#eat!ng d!sorder

[ptvhellokitty0]

I sure put the eating in eating disorder

[nico-dumb-ed]

Going to school so you can starve without people noticing>>>

[fairyb0ngwater]

I h@te being f@t I'm not gonna lie

This b!g b0dy

Hurts to live ins!de

I am technically ob3se

And it's not easy

it's not fun

because of the way people look at me

and in reality

I'm just a body floating through space

and I really don't want to hide

but I don't like it at the same time

and that's okay

it's okay to be upset

I just really hope

I don't faint turning

left

2:03 am // d.v.

[maunatia]

HELP LITERALLY ALL I ATE WAS A SALAD YESTERDAY AND 5 CHIPS OF HUMUS AND I GAINED WEIGHT LIKE WHAT THE HECK ???

[fairylunie]

I hate how everyone makes fun of me that I can’t speak properly. Just because I purged so much that my throat is like dead :|

[survivethrive-woundedhealer]

Shane for the th!nspo.

[ptvhellokitty0]

I want my doctor to be concerned when she sees me again

[nico-dumb-ed]

Anyone have Ana/Ed movie recommendations that I could watch?

[fairyb0ngwater]

one day ill eat and feel guilt

and be completely

okay

with that

and ill just

keep eating

hopefully

1:43 // d.v.

[illuminatedbyauroras]

New to EDblr?

Some stuff you might not understand or be familiar with when starting out on tumblr for ed content.

OBVIOUS TRIGGER WARNING::: if you’re underaged/“new” to this PLEASE seek recovery and try your best not to trigger yourself on here. You deserve recovery. This is very unsafe and you need to turn back before it’s too late. You DO NOT want this disorder i promise.

abbreviations: a lot of abbreviations are used so people don’t get their accounts deleted. this content is genuinely dangerous and you should seek recovery. however, recovery is hard and i know it doesn’t help to just say “recover”, so i will try to educate! Some common abbreviations are

Ed: eat!ng d!sorder (notice people use characters instead of letters. again so they don’t get their account deleted for the content)

Gw: goal we!ght

Ugw: ultimate goal we!ght

Hw: heaviest we!ght

Lw: lowest we!ght

CW: current we!ght

BMI: body mass index. (This really doesn’t matter because everyone is built different! But body dysmorphia makes you feel like it’s necessary to lower this. It’s not. But if you see it, that’s what it’s measuring)

Ana: an0rex!a

Mia: Bu||em!a

🌧️, 🦋: symbols to help identify others with an ed

3d: eat!ng disorder

Sh: s3lf h4rm

Ed Sheeran: a silly code for ed, or s3lf h4rm.

You may see super low numbers in each category. Some are in kg not pounds, so keep that in mind if a number seems SUPER low. Again, we’re all not doing okay here so never judge someone for the things their brain tells them they need to achieve. It’s a DISORDER.

You’ll see recipes or meal inspiration too. You don’t have to follow any of these specifically. Usually it’s to help give ideas if people need new safe foods. It can help expand your palette if you’re struggling to find something you feel okay consuming.

Th!nsp0: using images of very small build people as inspiration for staying small. Not necessary, and very tr!ggering. Be warned.

F4tsp0: using images of larger people to “inspire” being small. This one is one of the most awful categories. Fat people are valid and should NEVER “inspire” you to be thin. It’s disgusting, but it’s out there.

Sweetsp0: using sweet language and words to inspire you to keep going. I honestly prefer this.

Meansp0: using mean words to inspire you to keep going and be small. This one isn’t effective for me, but it depends on how it’s done.

Fasting: many users state that they are going on fasts. Water fasts mean you’re only consuming water for a period of time. Just fasting usually means just not consuming foods, but you’ll consume liquids like coffee, etc.

When i first joined, i wasn’t sure how people lived every day like this. Am i supposed to be eating a certain amount? What should my ca|or!es for everyday be? How does exercise add on to that??

It’s different for every person. I started with a goal of like 1000 cäls a day. I learned that for me, it takes like 700-900 a day for me to actually lose anything. Again, it is different for everyone so please don’t compare yourself to others. Usually if you exercise or walk through the day, users subtract that amount of calories from their daily intake. It’s not an exact science obviously, but that’s just what you might come across. I usually track myself like that.

You can use apps like Lifesum (my personal choice) to measure meals and calor!es. You can also track your we!ght progress and stuff. It helps me put into perspective how much progress i actually made. It’s hard to see it since you see yourself every day.

PLEASE BE SAFE. This is a mental illness, not a lifestyle. It is dangerous and deadly even if you don’t feel it. Please take care of yourself. Have something to eat daily if possible. Please make sure to drink water. You deserve to be here and be healthy.

((I’ll edit this periodically if i think of anything else. If you’re confused about something or have a question, feel free to comment!! I will answer anything!!))

[memory-and-sky]

🎸INTRODUCTION POST!🕷️🕸️

hi! my names are matt/mail (pronounced like mile, call me either or), my pronouns are they/xe, and i’m a minor (under 19).

i want to get this blog into a more writing focused direction! of course, i am an artist, too, so i may occasionally post my art here. (but i mainly post art on my instagram)

i’ll be more than happy to write about hobie brown, as i’m seriously hyperfixating on him.

all my rules, fandoms, my masterlist + things like that are under the cut :3

THINGS I WILL WRITE

- character x reader (only transmasc!, ftm!, gn!, and masc!, bc god knows there’s not enough)

- platonic relationship shenanigans (eg. miles and hobie, gwen and hobie)

- romantic relationships (eg. hobie and noir which i personally like,,)

- small oneshots (<1k words)

- longer fanfic pieces (think 1k words, possibly a little more)

- detailed headcanons

- sfw, angst, fluff

THINGS I WILL NOT WRITE

- ANYTHING nsfw. i’m a minor, so i’m not going to be writing that.

- anything abusive or just weird.

- in-depth details of triggering topics like $elf harm, eat!ng d!sorders, stuff like that. i just don’t feel comfortable writing something completely centred around those things.

- character x oc

- x fem readers.

CHARACTERS I WILL WRITE FOR

ATSV

- hobie brown !! (mostly him tbh)

- pavitr prabhakar

- 1610!miles morales

SCOTT PILGRIM

- wallace wells

FANDOMS!!

- spider-man: across the spiderverse

- spider-man: into the spiderverse

- death note

- visual kei, esp malice mizer (although i will not write for this)

- scott pilgrim (comics, movie, show)

REQUESTS

requests are currently open! keep in mind i am in school, so some requests might take a little longer. i will only do ones that i like, though, so keep that in mind as well.

MASTERLIST

philosophical shit. (hobie x gn!reader)

dysphoria fucking sucks. (hobie x ftm!reader)

“dating” hobie headcanons. (hobie x male!reader)

THANK YOU FOR READING!!