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monsterbisexual · 6 months
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i hate how i feel doing or not doing certain stuff for/because of the pain + fatigue since im a fat person :///
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akutasoda · 8 months
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something happens and im head over heels all over again
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synopsis - simple things you do that make them love you even more
includes - albedo, beidou, xiao, ayaka, ayato, wanderer
warnings - gn!reader, fluff, wc - 536
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albedo ★↷
albedo adores how you have adapted the practice of making him packed lunches ti take up to dragonspine if he returns for the night, or you go out of your way to deliver it too him or give to someone else to take to him. they're normally completed with a little cheesy note saying 'your doing great!' or something sweeter sitting at the top which never fails to make him smile. or just him knowing that klee trusts you and can often be found playing with you or simply taking her round mondstadt.
beidou ★↷
beidou knows how her way of life is often shunned upon, not that she cares much anymore. but just seeing you embrace that part of her and helping around the ship even though she insits you dont have to. or you helping out her fellow crewmates. she views all crew of the crux as family so seeing you bond and get along really well just makes her appreciate you more and more (it seemed impossible for her to adore you as much as she does but she does).
adeptus xiao ★↷
xiao may seem uninterested when you want to go to festivals with him or simply spending time together strolling liyue or whatever you manage to drag him into doing, but sometimes you can catch a small glimpse of his lips curling slightly more upwards. you're constant reminder that he deserves to be treated to relaxation and have breaks every once in a while makes his cheeks slightly dash red knowing you care that much about him.
kamisato ayaka ★↷
ayaka may not be the head of the kamisato clan, she still has her fair share of work to be doing which often leaves her feeling tired. but that was until you introduced your 'spur of the moment picknicks'. just you two going to beatiful spots in inazuma surrounded by nature and having small picknicks talking about whatever that isnt her or your work makes her worries melt away. and each time she grows more excited for you to tell her to clear a spot in her schedule for another picknick.
kamisato ayato ★↷
ayato is often stuck doing paperwork or giving out orders, but ever so often he sees your familiar mess of hair pop round his door to deop off your latest trinket, sometimes its matching keychains you saw at a stall and brought it on impulse or sometimes, his personal favourite, you bring him a homemade gift. a small plate of sweets or foods, a handmade trinket or little notes to motivate him. it works and sometimes he gets you little items aswell.
wanderer ★↷
wanderer has been through alot. from his birth as kunikuzushi, to his time as scaramouche and eventually his fall as a false god into who he is now. wanderer. and you, someone who he cherishes deeply and has been with him thick and thin. sure its been difficult for you and him but you've made it through all. so sometimes small moments like you and him preparing meals together, you dragging him to do whatever with him although he says he hates it but you know better and just doing small domestic acts that mean the world to him.
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5cookiekitty · 1 year
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Could you do a fanfic with you demon slayer fanfic idea with reader having the same personality as daki but worst and visiting them and was attacked by a hashira and had to call one of her siblings
*『koku-nii』
Yandere uppermoon {kokushibo} × little sister reader
Fanfic idea
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'This is to easy.' The hashira avoided the array of pin like crystal that came flying towards him with a slash of his breathing. 'Somthing isn't right here.' He could feel it in his bones a she watched uppermoon zero send out more crystal's from the ground in which he weaved and dodge once more. The crystal's on her face that formed in the middle of head in the shape of a butterfly glowed allowing for crystal like butterfly to fly through the air.
"I can you feel you getting weaker and slower! Your a hashira right! If I kill you here I will certainly expect some praise!" The demons voice was sickenly gleeful on such a beautiful face. Her Kimono , that split open to show a leg that wore geta sandals and a ankle long white sock , fluttered in the wind like falling angel wings. Maybe she was one.
The hashira stared at the demon who was taunting him much like how a child would. ‘Something isn't right here.’ he thought as he easily deflected away another array of crystals coming his way. ‘There's no way it should be this easy right.’ this was an uppermoon of course but even he was getting bored with this battle. ‘Doesn't matter anyway…’ he activated his breathing as he slashed forward in an instant and behind the demon. “Cause your through” 
The demon was quick to try to snap her head around with the anger on her beautiful face clear as day. “What did you just say to me you li-” and then suddenly the world was upside down and spinning as she collapsed like a marionette without its strings attached as her head gently rolled on the ground as her body slumped to the ground on its side. “Huh?”
“Do you mind telling me where your little demon friend is hiding.” he watched those e/c eyes glare at him from the floor. “Since you're too weak to be the one who killed all those slayers.” he got an angry screech in response. “What is that supposed to mean! I really am an uppermoon ,I am! I'll kill you for your insolence!” he looked down at the demon on the floor with confused eyes. “Can't kill me if you're dead.” His voice was flat and deadpanned.
“It's not over yet , You just caught me off guard! If I put my head back on, I'll show you! You wont get me a second time”
“You're right I won't get you a second time cause there isnt going to be a second time.”
“But-”
“Stop it , it's over. You're over so why don't you just go ahead and die already. Your reign of terror is over.” he was about ready to stop entertaining this soon-to-be-dead demon when suddenly he felt something. ‘What the-’ all the hairs on his body stood to attention as he narrowly avoided a thin crystal needle coming at him. ‘Hold on, wait a minute, why isn't she disintegrating.’
“How dare you!How dare you! How dare you!” the shrill voice on the angry demon renovated throughout the forest as she sat up onto her hands and knees, head forgotten in favor of slamming the ground down in anger. “DIE! DIE! DIE! all of you slayers can die!” the demon continued her babbling angry rant as the hashira stared on in growing confusion. “I'm an upper moon!i'm strong and i'm getting stronger everyday! I'm better than you!I'm better than you, you hear me!” The woman now had angry frustrated tears streaming down her face looking and acting too much like a child in dire need of comfort.
“My head got cut off! It got cut off! He cut it off!”
‘Wait hold on , who is she complaining to-’
And suddenly with a hand raised in the air that once more slammed onto the ground she released what felt like death itself.
“KOKU-NIIIIIIIIIIII”
And before the hashira could comprehend what was happening there was a sudden burst of unimaginable bloodlust throughout the area as something started to emerge from the female demon's back. Suddenly he was swinging forward as every instinct in his body since becoming a demon slayer activated in a sudden urge and need to kill the literal death-bringing-thing coming out from where it was hidden with his katana. And yet as soon as he neared the thing , inches away , his katana cut through nothing.
And then he heard sniffling and a whine and his head quickly snapped behind him to see the demoness , crying softly into a hand that cupped the side of her face gently as she tried in vain to whip away her rapidly falling tears. Head now attached to her body with a person crouched in front of her. “Y-you saw what he did right.” Her voice was soft and shaky , reminding the slayer of a crying child and not of a heartless demon that he knew she was. “I wasn't doing anything and yet-” she sounded like another slot of tears was going to come out as the last of her sentence wobbled out.
The slayer stood to the back , uncertain of what to do. Even for someone like him the back to back abnormalities were coming quickly and he felt as though he needed some time to rest.readying himself he quickly zipped across the room only to jump back when his face came too close to being sliced in half by a sword. ‘Shit.’ He could feel blood begin to dribble down from his head as his eyes finally found the new occupant in the room. ‘Double shit.’ cause staring back at him were six eyes , the middle pair having kanji written in it.
Uppermoon 1 
“I knew something was off.” the slayer mumbled as he looked the upper moon up and down. ‘This is bad. I can feel it in my bones.’ He watched as the girl, not a woman , never to grow up and be one continued to cry to herself in the background. ‘Not to mention that one aint exited from the land of the living yet. What the absolute hell is going on here.’ he stepped back , a bit nervously , when uppermoon took a stance that blocked most of his view of the woman.
“You must be a hashira.” The demon talked slowly, giving his tone that of a gravitas one. ‘His whole aura screams unnerving tranquility.as if he's in control of everything.’ The hashira got into a stance , hands on the handle of his katana ready to strike at a moment's notice. “Yes I am.” he watched as the demon brought down his katana also into a stance ready to fight. “Good.” he said. “Maybe you'll last longer…than the others.” and with a swing of the katanas and the swirl of crystals the fight was on.
hours later y/n would give kokushibo her gift she meant to give him before she attacked in the midst of a bloody massacre. A hand carved comb with little dragons painted onto it to with white crystals. It would the next night when y/n had combined herself with him that he would genly touched the comb hidden away in his kimono as he stared up at the moon.
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l0viez · 1 year
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Back again with another dumbass "imagine sagau fics"
Im going crazy either way its fine. Anyways imagine having MEGAN in a Sagau fanfic lmao, (if you havent watched the movie yet , i 97% recommend!)
SAGAU ;
Imagine having MEGAN as a gift or just a comfort "toy" to have gifted by someone and ever since that day you guys became like twins , technically glued to eachother☠️
Being in a SAGAU with MEGAN is like having a bulletproof bodyguard
Devoted Followers, Vessels, Personal Bodygaurd, Worshipper Who??? I only know MEGAN
Whenever theres someone trying to attack you aka their "grace" , MEGAN will slice their throat in half in like 0.1 faster than xiao teleporting to traveller whenever they call his name/hj
Your "followers" in teyvat WILL glare at MEGAN and if you tell them to leave MEGAN alone MEGAN will smirk at them like "I win btch" but if you just brush it off or like laugh it off MEGAN will death glare at them back
MEGAN has the "grace's right hand" privileges, Shes like your co-worker or vice-president or sum LMAO
The non humans (yk like Archons,, Venti, Zhongli, Ei, Xiao, Ganyu, and etc) would be like salty or envy over the fact you hang out with MEGAN and has more trust on MEGAN than them, like they has been worshipping you for what?? 99999+ years, centuries?? what did that "doll" do to gain your attention like that??😦
I feel like the ones that would accept MEGAN whole heartedly and would love her /p is the childrens or the teens,, if that makes sense😭 ! (Klee, Diona, Qiqi, Sayu, YaoYao, Dori, Xiangling, Noelle, Collei, Fischl, Bennet and more)
Since MEGAN has that fighting skills noelle would probably ask MEGAN for some advice so she can be apart of the KOF (as usual) ! and MEGAN would use her "robotic skills" and just give out noelle the whole description on how to fight and stuff it probs took like 3-6hours for MEGAN to finish bc noelle wants to know alot😭
It would be more cooler if like MEGAN plays genshin or like knows all the lore and characters (the power she holds☠️)
Whenever you sneak out, go on a meeting, went out to buy some stuff , went to travel you bet your ass MEGAN will be beside u 24/7 even if the mobs dont attack you MEGAN would still be on gaurd to make sure nothing harms you
MEGAN would play some songs back in your world if you feel stressed out by the work and responsibilities
MEGAN would make a deal with the fatui or the abyss to secretly spy on you where ever or whenever you go (its not like you will leave without her🫣!!!)
