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135-film · 9 months
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hes the sluttiest sluttiest skimpiest biggest breasted titted man alive.
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scribbyizback · 1 month
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ok well now I'm fucking pissed
#tw vent#in the tags#its never#its never the child thats the problem#its the grown ass adult that thinks she can force a child to do whatever she wants her to do#but when look at the situation and think#huh#you are simply not right and this childs feelings are valid#maybe screaming and shouting at someone younger than ten and bringing physical violence isnt right#i mean seriously#maybe that simply is not right#and maybe i want to have the chance to fucking say that#maybe i wont stay silent when a sister is turning the house into her rage room#idgaf what your age is#its js proving how fucking immature you are#im just so#im fucking pissed#im not spoiling a child by giving her the ability to not be screamed at by you#you arent a fucking high and mighty princess that can control us#and we're not shittheads for being unnaccepting of that#i have had a shitty week#i am losing my fucking voice because of this fucking sinus thing and it hurts so fucking bad#ivs just been upset period#my family wont pay attention to the fact that i can struggle without telling them#and of course theyre not gonna know im hyperfixating#they wont let me have social media liek every. single. teenager(btw#if a modern day adolescent doesnt have social media they are missing so much bullshit its not even funny)#so how tf are they gonna know i fixate on THE ONE HORROR GAME THEY HATE WITH A PASSION????#they never fucking asked#and i have to scream to be heard by this bitch ass of a sister that cant handle a child existing and doing the same shit she still does
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sleepygamerotaku · 1 year
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Octavinelle HC's
Paring:
none(?)
Prompt:
none
Genre(s):
Fluff, Headcannons
Content Warnings:
mentions of Hyperhidrosis (is that triggering?) lmk if i missed anything please
Reader pronouns:
not mentioned
Taglist:
@wondergeek , @g0ttal0ve101 , @frogeloise , @ultimatehope213(i apologize if you didn't wanted to be tagged ^^;)
Authors note:
i apologize in advance for grammar mistakes lol- after i post this i'm going to work on digital art and attempt to work on part 2 of another fic! pls lmk if you have questions about it i will gladly answer them
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♡ I just like to think that despite how long Azul has known and been with the tweels he just never really got used to physically touch. it always flusters him when Floyd hugs him or Jade pats his shoulder
♡ A random thought i had is that sometimes Jade will fall asleep mid-shift in Mostro Lounge. Floyd just finds him one day underneath a table and has to drag him to their room. the poor baby he simply got a little overstimulated and fell asleep</3
♡ ^^^^Now this doesn't happen often and Jade can obviously maintain his composer very well, unlike his twin, but once in a blue moon i feel like when Jade has had too much peopling he finds a place to hide and just becomes a precious eepy boi
♡ When i say Floyd screams autism i don't just mean he's autistic. i mean he'll literally scream "AUTISM!!!" sometimes. just because he can most of the time
♡ Floyd is so autistic he just hates the texture of gloves and refuses to wear them most of the time Jade and Azul have to force him into wearing his gloves in his dorm uniform. he'll pout abt it for a bit then just kinda forgot
♡ SPEAKING OF GLOVES‼️Azul is good with keeping it on the down-low, but i hc that he has Hyperhidrosis (aka hella sweaty hands) so he doesn't like to take off his gloves when in public unless he absolutely needs to. he's also very cations abt handshakes sometimes
♡ Lets face it tho they're all autistic to some degree lmao
♡ Floyd's favorite song is Two Trucks by Lemon Demon you can fight me on this idgaf. he will aggressively sing and dance to this song so often it's basically how he stims
♡ Bc i am low-key obsessed w/ Jade's beta design i want to think that he's still a lil bit of an emo boy. just a lil. he probably has a tounge peircing... just saying 🤭
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myrfing · 1 year
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6.4 msq spoiler thread
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YES! YES....ZERO GOURD FEAST BEASTS
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i need this buff PERMANENTLY
EW
ESTINIEN
MAN WHAT
HURLING
DIDNT NEED TO SEE THAT
ZERO LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
yshtola is so good at indirectly cheering people up in that shrewd old lady way. not that she's old just well matoya
I like how they put pen and paper in estinien's room like he's literate
dragons are always wanting to pop out their eyeballs
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erenville are you...? the golled more...? can i go with you..
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can we kiss
god he appeared on screen and SORRY vrtra but i need him to continue and tell me about his life and I need to go with him
now they're blueballing us about a mysterious letter
i like how zero's just been there like well I guess you know everybody on earth then
margrat. i need more of her bizarre behaviors
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i forgort
thancred calling it "social struggles" YOU GUYS ARE MAKING THIS AWKWARD FOR ZEROOOO
these drake ass polar bears
the aetherfont is sooo gorgeous also I forgot my codex broke and nearly let thancred die. long time since ive healed a trust party as well but we go slow smell the ice bears
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oh my god :U
thancred: just stick stay close to this one
gourd: slowly turning head with his o_o frontal bird face
they just let thancred tag along just beacause. not to be mean but we could also just meet new people
U Guys Are Leaving Gourd OUt of the Conversation Hinting At Something Happening To Come What The Hell So He Doesn't Get Alone Time And You Guys Are Getting Jobs Without Him Anyway
zero voice Idgaf about that
can the garleans get over their magic fear already you live in a world where there are glowing horses
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damn that's crazy
msq is always very strangely gentle and thorough relative to others when it comes to dealing with garlean trauma or maybe thats just my hater lens. anyway the whole they are bigoted and small minded because they'd been hurt stuff is getting old and it's kind of crazy how this hurt people hurt people stuff is the limit here
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trust me i dont really want 2
a weird bit about the whole garlemald thing is the bizarre angelic benevolence of the ilsabard contingent. not ONE person has been like you know you guys spent the past half century fucking up the entire world and you still demand respect for your gay ass tower because the imperial family sat their asses in it. anyway i have problems with the whole we're actually a totally 100% saintlike patience goodhearted pure intentioned foreign aid group thing We Have To Save The People Of Garlemald on the side of the alliance since the start but whatever
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warmachina.
