#i wanna say more but i'm too tired to think and i've already forgotten much of the film (i'm not saying it was a forgettable film it's

[retro-system]

tired of being mean to the movie there were a lot of good parts:

first of all the bros' dynamic was everything i could've asked for, even if there wasn't at much of it as i'd hoped. the entire opening scene was so charming, the separation scene was gut-wrenching (though not as much as if i hadn't seen it in the promos, annoyingly), luigi succumbing and naming mario to bowser but taking the opportunity to truly sell his brother's good qualities, mario going through rigorous training overnight (including eating multiple mushrooms which the movie very much emphasised his hatred of) and willingly fighting a giant monkey to save luigi, their reunion (BIG emphasis on this one i was losing my mind over that hug -- or more accurately those hugs), luigi defending mario from bowser's flames, them absorbing the star power together (i called that one babyyyy!!) and defeating bowser together.

although i feel like it took up a little too much screen time, the mario and dk dynamic was pretty good. mario saving dk in a manner that risked his own life in spite of their rivalry was a neat little nod to the aspect of mario's personality as someone who saves no matter what. the powerups scene was nifty, even if (again) a lot of it had already been spoiled by the promo. they use their own strengtgs to work together, highlighting that both of them truly shine as part of a team (as shown in games like the m&l and paper mario series, and the dk games where he's paired with diddy kong and/or dixie kong).

again much of mario, peach and toad's dynamic was spoiled by the promos (i really should've taken "movie promos these days just show the entire movie" to heart), and regrettably there wasn't much else aside from those between them, but what we got was great. they were silly and fun (and i will talk about them in more detail if i watch the movie again, this time with a more analytical lens).

then there's the production aspect of the movie. the soundtrack didn't interest me that much (movie soundtracks never do, really), but i did like the remixes of game music in there (the airship theme, the smb3 athletic theme, the smb1 overworld and underground theme, the mk8 menu theme, the captain toad theme... there was definitely more but they don't come to mind as of right now) and the nifty references to songs like the super show theme and the dk rap. the animation was stunning, and i kept finding myself looking at everyone's clothes and the gorgeous environment. excellent quality stuff.

the bros reunion hug is SO significant to me actually it was the highlight of the movie for me and i NEED a gif or video clip of it to preserve it forever godddd.

[the100thtwilightmaze]

Could I get an embry imagine, where like you guys are cuddling and things get kinda steamy? Smut if you feel comfortable

Title: Warming Up (Feb. 13, 2024)

Embry Call x fem!reader Imagine (Twilight)

Warnings: SMUT SMUT SMUTTY SMUT/teasing/soft!dom Embry(I guess)/not proof read 😂

Y'ALL I DIDNT REALIZE THAT I HAD WRITTEN IN FOUR WHOLE YEARS WTF?!??!

so let's see if I still got it 😂 went back through my asks from apparently years ago 😬😂 and picked this one.

THIS IS MY FIRST SMUT PIECE PLEASE BE KIND 😭

PLEASE LIKE/REBLOG/COMMENT

The night was ending like many of your others. Embry in the driver's seat, you in the passenger. Leaving another dinner at the Black's. A warm meal surrounded by people you considered family was something you would never grow tired of.

Finally making it back to your apartment, you were greeted with warmth and shelter from the pelting rain.

"I think this storm's gonna be a bad one, babe. Looks like we made it home just in time." you heard Embry call out, making his way to you guy's bedroom.

"Maybe Sam will take pity on you and let you off of patrols tomorrow morning. Then, I can have you all to myself." you replied, pulling off you coat and following him into the bedroom.

In true Embry fashion, his shirt was already forgotten, thrown in some corner of our already cluttered room.

Now, this was also something you'd never grow tired of.

Embry was beautiful. Copper skin, long hair that made it nearly halfway down his back, his tribal tattoo, and a few other tattoos he had collected in the past few years scattered all over his lean physique. Muscles that required no maintenance from him. The sweatpants that hung dangerously low on his hips.

Good God

"Babe, I love your confidence but you know Sam takes more of a No Mercy type of approach." he joked, climbing into bed.

"Now, come on. Let's finish this movie we started the other day. I wanna see this plot twist you've been going on about." he said, pulling the covers back in invitation.

Never one to deny your imprinter much of anything, you accepted his invitation. Stripping of your day clothes and into your..... bear necessaties with a plan in mind.

"Y/N, what are you up to?" he quipped from behind you after you finally nestled yourself between his legs, your back to his front.

"Don't flatter yourself, Call. I'm just trying to warmed up since somebody still hasn't gotten the heat in the truck fixed." you replied, grabbing the remote and flipping to Netflix.

If you say so, you heard him mutter. Wrapping his arm around your middle and pressing a quick kiss to your cheek.

Now, Embry always got a little too engrossed in whatever was playing on the TV. So engrossed that he didn't even notice when your fingers began to trace over one of his numerous tattoos.

Or when you reached behind you and ran your nails along his scalp.

But you know what he did notice? When you slightly readjusted to where your ass was flush against the impressive bulge concealed under his sweats.

A guttural moan and his arm tightening around your middle was his response.

"Still not warm enough, Ms. Y/L/N?" he teased, skimming his lips up your shoulder and right below your ear, grabbing the remote to pause the movie.

"Not quite yet, Call. But I think you can help remedy that." you answered back, turning around to give him your full attention, straddling his growing erection.

A small smile he offered before one of his hands crept up to pull your lips to his. His other hand roaming to your rear.

Everyone thought of Embry as timid and shy. Quiet and reserved. But they never got to see this side of Embry (and they never would if you had anything to do with it). Primal and animalistic. Teeth scraping along your neck. One hand fisting your hair, the other making its way into your panties.

A small whimper escaped you, quickly swallowed up by Embry.

"I've barely even touched you yet baby and you're already soaked." Embry pulled back just enough to tease.

"Embry, please..." you moaned, feeling his thick fingers work through your folds.

"How long have you been waiting for me, baby? Huh?" he questioned, fingers still just barely missing where you need him most.

"Were you sitting at the dinner table, thinking of all the ways I could fuck you? Use your words, baby. Talk to me." he teased, ignoring your plea, using the hand that wasn't teasing your pussy to unclip your bra.

You couldn't even formulate words at this point. If it wasn't Embry, your imprinter and the love of your life, you would be embarrassed with how quickly you were reduced to a whimpering mess.

"Yes. Yes. God, yes." you moaned, legs shaking as one of his fingers teased your clit.

"That's my good girl. Always so eager for me." he replied, flipping you over on your back. Taking off your underwear and throwing to yet another corner of your room.

"God. Would you look at her? Making such a mess. Just waiting to be stuffed full." he teased, his eyes zeroed in to the apex of your legs, teasing your entrance yet again.

"And who am I to deny her?" he questioned while sinking two fingers in your wet walls.

"Fuck, Em!" you moaned at the intrusion.

"You're just sucking me right in, baby. Such a greedy little thing." he mocked, his thumb coming to teasing your bungle of nerves while his other fingers worked magic inside you.

Bringing his lips down, his teeth scraped across one of your harden nipples, making you fist your hand in his long locks.

You felt his hardened length teasing at your thigh, still (to your dismay) fully clothed.

Between the bites he was leaving across your chest, the thumb toying at your clit and the two fingers wreaking havoc inside you, you knew you wouldn't last long. That knot in your stomach was already growing, your legs already trembling.

"Embry, baby..." you managed to whimper. But his face was buried in the crook of your neck now, his lips whispering the filthiest things between kisses.

"Embry. Baby. Fuck. I need you. Fuck, baby. I need you inside. I need to feel you inside, baby. Please." you managed, just slightly louder than before. But he had heard you. Evidenced by the sudden stop in kisses and the halt in movement of his fingers.

"Fuck, Y/N. If that's what you want, I'll give it to you." he groaned, bringing his lips to yours and making quick work of his sweats.

Embry was girthy and just long enough to hit that one spot that had you seeing stars. His dick stood at attention, red and weaping. You moaned at the sight, remembering that delicious stretch.

He teased the head through your folds, smearing your wetness and his precum through your folds, making you both moan at the sensation.

"You ready, baby?" he asked, finally tearing his eyes away from your dripping cunt.

All you could do was nod your head in confirmation.

Bringing his lips to yours, Embry sank into you.

Swallowing each other's moans with a kiss, he set a steady rhythm. The only sounds to be heard in the small apartment were your moans and the sound of skin slapping.

"Fuck, you take me so well, baby. Look at you, creaming by dick. Such a good fucking girl." he muttered, eyes once again zeroed on where you were joined.

You moaned at his praise, involuntarily clenching around him causing his thrusts to stutter.

"You gonna cum, baby? Already?" he smirked, bringing that fucking thumb up to your clit once more.

"Then come, baby. Make a mess on this dick for me." he commanded, claiming your mouth once more.

You saw stars.

Glalxies.

And whatever else was out there.

A broken moan leaving you as Embry's orgasm followed shortly after.

Pulling his softening member from you, Embry collapsed next to you. Both of you offering small giggles in between trying to catch your breath.

Covering you up, he pulled you to him. Finally offering the warmth that you were so desperately asking for.

[moonstruckme]

I've never requested before so I'm quite nervous but may I request something with a reader thats like usually very chatty when coming home from work but maybe someone at their job said something rude or they just feel to tired to talk? preferably with poly!marauders but i dont mind any characters, i love your writing and i hope you have a wonderful day :] no pressure to write this ofc

Thank you for requesting lovely and hope you have a wonderful day as well! <3

Eddie Munson x fem!reader ♡ 677 words

Eddie’s van is idling at the curb when your shift ends. He grins as you get in, swapping his cherry coke to the hand already holding his cigarette to wrap the one closest to you around your thigh. It’s a favored spot. You’re always thinking you ought to trace an outline of his fingers and get it tattooed with “Eddie’s place” inside as a lark, but he’d definitely enjoy it way too much. 

“Hey there,” he drawls, voice saccharine sweet and expectant as he leans across the console toward you. You peck him on the lips. 

“Hi,” you say back. “You taste like cherries.” 

His grin is crooked, goofy in that unabashedly lovesick way that makes your heart stutter. He holds up his cherry coke like he’s making a toast. “T’was the point. You want a sip?” 

“Yes, please.” You take it from him, letting the cool fizziness wash over your sandpaper tongue. You’ve been craving a drink since halfway through your shift, when you’re fairly sure you’d willed all the water out of your body so you wouldn’t cry in the break room. Poor forethought. 

The syrupy sweetness is comforting, familiar like Eddie and summer days and the lake. It makes you feel a bit more normal. You have to stop yourself from gulping it all down, dropping it in the cup coaster as Eddie stubs out his cigarette and puts the van into gear. 

It takes until the first stoplight for you to realize he’s not headed towards home. “Where’re we going?” you ask. 

“To the arcade. We’re meeting Dustin and them there, remember?” 

“Oh. Right.” You’d totally forgotten. At least Robin should be there. 

Eddie gives you a sidelong glance. “Work was good?” 

If you’re being honest with yourself, about 70% of it was totally fine. “Mhm.” 

He hums back at you, short and low. “Okay. What’s wrong?” 

“Hm?” you hum again, unable to help it. “Nothing, why?”

“Don’t play dumb.” He squeezes your thigh meanly, metal rings biting into your skin. “You always want to gossip after work. Something happened, yeah?” 

You toy with your bottom lip, looking out the window. You’re quiet long enough that Eddie gives your leg another warning squeeze. 

“Talk.” 

“It wasn’t really anything,” you say, honestly but forcing a bit more offhandedness into your tone than maybe you really feel. “A customer got all pissy with me because he thought something should be on sale and it wasn’t, but I’m not, like, still sad about it.” 

Eddie doesn’t take his eyes from the road, but his lips purse unhappily. “But you were, huh?” 

“I was,” you allow. “But I’m not anymore. I guess it just tired me out.” 

He glances your way, as if to be sure you’re telling the truth, and hums. “M’sorry, baby. Still down for the arcade, or do you just wanna go home?” 

“No, I’m good.” You wrap your hand around his forearm, running a path from his wrist to the crook of his elbow and back again. “I wanna see Robin. I can rally.” 

Eddie nods contemplatively. The steady rumbling of the van is the only sound for a few seconds, and then he says, “On a scale of one to ten, where are you right now?” 

You think about it for a few moments. “A four,” you decide. 

He nods again. “Okay. By the time we leave the arcade, we’re gonna have you at a six.” 

You grin at him. It’s already easier. Eddie sees out of the corner of his eye, quirking a brow like you’re being a dork but then slipping his hand from your thigh to intertwine your fingers from his. He brings the back of your hand to his mouth, kissing it wetly. You know he's content to sit in silence as long as you need, but you have one more thing to say.

“I feel like finishing off your coke would bring me up to a solid four-point-five,” you suggest hopefully. 

Eddie rolls his eyes, but the corner of his mouth kicks up. “It’s all yours, sweet thing.”

[bonny-kookoo]

Jungkook:Sugar & Spice (Intro)

In which Jungkook really wants people to love you just as much as he does - or maybe not.

Tags/Warnings: Raccoon Hybrid!Reader x Idol!Jungkook, established relationship, opposites attract because I love that concept, are you tired of my hybrid stories yet because I'm not, fluff, romance, smut, jealous koo, slice of life, mild ddlg themes

Chapter length: short

Other content: Spoiled, Calm

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"I forgot.." you mumble quietly, a little ashamed about your entire situation as you've just had to explain to your boyfriend that yes, you've just gotten your period, and yes- you've probably now stained his nice expensive little sofa in his studio.

"It's fine, see?" He mumbles before casually wiping the leather with a tissue before throwing it into the trashcan nearby. "Didn't even stain at all. Do you wanna go change?" He asks casually, looking at you - before he clicks his tongue, the clear waters in your eyes a telltale sign of your typically emotional reaction to things like these. "Come here, crybaby, everything's fine!" He laughs a little, letting you cling onto him as you hide in embarrassment.

"I don't feel good." You whine into his chest, and he chuckles.

"I know baby." He says, as he pats your head. "You wanna go wash up?"

"But I don't have anything to change.." you complain, now getting even more frustrated.

"Bullshit. I've got your pyjama pants here somewhere-" He says, parting from you to search for the clothing item before he crawls.. underneath his desk?

"What're you doing, Kookie?" You giggle a little, watching him pull out a simple black canvas bag that he opens the zipper of.

"Excuse me? You think after what- 4 years I wouldn't be prepared for shit like this?" He proudly claims, before holding up one of your period-slash-heat pull ups- something you've been horrified of telling him about the first two years of your relationship with him, too fearful of how he might react to it. But you've learned soon enough that while Jungkook does sometimes get a little mean in his fun with others around him, he's not a bad guy at all. He's just a bit clumsy at times.

"Why do you have them here?" You whine, grabbing after the pair he's got in his hand.

"Why not?" He shrugs. "Your heats can start random as shit, and your periods are even worse. Better safe than sorry." He simply answers, closing the bag and shoving it back underneath the desk. "Now go change, I'll prepare the couch so you can nap." He jokes, smacking your thigh as you get up to follow his word.

Pulling out a blanket, he puts everything he knows you'll appreciate where he thinks it'll be good, before he checks his phone.

