#pls enjoy these bad bad bois and gals

[abd-illustrates]

🖤 Heartless - the Wonders 🖤

For this week’s video, I officially closed the book on the “Heartless” chapter of my Concept Corner series by delving into the dark powers and potential pasts of the story’s villains, the Wonders! 🖤🤍💛🧡❤️💚

This is a compilation of all the finished pieces -- it’s wild to think how long its been since this silly lil' video series started, but I can’t wait to see where it goes next! Hope you’ll keep an eye out for whatever may come along on the horizon 💖

▶️ The full speedpaint is available NOW over on YouTube! ▶️

(DON’T EDIT / REUPLOAD TO OTHER SITES / ACCOUNTS)    ♻️reblogs are lovely tho!♻️  

[everlastlady]

Oye oye!! ¡Estoy aquí para enviar ese enfrentamiento! I’m the vocaloid anon that asked if you take matchups and since you do and want me to send one, then I shall! So I want a Romantic matchup for Hazbin Hotel please and I want a male matchup pls! (^^) とにかく始めましょう！

My name is Joey, I use he/him pronouns, im transgender aromatic unlabeled and bisexual, i have adhdism and BPD, and im a very cool person😎/hj

personality: I’m a ENTP and Extroverted but at first I’m a little awkward when I meet new people so it may take a some time to adjust to that new person but it’ll be good! I love to ramble about my interests a LOT, I also enjoy talking to someone about really anything, i love to make silly/sexual jokes, I have positive and negative traits ofc but lets start with the positive ones hmm? So I'm highly attuned to the smallest details, and I'm often the first to notice patterns in a system or a group of people. I tend to enjoy strategizing, problem-solving, and brainstorming new ways to complete everyday tasks. Now for the negative ones now When I'm bored or feeling trapped, I become anxious, scattered, and impatient. I may make impulsive decisions or take needless unnecessary risks, and one more thing that I'm not proud of at all is that I vape a lot when my anxiety goes through the roof. Now anyways with that, I have a huge passion for dancing, like I love it, I enjoy doing parapara dancing is a traditional thing where I dance to tech/euro music, but I also do regular dancing I love vocaloid a lot so I dance to a lot of the songs, I would love to dance with my partner and it can be slow dancing, etc idc anything PLEASE!!! also I enjoy flirting with my partner in different languages like Japanese and Spanish the nicknames I love to use would be ハニー (hanii), 恋人 / こいびと (Koibito), Mi amor and Mi alma, I have all the love languages I'm serious lmaoo, for dates it would be like going to a movie theater and then afterwards we can go get dinner, or personal for me I would like to go to an arcade and the shop for a little and whatever my partner wants really lolz xP

appearance: I'm 5'6, i have a rectangular body, I have dyed black boy hair with bangs, inhale brown/hazel eyes, I wear glasses, I also have piercings on my nose, lips, ears, eyebrow, etc 😭, I also wear a shit load of styles like goth (trad goth, romantic goth, cyber goth, mall goth, and nu goth), gyaru (himekaji, hime gal, rokku, manba, banba, agejo, kogal, tsuyome and kigurumin) scenemo/emo, and vkei ouji and lolita, I usually wear those for fun, when I'm going out somewhere, social media, etc but when I'm at home/school/work I wear street clothing type of stuff like a sweatshirt and baggy pants hehehe

hobbies/interests: anime/manga, gaming, cosplaying, fashion, art (painting, drawing, pottery, digital art, etc) learning new languages (Japanese and Spanish), cooking, volleyball, dancing, singing, listening to music/making music, playing piano/electric guitar , writing, collecting stuff(clothes, seashells, etc), shopping and more on

likes: vocaloid/utau, hajime hinata (danganronpa), a silent voice, albedo (genshin impact), lemon demon, felix kranken (twf), bread, sharks, christmas music/christmas in general, scp 3008 (roblox game), get a snack at 4am (roblox game), musicals, hotels, my friends, enstars (switchP + more), rhythm games, doukyuusei, mystic messenger, twf, genshin, a silent voice, lemon demon/neil cicierega in general, breaking bad, eddsworld, homestuck, horimiya, hxh, the great gatsby, saiki k, hamilton (sadly, im sorry.)

