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#he WILL ask your pronouns but he will also beat you to death and laugh ya know? that's so much cooler
sleepy-crypt1d · 1 year
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why did they make jack so weirdly misogynistic in tales he would NOT fucking say that
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sh1-n0bu · 2 months
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♡︎ 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙮𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙨𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙙! ♡︎
characters: sub!yandere!AFAB!characters x dom!gn!reader
warnings: character uses he/him pronouns but has female genitalia/tcock (words such as pussy, vagina, cunt will be used), character is transmale, reader has you/your pronouns, cock/strap, yandere character, established relationship, protected sex, unprotected sex (don’t do that folks), breeding, creampie, belly bulge, mentions of pregnancy, mentions of death and light torture
notes: you can think of any character you want with this fic, i just had a wild thought during a car ride at my vacation. divider from @/cafekitsune
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yandere! husband who has been in love with you since they first met you. what started out as a simple fascination developed into an unhealthy obsession until he finally got the courage to ask you out on an official date
yandere! husband who gets surprised when you accept his ask for a date, sheepishly smiling as you tell him that you found him pretty and had been building up the courage to do the same. who nearly fall into his knees right then and there with sheer nervousness yet also giddiness at your confession, finding the wobbly smile on your face endearing
yandere! husband who gradually built a stable relationship with you over time. there were moments where he thought of just drugging you up and stealing you away to keep you all to himself but he chastised himself for such thoughts when you have been nothing but loyal and honest. he thought of killing those annoying bitches and assholes who tried to hit on you or blatantly flirted with you in front of him, imagining cutting out their tongue and burning their eyes with scolding hot iron only to snap back to the present when your hand wound around his waist, introducing him as your lover excitedly
yandere! husband who got scared when you accidentally walked in while he was changing after a shower, terrified that you will leave him after having seen his top scars and cunt. who could hear his heartbeat in his own ears, rapidly beating like a frightened bird thrown into a cage while he waited your reaction. who try to apologize only to be cut off with your comforting words and accepting hug
yandere! husband who proposed to you first, getting on both of his knees as he presented you the ring in the box. who lets out a sweet laugh when you kneel down in return, showing your own ring that you bought for him
yandere! husband who definitely cried on your wedding, wiping away his tears silently as he turns his back to you, not wanting you to see him in such a weak and vulnerable state. turning back to you with the wet handkerchief still in his hand, who can feel the tears coming back once again as he sees your knowing look and comforting smile
yandere! husband who is happy with your married life. the new adventures of moving into a new house, decorating it to your liking and modifying your rooms being an exciting life for him. he loved the moments where you two put paint of each other’s faces instead of painting the walls, choosing the colors on complete random with an eeny, meeny, mini, mo game, dancing with you bare feet in the kitchen as you both wait for the water to boil for the cup ramen at midnight. he would want to hold your hand in his own, the wedding rings clicking against each other softly as he giggles
yandere! husband who wants to try for a baby after years into the marriage. it was a surprise to him how he managed to wait patiently for so long after your marriage. while he wanted desperately to get himself knocked up at the night of consummation of your marriage, he understood your wishes to wait until the perfect time. finally, he thinks it is the perfect timing, after years of protected sex and daydreams of feeling his cunt get filled, tells you of his plan
yandere! husband who purposefully poked a tiny hole into every condom there is at your home, who huffs a fake annoyed noise whenever the material tears as you try to put it around your strap. he may have a pout on his face and talk about trying it raw on the outside but on the inside he is fucking giddy. he wants to feel your cock constantly pushing into his wet pussy walls so bad and he couldn’t help but curse silently under his breath when you take out a lone condom that was thankfully reserved in the pockets of one of your pants
yandere! husband who suggests on riding you instead of taking it as usual. a sudden change in your usual sex life but you didn’t mind trying new things out. laying on your back, you watch and let out occasional groans and low moans as you see how his sweet pussy swallows you whole, the fat of his ass higgling every time he bounces himself on your strap, asking you to slap and squeeze it. which you do gladly, lightly slapping as the jiggling flesh, making your husband giggle
yandere! husband who gets annoyed as the feeling of the condom around your cock, skillfully bouncing himself until he ‘accidentally’ slips your strap out. he swears it was the amount of lube you used, grabbing your cock with his hand and tapping his dripping pussy with the tip. your husband who makes a show, wiggling his hips as he slides the tip inside and sinking down until he feels full again. not yet, he thinks to himself, knowing that you would get suspicious if he tries his plan too early on
yandere! husband who keeps ‘accidentally’ slipping your strap out of his gushing cunt, whining until his patience finally ends. the next time it slips out, his fingers pinch at the tip of the wet condom, pulling on the material with a pout and a mumbled “it’s in the way..” until it comes off with a lewd pop!
yandere! husband who disregards your frantic words of protection and taking a second for you to put on another one, turning around to face you now as he sinks down onto your strap with one move. the feeling of your own cock, without any annoying latex in the way making him cream around your fat cockhead instantly, a drawn out satisfied whine falling from his lips
yandere! husband who clenches around your strap on purpose every time he moves. his hands guiding yours to touch his chest, the top scars that healed beautifully and to squeeze and fondle his nipples “u-until i sta—anngh ah haagh mmgh♡︎! start to lactate, just like your sweet baby momma uungh♥︎!!” while his pretty pussy squeezes your strap like a vice, unwilling to let go or not even daring to think so. he wanted to feel your cum, hot seeds painting his walls white and making his legs shake
yandere! husband who silences your weak protests for a protection with a messy kiss. noses knocking together, tongue immediately pushing into your mouth and wanting to ‘connect’ with you on a deeper level. he wanted everything you have to offer and seeing the small trail of saliva left behind as you pulled back for a gasping breath made him giggle deliriously
yandere! husband who increases his pace when he hears you struggling to talk, words of cumming together coming out in a jumbled mess as he sits himself fully in your lap. pushing your pelvises together until no gap was between them, throwing his head back with a satisfied mewl when he finally feels it. that warmth he’s been craving so long, filling up his womb, mixing with his love juice as the excessive mixed cum drops down your strap
yandere! husband who gets pushed into his back, legs pushed up and over until his knees were beside his head. put into a mating press with your annoyed face staring down at him just made him clench around you, a drunk giggle of your name falling from his lips. he gladly spreads his weeping pussy open further, with you still inside him, letting you see the mess you two made
yandere! husband who drops his act entirely, wiggling his hips with heart shaped pupils as he asks you to breed him. cum inside him as many times as you want, he wants a baby with you, it’s about time you two take your relationship to the next level. “i’ll be a good baby momma… and you’re already a wonderful lover who would become a wonderful parent. come on [name], breed me full of your seeds♥︎”
yandere! husband who gets fucked thoroughly to his wish. crying out all sorts of filthy words every time your cock sinks back into his cunt. thin drools on his chin, old tear stains constantly being replaced by new ones as his pussy clenches around you for the nth time, forcing you to cum earlier than you usually does. overwhelming amount of your mixed cum wetting the bedsheets, your thighs and his own as well as his butt. not like he cared, he wanted to make sure he gets knocked up, that you get him knocked up as he creams around you again, creating an even thicker halo of white around your strap
yandere! husband who shows his filthier side, holding your head against his chest and asking you to suck on his nipples, who place your hand over his tcock, telling you to “s-stroke! my cock too ahh haagh♡︎ mgh n-not fair that mmuungh uunghk my cock is being left alone♡︎!”
yandere! husband who lets out one last hoarse wail, the wetness of his cunt making you groan as your strap cums inside him for the nth time that night before collapsing on top of him. he had passed out, tired from the continuous pounding he received as he lay there peacefully with flushed red cheeks, tearstains and drools on his chin and cheeks while pretty bruises and lovebites cover his skin. the most notable bruises being the ones on his hips and thighs, making you grimace at the painful wound you saw. but hey, the small bulge in his belly from your excessive cum inside his womb made you happy. it definitely made him happy too
yandere! husband who occasionally regains consciousness during your aftercare for him. who groans and refuses to let you pull out for bath, straddling your lap inside the warm water filled bathtub. he couldn’t help but slur out a “noo… don’t pull out” as you push his pelvic away from yours, feeling the cum inside his pussy to drip down his legs
yandere! husband who now eagerly wait for the signs of pregnancy with a full boxes of pregnancy test at his side of the nightstand, who still poke secret holes into your condoms because when did he said he wanted only one baby with you?
⇨ characters i think fits: jing yuan, dan feng, yingxing, sunday, aventurine, argenti, dan heng il, gepard, sampo, luocha, caelus, luka, jiaoqui, itto, baizhu, ayato, thoma, childe, pantalone, dottore, kaeya, kaveh, lyney, neuvillette, sethos, heizou, venti, rubedo, aalto, xiangli yao, scar, yoriichi, haganezuka, douma, kaigaku, jyugo, uno, kiji, honey, trois, kenshirou yozakura, musashi, houzuki sanzou, ruka gojou, seitarou, tsukumo, mitsuru, sinbad, sharkkan, spartos, koumei, titus, muu alexius, sphintus, rafayel, mammon, asmodeus, mephistopheles, diavolo, belphegor, simeon, solomon, satan + anyone you like
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deathbxnny · 3 months
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So remember that prompt i sent to you? Well here’s the request! Can i request Neuvilette, Zhongli, and Dainsleif meeting the alternate version of their dead lover? Like how would they act around the reader during their respective Archon quest? (Example, Zhongli acting weird around the reader when they were gathering materials for Rex Lapis’s funeral)
Context:
The said character used to have a lover that had died a gruesome death centuries ago. And despite the years passing by, he still hasn't really gotten over their death. He wishes he could see his dead lover again and that wish came true as when he met the traveler, he met them too but it wasn't the one had fallen in love with. It was an alternate version of his dead lover.
The reader is an alternate version of said character's dead lover. They're from another universe (maybe HSR?) and somehow got isekaied to Teyvat. Fortunately, they got dropped at the same beach Traveler and Paimon was resting in the prologue. After talking with the traveler and realizing they are in another universe, the reader decides to join the traveler in traveling Teyvat and try to find a way to go back home. Although the last thing they expect was an ancient man acting strange around them.
