#hpd relatable

[raincamp]

Histrionic Personality Disorder? more like Attention Deficit Disorder — oh wait that already exists

[7millionheartemojis]

"i can take care of myself" <- girl who absolutely fucking cannot

[bunniibpd]

*this is a safe space for evil people who are often the problem*

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Cluster B culture is relating to Will Wood songs probably a little too much

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[queeresthellhound]

There’s nothing quite as refreshing as watching a nice YouTube video only to be bombarded with stigma about a mental health disorder that is quite literally Just How My Personality Is and very much Not Something I Can Change

Just love being reminded that to the vast majority of people think that regardless of what I do I’m a stick of dynamite lit from both ends who was born defective and should be shunned from society

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

me when i cant truly make myself better so i romanticize my problems instead (this will make it worse)

[stargirlbryce]

When Taylor sang "so tell me everything is not about me - but what if it is", I really felt that.

[heir-of-the-chair]

You know, when they said “you never stop learning things about yourself” I don’t think they meant five consecutive years of having a new identity crisis.

[gloriousmonsters]

dsm really is like well about every other PD is determined by abuse, neglect, poor relationships and bad experiences as a child, and trauma. narcissistic personality disorder is largely defined by a desperate terrified need to never seem weak or like a failure and hunger for praise and approval. who tf knows what causes it tho

[eclaire-went-bam]

i'm actually so tired of my mindset going from: aghh i love every ep they're just like me ong literally we're the coolest my life would be so droll without them !!!!

to: everyone including every ep is annoying. i feel nothing towards any of these people. they're turning into obstacles. to what? god knows.

it's not willing at all and i wouldn't call it splitting because it's not accompanied by much intense feeling or black&white thinking or anything like that. most of the time i don't even notice it until i speak to an ep again, and i realise how annoyed i am at these little things, these little quirks about the way they act that i previously would've doted on.

like .... i'll talk to them again because i want to, and i want to have a good time with them, i do feel as if i have some connection with them — but when it actually happens, it's just.... Why do i need you? i suddenly don't care at all. although i'm not consciously thinking of it, my brain just kinda seems to drop them in more of an "obstacle" schema and i don't know why. i want to talk to them, but then i'm just vastly disappointed in stuff i would've previously enjoyed — it's as if i get bored of them, but it doesn't last forever & i honestly have no idea what triggers the switch to flick on/off

it doesn't help that my brain just reads interactions wayy to easy. "you said this because you want me to respond in this way" ; "you said this because you want me to be flustered over something" ; "you said this so i ask x y & z" ; "you said this that lightheartedly so i'll express concern" ; "you said this, because you know it's something i like to hear/an opinion i have, though i know you're new to this subject yourself//you're echoing what i said previously for approval" ; "you're vaguely coming to me specifically with this specific mental health problem i have bcs you want validation that you might have it too" etc etc etc etc etc

stuff i wouldn't previously mind, but because suddenly people are so easy readable, it's like ....?

i try to treat people no different — worst i'll do is respond in simpler sentences, which i do regardless due to Neurodivergence™, but it's still so. So frustrating. I just want to enjoy my time with others for god's sake. How long is this gonna last???

[hpdculture-is]

I'm starting to realize that a lot of the things I've done were just in order to get attention. Being vegetarian and vegan? Learning new languages? Being an artist? Getting good grades? Being nice to people?

- 🐍

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[cluster-a-culture-is]

szpd + hpd traits culture is showing your artworks to friends, hoping to get attention and praise, after 6 months of ghosting them

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[gillipop-plus]

finding out you have a cluster b personality disorder be like

[cluster-b-culture-is]

cluster b culture is managing your emotions by getting angry at yourself for feeling them because being gentle is difficult, man

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[entropy-sea-system]

Capitalized pronouns are something that can be so gender

[cluster-b-culture]

cluster b culture is going undiagnosed, unmedicated, without any sort of professional help, still trying to work on yourself the best you're able to without all these factors, and people dropping you regardless because youre "not recovering fast enough"

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