i dont want the thank you from this man LMFAO
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zerooo 8[ also so much of what zero recounts explains. Cylva.
aw that's true jullus
LMFAOOOOO THEYRE MAKING THE WOL THINK OF ZENOS BECAUSE OF THIS CONVO? gourd did NOT trust that man unless you mean trust him to be awful. and what did zenos trust in the wol that he'd fight him eventually? I GUESS? MAYBE THEY MEANT HE WANTED TO TRUST US BUT I ALSO DO NOT CARE?
we're not friends just because someone calls you their friend 29083902 times 💀 i think that dude barely had a concept of gourd as a human being with his own life
an act of trade also can be an act of charity. THIS IS WHAT I MEAN THEIR POLITICAL WRITING IS SOMETIMES SO.....garlemald is still absolutely at the alliance's mercy + they still obviously believe in right by might re: that one line from the old dudes so there's no reason for them to not be cognizant of the fact we can just take by force and doesn't handle the hanging But Why Aren't They? question at all. this was a pity deal and everyone's like friendship and hope <3. im not saying goodwill and sincerity cannot exist between groups but this requires a sense of solidarity that we do NOT have with garlemald considering we still have to step entirely around the subject of their imperial affairs
you see as a nation they're not equals. they're the languishing half dead scattering remnant of an empire that built its wealth and prosperity for a time on war, theft, and enslavement of the rest of the world and radz and the alliance absolutely could just turn the tables and invade and probably just wipe out everyone here without breaking a sweat. of course that's abhorrent but it's crazy that THIS particular pain even the mere thought of it is made to not exist while the garleans get to be complicated about it. they want to keep their national name and pride with none of the consequences and we don't even demand that as if a nation is sacred and untouchable even after everything. I don't get it bro
i like the way varshahn says wyrm
THE LITTLE SQUICH SOUND WHEN I TAKE HER EYE?
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glitter guy....
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Tone-policing a woman of color and calling her "sis"? Then bragging about writing about a girl SAing her disabled brother babe that is not a flex that is something you should keep to yourself what crack are you smoking?
No crack, just good ol adderall.
And I had no idea she was a WOC I don't profile-snoop on assholes who condescend me because once you are rude to me idgaf who you are and what you have to say. You don't get to disrespect me and I don't take homework assignments from internet strangers. She then proceeded to talk in circles for 5 hours while claiming she didnt have the energy to preform the "emotional labor" to explain her argument while simultaneously getting nasty at me for not understanding it and spam-commenting my video, only to FINALLY tag me in a video explaining her point which I watched even though she was rude to me because I genuinely wanted to learn, and it turns out it was a misunderstanding about some of the vocabulary used and I actually agreed with her.
And not only am I not keeping it to myself, but my novel is hopefully going to be published by the end of June and I plan on personally hunting you down and forcing you to read that scene A Clockwork Orange style <3
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elliemuze · 2 years
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Look at me? Look at me.
If you post hate about a fictional character and don't use anti tags? You are trash. You're the living embodiment of fandom's downside, bred of the same ilk as those who harass creators and actors with their ships. No, really. You suck.
It is basic tumblr etiquette. It's a bottom line show of respect. Yes, no one can force you to anti tag, you're not going to get suspended or banned. But don't you dare start crying and making a stink when YOU break the social contract and suddenly find pushback or hate in your inbox. (This is not advocating anon hate or harassment, by the way. You people also suck, and you're cowards to boot.)
I don't care what moral high ground or self-appointed superiority you think you have over other fans. Whatever your argument was, regardless what side of the field you're standing on, you lost all integrity the moment you took up the chum bucket and started tossing. Pathetic bullies and attention-seekers, the lot of you, having the audacity to Surprise-Pikachu-Face when the sharks show up. It's fictional entertainment. (Sloppily-written entertainment, at that.) Grow up and start behaving like a real person. Seek fucking therapy, while you're at it.
"But I didn't know about tagging!"
Fair enough. Now you do.
"It's not my responsibility to tag, it's my blog anyways."
It is your responsibility. Yes, it's your blog, but you are responsible for what you post. That's why the tagging system is there, to be used. Like I said, no one can force you, but it's 100% a social contract. Breaking it yields no real-world consequences for you, true, but that choice DOES affect other people. (Example: If you don't tag a post with trigger warnings, no, you won't get banned, but you easily could have ruined someone's whole day or week or even caused them to relapse with your negligence.) People are in that tag you're shitting on to enjoy themselves and don't want to be accosted by vitriolic tantrums invading their space.
"Idgaf."
See above. If you can't be bothered with the simplest of courtesies, that's on you. You don't have to care, but you are an asshole.
Bonus Trivia: even if you don't tag your post explicitly with X, if you even just mention X, it will show up in that tag. That's why the social nicety exists. If you're shitting on something fictional (character, show, movie, book, etc), use the goddamn anti tag. Examples of these tags include: "anti firstname lastname," "anti showname" "anti seriesname," "anti shipname," "anti acronym."
It's not rocket science and never has been. That being said, if you genuinely don't know and don't understand how the tagging system works? Ask. I am always happy to help you if you're lost in this arena. If you're not comfortable asking me, that's completely understandable and no offense taken - there are many users you can ask, or you can even contact Tumblr Support directly. I'm sure there are plenty of existing threads all over the interwebs too that outline the tagging system and how it works.
TLDR: Quit being dickheads, y'all.
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ugetelynx · 5 months
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And here I am putting it in an ask, three corners of anti-trans backlash:
Back in the day there were popular gay ships that people would write, but only if they gender swapped someone to make it hetro. It came off as really homophobic and so people might be seeing/projecting that. The whole limited representation thing?