Only recently, he's gone public. While fans knew you existed, they didn't know much about you, nor that you and Jungkook weren't just platonic but a genuine relationship. And while he'd been prepared for what surely was to come, he'd been surprised by the welcoming reaction of the fans, many already expecting it and others defending that he's a person who deserves a private life.

And so, he's been more open with you, company even allowing you to now be seen in behind the scenes footage, and even publishing professional photos from backstage of you. People became pretty much just as charmed as he himself had been years ago- happily accepting you as a part of it all now, and he couldn't have been luckier.

But at the same time, he starts feeling just a little upset at the comments some fans keep repeating.

"She's so cute, I wish I had a hybrid like her!"

"Honestly though, if hybrids were allowed to be idols, she'd definitely be the visual of the generation!"

"She kind of seems almost too nice for Jungkookie~!"

"You think she ever feels lonely at home? I mean, he's at work all the time.."

"Jungkookie?" You ask, and he snaps his head up from his phone, boiling emotions quickly forgotten at the sight of you holding your fluffy striped tail in your hands. "Can you take a nap with me?" You wonder quietly, and he internally swells with pride.

"Of course, baby bear." He chuckles before joining you on the couch, holding you close and tightly just how he knows you like it. Does he leave you alone too much? Do you feel lonely sometimes? He's interested in the answer, but scared of it just as much- so he won't ask the questions. He'll just hold you, love you, and care for you.

Because the love you have is special, and nothing will break you both apart. Not time, not work, and for sure, not his career.

Hopefully.

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[zippidi-dooda]

"Hey, Buddy," You say with a smile as your blond haired companion opened the front door.

His furrowed brow and deepset scowl immediately shifted into a look of surprise as Kaveh saw you standing on his doorstep.

"Y-Y/N? What are you ... It's so late, why aren't you at home?"

You handed him a grocery bag and stepped inside, closing the door behind you.

"Ehh, it's been a while since we hung out so I thought I'd stop by. Plus, you've been so busy lately you've ignored all my messages, you feelin' alright?"

He let out a groan and hit his forehead with a palm, "Ah, Sorry. This last project has just been a bit much. I've been trying to finish it as fast as possible so I can just forget about it already."

You tied your hair up as you made your way to his kitchen, reaching for all the tools you'd need to make what may have been his only meal of the day.

"How did I know," you muse rhetorically. "Well, I'm sure you already know that's a bad idea, so c'mon, might as well take your break while I'm here."

The tired male ambled over, placing the bag on the counter.

"Thanks." He mumbled. "How can I help?"

You placed two glasses on the table. "I'll handle it. Just sit there and tell me what you've been up to," you lifted a large bottle of wine from out of the bag you'd brought with you.

A smile made it's way across his lips. "If I don't see to the end of my project after this, I'm blaming you."

***

A few of glasses of wine and two full plates of stew later and Kaveh was wide awake. The slouched posture and tried tone had been replaced by expressive gestures and loud declarations.

Seeing him back to his regular self made you giggle, mind hazy from the smooth red liquid running through your system, and you dopily hung on to his every word.

And Kaveh didn't mention his project the whole time, so your mission to help him out of his overworking funk was a success.

You leaned into your palm, lazy smile on your face as he continued his speech that you were partially paying attention to.

"You know for once I'd like to just cruise through life easy, right? No all-nighters, no deadlines to catch, and no responsibilities. Just the chance to enjoy the fine things in life, ya know?"

"You're almost there." You reassured.

He snorted with a roll of his eyes, "Yeah, right. You know better than anyone that's not true. It's gonna take years before I can get even a trace of that life."

"Well ... I think this is fun too. You'd get bored of the constant luxury. Having little moments to indulge yourself is probably what makes nights like this more enjoyable."

"... you're spoutin' nonsense."

You let out a laugh, tears coming to your eyes, and he laughed along with you.

"Ah ... I'm so glad I met you, Kaveh, you're ridiculous."

"The only thing that's ridiculous here is your haircut. I mean, seriously, it's flying up everywhere I don't know how you manage it," he grumbled, reaching out to pat it down.

In reality he was only making it look as he described.

"I rock this look, excuse you. Besides you look as if you just got out of bed since I got here," you countered, reaching over to muss up his hair as well.

You twirled the blond locks between your fingers for a while before your hand fell to his face.

He was warm, face flushed from the wine, skin smooth to the touch.

His crimson eyes locked with yours as you began to caress his cheek.

"... you're soft ... like a baby," you murmured beginning to pinch at his cheeks. "Widdle baybay ...."

He recoiled, reaching up to push you away. "Stap!"

You giggled, leaning over the table to reach him better. "Aw, c'mon, I don't have your flawless skin, I jus' wanna feel a lil' bit."

He immediately brought his hands up to cover his face. "Nuh uh!"

You began to coo at him, making him giggle as you tickled in attempts get him to lower his hands.

Soon, you had forgotten your whole reason for tickling him and continued on even as he moved to try and pry your hands away from his sides.

"St-stop! Haha ... I have to pee ...!" He breathed out, curling back into his chair.

You continued to giggle and laugh, neither of you noticing the soft clicking of the front door or the heavy steps approaching you.

It wasn't until you heard a deep, monotonous voice behind you that you noticed someone had entered the house.

"What are you doing up so late?"

You squeaked, banging into the edge of the table and stumbling out of your chair to hide behind Kaveh.

The blond was quiet for a moment before letting out a long groan. "Just enjoyed a nice evening for once, something I'm sure you wouldn't know about."

The man who entered took a glance at you, striking teal and red eyes not revealing a hint of what he might be thinking stopping you in you in your thoughts.

"I don't remember saying you could bring a roommate."

Kaveh scoffed, folding his arms and crossing his legs indignantly, "Oh, relax, they just came to visit is all."

The man looked back at Kaveh. "For your sake, that better be true," he turned around and headed off to his room, "keep the noise down or I'm kicking you both out."

Kaveh mouth off silently behind him in mocking.

You watched the man silently as he walked away, catching onto the way the tips of his ashen hair bounced as he walked and the jut of his muscles moving beneath the tight, black fabric of his shirt and the curves tracing down just under his spine ...

"Ugh, Alhaitham is the worst." Kaveh spat, sipping the remainder of his wine.

You went to sit back in your chair. "I've heard the stories ... hot as hell though."

Kaveh buried his face in his hands, speaking in a low tone so he wouldn't hear, "damn right."

You leaned forward to press your head against the table, hand reaching up to pat Kaveh's hair.

He looked up at you after a moment. "Y/N, why are all the cute ones such assholes?"

You shrugged. "Not all of them are."

He gave you a bored look, "really? I'll believe it when I see it."

"Mm ... you're not an asshole."

He smiled softly at you.

"... thank you." He took your hand in his, brought it down to his lips, and pressed a soft kiss to your palm.

"... what if you were my roommate? I mean, I'm sure we'd have hella more fun everyday. Plus, with you around I just might be able to tolerate that jerk a little more."

You chuckled. "Didn't he just shoot that idea down?"

"Forget that guy! It's high time I got my payback on him. Besides, as long as we mange to get rent in on time he won't have much to complain about."

"Pretty sure that's not how it works"

Kaveh sat up straight, holding both your hands in his now, and scooted closer.

"Move in with me please, save me from this misery."

It took a moment of hazed contemplation for you to nod along.

A tired smirk made its way across your lips, "Got the paperwork lyin' around?"

[slytherin-fanfics]

Troubled

A James Potter Fanfiction

Your Name: Seraphina ‘Sera’ Crowther

Trigger Warnings: Cheating, a little angst? More on friendship than romance (a bit of unrequited love), long fic, 6k words. There might be a part two that focuses more on romance.

Deep into the odd hours of the night, Sera find herself awake and unable to sleep. She go down to the Gryffindor common room in hopes of finding a book to help qualm her restlessness, but she stumble upon an exhausted James Potter instead, who sits on a couch next to the fireplace alone.

Seraphina approached him, and ruffles his already messy hair. "Problem, Potter?" She asked with a hint of playfulness in her tone.

James looks up at Serpahina and smiles sleepily "Oh hey! Nah just couldn't sleep." He says, his voice slightly groggy. He looks so much more handsome to her like this, and she can't help but laugh as he tries to smooth his hair back down.

Sera slumped herself down on the couch beside James. “Why don’t you go up on your dorm then?”

James looks at her for a moment, then sighs. "I've tried, but my mind just keeps racing. It's exhausting. I can't turn my brain off." He yawns as he looks at her. "Why are you here so late? Couldn't sleep?" He asked.

Sera nodded as she too heaved a yawn. “Everything okay with you and Lily?” she asked. Implying about the Gryffindor girl that James has been seeing lately, much to Sera’s dismay. But of course, she won’t let her friend hear that dismay in her tone.

James's expression darkens for a moment. "That's the thing, I don't...know. We've been fighting a lot lately, I don't really know why. Every time, it just seems to come out of nowhere. She's so... confusing, I just can't seem to understand her. I don't know if we'll last, but...that's the last thing on my mind right now. I'm just too damn tired." He leans his head back against the couch, his expression full of frustration.

Seraphina frowned at her friend before throwing a throw pillow at him. “You’re not thinking of breaking up with her, are you?”

James rubs his face, feeling even more frustrated. "No, I don't... I don't know. I don't know what to do. I love her, but she just... she makes it so difficult. Why are girls so bloody complicated?" He throws his pillow back at Sera.

A soft chuckle erupted from Seraphina’s throat. “We’re not complicated. You just couldn’t understand her- us. Say, to help you remove things on your head for a while, you wanna sneak off to Hogsmeade tonight?” Sera’s bright green eyes glint with mischief.

James looks at her with surprise, but then a smirk comes to his lips. "Sneak off to Hogsmeade, huh? I like the sound of that. But we're definitely going to get caught, especially with my luck." He laughs, but then looks down, his expression uncertain. "But what about Lily? She'll kill me if she finds out." Sera rolled her eyes before pulling the Marauder’s map from James’ inside pocket. “I didn’t take you for a coward, prongs.” You grinned.

He laughed at her, pushing her playfully. "Alright, you win. Let's do it. But don't think I have forgotten that you called me a coward." He stands up, stretching. "Should we grab a butterbeer while we're there? I feel like some butterbeer would really hit the spot right now."

“Think bigger, James.” Sera continued as she dust herself off. “How about a firewhiskey?” she smirked. He grins at this. "Firewhiskey? Now you're speaking my language. What do you say we head over to The Three Broomsticks and see if they have any good gossip to overhear?" He looks over at her, a mischievous glint in his eye. "Maybe we can even make a little trouble while we're there." He winks, his smirk growing wider. “Should we use the secret passage under the stairs, then?” She asked, the mischief in her eyes matching his.

He smirked. "Now that's not even a question. Where's the fun if we don't use the secret passage?" He grabbed the map from her, glancing at it for a moment before starting to fold it up. "Let's go, shall we?" He gestured towards the staircase. Seraphina nodded as she followed James down the secret passageway under the Gryffindor stairs. The passageways are full of cobwebs and dust, she has to use her sleeves to block off her nose. After a while, they emerged from under Zonko’s Joke Shop. James pushed a tile, trying to see if there’s someone around. When he realized that the area is clear, he signaled Sera to come up with him, pulling her up before sealing the tile again and putting a box above it. 

"There we go," he said with a grin, dusting himself off. "We made it out without getting caught. I'd say that's a win for us." He turned to her, his eyes gleaming with excitement. "Now, let's go enjoy some firewhiskey and see what kind of mischief we can get into." He chuckled, feeling more relaxed than he had in a long time. It was so refreshing to be able to just be himself without the weight of his relationship troubles weighing him down. “Is this Zonko’s? Maybe we can get some stuff here before going to Hogshead for the firewhiskey.” Sera answered as she look around.

James looks around, a playful glint in his eyes. "You know, I think you’re onto something. I wouldn't mind a few of those funny fireworks they have in here. Besides, a bit of mischief never hurts, right?" He grins, already feeling more like himself again. He was so tired of overthinking everything with Lily that he was happy to have something to distract him. Sera grinned at him as she makes her way out of Zonko’s storage room where the passage led them. They sneaked inside the shop and blended with the other customers. Sera stopped near some bottles, “Oh hey, James. I heard these smells good.” She said before spraying it straight on James’ face only for the contents of the bottles to smell like fart. James flinched  from the smell, holding his nose in disgust. "Sera! That smells like death!" But despite his protests, he couldn't help but laugh. He knew she was only trying to have a little fun and it was refreshing to see someone who matches his pranking energy. "Okay, that was pretty funny," he admitted, "but let's stay away from the farting potions, shall we?" He said, still laughing. Sera laughed at his expression. “You’re no fun, James Potter!” She teased as she tried some sticky hands on his nape. James squirmed, trying to get away from her. "Oh no you don't, Sera! You're going to stick those on my perfectly quiffed hair, aren't you?" He said, laughing. He loved their playful banter and her infectious laughter. It’s just like spending time with Sirius and Remus… but also, different. He can’t explain it, though.

Seraphina laughed. “Please, your hair is always so messy.” She answered as she looked at some products, trying to test them out. James rolled his eyes, trying to fix his already messy hair. "Excuse you, I'll have you know that this is the latest fashion. It's called 'effortlessly messy', thank you very much." He playfully shoved her. "Besides, I can't compete with your perfectly wavy and shiny hair." He teased, running his hand through her hair to mess it up. Sera playfully swayed her hair back as she teased James playfully. “Let’s pay for these then let’s go to Hogshead for the firewhiskey.” She said as she makes her way towards the counter. James chuckled as he followed her to the counter, shaking his head in amusement. "I still can't believe you convinced me to do this, Sera. We're going to be in so much trouble if we get caught. But hey, I've always said that the best things in life are worth the risk, right?" He grinned, feeling the excitement building in his bones. "Let's go get that firewhiskey, and maybe a butterbeer too. I need it to wash down the stench of those damned farting potions you sprayed on my face." 

Sera laughed as she pay for her stuff. “You’re acting as if sneaking off is not an everyday task for you. The only difference tonight is that Sirius and Remus are not with us.” James rolled his eyes, a mischievous glint in his eyes. "You make it sound as if sneaking off is a bad habit I have! But you're right, it is rather odd not having those two with us. I almost miss their terrible jokes and obnoxious laughter." He smirked, shaking his head. "But let's hope they don't find out we went to Hogshead without them. They'll never let us hear the end of it." Sera laughed as they made their way to Hogshead. “True. I can already see Sirius sulking in a corner” James snickered at the thought of Sirius sulking. "I mean, who wouldn't sulk if their best friend snuck off without them? We're probably in for a lecture next time we see them, but until then, let's just have fun." He grinned, opening the door to Hogshead for her. "After you, my lady." You bowed playfully, almost mockingly at his gesture. “Ah, thank you, good sir.” You giggled as you make your way the table near the window where you can see the cozy light illuminating Hogsmeade.