MEGAN gives me that platonic yandere vibes so if you ever have "secret admirers" , MEGAN would scan that letter properly and find your admirers house and "talk" to them nicely to stop bothering you
MEGAN would have that resting bitch face on 24/7 but whenever you talk to her she would look so bubbly and nice, but whenever your not around shes so close on choking the people that has been "eyeing" you whenever you breathe, theyre lucky that you told MEGAN to not harm anyone
MEGAN wouldnt give a damn fck about visions, like she would think its useless but the fatui would give her a delusion either way😭👆🏻 (you requested it)
MEGAN would find a way to either destory teyvat or make a portal to make you both go back home cause she doesnt plan on sharing you with anyone any time soon shes only having thin patience around these mfs , but she has to play nice for now😄‼️
IMPOSTER AU! SAGAU ;
you both somehow got teleported in genshin, idk how maybe MEGAN like heard you say you wanted to go to teyvat and MEGAN is like "im a robot i can do technology i can do portal shit lets go"
so now here you both are, eating soup in a small little camp and some fruit giving by some monsters you two met along the way! isnt that nice:')))
You had abit of wound, you were thinking you would have more wound than the wounds you got but suprise suprise MEGAN protected your sorry ass
looks like MEGAN has to train harder but good thing she still have some tricks on her sleeves
MEGAN doesnt mind threatening off a few "side characters" so you two would survive
MEGAN would send death threats to the "creator//the real imposter" and she would have it in like some of the archon's handwriting without signing (bc in the movie she managed to make a masterpiece of a drawing like zamn😭)
MEGAN would give out fake informations and will say its from the "creator//the real imposter" so they would believe it but it will take like a 1-2 year from them to realized that someone has been spreading fake informations
MEGAN would sneak in the academy and do some chaos in any technology plans they have just to make distractions and give you time to get like items you both might need
If the fatuis know your the real creator and take you both in, MEGAN would only help out the fatuis by giving out personal informations of other characters that they call themselves "devoted worshippers"
MEGAN would probably be great friends with Sandrone & scaramouche
MEGAN would be "friendly friendly" with dottore just to get more technology uses😭
MEGAN has thoughts on just beating the shit out of childe (and probably dottore) but she choose not because she doesnt have time to play around with "childe-rens" and has to be by your side 24/7
but If the abyss finds you both first
ofc they would take you both in and MEGAN would also share some tips or advice to defeat those vision users
The abyss sibling would ask your permission to take MEGAN with them from time to time to set out their plan on destorying teyvet and the people who wronged you
MEGAN was abit hesitant at first cause like,, leaving you alone with the abyss? Naur..
But then you insisted that MEGAN should go with aether (also so you can go explore the abyss abit without MEGAN breathing behind your neck😭)
MEGAN would be a trump card for the abyss like if the traveller sees their abyss sibiling with MEGAN, MEGAN would glare at them, if glaring can kill people traveller would have been dead already
and if traveler shares what he saw when he saw his sibiling to like,, someone they would probably go like "yo wait isnt that the kid with the imposter?!"
If people in teyvat finally get to their senses that the "creator" in the throne is the real imposter
they would hunt you and MEGAN down (again) but with "good intentions"
you and MEGAN would troll these bitches
MEGAN would sing creepy songs while theyre haunting at the dark
you and MEGAN will only go out at night but if theres a squad looking for you both
MEGAN would be hella overprotective and going infront of you with her weapon out while glaring at them
"Your grace!"
"Tsk. little bugs like you shouldn't show yourself infront of your "grace""
MEGAN wouldn't HESITATE too ROAST them.
and you would be laughing inside bc of it too
if ever you get recrowned as the "creator" and the real imposter gets jailed up
MEGAN will TOTURE that bitch whenever your sleeping
those "devoted followers" of yours would look at MEGAN and be like
"damn i wish i was her"
MEGAN will be your loyal bodyguard and right hand
why would you need those people when you have MEGAN who sticked with you even when you were still so young?
like you would have the largest trust issues with stuff like imagine
"(maid/bulter's name), please call zhongli."
"yes your grace!"
"yes your grace, you called?"
"please call MEGAN."
"a-"
like 😭😭😭YOU DONT WANT ANYTHING FROM THE PPL IN TEYVAT
and even if the real imposter comes back and claims their the real creator , MEGAN would know their bullshitting bc she has that scanner stuff😭‼️
MEGAN will always protect you from any harm and if something even touch you without your permission, their hand is getting cutted off
"MEGAN.. Was that really necessary..?"
"Of course, Its also my duty to make you comfortable at any time _____"
"Right,, but you didn—"
"Shush now, silly _____! I was only protecting you after all we're best friends aren't we?"
Que that person whos trynna touch you screaming in pain in the background🤭‼️
Have this shitty azz drawing❤️Goodbye xoxo
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beargyufairy · 3 months
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Just My Thoughts Pt. 7
Natsu’s Growth
I’ve been disappointed a few times at how Hiro Mashima writes his characters and plot. But never have I ever been as disappointed as I was when I read this panel in the 100 YQ.
For reference, Natsu made a joke about disinfecting Lucy’s burns. It was not even a funny joke. I don’t think anyone laughed. Lucy was burned after trying to calm Natsu who consumed Ignia’s flames to battle against the water dragon god. While he did succeed in the fight, he lost control of himself and was stumped by the flames.
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This is such a disappointing situation when it comes to Natsu and his development as a character. Everything he experienced in the original manga/anime is put to shame. It’s like his growth as a person disappeared into thin air. I mean come on!! Is Mashima being serious right now?! Because am I supposed to believe this is the same Natsu who wouldn’t let Gray use Ice Shell on more than one occasion?! Natsu knows the consequences of Ice Shell and refuses to let that happen to Gray no matter how dire the circumstances are. Even though Gray and Natsu would never admit it, their relationship is unique and filled with love. They may be rivals and opposite (considering the ice/fire, demon/devil slayer attributes) but their friendship has grown so much since the start of Fairy Tail. Doesn’t this show how considerate Natsu is?! How important the lives of his friends is to him?
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If that isnt enough here’s another example. When Erza was sacrificing herself in the Tower of Heaven arc, Natsu refused to let her go and eventually saved her. Erza is important to him and Fairy Tail. He wants her to live on. Doesn’t this show how much Natsu cares about everyone?! Is he making a joke about Erza?! No he isn’t.
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Okay fine those examples aren’t about Lucy right, so why does it matter?! Because Natsu would never joke about burning his friends, accident or not. And if it’s about Lucy, then most definitely not. Lucy is probably the member of Fairy Tail he cares about the most (aside from Happy). When Future Lucy died, Natsu almost went completely rogue (pun intended, if you know what I mean). He even stated that something precious was taken from him. Furthermore, when Lucy was “dead” during the Alverez arc, Natsu lost it. Literally, he became END, the demon everyone fears, the strongest creation of Zeref, the black wizard. Lucy’s life was so important to him that without it, there was nothing holding him back. He even stated that he can’t be stopped after having flashbacks about her supposed death.
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Natsu couldn’t care less about the world ending. He wanted to fight the people that made Lucy cry. That’s what he was focused on. And so after all this, Mashima wants me to believe that Natsu would joke about burning Lucy?! Yeah, I don’t think so. After everything Natsu went through, he would’ve at least felt guilty. Considering that it was Lucy of all people he burned, he would’ve apologized over and over again. Why?! Because she’s so important to him. He literally became a demon when he thought she died!! Isn’t that proof enough?! I also think that he would feel so grateful to her. This isn’t the first time Lucy helped Natsu control himself. She’s always there for him. But Natsu has never lost control like this before. Did Natsu ever properly thank Lucy for saving by rewriting the book of END?! He’s literally only alive because of her. She tampered with a demonic force and black magic yet Lucy is so damn under appreciated that it pains me!!
If the goal was to lighten the situation considering the intensity of the battle against the water dragon god and Ignia’s involvement, a joke that doesn’t make Lucy’s burn seem pathetic would’ve been better. A joke about anything else would’ve been better. Seriously, Lucy knew the consequences of trying to stop Natsu, especially when noting that she was scared of his flames for the very first time. She did anyway because she cares about Natsu and knows that she can help him, even if it means she will get burned. I would also like to note that Lucy never actually saw Natsu as END. She arrived after he gained some sense of control. Considering everything, if Hiro Mashima doesn’t make up to me by having her fear of Natsu’s flame and her lack of experience with END play into the story I’m gonna be so mad. Since he already disappointed me with how he’s treating Lucy’s injury/burn, I really hope he plays the rest of the story properly.
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I’m very disappointed in how not only Natsu’s character is being portrayed and downgraded, but also how Lucy is yet again the butt of the joke. She does so much for her team and friends but is always ignored (I’m still upset about Aquarius’ sacrifice that’s not talked about enough).
Thank you for listening.
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ilylovelyz · 9 months
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haikyuu as dog/cat breeds (prt 2.)
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prt 2 lets gooooo - i really like pondering 🤔 about their breeds (includes aobajohsai and shiratorizawa) - c prt 1.
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aobajohsai
oikawa - he's such a ragdoll. pretty and nice coat, not too long/fluffy or thin/short. won many cat competitions. he's real sweet and friendly with your guests but once they leave he'll attack your leg for treats. he's manipulative? really smart too. a very loud cat and loves to play. can be a total brat and knock your shit over just to fuck with you. absolutely traumatizes your dogs if you have any, gets really pissed off if you smell like another cat and almost borderline bullying if you do get another cat.
iwaizumi - either a tosa or dutch shepard. he's really energetic and you thought he would calm down as he grows but nope! he's still dragging you out of bed for walks lol. somehow gentle and rough while playing with you. doesnt really bite you, only nibbles. not rlly protective of you but wary of strangers, not really hostile and open to guests. barks a lot, but will quiet down if you shush him cuz hes a good boy. def has a silver chain for a collar cuz hes cool like that 😈 really good with kids, never runs away because he's content with the life he has.
akira - a really lazy snowshoe cat. can be really mean but sweet afterwards cuz he feels bad. the type to run away if you start to cry. sleeps majority of the time and usually only eats when hes awake. really curious but doesnt like it when you have guests. likes to sleep in the middle of your bed and will fight back if you try to move him. doesn't like being picked up. at first he wasnt really cuddly but now he'll be all up in your business if you lay down.
