#inner battle

[your-heart-is-a-treasure]

Your external reality is just a reflection of your inner space.

Your external reality is like this house of mirrors. It can only reflect back to you, what you are feeling inside you. If you are feeling crummy about yourself, your will see realities that reflect this crummy feeling back at you through some physical manifestation. If you are feeling angry within, you will see your reality reflect this anger back at you through some person or a circumstance. Most people try to fight the external reality, they try to fix it and change it through their actions, without ever bothering to first sort out their inner feelings, their inner thoughts and their inner conflicts. Fighting the external reality is like punching the mirror – it serves no purpose other than reflect more anger and hatred.

It’s futile to keep wanting the external reality to be different without first sorting out the inner negativity.

[byjenie]

Love yourself, more.

💌

From "Feel better, no matter what" by Michael James.

[murakamijeva-muza]

[be-a-muslim-1st]

[blessingsanddilemmas]

Oh how you worry my heart

This dark depression in you

Hoping you get through it

Hoping you see the light you bring

Praying you get through safely

That you see those around you

Loving and supporting you

My heart breaks to see your light and smile fading

You can win this battle

You are strong, you are brave

Hope and love on your side

We believe, do you?

- B&D

[my-dark-journal]

Ich will kämpfen verdammt, ich will nicht wieder in Dreck liegen!

8.12.22

[kalahs-beautiful-realm]

Art by, Evelyn De Morgan [British, 1855-1919]

(The Kingdom of Heaven Suffereth Violence) 1910.

[liesandnights]

You want battle ?

I’ll give you war.

[theunknowndoodler]

Welcome to another inner battle in the mind! Been wanting to do this for a while now but never got the chance

Green is the girl named Feo, and Alex will be fighting for control over the body.... who will win I wonder

[your-heart-is-a-treasure]

What is Nafs? Nafs means misleading ego. Conquer the false ego to hear your Heart. The false ego is your real cause of pain and bondage to worldly desires. You are the soul.

[purplexenthusiast]

Oh no I did it again

I losing control of myself, and there is no one here to save me.

Now I am sinking and being dragged into a dark and cold hole where I'm too tired to drag myself out.

The scars and wounds on my body still bleed and hurt like alcohol on paper cut, I want to scream and cry for help but who is gonna understand?

That some cuts are not visible to the eye, but only to one self.

How am I supposed to go on and be there for other people when I myself haven't learned how to heal yet.

[s3znl-gr3znl]

Babe you just dont get it. Im fucked up. Im like so damaged you dont even know. You couldnt even begin to comprehend the demons(IBS*) im fighting rn

*itty-bitty syndrome

[be-a-muslim-1st]

[rachymarie]

Didn't manage to get anything done yesterday as I'd hoped, due to sleeping through all 8 alarms until 9.30pm, so today is work day and the logic side of my brain is currently in battle with the aspirations side, where the logic side tells me we're only half am hour away from when I must get in the shower to get ready to leave; while the aspirations side had planned earlier on to carry on with the fabric organizing task which involves moving a whole bunch of stuff out into the hallway and back after, and is trying to fight to win the permission to do so, even though I have let time slip away from me.

But now that I am stopping to really think about it, I don't really have time to get any of that personal stuff done today and be on time.

So in conclusion I'm just gonna finish scrolling Tumblr to where I left off yesterday, and get onto getting ready asap. I do need to up my punctuality game. I watched a video this morning aimed at ADHD folk on tips to not run late. I'm sure it's an autistic thing too?

And if I am running early I am allowed to take the time to do a full eye look with multiple shades. Oh what a lovely concept, wearing makeup to work for fun. Then the day won't be a whole wash creatively, as I will have got some makeup practice in.

And I have been good not buying any more eyeshadow palettes this year, wanting to shop my sizeable stash. With all the palettes I have I probably have every possible colour anyway. Except maybe all the nude/neutral shades as I'm more of a colour girlie - neutrals don't really do it for me tho I love a good smokey eye, but can do that in colour anyway.

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk, that will be all for now

[luvisiposting]

[ego-meliorem-esse]

Alfred

but also Alfred