He chuckled, shaking his head at her antics. "Alright, alright, you little minx. Sit down, I'll go order us some firewhiskey and butterbeer. We have to celebrate not getting caught yet, right?" He winked playfully before heading to the bar to order their drinks. You sat down on the wooden chair as you rest your cheeks on your palm and look outside. You frown when you notice a certain red-headed girl with a guy from Ravenclaw that you know. They entered Three Broomsticks together. You looked at James on the counter, hoping he doesn’t see Lily with other man. James returned with their drinks in hand, a smile on his face. "I have good news," he said, setting the drinks on the table. "They actually have Ogden's finest firewhiskey tonight! We're in for a real treat." He grinned, sitting down across from her. Seraphina tried to smile at him, “Oh, that’s great! I hear they’re good!” She said, her voice cheerful, masking the uncertainty of her discovery just now.

James nodded, taking a sip of his firewhiskey. "Yeah, it's definitely some good stuff. You should try it. But, hey," he leaned closer, a hint of concern in his eyes. "Are you alright? You seem a bit...off. Is everything okay?" Seraphina smiled at him. “Yeah, of course. So, tell me about you and Lily. How’d you got the girl when you first dated, huh?” You asked playfully. James's expression shifted, a mixture of pride and embarrassment on his face. "Well, at first, she wanted nothing to do with me. She thought I was an arrogant, pompous jerk." He chuckles, taking another sip of his firewhiskey. "I mean, she wasn't wrong, but I was determined to win her over. So, I spent every waking moment trying to show her the real me. It took a while, but eventually, she saw past my stupid jokes and pranks. She realized that I genuinely cared for her, you know?" He looked at Seraphina, his gaze softening. Sera smiled fondly, despite the ache in her chest. “She’s not wrong, though. You are indeed an arrogant, pompous jerk.” She joked as she took down her drink in one go. “I heard you took her on a private broom ride before she finally agreed to be your girlfriend. How’s that?” Sera chuckled.

James rolled his eyes, playfully hitting her arm. "Oh, come on now, I'm not that bad!"  He laughed. "But yeah, I did take her on a private broom ride. I thought if she could see the world from a different perspective, maybe she'd see me in a different light too. And I guess it worked. We ended up soaring through the sky together, and she finally gave in. It was a pretty magical moment, to be honest." He smiled fondly, recalling the memories from that day. "What about you? Have you ever been on a romantic broom ride?" You scoffed, “No. I can ride a broom alone just fine on my own, thank you very much.” Sera chuckled as she sip on her drink. He raised an eyebrow at her response. "Oh, I see. Independent Seraphina doesn't need a man to take her on a romantic broom ride, huh? That's fine, I'm sure your pride keeps you warm at night." He smirked playfully, taking a sip of his firewhiskey. Sera’s jaw dropped in mocked offense. “I have some people to warm my bed at night, thank you.” Sera giggled. “I bet I can ride the broom better than them, anyway.” Sera’s eyes glint in mischief as she look James straight in the eyes.

James raised an eyebrow, a smirk playing at the corners of his lips. "Is that so? Well, well, well, now you've got my attention. I love a good challenge. Let's put that theory to the test, shall we? I bet you're all talk, no action, though. I've flown enough miles to know that no one rides better than me." He leaned back in his chair, a confident grin on his face. "But if you feel you can prove me wrong, go ahead. We can have a little contest right here and now." Sera waved her hands and murmured “Accio, Nimbus.” Her broomstick came flying straight from the door, stopping on her hands. She looked at James, eyes sparkling with mischief. James laughed at her dramatic entrance, shaking his head in admiration. "Oh, you're on.  I have to warn you though, once I'm on a broom, there's nothing that can stop me. So, ready to lose, Seraphina?" He smirked, playfully challenging her. “Ready to win, James.” Seraphina answered.

Both of them walked outside as they mounted their brooms. With a whistle, both of them kicked from the ground and zoomed through the sky.

As James and Seraphina soared through the sky, a competitive spirit ignited within both of them. James flew with a confidence that could only come from years of experience, executing sharp turns and loops with ease. Seraphina, on the other hand, matched his moves with agility and grace, her focus unwavering as she maneuvered through the air with finesse. The night sky became their playground as they pushed each other to their limits, each aiming to outdo the other in this spontaneous broomstick contest. Seraphina’s laughter echoed as she rode neck to neck with James. Her blonde and wavy hair playing with the wind, her face a little flushed from the alcohol they just had. They both stopped, hovering at the top of the Hogwarts castle. Overseeing everything from below. They paused for a moment, catching their breaths and taking in the breathtaking view. The castle lights twinkled below them, and the moon shone bright, casting a soft glow on everything it touched. They sat there in silence for a few moments, enjoying the peace and tranquility of the night. The cool breeze nipped at their faces, but James found himself getting lost in Seraphina's sparkling green eyes.

“She’s a beauty, isn’t she?” Sera asked as she looked down the castle, each window glows orange from the candles burning inside. James followed her gaze, his expression softening as he looked down at the castle. "Yeah," he mumbled, his voice barely audible above the rustling of the wind. "Hogwarts has always felt like home to me. It's a place I can be myself and just enjoy life without any worries, you know?" He smiled at Seraphina, his eyes gleaming in the moonlight. He felt a sense of comfort and familiarity that he's never experienced before, and it felt oddly soothing. She smiled, emerald eyes glinting with the sight below. “I can’t believe it's our last year here. For seven years, Hogwarts has been a home for most of us.” He nodded in agreement, a hint of sadness in his eyes. "I know what you mean. It's going to be weird once we leave. Hogwarts is more than just a school, it's a part of us. It's where we grew up, where we made our closest friends, where we learned the most important lessons." He looked at Seraphina, his gaze softening. "But we'll always have the memories. And we'll all have each other. That's what matters the most."

“You think you and Lily will get married after we graduate?” Sera asked, not looking away from the view from below. Making sure that James would not see the sadness in her eyes. James' expression turned somber, realizing the weight of what Sera asked. A hint of tension crept into his features, and he looked down at the castle below. "I don't know," he whispered, his voice laced with uncertainty. "Things have been complicated between Lily and me lately, and I can't say for sure what the future holds." He hesitated, unsure of how to answer the question. But he didn't want to lie to Sera. "I care about her, but... I don't know." Sera pursed her lips, her grip on the broom handle, tightening. “James, I have to tell you something.” James's expression turned serious, sensing the gravity of her words. He nodded, his eyes locked on hers, ready to listen intently. "What is it?" He asked, his voice filled with concern. “I…” Sera fumbles on her broom handle. “I… think I saw Lily with some Ravenclaw guy earlier. They entered Three Broomsticks together.”

James' face went pale as he absorbed her words, his stomach feeling like it dropped to the ground. He let out a deep sigh, a mix of emotions flooding his mind. He was hurt, confused, and frustrated all at once. But he refused to let it show, at least not completely. He took a deep breath, forcing himself to be calm despite the storm of feelings inside him. "Are you sure, Sera?" He asked, his voice slightly strained. Seraphina nodded. “I’m sorry, I don’t know how to tell you earlier. I think you should talk to her… maybe he’s just a friend?” James nodded, trying to process everything. He knew he had to talk to Lily, but he couldn't help but feel hurt and confused. "I appreciate you telling me, Sera," he said gratefully. "But I really hope you're wrong about this. I'll talk to Lily and get to the bottom of it. I just need some time to think." He hesitated before continuing. "Can we go back to Hogwarts now? I'm feeling a bit exhausted." Sera nodded briefly. “You can go ahead. I’ll follow after you. I just want to catch some more fresh air.” She tried to smile at him. James gave her a small, worried look, but he didn't pressure her. "Alright," he said softly. "Just don't take too long, okay?" He gave her a reassuring smile before turning his attention back towards Hogwarts. He then maneuvered his broomstick towards the castle.

After a few more minutes, Seraphina got back in the castle. Making her way down a secret passage connecting to a broom shed near the Gryffindor tower. She mumbled the password on the sleeping portrait of the Fat Lady. As she entered the common room, she found Sirius and Remus sitting by the fireplace, immersed in a game on the wizard's chess board. Remus was in the middle of moving his piece into position when Sirius let out a victorious yelp, causing Remus to jump and drop his piece.

"I win!" Sirius exclaimed triumphantly, grinning at Remus.

"It was luck!" Remus protested.

"Oh, you just can't handle it when I'm better than you, Moony," Sirius teased. Sera smiled at the sight of her two friends. She sat beside Sirius and leaned her head on his shoulder. “Did James arrive already?” Sirius nodded without taking his eyes off the chess board. "Yeah, he came back from Hogsmeade a few minutes before you. He went straight to the dorm, though. He looked a bit off, I hope he's all right," he said, moving his knight across the board. Sera nodded. “... and Lily?” Sirius looked up from the chessboard, his gaze shifting to Sera. "She's in the dorm too, but she was acting weird as well." Sirius raised an eyebrow, the concern evident in his eyes. "Now that I think about it, the both of them were acting strange. Are you sure they weren't fighting or something?"

Sera heaved a sigh, refusing to tell them what she knows. It’s not her story to tell, she thought. Remus, who had been silently observing the conversation, studied Sera's expression closely. He noticed her evasiveness and the way she refused to share what she knew. Remus, always perceptive and attuned to the feelings of those around him, could sense that there was something more to the story. "Sera," Remus began, his voice soft yet firm. "If there is something you're not telling us, we won't force you to talk. But we want to be here for you and for James. If there's anything we can do to help, please let us know." Sera shook her head. “I’ll let James tell you what happened. But I’m fine, don’t worry. Just a little tired.” Thankfully, the boys did not pry anymore. 

The next morning, Sera ate alone in the Great Hall, nursing a huge headache from last night’s drinking with James. James enters the Great Hall looking pale and disheveled, his eyes red from lack of sleep. His eyes catch sight of Seraphina sitting alone at the Gryffindor table and he pauses, contemplating whether he should join her or avoid her. After a moment of hesitation, he ultimately decides to approach her. Sera chuckled at the sight of James. “You look like shit.” She said as she sip on her coffee. James laughed weakly, clearly exhausted. "Thanks, Sera. I can always count on you to make me feel good about myself." He gave her a half-hearted smile, taking a seat next to her. "I didn't sleep well last night," he admitted, running a hand through his unruly hair. “Hangover?” Sera asked before pushing a hangover potion towards James. “I can cure that. Heartbreak? Sorry mate, don’t have a potion for that.” She grinned, testing the waters. James looked at the potion and then at Sera, taking it gratefully. "Thanks, Sera. You're a lifesaver." He took a sip, wincing slightly at the taste. "But it's not just the hangover. I stayed up all night thinking about... Lily," he admitted. “Have you talked to her about… last night?” Sera asked, poking and playing with the pancake on her plate.

James sighed, a mixture of frustration and sadness in his tone. "No, I don't know what to say to her. I feel betrayed, but I also want to give her the chance to explain herself. But I can't shake off this feeling in gut telling me to just end things with her." He looked at Sera, a vulnerability in his eyes that was rarely seen by anyone. "What do you think I should do, Sera?" She shrugged, “Give her the benefit of the doubt? Maybe its just a friendly outing too, just like what we did last night, you know? Talk to her James.” James nodded slowly, his expression softening as he let out a deep breath. "You're right, Sera. I've spent all night going back and forth in my head. I need to talk to her and get the truth out of her, one way or another." He reached for a piece of toast and took a bite, his jaw clenching as he thought about the difficult conversation ahead. After breakfast, James went and talked to Lily about what his friend saw last night. As James approached Lily, he could see that she was deep in conversation with one of her friends, giggling and having a good time. He steeled himself for the upcoming conversation and approached her.

"Lily, can I talk to you in private?" He asked, trying to keep his voice even. Lily’s smile faded as she nodded and followed James down the corridor. 

“We were at Hogsmeade last night, me and Sera.” James started. “We were hanging out at the Hogshead when she… she saw you with a Ravenclaw guy. Who is he Lily?” James asked. His voice faltering but he tried his best to steel himself. Lily tried to say something but then eventually failed, her gaze fall to the ground before saying “I’m sorry…” In a small voice. Those words feels like a punch on James’ gut. Those words only confirmed his suspicions. “How… how could you do that, Lily?” He asked in a small voice. Lily started crying silently. “I’m sorry… It just felt like we were falling apart these past few weeks and Gideon has been there for me, comforting me when I needed it.” She answered. James's heart sank. The feeling of betrayal and hurt washed over him like a tidal wave. He had suspected something was wrong, but hearing Lily openly admit to spending time with another guy left him feeling hollow. He took a step back, trying to gather his thoughts and keep his composure. “I’m sorry, James.” Lily added when James didn’t answer.

James felt a lump forming in his throat. He had come into this conversation hoping to hear a simple denial, a reassurance that all was still well between them. But hearing Lily apologize and admitting to needing comfort from another man shattered any hope he had held on to. He took a deep breath, his voice cracking as he spoke. "You're right, Lily. Something has been going wrong for a while now... but I still held on." He clenched his fists tightly. "I just wish you would've told me first. You say you fell out of love... but did you ever really love me at all?" Lily looked up at him, trying to look into his eyes. “Of course I did… I just… I was not sure how to sort my feelings for you and I got scared to end things so I…” Lily’s words trail, not sure how to continue. "You were afraid to end things so you decided to just... cheat on me instead?" James asked incredulously, his voice filled with hurt and disbelief. "That's what this was all about? You couldn't bear to break my heart so you'd rather betray me, huh?" He let out a bitter laugh, shaking his head in despair. "How can you be so selfish, Lily? You didn't just hurt me, you shattered everything I thought we had." Lily’s gaze fell once again, guilt eating her up. “I’m sorry, James.” That was all she managed to say. James's anger and pain continued to eat away at him. "Don't 'I'm sorry' me, Lily. 'I'm sorry' won't fix any of this. You betrayed my trust, shattered my heart and now you want me to just... what? Forgive you?" He laughed bitterly. "Not now, Lily. You know what, I'm done with this. Go find your Ravenclaw guy. I hope he brings you more comfort than I ever did." Lily was about to say something but James was already walking away from her. James stormed away, his heart heavy with pain and his mind consumed with thoughts of betrayal. He struggled to process the emotions raging within him. Deep down, he still cared for Lily deeply and the thought of ending things between them felt like tearing a piece of his very being apart. But the hurt and anger overshadowed any lingering love that remained. He found himself torn between the desire to hold on and the need to let go. His pain and anger were overwhelming. He felt like a boat caught in a storm, rocking back and forth, uncertain of where to sail next.

Three days had passed, Sera turns to a corner from the library. It’s 6PM and she finished studying for the day. She stretched when she bumped into somebody, sending her butt right on the floor. A small laugh erupted from James's lips as he realized he had bumped into Sera. He quickly extended his hand out to help her up. "Oh, sorry about that, I didn't see you there. Are you alright?" Sera accepted his hands, wincing. “Nah, it’s fine, I wasn’t looking too. What’s up? I haven’t seen you for three days already. You good?” She asked as she picks up her books on the ground. James helped her gather up her books, his expression turning somewhat serious. "Hey, could I talk to you for a moment? Something happened, and I need to talk to someone about it." He sounded serious, his usual playful demeanor replaced by a tired and worried expression. Seraphina nodded as she pick the last of her books on the ground. “Yeah, sure. What’s up? Wanna go up to the Astronomy Tower?” James smiled weakly at her suggestion. "Yeah, that sounds good. Let's go there." Together, they made their way to the Astronomy Tower, a sense of anticipation and worry clouding their steps.

