#hpd things

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

what’s some of y’alls favorite songs that u feel are relatable as a person with bpd/hpd/npd?

[hpdgirlfriend]

need to know how everyone feels abt me 24/7 or i will explode & die

[mugmaniscrazy]

if it’s alright, can i ask for a clarification on these hpd symptoms? they feel somewhat familiar to me but there aren’t really any examples that further explain specifically mean.

- vague emotions

- shifting and shallow emotions

- being suggestible / naive

- thinks relationships are more closer than they are

- dramatic exaggerated emotions

i haven’t really seen that many blogs that are open about having hpd and id like to do some research on it + ask others abt their experiences since i suspect to have possible histrionic traits / symptoms interlinked w/ some other comorbid bpd and npd traits.

unfortunately there aren’t a lot of… info that specifically pertains to hpd because it’s not very talked about :(!! if u feel uncomfortable w/ receiving this ask though, feel free to delete it.

Thank you so much for asking me of course I can explain these hpd symptoms to you more in depth.

Vague Emotions: This means like masking or acting faking emotional reactions like for example I had to fake getting excited every Christmas morning growing up or I have to fake empathy as in I apologised sometimes without understanding why I'm in the wrong ? If that makes sense .

Shifting and Swallow emotions : Mood swings like in bpd for example I shift my emotions within minutes like one minute I'm crying then I'm laughing, emotions seems Swallow because of how dramatic our expressions are but I feel emotions as strong as people with bpd sometimes.

Being Suggestible / naive : I tend to make alot of inappropriate jokes such as sexaul jokes . I dress provocatively or wear loads of makeup when around boys in order to attract make attention. Histrionics are hypersexaul. The nativity stems from being too trusting by other people beinh easily influenced by them doing anything for their attention for their approval.

Thinks relationships are more close than they are : This means that I rush into relationships or friendships . When I was young I had s*× with a boy I only knew for a few weeks . I call people my best friend after hanging out with them a few times when in reality these so called " friends " don't put any effort into the friendships like I haven't heard from my guy friends in months they even hung out without me ??

Dramatic exaggerated emotions: Similar to bpd splitting and episodes , my emotional responses to a situation are usually dramatic I'm very animated I over exagger everything even my emotions, I could cry over the smallest of inconveniences . I get meltdowns and have trantrums even though I'm a adult, I actually lose control of myself.

I hope that helped 😁

Thank you

[the-retro-corner]

i feel so bad for wanting him to stay talking to me endlessly because i know he needs to sleep, but fuck. i want him to stay up all night just talking to me and only me. i don't want to have to say goodnight, because ughhh... i want attention so badly...

[hinakagesposts]

Not to self diagnose but something is very much wrong.

[syko-raccoon]

HEY CLUSTER B PEOPLE I HAVE SOMETHING FOR U

[cluster-b-culture-is]

cluster b culture is getting irrationally angry at people for having things in common with you. no, we can’t have the same favorite animal actually, fuck you.

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[a-sip-of-milo]

[starspd]

PD gang where you at

this meme has been made to express my fluctuation on how i feel abt my need for attention don’t be a clown please

[irequirealobotomy]

i love the fact that i am a real human person with the ability to learn and grow and become something amazing but god do i wish i was better at it

[cut-n-snared]

born to start a cult in the woods and plan a mass sewercide

forced to have a mental breakdown whenever i don’t get what i want

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

i feel like the cluster b experience can be summed up by MARINA songs, specifically from the Family Jewels and Electra Heart albums

[mugmaniscrazy]

[astrangerthatlovesyou]

Just a gentle reminder that it’s okay and healthy to like and even love parts of your personality disorder. (Or any other disorder)

Nothing is ever all good or all bad. Your PD(s) is a part of your very make-up. It plays into every part of you at least a little, and you are not obligated to hate every part of yourself. Many of the few things I like about myself were catalyzed by AvPD. I feel that it has made me very considerate and gentle for example.

You can love parts of your PD while still recognizing and addressing the destructive parts. Curing and getting rid of your PD isn’t a realistic or healthy goal. Learning to love and accept yourself while minimizing the negative impact of your harmful symptoms is.

I love you, and that means that I love your PD too.

[caus34concern]

every bmc character is neurodivergent and i don't just mean autism and adhd

[venusfaierie]

so my favs get to be unhinged and commit atrocities and everyone calls them babygirl, but when i suggest murder i’m looked at like i’m insane and told to “get help” ok i see how it is