kentaro - boerboel. he's super aggressive and protective of you, barks at everyone who isnt you. he's super rough when playing and has given you a few scars. really heavy but i can see him being kinda cuddly. he'll sit at your side, ears perked up and doing that half bark thing dogs do when something catches their eye. definitely has a chain and you have to use it a few times cuz he doesn't listen that well. fights with any dog, but does have this specific friend thats not even a dog, but a cat 😭 loves to play fetch. doesnt run away because his instincts to protect the house are too strong. not the best with kids 😬
mattsun - simple black cat that is really chill. not necessarily friendly but doesnt run away from strangers. super sleepy and his meows are really deep for some reason. not super vocal but will occasionally meow for your attention. not too cuddly but sweet. when he cleans himself it's super loud and almost obnoxious and always at night when ur trying to sleep. not very fond of dogs. doesn't necessarily get scared of anything unless he's being toyed with.
hanamaki - a simple labrador. not necessarily full of energy and lays around, not even sleeping, just watching you. kinda judgy of you for some reason and always side eyes you. not really cuddly either and just overall just exists. occasionally howls tho. sometimes he'll have the urge to play, but it's not really playing but rather straight bullying cuz he's a jerk 😒 was a really cute puppy and you miss those days a lot
shiratorizawa
ushijima - please i was so excited for this one, he's a saint bernard. a really big and heavy one too. was even big as a puppy. doesnt bark often but when he does it's loud, only really barking for your attention. he's really good with commands. likes walks and occasionally plays. he doesn't get along too well with other dogs, just because he just stands there and watches. gives the sweetest puppy eyes ever. again, really heavy, and growls when someone gets into his personal space. but he is really patient, but will run away from little kids. has teeth, but doesnt know how to use them 😕
tendo - a greyhound. a really silly one that is so cuddly, he's practically glued to you. hes so energetic and always slipping. real vocal but not too loud. gets really sad if someone doesnt wanna play with him ☹️ really great with kids and really protective of them. not necessarily protective of you. chases after cars 100%. HE HAS A FAVORITE TOY. has kinda severe separation anxiety 💔
semi - hes a beautiful grey tonkinese cat. his personality is really dependable whether he slept well. moderately playful and just really nice. hes really chill, but can get a little annoyed if someone is bothering him. not scared of fireworks or loud noises, moderately vocal. he can be a bit of an asshole tho 💔 but its okay cuz hes pretty 🫶🏼
shirabu - obviously the biggest asshole so hes a chausie. you got him cuz he was really beautiful and calm as a baby, but you woke up the same night you got him to him clawing at your toe that was poking out of your blanket. bites hard and makes you bleed. gives many battle scars 😒 surprisingly very vocal and has screaming matches with you. not necessarily very playful but he does chase you from time to time. bro he has such a mean face 😭 not fond of people or other animals. sometimes cuddles, sometimes.
goshiki - a jack russel terrier 😭 please he's all bark no bite 🤦🏽‍♀️ tries to act tough and menacing but the only thing thats menacing is the way hes a squeaker 🌚 real playful and kinda protective, but theres not much he can rlly do cuz hes a small dog. cant even fight off a cat (shirabu), and will cry out if something bigger than him goes after him. hes a real good boy tho, absolutely smitten for you and has separation anxiety if ur gone for a little too long.
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How to Writing multiple characters in a scene!!
Writing tips w/ Sunny (part 1, because I ramble and im positive ill end up doing this again if people want or for my own satisfaction)
This is just my methodology put in a way I think makes sense, if this doesnt apply to you thats okay everyone has different stradegies that work for them <33
SO lets begin.
"Rules" of writing multi character scenes + arcs, (First half is how to add them into a scene, second half is maintaining and not letting them vanish)
AHEM- Well there are four ways to place a character in a scene
Narration POV Aka the protagonist, this is the perspective ever present unless you CLARIFY the story is now through the lens of another character (Take for example my fic, while I play with multiple perspectives- a bulk is from Tims POV)
Secondary POV This is the character that DIRECTLY interacts with the narrator aka their "first point of contact" so to speak, they ground the narrator in the scene as not alone and is actually interacting with other people. (This DOES NOT have to be a speaking role, it can be purely observational if need be- but its the character that gets the most attention via the narrators perspective SIDE NOTE- THIS CAN SWITCH AS WELL)
Interactive POV Now we get to the "filling"- since Secondary doesn't need a direct tie to the narrator, you can have another character interact with the secondary character. But since they are not the focus of the scene its good to have a REASON they "Enter" or else if you spend so long giving the narrators perspective on #2 then you risk having someone "Materialize" in thin air. (This isnt really a concern unless you wait too long into the scene to go "Oh this guy exists-" you have time as you paint the reader a picture of the new enviornment/scene)
Enviorment POV Last but most certainly not least (and the one i've seen people struggle with the most) is the character that is PRESENT A N D NAMED- But serves no plot importance/relevance (to the narrator) during the opening part of the scene.
To put in better perspective- think of being in a room, The Narrator is you observing your surroundings (depending on POV style how "into the mind" of the narrator we go)
Secondary is the person you focus on, you hear their conversation, see their body language, expression, clothing, etc. They are the personal "focus" (there can be multiple as well)
Interactive is people SURROUNDING the focus, those who still play a semi active and visible role. They can either be within your line of sight interacting with the enviorment or speaking to a secondary/narrator character.
Enviorment is the person in the back of class that you know, but don't really register unless they do/say something- but you are still AWARE of their presence. CAREFUL NOT TO INTRODUCE THEM TOO LATE, OR ELSE YOU HAVE THE "MATERIALIZE" PROBLEM AGAIN
Now into a scene(aka recycling an old one)
Tim starred ahead silently from his side of the couch, watching Jason fidget with the soda tab on his shitty off brand Doctor Pepper he always insisted on getting. Around and around over and over, it was giving him second hand anxiety.
Thankfully they weren't forced to stay in the moment as Dick leaned over and pressed his shoulder into Jasons with a beaming smile "Oh come on it'll be fun"!
"Says you golden boy" Steph teased, half hanging off her chair and a foot almost knocking over Cass chip bag, only stopped by the fact Duke snatched it and moved it further along the table.
Well at least Damian seemed to be reacting rationally, seeming intent on slouching in on himself the more Dick tried to pull him and Jason together into a "group hug". It was a wonder his arms could even reach that far- even more so that they were still intact.
But Jason, like the rest of them, was weak to Dicks puppy dog eyes. Tim saw the moment he gave up a losing battle and his shoulders slumped in defeat, though his scowl ever present. "If I say yes will you fuck off"
"Ah ah language, we have children here"! Dick gasped, placing his ears on Damians ears which only earned him a snarl in return.
"I don't think Damian counts as a kid- and I just turned 16 which is basically an adult" Duke tried to defend, but his 'fierce glare' had less effect with his hand stuck in a bag of gummy worms.
Tim huffed- if Dick kept it up, they would end up with "family night", and he doubted all of them would come back alive.
(END SCENE)
Now to break down- Tim was of course the "Narrator" perspective that was viewing the scene, we get his insight even while not directly interacting with the characters just by his description tone.
Jason was of course the main "Secondary"character (though Dick was a mix as well) where the scene introduced by Tims perpective and tone by someone else in the enviornment.
Then you have Dick who is a perfect mix of Interactive character (how he entered the scene via movement, placing himself in perspective to the established other two) while shifting to have the most "scene impact" whilst still not being Tims focus.
Finally you have everyone else serving as Enviornment characters, with either a simple Line-action (ex-Steph) or a name drop in general placement (Cass) or establishment through movement, and only relevent later in the scene (Duke).
Damian kind of floats between, he is introduced via a reaction + Narrator observation, but then is mostly just an eviornment character. He is THERE but not really awknowleged beyond that.
NEXT- If that doesn't help much you can rely on "Environment rule"
Aka everyone is always doing something in any space they occupy- apply that to your characters. It can be as simple as when you have one character speak loudly to the narrating POV, another character shifts away or laughs.
They didn't need to speak nor did you need to detract from the tension/pacing of a scene by describing in detail their expression, positon, etc.
BUT in that moment your reader just clues in to "Oh okay x is here-" that is established, and whether or not x plays a role in a future scene within that enviornment doesnt matter much.
This is also the PERFECT oppertunity to give characterization. If a tense moment is going on you can have the narrator notice another character stiffen/flinch (aka affected by the conflict, even if not an active participant)
FINAL PART- MAINTAINING
This is where shit can hit the fan f a s t- getting a bunch of characters in a scene is one thing but keeping them there?? Hell at times.
But once again this all relies on "Narrator perspective" and unless you are switching narrators, you need a "cone of vision" to determine what is or isn't important unless you might break the tension of a scene.
Methods include-
Reactions
Two+ background characters interact (verbal or not)
Interact with enviornment
Enter/Leave a space (of note)
A sound registered but not explored (a chair creaking back, a glass dropping, snack bag rustling, or even my favorite which is the sudden absense of sound implying an audience)
"Incidents" (Someone drops something, attention goes to them for a sec- apology/oneliners, then switch back)
Check ins from NON NARRATOR, (or narrator, but usually works better to keep track of who is focused on who)
Characters don't need to be "ever present" just remind your reader they exist somewhere generally in the scene (and keep them in your back pocket)
But The best possible tool at your disposal?? BANTER.
Let characters interact, feel out their dyanmics- If you dont know how they interact in non tense situations, how does that change when tension amps up. Have a background character throw in a one liner- or the narrator observe a conversation they aren't a part of.
LET PEOPLE BE PEOPLE- And they basically write themselves
Last but not least- if you feel stuck or lost?? Treat EVERYONE like a narrator.
Who are they paying attention to? What are they seeing? How do they REACT to that? Do they speak up, do they tense, do they try and slip away or stay strong?
You don't need to know this for EVERY scene- but sometimes it helps out of a rut moment
ANYWAYYSS- This is my rant and personal methodology of how I place/maintain multiple characters. I hope this helps for anyone interested, if not find what works for you!!
My Asks are open if anyone wants me to give any other advice, tips, or just general ramblings about writing.
Otherwise,
Happy writing!!
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sainadazai · 1 year
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d7 and e6 with akutagawa?
(if you don't write for him can you do chuuya?)
Breath Play + Dom/Sub with Akutagawa
Warnings ⚠️ Foul language, sexual themes, dom/sub dynamics, choking, akutagawa being sassy and mean!!
Working for the port mafia has always been a job of convenience. There was no desire on your part to do the job other than to get paid, no passion behind your position, no alterior motive. However, as you grew and climbed the ranks of the port mafia you soon learned that times change.
What was once a daily ruitine, a nuisance, was now the highlight of your morning.
You wake up, dress up in casual black pants and a black shirt alike, you get your morning coffee and you head to work for your assignment, but, recently someone new has been in the office waiting for you. Someone you practically pray to see each day.
"Good morning Akutagawa, sir." His eyes peeking up from the coffee he was stirring and for a Meer moment brighten with interest. The assassin.