They came here to see dicks, tyvm. In my case it's partially my own dysphoria. I am unfond of my own female body parts and do not like being surprised by reading them. With how people overtag it's hard to know if the trans character is in the ship or not. And sometimes they undertag.
And the third corner: They're just transphobic assholes and we should block them
I have thoughts about this ask that I’m gonna be putting in the undercut, thank you for sending it in cause this topic is very, not ideal
(Obvious disclaimer : this entire thing unless stated otherwise is in the context of a fic being tagged correctly)
Gender bending vs trans characters
- I very much understand where you’re coming from, I dislike genderbending fics myself, BUT genderbending is not the same as being trans and I think most people mix that up by tagging genderbending as trans or people conflating the two in general
- From how I’ve seen genderbending it was always a “mysterious force transformed this character into a woman/man and their partner who’s gave ‘fell more in love’ with them when they saw them” which gives off a very homophobic “you just haven’t found the right one” yet, yknow
- Writing a character trans, especially in my experience writing my comfort characters afab (cause i am), helps ease my dysphoria surprisingly enough. It helps make me feel less alone. A character being trans is more so either a realization that how they feel about themself isn’t normal or they’ve already accepted it and found a partner who loves them all the same (which typically is the character’s ship partner)
- In genderbending, at least the ones i’ve seen, the person being genderbent dislikes being in the opposite body and wants their old one back. However I have seen people use genderbending as a way to make a character realize they are trans and I think that’s really cute especially when their partner is supportive of them
Dysphoria: readers vs writers
- So like you said anon, sometimes people don’t tag a character as trans and it comes as a surprise and maybe that triggers your dysphoria and I think that’s a valid reason. Sometimes you prefer reading fics where they’re cis so getting jumpscared by one being trans and feeling dysphoric over it can happen
- However, you never know the author behind the screen (not in the case of untagged stuff) and writing a trans character, like myself, could help them with their own dysphoria. Or they just prefer one of the characters as trans because that’s how they personally see them! It’s all fair game since most characters are never explicitly stated to be cishet minus any that are confirmed
- I added that part because being dysphoric over your own body parts is VERY valid, but it should never end up an author’s problem (if they tagged appropriately) and I doubt that’s what you do anon! I’m just speaking out loud lmao. Nobody should be told they can’t write trans characters cause it might set off some people’s dysphoria or “people came here to see dicks”
- Me personally I used to hate my lower parts (idgaf about my tits tbh) because it made me dysphoric and uncomfortable; so I started writing my comfort characters as pre-op trans as well and it worked wonders for me. That’s why I assume at least one or two people who write trans fics are themselves trans!
- Now I obviously understand dysphoria isn’t really something you can control; trust me my own gets set off a lot by the stupidest shit sometimes 😭, but I think at the same time we need to be very careful of how we deal with it. Control what you can that sets it off (like personal relationships, asking friends to not use certain wording around/about you, etc), and block what you can’t.
- (Also, as an added note, I have seen a lot of stigma around afab parts in media, especially with trans characters, and it gives a very very small feeling of misogyny. Queer spaces are for everyone, pre-op trans people are queer and deserve to written too! Let transwomen have dicks, let transmen have pussies. Not everyone can afford or wants surgery, and they deserve their own little niche in fanfics!)
Now these are all MY personal thoughts, I’ll let my friends respond with their own !!
My final take on this: genderbending and writing a character as trans aren’t the same thing, one has a past of spreading borderline homophobic rhetoric. The other is simply adding more representation and helps people feel more seen especially in a place where it is very hard to find fics that you feel represented in; this can go for both x readers and ship fics.
I prefer ship fics cause x readers make me personally uncomfortable, and it’s just more fun to write my comfort characters like me
Transphobes can kiss my ass and gtfo queer people are going to write for other queer people and guess what; trans people are queer! We are going to write fics for us! Gtfo if you don’t like it!
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WE ARE THE BEATEN AND THE SCORNED
MOVED!!! This blog is no longer in use starting december 1
tara/oryx/hyde/oz (ozzie if we’re mutuals). (not krieg. but you can call me that idgaf really). he/it + more. white perisex tme syshost. 18. npdtism + more. visually impaired.
hyde dislyte and krieg bordered lands irl (NOT IN THE DELUSION WAY) but with less murder.
pls tag paranoia inducing content. if you get into discourse a lot i wld prefer you not follow
under 18 please block the tag “nsfw” and “18+”
incredibly unpleasant to be around for long periods of time. bc ive got scary disorders and i dont bother to mask online
more down there 👇 (blinkies at the very bottom pls be advised!!!)
AND NOW YOU’VE FORCED THE BEAST TO BARE ITS TEETH
url changes: grimreapergutterz -> npdosiris -> kriegborderlands
mlm/nblm sideblog @eridaee
currently into destiny, borderlands, monster prom, horror games, metal music, pikmin
i block whoever the fuck i want. proshit and t*rfs fuck off. zionists aren’t welcome. not a safe space for ds.mp, hp, h*talia fans, and av*tar (j*mes c*meron movies) fans (idc if you consume it critically you still disgust me). may softblock pr0wl fans.
don’t hate on my favs on my own posts
there are times where i genuinely have no desire to communicate with anyone. please respect that.
i have a boyfriend i LOVE HIM and sometimes i post about how much i love him
alter tags (BROKEN, CLICK #tagnav)
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ensnchekov-a · 1 year
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Get to know the author!