(Side note: The characters are not in love with the reader (who’s the alt version of their dead lover) as he did not fall for this version of his lover. Its more of a longing? Like “so close yet so far” kind of case? I hope that makes sense)
- Flower Anon 🌸
Hello Flower anon! I have finally found the time to do your request, so I hope you like this and thank you for your great ask!!<33
(Also, due to the fact that I barely remember most story quests, I've decided to generalize these a little-)
Content: Reader is dead, past romantic relationships, doppelgangers, vague descriptions of readers death, angst, hurt/no comfort, sfw
Reader has no set pronouns!!
((Not proofread))
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》NEUVILLETTE
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Neuvillette took a double take, a really obvious one that made the Traveler and Paimon glance at eachother in confusion at his strong reaction. His usually calm and collected persona slipped, the disbelief spreading across his face before he tried to hide it behind a cough quickly. His heart was beating out of his chest, thousands of questions plaguing his mind at once, until you nervously asked him if he was okay.
It took him only a small moment to collect himself, a deep exhale releasing all the grief, horror, and pain with it. He smiled calmly once more, chuckling as he waved off your concerns. "I felt ill." He'd say, not elaborating any further as he asked you to please continue telling him about your mission to expose the truth behind his own archon. He doesn't react further than that and stays professional to his bestest ability.
He knows it's not really you, after all. And he refuses to hurt himself any further than your death already had. This was a mere coincidence, a cruel joke of the universe that made him want to laugh bitterly.
Instead, however, the rain poured down for a week straight, despite his best efforts to stay strong.
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》ZHONGLI
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Zhongli doesn't have a visible reaction and strictly keeps it that way when meeting you for the first time whilst you were helping him with the "funeral". This alternative version of you seemed to be the same on the surface. But he could easily tell that you still weren't his lover that he lost so many years ago. And he supposed that it was for the best to let the past go through befriending you at least.
He observes you closely, often finding himself still reminiscing in the small actions you do share with his original muse, whilst he delves into deeper conversations with you. But that's his limit. Whether out of the respect for the dead or his need to distance himself from the tragedy that once befell you, he didn't know. But he just couldn't interact with you further than that.
He simply watches you from afar instead, as you prepare everything for the grimm festivities, his heart secretly yearning for another awfully familiar smile his way despite everything.
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》DAINSLEIF
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Dainsleif felt breathless at the sight of you, and for a moment, he wondered if he had imagined you. A past he desperately held onto drifted through his mind, your image perfectly clear in his memory, his heart aching desperately with the need to hold you again after the fall of your nation. Unsaid, regret filled words burned on his tongue before he swallowed them as swift as the emotions that overwhelmed him.
He ignored Paimons' inquiry over his somehow even paler face, before turning to the important mission at hand. That wasn't you, he reminded himself grimly. This doppelganger that seemed so much like you was just a pure coincidence, nothing more, nothing less. And yet those reminders did little to quell the uneasiness and ill feeling in his stomach. The memory of your death replayed over and over again endlessly for all eternity to come.
And even if it did happen to be a reincarnation of you after all, Dainsleif would have still refused to reach out to you more than he already has through the unknowing traveler and Paimon. He didn't see himself as deserving to be in your presence. That privilege had been taken from him the moment you took your last breath.
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sant-riley · 2 years
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[Task force 141 + others with Gen z!reader] [pt3]
A/N: Some of these you /may/ have seen on tiktok, that is me who posted them on tiktok. I am green haired bitch so no I didn't steal anything LMAO. I hope these live up to yalls expectations.
The last two of these my lovely friend gave me inspiration for <3 @frogchiro
Warnings: She/her pronouns swearing, age gaps, tiktok memes (like always lmk if I miss something!)
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You steal Prices hat on numerous occasions bc its a fashion abomination and you refuse to let this man wear it around you. You hide around base as frequently as you can.
Jokes on you though bc he will literally wait til it's your birthday and buy you a matching one and will laugh at your scream of disgust.
Gaz one ups him by gifting you a matching hat as well, putting it on your head as he flicks the brim.
"Thanks Gaz! I love it!
"And not mine?"
"You're on thin ice, old man."
Price gets gifted a set from manscaped by the guys as a gag gift. He uses it for his beard bc he never bothered to look into why everyone was laughing around him.
Price takes your phone when you try and show him memes, squinting hard as fuck like a dad 💀
Soap, if yall have the time off takes you to scottish football games and it's a whole thing. You sitting there while he gets drunk out of his fucking mind, hollering and whooping and you're there trying to sink into your seat.
Chances are someone's gonna shove you and you're gonna trip and fall bc everyone's so amped up and Soap threatens to beat the shit out of them. It's a miracle y'all don't get kicked out 💀
If you have tattoos, Soap is the first one to take a marker set and color them in and adding his own additions. If you were ever to get them actually tattooed, he would tear up and pretend he isn't emotional about it.
"You like me that much Bonnie?"
He would get something of you too, so it evens out. This also makes Ghost in turn get a tattoo for you bc he refuses to be out done and he's just as attached
Neither of them get your call sign or your name, but they get something personal to what each of them associate you with.
The first time you meet Alex, you're across the room doing something that has your focus and didn't realize this is actually your first time meeting him. You ask him for a hand only to look up and see him extend his prosthetic at you with a smile and you scream.
"You asked for a hand but best I can do is a Leg." Price comes running and he sees the scene and rolls his eyes.
Everyone single one of them are the definition of "my girl can wear whatever she wants bc I'll break your jaw." meme btw. You can take care of yourself but you never need to bc they will beat a bitch up.
Laswell invites you constantly to come over and meet with her wife, esp if you don't have a mother figure. She always always tries to come on base to see you and always has a birthday and Christmas present on it's way to you wherever you may be. Her wife loves you to death and they've pretty much adopted you and you cannot escape it, oh well.
Gaz buys you whatever your little heart desires, especially if he's deployed away in a country where they sell exclusives of whatever you enjoy. It's a pain in the fucking ass to try and ship a anime figure to your place from Japan but he's gonna try his best.
Ghost doesn't share his food, or at least it was before you came along. He groans and grumbles about having to feed you but he wouldn't do it if he truly didn't want to. Soap asks and Ghost tells him to fuck off.
If you watch anime, please imagine trying to get everyone in the room and trying to explain who Dabi is. They're all so fucking old they keep thinking you're referring to the elf from Harry Potter and it infuriates you to no end.
Soap and Gaz know better but it's funnier to see you mad.
Being the youngest, they absolutely force you to do the jobs they don't want to. Whether it be cleaning the barracks, to cooking dinner when able, it doesn't matter bc they'll all pull rank on you.
"You're the new kid, get to it then."
"Ghosttttt-"
"Don't Ghost me."
Soap is the kind of motherfucker to play the fifa games and doesn't understand that he's stupid for buying it every single year bc there are no changes oncesoever. He will not listen to you about it and you've given up.
Ghost will see you talk about your etsy list and will ask for your phone, you trust him so of course you hand it over. He hands it back to you and it's just, all purchased. He says nothing while he sips on his tea while you scream at him asking why he did it. He won't tell you but it's because he knows it makes you happy and it'll keep your mood up, giving you a reason to be motivated to get through missions. It's also because he knows that retail therapy is a thing for your generation.
Soap, if you do any, is actually really good at doing your makeup! He knows how to do everything and he refuses to elaborate. (As a kid he'd do his mom's makeup when she went out for dates) he's the one who helps you doll up if you're going undercover.
Ghost, Gaz and Price find you unfunny whenever you make a "wow I wish British people were real." You say it so often and it gets annoying but they also just accept it's a part of life.
Soap personally enjoys the "SCOTLAND FOREVERRRRRRR" meme and will scream it with you. Ghost threatens to cut yalls tongue out.
Other parts can be found under #Kayla writes <3
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Nikolai Lantsov x gn! Reader - Kings and fools
A/n: whoops, cannon? she died yesterday. also translations at the end
Summary: Being trapped in a Fjerdan lab isn't much fun, but things do start to get interesting when someone you recognize shows up.
Warnings: Swearing, implied death, implied torture, beating people up, prolly ptsd, just all around fun times.
[Pronouns used: You/your] [Pov: 2nd person] [Pairings: (romantic!) nikolai x reader]
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You were going to laugh because of the sheer hilariousness of this situation. Never-mind, you were currently laughing your head off.
One of the guard's turned around to look at you with fierce eyes and smacked your face thrice just for little a giggle slipping past your lips.
"Tig!" He shouts at you in Fjerdan after hitting your face repeatedly. "Tig!"
But you could care less, because they obviously didn't realize who they had just captured, because if they had, they would be carrying a body bag instead. War would start between Ravka and Fjerda, or perhaps they would keep it a secret and invade Ravka knowing they had a dead king.
The King of fucking Ravka was shoved into your cell.
The Fjerdan guard scampered off probably because he had spent too much time on such a lowly prisoner not knowing if he used his fucking eyes he would see that he would be getting a raise within the hour.
Alas, he didn't and now you were stuck with an unwanted roommate.
"Are you okay?" He whispered to you, and your breath stopped.
You had not expected that, you had expected some arrogant fool, as kings usually were. Kings and fools were one in the same after all.
"What?"
"He hit you."
Blinking a couple of times, you just shook your head. "He was being kind."
The King narrowed his eyes. "Unless I'm mistaken, kind people do not hurt someone."
You wanted to say that it didn't hurt, but you were weak. The bruises forming would say otherwise, and lying wouldn't get you anywhere. Even so, the only way to survive this place was to be strong, someone slapping you three times because you laughed wasn't the worst you've experienced or seen. A slap was child's play.
"You'll soon find out kindness comes in more forms then one."
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It was Nikolai Lantsov's first true day in this hellish Fjerdan laboratory.
Now he would find out what you were used for.
"Get up." You kick his side as he groans on the dirt floor. "Get up, you babink!"