When they reached the Astronomy Tower, Sera leaned on the railings. “So…?” James leaned next to her, looking out onto the beautiful view below. The setting sun cast a warm glow over the castle, but the view hardly registered in James's distracted state. After a moment of silence, he finally began speaking, his voice heavy with sadness and regret. "Lily and I... we broke up. I found out she was cheating on me with the Ravenclaw guy you saw at the Hogsmeade... I just can't believe it. I thought we could get through anything as long as we had each other... but she betrayed me." He closed his eyes, the pain still fresh in his heart. Sera’s eyes widen, unsure what to say to her friend “Oh, James… I’m so sorry.” He shook his head, his eyes still closed tightly. "I don't understand why she couldn't just tell me. Did our relationship mean nothing to her? Why did she have to go behind my back and lie to me like that? It hurts, Sera. It hurts so damn much..."

Sera rubbed James’ back to comfort him. “You can cry if it hurts, you know?” At her words, James's shoulders shook slightly, and tears welled up in the corners of his eyes. He tried to compose himself, but the pain was too raw and he couldn't hold it back anymore. A few stray tears rolled down his cheeks as he leaned into Sera's comforting presence. He felt safe and supported, so he let his tears flow freely. Sera’s heart aches for her friend. Sure she like James for a long time now, but she doesn’t want to see the end of his previous relationship like this. More importantly, she doesn’t want to see him hurting. James let himself be vulnerable for a few more moments, allowing his tears to be soothed away by Sera's comforting touch. Eventually, he wiped his eyes and smiled at her appreciatively. "Thank you, Sera. I feel a bit better now." He sighed, leaning back against the railings. "It's just hard to wrap my head around the fact that it's really over. I thought we were going to be together forever, you know?" Sera stared at James, he looked godly in that view. With the fading sunset behind him, his unruly hair playing with the wind, and tears red due to his crying. Sera bit her lips a little before speaking, “well, they say, forever is just a word.” James chuckled softly, a bittersweet smile on his face. "Yeah, I guess 'forever' can be a fleeting concept. But I really thought Lily was it for me, you know? I was prepared to spend the rest of my life with her." He shook his head, staring off into the distance. "I feel so lost right now, like I don't know who I am without her." He turned to look at Sera, his gaze filled with longing and uncertainty.

Sera smiled bitterly at him, “this too shall pass, James.” She said and playfully jabbed James on the arms. “You’ll be okay.” James looked at her with a mixture of sadness and hope, "I hope you're right. It's just... hard to imagine moving on from someone who was such a big part of my life for so long. But I know I have to, I can't keep living in the past. Life goes on, right?" He tried to muster a smile, though it felt forced and shaky. Sera smiled and nodded, “what? Do you want a hug too?” she joked to lighten up the mood. James chuckled weakly, appreciating Sera's attempt to lift his spirits. "Nah, I don't know if my broken heart can handle your fierce displays of affection." He said, a shadow of his usual playful grin returning to his face. Sera chuckled. “You have a weak heart, Mr. Potter.” She joked.

Months have passed, seasons has come and go, it’s time for their N.E.W.T.S. Sera has been studying so much for it, not having time for playing around. As she sat on her designated chair, she looked beside her and whispered to James, who’s now a lot better than from months before, the studying made him forgot about Lily for a while. “You ready?” Sera grinned at him. James looked at Sera with a confident smirk. "Ready to ace these exams? Absolutely. I've been studying hard and I'm determined to nail all the N.E.W.T. questions they throw at us." Sera chuckled as the test papers appeared infront of them. McGonagall spoke “Remember, any form of cheating for this exam will be considered as failure. Do your best and good luck.” She said, signaling for the students to answer the tests. Sera read through the questions carefully and answers it with ease and confidence.

After the exams, students poured out of the Great Hall, chattering about the exams. Seraphina walked out with James, Remus, and Sirius. James yawned, his eyes filled with weariness from the intense exams. "Man, that was intense," he said, rubbing his temples. "But I think I did pretty well. How did you guys find the exams?" Sera stretched her arms “I just wished I have the passing scores to be an Auror.” She grinned. James chuckled, nudging her playfully. "Come on, Sera, I know you did great. You've been studying your ass off. You've got this." He gave her an encouraging smile, his enthusiasm lifting her spirits. She was about to answer him when Lily appeared infront of them. Sirius whistled playfully. “James, can we talk?” lily asked. James paused, his heart skipping a beat as he looked at Lily. He glanced at his friends before nodding reluctantly. "Sure, Lily. We can talk." He gestured for her to step aside, away from their friends. As they walked away, he couldn't help but feel a mix of mixed emotions. 

Sirius’, Remus’, and Sera’s face was grim as they waited for James at the field where they agreed to wait for him. “Do you think they got back together?” She asked the two. Sirius shook his head, a hint of disbelief in his tone. "It can't be, can it? After everything she put him through? I hope James isn't that daft to get back together with her." Remus sighed, “honestly, I can’t believe Lily could do that to him. James deserved better, y’know?” Sirius nodded in agreement. "He deserves so much better. He's too good for her. I just hope he realizes it and doesn't fall back into her trap." He looked at the ground, frustration etched on his features. Sera remained silent as she listen to her friends. 

Eventually, James came, jogging on the way to them. As James approached, his expression was a mix of emotions. His eyes held a glimmer of sadness, but there was also a glimmer of relief in his gaze, like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. Sirius stepped closer to him, his voice filled with concern. "James, mate, what happened? Are you okay?" Sera remained seated on the grass as she watched the two of them speak, Remus is also silent beside her. James took a deep breath, trying to find the right words. "We talked, and... well, I guess it's officially over now." He couldn't help the hint of a smile that tugged at his lips. "It hurt at first, of course, but now... I feel a sense of freedom, you know? Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders." He ran his fingers through his hair, his expression a mix of relief and newfound resolve. "I'm going to move on and live my life, do whatever I want, without having to worry about her anymore." Sera smiled at his answer, Remus and Sirius too. “Good for you, James.” She said. James laughed, feeling the support of his friends lifting his spirits even higher. "Thanks, guys. It feels pretty damn good, to be honest. No more drama, no more heartache. Just us, having fun." He grinned, feeling a newfound sense of freedom and excitement.

Seraphina smiled at her friend’s happiness. It’s an achievement for him to finally let go of something that has been hurting him for a long time. Her feelings for him only grow due to admiration, but she doesn’t want to act on it. Not now at least.

[demonsfate]

The only reason I started shipping Miguel/Jin is that I did so out of pure spite (and also maybe because I am unhinged too). Miguel fans, who are Jin haters about 90% of the time, have gotten very loud in the last few months when the rumour about Miguel DLC was confirmed and they immediately started making obligatory Reminders™️ of what Jin did to Miguel in T6. It came to the point when I just woke up one day and decided I had enough of their bullshit and said: "You know what? They're kissing and fucking, and you can't do anything about it. MiguelJin toxic yaoi FTW."

So yeah, that's how I discovered a new favourite guilty pleasure ship and a fun new way to annoy the Jin haters. 😊

Wait, the rumor of Miguel DLC was confirmed? I thought the confirmed leak characters through datamining was Marduk, Fahk, and Lidia (along with Eddy who we already know lol) But I dunno. Tbh, if that leak is true, I don't rly care for that line too much LOL. But anyway, as much as I do enjoy Miguel as a character on the surface, the problem is that his whole character is just... an insult to Jin. Jin doing something that was done to him in Tekken 3 to somebody else is just... yup... the biggest character assassination move. :/ And like, OF COURSE 90% of Miguel fans are gonna hate Jin when Miguel was a character that was specifically made to make Jin look like a True Evil Bad Guy and to make us angry at him.

Honestly I'm tired of being reminded about Tekken 6, I know damn well it exists, and I hate it. I don't need to be told "HE KILLED MIGUEL'S SISTER HE DOESN'T DESERVE HAPPINESS!!" Ah he killed the sister of a character that was made to make him look bad. Oh damn lol. Apparently, according to the Japanese website, Eddy's story barely even mentions Jin. It makes more technical retcons - it says after his master dies, he gets enraged at G-Corp and barges in their HQ, trying to take down as many ppl as he can and this nearly gets him killed. Even though... in his Tekken 6 ending, it was strongly implied that he was gonna oppose Jin for lying to him about saving his master. Looks like they completely retcon that. My point is, I just think it'd be funny if Miguel was in it, and they also just completely changed his hatred from Jin to another character LOL. I know it'll piss off a lotta fans, and it'll make the story even messier. But at this point, the story is a huge fuckin' mess, I wouldn't care. Like you, I'm starting to grow petty.

I made basically what is The History of The Devil Gene post just last night, and I mentioned how the game series could benefit from a reboot because of how sloppy the devil gene lore is. But honestly, it would be nice so that we won't have a Fucked Up Jin anymore, and eventually old lore can be forgotten, and most people will become more familiar with a Jin that never started a freaking war lol.

Anyway, I'm getting way off topic here I feel, thinking about Miguel and all this stuff had me a lil riled up again. But yeah! As I've said before, the funny thing is, I feel Miguel is also Jin's type! So it would've worked haha! If fans wanna be annoying about stuff, be annoying back! I'd say don't even treat the ship as a guilty pleasure, it's just a straight up good ship haha

[sehunniepotwrites]

my goodness 🥹 U HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT ME 🥹🥹🥹 i feel so loved rn <3 but OMG why do all your ideas sound so INTERESTING 🤩🤩🤩 i can't wait to read them all it has been such a long time since i've read nice pieces (but partially also because i don't even know where or who is even writing on here anym :/ ) BUT I RLY CANT WAIT for the jae one 😊😊😊 there's a reason why im peach afterall hehehehe <3

oh my you graduated!!! 🤡 how much have i missed in your life seriously :/ but your job sounds rly exciting!! im glad that you're doing whatchu wanna do please make sure that as much as it gets tiring, u r still taking care of urself and finding ways to stay positive!! 😊 ouhie and don't stress over writing too much! i'm sure everyone doesn't mind waiting at all so no stress!! hehehehe wb life outside of work!! have u been spending good time w your friends and family too?

my LIFE has been constantly changing hehehe i think the last time i updated u was before i even went to university and now im already in my third year of university 🥹🥹🥹 time rly rly flies 🫣 im SOOOO busy and it's SOOOOO tiring but im just trying to take it easy and to handle everything that comes my way step by step. well the only thing that is extremely tough for me now and is rly taking a huge toll on me is my LDR :/ (yes i somehow found a male peach while i was gone jdienfkenfj) but well male peach is on exchange and rn i have managed to pull through half of it, and in dec everything will be back to normal!! its just rly tiring because of the time diff between us and just generally because of my insecurities and the unfortunate circumstances of male peach's exchange that all the other hoomans on exchange w male peach r females 🤡 but ILL TELL U SLOWLY ABOUT ALL THESE <3

love, 🍑 that misses u loads!!

AH YES I GRADUATED <333 I HAVE A MASTER'S DEGREE NOW!!! today was really rough so seeing your msg really brightened up my day. trying to stay pos through all the struggles, man.

i've gotten a bit of my social life back after graduation so that's great. did lots of traveling--i met smoll-tangerine (queenie) and ppangjae (alex) over the summer hehehe!!! besties finally meeting irl!!! going out and grabbing drinks and singing karaoke with my friends is always a great time. but istg, some of the situations in my life are like a fanfic, bro i can't believe these things actually happened. even queenie and alex were like nik, wtf!!!!! and guess WHAT? imma write stories based on those experiences too!

i'd LOVE to hear more about how you've been!! omg third year already?? time really flies, huh! and yay male peach!!! ldr's are rough, i had some experience with that, so i get you there.

and as for fics, all my ideas are so fleshed out in my mind, i really wish i could put the image in my head into my docs!!! and since you're my lil peach, here's a bit of my jae ideas for you:

drowning in your love

GENRE. childhood best friends to enemies to lovers, college!au, swimmer!au PAIRING. (long distance) swimmer!jaehyun x (sprinter) swimmer!reader PREVIEW. Jeong Jaehyun has always known how to swim, in fact, he excelled at it—the sport was a part of his very soul. But for once in his life, he wanted to experience what it was like to drown. To succumb to the feeling of being overwhelmed. Of battling bated breath.  And it was all because of you. Jaehyun realized that he was completely infatuated with every fiber of your being. Winning gold at a meet, being observed by recruiters didn’t even compare to the amount of happiness he felt whenever he was near you.  The boy wanted nothing more than to drown in your essence, your whole being. Even more so, Jeong Jaehyun simply wanted to drown in your love.

hits different

SYNOPSIS. Many people have heard of the saying, “always the bridesmaid, never the bride.” This particular saying, more than others, has always applied to you. You believe love exists for others and that it will never be in the cards for you. You’ve experienced your one true love so early on in your life and lost it,  you don’t think you can ever love again. Unfortunate and sad as it seems, you’ve accepted the role of the bridesmaid with your entire heart so why not capitalize it? You are now one of the hottest (and secretive) commodities in the wedding scene–a bridesmaid for hire–and you are thriving in your growing business. But what if your latest gig leads you back to the love that you lost? Will assisting in the wedding planning be as easy as a summer’s breeze or as harsh as a winter storm? Will seeing him again in a different light hit differently as the last time you saw him or will it bring back all the memories of your biggest heartbreak? PAIRING. Rich Boy!Jaehyun x Poor Girl!Y/ NGENRE. Exes-to-Lovers!AU | Wedding! AU | Bridesmaid-for-Hire!AU | Arranged Marriage!AU

[confusedandtraumatized]

A vent I made back in February before I realized I could make a side blog.

If I ever happen to fully breakdown I know I will lose everything and everyone, I can't let that happen. I just need to push it down, deal with it. Because if I fully breakdown I will push everyone away and lash out, I will lose them.

I know they are busy, I get it, but I feel so left out, so alone and by myself. It feels so distant, even when they are here. Sometimes I'll be saying something only to realize they haven't heard me so I either repeat myself after calling on of their names or I retract into myself and shut up, cause I must not be interesting enough, I'm talking too much, they're gonna be annoyed with me, even if they won't be. I send paragraphs of messages, send videos and I either get no response, left on read or a snap back with no words, I feel like an idiot, I'm burdening them, I must be. I dissapoint my own mother how would I not dissapoint everyone else, what if I dissapoint my kids too?

I've been so angry lately too, I get so frustrated, I've been having more and more breakdowns, theyre starting to happen when I'm not alone, I need to stop. shove it down, I can't risk losing the kids. I want to go on auto pilot, shut down. become robotic. maybe I can be satisfactory and do what I need to do if that happens, But every time I become numb it's after I have a meltdown and cry and the numbness always goes away. I wish I could be a passenger in my body, watching the road as someone else drives, not having to feel all these complicating things.