dislikes: negitive mentions of my voice, comparing me to people/saying stuff like "you remind me of ____", and spiders (idc that angel dust is a spider since he does not look like one but I’m scared of actual tiny ass spiders 😭)

also these are some of my top kins!!:  hiyori tomoe (enstars), yoosung kim (mystic messenger), jumin han (mystic messenger), hanako (tbhk), felix kranken (twf), albedo (genshin impact), shoya ishida (a silent voice), tom (eddsworld), eridan (homestuck), karkat (homestuck), miyamura izumi (horimiya), natsume sakasaki (enstars), sora harukawa (enstars), V (mystic messenger), hagumi kitazawa (bandori), matsubara kanon (bandori), shinji ikari (neon genesis evangelion), lain iwakura (serial experiments lain), hajime hinata (danganronpa) and more....!

どうもありがとう ！¡Que tengas un gran resto de tu día o noche!

Hello! Thank you for submitting I was literally deciding who to match you with that I was thinking about Angel Dusk, Alastor, and Husk. I almost choose Alastor but I decided Husk needs some love but I do drop an Alastor hint 👀 so I hope you like that and this story.

Magical Date

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Author's Note: Hello! My little imps, demonic sinners, & powerful overlords. Welcome back to another story that this lovely person requested. I have many request to complete so this is me knocking out one of the request. My inbox is closed at the moment but I'll still be posting and will open it back up soon.

Word Count: 1903

Fandom: Helluva Boss

Husk didn’t really care about working at this hotel. In his words he didn’t want to do any charity work. But Alastor made him stay and help out. Husk really couldn’t say no and there were reasons behind it. Reasons Husk didn’t feel like telling anyone and couldn’t tell anyone. So Husk did his work at the hotel. Sometimes he complained here and there. Having to tell Angel to screw off and for Charlie not to hug him for doing a good job. The only people he could stand were Nifty and Vaggie. Husk would just work, drink, and sleep. Everything just felt like a cycle that was until Joey had joined the hotel. Husk stared at Joey for a moment and felt a weird feeling in his chest but he thought it was just from the alcohol so he pushed it aside. Charlie had called a meeting and introduced Joey as someone who will be working here at the hotel. That he would be helping with the teenage sinners. Husk hoped that Joey wasn’t annoying as the others. And to Husk surprise he wouldn’t but Joey would make sexual jokes with Angel or silly jokes with Alastor. Joey was great at his job when it came to teens understanding certain patterns that landed these teenagers in Hell. He was always helping Charlie with ideas for the hotel like when they threw a summer festival at the hotel and everyone had fun. Husk himself even enjoyed it. Husk found himself enjoying seeing Joey. It was night and Husk had finished closing the front desk, he decided he earned himself a smoke break and walked outside to the back alley. That’s where he stopped Joey and saw him smoking. Husk wasn’t up to date with many things but he could see that Joey was vaping. Husk never understood anything about vaping but he wouldn’t judge because times are changing and things are and will be different. Husk walked over and saw that Joey was upset. Husk pulled out a cigarette and lit it. “ What’s up with you? “ Husk said as he placed the cigarette to his lips. Joey looked over at Husk and sighed. “ I made a stupid choice. You see I wanted to impress Alastor even though Vaggie warned me not to do so. I asked Alastor to dance thinking I could wing it since I love to dance but I accidentally knocked down Alastor’s radio and broke it, even though he said it was okay. I couldn’t help but cry and run off because I embarrassed myself and I feel so fuckinf stupid! “ Joey said. As he weeps and looks down. Husk sighed and looked at Joey, feeling bad Husk knew how it felt to be embarrassed when trying to impress someone. “ Hey, now don’t beat yourself up, sure you might have embarrassed yourself but come on we all screw up and make fools of yourselves. I’m surprised that Alastor didn’t send you to a different part of Hell for breaking his radio. So if he didn’t then he must not have been upset. But again don’t beat yourself up. “ Husk decided to try a tactic that Charlie had him do whenever he was upset. “ Joey, look at me. “ Husk said. Joey stared at Husk with tearful eyes. Husk wipes away Joey’s tears and gives him a serious look. “ This may seem silly but just follow my lead. “ Husk looked around and lifted his arms in the air. Joey stared at Husk with confusion.