He throws his head up to look at you with curled lips.
"I certainly won't if you don't ask me nicely."
You have heard of his ability to charm, and you've heard of his large ego, you've found the only thing that's true is the latter. Nikolai has an incredible ego whether it be a facade or not it didn't matter. It was going to cost him his first real beating, and make all the other ones look like mercy.
"Unless you want one of the guards to kick the shit out of you, get up!"
He sighed, but quickly followed your orders and you vaguely wondered if he was used to giving orders rather then receiving them, or if he let all his generals do it for him.
You shouldn't be helping this poor fool, but some part of you still burned with the need to protect your country, and by extension of that the king. It was a part of you that dared to hope, it was weak, and the reason you were in this situation. You thought that hopeful part of you had died the first week you were here, and you knew they weren't coming for you. Despite being their best.
You should have known better then, just like you should know better know.
But you're a fool.
Somehow, for the next five months you manage to shield Nikolai away from the brunt of the nasty atrocities in this lab-rat prison. Both of you do your labor with no foul-language, or whimpers escaping. You manage to stay quiet and to get the guards off his, and your backs. It's a miracle considering he talks so much.
You just hope you can keep him out of the lab.
"So, you know how to speak Ravkan?"
Your back stiffens, and the cuts there sting a little as you do but you manage to ignore it in favor of glaring at the man who's sitting in your cell beside you. How he managed to remember you cursing at him in Ravkan that first morning is beyond you. Usually time will seep deep into bones until there's nothing but the memory of pain, and the moments of suffering. Having someone else there is dangerous, because it lessens the load and makes you a fool, for it gives you hope.
"You should stop asking questions you know the answer to." You muttered while rolling your eyes at him.
"That wasn't my question." He shoved your shoulder, if you weren't here he would have had more strength to not shove it so weakly. If you weren't here, you wouldn't wince slightly anyways, if he hadn't shown up this would have never happened.
His bright piercing gaze meet yours and you wanted to curse for your heart stuttering in your chest. At least you knew there weren't any grisha around to hear it.
Now, that very thought made you sick.
"What do you want to ask me then?" You ask him, as his eyes glint dangerously and you wonder whether kings are the fools, or if it's just the people who get caught in their snare that are.
"Three questions," He bargains. "Then I'll let you sleep."
Pursing your lips, you think about what could go wrong, but you find you don't care. You've been fearing for your life, and pain for over three years, if your name was still uttered around Ravka then Alina Starkov was going to come running for your rescue. It didn't matter if he found out who you were through some silly questions, it was just leveling the playing field. It wasn't fair, you mused, that you knew his identity, but he didn't know yours.
"Fine." You snap.
Plus, you were feeling slightly more sappy tonight, if he wanted to hear your sob story that he's already been told but has forgotten then he could be your guest.
"Where did you live?"
"Fjerda, then Ravka."
"What did you used to, do before all of this." He gestured towards the cell.
"I hunted down the people I used to work for." You speak rather curtly before facing away from him, unwanted memories flickering behind your irises. "I think that's enough questions for tonight."
But he grabs your chin and turns your head to face him as he shifts his body closer to yours so you were only a breath apart.
"I have one more question left."
"I hate you."
He smiled, "No you don't, drüskelle maleni."
You slapped his hand away from your face, and moved away from him with a furious expression written with the frown on your lips.
You thought if anything, he would know you as the spy, not as the drüskelle maleni - the drüskelle ghost.
That's what you were before, someone who had been raised to kill without thought, to someone who found humanity again. Then lost it as they had to repent for their sins.
"I'm sorry lapushka, I shouldn't have-" Nikolai tries to reach out for you, but even in your tiny cell do you manage to move away from him.
"Don't Moi Tsar." You hissed, quickly silencing the King. You didn't hear from him again that night
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Of course the next day was shit.
Nikolai refused to follow any orders and you knew the guards were getting fed up with his behavior. Currently, so were you, did he just forget every lesson you taught him to stay quiet? Was he such a fool as to not realize that if he didn't stay hidden enough they would figure out who he was and he would be dead by morning?
Yet it was not in Nikolai Lantsov's nature to stay quiet, saints, you doubted he even knew the word.
If he was going to be this reckless than you couldn't help him, you wouldn't help him. What's the point if he was bargaining with his own life?
That's what you repeated to yourself anyways, as he was slowly getting dragged off.
"We're taking this demjin to the lab." One grumbled as they pulled Nikolai with a group of soldiers.
Your blood went cold, and your eyes started to fill with dread.
You had been in the lab, once, but they decided they didn't actually need you. Still, you got to see the people being put under terrible things, testing them to see how much the body could handle. There were crimes not even imaginable, so bad that when someone opened their mouth to speak about them, a scream got let out instead.
The unlucky ones would disappear once they crossed the border into the lab. The lucky ones would come back alive, maybe even a little maimed, but alive.
Maybe they weren't so lucky than, maybe the real curse is going through it than surviving it.
Djel, You prayed. Please let this work, for once let me save something instead of kill. Don't use me as your blade but as your shield. Just this once.
You ran up to the guards and tore them off of Nikolai, breaking their grip on him.
"Me jer jonink." You whispered to the King in your mother tongue, not quite knowing what you were asking forgiveness for. Perhaps it was for the way you snapped, or for the lives you've stolen, you don't quite know. Maybe it was for the way he laid his eyes on you, and you on him. The way you've protected him, and the way he's given you hope.
Kings and fools are one in the same.
"What do you think you're doing!" One growled, while the other two held down your arms against your thrashing.
Saving him. "Helping my country, Fjerda." You lifted your chin staring defiantly into their faces. Knowing that you were like them once, killing grisha, only to be shown mercy, and turned into a weapon against the Drüskelle. You could be that one last time, you could serve Ravka, even if it meant death.
You could serve your love.
"You should know that grisha anything but vile, they are good, they are-"
The guard not holding you down, knees you in the gut, causing your knees to tremble and your strength to waiver. Yet the men gripping your arms forced your legs to work, lest you break them.
"Grisha will run this country to the ground!" He yells at you, spit hitting your face.
You knew you had to go further if you wanted them to forget about Nikolai and his stunt of, existing.
Taking a breath you opened your eyes and hoped.
"Fel holm ve koop djet."
Immediately they start to drag you away from Nikolai who tries to shout, to get them to stop, but they ignore the King. Instead they seem to find enjoyment with bruising you up on your way to the lab.
Now you truly understood why you asked for forgiveness, because the look in his eyes as they pulled you away could only scream love.
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-thedelusionreaderbitch
Translations:
Fjerdan:
Tig - Shut up
Drüskelle - Witchhunter
Demjin - Demon
Me jer jonink. - Forgive me
Fel holm ve koop djet. - Our home is better for it
Ravkan:
Babink - Barbarian
Maleni - ghost
Lapushka - Darling
Moi Tsar - My King
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livelaughloveloak · 1 year
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━ CLOUDED . . . ! 🦢
short fic
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summary: Neteyam almost dies after getting shot, only with your help he'll survive.
a/n: sorry had to make a fic to this song because I love jhene Aiko 😩 This is a really short fic for my liking so ig it's more like a drabble? 1.1k words.
warnings: near death experience. angst to fluff. She/her pronouns. Reader is Navi
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we do not exist in any other instant.
here in this dimension you and I are meant to be.
If you were to tell people about love, you'd tell them about you and Neteyam. Neteyam was your pillar, the only thing holding you up when you were at your lowest. Neteyam was there for you. He would always say "With every beat of my heart, my love grows even more for you" Oh how you adored Neteyam. You have chosen him and he has chosen you, but how you wished life was this simple.
"That was crazy cuz!" Lo'ak yelled and high fived you and Spider when you guys finally emerged from the water. You tried your best to stay afloat, all of your energy has been drained from fighting the sky people. Your eyes scanned around until you spotted red growing in the water, worried you looked down at your body trying to check if you've been hit anywhere. You were fine and the two seemed fine so that leaves Neteyam. You quickly looked at him breathing heavily, almost drowning from the waves, barely keeping his head up. "Oh no Neteyam" The other two boys heard you and quickly looked your way only to have the same shocked face as you had on.
"Shit!! Help him" Lo'ak was now yelling in fear rather than excitement. You called for your ilu which came quickly to your aid. You put Neteyam behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist as he slumped on your back breathing heavily into your ear. Your heart was pounding so roughly that you swore even Neteyam could feel it. "Watch his head!" You said out loud as you all carried his limp body on the small island which his dad was on. If someone would tell you that one day you'd be here watching your beloved mate die you'd probably laugh at their face. "What happened?" Jake asked panicking before lifting Neteyam's body up to check his back. There was an exit hole, Neteyam was bound to bleed out. "Shit!" Jake looked around frantically trying to find something to clog the wound before it was too late.
You sat beside Neteyam with his head in your lap, tears falling down your face almost landing on his. "Stay awake for me" You begged him. Neteyam's eyes were scrambling everywhere as he was also panicking, he was so young with dreams and ambitions. He didn't want to die. His eyes settled to look into yours. You cupped his face, softly caressing his cheek. "Tìyawn" He croaked slightly smiling, glad to have you with him at his final moments. "I'm here Teyam do not worry." "My love don't look at me like that, I don't want your last memory of me to be like this" More tears came out of your eyes after hearing his words.
You didn't want to lose hope as it was all you had at this moment. You heard a rip before Jake finally spoke again "Quick shove this in the wound and swim back to the village fast" He passed you a piece of cloth which you put on top of the wound. "I'm sorry this is gonna hurt" And with that you shoved it in, your heart shattering after hearing Neteyam's screams of pain. You picked up Neteyam slightly struggling due to his weight and the fact that he was taller than you.
Lo'ak came to your aid and the both of you put one of his arms around your shoulders before carefully placing him in your ilu. Lo'ak decided to stay back since the fight was not finished. After bidding him a farewell you quickly rode your ilu towards the village where the Tsahik is, surely she can help.