Honstley if it wasn't for the fact that I had the kids and have to work towards being a proper role model I'd have already spiraled I'd be hurting myself, aside from being a mother/role model I feel like I'm useless. What good am I at anything? I'm barely holding a good parent title. I'm tired. stressed. overwhelmed. bored. angry. sad. The days are muddled together but feel so long. The moment I wake up, I wan't to go back to sleep. I truly hate myself. every bit, no matter what, I'm not satisfied with myself, internally and externally. I was too skinny, now I dislike the weight I put on, but just like when I was too small, I can't complain, I don't have that right to. My friends are beautiful, when I was smaller, not hospital small, I was about my one friends size, and I hated it on me, I'm around my other friends size now and I still hate how it looks on me, I want to be smaller, but what right do I have to hate it when my friends are beautiful? is it insulting to them if I admit it? what if it unintentionally makes them feel bad about themselves? They're my favorite people. I don't want to do that to them.

Them being my favorite people and comfort people sucks though, because I'm jealous. I hate it but I am, they get to see each other every day, they have things they do together but I'm just here, on the side waiting till we can hangout again, like an puppy waiting for their owner to come home. I'm so dependent on them that I can hardly do anything without them, It also makes it hurt so much more now that we don't talk as often or see each other as often as we used to. Its suffocating to me. My mood can depend on how they are towards me, even if they are being normal my fucked up brain twists everything and makes me think they are tired of me, their gonna leave me behind, I'm being forgotten. I'm not enough to make them stay, I'm never enough. I'm a better version of myself when they are around and present, but it feeling so distant hurts so much, but I'll come off as needy, annoying, dramatic if I say anything, even if they disagree I'll feel like they'll hate me.

I really am so tired of being me. I'm disgusting inside and out. I wanna drink and drown it all out, but I can't.

[buckybarnesdiaries]

a piece of cake

© @jamesbrnes

bucky barnes x reader. ⎢ masterlist.

Something happens at Shuri's birthday party that leads to a heated fight.

word count: 3k words. (fuck, it worth every damn word)

warnings/tags: nsfw, +18!!! angry jealous sex, let's start there. unprotected sex, oral sex (face fucking and ridding), fingering, brief daddy!kink, brief praise!kink, language, cursing, handcuffing, mention of bodily fluids, and probably i'm forgetting something else, i just lost my mind. bucky being the cutest and loving man on earth at the end.

author notes: none of my stories contain reader’s body descriptions to be inclusive.

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You had never been so quiet, but you knew that opening your mouth only could cause a storm inside the car, on your way back home. Believing you could have a pinch of luck, Bucky wouldn't notice that something was raving you mad since the moment you watched him letting another woman give him a spoon of cake. Straight to his mouth. You almost choked on your drink, talking to Shuri about how excited she was to celebrate her birthday in New York, when you witnessed the scene hearing their laughs and watching how they dared to touch his metal arm constantly. Your boyfriend was talking with some of his old friends from Wakanda, not even knowing he made friends there. He never said a word about it. Even so, they didn't have the right to flirt with him. Unless he didn't say anything about you.

But Bucky wasn't stupid. Or at least, not like you thought. Gazing you by the corners of his blue eyes, he was conscious that something was going wrong. He licked his upper lip briefly, slowly. He tasted the waters putting a hand on your thigh, which was your favorite gesture while he was driving, deriving with your fingers laced and him placing kisses on the back of your hand. But you didn't move an inch, still staring through the copilot's window with your elbow nailed there and your chin resting on your knuckles.

“What's wrong?”

“Nothing”.

Your passive tone and the lie as a response caused him to frown, pulling over the car to focus on you. He turned on his seat and placed a hand behind the headrest of yours.

“Spit it”.

You couldn't help but raise an eyebrow ironically, looking at him for a second. If he had to ask it was because he wasn't really seeing the dilemma there.

“I'm just tired and I wanna go home, James. That's all”.

James. James. You did it unconsciously, but he didn't take it as an innocent manner of calling him. Unexpressive, the soldier joined the highway driving faster than he used to. You had pissed him off, but it wasn't your problem. He had hurt your feelings with something he didn't give any importance to. The only thing you wanted was to take a shower, put on your comfier pajamas and go to sleep, probably you'd see tomorrow that situation differently than today and you could move on from your insecurities and the jealousy running through your veins.

You arrived at your apartment in record time, keeping the car inside the parking under the building. You removed the seat belt to wear your leather jacket and grab your purse on your feet, stepping out when you were ready. But Bucky stayed inside, just turning off the engine. He didn't have any intention of leaving it, maintaining his hands tightly gripped around the wheel. You ignored him as soon as you couldn't pretend you were just tired anymore. It was the first time something like that happened and you were having a strong desire to throw your guts up.

Three minutes later you were under the warm water with your forehead resting against the cold wall and your eyes closed. Maybe you were overreacting and the rational, mature behavior would be to go to talk with him, tell your boyfriend what made you feel upset. Sighing as you nodded two times, determined to put the cards on the table, you shut off the faucet and walked out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel.

“Oh, fucking hell!” You growled because of the scare of your life when you found Bucky already in your shared room.

He had his back supported on the wall, a leg flexed, and his hands behind himself. No expression on his face, but expecting an explanation from you. You were hoping for something from him too, maybe I don't know what I've done to make you feel like that, can you give me a clue? He just stared at you in silence, drying the pearls of water decorating your body before wearing a pair of black panties and your forgotten pajamas instead of one of his t-shirts impregnated on his scent.

“Com'ere”. Bucky whispered, stretching his flesh hand on air when you were about to go to sleep.

“No”.

Well, that wasn't the proper way to talk like grown adults. You crossed both arms on your chest, standing next to your side of the bed.

“What'd you say?” He squinted incredulous, slowly standing from the wall, pretending you hadn't uttered that word.

“I said no, you fucking punk”.

“The hell d'you think you're talking to, darling?”

“To the cretin who let other women flirt and touch him”. You replied with evident annoyance. “Why don't you go to show them your daddy's skills, uh? Sure I can find someone who respects me in the meantime”.

Suddenly, a grimace you hadn't seen before on him appeared like a thunderbolt. You weren't sure if you just made him feel more furious or if you just broke his heart. But before you could figure it out, Bucky shorted the distance between both in two fast strides and his hands gripped your throat and the back of your neck respectively, pinning you to the closest wall and tossing the lamp on your nightstand to the floor. You complained slightly —with his tongue wildly invading your mouth— because of the strength he used to put you against the wall.

You tried to push him away, to not fall into his charmings, but he made your mind blank when his fingers were firmly nailed in your ass and his body was accommodated between your legs. Your fiery provoked a bulge under his pants so painful that in every rock against your core he wasn't sure if it hurt or if it was some kind of pleasure he couldn't handle. Out of breath, Bucky attacked your neck, digging his teeth in your neck with so much passion that you screamed delighted his full name while pulling his hair. That gesture drove him insane, losing the less sanity he had at that point. With just a push, your boyfriend ripped off your shirt to strip you, in anticipation of your panties suffering the same fate.

Bucky threw you to the mattress on your abdomen, perfectly positioned to what was about to happen. He was so eager, so desperate for showing you what he was feeling that he didn't lose time taking off his clothes, just undoing his belt and unzipping his jeans to pull them down to his ankles along his boxers. You heard him spitting in his hand to use it as lube, although you were sufficiently soaked and ready for your Buck that neither of you needed his saliva. He rammed his dolorous erection into your cunt, crashing his pelvis and pressing it against your ass with all his strength, causing you to drown a loud cry in the sheets.

Tangling his fingers with yours and lacing your arms around your neck, putting all his weight onto your back, Bucky pounded you with an insanely quick rhythm, not giving you any chance to mold your throbbing walls around his length. Your pleased vocals echoed inside your room in total sync with the hits to your g-spot. Your body received with every one of them soft cramps mixed with pain and pleasure, making you roll your eyes and tear your throat.

“'S that wh— what you wanted, uh?” Bucky snarled against the back of your neck, totally gone, not giving you a break or showing any mercy.

“Fuck, no…” You replied, challenging him.

He swallowed a rough moan, wrapping his cold fingers around your throat while using the other to pull back your hair and arch your body. “Don' fucking… lie to me, doll… You wan— wanted your daddy to make you… feel desired over tho— those women”.

And yes, he was right. More or less. But you didn't expect him to react like that. Bucky was rabidly fucking you, moving the bed from its position with every angry thrust into your pussy. You knew you weren't going to last for too long if he continued impaling you against the mattress, just like that. But you both had to recognize that it was the best session of sex of your life.

“You were… fucking mad watch— watching 'em touch my arm… your arm, right?”

You whined at the brutality he used to push his hard cock beyond your limits, holding it there as he tilted your head to crash his lips on yours. Bucky devoured them until they were shiny, swollen, slightly ached because of the bit he left on your bottom one.

“If you don't tell me… the truth… I swear I'm not gonna let you come”. The whisper fell into your ear with such a raspy tone of voice, conscious of him being very capable.

“It was… your fucking fault, James. Not… Not mine”. You grunted, feeling him going a little deeper. “I di— didn't let anybody flirt with me… as if you didn't exist”.

That was the truth, but the wrong answer for him. Suddenly, Bucky pulled out his dick covered in your arousal, freeing you from any grip. A pause that only lasted the time he took to grab the handcuffs from your nightstand to place them in your wrists and secure them around the headboard. Now you were under his total control, defying him by strongly closing your legs and frowning at him, panting and sweating.

“Lemme tell you something”. Your boyfriend said, dangerously crawling over the bed till reaching your knees and forcing them to be separated, wide spread for him. “If you think I was flirting, but you didn't see… how uncomfortable I was… This situation is not my fault”.

The tables were turned as he finished his sentence, settling himself between your legs yet kneeling to raise your ass above his lap. “Not so mouthy now, are you, doll?”

You wanted to speak back, to say something after having a second to reconsider the reason why you were so angrier at him when Bucky pushed you down and rammed his dick back to the place it belonged. You forced unconsciously your hands gripped, wanting to put them on him —wherever—. As soon as he handcuffed you, your desire for touching him used to be suffocating. But you were the one who played from the start, instead of telling him how you were feeling about that situation at Shuri's party.

Bucky didn't even let you kiss him, stabilizing you on top with an arm around your waist and his cold hand holding the back of your head. His hips rocked straight to your g-spot once and once, making you lose any kind of control over your body as your boyfriend didn't have any compassion, needing to find relief to his sorrowful erection by cumming inside your clenching walls. You were driving him crazy, maintaining your eye contact at all moments and almost drinking your delighted, obscene crying, aware that only him could cause you to be so dirty.

“Feels good, uh…? You like it?” Your boyfriend brushed your lips with his, depriving you of his kisses or any other touch. “Bec— 'cause you take your daddy... so damn good, baby girl… So tight… so tight you could kill me”.

“Yes, da— daddy”. You whimpered nodding your head. “Only you… can fuck me li— like that… Only you”.

“That's it… that's it, oh, fuck… fuck, doll”.

You saw him roll that pair of beautiful blue eyes to the back of his head, feeling Bucky's thighs tensing under your legs. You didn't want anything else than making him cum, after overthinking about how he felt, and not about what you witnessed. He was right, more or less. He was still being so innocent in those kinds of situations that he used to feel like a scared kid.

You suddenly fell back to reality when the emptiness sensation invaded you. Bucky pulled out his length from you again, causing you to beg in silence for not denying you the orgasm you were about to reach. But he warned you. Bucky asked you to tell him the truth and you chose to challenge him. Letting you sit on the mattress, he flexed a leg to guide his twitching cock to your mouth, not needing to tell you what he wanted you to do. You just parted your lips, receiving him without protesting, curling your fingers when he forced your limits, and positioned both hands on your head. Twirling your tongue around his base as you could, with your cavity completely invaded, Bucky provoked you a strong gag. A gesture that led to his warm seed being spilled down your throat.

“Fuck my life, baby girl!” He couldn't help but howl driven by the pleasure as you coughed and made vibrate his sensitive skin.

Just holding his dick trapped by your lips for a second, he freed your mouth, taking his time to admire you swallowing his cum and showing afterward your tongue. God, you looked so beautiful disheveled, with teary eyes and swollen lips because of the effort.

“Want me to tell you something else?” Bucky asked while cleaning the sweat in his forehead with the back of his arm, taking the small key to liberating you with his free hand.

You didn't reply, not needing to, as he rubbed your wrists to comfort your skin before lying by your side.

“Com'ere”. He whispered, yet trying to recover your breathings. Bucky wrapped you with his flesh arm, rubbing his iron fingers up and down your tense belly, creating a contrast that caused you goosebumps. “'M so sorry for making you feel like that”.

He kissed you. Slowly, passionate, tasting his own juices mixed with your saliva. Caressing your tongue with the tip of his, and no rush. You felt his digits touring down your skin, till finding your throbbing and needed clit. You weren't able to hold back a sweet moan when he circled his fingertip over your sensible pearl, gladly drinking your vocals.

“When I wanted to react… she was putting that damn spoon into my mouth. It felt horrible, doll, I promise”. He murmured, venturing his long cold finger to part your folds and sink it inside you —moaning at the fulfill sensation—. “You always save me from those awkward situations… but you were having fun with Shuri and I didn't want to interrupt you”.

You were feeling like shit, looking at him through your eyelids as he curved a second finger into your cunt and increased the pace of the pounds with his hand made of vibranium. Bucky spread some gentle kisses all around your face, ending with a tender bite to your lips.

“When you told me you wanted to go home, I felt a huge relief… 'Cause that was everything I wanted. Go home with you. Maybe watch a movie… cuddle… fall asleep on the sofa”.

“Oh, God, Bucky”. You wept onto his mouth, as soon as a third finger filled you, nailing his hand in the perfect position to be moved up and down. “I'm so— sorry, Buck… I'm sorry”.

“Fuck, no”. He let out, thrusting you harder, faster, creating a melody of filthy sloppy sounds while your moans were louder and louder. “I should stop 'em, I didn't… I didn't. But I respect you more than anything, doll… I love you with all my heart. I care 'bout you, 'bout your feelings… Can you forgive me? Can you… Can you cum for me?”

You nodded your head running out of words, seeing your boyfriend snaking his body down the bed to between your shaky legs, yet having his fingers knuckles deep inside you. “Keep 'em open for your man”.

The blow to your abused cunt provoked you a lash up to your backbone, landing your hands on his head as Bucky sank his face straight to your center. His digits fucked you savagely, while his tongue took control of your swollen pearl —sucking, licking, kissing, pulling it back—. He wasn't going to deny that pleasure to you, quite the opposite. You pressed unconsciously his face a little closer to your pussy, swinging your hips and riding his mouth when his caresses and his pushes became too much for you.

Bucky made you cum harder than ever, crying his name till you didn't have any strength and you were just a sack of bones under his expert mouth, devouring you and drinking your juices as if it was the elixir of life. And when he was satiated, you glanced at him using the tip of his tongue to trail a path up crossing your abdomen, the gap between your breasts, your throat, until kissing you again getting comfortable on top of you. It was a kiss full of love, and guiltiness, and necessity, and pure devotion for you.

“Did I hurt you with what I said?” You murmured, still enraptured by the fireworks fluttering within your belly.

“This isn't 'bout me”. Bucky clicked his tongue, hiding his face into your sweaty neck. “This is 'bout what I let happen”.