“ Come on, just do it. “ Husk said. Not wanting anyone to walk into the alley and see them. Joey nodded and lifted his arms in the hair. “ Close your eyes. “ Husk said while he closed his eyes. Joey closed his eyes. “ And now deep breathes in and out. “ Husk said. As he was teaching Joey some breathing exercises. Joey did what Husk said. The two of them taking deep breaths, pausing, and then breathing out. This continued for a few minutes and Joey started to feel better. It also made Husk feel better that he didn’t want to smoke. Husk opened his eyes and dropped his arms to the side. “ Alright, do you feel better. “ Joey opened his eyes and smiled and gave a nod. “ Yeah, I feel a bit better thanks Husk, can I give you a hug? “ Joey asked. This surprised Husk because his boundaries usually weren’t respected mostly by Angel, Alastor, and Charlie. “ Eh…. sure but make it quick. “ Husk said, mumbling. Joey hugged Husk for about five seconds then pulled away. A part of Husk wished the hug lasted longer but he couldn’t get attached. “ I~I’ll I’ll see you around Joey. “ Husk walked back inside the Hotel. Joey smiled and was grateful that Husk calmed him down and talked with him. The next morning Joey was listening to just a couple of songs from the musical Hamilton. He had gotten Charlie addicted to the musical that the two would sometimes listen to it. Husk couldn’t stop thinking about Joey yesterday after what happened. He thought about asking Joey to have a drink with him but he wasn’t sure if Joey was a drinker so he thought maybe he could take Joey to a magic show that was happening. “ Come on, just ask them. “ Husk thought to himself. Husk closed his eyes and sighed. Maybe getting out of the hotel would be good and he could share his special interest with someone. Husk took a deep breath and walked over. He tapped Joey’s shoulder and Joey turned around, he took off his headphones and smiled. “ Hey Husk, what’s up? “ Joey said, with a sweet smile on his face. “ There is this magic show happening tonight, do you wanna go or not because you don’t have to go if you want, I don’t care. “ Husk said, mumbling the last part.

“ Sure, Husk, I would love to go with you to a magic show. Better than staying up another night and playing my game. “ Joey said, chuckling nervously. Joey didn’t want to tell Husk that he stays up late at night playing Mystic Messenger and Genshin. So maybe a change of routine would be nice and Joey hasn’t really explored all of Hell. Husk was happy to hear that Joey agreed to go to the magic show with him. “ Great! “ Husk coughed and looked at Joey. “ I-I I mean great… I’ll pick you up at 8pm. “ Husk said, trying to sound more serious. Joey chuckled seeing that Husk was trying to act chill. “ I’ll be ready then, I have to go now. I promised Angel and Niffty that we’ll go shopping. “See you tonight Husk. “ Joey smiled and walked off as Husk felt his heart do a little dance. He walked off not knowing that a certain radio demon was watching. When it was getting close to 8-pm Husk was dressed up all and had one single rose that he didn’t steal from the hotel garden. He walked towards Joey’s apartment and knocked on the door. When the door opened, Joey stood there dressed up in their romantic goth style which Husk thought Joey looked amazing. “ This is for you. “ Husk handed Joey the single rose. Joey reached out and grabbed the rose and smelled. “ Thanks. “ Joey turned around and placed the rose in a vase and stepped outside his apartment to lock the door. The Husk and Joey walked to the entertainment place called Demonic Entertainers. Husk walked up to the booth and paid for two tickets. He walked over and handed Joey his ticket. “ The show shouldn’t be too long so if you want we can go get dinner after. “ Husk looked at Joey while rubbing the back of his neck. “ I don’t mind paying for the dinner either. “ Husk said. He wanted to impress Joey u tonight and treat him this night. “ Dinner would be nice. “ Joey said. Husk smiled and walked with Joey inside as they handed their tickets to the guy.

