well, one braid draped over her left shoulder; the other, she chews in her mouth. her face looks familiar.

perhaps it was seeing him up-close that signaled her to the danger she was in. maybe it was the intensity of his eyes, or the lifelessness lurking behind them. whatever it was, she realized he was not a friend to play games with. ( ah, puck thinks, that is the smell of fear i expected. ) braid falling from her mouth, the girl gasps. her hands fly to close the doors on herself, panic flooding her eyes. her heart sounds like the beat of a drum in his ears.

she’s stronger than he expected from an eight-year-old, but that means very little in comparison to himself. the doors don’t budge with the handles still in his grasp. bad instinct, he thinks distantly, to corner herself like this. a predator would have eaten her by now. she is lucky that he means her no harm at the moment. 

❝ no, no, ❞ he chides, voice dry as he resists an eye roll. ❝ that’s not how the game works. i found you. now, you owe me a favor. ❞ that’s not how hide & seek works, either. ❝ where ⸻ ？ ❞

muffled voices from below. a pair of feet  ⸻ no, several pairs ⸻ climb a ladder, the voices approaching closer & closer. they’re heated & frantic. 

( ❛ it was just a prank ！i- thistle said it was like one of those funhouse mirrors  ！she tricked me & mom ！❜, ❛ don’t blame this on your cousin, dandelion ⸻ ❜, ❛ I’M NOT ⸻ ！！！❜ )

mirror ？dandelion ？sudden anxiety grips him. he lets go of the armoire & dives into the shadows, turning invisible in the darkness. the hatch swings open. 

a boy crawls out first. about twelve or so, scrawny, pale. dark, unkempt hair, lazily tied up in a tangled ponytail. he reeks of death, & mischief. at the moment, however, he looks rather embarrassed.

then another figure emerges, and puck’s blood runs cold. no, that can’t be right. their hair is too short. they’re- they’re old ！his heart hammers against his chest. he has to keep himself still, almost stops breathing in order to do so. don’t do anything yet. none of this makes sense. 

the little girl wiggles her way out of the armoire, then. scuttles up to- no. no, that just can’t be- there’s no way that’s ⸻

❝ auntie iago, there’s a scary man in here ！❞

. . . AUNTIE IAGO ？！

[dkettchen]

[couldtransitionsaveher]

RORY MANCER from YIIK: A POSTMODERN RPG

JUSTIFICATION:

"SPOILERS FOR YIIK, TW SUICIDE

this is a hc i submit extremely cautiously. if you know even a little about yiik, you know that rory's sister carrie commits suicide. you probably also know that depending on alex's actions, rory can follow in his sister's footsteps. given a lot of stereotypes regarding trans suicide rates, you can see why i'm reluctant to submit this.

BUT!!!!!

i think rory paints an unfortunately realistic depiction of being a closeted transfem in the late 90s. she's an early adopter of scene cutlure (something very popular among trans and gnc folks alike). she's generally a lot more sensitive than all the other boys, yet she lashes out because she's holding so much hurt in. she thinks she's the worst thing to happen to everyone else in her life. the only positive relationship she has is to a woman she barely knows. she's just-

you see what i'm talking about right??????

honestly, if rory was able to self-actualize a little bit, she probably would've mellowed out a lot more. maybe with a little more self-respect, she might've even been able to see through alex's bullshit and realize that she's not responsible for everything. she might even be able to properly grieve carrie's loss.

p.s. that scene at the end where rory's ghost says "it's not your fault" is 1000000% bullshit. rory's suicide is very directly the result of actions taken in the game by alex. it's completely alex's fault." - Anonymous

Reminder: Submissions are always open! Submit here!

[demonicallyslaying]

I want testosterone but I don’t want this to happen:

Credit: USCF

[demonboyhalo]

if you missed the OG post talking abt the sol de janeiro cream that (ALLEGEDLY) gets spiders turnt (its the Mazda 6 of creams) here's all the context u need for this poll:

[saphig-iawn]

cw: gender dysphoria

I'm reaching the impatience stage in my journey I think getting tired of dancing around and tbh, sorry if it gets a bit graphic but I'm fed up of how my body feels now I've been doing a lot domming lately, and I am so tired of my bodily pleasure being just a fucking stick I want my body to fucking sing I want feel so lost in it but no meatstick want go fast so I'm just feeling like I'm in a straightjacket

I feel like I need to put a conscious effort in feeling that extra bodily sensitivity? And it makes it feel synthetic, or false. I just want my body and mind to meet and feel in harmony. I want to moan as a reflex, not a reaction. I want my back to arch, my toes to curl.

I don't want to have to edge a bunch just to make me feel like I'm going to fall through reality when I tip over the edge. I don't want my arousal to be 0 to 100 in a linear progression. I want to feel satisfied with rubbing and being in that headspace cruising at a nice 30 out of 100, I want my whole body to be in on the pleasure. Like I honestly think I like having certain parts of me played with and nibbled and shit because I'm mentally projecting the idea I'm just an object for sex and it actually doesn't feel all that good. I want fucking tits, I want so many erogenous zones that I'm spoilt for choice