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name : red, niza, hell you could even call me pavel if you wanted to idgaf. i'll respond to any name so long as i know it's me whose attention you're trying to get. pronouns :  i take any pronouns tbh. preference of communication : disco. even if it takes me some time to see it or respond, i'm always on there. most active muse :  pasha. experience / how many years :  what, fifteen years now? give or take? idk man. best experience : the people i've met and the stories / worlds we've weaved, hands-down. i've met people through rp who are some of the most dear people to me irl and i'm so happy to have met them through this little hobby that i don't tell anyone else irl about that i'm into. i've got inside jokes for days from old rps that i'll take to my grave. i've (i think) grown as a writer so much even in just my short return to tumblr and keep meeting more great people. rp pet peeves : right now, definitely this new editor (it counts). people who remake their blog every week because i just can't keep up with that. 40x40 icons with a border that has 1800 things going on because i end up looking at the border and don't know where the actual fc icon is. they're usually pretty as fuck, don't get me wrong, but it detracts from what the icon's really meant to be used for imo. fluff, angst, or smut : i'm going to have to go with angst/drama. usually because it's part of something very multi-faceted and deep and wild that forces me to push my muse and explore them in greater depth. fluff i can handle for a while, but it often has little plot on its own and i prefer it as an add-on to something else that's happening, or maybe it's advancing relationships/the plot somehow. i love to talk about the smutty side of relationships/dynamics, but i'm not confident in writing it, plus where pav's concerned, not sure how much i'd really ever be in the position to have to worry about that anyway. plots or memes : memes are a hell of a lot of fun and they definitely kickstart interactions (says me who never really reblogs memes ever), but i've learned i prefer plotting, no question. i get invested in plotted memes and having even some sort of path and knowledge of what i'm working with really helps me expand on this world that's being created in a way i can't with just winging it without feeling like i'm taking control or overstepping or what have you. plus, plots allow me to go fuck-all wild and really chat and have a good time with the other mun. long or short replies :  i am going to say long because i cannot keep my replies short. i always end up getting carried away and saying too much, whether it's internal thoughts, actions, or describing a setting. time to write: honestly, anytime the inspiration strikes. sometimes that is early, sometimes it's at 0300. i have no set time where i sit down and say now i write!! though i do find that i have the most inspiration when i am in places i don't want to be. for example, i think i write some of my best replies on mobile when i'm stuck at my desk at work. are you like your muse : hmmm in some ways. much like pav, i do actually love to learn and i hate not knowing things (though my memory is nowhere near as good as his, so i forget things quite often.) i also have a very strained relationship with my dad, but for different reasons.
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@ Munson !!
he / it / vamp / bite / fang / flap
... masculine terms
19 y/o ## ex host and ex academic worker
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Source -> Stranger Things
Source ID -> 80%
Sign Off -> 🦇 × Munson
&& GNC, Vampanic, Gay, Poly, Single, Semi Verbal, Punk, Demobat/Vampire, Nonhuman
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If you use yandere in a non reclaimed way- the term yandere is extremely ableist, it takes zero fucking cents to stop being an ableist piece of shit. Same goes with ""narc abuse"" wtf is wrong with you people. Hope you all get pushed off of a building
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We WILL just block you btw. We only have a dni for courtesy sake, if you interact with us knowing our dni in we will just block you and move on, you people trying to make us angry by doing this to us constantly have no affect on us, it just makes you look pathetic.
Oh, and if you want our main then dm me
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argent-sz · 10 months
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hiii hii omg hii im gonna go on one of me late night delirious rambles! read at your own discretion or not, whatever fuck ! you(endearinggly and maybe some sort of innuendo idk im tired im not in tune with my emotions as for every night im emotionally vulnerable after 7:30pm to the poitn where i could be head over heels for any sort of confident flirt or tease directly pointed wat me but you shouldnt worry about knowing that)
:readmore:
some days i wish i could.. disassociate from certain people by publicly saying it, like, "heyy this guy isnt my friend anymore bc we dont talk ever its not drama i just dont have any middle ground to even talk about of something we clearly do not have in common" and well its not like im dropping hints either, .
somedays i just... want to shed my entire online prescense to be vborn again but keep the relationships with friends intact, like changing names, which im not gonna do.
it doesnt helps that i had struggles with my online being, and the ideas of "starting over" or burning social bridges were ever present back then as they are todday, its not good, but i'd like to be able to really deattach from the notion that im friends with everyone, its hard to maintiain that status even if i didnt rightfully attributed it, i dont wanna start over, but i also dont want people to egg me about me cutting off someone who i only talked to exactly ONCE.. ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for as far as i remember i dont have a personality of my own, i have my own interest and tyoping quirks, but all ive heard about me being spoken about is mostly, the same, and somehow my "reputation" precedes me, there are random furries that know me, the kind that have like a billion followers, and we dont have anything in common, i know why and whats the source but i dont. i shouldnt, do the thing im thinking about, it wouldnt be nice for Anyone , but popufurs???? know about me??? not exactly scary but unnerving to some degree, these are the kind of people that get into those weekly "furry dramas" and ugh its a matter of time that im forced to pikc a side AGAIN, for like, the 5th time.
and i just think of the "what could've been" with people i used to talk about often, before we were forced to pick a side or end on the opposite's callout post, good thing ive never been featured in one, and idgaf if someone blocked me bc of me being a follower of random furry artist #128732187812973 but cmon , iim just tired, im tired of being noticed by people that i cant even look in the eyes, bc were simply so many levels apart!!! its not undair, but its. undeserved for them to speak my name, any of my names, any of my gamer tags, any semblance of Me.
someday, i want to create petty furry drama (bc its easily manufactured apparently) where i make something that resonates with a Lot of furries, and a popufur reblogs it and i just comment on it "oops popufur reblog" and delete the original post, w who was it that reblogged it??? idk, did i even knoe them? no and i dont wanna, they got like more than idk 2k followers, they can get to know one of them 2k followers, theres probably a guy with a monochromatic fcanine fursona with long haur in there, i can guarantee it, fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you dont know me!! i you cant control me!!!! ic cant even controll my seklf!!!! YEAOW
also if someone says to me irl "i like your shoelaces" im gonna say kill yourslef!! jk tho, you dont know me you don t know me you dont know me you dont wknow me you dont know me you dont know me your jkndont know me you do NOT know me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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doberbutts · 2 years
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ok but the major term transmascs have to describe the specific oppression we face was coined by a violently antiblack, anti-indigenous, lesbophobe who has a fetishistic kink related to correctively raping lesbians and gaslighting them into thinking they’re men so like. maybe use another word that isn’t associated with that. bc the majority of the transmascs who use it are associated with him and harassed if they speak against him. and also with the harassment of black transmascs like voc.