Joey and Husk took their seats while the show was about to start. Joey could see how excited Husk was for this show to be at this place. Joey made a mental note. Husk was like an excited child while watching the show on stage. The magic was always amazing to Husk. After the show was over Husk couldn’t stop talking about the magic show. Joey thought this was adorable watching Husk go on about the magic show. Once Husk was done speaking. He looked at Joey and let out a nervous chuckle. “ Sorry if I’m boring you. “ Husk said. “ No you aren’t boring me, I don’t mind hearing you talk about something you are passionate about. “ Joey said, walking down the street with Husk. “ Thanks, Joey. “ Husk continued to walk with Joey and found a nice small dinner called Auntie Bee’s Diner. He opened the door for Joey and The two walked inside the smell of the food made Husk’s stomach growl. He hadn't eaten anything all day; he had been too excited to take Joey to the magic show. The two of them took a seat as the sheep looking demon woman handed them their menu. Husk decided to order a steak and eggs with a small drink. While Joey ordered whatever looked tasty on the menu. The waitress gave a nod and walked off. “ So Joey, how did you end up in Hell?, if you don’t mind me asking. “ Husk took a sip of his drink. Hoping that Joey wouldn’t find that question uncomfortable since most people who end up in Hell had traumatic experiences. Joey closed his eyes thinking about how he ended up in Hell and told Husk about how he came to be in Hell. Husk made sure to listen since he wanted to learn more about Joey. “ You had an interesting life. “ Husk said. “ And now I have an interesting life in Hell. I even found out I could put hits on my enemies who are still alive. This guy named Blitz gave me one free kill for next time because he said I was cute. “ Joey said. The last part made Husk feel a bit jealous but he wouldn’t show it. The waitress came back with the food. After eating and talking, Husk paid and walked with Joey. Husk walked Joey back to his apartment and smiled. “ I’m glad we got to hangout tonight, thanks for your company at the magic show. You aren’t as annoying as the others at the hotel. “ Husk said. “ No problem, thanks for inviting me, I had lots of fun, maybe next time I can treat you. “ Joey said smiling. Husk and Joey stared at each other for a while. Husk wanted to make a move but his mind panicked that he didn’t want to just leave. He kept thinking about how he should just kiss Joey but he hasn’t had to worry about these things for years. Husk was snapped out of his thoughts when he felt Joey’s lips on his. Husk kissed back as Joey smiled. “ Goodnight Husk. “ Joey closed the door.

Husk stood there touching his lips and couldn’t believe what happened. But he was glad that it happened. Husk looked at Joey’s door and chuckled. He couldn’t wait for the next time him and Joey get to hangout because he would make sure to be more confident because knew that he loved Joey.

[maladaptive-day-dreams]

Think of Me

Steve x gn!reader, angst, 1k words Inspired by the song Think of Me by Madi Diaz (song lyrics are bolded in the fic!)

CW: cheating (Stancy), mention of s3x/infidelity, yelling and fighting, angry reader, despondent but also undisturbed Steve (he’s accepted what he’s done and doesn’t care at this point)

Author's Note: omg wow I'm posting again whaaaaat. First person bc I didn't feel like going and changing it to you/yours, soz. I got a lil sad at this as a relatively new Stevie gal, but pls enjoy (also imagine this as the angsty kind of sad boi to follow...but don't feel too bad for him bc he cheated).

I know that something is wrong. Steve has been off for the last few weeks but I don’t know why and he hasn’t said anything. He’s been distant, less affectionate, only brief kisses on my cheek when he’s leaving versus the usual heady lip-locking. I can’t remember the last time he initiated sex, but I can remember the last time I heard him jacking off in the bathroom even though I told him I was up for it. Or the last time I heard him leave the house and come back three hours later smelling clean, but sweet.

It has me anxious. Like all of my atoms are under attack. But I don't wanna say nothing so I don't react.

I’ve been silent, haven’t brought it up or made it known that I felt him pulling away. No, I don't even notice him.

He’s in the kitchen and I’m in the bath.