“That doesn't answer my question, Buck… I'm sorry about what I said. I was just… I feel insecure". You confessed stroking his scalp and back with your hands, lacing your legs together. “I didn't mean it. I would never try to… find someone who respects me more than you do. That's impossible. And not talking about how much you love me”.

“I love you with every inch of myself”. He swore, he promised, raising his face to look straight at your eyes. “I can't imagine a life without you”.

“Me either… Your love makes me feel alive”.

Bucky left one last tender kiss on your lips before suddenly standing up and holding you onto his arms to carry you to the bathroom and take a shower together —wash your hair, worship your body again as if it was the last thing he was going to do—.

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[v-hope]

You overhear him talking about your sex life to his members

Pairings: OT7 x Reader

Genre: Fluff, crack

Request: "could you please do a bts reaction that you overhering your boyfriend talk to the members about your sex life?"

Warnings: Mentions of sex, as expected.

Kim Seokjin

"Hey, Jin-ie!" you greeted cheerfully after answering your boyfriend's upcoming call, only for a frown to form in your eyebrows when you were met with nothing but muffled sounds. "Love?" you wondered.

After a few seconds, you rolled your eyes as you figured he had once again butt dialed you. Shaking your head in amusement, you moved your phone away from your ear to hang up.

"You guys are into some weird shit".

Or maybe you would not.

"It's really not" you heard what you thought was Namjoon's voice after you had pressed your mobile up against your ear again.

"You've honestly never tried it?" this time was Jimin's turn to speak at your boyfriend's petrified silence.

"No?" although you could not see him, you knew Seokjin was frowning.

"You're too vanilla for this, hyung" Taehyung's taunting tone made you look at your phone in disbelief.

He did not.

"Yah!" Jin was quick to scold him. "Y/N and I have our share of kinks, of course–"

You blinked rapidly a few times. Where they really going this deep now?

"–But what you just said is… dude, no".

"Hey, don't kink shame me" Tae spoke in a pout, causing you to bring a hand to your mouth so that they wouldn't catch you laughing.

"Don't vanilla shame me then" Jin bit back.

"You are a little vanilla though".

Kim Taehyung, if you do not shut up–

"And yet I still can make my girlfriend have multiple orgasms with just my body instead of having to rely on some unnatural shit to make it happen".

With that said and your mouth hanging open, you hung up, not believing the drag you had just witnessed.

That was your man.

Min Yoongi

"Do you and Y/N have sex?"

You stopped in your tracks the second Hoseok's question reached your ears – your eyebrows furrowing for a moment there before you had to muffle down a laugh when your boyfriend answered:

"Do you breathe?"

A frustrated sigh abandoned Hoseok's mouth, leaving space for the room to remain silent for a brief second.

"Should I be worried you're interested in our sex life, Hope-ah?"

"No" he was fast to reply, "I just… I was curious because, I mean, I've pretty much heard every couple here have sex" you nodded your head unconsciously; everyone had at this point, "but I haven't heard you guys".

"And you want to hear us?" Yoongi wondered with a cocked eyebrow.

"No!" Hobi denied immediately, freaking out over how twisted this was turning out to be. "I was asking in case you guys were going through a crisis or something…"

"We're not" Yoongi clarified. "Unlike all of you inconsiderate little shits, we just keep it quiet or go to hers instead".

"Oh" Hoseok nodded his head understandingly, "that seem–"

"But if you want us to be loud here…" his words made you bring a hand up to your mouth, knowing already where this was heading to.

"No, wait–"

"Y/N!" Yoongi called you, ignoring Hobi's desperate pleads as he stood up to go look for you – not giving you enough time to turn around and go back to his room before he found you eavesdropping in the hallway.

Not minding to have found you in such state, he smiled.

"Come on" he grabbed your hand, "Hobi gave us the greenlight to be loud".

"Hyung, I didn't–"

This time, and with a smile of your own, you were the one to interrupt Hobi mid sentence as Yoongi dragged you to his bedroom, only to effusively say: "Thank you, Hope-ah!"

Jung Hoseok

"Yeah?" you heard your boyfriend answer with a low, raspy voice after his phone had rang a few times that early morning. "No" he shifted in bed so that he was facing you again – your eyes remaining closed as you wanted nothing but to go back to sleep, "I stayed at Y/N's".

Your heart jumped after feeling his fingers run tenderly over the left corner of your lips as he attentively listened to whoever was on the other side of the phone.

"Can you guys do that without me?" he wondered, this time his fingertips travelling to the spot below your ear. "Jimin-ah" he complained, "I'm really tired right now, and she hasn't even woken up yet".

Now, you didn't really get to listen to what Jimin had said, but by the snort that had left Hoseok's mouth, followed by what you knew was his signature smirk, you didn't have to be a genius to get his words right.

"Yeah, I think I really worn her out last night" his hoarse voice sent shivers down your spine, and you had to fight the urge to open your eyes wide at his oversharing behaviour. "I don't know… I think at like, past three? You can't even imagine, it was amazing".

Okay, that definitely had you opening your eyes in a heartbeat to lock with his.

However, his tired eyes didn't panic, in fact, he looked calm as ever – his gaze softening and a sweet smile curving up his lips at the sight of you.

As soon as he told Jimin that he had to go and you made sure he had hung up, a whine abandoned your lips, covering your face as you felt a strong wave of heat reach it.

"You're such a douche, how am I supposed to look Jimin in the eye now?"

Hoseok chuckled, not wasting another second in wrapping you inside his arms and burying his face in the crook of your neck. "We can just stay here this way forever" he proposed, pressing his lips on your skin. "That way you won't have to face him. I wouldn't mind".

To no one's surprise, neither would you.

Kim Namjoon

You didn't mean to eavesdrop, you really did not, but when you're in the bathroom wrapped inside a towel after stepping out of the shower and Taehyung stops your boyfriend just outside the door to talk to him, there isn't much you can do about it.

"Hyung, please tell me my bed's not broken because of what I think it is".

You gasped at the mention of his broken bed, for you had hoped he wouldn't notice… or at least that he'd do so when you were long gone and in the safety of your own apartment.

"I'll pay for it, I promise" Namjoon informed him immediately, and it was the fact that he had neither confirmed nor denied it that Taehyung grew even more worried.

"Yes, you will" Tae nodded, for it was obvious, "but I'm more worried about you and Y/N having sex in my bed, if I'm honest" his hand went up to scratch the back of his neck. "I mean, I like you, hyung, but that is just disg–"

"We did not!" Joon denied this time, much to Taehyung's relief.

"Okay, great" he let out the breath he didn't know he was holding. "Then how…"

"Um… I mean, we did have sex… but it was in my bed…" you ran your hands over your face as your boyfriend started oversharing; if you weren't in nothing but a towel you would've barged in already, "after we fell on yours thinking it was mine…"

Great. Perfect. Just perfect.

Although you had expected some kind of scold coming from Tae, what you heard instead was a snort, followed by a small, breathy laugh escaping his lips.

"You were that desperate to get laid?" he teased.

And, as if that comment itself hadn't brought enough heat to your cheeks, you felt you were most definitely not able to handle any more of it when your boyfriend answered with: "If you ever had her the way I do, you'd understand".

Too bad you would only ever be with him.

Park Jimin

"How far into a relationship you think it's alright to bring up the kink talk?"

Now, when you had gone to see your boyfriend to the dance studio, you had expected to walk into a sweaty, focused Jimin dancing around, not to… him sitting down on the floor with the rest of his members.

And you had most certainly not expected this one to be their particular conversation.

"Kink talk?" Jeongguk wondered. "That's how you call it?"

Jimin sighed, lightly slapping the maknae's arm. "You know what I mean".

"I'm not sure…" Seokjin intervened, "what kind of kinks are you into?"

"I'm not talking about this with you, guys".

"Yah! You started with this topic!" Jin accusingly pointed his finger at him. "I'm asking because, if they're too weird, then maybe you should wait a little longer so she doesn't run away".

You bit your lower lip not to chuckle at the whole situation, especially after seeing Jimin's frustrated expression; later watching him run his hands over his face before defeatedly looking back up to the six expectant pair of eyes that were focused on him.

"If you must know" he raised his eyebrows, "it's just trivial ones. I love our sex life as it is, but there's a few things I'd like to try with her…" to say that didn't make your heart speed up would be a lie. "Nothing as wild as BDSM or such, though…"

"Aw, dammit" you couldn't help but barge in right then, enjoying maybe a little too much the panicked look Jimin's eyes were displaying. "I was hoping you'd be into that".

Park Jimin choking on air? Yeah, that just happened.

So, after throwing your head back as you allowed a laugh to escape your throat, you stared at him with sparkling eyes, being amused as ever because of his impossibility to react.

"I think it's a good point in our relationship to have the talk".

A nod. That was as much as you got from him before he clumsily stood up to go to you.

"Yah!" Hoseok called out when Jimin held your hands, causing both of you to roll your eyes when he stated right after: "Wait until you're home to have the talk, we don't wanna know about the unholy shit you're into, you freaks".

Kim Taehyung

You knew what your boyfriend's intentions were when he invited you to spend the night – his blunt statement of his hyungs being out late was enough for you to get the drill.

However, you had forgotten about a certain maknae who would still be there. And when you had excused yourself to go get a glass of water, you had most certainly not expected to come back to hear his voice coming from Taehyung's room as he whined:

"I can't believe you're ditching gaming night to have sex".

Your hand froze still before it could turn the knob.

Taehyung snorted. "I think it's pretty reasonable, actually".

"But you guys had sex yesterday!"

How did he know that, you could only ever imagine.

"Your point?"

"You had sex yesterday" Jeongguk repeated, emphasizing each word, for that was the point itself. "Why would you be so desperate to do it again when it hasn't even been a day?"

This time a loud scoff was heard through the door, one you knew had came from Taehyung.

"Have you seen my girlfriend?" he questioned, making your heart speed up. "Bold of you to believe I won't take every single chance I get to be buried in between her beautiful legs".

And that was as much as you could handle.

Trying to stop your cheeks from burning up more than they already were, you turned the knob for once and for all, quietly clearing your throat for the two men in front of you to acknowledge your presence – your eyes instinctively locking with your boyfriend's.

"Are you guys done arguing over us having sex or…"

"Yeah" Tae smiled brightly, stretching one of his arms out for you to hold his hand and pull you closer, "now come here".

Jeongguk frowned at the sight of you smiling as you went up to Taehyung, tilting his head the second he saw his hyung's arms wrap around your figure and his lips pucker up as he leaned in to smash your lips together.

"Ah, fuck you, guys" he complained breathily before making his way out of the room.

Second night in a row having no choice but to wear headphones because of the two of you it was then.

Jeon Jeongguk

"Is it normal?" you heard him question his hyungs as you went to check up on him after he had told you nearly ten minutes ago that he would go to the kitchen to get a couple of snacks and be back.

"What is?" Namjoon wondered.

"Not getting enough of her?" your breath hitched at his words. He could not possibly be talking about that to his hyungs, could he? "I mean, like… I really, really can never get enough".

"You mean you're always horny?" Yoongi couldn't help but taunt, receiving an instant glare from the maknae.

Okay, so they were definitely talking about your sex life. Wonderful.

"No" he denied, "just when I see her, when we're together. It's like, it's gotten to the point we're done and I just want to do it again. All the time".

"I'd say that's pretty normal when you've just started to have sex with someone".

This time a loud sigh escaped your boyfriend's lips. "I'm worried she'll get tired of it, though" he dragged on, his voice turning softer, "or that I'll make her think I just want her for the sex…"

"Nah, I'm sure she's just the same as you right now".

At that you bit your lower lip, tightening your grip on the doorframe. Well, Yoon was not wrong.

"Yeah" Joon agreed. "Either way, if you're worried, just ask her. If she doesn't mind it, then… just enjoy the huge amount of sex you get to have, I guess".

Silence was followed as you guessed your boyfriend processed his hyung's advice, and so you decided to go back to his room to wait for him to get back.

It wasn't too long before he did so – a smile spreading over your face at the sight of his snack-filled hands.

"You know" you spoke up after he had slumped down on his bed next to you, letting the food messily fall all over the mattress, "I don't mind it at all" you mindlessly spoke as you took a chocolate bar in your hand.

He stayed quiet for a few seconds, trying to understand what you meant – his eyes sparkling when realisation finally hit him. "You don't?"

You shook your head immediately, taking a small bite of your snack. "I love it, actually".

Jeongguk couldn't help but chuckle, feeling his heart at ease. "Good" he mumbled, leaning down to plant a kiss under your jaw, "because I think I might love it a little too much".

[rpmemesbyarat]

RP Meme Lines from "AHS: Coven" Episode 9: "Head"

You get a little older, we'll add a little hooch in there.

That will really keep us warm.

There's nothing to be nervous about.

Keep your hands steady.

Just like we practiced on the range.

I don't wanna miss.

I was the same way when I was your age. Worse, even.

I couldn't keep my breakfast down. Ruined my shirt.

We've been hunters for generations.

You stay here.

You'll get a clean shot.

Put her down!

No mercy. Never forget what they are.

We need to talk.

You and I ain't got nothing to say to each other.

Take your skinny ass and that filthy thing and get out.

You don't wanna talk to me? Fine.

I won't be long.

This better be good.

That one you can keep.

What makes you think I want it?

Why'd you keep her around?

She amused me.

You thought you could use her as a bargaining chip.

What'd she say? I can't hear.

You shut up.

I came here to talk terms.

You think it's so easy. Stroll in here and expect we gonna fix this truce?

Oh, to hell with the truce.

What I'm looking for is an alliance.

Are you insane?

I told you to shut up.

You can't trust them as far as you can spit.

Now, we need to stop this petty quarreling.

We've got bigger problems than what goes on between us.

How many dead?

This concerns you and your people as much as it does mine.

You're making a mistake.

I can live with that. Not too sure about you, though.

Can't protect your own and expect me to do it for you.

You're kidding yourself if you think that after they're done with us,they're not coming after you.

I'll fret about that when the time come.

Right after I pop the champagne.

Take this filthy thing out back and burn it.

I don't ever wanna see it again.

Sweet release. At long last.

Could people please not move things?

Let me do it. It's my mess.

I need to say something, or I'll simply explode.

I need to know for certain that you don't think I did this to you.

You were like a baby bird pushed too soon from the nest.

Will you be my mother now?

I've always loved you like a daughter.

Wrap your arms around me, dear girl.

I don't need magic to tell me what I already know.

I know you would never hurt me.

I never doubted you for a second.

I thought you were in Europe.

Nothing a few silver bullets couldn't take care of.

A lot of things have happened. Some of them out of my control.

You don't take initiative, [NAME].

You follow orders.

Your only job is to gather intelligence.

You don't get your hands dirty.

You're the man on the inside.

Don't think.

You'll just end up getting somebody killed.

I'm much more capable than you think.

An innocent desk clerk and a maid lost their lives because you were sloppy.

Your recklessness puts everything we've worked for at risk.

The hunt isn't only about the kill.

A good hunter stalks his prey with care and only strikes when the time is right.

We need you back inside that house.

Tell me you don't actually have feelings for her.

You haven't forgotten what she is?

I'm part of a sacred order.

Don't think I don't appreciate the sacrifices you've made.