Give me proof that he is anti-black and anti-indigenous, specifically. Because the "proof" I see is that he got into a dispute over the usage of the acronym ABO during a discussion about Omegaverse theory and how a lot of trans guys are uncomfortable with the way it's treated in fanfic. An Aboriginal blogger objected to the acronym being used in this way because it is also a slur used against Aboriginal people. He initially protested this because words, in fact, often have more than one meaning and many people who have it trigger-tagged use specifically that variant and he was very clearly not talking about Aboriginal people, but eventually relented and agreed to only use the acronym with the slashes A/B/O or call it Omegaverse instead.
That was apparently not good enough. He was then labelled anti-black after a short vent regarding Biden's Juneteeth declaration, calling it too little too late, a sentiment shared by many black people (including myself!) and said he wanted more from this country's leadership in terms of reparations. This was deemed... talking over black people? Because he thought our historically racist leadership was doing too little to make up for slavery?
He *then* was labelled harassing two bloggers who have honestly been doing a lot of petty shit-flinging and launching personal harassment campaigns when one of his followers eventually decided to call them to the carpet for 8 months of abuse and block-dodging and call-out-posting- and... let's not forget that these bloggers also outright deny black people who disagree with them their blackness by calling them white-aligned and coons and monkeys the second any black blogger comments on their bad behavior.
In other words, the 'proof' I've seen is a stupid petty personal dispute that got way out of hand and should have ended when all parties blocked each other.
As for his kink blog- again I say that digging through someone's private (PASSWORD PROTECTED) consensual sex life for dirt is like... old hat homophobia and transphobia. But even ignoring that, yes he was engaging in some borderline SSC kinks consensually with a trans woman partner and some of that was indeed deliberate misgendering, forced masculinization, and consensual non-consent. And eventually he realized he was not comfortable continuing and stopped, and the screenshots were taken well after the fact. He has said this more than once on his blog. You don't need to like what someone does in the privacy of their own bedroom (or in this case on a blog you shouldn't have had access to), but understand that not only was it consensual but that his partner enjoyed it and wanted it. You are calling him a predator because he engaged in consensual sex that was asked of him.
(also it's really fucking weird that y'all are so hung up on that but the trans masc and trans man and ftm tags are constantly filled with trans fems looking for trans mascs to practice forced fem/misgendering/cnc kinks on and y'all do literally nothing about it- idgaf what people are into as long as it's SSC but at least be consistent)
What's mind-boggling to me is that he's mostly just been doing his own thing on his own blog, getting top surgery, fixing his homelessness, and being isolated because anyone who dares actually research anything in regards to this is immediately put to the axe. That blocklist is because he was initially resistant to changing an acronym that people use to avoid a specific trigger that has nothing to do with the racist slur the acronyn shares letters with. Literally. This has snowballed out of proportion from that.
Meanwhile two trans fems so far have been called fakers or outright called men as a result of this block list. Several bloggers have recieved death threats, rape threats, transphobic garbage, ableist garbage, and worse. Who is harassing who, here? Because these bloggers were mainly talking among themselves (or in some cases, just talking TO themselves as there are vent blogs with only a small handful of followers on that list) and not going out of their way to bother anyone. When multiple trans fems spoke up saying hey, this isn't cool, I believe the same thing as these trans mascs and intersex people, put me on the list too... it was denied because the list is "only" for trans mascs. How does that make sense? If people who believe in something are all dangerous, why is it only some people being punished for it?
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malleux · 4 years
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spell [2]. | corpse husband
part one ; part three
-> Pairing: Corpse Husband x Fem!Reader
-> Genre: Fluff, Slight Angst
-> Warnings: Hate Comments, Self Doubt, Anxiety, Cursing
-> A/N: thank you for 1k notes on part one! i’m so glad everyone likes my work. it’s really nice getting this much love after taking a hiatus on my fire emblem writing blog. i hope y’all enjoy it and stay on the lookout for part three!
corpse husband taglist is closed!
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Two weeks.
It’s been two weeks since you joined Sean’s Among Us stream.
While that was your first public appearance, you had joined three others after that and already you were blowing up on almost every social media platform you had. The attention was kind of nice, you had to admit, but sometimes the anxiety of becoming a public figure weighed heavily on your shoulders.
During that time, you turned to your friends who were used to such scrutiny: Sean, Felix, and now Corpse, who you’ve been talking to every day for those two weeks.
It was another one of those nights where, at 1am, you were on Facetime with said man. His screen was dark, as usual. He hadn’t shown his face yet and you respected that. You didn’t need to see him to talk to him, or be his friend, or develop a slight crush on him. All of which you did.
The call was relatively silent on your end. Corpse was on Facetime with you, yes, but he was also on a call in Discord, once again playing Among Us.
You often wondered if playing that game was all your new friends did anymore.
You stayed quiet, letting Corpse play the game and avoiding his fans finding out about your call. You had college work to finish anyways, so the silence was rather helpful.
“We should ask Y/N if she wants to play. I wanna meet her.” Sykkuno’s voice rang out from the Discord call. He was right- you’d never met him. He and Corpse seemed extremely close, though, so you’d love to talk to him. A friend of your crush friend was a friend of yours.
“She’s busy tonight.” Corpse responded.
“Yeah, she’s got an exam coming up- wait, how do you know?” Sean joined in, questioning Corpse.
“Uh, I mean we’re on Facetime right now, I guess.” Your heart sped up- now his fans knew. “She’s studying. We’re just hanging out.”
“Didn’t you guys ‘hang out’ last night as well? It seems like you’re trying to take my best friend away from me.” Sean joked back.
“I mean, I definitely am.”