“Yeah, I can't play normal and you can't pretend,” I say through the open doorway. I know he can hear me. I see his back tense as he pauses washing the dinner dishes.

“What are you talking about?” he scoffs.

“I can’t pretend that I don't know where you go, anymore.”

He turns, his face marred with a question but his eyes know what I’m saying. He wipes his hands with a dish towel before closing the distance between us and leaning against the bathroom door. I lean on my arms atop the side of the bathtub.

“Am I not enough?” I ask. Before he can interrupt I keep going. “Is it because of what happened last spring? With Vecna?”

He tenses. His eyes focused on the tile floor in front of him.

I continue.

“I know where you go,” I laugh, throwing my hands up and sinking back into the lukewarm bathwater. “I know where you go. Do you think I don’t notice? How you leave in the middle of the night? How you only to come back to bed hours later with damp hair and smelling like Mike?”

He looks at me at that.

“Are you that daft? I buy your body wash. It’s always the citrus one because you can’t stand any other scents, they give you headaches. But when you come back to bed you smell like Irish Spring. I know that’s what Mike uses because that’s what his mom buys him when she comes through my line at the grocery store.”

“You’re crazy. I go to the park and run and then sneak into the pool showers and that’s what people leave there. You know I have nightmares and that running helps.” He starts to turn around, back towards the kitchen

“Then how do you explain your clothes smelling like her room.”

He hesitates. And I stand up in the bath.

“I’ve been in her room before, I know her perfume. For fucks sake we made out for the first time on her bed two years ago at her Halloween party, of course I know what that room smells like. We made one of my favorite memories there that night.”

He doesn’t say anything. I dry myself off and put on my pajamas that were sitting on the toilet lid.

“I hope you fuck her with your eyes closed. And think of me.”

“Y/N,” he whispers, hand reaching for mine when I pass him as I leave the bathroom.

“No. I hope you love her with the lights low and think of me. Think of me waiting here staring at the ceiling, checking the clock for when you come home.”

“Please. You know we have history, you know that.”

I turn and face him. His eyes are watery, red, sad. “Yeah, yeah I do. But I thought you loved me? I thought you were over her? I thought you were just friends now?”

“We’re bonded,” he says grabbing my arms. “With everything we’ve been through, there’s no way I can live without Nancy in my life.”

I stare at him, waiting for him to continue his attempt at redemption.

“We never expected it to happen. We didn’t want to fall back into it but it just— We just did. It was familiar, it was comfortable, it was comfort for us.”

“Being with me wasn’t comfort enough? You had to go back to her?”

Angry tears dampened my cheeks. I ripped my arms from his grasp to wipe them away.

“I hope you fuck her with your eyes closed," I repeat. "I hope looking at her makes guilt burrow into your stomach. Put the shame off with some Benzos, swallow the feeling while you walk home. And think of me. Always.”

Steve’s staring at the floor again. Refusing to look at me.

“You aren’t even denying it anymore. All of the color has drained from your face.”

Nothing. No apology.

“I’m sorry and I love you is noise that you make now. Nothing more, they don’t sound like they used to. Like any feeling you had behind them has disappeared."

“I’m sorry,” he whispered.

“Y’know at first, no, I didn't even notice you stayin' out—Stayin’ out all night. I didn’t think you’d be in her bed, running your fingers down her thighs. Lickin’ your lips in the low light. No, I didn't even notice you come home and kiss me with her chapstick on your lips. I didn’t think you’d do that to me. To us.”

“I-”

“We talked about marriage, Steve!” I yelled, storming into our shared bedroom. He doesn’t follow. “Kids! A life outside of this hellhole!”

I’m throwing as many clothes and things as I can into my duffle bag.

“But now?” I ask, slinging the bag over my shoulder and shoving my feet into my sneakers.

I walk back to the kitchen. He looks defeated. He’s not even trying to save this, to fix this.

“Fuck you, Steve.” I spit, anger mixing with heartbreak. “I can’t-I hope you fuck her with your eyes closed and think of me.”

It’s all I can think of now. I have no words, no defenses, no pleas. Just: “I hope you love her with the lights low and think of me. I hope you fuck her with your eyes closed, put the shame off with some Benzos, swallow the feeling while you walk home and think of me always. Think of me, think of me always.”

