#im so fucking tired of being mentally ill

[dedgirlzombie]

im one month clean :33 (Ive contemplated on relapsing every day since and i sleep with my blades under my pillow every night.)

[marstheworld]

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[deadtotheworld597]

I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone

😂silly fucking me 😂

[justfeelme]

I just want kill myself but i’m scared. I guess i’m just coward…

[depressiv]

ʷʰᵃᵗˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵖᵒⁱⁿᵗ

[rrr333sstuff]

“Wanting to feel wanted is the loneliest feeling ever.”

[ima-end-itt]

"he was depressed, then he smoked weed"

Me fr fr

[spirituallyfucked]

looks like its time to distance myself and stop speaking again <3

[deepdepressingtruth]

People will SHOW you, what’s important to them. Every. Time.

F- the words, F the intentions, people SHOW you what’s important to them.

They do special things for the ones they care about, make memories of the ones they love.

If they don’t, then walk away. It’s not worth the pain of being constantly reminded that you’re not a worth anything to them.

Long story short— do you, do what’s best for you.

You’re the only one who will.

[thundersyst3m]

"Hi! I'm a severely mentally ill person who was abused, tortured and isolated for most of my life, I've developed many disorders and complicated mentalities since I was raised like a abused street dog, sometimes I can be really aggressive and even experience delusions and hallucinations, which make my life really hard, i have aggressive outbursts, mania and depressive episodes, and due to my fawn trauma response, I tend to just agree with anything anyone who's angry says about me when i'm accused of something, and then don't care to fix It or explain myself because I feel like I deserve that punishment either way"

"OH SO YOU WERE LYING ABOUT [X] THING?" "OH SO WHAT ABOUT [X] THING YOU SAID?"

"... Did you even listen to anything I fucking said?"

[dedgirlzombie]

off molly rn , all i can think about is slitting my wrists to feel my insides rush out.

[deadtotheworld597]

Professionals drugging up there patients just so they don’t have to deal with us

[sad-fairy-forest]

11/5/24

I am so tired and done

[anxiously-sidequesting]

Does anyone else in this fandom have those Autism™ Moments where you have like 80 different wizard posts you want to make and are bouncing around in your head like that windows screen loader thing at the Exact Same Time and each post requires like a nuclear bomb amount of energy and creativity that you don't have because,

[rrr333sstuff]

[brokenxheart]

My mind is a mess