Your breath caught in your throat. What was that supposed to mean? Sean was obviously kidding, but the tone in Corpse’s voice wasn’t the one he used when he was joking as well.
Felix suddenly butted in. “Ooooh, I think Corpse-y has a little crush.”
“And if I do?”
Y/N.exe has stopped working.
꧁꧂
Three weeks, now, that you’ve been talking to Corpse daily.
One week since Corpse’s crush comment and one week that you’ve endured countless mentions and tags on Instagram and Twitter, constantly talking about #CorpseY/N.
You didn’t really mind the shipping, often losing yourself in daydreams about driving those two hours down from your apartment in Los Angeles down to San Diego and running into his arms. It didn’t help when he mentioned wanting you to come visit one day.
You just worried about how Corpse felt about them. He was still relatively new to blowing up on the internet as well, his fame suddenly skyrocketing in the past few months, so you weren’t sure if he was comfortable with them. You didn’t want to bring it up, either, fearing that the discussion would make things awkward between the two of you.
For now, you were rather content with just scrolling through the #CorpseY/N hashtag, looking at the pictures and nice things people had to say about you both.
“they’re so cute when they talk to each other, you can just tell Corpse meant it when he said he was trying to steal Y/N away.”
“#CorpseY/N is my new favorite thing. Everyone shut up this is all I’ll be talking about from now on.”
“God why can’t they just be together already? #CorpseY/N”
Everyone was so supportive and sweet, it almost made you feel like you already were Corpse’s girlfriend. Although your heart hurt when you were brought back to reality, you couldn’t help but love the comments that everyone left. They were amazing.
Until they weren’t.
There are always two sides of the same coin. Along from the supporters and their loving actions, there were also those who seethed at the idea of you and Corpse.
They scrutinized everything about you to the point that you made your Instagram account- already with 30k followers- private.
Haters talked about you. Your body, your personality, how you weren’t worthy to even talk to Corpse and the rest of the Youtubers, and so much more. You’ve spent many nights with your Facetime mic muted so that Corpse couldn’t hear the small sobs coming from you.
These thoughts were almost always on the back of your mind, but you were sometimes able to push them away.
Like now- as you focused on your exam. Well, tried to focus. There comes to be a time where one can only hear so many negative things about themselves before they can’t ignore it anymore.
But alas, you tried your hardest and finished your exam, before walking out of the room and pulling out your phone. Now, you had a break before your new classes started and you’ve never been more relieved. You pulled up a certain contact and clicked on the message icon, beginning to type.
you:
i’m finished! up next, a break.
corpse:
I hope you did well. How long is your break?
you:
two weeks!
corpse:
Come spend it in San Diego
You stopped in your tracks, taken aback by the offer. You really didn’t think that he’d invite you over, but you weren’t about to complain. Instead, you sent back an ‘I’ll pack tonight :)’ and rushed home to do just that.
Corpse called you as you packed, just like he calls every night. You were used to the routine now, often falling asleep around 3am as he stays on the phone, doing whatever he does with his ruined sleep schedule until you wake up and say good morning.
Tonight, however, you were too jittery to sleep. You stayed up all night with Corpse, talking about anything and everything, like usual.
What wasn’t usual, though, was how distracted he sounded. It made you nervous- was he having second thoughts about inviting you over? Was something wrong?
Your thoughts nearly overwhelmed you, forcing you to say something.
“Are you okay, Corpse?” You tried to hide the small shake in your voice.
“Hm? Uh, yeah, yeah, everything’s good. Why?”
“It doesn’t sound like it. What’s going on? You’re acting off.”
His side of the phone was silent for a moment, before he let out a sigh. “I’m just thinking about what I’ve got to do before you get here tomorrow. Like, cleaning and stuff.”
“Pshh, that doesn’t matter to me.” You waved your hand, even though he couldn’t see it in the darkness of your room.
“It’s just that, my apartment isn’t… the best. It’s small and there’s only one bedroom and it’s kind of shitty. I just don’t want it to be even more shitty.”
“Corpse, I’m coming there to spend time with you, not your apartment. I don’t care what any of that shit looks like. I’m going to be looking at you and hanging out with you. Not your apartment.” You didn’t mean to go on a tangent of reassurance, but you truly meant all of your words. “Hell, I might not even see the apartment because I already know I won’t be able to look away from you.”
“I- God, give me a minute. That took me off guard.” He laughed. “But thank you. I may not even be able to clean because I’ll be distracted too.”
“By what?”
“You, standing in front of me, in person.” You could hear the smile in his voice. “That’s a fucking dream come true.”
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cacodaemonia · 3 years
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I wanted to talk about this with someone and you seemed like a safe person to approach, so I’m gonna confess/vent a little to you I guess if that’s okay 🥺
I’m fairly new to the Star Wars fandom and when I got into the clone wars and specifically the clones in general, naturally I started reading fanfic and looking at art. I noticed some people shipped the clones together and I thought nothing of it. Based on their interactions on screen I thought “yeah i can see why people interpreted it that way.” Especially ships like Jesse/Kix and Boil/Waxer. To the point now that in my mind they are just naturally together, I can’t imagine them not. Even if it’s not necessarily romantic, but I could get behind the romantic ship side as well. I like any version of the relationships between the clones, whether it’s more familial/brotherly or romantic.
Imagine my surprise, then, to find out that some people think it’s problematic or equal to in*est? I never saw it that way, and I still don’t. They’re not actually siblings. They’re clones, yeah, but they’re still… different people? But because I’m new to the fandom, I’m afraid to talk about it anywhere or with anyone for fear of being judged or shunned. Especially after that blacklist nonsense that recently went down. And it sucks too because I want to make friends and enjoy the fandom space, but I feel like I can’t to the full extent I want to for fear of judgement or hate. I’ve dealt enough with that in other fandoms, I’d rather just avoid it if I can in this new one, which means keeping quiet. But I hate that, too, because then I’m forced to hide this thing I really enjoy, which makes it feel shameful. Like, I recently really got into Rex/Fives and read/reread every fic that exists in the tag, but I feel like I can’t talk about it with anyone without being judged :/ they’re not even real people, I don’t see why some get so up in arms about it
I'm happy you feel like I'm a safe person! <3
Oh, same! I literally didn't think about it, then I was like, okay well some people associate clone/clone ships with actual familial relationships, so I guess I should be considerate of their sensitivity. I never saw it that way, because you absolutely cannot have millions of siblings, but then the antis got pushy so I said fuck it and went all in. XD
Anyway, as you said, some of the clone characters have such great dynamics with each other, even in the very small amount of screen time they get, so it's completely natural to ship them just like you'd ship any other characters.