I know how confusing it can be to pretend to love someone who's your enemy.

What a marvelous invention.

So before we move on to our lobster bouquetière a little melon ball palate cleanser.

Should we be looking into it?

Selling it, perhaps?

Forgiveness is and always will be the high road, the preferred road.

Would that we had such luxury.

Not to worry. It's just a bit of monkshood in your balls. Causes temporary paralysis.

It's supposed to be quite terrifying. Is it?

Are you terrified? You should be.

At any rate, I'm not going to kill you. Well, maybe after dessert.

I put a lot of effort into the key lime pie.

I do love a key lime pie, even more than an île flottante.

I was never worried you'd be hapless enough to try.

[NAME], you're a fatuous fool and a drunk!

You're weak-willed, boring, and your fashion faux pas give me nightmares.

I know you had the best of intentions but you could've asked me first.

There are secrets in the flames, and I came back with more than a few.

Why do they look so familiar? The generous donors wish to remain anonymous.

Hurl your baseless accusations. They have no power now.

You're the one that should be put to the stake.

You were the one found guilty of a capital crime.

I could have you banished.

You wouldn't dare.

I hear they're not seeing anyone right now.

Stop it! Stop it right now.

The real danger is outside these doors, not inside.

I'm tired. I need to lie down.

It's dangerous out there.

We'll see to absolutely everything.

Hug me again.

Why don't you go tell someone?

Ugh, sick people really gross me out.

We've been looking everywhere for you.

Who said you could come in here?

Get out before I call security.

You brought this darkness into my home.

When did he tell you that?

You're a liar. Or a lunatic.

I don't believe it.

You're mocking my grief.

That proves you're a fraud.

How can you know that?

She doesn't deserve your help.

You bring nibbles? I'm starving.

Time for some sensitivity training.

What fresh hell is this?

I wanna die. I'm ready.

So we're gonna have a little film festival.

No, wait a minute.

What's happening to me?

You're feeling the wrath of broken promises.

Oh, wow, that's some stinky shit.

Now, you never use this unless under extreme circumstances.

Hey, can I try the incantation this time?

Damn. That is so cool.

We make a great team.

You're such an awesome leader

I've got so much to learn from you.

I meant to change the locks.

Let go of me.

I said, let go.

You're drunk.

I needed the courage to come back.

Can you see my heart? Can you see it's bleeding? That I'm living in a hell of regret and remorse? That my life has no meaning without you?

Can we have this conversation alone, please?

I've told you how I feel.

Take your stuff and leave.

No, I'm not going anywhere.

I'm filing for divorce.

All I want is to protect you.

Your shit's in a box in the closet. Get it and then get out.

You got a dog?

You hate animals, and all other living things.

We needed some protection around here.

Why do you think I came back?

Females are more loyal and aggressive when it comes to protecting their families.

What's in there?

You have to leave now.

I'm not certain

I know how to thank you.

I'm sure this isn't enough, but in truth, nothing could ever be enough.

You've given me a gift that can never be repaid.

I confess I had dark moments.

The thought of losing my son shook me to the core.

I questioned my faith in the Almighty.

Why does he say that?

God knows all.

I can't accept that.

I wanna be a good father.

We're done. Maybe one day you'll understand.

You knew you'd get away with it.

My turn.

Now it's your turn.

Like to play another hand?

Yeah, you just keep dealing till I win my money back.

What did you do to him?

What we need is a guard dog, one who will attack on command.

You kept your eyes closed your entire life.

What is that heinous caterwauling?

If this doesn't touch your soul, you don't have one.

When will my perdition end?

I gotta go.

Sit your ass down and get yourself to work.

Go back to sleep, baby.

Go back to sleep.

[thebraingremlinsaremad]

Daily Blog #15: August 22, 2021

Dollar Tree is honestly pretty fucking awesome 👌👌👌

I set my alarm for like 6:25 this morning, but it took 6 minutes for the "Horsin' Around" theme song instrumental to wake me up. I was pretty tired lol. I just dismissed it and went back to sleep.

I only went back to sleep because I knew I had another alarm set for 7:00. That got me up.

I should mention that this was still in the RV over an hour away from the house.

After I got up, I went to go get a shower, and did so successfully.

Unfortunately, I had forgotten my brush this time and had to do it afterwards after my hair had a bit of time to dry, which did make it a little more difficult lol.

I got dressed and grabbed my stuff, putting it into my car.

I made it a point to see and say "see you later" to my grandparents before I left for the flea market.

My dad insisted that I stayed to say goodbye to my mom, so I left.

I did NOT have cell service up there, as was mentioned in my previous 2 blogs of which I could only post today, so finding my way was a tiny bit difficult until I got some service to ask Google to take me to "...".

It worked and I got there.

On my drive, I listened to 1 by Simple Kid, a CD I had previously purchased at a Dollar Tree location.

I got a call from the guy at the flea market saying that I had some people there waiting for me. He asked how far away I was, to which I said "about 10 minutes." Ironically, that call made me miss my exit, as Google couldn't talk during the call, and added about 3 minutes to my arrival time lmao.

I did sell the Xbox that he said someone was interested in. I got $40 for it. I spent 27¢ on it. Pretty good return if you ask me.

I couldn't sell it with anything other than a power cord because the controller and AV cables I had been using to play it there were for my personal console. I'm just glad I can actually hook my Xbox up and stop having to drag them to the flea market along with a small library of games.

Not too long after I sold the Xbox, someone came in and asked if I wanted to see some electronics he had in his car. I went out with him. It was a pair of 3ft speakers and a Pioneer audio system with dual cassette decks (although neither of them works) and a 25 Disc CD-changer, as well as the standard AM/FM tuner. Additionally, there was a Fisher amplifier and AM/FM tuner as well as a Fisher Direct Drive turntable. He said he wanted $60 for em, but before that he casually, and probably accidentally, dropped that he was just gonna take em to the thrift store.

Big mistake.

I got em for $35 lmao. THERE GOES MOST OF MY PROFIT.

Oh well.

I tested everything. As I mentioned, the cassette decks don't work, but everything else does apart from the turntable needing a new stylus.

I posted some new photos of the shop to Facebook, and someone soon DMed me about a stereo system.

I priced everything, and it turns out I have about $300 worth of equipment from that deal, the Fisher amp and tuner being worth about $150.

The buyer will hopefully show up next weekend, for he wants to buy the Fisher stuff ($185 with the turntable), the 3ft speakers, an 8-track deck, and a Kenwood deck we've had for a week or two.

The speakers are listed for $50 (and are worth around $100-150), the Kenwood Deck for $50 as well, and the 8-track for $35. That makes it about $320 in equipment. Since he's buying so much, I'll knock it down to $270 and essentially give him the speakers or cassette deck for free lol.

Apart from that stuff, not much happened at the flea market. I sold some records, cassettes, CDs and I think 2 DVDs. One person bought a VHS tape? That money was the other guy's though. Oh well xD.

I can't say that I didn't miss my wonderful partner while on the trip. I actually brought along the stuffed animal they gave me (who's name is Greg) and snuggled with him both nights.

I was very happy to hear from them UwU.

They let me rant and I let them rant.

I honestly give them too much responsibility over me xD. I'm like, "Okay, I'm gonna do this. HOLD ME TO IT."

I know I can't hold myself to anything I personally say (this blog being the only exception apparently), but I listen to them pretty well I think 🤔. If they tell me, "No, you don't need that VCR," so long as it's not some weird specialty thing, like a worldwide VCR 🥵, I'll be like "Yeah, you rite bro."

I love you man xD. You control my craziness pretty well. I'm so thankful for you UwU.

#relationshipgoals

So part way through the flea market day, I went over to Dollar Tree to buy some snack, but ended up looking through the CDs to see if there was anything good. I took photos of about 18 CDs and flipped through them online for the remainder of the flea market day.

I deleted the photos of the ones I didn't want and kept those that I liked. Surprisingly, I ended up buying 13 CDs there, but not before dropping them on the floor like the dumbass I am.

Also, sorry for all the nerd shit I spilled on your lap earlier. No one cares about amps and tuners xD.

I'M LISTENING TO ONE OF THE DOLLAR TREE CDS RIGHT NOW THO.

I already transferred over to my online library on iBroadcast and put the disc into my CD changer, which is now holding 164 CDs.

Its max capacity is 300 discs 🥵

WHY AM I NERD

Oh well

I like being a nerd gurl

Also maybe a technosexual 👀

I get really excited over some electronics. Like. REALLY excited.

Some editing VCRs are like "Holy shit that is SEXY. Look at those goddamn VU meters 🥵. And hhhh there are like 7 inputs on this thing and individual controls for left and right audio gain, not to mention Hi-Fi S-VHS recording. Hhhhhhhhhhh please gimme 😭. Why are you so expensive?"

I uh, mean, uh, *cough* look, pretty lights.

Oh yeah, I was gonna say the album I was listening to xD. MAN I GOT SIDETRACKED.

It's 37 Everywhere by Punchline. Def give it a listen; it's pretty heccin good.

Another notable album I picked up was Page One by Steven Page. I very much like the first track, "A New Shore." It's quite catchy and he has a great voice imo.

Also at dollar tree, I bought a regular bag of Fieras and 2 bags of Fieras Sticks, which were marked down to 75¢/bag because they're expiring soon.

I honestly like the generic Dollar Tree version of Takis more than actual Takis. They're a lot more flavorful when it comes to the lime, but also hotter at the same time.

Don't get the hot nacho ones tho. Hot nacho? More like hot pile of shit.

HAH

Goteem.

They're not that good xD.

THE REGULAR ONES ARE FIRE THO

"How do you do fellow kids?"

I got home and started working on putting the CDs onto my computer, and then onto iBroadcast, but not without first adding The Music Man to my digital library, something I had neglected for a month or two. The CD had just been sitting there lol.

I also switched my digital file for "The Black Parade" to that of the uncensored CD, which I had purchased before I event started working over 2 months ago.

MAN I'M LAZY

I eventually get around to shit tho lol. I guess it's just a matter of priority.

What usually takes priority is digging through everything to find something that I forgot about but then remembered, making a mess in the process that I would then have to clean up, at least partially.

I think the album just ended. I've been writing for a while xD. I'ma start "I Made You Something" by The Island of the Misfit Toys.

I'll tell you where that album came from in a minute.

In the meantime, where was I?

I kinda lost my train of thought despite reading up to see where I was. Oh well. On I go.

I ate dinner and kept working on those CDs, eventually putting my clothes from the week into the washer.

I FORGOT TO PUT MY SHAPING UNDERWEAR IN. FUCKING HELL MAN.

I wanted to wash em for this week 😭

No tight pants for Leonna I guess qwq.

Meanwhile, the box of my CD album cases is overflowing. I need another box.

I keep all of the album artworks in a big CD folder. That's almost full.

I wanna fill my entire CD changer. That's one of my big goals in life. Idk why, but I just wanna legitimately fill the entire thing.

My clothes are in the dryer now. I don't think I have the time (or energy) to fold them tonight. I'll leave that for tomorrow morning before work.

And God. Fucking. Damnit. I start school again on Wednesday. NOT looking forward to that, and neither are my 2 coworkers. We already have low enough staff, but only the two of them working is gonna be a pain in the ass.

I'll still work Saturdays.

I need to contact my guidance counselor to get out of the gym class I signed up for. I scheduled this shit before I found out I was trans, and I don't wanna deal with the fucking locker room situation 🙄 I have far more important matters.

Okay so anyway, the album I'm listening to came from a cassette. I bought this cassette a few months ago at the flea market along with a few others. The reason I bought them? They were all newer cassette releases from the 2010's, and they're all actually pretty good music from very indie bands.

Currently getting mad at iBroadcast's compression algorithm. It's unnaturally fucking anything over -10db up. Oh well, there's not really anything I can do about it.

I have like 13GB of music on my phone btw. That's about 3.5k songs on 268 albums.

I'm kind of an audiophile, but I'm too cheap to pay for a lossless service. Oh well.

They do actually have a lossless service on iBroadcast, but once again, too cheap.

Someone just sent me a friend request who legitimately posted that BLM and the democratic party are hate groups.

BLOCK.

Goodbye ho.

I don't get that. They call the democratic party a hate group when they hate people like me, and I, being more of a democrat although not fully because the 2-party system is fucked, think nothing more of them than they're very wrong about certain things, especially, as shown, that black people, as well as asian, Indian, native, and people of all ethnicities and backgrounds, are not equal to white people.

Yeh.

Totally.

You go buddy.

Anyway, yeah, I can, and do, convert music and video from analog formats to digital files in order for me to archive and listen to whenever and wherever I please. I've actually made a bit of a business out of it, but I don't get too much work from it. At least I'm not overloading myself xD.

I honestly have so much more to say, but I should probably go to sleep soon.

A few final shoutouts to the following people and companies:

-Dollar Tree

-Steven Page

-Broken World Media

-The Island of Misfit Toys

-Simple Kid

-Punchline

-My incredible partner QwQ I love you so much. Thanks for being the best all the time. I hope I can give you the best life ever.

Anyway I suppose this is goodnight. Lmk if you want a full list of the CDs I bought today! I'll link that song by Steven Page here.

And here's a good song from Simple Kid

I really like music lol. Enjoy these pieces.

Anyway, goodnight lol.

Lots of love,

-Leonna.

[ahundredtimesover]

Okay AAAAAHHHHHHHH

I just caught up and finshed it and I'm so emotional.

Omg.

Like I'm sitting here and still crying.

I just ! I already spoke alot abt the story and I just wanna say something haha

Thank you.

Thank you so so much for writing this story, I've been having some really not so good times recently and this truly became my comfort fic and I havent had one in so so long !

It is just so beautifully written, and while yes you can appreciate that it is so so well written and presented it also reminds of alot of things.

That speaking about your emotion it's not bad, you have to be able to learn to trust yourself and to be your own best friend. we all have this amazing ability to give out so much love and we need to be able to use it to love ourselves and the people closest to our hearts the most you know.

I really really just love and adore each and every single character! I cried ! Every single chapter! Your way with words 👌👌👌

It's - you know what it is ?

Its the whispers of a love never forgotten.

That's what kept making me cry bc they were lovers before and they continued to love but it was different you know?

So different but so familiar too. The love that they share.

Wow.

Just so amazing.

Like yes I'm going to talk about this forever but jk came back for her

He loved her. He felt incomplete without her.

That is freaking beautiful.

It's so sad that he went so long thinking that you know she didnt want him, when she did. On the other side of the world, she was holding into this little bundle of love reserved for him.

Love shouldn't hurt you know ? And it did for them for a while, but bc of how bright and like MAN I don't even know what I'm saying anymore.

The fact that they accept the hurt and the pain and thw wrongs of the past and are taking in together as a pair as a couple as lovers. That is what is so beautiful. That is what makes them endgame.

I think I'm actually gonna stfu bc I make no sense but YOUUUUU

Are amazing !

So good !

So talented!

