#i. want. to. d1e.

[zareleonis]

the furina callas parallels make me ILL!!!

[alfaire]

  ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ ㅤ   💧  𝆹  🫁  ㅤ  ㅤHARD TO LOVE

[strawberrymilkers16]

Sometimes I jus wish to have the perfect body..

[wakeupshadow]

DO I CVT OR DO I NOT UGHHHHH

[ideklmao069]

i have this overwhelming urge to just fuck up my life. i wanna die so bad. i wanna go out with a bang

[echodoe]

i gave him so much!! i gave him all of my kindness and heart and honesty!! what wasn’t enough?? why am i not enough??? what’s wrong with me!!!

[w-polowie-martwa]

"People tell me their secrets. I think it’s because they know I have no one to betray them to"

~Spencer Reid//criminal minds

[samireads]

This year is going too fast I fear

August wrap up ✌🏻

[fushiguro]

i was going to shut up and not mention this again but.... gojo is dead dead so it just occured to me we are never going to get a gojo megumi final interaction

[moonwhale52hz]

A friend from my academy is said to have attempted to k1ll herself. In the same way I tried to o the 25th of April. And people are talking about it because she is behaving very strange, missing classes and exams.

I'm sh during lessons, with scratch all over my arm but nobody is saying anything.

And my mind is torn between invalidating my mental state, because I'm not sick enough for people to notice (just because I force myself to not skip classes) so I'm not sick, AND being jealous because other noticed her and not me being dep, AND her losing weight (while I'm gaining it for my chronic illness) and people noticing she is sick because of her losing weight (the narrative of: people only assume you have an Ed/dep only when you're skinny).

So yeah now I'm feeling like shit because I thought about all those things even before thinking of talking to her.

My 'nurse complex' would immediately go to her and try to help her but I feel like in this moment I'm not in the right place to try to save others.

[paleskeletonboy]

i wonder how many people would notice if i suddenly disappeared off the face of the planet? and for those who would, i wonder how long it would take before they did notice i was missing?

[lablakelystress]

tfw you had such a great low c4l day and your parents hit you with the 1,000+ meal

[deadrottengirl111]

Im feeling so insecure rn I'm not even joking when I say I'm crying

So since I don't post myself you guys obviously don't know that I have bleached bangs and dark brown hair well not anymore.

I thought that my bangs were too yellow so me and my mom bought like blueish gray haircolor to cancel the yellow out.

Don't you think that this haircolor don't just made my bangs a vomit grey green color but also BLEACHED my hair!

My hair is one of the few things I like about myself and now it's ruined!

I have like 12 new insecurities because of this now.

[the-bright-girl]

[sk1nnywannabe00]

Hi I’m back edblr after almost a year of recovery I’m done with this . So if you are recovering or new to this just leave and never try again!

You were right . Ana was right so here I am giving up my life for her

🎀hi I’m Mae or Moe whatever you like to call me , I’m 18 years old and my ed started when I was 16teen. I joined the edblr community in 2023 and successfully reached my ugw then was forced by recovery and b1ng3 3d to g@in it back up. I’m here to fix my mistakes and make myself happy again

•height — 162cm , 5’6

• sw : 60kg

•hw : 63kg

• cw : 60kg

•gw: 55kg [locked] 🔒

•gw: 50kg [locked]🔒

•gw: 49kg [locked] 🔒

🎀 additional info :

— I have a gorgeous bf and I wanna be smaller for him

— I’m autistic, been diagnosed with anxiety disorder and b1ng3 e4t1ing disorder

— I enjoy studying English so much as well as pursuing my art journey

— I love Lana Del Rey as well as ambient music <3

[grungasgirlexistence]

It’s all my fault. Why can’t I just disappear