They’re clones, yeah, but they’re still… different people?
Yes! Tbh (and I'm not directing this at people wo are just squicked out by clone/clone ships while being mature enough to ship and let ship <3), I find it kind of... unsettling when some people suggest that, just because the clones all look roughly the same, that automatically means they are a monolith and can't have a variety of relationships with each other.
It makes me wonder if these folks are completely failing to grasp one of the main themes of TCW: even if you look the same, you're not the same person inside / you don't have to be special to be special??
But yeah, it sucks that this group of very vocal, nasty people is trying to ruin things for others who just want to enjoy fandom in completely harmless, yet slightly different ways. I make liberal use of the block button and content/tag filters so I never even see their BS, but the sane people in the fandom shouldn't have to do that just to not get harassed.
Haha, what we need is a Chill People List! It would probably be quite extensive. :)
I wish I could help somehow, but other than painting a bigger target on my back since idgaf, I feel like all I can do is try to be a voice of reason. <3
Also, Fives/Rex is very cute and is definitely growing on me. :D
Take care! <3
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lovee-infected · 4 years
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• @0honeybaby0 :asked: “Hello! I have been having too much stress recently, and if you don't mind, would you please make some confront headcanons of Malleus and Leona? if you don't have time or simply you don't want to do it, it's okay! Take care!”
Reposting because tags were dead
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Malleus had recognized your gloomy aura from the very first second, but decided to keep quiet not wanting to seem any rude or disturbing by forcing you into talking about it. He was hoping that it’s just a normal bad mood which would be taken away if he spends more time with you and keeps your mind off it.
He doesn’t know what may be wrong but tries his best to cheer you up anyway. He is quite shy to directly ask you out so he just goes with inviting you for a walk or taking you out to have something sweet together.
It is somehow helpful at first since spending time with him really lifts up your spirits. He is calm and mature yet so gentle and sweet, it’s never tiring to have him around, but as your struggling with anxiety continues you soon realize that even him can’t really make you feel any better.
When you begin lose interest in your short time with him as well Malleus gets really concerned; his attempt not only failed to make you feel any better but also ended up making you feel worse, what is wrong? Has he done something bad? Or could -he- be the reason you’ve been feeling down lately? Did he offend you by trying to get closer…?
He feels quite guilty thinking that it’s his fault that you aren’t feeling well, but he needs to make sure. He doesn’t want any coincidences to be between you and him so he finally takes the urge to ask you:
“My dear, you’ve been looking quite down lately, is there anything bothering you? Have I done something wrong?”
You are really surprised to hear that Malleus was actually thinking that he hes done something wrong while spending time with him was one of the very few things that could calm you down these days, it actually makes you laugh and the fae is confused again.
When you finally explain Malleus is relieved but also surprised: You were feeling nervous? He wasn’t considering the possibility of it, but if this is what has bothering you, he shall make sure to take away the anxiety from his beloved.
He wouldn’t mind giving you a hug or letting you lay your head on his lap if it helps you feel any better, but he’s more in charge of verbally confronting you now that you need it.
Malleus understands your concern as you feel responsible toward the tasks you’re given, but life is way too short to be spent on worrying because of them, especially for an mortal being like you. He doesn’t question you over the details, but he explains that no matter what the results are going to be, all that matters is that you tried your best and you should be proud because of it. Even as the results aren’t as good as you were expecting , letting failures bring you down would only hold you back from enjoying every other thing you love in this world; mistakes aren’t chains to hold you back from going any further, they are lessons to teach you how to go way further by telling you what is right and what isn’t. Doesn’t matter at all if you do not succeed, all that matters is whether you learned your lesson, or not.
He continues to talk for hours but it doesn’t seem to get any tiring, his tone is neither blaming nor dull, but so soft and calm like his words are coming out in melody. He gently pats you on head as you let go of the pain by just listening to him, feeling much better now that you’re no longer keeping it in.
When you’re done, Malleus takes a moment to look back at you and ask if it helped, glad that he now knows what has been bothering you all this time, but if you were struggling with anxiety and needed to talk, you could’ve just told him :“Why didn’t you just tell me in the first place?”
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He doesn’t need you to word it, just by looking at your face he can tell that there’s something wrong. Leona isn’t usually one to give a damn about another’s personal problems or feelings, but when it comes to you, he does care.
No sugarcoating, he directly gets to the point and asks you what is wrong which certainly confuses you, unsure of what he is talking about. “You are a mess, what is it?” he points it out, saying just how obvious it is.
You realize his point but are too embarrassed to tell him the truth. Leona couldn’t care less about life and he probably isn’t one to let anything ever get to him, the best of his possible struggle would be a simple idgaf and going back to sleep. You think that he’d surely laugh it off if he knew that all you’re dealing with is anxiety, therefore you refuse to tell.
At first he doesn’t really care to ask why you’re lying, it might br just a -you- problem and you don’t really have to tell him if you don’t want to. Perhaps you just need some time to get over the thought, whatever it is.
He decides to leave you to it since you don’t seem to be wanting him to know, and tries to treat you normally regardless of what may be wrong. He invites you over, asks for your lap when he wants to take a nap, spends his usual time talking to you and in summary, does everything you always did together, but it doesn’t really seem as pleasant as usual. You look really tired, he isn’t used to seeing this face of yours. You were always the one to cheer him up when he wasn’t in the mood but now you seem to be even worse than the moody and tired Leona. He just realizes how much it pisses him off.