You arrived at the shore screaming for help which thank ewya the Tsahik Ronal heard. Ronal looked at Neteyam limped only standing up with your support. She took him inside her hut and commanded you to stay outside while she tried her best to keep Neteyam alive. A thousand questions flooded your head. ‘Will he be alright’ All you wanted to do was be within your Neteyam's arms again, laying on a tree branch or maybe staring up at the sky naming every star. You wished you didn't have to walk around in the future hearing strangers say “Ewya did it for a reason” or “He is in a better place now” If ewya had a reason, what could have it possibly have been? To teach you a lesson? No person should die this young.
Soon enough the flap to Ronal's healing hut opened revealing her. You rose to your feet hoping you were not about to hear a "I'm sorry" come out of her mouth. "He is alive thanks to you, just very weak." You trembled as relief washed over you after hearing the Tsahik's words. "You can come inside now child" She stepped to the side to make space for you "Thank you." You bowed to her and walked in to see Neteyam lying peacefully with bandages wrapped around him. "Wake up soon my love." You sat down next to him and picked up his hand, kissing it.
A month. A whole month has passed and still Neteyam was in his deep slumber. The war is over and the sky people have lost. A party was set to celebrate the great ordeal of winning against such demons. Normally you'd be dancing around and singing within the light of the bonfire but you couldn't. You couldn't have fun and laugh knowing that Neteyam was still in a coma. Often you'd find yourself sitting beside him having some sort of physical touch with him. In fact that was what you were doing right now.
You had fallen asleep next to him by accident, obviously tired after many sleepless nights. Before the war you'd always sleep within Neteyam's strong arms. “Neteyam the mighty cuddler” you'd joke. You were lost in sleep almost ignoring the fact that you felt someone's hand on the back of your head caressing it ever so softly. You would've kept your eyes closed before you heard a quiet. "Ma y/n." Your ears twitched trying to process if you were just dreaming or not.
After a few minutes you opened your eyes to see bright yellow ones staring at you. You pulled him into a hug carefully avoiding his wrapped up wounds. "You're finally awake" you sobbed as Neteyam rubbed his hand against your back trying to comfort you. "shh calm down, I will always come back for you even if I were to die we'd meet again in ewya's paradise."
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kaycode1999 · 1 month
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Hi! I've never done this before, but I was wondering if I could ask for a lmk match up? Idk how much info you need so I'm just going by what some people put in your other asks.
My pronouns are she/her, I'm heterosexual and appearance-wise, I'm 5'4, my hair is pretty long and curly. Both my hair and eyes are black/dark brown
My hobbies are kind of all over the place, but I mostly love to create in a lot of ways. I'm no artist, but I love cedar weaving, beading, writing, crocheting, and I love to sing/act. I like relaxing things like puzzles and swimming, but I'm a also big fan of stuff like axe-throwing!
I'm a pretty outgoing person, and I love to socialize. I'm used to being in a house with lots of people, and taking care of younger kids. I always have/will be a theatre kid, and if a person asks me about any interests I have, I will feel bad for them. Because I will talk for hours. I also like being helpful, it makes me happy if I can make others happy :)
I don't really have much of a type. I mean, I do have a preference for the mystic monkeys (they're great), but in general there isn't really anything specific I look for in a person. All I'm looking for is someone caring and can match my energy lol
My love languages are quality time and physical touch. Whether it's family, or spending time with a significant other, my favourite way to spend an evening is to watch a movie or binge a show cuddled up with whoever is with me. It's even better if we're watching something like a comedy or thriller/horror. I will die laughing if there's some crazy death or a whole lot of slapstick-esque violence (don't judge me). Perfect example of this is like the Scream franchise, the way the killer is constantly getting beat up while chasing their victims is hilarious to me.
I hope this is good enough!
I match you with
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Sun Wukong
He loves your height, and yes he will be teasing you about it and doing things like using you as an armrest constantly
He is so fascinated with your hair, he thinks it’s so gorgeous
Generally, if something you do makes you happy he's very supportive and enjoys it as well. Though, the axe-throwing was a surprise- any time he sees you participating you'll turn around and find him looking like this at you
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He seems like he's more extroverted but he's actually not, if you guys have a group around he will never be more than a few steps away from you or touching you in some way ( I.E. Holding your hand, having his arm around you, etc.) because you make him feel calmer and more comfortable. It’s not that he doesn't like whoever is over he just tends to get anxious if there are a lot of people around.
He truly feels you are the sweetest and most adorable person ever, and even though he doesn't believe he deserves you he's so grateful to have you
He's very comfortable to snuggle with and he loves nothing more than cuddling with you on the couch and watching whatever you want
I get the feeling you two share the finding slapstick-esc violence hilarious so he's right there laughing with you
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joviepog · 11 months
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“God, I hate you!”
Pt 2!
Who: Siren!bur x reader
Pronouns: none mentioned
Warnings: death and mention of blood
Anything else: So, i realized hiw the first one qas wrong and how i should use situations like that in stories so i decided to make a new one! If there is anything wrong with this one just let me know! Also the only thing really changed is the last part.
This is NOT proofread
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Listen to this while u read:
“God, i hate you!” I laughed as i looked at him but I soon stopped, “Sorry, i didn’t mean it. I swear i was just-“
He shrugged and interrupted me, “it’s okay. I know you were joking.”
I let out a sigh of relief and continued talking, glad that i was making a new friend. Even if it was at the school’s detention room.
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“God, i hate you!” I laughed out. I patted his back as i laughed. He laughed along with me and I couldn’t help but feel my heartbeat quicken.
He Ruffled my hair and i yelled at him, “Hey!”
“Oh sorry!” He took his hand off. This just made me feel bad, i had ruined the moment.
“No, I’m sorry!” I laughed again but he held a straight face. He stopped walking and i had to pause as well.
“You don’t have to say sorry when you’re around me.”
This made me self aware, “Sorry.”
He chuckled, “You just did it again!” He walked towards me and put his hand on my shoulder, “from now on, you can’t say sorry when you’re around me.”
I shrugged, “Okay, if you say so.” I laughed to myself.
He laughed as well and we kept walking.
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“God, i hate you!” He was yelling now.
“Why?!? What did i ever do to you?!” I yelled back, he had no reason to yell at me.
“Because you made me fall for someone i promised myself not to!”
I scoffed, “Oh yeah? Who’s that?” i put my hand on my hips.
“You! And i can’t get you off my mind! Every moment im not with you im thinking of you. And everytime i am with you i cant help but hate myself for thinking i could ever have a chance.”
He sighed and rubbed his fingers on his temples, closing his eyes he spoke, “You’re just.. the only person that i can ever imagine myself next to.”
I laughed and his eyes shot open. “I can’t believe you’re the first one to confess and not me!”
His eyes lightened and he gave me a hug.
This was the start of something new.
If only he knew who i really was..
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“God, i hate you.” I cried as I held his body.
He scoffed, “Oh please, you know you love me.”
The tears started to block my vision and i wanted to kill myself for ever letting something like this happen.
I put my head on his chest and i could hear his breathing staggering.
“We should have never gone on this mission.” I laughed as i cried onto his shirt.
He laughed to and i could feel his body shake.
“But how was i supposed to prove that i’m better at beating hero’s than you?” He chuckled. I gave him a smile but it soon faded ones i heard him cough.
I hushed him, “Save your breath, Tommy will be here soon.”
He stayed quiet. The sound of explosions and angry yelling could be hear. The smell of smoke filled our senses.
“Reflection…”
I raised your head, “Siren, save your breath.”
He moved his arm and lifted his mask. You turned away, “SIREN WHAT ARE YOU DOING.”
He coughed again, “Its fine YN. Just look at me.”
I stopped, “What…?” I then turned to look at him. Beautiful brown eyes looking at me.
Wilbur’s eyes…
He let out a breathy, small, laugh. “God, this was not how this is was supposed to go.”
I panicked, “Wilbur. Oh god no. No, no, no! There is no way. Okay,” i got up,” Just stay here i’m going to go find Tommy.”
I sat him up against the ally wall.
“YN…”
“Wilbur just stay here. Please.”
“YN..”
more tears came out of my eyes, “WILBUR JUST STAY HERE.”
He grabbed my wrist and pulled me down. “Tommy will find us. Just.. stay.”
I frowned at him, the piece of my scarf that i wrapped around him mow covered in blood. All u wanted to do was run, ask for help, but instead i complied.
I sat down next to him and he leaned his head in mine.
I could hear his breathing. It was unsteady and..
and…
It stopped.
I moved away so that i was in front of him.
“WILBUR!”
I held onto his body as i heard the sound of gravel being ran upon. It was Tommy.
I out wilbur’s mask back on and watched as tommy came.
“Siren!” He yelled as he took if my scarf. He looked at the gash and put his hands on it. He then told me ti back up as he closed his eyes and started working
Moving was the last thing i wanted to do. We never should have gone in this mission.
“Please stay, we got you. Just stay with me…” I cried as i saw tommy try to bring him back,
“Please siren, I love you…”
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@poraphia @gaytoadwithapopsicle @ax-y10 @haunted-headset
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lilybarnesposts · 2 years
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okay i love your writing and i have a super fluffy but could be angsty fic idea
reader loves physical touch but knows matt’s insecure about his scars but one night after drinking she’s like i with youd let me cuddle i love your scars
Hi! Thank you so much, I'm definitely still a work in progress! I hope I did this ask justice and that you like it. Matt would definitely be so insecure even though he has no reason to be because that man is hot, hot, hot! -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Tag List Form Mm Masterlist Masterlist Matt Murdock x Gn!Reader, no pronouns used I believe Warnings: Matt being insecure, semi-brief mention of alcohol and being drunk, I think that's it. -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-
Scars
Let it be known Matt Murdock hated his scars. He loathed them, made him feel like he was less than others, just because people had gotten hits on him, Matt can take a hit don’t get it wrong but when they leave such a lasting and in his opinion ugly reminder he wants nothing more than to keep them covered at all times, so he does.