I slam the door behind me as I leave and head for anywhere but here.

[amchara]

If you're still taking story prompts, could you pls cherry on top write Skloom + jealousy?

Hi Jo! My first official published Skloom fic... *hides several WIPs* Hope you enjoy! 😘

(also, there is some background Greysha but I didn't think you'd mind that)

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Sky’s day was going from bad to worse. First Andreas had noticed a slight speck of rust on his training sword and had assigned additional footwork practice, where Sky just about broke an ankle. Then, Riven had let Dane and Beatrix use the shower in their room and therefore all the hot water. And now this… 

“Whoa, mate- go easy on that cup, I think you’ve just about killed it,” Grey teased, as he passed by Sky’s table in the dining hall. He looked over to where Bloom, Aisha and other fairies were crowded around the small table of Malacoy Academy visitors. 

Sky ignored Grey’s soft ahh I see and tried to school his face. He knew he was being irrational, could feel the hot pricklings of shame and rage that seemed to increasingly creep up on him, threatening to overwhelm. “You okay?” Grey’s voice came from beside him, where he had pulled up a chair. He clicked his tongue in sympathy. “Only two more days, and then they’re gone until next year’s exchange.

“Yeah, whatever-” Sky said. He got up and strode away from the table, trying to burn the sight of Bloom sweeping her hair back from her face shyly, as she exchanged phones back with that fucking prince, out of his mind. 

Sky stared at the whisky bottle in his room, kicking his feet angrily at the bed. He picked up his phone, spinning it around, trying to think of something- anything else. 

There was a soft knock on his door, and Bloom popped her head in. “There you are!” she said, cheerfully. “We were wondering wher-ummph,” she gasped as Sky pounced. 

There was a moment of stillness before Bloom recalibrated, and then- she was there with Sky. 

Her hair was falling around his face, and her warm hands were in his hair, tightening their grip, as he lifted her, off the ground, supporting them both against the wall, as he attempted to kiss her senseless. She fit perfectly against him, he thought in a haze, as her hands slid down, and began exploring underneath his shirt.  

“Wow, that was, wow,” Bloom said, when they finally emerged for air. “Happy to see you too.” She placed her hand on his cheek, turning it so that he could meet her, smile wide happiness and- face glowing with what he hoped was satisfaction. 

“I- did you have a good afternoon?” he asked, suddenly feeling slightly self-conscious. “With the Malacoy exchange students.”

Bloom’s eyes narrowed suddenly in suspicion. “Sky.”

“Mmm, yeah, mine was busy,” He let go and cleared off a space on the bed, and laid back on it, hoping Bloom would join him.

Bloom climbed on top, perching in her usual spot, her chin hitting just below his collarbone. “Did this afternoon’s greetings have anything to do with the Malacoy boys?” 

“I-” Sky hated to admit his jealousy but- this was Bloom. He had to be honest. “I just- that prince seemed so…” he trailed off, lamely. “I saw you exchange numbers.”

Bloom let out a small laugh. “Oh- you had nothing to worry about there.” 

Sky shot her a confused look and she clarified. “Nabu wanted to give Aisha his number and he asked me to pass it on.” 

Sky let out a small sigh of relief. “Oh- right.” He frowned. “Do I need to tell Grey he should be worried?” 

“Nah, I think Aisha is pretty much a one-guy-at-a-time type of gal. Same as me.” Bloom giggled. She also muttered something about abs, which Sky ignored.

But even as she replied, she lifted her head, and the look directed towards him promised a heat, one unrelated to her fairy power. “But- not going to lie. I might kinda have a thing for jealous Sky.”

“Oh, I hadn’t noticed,” he teased back. 

She smiled smugly, and well- Sky couldn’t exactly leave her hanging, could he? He pulled her down, kissing all along her jawline, allowing himself the sweeping feeling of relief that she was his, and he was hers.