See, he has notably began to desire seeing you each day as well. The way you smile cutely when you come in to say goodmorning, how your gaze frequently lingers on his long fingers and drops subtly to his legs when you notice how he spreads them in his chair.
He could just eat you up, and it excites him so. Ever since becoming a person of higher power among those in the mafia, he hasn't quite been able to tame his need to boss people around. To be mean.
And oh, it's so cute when he is mean to you.
You never take it too personal, the work isn't why you come here anymore. It's him. And to watch his face scrunched up in disgust as you overshare about a recent killing, to see his eyes darken with some emotion you can't quite place whenever you confess you've made a mistake. It soils your panties and you can't get enough.
And so today, you come in again, after being assigned to an assassination of a man who was unfortunately at your favorite coffee shop. And I mean, it's not like you could risk not getting coffee tomorrow so you decided the kill could wait. He didn't need to die today, it wasn't urgent.
Or so you thought.
Akutagawa didn't take so kindly to this news.
"You think your so safe just cause you walk around all pretty and sweet, don't you?" He hisses through a clenched jaw as you are trapped between his slim form and the wall.
Despite his thin build he dwarfs you, making you shrink further in your stance.
A hand flies to your throat before you can respond and what you don't expect is that next a sensation of pain arises from your now bare shoulder. He bit you. Another thing you aren't quite prepared for is the all but needy whine you let out at the feeling.
And you're soaked. You can't lie and say you've never dreamt of something like this, getting him mad enough to hurt you. It's not even out of lust per se. It's an infatuation that goes beyond surface level. You want to know what fuels that fire in his eyes. What makes this man so mean, so angry, so sexy.
"Oh? I see, you've done this on purpose." A smirk pulls at his lips. His eyes tracing the mark he's now left on you, a sense of pride welling in his chest. You are someone he can control, he can bully into submission. You take him seriously.
"No, akutagawa, sir, i would never." And he almost hisses at the sly glint in your eyes. You wanted this. You were testing and teasing him and he knew just how to fix it.
The hand around your throat tightened and began to lift you higher against the wall. A light feeling overwhelmed your senses as you lacked oxygen but it made the sensation of his touch so much more intense.
"What a silly little girl. Hmm? Thinking her boss isnt going to punish her?" His hand loosens for a second, he wants you conscious.
After a deep inhale though, he is squeezing again, not missing the way your eyes roll back and your thighs clench together.
"I see," he forces a knee between them, licking his lips as you roll your hips down onto him.
"Sir." It's a meer whisper yet it has him growing painfully stiff.
"You want me to fuck you." A devilish smirk overtakes him and he's moving to begin ripping you to shreds.
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levmada · 2 years
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𝙺𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚝𝚘𝚋𝚎𝚛 '𝟸𝟸: 𝚄𝚗𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝
summary: You take an unconventional approach to helping Levi with his film studies class, with a few surprises along the way.
content/warnings: Switch!Levi x fem!Reader| college au | established relationship, praise, toys, dumbification, daddy kink, filming, rough sex, bondage, impact play, overstimulation
wc: 3.7k
a/n: this isnt even my fav one so far and i love how it turned out LOL
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It was innocent, that’s how it started. As innocent an offer as helping Levi out with his film class as a completely different major, anyway.
You laugh as Levi burrows his face in your neck, suckling marks you “ordered” him not to give. Everyone will know. 
You both went public with your relationship very recently, a big step for Levi because he’s never had any real desire to date anyone and was mocked constantly by his friends for it, and for you because it’s Levi. The type of dreamboat the girls around campus fawn over in secret rather than upfront since he’s so mysterious, up to glare at most anyone who stares for too long. Not being wanted is a quality about him that makes all the girls—and some guys—want him. 
Then in your second year Levi stunned you with his crippling awkwardness when he mumbled if you’d like to get coffee, maybe, sometime, and now here you are in your third year. You’d like to think you’re past the honeymoon phase, a whole year into dating, but he always seems to surprise you. You surprise yourself.
Your heart flutters as his hands guide your jaw, opening for him.
You make a halting noise, pulling away giggling. “Wait. You never told me your topic thingy.”
“My topic thingy,” he sounds out, one brow raised. “So you’re serious about helping me?”
You grin cheekily, hands coming up to guide him in for another kiss. “I was always serious.”
“Hm.” He guides your lips back on his, doing no more than brushing the side of your breast through your tanktop. Your nipple shows through the thin cotton, easy for him to slide his thumb across and make you sigh into the kiss.
You’re on the verge of whining “Levv’…”
“Mm. Unfulfillment,” he answers, his minty breath brushing your lips. “Have any ideas?”
A lightbulb immediately pops on in your mind. Your jaw drops. “You’re fucking with me.”
“I’m not,” he bites back, squeezing your cheeks so your lips puff out.
“My idea means you can’t turn it in…” you mumble. You’re not sure how serious he’s being, but, you do have an idea.
“There’s nothing wrong with a draft.” His hand creeps up under your shirt. You shiver.
You nibble on your lip. “Remember those gag gifts I got you for your birthday last year? The ones Ymir made me buy?”
Whenever you bring up that part of last Christmas, you never fail to mention how Ymir played the biggest part of the gifts. Hange snapped a picture of him unwrapping them and captioned it ‘IT’S TOMATO’S BURTHDAY🍅🍅’.
He was flustered. So what.
He isn’t sure how much he believes the gifts weren’t your idea, but he’s intrigued. No one seriously uses a gag gift, and that’s what the handcuffs, the spreader bar, the clamps—were, until you and Levi had a talk and realized you were both into the same thing. Levi was slightly peeved Ymir took him for such a vanilla person. 
But they’ve sat neglected in his closet since, with no place for them in your dorm. Embarrassment. Distraction. Waiting for the right time?
“We still haven’t used them,” you go on, voice unsure.
He cocks his head. “Maybe because they were gag gifts.”
“But you’re into them…! And maybe they’d make the film more interesting.”
He stares a little harder to gauge how serious you’re being. It’d be a film only shared between you and him, of course. A filthy thing. It would mean the light system.
Nothing wrong with a draft.
“…Clothes off,” he says. “Spread your legs. And wait.”
You do as he asks. By the time you’ve peeled off your wet panties, a little box of toys are set down by your hip, which Levi rifles in briefly.
The cuffs. You forgot the tiny thrill that zipped through your belly when you first spotted them in the shop. A shame you’d probably never use them—unless they appeared in one of Levi’s projects somehow; ironic now—but now it’s real. It’s happening. 
He guides your hands above your head. Cold metal encircles your wrists, and they snap into place. You release a breath you didn’t know you were holding. 
A slight yank proves you trapped. Your heart is already pounding.
He briefly strokes your hair before moving on to the bar, folded like a baton, which he raises from the box. It’s formidable to say the least. 
“Nervous?” He climbs into bed, shedding his shirt on the way, and spreads your legs far apart. 
You’ve never wished so badly that you could touch his rippling muscle, clutch his flexing forearms if, when, he fucks into you. The air touches between your thighs, making you squirm. 
“Maybe a little,” you say.
Soft cuffs slide onto your feet, ending at the ankles. You can no longer close your legs.
“If something feels wrong, you know what to do.”
The clamps. The cool metal clamps attached by a Y-shaped chain that almost tickles the skin on your belly. He slots into the open space between your legs, stroking your hip.
“Yeah… I just don’t know what you’re gonna do to me,” you murmur. Would it be hotter if he told you, or more thrilling if he kept it a secret? Levi always knows his own intentions.
“You’ll find out,” he purrs. “Relax.”
He flicks your nipples to full hardness. Hot thrill fills your belly—he’s going to do them one at a time.
He rubs, taking the one between his thumb and forefinger and gently squeezing, a tease of what’s to come. You breathe like you’ve just finished a workout. 
“Are you ready?”
The tight pinch as the clamp closes around your nipple goes straight to your clit. He didn’t wait.
“Shit,” you whisper. “Oh fuck, that’s good. Please.”
You look good. The crotch of his jeans feels tight. 
“Begging already?”
The other. Your back arches, just slightly. You close your eyes, reeling.
“One more thing… Can you handle the blindfold?”
You nod.
He slips away, and the bed sags by your shoulder. You try to drink in as much of him as you can before your sight is stolen from you: the blush on his face, the slight blue in his eyes gone glazed over. He’s obviously hard. Already.
The silk, you immediately register on your cheek, is navy blue. One second, you can see, then darkness closes in. You can’t peek above or below. Every feeling, every other sense, brightens. Most of all the clamps.
“I lied,” he says. “One other thing.”
“Levi…” you whine. The urge to squirm is enormous—but you can’t move an inch but to curl your fists and toes, and all you can follow is voice, back at the foot of the bed.
Whatever it is, you’re not going to find out before he sets up his cameras. The worst part is, you know he tied you up first on purpose.
You hear the faint click as the tripod is spread on its three legs, following the blunt sound of the camera being set up, near your left side. Your right. In front. You lay in aching silence. It didn’t truly hit you until now that he’s getting this all on tape. You won’t even see it until it’s over.
A sudden thought makes you titter. “You better not be attaching a GoPro to your head.”
“Creepy.”
“And three cameras aren’t?” you bluff.
“Your pussy’s soaked, and I haven���t even touched you. You like creepy.”
You curl your toes, squirming around the clamps. The pain-pleasure is electrifying, you can’t tell if you want them off, or if you want them pulled.
It’s really fucking hard to argue with him as a faint beep means the cameras are now recording. You clamp your lips shut. The box is dropped somewhere, followed by a little more rummaging, and the clacking of his belt opening. You’re dying to see. Aching.
“Now you’re gonna act coy? You’ve never been camera-shy before.” His voice is low, almost mocking. The mattress whines as he clambers between your legs. He positions them, bent in the air at the knees to accommodate his body. 
His hand slides up from your navel, jostling the chain, probably coiling it around his finger. Your head snaps back with a gasp.
“Where’d your voice go?”
“Levi—”
Vibrations rumble to life that you feel through the chain and faintly wrap around your nipples, teasing. Your chest rises, heavy breaths dissolving into light panting. 
A vibrator. He chose a vibrator. That’s a toy you use fairly regularly, long and black with just about a thousand settings you never much bothered to explore, but now it seems he’s going to make you. One setting sends vibrations in strong bursts, on and off, full and empty.
“Shit, baby,” you whisper. Part of you wants to keep your voice to yourself just to get back at him, but that’s going to be impossible.
He chooses not to respond. It’s hard to find anything intelligent to say at the sight of you. His hold on your hip stays as the vibrations quiet to a hum, and dance down from the chain to your mound, sweeping in random motions. He wants to see if you’ll beg again, if you’re that needy from some kissing and nipple play. 
Your cunt definitely is. You’re pinned up so your small hole is on full display. It clenches before his eyes as he slides the toy down one lip, just shy. Your hips rise.