Letting very few people see them, especially you, he loved you, you knew that. You also knew that he was scared to death of you leaving him because of his scars because he knows he doesn’t have the smooth skin that many others do, so you leave it alone, though your body itches to see them and kiss them, you’ve accepted it and know that when the time is right he’ll show you them and then you’ll show him that no matter how many scars he has you couldn’t love him any less. Often times after a case is closed Matt, Foggy, and Karen go out to Joises and drink and they often invite you, sometimes you don’t go, and sometimes you do. This time you did and boy are you glad you did because all four of you are sitting at a booth laughing about who knows what while feeling the warm buzz of alcohol settle in your veins. Matt has you cuddled to his chest as much as he’ll let you and you revile in the physical contact you aren’t sure what possessed you but suddenly you look at Matt and say. “You know, I’d cuddle you and kiss your scars if you’d let me,” Matt freezes, as do Karen and Foggy. Matt tilts his head at you, his eyes covered by his infamous red glasses. 
“I know you would,” he says quietly then looks back at Foggy and Karen who have recovered from your statement Foggy is telling Karen some embarrassing story from law school.
Later that night you and Matt catch a cab back to his apartment after saying goodbye to Karen and Foggy. Once you’ve entered the apartment Matt wanders into the bedroom and quickly going into the bathroom and shutting the door, of course, he’s allowed his privacy but when you know he’s doing it just so you won’t see the scars your heart stutters. You walk up to the bathroom door and knock slightly, you don’t hear the shower running so you hope he’s standing by the door. “I meant what I said, Matt, I don’t care about your scars, you mean more to me than that.” 
After a few minutes, the door opens, and Matt stands there with his shirt unbuttoned and his glasses discarded on the counter. Your mouth drops open and you already know Matt has zoned in on everything your body is doing, how your heart rate skips a beat, the breath that leaves your lips. You slowly stand up from where you’ve sat on the bed and make your way to Matt reaching your hand out but not touching him, “May I,” you ask quietly. Matt nods. Slowly, you let your fingers move over his scars, he’s tense you can feel it, but as you run your hands over his body he slowly begins to melt and when you begin kissing each scar, Matt thinks he falls in love with you even more, it’s safe to say that night that you sleep curled up to Matt’s chest tracing the scars and whispering how much you love him and how much he means to you, he just holds you tighter. Matt Murdock may hate his scars, but you love him, and that’s all that really matters.
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Taglist @leossmoon @ellajazz @srhz (Sorry if this isn't the correct account! The other names weren't pulling up!)
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harudnae · 8 months
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The Great Draft Eradication Plan was a good idea, there were a lot of honorable deaths but at least the WIP folder is starting to look good. Today I deliver a Gaban x Reader 420-friendly one-shot!
(Fun fact: I started writing this such a long while ago that I quit smoking since... Anyway, I wrote it so I might as well post it.)
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Also posted on AO3 on 2024.01.19
Rating: Mature
Pairing: Gaban x GN!Reader
Summary: You're smoking pot on the Oro Jackson's decks when Gaban invites himself in.
Content warnings : weed smoking, flirting, kissing, rated M for drugs & naughty thoughts, no smut in here, no pronouns used for Reader, no body description either
Word count: <2.5k
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🌿 Zamalia
It's late at night and the party is as lively as ever on the decks of the Oro Jackson.
You're already pleasantly buzzed from the rum you looted a couple of days ago from a rival crew, but alcohol isn't the only thing you enjoy in such circumstances. You leave the rowdy crowd and lazily make your way to the prow, then you glance behind you to check that nobody followed you, and finally you lean against the railing and roll a joint. You light it up facing the endless sea, sparkling with moonlight and reflections of stars. You exhale a cloud of smoke and smile to yourself, content with your life at sea, more so as a proud Roger Pirate. You haven't been here for long, but the crew quickly grew on you and you'd never dream of being anywhere else right now. You tilt your head up and let your body relax while you smoke and observe the starry sky.
"What are you doing here?"
You stiffen a little at Gaban's voice behind you, then you turn your head around. You nod towards your half-smoked blunt, a sheepish smile on your face. "Smoking pot."
Gaban grins as he approaches you. "Ah, you don't want to get scolded by Crocus now, do you?"
You shrug. "I was avoiding the cabin boys, mostly."
"That's fair." He leans against the railing next to you. "Would you share?"
You raise your eyebrows. "Didn't know you smoked, too."
Gaban chuckles. "Sometimes. I'm just better at hiding", he winks.
You draw your tongue out as you pass him the blunt.
He offers you a sly grin in return.
You observe the way his lips wrap around the tip as he takes a first drag, and how they part as he exhales a cloud of smoke. Fuck, I never thought I'd wish to be a blunt.
"Thanks. It's good stuff, too... Where did you get that?"
"A couple of islands away. A guy at an inn..."
Gaban smiles wide as he asks, "The one in New Marla?"
You squint. "How...?" Oh, right, he smokes too. You exhale a chuckle. "Okay, never mind", you slide him a knowing glance.
"Yeah, I bought him some, too. I stashed some from Zamalia as well before you joined us, I can spare some if you want."
You open wide eyes. "Zamalia? You bet I want to try! I heard they've got the best stuff there."
Gaban chuckles. "You heard right."
"So you're a connoisseur, huh? How did you pick the habit?"
Gaban tilts his chin towards the ruckus of the partying crew. "It's hard to sleep sometimes with these ones around", he says, smiling.
You heartily laugh. "Yeah, I know..."
He hands you the blunt. "How did you?"
"It helps me relax", you explain as you grab the smoke, your fingers slightly brushing against his. "Somewhat."
Gaban removes his glasses and tucks them across the collar of his shirt, leaning a bit towards you to meet your gaze. "You nervous?"
You barely maintain eye contact for a second before glaring back at the sea. Your face feels warmer in such close proximity to Gaban, and your heart beats faster, too. How could you have known that he'd join you right now? Now you're high enough that his voice does weird things to you, not to mention you acknowledged your crush on him only a few weeks ago and his last sentence sounded like something straight out of a wet dream.
"I didn't think we were so intimidating", he continues, voice deep and slightly playful.
You exhale a soft sigh. "You aren't." Well... in a way, you are, but I'm not about to tell you that. You pointedly keep watching the glimmering sea, but you still see him tilting his head to the side, from the corner of your eye.
"Why the need to relax, then?"
You slightly grin. "It's just... a way to unwind, same as having a drink. Back in my homeland we party more often around blunts than booze, mostly because weed grows literally everywhere while alcohol is pretty expensive in comparison. I do enjoy drinking, but not as much as I like being high."
"That's fair. Do you need a refill, by the way?" He eyes your empty jug.
You nod the negative. "I had enough already, I'm going to keep to smoking now. Thanks, though."
Gaban smiles. "Hm. Wanna try some of of that Zamalia stuff, then?"
A delighted grin curve your lips and your whole face lightens. "Ooh, I'd love to!"
He exhales an acknowledging hum and nods. "Wait here", he says as he gets off the railing and puts his glasses back on, "I'll get a refill and the rest."
"Cool, thanks." Your gaze follows him as he retreats to the lower decks, and you turn your head around only once he's out of sight. You lick your lips and take a deep breath. Okay, so Gaban and I are going to get high together, that's a thing that's actually happening. Wow, holy shit, I hope I won't get awkward, or... horny. Either way I'm going to feast on eye candy for the rest of the night. You take another deep breath and lean onto the railing. Your gaze drifts across the calm sea, a giddy smile curving your lips as you contemplate your luck.
Gaban's unmistakable tread on the Adam wood interrupts your daydreaming, making your heart race at the prospect of quality time with your crush. His footsteps slow down as he gets closer, then they stop a little behind you.
You breathe a little more heavily as you feel the weight of his stare behind you, wondering what he's up to.
"The view's really nice", Gaban says.
You straighten up in alarm, suddenly very aware that you're bent over the railing and presenting your whole backside. A split second after you turn your burning face around.
Gaban doesn't move from where he stands, a couple of feet from where he stood earlier at the railing, not quite right behind you but far enough that he could see both the sea and you. He grins, chin up and moonlight shining in his glasses.
You squint, mentally cursing said glasses for concealing his eyes because you're pretty sure he wasn't staring over the railing just now. Then you reason that you're probably getting ideas because you're already a bit high and you've got a huge crush. "Indeed", you exhale after a quiet while.
Gaban turns to you, smile widening, and hands you a pouch he fetches from one of his pockets. "Do you want to roll one?"
Your eyebrows shoot up. "Oh, sure, thank you." You breath hitches a little when the warmth of his hand briefly brushes against your fingers, and you try to stay focused on your task, instead of hoping for more than just partaking.
Thankfully, Gaban chit-chats while you roll, a pleasant distraction from your dangerous thoughts. He's always been easy-going with you, from your very first day in the crew, as well as attentive to your well-being as much as the rest of the crew's even though you came aboard later than most. Until now, he's shown nothing but kindness towards you.
You assume that, being so close to Captain Roger and Rayleigh in terms of authority over the crew, Gaban acts the same with every other new recruit. Calm down, heart, there's nothing personal.
Gaban removes his glasses and tucks them across his collar, gazing at you while you light the new blunt.
You make eye contact when you inhale the smoke, keeping it inside your lungs a bit longer than necessary. You turn back to the sea to exhale, cheeks a little warmer. "It's really good", you comment. Your eyes drift to the wisps of smoke rising from the blunt while you focus on the taste. "I can tell it's strong stuff just with one drag... It's not overwhelming, though."
"Yeah! I really liked the the lemony kind of tang, too."
You nod the affirmative. "Mh-hmm". A few puffs in and your skin is a little more sensitive, tingling where the wind blows, heating where Gaban's gaze lingers a little too long – your hand that holds the blunt, your lips when you exhale, your nape or shoulder when you look upon the calm waves under the moonlit sky. Your heart beats faster too. Being high certainly doesn't help, but you're absolutely positive that it's not the only reason... In such close proximity to Gaban you're all fuzzy inside. When did smoking become so intimate? Am I overthinking things? Or am I just hyper aware of things now that I'm high? You turn to him when he detaches his gaze from you to drink from his jug. Warmth coils inside you as you observe the way his Adam's apple bobs as he swallows, and you repress the sudden urge to plant a kiss there.