[theold-ultraviolence]

hey sweetie,

no worries! I totally understand you being a busy gal!

also this week seemed to be a whirlwind of emotions for you and I am glad you are both going to enjoy danny elfman's concert and the ax7 (this reminds me that I have to listen to their new album but I have been obsessed with hozier's latest single for so long. there's something about him making eternal damnation so hot and sweet, I ugh).

in all truth, I am not going to lie: not all Italian men are like that. like there was this cute guy who I had a crush on in my master's degree who was the sweetest (and low key looked like jace from hotd) and I have heard of both ethan and damiano from 'maneskin' being adorable boyfriends. but I am not going to lie, there's a whole subculture of possession and toxic masculinity that sometimes makes me go like 'you know what? at least single, I am able to have an actual conversation'.

and same! in all truth, I am not that... mad about being alone in the future, mostly because I'd prefer to be alone than in bad company

(there's an Italian saying going 'meglio soli che mal accompagnati' that means that ('better alone than in bad company'), btw).

and also I actually discovered that I was fully bisexual last year, because I always suspected it but I mostly went out with men (which is valid). but then I went to a friend's birthday and there was this cute butch girl and I was like blushing and twirling my hair. for ever sad that I was too much in the closet to try to get her socials, ugh.

(this is all to say, because I realized re-reading that it makes no sense, that I was like 'ok maybe, it isn't a passing thing. I actually like girls AND boys').

(and same. in all truth, Italy isn't that safe of a place to be lgbtq+ - like I don't want to portray a bit picture of my country, but we literally have f*scists at the government and people who think that families with two fathers or two mothers aren't families; like it ain't all like that but certainly it isn't a good climate - and although I think that the people around me would be mostly accepting, I am also scared of disappointing others. and it's absolutely valid not to want to come out. not till you feel comfortable, ready and safe).

also as I have said I am leaving next week (and pls don't apologize! I should have personally been more precise + it's totally alright, as I feel like on internet communication is limited, so pls don't feel bad in the slightest. also I am not saying the day not because I don't trust you, but because in here we have the superstition of like not saying the specific date of important events to avoid 'malocchio' (=bad luck)). and in all truth last weekend was pretty funny!

I am spending this one doing uni stuff + getting ready for leaving because I don't know about you, but I am an overpacker (you know in those cartoons where the mc shrinks them house to bring it all over with them? that's me if such a thing existed).

oh I have actually finished 'carmilla'!

in all truth, I did enjoy it at best among the other short stories in the book (basically it was a collection of three short stories of the author, one of which was 'carmilla' indeed. the first two were interesting but also ... very convoluted. 'carmilla' was very interesting (and sapphic, like there ain't no heterosexual explanation for that book), although the end seemed to me a bit too rushed (which I don't know but I often feel this way with vampire books but hey, maybe it's me... maybe I am the problem).

(also I have to admit that I also haven't read much aside 'carmilla' these days mostly because I used to suntan on the terrace while reading it - as a lover of vampires would do, obviously - and these days I couldn't. so, I gotcha and understand you, babe).

also oh pls, DO TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED TO READ MY VAMPIRE! AEMOND FIC!

(I ain't ever want you guys to feel rushed into writing my fics, as they ain't running away and I understand we all busy lives!).

also I am extremely surprised by the positive feedback I got for it, as I genuinely wasn't sure about posting it when I finished it, but I am glad you enjoyed it all so much and I can't wait to read your opinion!

(also if you are into fictional vampires - as a normal human being should - can I recommend 'castlevania'? it has been my recent obsession and it is an animated video series based on a series of videogames. one of the characters is aemond (with both eyes) and it has a whole interesting take onto dracula and one of the vampires is named carmilla - and I love her. she's such a bitch (positive)).

and it's true indeed about gothic novels! I don't remember where I saw it but there was something about the fact that oftentimes women feels an attraction to the gothic because they find empathy in the creatures and that oftentimes there's an acceptance of the darkness they aren't allowed to express.