You were always the brighter one in this relationship and it’s going to be so screwed up if you aren’t feeling any good either. He doesn’t want you to be so, it really pisses him off.
One of you two has to be the one confronting the other and it was usually you, seems like this calls for a switch.He’s done, he’s had enough. He raises his head from your lap and sits in front of you:“One question, three words: What - is - wrong?”
You deny it at first saying that you’re totally fine, just a bit tired, but has had enough of it and tells you that if you aren’t going to talk, he’d get the Leech guy to pull the truth out of you. Ironic. Well embarrassing yourself in front of him wasn’t worse than being forced to do this anyway by Jade, so you give up.
You let it off your chest, how stressed out you’ve been feeling lately and what a pain life seemed to be, you are tired of it. You couldn’t get your mind of it but didn’t want to tell him either, afraid that this may cause him to look down on you and find it silly.
It turns out to be quite the opposite, he neither laughs nor finds it stupid, instead he says that he totally gets you.
Leona comes from a royal family and his childhood wasn’t really the easiest. He was always looked down to regardless of what he did or how much he tried, all because he had to bear the pain of being the second prince. He was always afraid of it being his unchangeable fate and it made him anxious, really anxious. He spent days training to the point of bleeding while he was just a child, and no one ever cared to ask him what was wrong. He ended up being an aggressive child while all he needed was some attention, to be cared for. But that never happened. And that’s how he ended up being the ignorant person he is, because he knows that there’s no point in being worried while all it does is to make you feel worse about things you cannot change.
He totally gets what it feels to be anxious and helpless so he’s with you on it, but there’s still a difference: You’d never end up like he did. You’ve got him to care for you and he’s always there to listen if you need to talk. He won’t ever let it get to you to the point of breaking down and he’s willing to help if there is something he can do, but he reminds you that it’s all an -exception- , only because you aren’t feeling well so don’t expect him to be as generous when you’re all fine again.
He has got free hugs for you if it helps you feel any better, but just this one time. He isn’t your personal hug toy but he’s decided to be soft since you need him now.
You’re going to have to nurse him all over in return when you’re better but for now, he’d just let his guard down so you can take your time and get the rest that you need, so he doesn’t mind spoiling you a bit more
“If you’d told me sooner I wouldn’t have laughed your problmes off, you know. But to keep it in because you thought I may find it stupid, man, you are absolutely silly,”
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ziracona · 3 years
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We know Simon was abused/abandoned by the Cat on the train giving him PTSD and abandonment issues, but we never find out what he was on the train for is what I mean.
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Look, I know Simon is a complex character and thats what makes him a good antagonist, but that’s a ridiculous thing to say. The Cat did not ‘abuse’ him. Legit all she did was leave him behind when they were fleeing something, on accident, and then not go back when she realize she was gone. Which sucks, but it’s not abuse and it’s not even that bad betrayal. Also, Simon sucks, and he sucks on his own. I liked him at seasons start but he’s pretty clearly a character given about 18 chances to improve who routinely chooses of his own free will to become evil. The Cat gives him stuff to let him read memories — not on her own, it’s Simon’s idea and she gives it because he throws a fit, and then she explicitly warns/cautions him not to use it on someone he loves. She doesn’t tell him to do anything he does to Grace, that’s all Simon being a horrible person on his own—The Cat doesn’t even broach the subject of invading her mind or twisting her memories. That’s 110% Simon and only Simon. She did abandon him, but everyone on that train has trauma, and trauma isn’t an excuse to murder other people. It doesn’t make you sympathetic or not responsible for your actions. It’s an explanation for some of your behavior, not an excuse. I wish he’d been better, he had good qualities and could have chosen to follow them. But he didn’t. He murdered Tuba, he tried to do the same to Hazel, he mind raped Grace literally just because she lied to him one (1) time and went completely batshit out of proportion, left her for dead and got worse again, then tried to murder her like four more times even when she saved his life again and again. He’s not a good person. He’s by the end of S3 no longer a sympathetic character—he’s a heartless asshole who’s killed everything sympathetic there was in him. There are some things that were sympathetic about him, yes, but he throws away pretty much everything good about him, and he becomes a monster of his own free will. With countless chances to change he flat just doesn’t want. I’m not here to defend The Cat in general, but she’s absolutely not responsible for all of Simon’s actions. She didn’t even mean to leave him. She did, and she didn’t go back. Which isn’t great, but as someone who’s suffered way worse personal betrayals I can tell you it’s comparatively not that bad. And anyway, people hurting you doesn’t make them suddenly somehow the person who’s really doing all the bad stuff you do. That’s bullshit. Simon is 18, he’s an adult human being, and he’s responsible for what he does. We all are, no matter what other people did to us. You don’t get to just pass the buck and pretend because your heart got broken or you were abused, somehow it’s not bad when you abuse someone else or not your fault or you doing it.
This not specifically at Anon, who was polite, but just to anyone who sees this in the tags bc I’m sick of people making their feelings my problem: People can like Simon if they want; idgaf. But I do not like that rat bastard—he’s a terrible person. Do not send me asks about this. I was talking about Tuba when I got the above asks; I didn’t even god damn vague the boy’s name. I don’t /want/ to talk about Simon. I have as much right to feel how I feel about a fictional character as anyone else, and nobody has a right to try and force me to feel otherwise or make it my problem I dislike them and your emotional state doesn’t like that. You don’t have to like my opinion, you don’t have to respect my opinion, but you have to respect my right to hold it, and that means leave me the fuck alone. If anyone sends me fucking asks about Simon I’m going to delete them without reading and block you. It costs a minimum of 5 dollars for me to agree to make your emotional issues over what I think even slightly my problem, and I will not interact with things I don’t want to be bothered by unless paid to do so.
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