Gaban turns back to you, absentmindedly licking a stray drop off his lower lip. "So? What d'you think?"
Very hot. You blink, clear your throat, and look at the blunt. "Oh." You stumble on your words, "Um, very good. Tasty, strong stuff. Thanks for sharing." You huff an awkward laugh, unable to tell if you're talking about the weed or about him. You purse your lips and pass the joint. "I'll have to take it easy with that one", you confess, already feeling much higher than you expected with just a few drags.
"Alright", Gaban says as he takes his turn, then he laughs. "Now you know why I still have some of this after all this time", he reveals, "so don't feel pressured to smoke or anything. I only want to share if you enjoy it."
You crack a soft smile. "Thanks, I appreciate."
Gaban wraps a hand around your shoulder and gently squeezes, eyes diving into yours. "I don't want you to get sick, okay?"
Your heart misses a beat at his touch, warm and tender. Your smile widens and you look back at the sea as your cheeks heat up again. "Yeah, don't worry, I won't. It's really good, I do enjoy this", you mumble, once again unsure whether you're talking about getting high or not.
Gaban squeezes again, then his hand slides off your shoulder as he leans back onto the railing.
You fight against the urge to lean towards him and chase his body warmth. Instead, you prop your elbows on the railing and lean down to rest your head, purposefully avoiding eye contact. You exhale a small sigh.
"You wanna go to bed?"
Your shoulder tense a little at the mental images of a bed that spawn into your mind – every single one featuring you and Gaban over it in various positions – and your face heats up in embarrassment.
"I mean, I understand if it's strong enough to make you sleepy."
You shake your head to clear your mind of dangerous thoughts yet again invading it. Then you crack a smile and turn your attention back to him. "No, it's okay. I'm just... glad to be here, it's nice."
Gaban grins wide. "You like this crew, this ship?"
You eagerly nod. "A lot." Your gaze idly drifts to his hands. "But I was talking about right now, here."
"Less noise around?"
You meet his gaze again. "Yeah. It's nice to have some calmer moments, too."
He still smiles when he passes you the blunt. "More so in good company."
Your fingers brush against his slightly longer than necessary. You have no idea.
Gaban glances at you, a curious eyebrow raised.
You briskly turn your attention back to the sea as you realize that you just said that out loud. Your smile falters and your heart threatens to burst while you wait for the inevitable, terrible predicament.
"(y/n)?"
Your shoulders tense.
"Is this mutual interest I heard?"
You take a long drag from the blunt. Interest, sure. Mutual, though? Wait– You hold the smoke inside your lungs and turn back to him.
He looks at you expectantly, a small smile curving his lips when your gaze lingers there.
You exhale the smoke and finally breathe out, "Yeah."
Gaban's smile widens, turning mischievous. "Then I'm glad I saw you leave the party earlier."
"You came here on purpose?" You lean back up and turn around to face him. "Not just wandering around and finding me randomly?"
Gaban raises his hands. "Guilty as charged."
You raise an interested eyebrow. Emboldened by your recent findings, you step into his personal space and confess, "Well, you've been on my mind for a while..."
He places a hand on the small of our back, pulling you closer. "How long?", he asks as he leans in, his warm breath fanning over your lips.
"Too long", you exhale before closing the last of distance between you. You close your eyes when Gaban's lips touch yours, full and soft and warm, and you almost melt at the contact. Your hands find anchor on his hips, gently pulling him flush against you when your tongue slides against his lower lip.
Gaban's free hand wraps around your nape and tilts your head to deepen the kiss.
Fuck, he's good at this. You sigh into his mouth and answer in kind, warmth pooling in your gut while your hands mindlessly explore the broad expanse of his back.
He breaks the kiss at some point, and he softly smiles when your lips chase after his. His gaze dives into yours and he runs his fingertips around your neck, following your jawline before tilting your chin up.
Breath short, tense with anticipation, you lightly bite your lower lip.
Gaban softly sighs, then confesses, "I really want you right now..."
You crack a smile. "Me too."
"Wanna move...?" He trails out, tilting his head towards the other side of the ship.
You heartily nod.
Gaban leans in for a searing kiss, and doesn't leave you time to recover before he grabs your hand and leads the way to the lower decks.
You all too happily follow him, elated at the prospect of spending some private time with him. Your heart drums loud within your chest by the time you reach his cabin, and you're absolutely certain it's not only because of the weed you shared.
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nerves-nebula · 1 year
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I just saw from a post that you mentioned that your dad was Nigerian and I was just curious how you feel about being like Nigerian and if you actually feel like you're connected to the culture. Like you don't have to answer if you don't want to, it's just I was curious since I'm also Nigerian but I've never really left this godforsaken country(I say this both affectionately and with burning hostility)
Like did your dad ever like make an attempt to teach you your language or was he like my grandpa and just refuse to teach it to his kids😭
And if you've ever had Nigerian food what's your fave? (I dare you to say jollof rice🌚) mine is banga soup and white rice or ofada stew and white rice
Do you speak pigeon? Because if you do I'll definitely be speaking it to you in the anons from now on lol
And I totally agree about the beating being normalized in poc households😭. Your blog really helped me realize that my mom was kind of abusive (and I'm still kind of in denial about it) because over here it's so horrifying how normalized it is to beat your kids until they've turned black and blue.
I was talking to classmates and we were bonding over the fact our parents used to beat us with like wires, sticks, belts and stuff and how they overdid it alot of the time and made us scared shitless and one of them was literally telling me how she fell a glass cup and broke it and got some glass in her foot and she couldn't even tell her parents because she was too scared to get flogged so the babe performed surgery on her self with a DIRTY RUSTY razor at 10 yrs old💀.
And let me tell this convo wasn't even heavy, we were all laughing and joking about it and shit.
Then I asked them if they would ever beat their kids and these niggas said YESSS they were like if they never got beaten half to death as literal children they would have grown up to be bad ppl and I was floored like do you hear yourselves??? And when I said why beat your children like they're animals instead of treating them like little humans with developing minds that make mistakes and grow and these fools laughed at me and looked at me confused like I was speaking French to them😭 and I'm screaming jesus what a life😭😭😭😭
Only divine intervention can save Nigerians from this awful cycle of abuse(I'm not religious in any way). These goats need therapy😭😭😭😭
And have you heard the bs the government is pulling out of their asses over here with the money problem😭😭😭😭😭😭
Sorry if this is overwhelming, I just got really excited at the word Nigeria lol. I hate this stupid country and its stupid ppl so much but yet sometimes I'm filled with such overwhelming love for it and its stupid inhabitants. I'm the anon that went to that skating event and met a ton of queer ppl who respected my pronouns and stuff so these ppl are the only reason why I have hope for my dum dum country with it dum dum politicians
Sorry again for the rant😭😭😭😭
I just saw from a post that you mentioned that your dad was Nigerian and I was just curious how you feel about being like Nigerian and if you actually feel like you're connected to the culture.
ive never left America, so no. im sorry, i wish i was more connected to it a lot of the time but it just feels too late for that to me.
he never taught me his language either (Tiv) though he did speak it when he was around the house. but he wasnt around a lot. when i asked him why he didnt try to teach us he just shrugged like it wasn't a priority. he started staying in nigeria for most of the year only coming back for a few months every now and then so i probably wouldnt have picked it up even if he HAD tried.
I've never even called myself Nigerian, not because I don't want to be but because of the embarrassment of having to explain that yeah im Nigerian but... not really Nigerian. I wouldn't want to disappoint any REAL Nigerians by basically being raised as a white American kid and knowing nothing about Nigeria.
And if you've ever had Nigerian food what's your fave?
i've only ever had pounded yam and okra i think, it wasnt bad but it also apparently wasnt made properly. my mom would make it and my dad would be like "this isnt even real pounded yam what the hell is this" and then nothing would change the next time around haha. so i dont think i can say ive ever eaten Nigerian food, sorry. my oldest sister has tho, when she went to visit him. i hate spices though, they hurt too much, so i doubt I'd enjoy it. which i feel kinda bad about. but ive got a lot of issues about food, and being forced to eat food, so. yeah.
Do you speak pigeon? Because if you do I'll definitely be speaking it to you in the anons from now on lol
GOD I wish. i wish he'd taught us literally fucking anything.
now that most of us are adult-aged he's been asking us to come visit him in nigeria. he's clearly very lonely, but i dont want to be alone with him in a country where he controls everything about where i stay and what i do and what i eat (he doesnt understand my eating restrictions and it would be hellish to starve because of that)
two of my sisters have gone to visit him and it sounds like it was fucking AWFUL tbh. i'd go with them but not with him.
Then I asked them if they would ever beat their kids and these niggas said YESSS they were like if they never got beaten half to death as literal children they would have grown up to be bad ppl and I was floored like do you hear yourselves???
yeah this mindset is wild to me, cause if a kid is too young to understand why what they did is wrong then why are you beating them?? that wont help they literally don't understand?? and if they AREN'T too young to understand then explain it to them! People who beat their kids are just admitting they dont know how to solve problems or vent frustration without violence. And if they had control over the people around them, they would USE violence to force them to comply, but since they only have control over their kids they can only beat their kids.
Only divine intervention can save Nigerians from this awful cycle of abuse(I'm not religious in any way). These goats need therapy
my dad is the only Nigerian i really know, but from what I know about him this is very true. he's insanely traumatized from like, civil war stuff and his own shitty upbringing. but he doesn't really believe in mental health stuff so good luck telling him that!