“Levi, Levi,” you chant. “It’s right there, just stop teasing, I can’t…”
“You’ll take whatever I give you, and you’ll thank me for it,” he responds, steady and low to hide what you’re doing to him. Your cunt is glistening, your clit swollen, while he’s faintly throbbing against his pelvis, fully hard.
The toy lands on your hood. “I’m waiting.”
“Thank you,” you whisper, in the most placating voice you can manage.
In one quick swipe, you gasp in ecstasy, but then it’s gone again.
“Thank you!” you say with more confidence.
“Mm. Better.” Levi leans back on his haunches, and, the vibrations low and cutting off every few moments, he lays the toy on your clit, nudging back and forth.
You moan sweetly, your breath catching with each pause. “Thank you, thank you…” You’re made to savor the precious seconds it’s buzzing for you, and whine in defeat when they vanish.
Levi glances at the dark eye of the camera to his right. It’s bad technique, but the last thing he wants is somehow not getting these precious noises on film, as if they’d die with full batteries.
“Fuck,” you gasp, your hips leaping up when he catches an angle just right. “Thank you!”
A bead of cum wells up in his slit. He takes his tongue between his teeth, lovingly stroking your thigh. With a click, the vibrations leap up to their highest setting, strong and constant.
You writhe, your jaw dropping open with a whine. He watches your cunt grow tight as your hips snap, chasing the sensation wildly. He lets it happen.
God, baby, god.”
“That’s right…” He rolled the toy around in circles. “If you wanna come, just keep fucking it, sweetheart.”
This is too easy, you realize with paralyzing fear. He’s going to edge you—or so much worse, make you come untouched so you suffer through a useless high.
You moan, high and stressed. “You’re gonna take it away. Un-f-fulfillment.”
“You think so?”
Amused. He sounded amused and way too satisfied with himself. The touch of the toy is becoming lighter, more far away so you have to break even more of a sweat to work for it. But the vibrations are stronger than ever.
“Please—” Your voice hitches up as your high crests. “Let me…!”
Three things happen at once—one hand steadies your hip, his hot and swollen cock pushing in as the toy’s head presses down, and you trip over the edge with a keening shout.
You weren’t expecting to be fucked. Your back arches high, shaking and curling up to meet his quick, heavy pace. He moans. Bright flashes dash behind your eyes, shattering you to pieces. You hear yourself over the loud buzzing, noises dripping with euphoria.
Your cunt pulses in strong waves, squeezing his cock tight. Levi misses it as soon as you calm down, slowing to firm, steady thrusts. In order to get the kind of reaction he wants out of you, he slows to a stop, balls-deep in your pussy.
“Holy shit,” you pant, “move move, baby, move.”
He pulls the toy away and slaps your clit with a wet smack. Then with his little finger, he gives the chain a tug. You recoil with a cry, but your cunt tightens anyway. “You’re really in no position to make demands, sweetheart.”
The metal cuffs jerk as the vibrator comes down again. At first you flinch back from it—it’s too much—but a warm sense of helplessness swallows you up. You accept your place, serving as a toy to warm his cock with.
Pricks of overstimulation fade away, replaced with a heightened sense of need, even stronger than what made you beg so hard before. It’s faster now. It slams into you now.
“Levi, I think I’m…”
“Give it to me,” he says, panting heavily. It’s so hard not to move—he’s going to leave a bruise on your hip.
The next time you come, it’s with a hard jerk that shakes the headboard and a heavy moan, falling one after another mixed with his name.
Levi gapes at the silky soft sensation, tight around his still cock. In his hips, the urge to thrust is so overwhelming that he almost forgets to lower the vibrations on your second comedown; he’d rather drag this out. The animalistic part of him begs him to fuck into all that wet heat instead of just keeping him warm, it’s frustrating, he bites down on his lip—but it’s so addicting.
“Oh god,” you moan. The shaking, as if you were still coming, is small and constant now. “H-How many times are you—are you—?”
He glides the toy down through your slit, transfixed. “Until I stop.”
Something about watching your needy cunt clamp down on him and feeling it at the same time, and doing nothing about it makes him dizzy with lust. He likes depriving you. Depriving himself for that inevitable reward that gets better and better the longer he waits. Sticky cum—partly his—oozes around your opening and dribbles down, wetting his balls, your taint, and the sheets underneath. Your clit looks so used.
Approaching your third, you’ve gone completely shaken, speaking less and making many more pretty noises. Sweat has pasted your bangs to your forehead, your hips stuttering, unsure whether to fuck into the low vibrations or shy away. 
He turns it up.
“Oh, fuck me,” you beg, “please please fuck me, I’m gonna come.”
He swallows a moan. “No.”
You don’t quit begging him until your voice fails at your trembling peak, a sharp gasp cutting you off. Again, he lets his head fall back as your cunt closes up around him, and listens to you moan, so shaky and so small.
“Please move,” you groan miserably. “I’ll be good I’ll be good…”
He’s surprised that after all that, you could still stand him fucking you. How much you want him. How much you need him.
“Fuck me.”
“You don’t get to order me around,” he grunts, enjoying the burst of power he gets from spreading your lips and throwing his hand down again. Again. One more time quiets you down to whimpers.
He pulls out, and replaces his cock with two fingers.
“Ungrateful,” he says.
“Levi no—”
“Since my cock isn’t enough for you, you’re coming on my fingers instead.”
“S’not enough,” you whine. Your hips cant down, fucking yourself depite that. “Please, ‘m sorry, I’m sorry f-for ungrateful.”
He bites a smirk as he continues his deep sweeps over your clit. Can’t even string a sentence together. “Don’t make me gag you.”
He wishes he had a fucking machine, almost, as he plunges his fingers in and out at blinding speed. Your hips are raised for him, you gaping widely at him.
“Not enough?” He spreads the vibrations in a tight circle, takes his fingers out, and wipes them on the sheets before burying back in. “You’re so wet it’s ruining my rhythm.”
You blubber something incomprehensible in response as he turns up the vibrator, pinning it to your clit. Like before, and before that, you fuck into it with abandon, keening.
As punishment, he leans over and spits on your clit.
“Oh—”
Wetter now. He likes to watch your expression as you approach another peak, growing tight and taut, like the rest of you. Your whines rising.
“There you go… See, I knew you could do it. Good girl.”
It takes longer this time. Levi still doesn’t get tired of tearing you apart.
It gets to a point where tears have trickled well-past the blindfold and drop from your chin. Your neck, your forehead, is shiny with sweat. 
“I think you have one more in you.”
“I can’t,” you cry. “It’s too fucking much.”
He slaps your tit, watching it bounce before falling back into place.
The vibrations increase. He presses down. “Who’s the one directing?”
You seize up. “Oh god please, please—”
His fingers still, spreading your cunt. The toy’s head hovers above that swollen, pink clit.
“Please what? Now you want more?”
“Ngh—y-yes.”
“Yes?”
“Needa come,” you say, slurring terribly. “I’m close.”
“You have everything you could need.” He dashes the toy across your clit. You shriek. “My greedy bitch wants more?”
You cry weakly. “Uh-huh!”
You’re too dumb to say any more. His cock twitches, pasted to his thigh. Another weak fuck, and you whine miserably.
“Try harder. You want cock? Or do you wanna be slapped around a little more?”
Your shaking grows heavier as you break down, hips chasing the vibrations, which Levi continues to raise, just an inch shy of where you need it.
“Daddy,” you sob. Your lips are glistening with spittle. “Please, daddy.”
His chest rises, lust like a heavy stone turning over his lower half, hardening his cock.
The vibrations cease, and he pulls out his sticky fingers. Levi lets you stew in the silence, writhing, whimpering like a puppy. Waiting either to be punished or rewarded.
You don’t have to be fucked stupid for you to pull a card like that, but he didn’t expect it while “filming” this “project”.
“What was that?” 
You suck in a gasp as his hand, lathered in cum, drifts innocently over your cheek.
“I didn’t get that. Who do you want to fuck you, again?”
“You,” you whisper. “You, daddy.”
“Look how pathetic you are…” he murmurs, thumbing your bottom lip. It slides right in. Your mouth closes around it, and sucks greedily. “Perfect.”
A strained humming noise comes from your throat and vibrates around his thumb. A string of spit connects it to your lips as he pulls it out, then slots himself between your thighs.
Levi bites down on a sigh as his hand makes a fist around his cock. He spent so much time on you that he neglected himself—he’s fucking aching.
You hear the sounds, you sense what he’s doing, and your hips raise up in his direction. It’s all you can do.
“What about this?” he asks huskily. He hovers the tip at your hole, guiding just that much inside. “Is this enough for you?”
“Fuckk,” you whine, toes curling. “No no no.”
Your cunt greedily clamps down around him. It takes the rest of Levi’s resolve to pull out, and push his cock through your messy slit instead, bumping your clit. You cry out. Fresh tears ooze from under the blindfold.
Unfulfillment. He bites his tongue.
“You don’t think daddy will take care of you…?”
All he’s doing is running his mouth, and riling you up even more. Shivers and weeping wrack your shoulders. Utterly humiliated. 
“No, I do, I d—”
He shoves inside, down to his balls and the obscene slapping noise that results as they smack your cunt. Your jaw drops open.
“Fuck,” Levi groans, and takes hold of your hips. He can’t even pretend. His hips snap with reckless abandon, and pick up speed. “How’d you get tighter…?”
A question you’re too struck dumb to answer. Heavy moans fall out of your mouth with every, deep, bruising thrust. You just keep on sucking him in, each time he pulls out. 
A spark ignites in his belly. He needs to fuck deeper. He needs it harder. Fuck, he needs to wreck you all over.
One hand gripping your hip, he folds your legs to your chest and takes on a harsh pace enough for the headboard to thwack the wall, enough times for the noise to fall into the background. Your tits jostle, cut moans rising into a shout. Your hands curl above your head. He loses count of how many times you call out, daddy.
His eyes shut, pinched in concentration. “That’s it… Fuck, keep getting tighter for me.”
You come unannounced except for a silent scream out of your open mouth, but he feels it all. Your pussy grips him like a vice, causing his jaw to drop and a groan to fall out.
He rises and rises and fucks you harder, panting out nonsense—his good girl, just keep coming, you’re doing so well—as his rhythm starts to falter. Your cunt squelches obscenely loud. His chest rises with a gasp.
“Fuck—” Levi grunts. His hips stutter, his head falls back, and he drains his balls inside with a flurry of rapid thrusts. The sounds fall out of his mouth one after another—it’s almost too wet, too fucking good. It’s a crime to feel this good. Just when he thinks his cock is done pulsing, he pushes for just a little more, a soft moan at the top of his throat.