I hope that you always find a reason to be happy everyday and make sure to eat well and stay hydrated 🤍💕🤍💕🤍💕🤍

Hi!! You are so wonderful, truly. I read your feedback about each chapter and I’m truly appreciative of you noting every single thing you liked. I live for details so when you note the ones you enjoyed, it always makes my heart full. So thank you 😊

I’m also glad you consider this your comfort fic. I read to relieve stress and to feel better; I write for the same reasons so to know that this story gave you joy, especially during the times when it was hard for you, that’s wonderful and I’m glad I got to give you a virtual hug through the story and this little family. And you’re right, emotions are beautiful and we have to trust ourselves. I’m a highly emotional individual and it took a while for me to learn that it’s a strength, too, regardless of how I choose to express it. And our capacity to love makes us human. It’s beautiful and such a source of light. I’m so happy you picked those up.

I’ll never tire of the kind words you speak about me and my writing and the stories I put out. I’ll always be grateful. Thank you for the love towards something I put a lot of myself in. Please stay safe and take care of yourself always. Sending you all the love 🥰🥰

[xharrystyles04x]

Holidays don’t always go to plan

Posted on my Wattpad

Me and Harry both decided to visit Anne for the holidays. However on the drive there it was silent, not an comfortable silence but one where you can feel the tension rising in the air and puts you on edge. Recently, me and Harry hadn't been on the best of terms, we had been together for a year and half now and only recently just moved in with one another but since we did that we had been causing arguments over the smallest things, like who does the washing next, accidentally puts the wrong colours together or even just leaving the toilet seat up.

"(Y/n), can we just be civil while we're at mums? She doesn't need the arguing while we're here," he's speaking to like I'm the only one starting them.

"Ok," I leaned my head against the window to calm my nerves. "It isn't just me Harry," I mumbled to myself. He must have heard because it was followed by a grunt and him drumming his fingers on the wheel. Well this is a great start.

It wasn't long till we pulled up to Anne's house, it was in the countryside and gave us a chance to have a peaceful week while we're here and take a break from reality. The front door opened and Anne came down the stairs and started to walk towards us, Harry soon followed and got out to meet her half way. A sigh left my lips as they interlocked in a hug, well let's get this holiday started then. Harry must have forgotten I was here as he started to walk towards the house leaving him mum behind, I climbed out the car and opened the back to get our bags out, at least it wasn't that much to carry. "Here let me help you out love," Anne came around the side and took Harry's bag while I grabbed my own.

"Thanks," she smiled.

"Well I thought I taught my son better to help a lady with the bags, but no rush I have a week to iron out the crinkles again," she winked and closed the back as I got my bag out. "Don't worry, he's already said you two have been going though a rough patch but don't worry to much about it dear, it's normal to have this in a relationship and I'm here for you both if you need me," god wasn't she such a great mum.

"Thank you," we pulled the bags into the house and to the bottom of the stairs. Harry sat on the couch flicking though different channels trying to find something that peaked his interest. "Harry could you help me carry the bags up please and I'll put them away?" I wasn't asking him to run a ten mile marathon but it sounded like it as he once again grunted and threw the controller to the side and stood up, taking both of the bags and walking up the stairs.

Anne gave me a small smile and patted my shoulder, "I'll make us some hot chocolate and we can talk about what's going on with that boy of mime,"

"Thank you but I don't wanna be a bother, you've already invited us into your home I don't wanna put our problems on you too," she shook her head.

"Nonsense," she disappeared into the kitchen.

The stairs creaked as I walked up them and into the room, Harry now laid on the bed eyes closed and the bags in the middle of the room just placed randomly. I walked over to them and laid them on the ground and started pulling the clothes out to put on the hangers but I must have been a bit to loud for Harry's liking. "Ughhh, be quiet please?" He glared at me. I placed the top on a coat hanger and placed it inside.

"Sorry..." I uttered.

"Look (y/n), I told you already I don't wanna argue. I'm tired, I've been busy recording the new album, I drove us here and had to put up with your nagging on the way here and now I just want to sleep. You couldn't even carry the bags up yourself," ouch.

"You two I just finished dinner for us, come down before it gets cold," Anne called up to us.

///At dinner///

Anne sat at the head of the table, me on her right and Harry on her left that put him right in front of me. "So you two, how are things?" She questioned as she cut into her food.

"Good thank you," Harry lied and smiled. Another lie.

"And you (y/n)?" She looked at me but before I could answer Harry did.

"She's fine mum, we both are," again with that fake smile.

"Harry Edward Styles she can answer for herself can't she not?" She scolded him.

"I'm fine, thank you Anne and must I say this dinner is just perfect," a look of doubt showed in her eyes.

"See I told you mum," Harry input.

Dinner didn't last long due to the awkwardness but when it came to an end I offered to clean the dishes, "here let me do that," I took the plates from her and went to carry them to the kitchen to clean.

"Finally helping them?" I placed the dishes on the side.

"What do you mean Harry?"

"You've just seemed to be lazy the past couple days," he crossed his arms and leaned against the frame.

"Not now Harry," I put bluntly.

"What I'm just saying? Don't take it to heart," that was it.

"Don't take it to heart you say? Oh I wasn't Harry, I didn't take to heart when you would come back late and moan at me for not cleaning because I was making dinner but I thought he's had a long day at work and I should have, that's the least I could do. I didn't take to heart when you didn't say love you back when I did, I didn't take to heart as you grunt and mumble under your breath and before actually talking to me about the problems WE have you go to your mum instead," I felt the tears and turned to him. "I don't know what is wrong with you recently Harry, maybe stress I don't know. But don't you dare call me selfish," I snapped.

"What are you crying for? You're obviously taking it to heart (y/n), grow up! I'm the one to go to work and record and pay our bills and make you happy to buy you things," he raised his voice.

"You don't have to do them things, I offered to get a job but you wouldn't let me, I tell you endlessly you don't need to buy me things but you do. Don't you dare make me out to be a gold digger," that's it. "Maybe I should just move out," I turned away.

"Yeah maybe you should because clearly we aren't ready," the tears came streaming down at that.

"Harry Edward Styles, how dare you say that!" Anne argued with him. He walked out, something must definitely be on his mind to ignore his mum like that, Harry was his mummy's boy. "Oh come here dear," she walked over and took me in her arms as I cried.

"I'm so sorry, so sorry," I hiccuped.

"No, no it's fine," she rubbed my back. "It's no excuse for what he said but he's just tired and we both know he says stuff he doesn't mean when he's tired and he's working on an album what is gonna get him more stressed so pay no attention to what he says," she comforts me and takes a step back. "Harry get here right now mr!" She calls for him and he walks in head down and hands in pockets. "Now mr, I know I raised you better then that and you shouldn't say such a thing even if you're tired, you know better," she points a finger at him. "Now you two better make up and don't think about leaving this kitchen till you do," it was just an awkward silence when she left.

"Look ha-"

"No wait... I didn't mean what I said, I'm sorry. I'm just stressed out with everything and I know that's no excuse for what I said and I know you do everything and I'm acting like the selfish one right now," he looked at me and pulled me into a hug. "I hate seeing you cry and it's worse when that reason is because of me," he takes his thumb and rubs the tear stains away. "See better already," he forced a smile.

"You're so dumb sometimes, you know you can always talk to me, no matter what," I pulled back and met his eye. "I love you Mr Styles but no more arguments," he nodded and embraced me once more. "Still want me to move out then,"

"Never... Never leave me (Y/n)."

"I won't as long as you want me there but later we need to talk more about this ok?" He nodded. "Thank you," he lifted my chin and bent down slightly and caught my lips with his.

"See I knew you two wouldn't take long to make up," Anne smiled. "Well you two do that in your room and not in the kitchen mr," she joked. "Now you two go finish talking about things, I'll finish down here," to say the least Harry was the luckiest man to have a mum like her.

"I'm sorry mum for what I did and ruined dinner," she shook her head.

"Nonsense just don't do it again or your be grounded mr," she once again joked causing us to all laugh. How this was a holiday.

Please leave requests for anything else and I'll get round to them as soon as possible. Remember to leave love and treat people with kindness

Can we just appreciate these two forever for raising such a wonderful human?

[baebeyza]

I've finished watching TFA and I got 5 episodes into TFP, but I'm not so sure if I'm into it. Do you think I should keep watching TFP or try something else, and if so which continuity would you recommend? I was thinking of doing either the G1 cartoon or G1 IDW, but I'm sort of warming up to other stuff like Cyberverse and I could use comments/opinions from someone who's watched more

Oh well dear, depends on what you didn’t like or missed in those first 5 episodes!

For me TFP was my first transformer show and it was good enough for me to go full into the whole franchise and I would recommend it for newcomers.

For newcomers it has a small cast to get invested in, has a good grasp on the general conflict of most transformers shows and a good story to follow. I at least never felt like I needed things explained to me or that it’s something you get more off if you already know the franchise.

But there is always a difference between “this show is objectively good” and “I enjoyed it”. I do think that Prime is pretty well written, not perfect, but still awesome with great moments. Also the animation is EPIC, with some of the best fight scenes I’ve seen in years!

But there are other TF shows I enjoyed more, despite not exactly thinking they are better written. TFA for example! That show I enjoyed more because it was more fun and the characters had better dynamics and development. But the general plot wasn’t as intriguing as TFP in my eyes.

What I personally didn’t like about it (TFP) were:

1. The human characters arent really all that great. They get better and are important, but they can be annoying, especially Miko. (though she develops more than the other two)

2. The heroes lack good character interactions, they mostly feel like people stuck in a group project without much friendship behind

3. There are sub-plots I didn’t care much for (like the human villains)

So I dunno if you should watch the rest - remember that the first 5 episodes were it’s own little plot, and that with episode 6 the real one starts. Maybe that will be more to your liking! 

Personal enjoyment really depends on you and what you like too see though.

I for one like great character interaction, intense moments but also fun. Fun as in funny but also lighthearted, non-serious moments.

TFP does have good character writing and good character interactions with the villains at least. Not as much fun as TFA, but there are still some hilarious moments and characters. And the serious moments are actually really great! This show did have me on the edge on a lot of occasions, there is a lot of good escalations and “oh shit” moments.

But if you like really great character writing with great character interactions and dynamics, watch Beast Wars! It has some of the best character writing I’ve seen and also a really great plot! It takes a while to fully get into the meat and most of season 1 is built-up to that, but once it starts its a truly epic ride!

Beast Wars also has a good balance between fun and serious. If a show is just serious it gets tiring, but if it’s just fun and lighthearted it gets a little boring. Beast Wars has some truly intense moments that make me feel like crying thinking about them, but also a lot of funny scenes, mostly through character interactions, but also slapstick comedy.

The one contra people always bring up is the “bad” animation. And YES it’s bad for todays standards because we are used to seeing better, but just because it’s outdated doesnt mean it’s not good! Like give it a chance people, once you get used to it it’s not as bad. It won an award for outstanding animation back when it aired!

G1 is my favourite show though! Not because it’s actually good, quite the opposite - it’s silly and stupid, it makes no sense and it’s completely shameless in that regard and that way it is just a fun ride!

With no overarching plot each episodes has it’s own plot and drama and while most episodes follow the same format (for season 1&2 at least) it barely gets boring! The creativity of the show writers knows no bounds ~

G1 also made me love a lot of characters! Some I learnt of only from that show and some I already knew but didn’t care for before. (Like Hot Rod for example)

G1 also has great dialogue and interactions as well :D

Headmasters is a japanese show that continues after G1 season 3 (and ignores the american season 4) and personally I really liked it! Unlike G1, Headmasters has a plot and a really good plot that made you come back for more. I still had my issues with it, but those were mostly because of the changes they made from the G1 cartoon. Still recommending it though! Especially if you feel like you need something a little more sophisticated after G1 :D I mean it has death scenes, character depth and development and redemption! (PS: the hong kong english dub of it is shit, but people like it as a “so bad it’s good” kind of comedy. would still watch the japanese version first)

Robots in Disguise 2001 is also a show for newcomers, given that it’s the first one to have it’s own continuity after G1. Though know that this one is more for really young kids. There isnt much escalation or truly serious moments, it’s more fun and lighthearted. So as an adult I found it a little boring, but it’s still good if you like lighthearted stuff! And most of the characters were really cute! It has a lot of brothers too, so as a person with lots of siblings I enjoyed that aspect :D (PS: I watched the original japanese version here)

Beast Wars II (you don’t need to have watched Beast Wars for this) is similiar to RiD01, as in really lighthearted with little escalation and depth. It’s a little jarring though, the heroes are really bland and the plot doesn’t really start until halfway through the show. The first half being about introducing various character groups that end up being important in the end, but most of these episodes aren’t really entertaining, especially when you don’t care about those characters like I did. I’d say the best thing about this show are the decepticons with a really sweet Galvatron as the leader and his idiot little brother Megastorm (who can be read as a version of Megatron) and a Starscream whose a little shit like always but also has a friend he cares about!

If that’s enough for you, go for it xD

Oh and Optimus has a son here - the best and only character arc the heroes have to offer. Found it pretty cute in the end ~

Cyberverse was a “meh” from me though, mostly because it feels like fanfiction. Fanfiction doesn’t need to explain to you who the characters are, it is able to assume that beforehand. And Cyberverse does that, it assumes that you already know the characters and world. And like that it doesn’t really try to write things with depth, it feels all shallow. To me at least, I am aware other people love it.

It just didn’t vibe with me because I want the media I consume to shake me and make me feel things, I wanna be at the edge of my seat, I wanna be anxious about what’s gonna happen next!

That is a thing Prime Wars was able to deliver - the third season, Return of the Primes, at least. 

Though the Prime Wars Trilogy isn’t popular and has many flaws in storytelling, voice acting and animation (+ other things that have to do with expectation, which I don’t really consider flaws of the show itself), but I cannot help it, I still enjoyed it a lot ~ Also the whole thing is pretty short - 28 episodes, 8 of them 5-6 minutes long and the other 10 minutes. It doesn’t take long to finish it all. 

The only shows I truly didn’t enjoy are Robots in Disguise 2015 and Beast Machines - RiD15 is the sequel to TFP and mate if you already don’t vibe with TFP, just skip this one. I didn’t like it much because:

- The decepticons are all badly written, either completely forgettable, not given enough screentime or just kinda having their potential ignored. 

- The heroes never really develop - it’s a show with a lesson in every episode that get’s forgotten in the next. So you have the characters learning the same lessons all the time and I hate shit like that

There are decent episodes sure, and some really sweet characters, but overall it’s just not really good

And the last show I watched is Beast Machines, the sequel to Beast Wars with most of the same cast and some new characters.

And this is a show were I say that it had a good plot with good structure and conflict, but I didn’t enjoy it!

And I do try to divorce it from Beast Wars, but even then the flaws are still there. The biggest complaint I have is that the heroes are never in good terms with each other, almost every episodes has some of them being angry and fighting and that’s TIRING! NO FUN ALLOWED IN THIS SHOW! There is only one character who enjoys being in the show and he dies screaming.

The plot is also really philosophical and not really for kids that way. As an adult I did try to enjoy it, but the show has some flaws in it’s good vs evil conflict.

That would be it with the shows I watched!

As for IDW, I’m not really far with that so I cannot talk much. 

Hope it helped ~ But I would recommend that you give them all a shot, at least for a few episodes. I cannot claim to always be objective, even if I try my best at it

And yeah, my no. recommendation is Beast Wars, it’s really good!