And have you heard the bs the government is pulling out of their asses over here with the money problem
im not very caught up on the political situation over there, but from what my dads told me its not good. my dad is mostly interested in the education system though, its like his life's work and all he's ever wanted to was to be put in charge of it and get kids educated so they have opportunities like he did or something. idk. he thinks education is the key to making Nigeria better and i dont exactly disagree with his life mission but hey, I don't live there. what do i know.
he apparently helped get the current president elected in hopes that he'd be good, but it doesnt appear things are going well. Every time he'd come home when I was younger though, that was the main thing he talked about. Getting his guy elected.
he texted me a bit ago to say he'd met with the president multiple times and was feeling stressed out, but i dont wanna say more unless you end up tracking me or something haha. fun fact tho, he's apparently been almost assassinated at least twice. like maybe he's just super paranoid, but he KNOWS someone hired a guy to assassinate him at least once because that guy was his friend and came up to him one day like "yo watch out someone's trying to kill you lol" or something.
idk he told me that story when i was younger so maybe i have the details wrong.
I'm the anon that went to that skating event and met a ton of queer ppl who respected my pronouns and stuff so these ppl are the only reason why I have hope for my dum dum country with it dum dum politicians
ohh i remember you! what a coincidence haha.
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therapy-ghost · 9 months
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hey there! I’m sending info for the match exchange :0
* pronouns: she/her
* interested in being shipped with the boys
* hobbies: singing in a band, reading fantasy novels, taking long naps, collecting things like stickers/journals/postcards, drawing, crocheting
* i'm an INFJ Ravenclaw (super slay)
* personality time! (oh gosh)
* i'm the type of person that people regard as being very well adjusted but honestly i'm having a mental breakdown most of the time.
* i'm a deeply empathetic person, i care a lot about others and sometimes i forget to care for myself because of it. if someone i care about is in trouble, or needing my help, i will drop everything i'm doing to assist them. i also love sending care packages and letters to people.
* i have taken in many of my friends throughout my life because they needed a place to stay. unfortunately, this aspect of my personality has also led to me being scorned many times (i see the good in people and tend to overlook the bad).
* BECAUSE of that scorn though, i have developed some trust issues.
* on the flip side of my sensitive/kind nature, i can be very feisty. when i'm frustrated i just want to beat up something, and i become very passionate towards injustice. my friends say i'm like a kitten with a knife.
* additionally, i would consider myself a brave person. I don't struggle to have hard conversations with people (i don't like them but I'll do it), I've stood up to every bully I've ever had, and I've asked out every crush. unfortunately, this has led to me being rejected multiple times (contributing to my sense of no one ever being able to love me)
* due to my trust issues and rejections, i tend to feel like an outsider in most of my friend groups. it can be very lonely.
* TO FINISH IT OFF (this has become too long), i would consider myself a wise/intelligent person (i give good advice), resilient, but also easy going.
* i'm a words of affirmation girlie, so i would love in a relationship to feel supported and welcome when i often don't feel accepted in a space.
* i also would love someone who doesn't mind me going on about my hyperfixations for hours (which i will do when i get comfortable).
* i'm also very touch starved but i will never initiate it (i like when my friends hug me but i will never go to hug them first).
hope that information was helpful! i realize i sound crazy
hey! Thanks for the patience and here’s you match ups!!!
For Avatar; the last airbender, I match you up with Zuko!
trust issues; am I right?
but no, he needs someone, like now.
he is also very touched starved but is to much of a dork to take your hand on his own so you will need to do it for him(we all know he is thinking it)
he will tell you horrible jokes and misses the punch line most of the time, but he wants to make you laugh.
very protective, wants to always be with you (especially if you are part of team avatar/boomerang)
for Harry Potter, I match you up with Draco Malfoy!
….what can I say… it works
you are definitely to good of an influence on him that his father hates you… but I don’t think his mom will mind to much.
you definitely make him think about his choices and the death eaters and you make him question if he wants that life or a different with you.
thinks ‘Pottah!’ Is trying to steal you… and every other guy at hogwarts if they talk to you so he is a bit jealous.
will show off his magic skills to you
and for Marvel, I match you up with Steve Rogers!
He is 100% gonna make you feel safe, and loved, and like he is the man to trust.
he is the definition of the perfect man if I say so
likes watching you sing and if you are just singing to him he will try and join you
keeps you as far away from his hero work as he can(if you don’t want to be a hero)
100% used to collect post cards as well so this can be your shared hobbie.
thanks for your patience and I hope you liked it!
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kittycatlukey · 2 years
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Far Cry 5 Characters
(Reacting to you coming out)—
Joseph Seed: When you gathered up the courage to tell him you were apart of the LGBTQ+ community, he immediately pulled you in for a hug, feeling so proud of you! He made sure to always use your correct pronouns (although sometimes he would slip up because he’s known you for a really long time, but would quickly apologize and correct himself, moving on with the conversation). And if anyone was homophobic/transphobic to you, The Father would not hesitate to throw the person out of his church, and reprimand them from Hope County. He wouldn’t put up with anyone’s bullshit. Joseph loved you dearly. 🧡💛
John Seed: You never really told John about your gender identity and/or sexual orientation when you were with him. You just hinted about it from time to time or joked about it occasionally. He was intelligent and picked up on things quickly due to him being a lawyer. So, one day he just straight up asked you. And of course, you said yes. The Baptist just smiled at you, looking all smug that he was able to figure it out. He was the biggest supporter you could ever have! You knew he was always in your corner, ready to back you up and fight any person that would dare make a snarky comment towards you. He would force them to atone until they died or apologized to you. He loved you so much!💙🥹💜
Jacob Seed: You were nervous when you informed Jacob what your biggest secret was, in fear that he wouldn’t love you anymore. But when you told him, he just laughed. Not from making fun of you, but for him not realizing it sooner. He would be like “Oh man, why didn’t I catch onto this?” And he would just continue laughing. “I’m happy for you. That’s great.” He would follow up with something along those lines. He was so nonchalant about it! He would’ve asked you, “Why were you so scared to tell me? I love you no matter what.” He kissed your forehead, “So what’s for dinner?” And if anyone made a homophobic and/or transphobic comment to you and if he was around, he would literally kill them. Jacob was super protective of you and wouldn’t allow somebody to hurt you! You were the most important person in his life and he’d be damned if anybody hurt your feelings. He wasn’t scared of anything or anyone, not hesitating to beat somebody’s ass over you. That’s when you knew he truly loved you and only you.❤️🥺
Faith Seed: You told your girlfriend immediately when you knew what your sexual orientation and/or gender identity was. You weren’t scared because she’s so open-minded and is vocally supportive of the LGBTQ+ community. When you told Faith, she smiled from ear-to-ear, grabbed you by the hand, and kissed you on the cheek. And if anyone made any homophobic and/or transphobic comments towards you, Faith would drug them up on so much Bliss that they’d turn into one of her brain-dead angels. Or worse, she’d literally drown them to death in Bliss, not before torturing them first. She was protective over you, which showed her true love for you. 🫶💚🤍
Let me know if y’all enjoyed this! Also, if you guys would like a Part 2, I’d be happy to do it! :) 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🌈
@venusrise34 🖤❤️
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nikos-oneshots · 2 years
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niko, may i request because, 1. I love your writing and 2. Uhhh idk i like you generally (because i love talking to people online or irl lol)
Anyway, aubrey and sunny with a uhhh very much not taking care of themselves and uhhh acting very much out-of-character(or in simple terms: having a mental illness(can be anything you think it is cause i didn't think of which)) hope this isn't to much for you, have a good week!
With Lots Of Love,
mf that can't take care of themselves well, ✨ anon (i wanna be referred to as javier for some reason)
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Aubrey and Sunny (Separate) X Mentally Ill! Reader
Warnings: Mental Illness, Omori Spoilers Word Count: 0.7k Pronouns: Second Person, They/Them Implied Notes: Tysm for the request ✨! It wasn't too much! I really hope you feel better soon! Drink lots of water! Also if you want to be called Javier, then do it! You could always just try it out for a bit and see if you like it! Or maybe you could have multiple names! Having multiple names is always fun!
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Sunny knows a lot about the subject of depression and overall not feeling very good since he has been in this situation for years because of the Mari incident.
He knows the pain and doesn't want anybody else to experience it, even if it's for a different reason.
He's a very attentive person toward the people he likes, you are no exception. He would be more attentive to your body language because that is something he can read quite well.
Once he started noticing your body language slowing down, becoming more distanced and unenergized, he knew something was up.
He didn't want to talk to you about it right away, so he showed you that he cared first.
He makes sure you weren't alone like he was throughout the death of his sister. He tries to visit you more than he already does.
Even though he isn't a fan of doing stuff, he tries to get you to do stuff inside the comfort of your own home.
He likes to watch stuff, so you guys binge-watch many of your favourite movies, some movies you wanted to see, and maybe some to get a laugh out of you.
He respects your space, he doesn't want to overwhelm you with constant company because he knows that sometimes people just want to be alone.
When he notices you haven't been taking care of yourself, he won't try and push you to do things, since he knows it isn't that easy.
He instead, will do the things he wants you to do, and invite you to do them with him.
"Hey. I'm going to brush my teeth… Want to come with me.?" or "I'm making some food. Want to come help me?"
He tries to make himself a safe space without telling you that he is a safe space. He wants you to make that decision whether you want to tell him what's up or not.
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Aubrey cares about you. She will listen to you and she tries to do stuff for you.
Aubrey notices it fairly quickly, but she only notices it may be kind of serious if it has been going on for a while.
If it's just a day or 2 of you acting off, she won't think anything of it, that it's just an off day for you.
If it's like a week, she will start to suspect that something is up.
At first, she starts to think that somebody did something to you.
She will ask you stuff like "do you need me to beat anyone up?" Every once in a while because If you're with her, there's NO way she would allow anybody to do anything to you.
She wants answers, so she will kind of pry into you, it may not be the best thing to do, but she has good intentions.
If you tell her what's up, she will try to do everything in her power to try and make you feel better again.
She is there to listen, she is there to talk, she is there to distract you, she is there for you.
She knows what it feels like to be abandoned at your lowest point, so she makes a huge effort to stick with you through everything.
She likes to get you out of the house. That's a big thing for her. She saw what staying inside for long periods of time does for somebody. But she does know that some days are just indoor days.