When the waves recede, and he’s hardly pulled out, white gushes from your hole, and dribbles down to mess the sheets.
“Ah,” you whine, voice broken.
In the afterglow he catches his breath slowly, rubbing the shakes out of your thighs.
He says, “I think that’s more than enough footage, don’t you?”
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rouge-the-bat · 1 year
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Please tell me more about Kurama (Shuichi Minamino) going to school with Yusuke and Kuwabara.
Personally I don't think he'd be close to either of them prior to Yusuke coming back to life, wherin he would call spirit world shenanigans. If we go with the idea that Hiei would follow Kurama around even prior to his arrest, I would not be shocked if local anime protag who hangs out on roof would find the little hellion once or twice.
Hiei would watch Yusuke beat up Kuwabara on a near daily bases, and when they meet he would give Yusuke a little "nice work, try explaining me to anyone and I will kill you" before blinking away. Or the classic Bill Murray of "no one will ever believe you". Kurama overhears Yusuke yelling to Keiko about some short black blur of a boy on the roof and local fox in disguise has to keep a straight face.
You know, if anything, Keiko and Kurama might know each other best out of all the group. They are both top ranking students, so they were probably teamed up for assignments or class activities.
Just some of my thoughts, love to hear more of yours.
HEHE YEAS U ACTUALLY ARE RIGHT ON THE MONEY OF SOME OF MY THOUGHTS ALREADY !!!
i already figured that Kurama wouldnt be close to Yusuke and Kuwabara prior to the actual events of normal canon, he avoids most people to keep a distance from them since hes a demon, aside from Maya who would tag along with him on her own accord (and he ends up making an exception for her since he was lonely prior to meeting Hiei, i also have a little Maya-related thought ill get into later).
and i think hed expressly avoid Kuwabara, not out of dislike for him or anything and hed be rather polite about it, but Kurama would hear the rumors of Kuwabaras spiritual awareness and figured itd be safer to stay away from him so he wouldnt detect his clearly non-human energy. and despite Kurama often being distant to many people, Kuwabara still picks up on how Shuichi seems to avoid him particularly- which ofc Yusuke has to make a joke that Shuichi probably thinks Kuwabara is a freak and that he should stay away, and says his assumption is right [cue another fight between Kuwabara and Yusuke lol].
AND YES YES Hiei absolutely follows Kurama around all the time, and i defintely think at some point when Yusuke goes up to the roof during lunch he ends up finding Kurama sitting with Hiei and sharing his lunch (packed by shiori of course) with him. and catches Kurama being Very Flirty with Hiei, who gets VERY blushy hehe. finally it clicks to Yusuke why Shuichi never goes out with any of the many girls that fawn over him lol (though he also wonders how the hell the kid that doesnt go to their school even got up onto the roof in the first place). i didnt think about Yusuke encountering Hiei up there alone at some point but thatd also be really fun, i love the thought of Hiei not giving a shit and just disappearing into thin air in front of him, which would put Kurama in a bit of a weird spot when Yusuke later sees them together and clearly are close. i definitely have to think more about the weird meetings Hiei can have with Yusuke and Kuwabara more lol. so many possible interactions to make them think "wow Shuichis secret punk boyfriend is weird as fuck" HGJDHFJ
I do think Hiei would find Yusuke and Kuwabaras antics amusing, gives something more interesting going on to witness at the school besides people just going about their usual business (though of course he also enjoys just watching Kurama because hes very pretty :'3 though he doesnt understand why he keeps to playing the part of perfect school boy). at some point Yusuke probably sees Hiei watching Shuichi from a tree or something and thinks hes his stalker until he finds them hanging out together jfksjjfd
and yeah i figured Kurama probably interacts with Keiko the most before the main story! since shes part of the student council, i think theyd sometimes work together for that even though Kurama isnt actually a part of it, since many clubs and stuff tend to ask him for various favors since hes the top student and great at problem solving of all kinds n stuff. and through that Kurama would sometimes interact a bit with Yusuke because hed totally come in to bother Keiko while shes working lmao. and sometimes during their spats one of them- usually Keiko- will try dragging Kurama into it to share his opinion, to which hed usually give a polite smile and laugh and say its not his place- if he DOES tell his stance though Yusuke knows Shuichi is probably gonna give advice that mostly sides with Keiko jgksjfjd
i also think that when Yusuke comes back from the dead, itd get Kuramas attention and hed try prodding Keiko about it, since he figured itd be more natural to find out the situation from her rather than Yusuke directly since he never really had much connection with him. because it wouldnt be likely for spirit world to just bring someone back to life for no reason and it makes him wonder whats up. but when Keiko doesnt really know the specifics of what happened (and fumbles and shyly avoids the part where she essentially kissed Yusuke back to life), Kurama doesnt really pry too much into it in the end though because he doesnt find it worth his time or energy since hes basically depressed around this time because of his mothers illness and is already planning to be sacrificing his life for her.
he quickly puts the pieces together during the artifacts of darkness arc when Yusuke calls himself a spirit detective, but Kurama ultimately doesnt act too much different here compared to the events of canon, because what would it matter if a classmate knows hes a demon criminal if (according to his plan) hes going to be dead soon? i also think that before this while Shiori has been sick, Yusuke and Kuwabara noticed that Shuichi still seems to be acting as he usually does, and still smiles, but his eyes look completely drained of life like a zombie.
i also see that before Kurama had a total personality overhaul because of his mother protecting him, when he was little he was quite a little shit. he wasnt overtly confrontational like Yusuke and Kuwabara were, but he always clearly held himself as above everyone in school- students and teachers alike. he never shared and wasnt so polite about avoiding people back then, especially since he found being surrounded by a bunch of little kids quite annoying, on top of being agitated back then about being stuck in such a tiny weak child body. Kurama also totally pulled pranks all the time, both to appease his boredom and to get revenge on anyone that pissed him off- particularly any teachers that tried to talk down to him. they tended to be of the ~supernatural~ variety, like mushrooms suddenly filling up a teachers desk files like theyd been growing there for a month, so he was never found out.
and Yusuke never personally clashed with Kurama, but he did have a bit of a grudge against him because whenever it seemed like Shuichi was gonna get in trouble for something, he got off the hook because of him being such a model student, while Yusuke never got off easy. He was especially salty about it because he always swore Shuichi was a thief but no one believed him. sure he never actually saw him steal anything, but the day the snack he brought went missing, Shuichi later had that same snack during lunch, and Yusuke swore it wasnt a coincidence (and it wasnt lmao, but he couldnt prove it). anytime some kids brought their gameboys or whatnot and their games went missing, Yusuke always suspected Shuichi (and he was right :p ). Yusuke knew if he confronted Shuichi hed probably get into way worse trouble for punching the lights out of the model student than he does for his roughhousing with Kuwabara. he also figured it probably wouldnt be satisfying to hit Shuichi anyways, because he thought he looked fragile like a doll and would crumple like tinfoil (oh how wrong he was about that though LOL).
then over one summer the situation of Shiori catching Kurama so he doesnt fall on broken glass happens, and he begins to change to how he is now. so when hes back at school, he suddenly seems TOTALLY different and is actually polite to others. he may still be rather quiet and reserved, but he smiles more, and actually helps people out often. he doesnt distance himself quite as much as he used to. the number of pranks and missing items dont stop completely, but they diminish quite a bit. his change was so drastic and sudden that Yusuke and Kuwabara would joke that Shuichi got abducted by aliens, had his brain wiped, and replaced with an alien trying to fit in and gain the humans trust LOL. i think Keiko would also sometimes nag Yusuke about how he should make a change in himself and be nicer to others like Shuichi has, which would make Yusuke a bit irritable around Kurama even though it wasnt really him that was the source of his annoyance
also once they get into junior high, Yusuke and Kuwabara are happy to see the number of pranks around the school have skyrocketed again. because even though Kurama is fake nice to Iwamoto and Akashi, he HATES them because theyre such assholes, even if they tend to be nice to him because of him being the top student. and Yusuke doesnt even particularly care that he tends to be blamed for the pranks by those two teachers, because seeing them being pranked is VERY fun, and theyll pin anything on him and Kuwabara anyways so theres no point hating whatever genius is actually pranking them. im unsure though on if Yusuke has ever found Kurama before in the process of setting up a prank, and thus figures all of the crazy pranks he has no clue how someone could even pull off is from Shuichi, or if he and Kuwabara are totally clueless on whos doing them.
after the events of two shots, i think even though he never really interacted with her before, Kuwabara would notice that Maya suddenly stopped following Shuichi around all the time, and Kuwabara assumes (rather accurately, though of course clueless of the supernatural happenings) that Maya asked him out and was turned down, and feels sympathy for her. Yusuke is like, 'oh what, youre gonna swoop in and be her knight in shining armor?' Kuwabars ofc denies that, saying shes very pretty and if she wanted to date he wouldnt turn her down, but he will not take advantage of her in her time of sorrow! so he tries being nice to her and they become sorta-friends (though Kuwabara is a bit freaked out from her interest in paranormal stuff lol). through this would also be a key moment where Yusuke and Kuwabars start noticing that theres something strange about Shuichi, as from Kurama using his flower of forgetfulness on her so she forgets her feelings for him, so too came a bit of alteration of her memories where she no longer has much memory about him in general, and thus doesnt recall spending much time with him. so when at some point Shuichi becomes a topic of conversation, its clear that she doesnt know him that well and is confused when people are surprised about that, and even more so when people insist that she used to hang around him a lot. her saying that thats not true and never happened puts the idea in Kuwabaras head that theres something Very weird about the situation.
also Yusuke totally does a "your mom" joke to Kurama at some point and is met with a COMPLETE DEATH GLARE and feels a weird threatening energy, while Kurama says with a very flat unemotive voice 'do not make those sorts of jokes about my mother.' Yusukes like 'jeez he looked like he was going to strangle me over a your mom joke' fkdbjgbdjf
THIS GOT REALLY LONG BUT. I JUST THINK THIS IDEA IS REALLY FUN N I WANNA DO SOMETHING WITH IT FKBDJ its fun to think about :'3
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abimee · 4 months
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i need to flesh out tock's lore more cause theres a lot of stuff that sort of floats around about her that i dont know if i want to make canon to her or not but i do want something concrete. especially in regards to her and luka cause endwalker brought some tasty ideas forth
like i personally really like the general comcept of her and luka's footsteps being out of sync in terms of parallels between wol!luka and wol!tock but their paths still paralleling each other, since mags started playing this game much earlier than me, but since we experienced endwalker together they momentarily came really close to this sort of nebulous/metaphorical/magical idea of their worlds "touching" --- they exist in each others lore as non-wol counterparts (luka in tock's lore is just a catboy back home who likes to go fishing and isnt an adventurer, and tock in luka's lore is a dwarf on the first who wants to write music about luka's adventures since she herself cant leave kholusia), but even their wol selves are interconnected in a way
ultima thule is where they truly get to "meet" in a way --- i do however like the idea that their paths became one earlier in endwalker though, but it was in ultima thule that these two seperate universes could collide since ultima thule is a nest at the edge of the universe, so its here where two distinct worlds could only ever truly meet. and thats where the depiction starts of Tock sort of "feeling" someone here
even though i technically experienced ultima thule first irl, i like to imagine Tock hearing an echoe (for the song, Echoes in the Distance) of someone else walking alongside her, and a sort of metaphorical foot path she follows after this apparition (coming back to Footfalls), and it gets loudest at Base Omicron. I always played around with the idea that the graha tia in Tock's universe of Shadowbringers who gave his memories to Tock's Graha was in some way connected to Luka, so Shadowbringers was where Tock first felt this sensation of someone beside her, since Shadowbringers was the endgame when i started playing. Its nothing either of them are fully aware of, but Graha is one of the "bridges" between their two universes that is papee thin yet there
and of course at the walk up to the elpis flowers I think that sensation returns, and simce dynamis is what manipulates ultima thule and made these apparitions of others appear, that the little piece of wol!luka that exists in wol!tock's heart made his existence manifest to her side, not as his own person/recreation of him, but more like dynamis drew down that barrier that these two from colliding, yet neither were fully present --- Tock was still in her timeline and Luka in his, but in ultima thule their footfalls briefly lined up and the two becames, as they say, "close in the distance"--- and as Tock walked herself up the path to meteion, luka was doing the same in his own timeline, and they briefly walked together through the hardest and final test of their hope
From there the concept becomes fuzzy because i always try to keep tock and luka as wols seperated so i dont wanna step on mags own oc lore, since luka is not mine and hes got his own rich and complex meanings for endwalker and ultima thule, but sometimes i like to think about what it wouldve been like if in that moment of using the azem stone and standing before meteion Tock saw Luka, the true Luka, for the first time.
but this is all again not necessarily canon because mags is always putting crazy good thoughts in my head and due to not writing down my endwalker thoughts and how. OUGH endwalker is im always reworking these ideas and moments because ultimately all i need is to know that where tock walks is the same path luka walks and they both walk forward together even if they dont know it. Because to Tock Luka is a catboy back home she needs to return to because hes waiting for her return with a warm meal and to Luka Tock is a dwarf on another start he needs to return to because she'll have a new song for him. But little do they know they are so much more to each other in places close in the distance
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In the spirit of spooky season!
Vampire!Maki x Werewolf!Reader: Star-cross lovers or just the two butting heads with one another while undeniably falling in love with each other.
Or
Vampire!Maki x Human!Reader: Maki is in need of some blood and Reader will be happy to offer some for a friend in need.
OOP OOP OOP OOP
THESE ARE BOTH GOOD IDEAS OMG TYSM ANON<33333
im rlly into the whole vampire maki and werewolf ykw im sayin??😏but also imagine reader WILLINGLY letting maki drink ur blood from ur thigh/neck 😻
shit i might do dat👀
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fair warning: MAYBE SLIGHT mentions of nsfw idk just a tiny bit of nudity here (if u squint hard enough loll) :///, blood, and i think thats it lol, also some cursing, also mentions of reader liking pain and idk if i should classify that as masochism cuz there isnt REALLY any sex going on, but it IS suggested by the reader so idk lol
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Vampire! Maki Zenin x Human! Reader-
Blood lust
Her patience was growing thinner and thinner with each passing second, like a child dancing on thin ice; bound to fall through the icy water which felt like a thousand knives stabbing you all around. Figuratively speaking, of course...
She hated that she had to act like a "normal person" around everyone else. She wished that humans didn't either believe vampires were real (even worse, believed they were real as a joke), or did believe they were real, and were against their existence. It drove her insane.
Her hunger was unimaginable to any homeless person. She'd lost count since she'd had deer's blood or cat. She was growing restless, there were a few times today where she'd almost slipped up about who she was in front of everybody at school today. She hated it.
And tonight, would be the night that she'd finally quench her thirst for human blood. The only thing that would satisfy her lust for blood, something much better than any animal had to offer.
...
Her cold breath ran across the skin of your thigh as she held them close to her face. The feeling of the ice cold breath against your skin made your own breath hitch, your chest fluttering up and down while a smile stretched itself across your face.
"Are you gonna do it? Or are you waiting for verbal human approval?" The words rolled off your tongue, as you'd been sitting here for the past five, or maybe 8 minutes while Maki had been sitting here, pondering on if she should take advantage of you like this. You were willing to give your blood (not to mention your own body as well) to her, so why is she hesitating? Is it because she's afraid of what it might do to your friendship? Or is she afraid that she'd go out of control and drink it all in one go?
"...Give me a minute. It's been a while since I've had human blood, moron" She mumbled before zooming in on your thigh, which smelled so amazing to her, she couldn't understand why she'd been waiting so long before this night.
You scoffed then chuckled, "You're just biting my thigh and drinking my blood from it, doesn't sound that difficult" Of course it didn't, not to you at least. You never knew how frustrating it was for Maki to be surrounded by humans and not being able to feed off of them until she was fat-bellied full.
She wrenched open her jaw and involuntarily sunk her teeth into your thigh, earning an embarrassingly high pitched moan from you. Her eyes blew open at the taste of your blood flooding her throat, her lips suction cupped themselves onto your thigh and drank more of your blood.
You don't know why, but the feeling of her mouth on your thigh made you feel a different kind of pleasure, more than what you'd normally get during those days.
Your moans turned to screams of pleasure as Maki kept sucking you dry of your blood, not once getting up to let you breathe for even a split second.
You reached your hand down to her silky green hair and pulled her up, leaving blood trailing down both sides of her mouth. She glanced over at you, who was breathless and grinning with a flushed face.
She swallowed the mouthful of blood before climbing up to reach your face. Your own blood dripped from her chin down onto your face as you wrapped your arms around her neck.
"Why did that feel good to you?"
"It just did"
You sighed blissfully as she traced her thumb down on the spot where she'd been feeding. She slightly frowned at your facial expression.
"Maki"
"Yes?"
You let out another sigh as her hand trailed up your leg and close to your core.
"Mark me. Make me yours, Maki, please"
She huffed as she slowly moved down to your pulsing neck, which was practically begging for her to sink her teeth into. Your hand snaked up and you laced your fingers through her hair.
"Are you sure?"
"Positive"
And that was all she needed, as she sunk her teeth into your neck and began drinking like her life depended on it, earning a high pitched scream from you.
That's what you get when you offer yourself to a vampire, y'know.
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OOOOOPP
this turned out better than i expected but when i go back and read this, it might turn to shit but idgaf AAAEEAHH🤖
words: idk lol
TYSM ANON<333
hope u enjoyed! ily!! have a good night/day and stay safee!
-sincerely, lovelymaki
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httpskeopi · 2 months
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TW: longer read, ranting. I may or may not get fought for this 🤷‍♀️
something I find interesting about western body positivity culture is how they've started treating skinny people (especially girls) in the process of normalizing different bodies.
Now this isnt everyone but i think its grown more online in the recent years. Maybe I'm wrong about this and please correct me if I am or even add to this if you have any thoughts
First of all, people are now acting like being thin or fit is bad and if you're a girl, you've been brainwashed into doing what men want and only want male attention for it.
Second, if they achieve anything it's because they're "conventionally attractive" and everyone is biased because you are "pretty". Once I saw someone on here say that doctors are fatphobic for invalidating fat people's health problems or dismissing them and they would rather treat skinny people's problems or give individuals with eds treatment they need in recovery more than fat people. First off, eating disorders have the highest mortality rate than all other mental illnesses. Two, people with eating disorders can and Will be declined for treatment for whatever reason.
3, the fact that people will see a skinny person and assume they have anorexia therefore they are "unhappy".
4, (i usually see this on twitter/tiktok) how people who are "unconventionally attractive" (they themselves describe themselves as that) or fat will try to find a way to turn anything into a micro aggression or an attack on them because they think no one can say anything nice to them (???) especially if its a skinny person. Someone on tiktok said that telling someone they have a "pretty face" is an insult/micro aggression if they say it to some isn't thin
5, when people will advocate for mental health care and acknowledgment but will run for the hills when they see someone with an ed. To them, it's too "evil". We're somehow a threat to them so they shame us and refuse to empathize.
We have seen time and time and again people idolizing trauma, mental illness and even horrible crimes against humanity and making it cute, quirky and "attractive" but they draw the line at anorexia.
I was very surprised when I first entered this space that a lot of the users in this community weren't actually fatphobic or they didn't make it a habit to body shame others. Most people here are nice but delusional (😭💀)
What I'm not getting is that how others will shame, villanize and stay as far away as possible from people with eds but for those who do have an ed (not saying every person), won't say a word about others bodies or condem them for being a different size or in being in another mindset.
For the good eggs in this community, we dont judge and we supportand want our friends to recover but outside of our sphere, we're rarely shown compassion.
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malfromtheblue · 7 months
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So, I'm really nervous but I'd like to start by saying you seem REALLY attractive. Like... Really. I have a few questions if thats okay?
What would you describe as your 'type'?
How far would you be willing to go in a serious relationship as a yandere?
Would your darling be safe with you no matter what?
ah, thanks hon!
i dont think my standards are all that high! I like a curvy girl with some pudge on her belly and thighs. im not too picky about how she talks or whatever. but i find it absolutely ADORABLE if my darling has an attitude but is a bit of a crybaby too. makes me feel needed. stretch marks are an absolute MUST. if she isnt a chubby little Doll with stretch marks, there might be a little lack of physical attraction. but personality is another attraction of mine! basically, any girl who isnt your ordinary hour-glass or model thin (not counting high metabolism, anorexia or anything you can't control, ill love you too 💞) magazine girl is great! but i do love black women. just... PERFECT (not a requirement of course, just preference) ...
I would go pretty far. I've been in quite a few psychiatric facilities for going really far. and its not even me realizing how far im going either. its me being so focused on ruining the aggressors life and (only occured once) taking it. but i try and be very mindful. i try not to be the guy who starts going on a killing spree if someone looks at my Doll wrong. only if things get too out of hand. and even then, i try not to be aggressive so i dont freak her out.
and lastly, i would try and protect her at all costs but life takes its toll and sometimes you can't do anything about it. but this doesn't mean id be okay with my darling leaving me or dying.
hope this helps, Dollface :)
~Mal💕
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I wanna rant about my opinions on certain characters and aphmaus own character (mainly the cast of the "smp") this may be garbled since im just going off whats on my mind rn
SMP and OG series talk
Now Im not the biggest fan of mystreet, but im not a hater, i think its og first three seasons are fine (third seasons plot was straight ass through) but after season 4 and all the multiverse and mcd and mystreet worlds are in the same timeline thing, kinda made things werid
(especially with season 4 oh my god wtf was that)
But now that i see how those characters are used now.....for fucking cocomau content...