If you like the hooligans, you all will hang out, but if you're not the biggest fans of them, Aubrey will respect that and have some 1-on-1 outdoor time with her.
She knows how to cook pretty well, so she will cook you some actually good meals to keep you healthy.
Wants to be by your side the entire time. She is kind of clingy in hopes that you will feel better, so hope you don't mind that!
She puts you first. Before she can do anything, she needs to know if you're ok; If you ate, drank water, slept, or anything else.
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Tysm again for the request! I hope I did this right! If there's anything off, please let me know! Also sorry for being kind of inactive for a month! Motivation was kicking my ass dsjhkfkj! I hope to come back to this blog because I really love posting here! I hope you all have a good day!
Lots of Love -Niko 🥞
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shipsgaysfordays · 2 years
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Dreamy Moony/Balance
Despite what the title may suggest, this is actually a really angsty and depressing chapter, be prepared. It is a shorter chapter though.
Does use the word of the day: balance, for @wolfstarmicrofic
CW: Death, blood
Links to other chapters here
Reminder that Remus’ pronouns for this fic are they/them, Sirius’ are ze/zis/zer/zhe/zeir/zey Also fuck JKR and the rhetoric that she spouts that’s transphobic, homophobic, racist, antisemetic, and if I’m forgetting anything else then I’m deeply sorry
After ages of running and running and sprinting away from their problems, Remus fell against a tree in exhaustion mixed with hunger. If only it was the full moon, the darker part of their mind speaks, then you really could run far far away, or get them back, really hurt them the way they hurt you, or worse. 
Their eyes flutter, but before losing consciousness a small voice in their mind speaks, that little third year with a crush, Sirius never did it, they really never did it…we hurt them so much. 
Remus woke up to the warmth of Gryffindor common room, the fireplace crackling, Queen playing on the record player, it was all so different from…from what? I’m at school, this is just how it always is. 
Peter had been shaking him awake, “Padfoot and Prongs are out fucking about, you want to play some chess?”
“You and I both know I can’t beat you.”
“Maybe I’ll let you win this time,” Peter spoke with a grin, in a blink they were sitting at the chess board, in a second blink they were already done, “Or maybe I won’t.”
“I’ll beat you someday Wormy.”
“I highly doubt that since…well, you know.” You’re dead, the back of Remus’ mind filled in. What? No he’s not, he’s right here. 
Wormtail waved a hand in front of their face, “Hey, hey, hey, get out of that big brain of yours, there’s a whole world out here.”
“Yeah…yeah,” Remus nodded. 
“Are you thinking about Padfoot?” Their mind flashed back to that image, that terrified face, blood, too much blood. 
“I don’t see why the guy can’t just ask you out,” Peter continued on, not mentioning Remus’ face going pale, “or maybe you could just tell zim you like zem back, it’s obvious Sirius loves you.” 
Sirius loves me and I…
“...but I guess you might not love zer….anymore, just like me.”
Remus looked back up, they weren’t in the common room anymore. A courtroom, a fence separating them, handcuffs, measures taken so Peter couldn’t transform into Wormtail, so he couldn’t avoid this. 
“Leave zer out to rot, like chopped liver. Just. Like. Me.” Peter grinned, that wicked grin, that smile that only used to happen because of a good rotten prank or a victory in chess, that leer he has now because…he won, in his own way he won. 
“Avada Kedavra!” someone screams, Remus couldn’t remember who, it didn’t matter who, all they could look at was their friend. Their once dear friend. The friend they would go to with all their worries. The friend they loved. Lifeless. 
Remus weeps, people stare at them, weeping over a traitor, you’re no better. 
“You’re the traitor now!” Peter’s corpse laughs. 
A projector appears out of nowhere, images of Sirius bleeding, of that other random frightened dog, of Mary crying and alone, of James and Lily treating them like a mad man, James and Lily alive having to clean up their mess.
A hand was on their shoulder, a hand covered in dirt and soot, a hand gripping firmly that they couldn’t brush away. His gruff voice whispered in their ear, “You’re the traitor now.” No, not him, not him, not Greyback, I can’t go back there. 
“You’re the traitor now,” everyone turned and repeated.
“I’M NOT,” Remus screamed.
Greyback covered their mouth, and forcibly moved their head to face him, “Now don’t say that, I’m so proud of my pup, finally following your nature.”
His other hand traced along their scars, “Finally following your nature, we’ve been waiting for you.”
“Things are finally balanced,” Peter’s corpse started sliding his feet on the floor, moving closer and closer as Remus was trapped next to Greyback, “two righteous ‘heroes’ and two villainous traitors making up our little band of marauders. I’m proud of you, mate, seeing the truth and joining us–”
A phone began ringing in front of Remus. 
“Don’t do it, mutt,” Greyback whispered. 
Another phone appeared, ringing across the room, and another, and another. 
With a long beep a voicemail began, “REMUS,” Mary screamed in agony, “REMUS–” she huffed and huffed, “what-what’s happening! Remus just tell me what’s happening, please!” She shrieked, long enough that they could almost tune her out, almost.
“We just need you to do a few more things, just a few more things before you join us on this victorious throne. You can do it, right Moony?” Peter smiled. 
Phones still rang, all they wanted to do was cover their ears, they just wanted to be alone, they wanted everything to–
“Stop?” Hope appeared in front of them, her mouth in a straight line, she had barely ever looked at her child in that way. Barely. Unless it had to do with…
“It’s not like this is new of you, we always knew you’d be a monster,” Lyall began, “a beast, a terror to this community. You lied to them all, convincing them you could be human, could be a friend, could be loved. Look how that turned out.”
“Bloody,” Greyback grinned, “bloody and you wanted it, you wanted more, you wanted the taste of copper, you wished for the red covering your tongue, didn’t you, pup?”
Remus woke up shivering and trembling, leaning against a tree.
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bubba-draws · 1 year
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For the OC asks meme!
👪 – Venezuelan
🚆 – Ruk & Tari
🎭 – Uris
🎀 &🌪 for all the Starhunters if that's ok!
– Disembodied voice anon
Anon I love u (/platonic) but I want u to know that I went on a laughing fit bc I thought u thought I named my moth Venezuelan HAKDHSKFHSKFJDJFJ
👪 FAMILY - what is their family like? what is your ocs relationship to them? does your oc have any siblings?
Pre- Starhunters Veni used to live in a kingdom far away from Hallownest! They had a big family, mostly consistent of cousins and close uncles/aunts. He also had a twin brother, they loved each other very much! Practically glued to each other growing up.
He lost all of them after his kingdom was attacked and burned to the ground.
With the Starhunters she's like everyone's grandparent! Even with the oldest ones, a very loved leader
🚆 TRAIN - what is their answer to the trolley problem?
Uh, they don't care tbh HWKDHWKFNDNFN For Tari is get rid of just one person while Ruk is like "whichever ends up in more carnage" (he's on his edgy teen phase)
🎭 MASKS - do they act differently around certain people? what's different between the way they act around friends, family, strangers, etc.?
Oh Vris is like, very asshole- ish, especially with people who doesn't know him, always looking intimidating and not fearful of raising his voice. With the gang though? A total loser lmao, he's like your annoying older brother who will put you on a chokehold but also beat the hell out of anyone that annoys you
With his partners is a complete different change of attitude though! In the story I'm writing about my ocs they're not officially dating yet but he ends up in a relationship with Tigo (Tiger beetle) and Laki (damselfy), and while he's still a bit of his annoying self he's also such a sap, cheesy mf in private (he's also dating my friend's oc Oren @frolicinq in another timeline (?)) (pspspsps if someone wants to ship ocs pls do tell me I'm a sucker for oc ships)
🎀 RIBBON - how would they fit into other worlds / aus? what aus would you like to try out? what fictional world would they fit / not fit into?
I wanna play Bug Fables just for the fact I wanna make an au of them in that game too! As for other worlds/aus I haven't given it much thought, but in a human set au they would be like a gang of motorcyclists that set down in a community and are like, very intimidating to whoever dare threaten their friends/neighbors
📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.
Kram: Looks up to Vris a lot! Thinks he's the coolest guy ever (totally self adopts and turns Vris into his dad(?))
Sheepi: She's a blacksmith! Mostly focuses on weapon repairs, a big nerd about weapons and stuff!
Veni: Uses any pronouns! I mostly exchange they/he/she with them but anyone can use anything to refer to them. They wear charms, (Twin Soul) A reflection of the sibling they loved so much, a memory of their fighting abilities. It creates a sort of physical manifestation of soul that looks similar to a younger Veni, it fights alongside him. (Pleads of Hope) A charm born out of the bugs that died in the war that took Veni's kingdom, waiting for their Queen to save them, it grants them more energy when they're close to being defeated.
Minos: The gang's medic! Despite his intimidating looks he's not much of a fighter! A peaceful kind of guy
Tigo: They used to be more beastly before getting a mask, still got beast traits as they still hunt for food and annihilates them with their mandibles
Hachi: Is dating Ignis
Ignis: Is dating Hachi
Vris: Covers the tip of his tail because he doesn't want to accidentally poison anyone, doesn't even use it in battle unless it's a life or death situation
Ruk: Tries to act older than what he is, kinda sounds goofy when he does
Tari: She was a Stag from Hallownest, though her time outside the kingdom messed up with her memories so she cannot recall much of that time (when she goes back her memory starts to slowly coming back)
Laki: She was royalty in her youth, but hated his family and ended up escaping with a mercenary group (was dating the leader back then) but also started to hate that lifestyle (mostly cause his ex's ideals were getting more corrupt with time), joined Veni's gang later
Cymo: Grumpy old man! Veni's closest friend and confidant (and maybe something more?) He's quite the artist too!
Dusa: I have the personal headcanon that jellyfish aren't... Well, they don't really have much going on there (they're just a jelly bag of nerves) but she was given a mask by someone a long time ago (she forgot about them) and gained focus because of it (I also think something similar happened with Monomon, but it's a personal headcanon so don't @ me)
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