...I can't really give mystreet shit cause its cast was sent right into kid sensory video hell or just hell since a lot of characters didn't end up in the cocomau smp unless it was highschool themed videos (RIP katelyn and travis, forever in highschool puragatory dimension)
But those who were spared from the waste bin were cursed with a experience worse than death
Character Regression and Character Assassination
The entire cast of the aphmau smp (and one video returning characters too) all have their worst traits put to eleven or are at their most basic traits of the trope of their character where they are competely soul-less or lose past development in their character as a whole
(or your pierce, and you get a competely different personality from the og series you were from)
Now the reason why everyone is like this is of course (kids channel now) and (everyones supposed to be in a server and are irl ppl now)
But...when i said characters have their worst traits put up to eleven, is for one reason
Its so aphmau and aarons actions look better in comparisson, since shes the all perfect main character that does no wrong and is so nice to everyone and...aaron is basically the mvp of the smp, best fighter, builder, and "hottest guy" on the server and is the mysterous loner or some shit.
(Fact I hate these two so fucking much)
littary aphmau is the most overdramatic marysue bitch ive ever seen when it comes to reasons why she has the right to go apeshit on her friends and i could bring up several videos, i really could, its not hard
noteablely, the many times she has decided to just kill her best friends or ruin her friends lives out of petty reasons and childish reasons none the less, and god this girl just loves getting pissy when someone does the exact thing she did to another, since only she can steal others stuff or blow up their house, or be overpowered to a point where shes just cheating.
But oh my god, jessica you know how to make me hate all the rest of your bitches too!
(besides noi, kim and pierce, they are perfect to me, noi is on thin ice tho)
KC, Zane, Ein and Aaron are on my list of bitches I wouldnt hesitate to fucking kill on sight if i saw their color coded asses spawn into a ACTUAL minecraft server. (ill get to that color coding thing too btw)
The Asshole and The Clown
Now fuck where do i begin with these four, like all of them over the past three to four years has become the most annoying and aggrevating characters
But, just so I don't pull someones nerve with the true "fan" favorites, Aaron, the jerrysue of the smp and basically her perfect half cause hes jusr her but as a man, he's a jackass that is never called out for his asshole behavior like every other male character is, hes always put as being smarter, better, stronger, and more attractive than any of the other guys too, basically being the best alpha male ever to exist....but not really, not even a single bit
I swear this is the worst verison of aaron ive ever seen in my life, the biggest try hard ive ever seen, all the girls wanna date him, always gloating when theres someone around he believes hes better than, and god he is not nice to others who arent good at building like him. Honestly, MAN ISNT NICE AT ALL!! like only time he is nice is of course to the purple stain that is his irl wife, like the times this guy was just violent for no reason, insulting or just aggrevated around anyone was just making me feel like...
aaron do you even like any of these people??, cause ive seen every way he talks to all of the cast and he sounds like he wants them all gone and dead so he can just be all cutesy and shy around aphmau, like dude if you think all of them are annoying, dont live near by them?????
(Now, ive mentioned both the channel mascot couple of the smp, but heres the thing, when i said the other characters make these two look like angels, i mean it)
Now we are actually really digging, and we didnt even need to go far, we've already struct gold!...but theres not much...
Ein, the worst villian and most pathetic man to ever live.
What a time, season 4 of mystreet! and we got the biggest clown with the biggest alpha complex to ever exist! and the evolution of a creep in werewolves as a whole....it was fucking werid
Anyway, now smp ein is a true irl villian, hes no longer just a anime incel, hes a fucking sexist gamer incel also!
Now, Ein really isnt too interesting (wow what a surprise) really hes one of the characters who has been put to his most basic traits making him extra annoying, extra obessed with power and, of course still be madly in love with aphmau but if it wasnt known, aphmau changed alittle bit of eins lore, making him no longer related to her (only in the smp cannon tho💀) which is a good thing! but its only a change that was made for horrible reasons, being that she still needs him to be aarons rival and as i said before, be aphmaus possible second "choice", which is...normal for aphmau honestly....
(Aphmau can't have a single man on this server just not be into her, even if the guy clearly has a love interest thats not her)
Strangely though she really likes to romantically pair Ein with everyone, even men, so at least we know she still has that problem with her ocs...
Hes like her little lab rat and i hate her so so much, but fuck its hard to feel bad for him since this women will than have this man be the worlds second most grossiest sexist incel you could ever come across
wait did I say second--
Zane ro'meave and his several counts of "GET A JOB, STAY AWAY FROM HER"
(mystreet zane is fine, mcd zane is the perfect kinda villain for what mcd was, and smp zane is hell on earth, the end)--
Zane in the aphmau smp is kinda...a jumpscare in a half since you never know when hes gonna switch, cause...he has the biggest habit of either, being the biggest smartass in the room or the scariest "my lady" ass incel you could ever fucking dream apon, just every bit of his charm from mystreet that made you kinda push aside the slight every now and than werid behavior he had, its just GONE
absolutely vanished! and yknow what
I hate zane, i hate him more than i hate anyone in this damn cast, im the biggest zane hater you will ever meet, and the reason for it is cause this verison of zane is the dark universe of if zane never grew from the FIRST season of mystreet, never got humbled or anything, and also if he still acted like a hormone filled highschooler whenever any women even looked his fucking way.
Hes a creep, hes a incel, hes still sexist and overprotective of his only female friend, but now even wants to date her just to have more control over who she can't and can speak to (code for, no guy friends allowed/no aaron, bo womp) and if he isnt doing that, hes drooling and creepily mumbling to himself about the pink cat girl he has a massive crush on.
Honestly worst part of it is that he acts like this outta nowhere, and even worse, recently theres been this obession with him NEEDING KC's diary, wanting to know every single little thing about her so he knows how to woe her and even see if she likes him, which is just...
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WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM???!!!??
APHMAU WHY DID YOU MAKE HIM BE LIKE THIS??!!??
(and hes not even punished for it, like maybe kc telling him that hes creepy or smth, nothing, just nothing, proubly cause recently they have been competely implied to be dating now)
but, its not like miss kc is perfect, oh boy, kc is...
The two sided bitch and her jealously and spite of her "perfect" best friend + shipping
Oh KC, when i first started watching all this cocomau trash, you were boring as hell, just a cute cat girl who likes to bake and be pretty, and just another yes man for that purple cunt, but ever since you started being a cunt yourself, you have only been a pain to watch and listen to, you have only made me hate you and your little lap dog of a boyfriend even more honey
So KC, our resident cute cat girl isnt really all that cute of recent, she slowly becoming more spiteful, having anger issues, being more whiney, bratty, jealous, and unloyal to her partner, creating the most toxic couple in the entire smp verse
(but this was something that was gonna happen at some point, aarmau has to stay as the perfect ship, couple goals yknow, so zane x kc has be anti-aarmau, toxic behavior all around)
Now KC is a unloyal and horrible partner for a few reasons, shes a massive hypocrite and sadly abusive.
1. She gets mad at Zane for even speaking to other girls, or even seemingly flirting with them, specifically any of the marry, date, kill videos with both of them in it can be a big example of this behavior.
But than when we look the other way to her, she gets to playfully talk, compliment and flirt with any guy she wants, and gets all angry when shes stopped from doing it, also she only does this with aaron btw, since shes jealous of aphmau having "the hottest, coolest, and sweetest guy in the server" for a boyfriend.
(aaron is littary none of those things and just pointing out more to how aaron is a jerrysue)
2. KC IS SO FUCKING VIOLENT WITH ZANE OH MY GOD, i guess aphmau still thinks when a women hits or beats up her male partner, its her being in the right or it being super duper funny and wacky!
(this entire short is an example of that)
But I will say though, it isnt just KC, their a toxic couple cause their both terrible partners, zane is equally just as hypocritical and unloyal, but hes a lot more oppessive and even more jealous prone,
(kim is usually a victim of being between the two but fr fr, kim genuinely hates zanes, aphmau just keeps making more drama for no reason and really wants ppl to also ship kim x zane, which....when it comes to everyones opinion of mystreet kim and ghost existing and everything with season 4....it is never gonna fucking happen you dumb purple cunt)
My Inner Demons-Character regression and personality switches (a short one)
Now that we are off those characters, lets end this off with our favorite little daemos!
Noi and Pierce!
Now, im a advid lover of my inner demons, its the last of aphmaus good content before the purge and its sadly the best of her writing, but the fact that she put them in the smp is a red flag, and i instantly noticed things...
...Pierce is a silly himbo goofball now that has a brain the size of a pea, and who loves sheep
and
Noi is the most basic sweet little good boy, does no wrong little guy, baking cooking and eating pizza
(now im not mad about this, since i got to know the smp verisons of them before their og selfelves)
but fuck i prefur when noi had depth and was genuinely mean and kinda rude on purpose.
im mixed with pierce tho cause i like both verisons of him, i think both verisons of him are neat, his va has good range, respect that
The End
Well thats all i gotta say, ratto out and about
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newtness532 · 3 months
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😧😧😧 <- me currently studying because what
okay gonna rant about medical treatment for obesity sooo
lets start with the medicine. supposedly you take the medicine so you'll lose weight and you wont be in danger of other diseases lole cardiovascular diseases. BUT! do you wanna guess some of the side effects of the medicine? oh yea, that's right. cardiovascular diseases. and do you want to know another one? depression and suicidal ideation. So you'll be thin, with cvds and you'll want to kill yourself but it's worth it because at least you wont be fat?
and now let's go to the surgeries! for starters, it says on the notes that it is done on people who are having trouble changing their diet habits. but after the surgery they will have to follow so many rules, they have to eat less than 1000kcal (children need more than that!), they pretty much have to take all their nutrients from supplements, after one of the surgeries the stomach is 30-60ml and it eventually goes up to 120-150ml. the average adult has a capacity of 2L. a 1 week old baby has a capacity of 60ml! And youre taking a person with a >50-60 bmi,(which bmi is a whole different conversion) who is definitely used to having a stomach larger than 60ml and eating a lot more than 1000kcal and have them eat only 4-5 cups of food every day for the rest of their life? and we're not even gonna talk about the effects this entire thing will have on their physical and mental health?
like okay im not hearing about any of this for the first time (but i have to study it for an exam bc they've decided to add an entire class about obesity even though we've already talked about it in every single one of the nutrition focused classes) and the most shocking thing isnt the details, is that all of this is presented in a positive manner?
anyway rant=over
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