(like I ain't going to lie, I love 'frankenstein' a whole lot because I could... somehow ... relate to the creature struggle to be accepted. like they aren't a monster in the end, and yet they are perceived and made so, by the narrative and events. there's something about me assimilating both the creature and aemond in mind)

(also last thing onto gothic novels and then I shall stop. another rec I have for you is 'mexican gothic' by silvia moreno-garcia. I don't know if I have already talked about it and if I have pls ignore this. but I absolutely love anything this author writes. but this book in particular is a wonderful mix of so many european gothic themes with south america own. small disclaimer: it has a whole lot of triggering themes in it - incest, cannibalism, poisoning, etc - and in general it isn't a light reading but if you enjoy gothic novels it's a must!).

yeah, I know! I am not familiar with museum or art galleries, but I do know that in the publishing world oftentimes the books are so expensive and yet translator, curators and even writers get paid so little (e.g.: I don't know if you know them but xiran jay xhao on tik tok have a whole and honest conversation about how little authors earn from the books they publish and how oftentimes writing full time isn't possible if you want to eat).

it's just so annoying because I feel like there's such a devaluation of culture as a matter for everybody and this applies even more to the people that work in it.

and I get it wholly: I'd like to support more people, but I also feel guilty as I rely financially onto my parents in part as I am still a student so, I have a limit to what I can and can't support. so, ugh... (but also I feel like oftentimes the best way to support authors, although this might be idealistic, is to share their art till you can support theme also financially).

LISTEN! I can't get my hopes up after I got my heart broken like that (not me witnessing the gruesome scene of his death and turning to my sister with tears in my eyes just for her going like 'oh I know he was dying', I UGH... THE BETRAYAL!). but if he does come back as kaz I'd love it!

I truly didn't understand why they acted the way they did aside for shock value as he was a well-liked character and in general it'd have been interesting to see him and his own dynamics.

PLS, IT AIN'T DELUSIONAL IF YOU WORK FOR IT! but aside the jokes! never lose up! my mom always joke that I am so stubborn that even at the cost of burning down the world, I'll get what I want... so like... universe, I am not saying that you should throw ewan my way... but hey...

(also fear not bestie, I won't ever @ you, because same).

and bestie, I received your request and I am already brainstorming for it! it'll probably take me a bit to answer both your requests (although cregan is the next after the one I am writing, because I was hoping that somebody would ask something with him). but I love them both and I can't wait to write them down!

oh gods, I blabbered a whole lot, but I just wanted to say lastly that I am indeed enjoying summer, although stressing a bit for uni (but that's normal) and pls have a lovely day and week and take all the time you need!

-🌗

BESTIE, MY LOVE, I'M ONCE AGAIN ASHAMED OF HOW MUCH TIME IT TOOK ME TO REPLY!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAH. It's been crazy as I power through the end of the semester in one piece (I feel like I barely made it out alive lmao) but I'm finally winding down a little bit, and I was like, first thing tomorrow I'm gonna reply to this message, (also, AHH I KNOW that Hozier released a new single and I've been meaning to give it a listen but, as you know, A7X owns me at the moment lol! I'll wanna know what you think of the new album if you give it a listen, and alternately, I'll make sure to fangirl with you about Hozier when I listen to 'Francesca'!) I'm gonna put my long ass reply under a read more because I'm sure I will get super rambly too!

Despite being from different cultures, I relate to that immensely, as something similar happens here. Misogyny here is absolutely insane, and we have literally the same saying here! it translates directly actually, 'mejor solo que mal acompañado´. I think this problem might span most Latin cultures, and what sucks is that families are actually very matriarchal (I don't know if it's the same in Italy), like grandmothers and mothers are considered the heads of the household. Still, then they raise the sons as spoiled, conceited, and entitled assholes, who get used to having everything done for them, so that permeates how they act around women. Anyway, I could get on a whole tangent here lol, but long story short, I agree and relate so hard with that. And I'm also fine with the idea of being alone! I enjoy my solitude a lot (some people think that people that are alone must feel incomplete without a partner, which isn't the case at all), but sometimes it does get a little bit sad to not have someone to share certain stuff with, you know? But it IS so complicated to navigate dating, also because of what you mention about Italy not being safe to be out. Yet another point I agree with!! (also, don't you worry about painting a bad picture of your country lol!! I definitely understand where you come from. Like I'm so proud of being Mexican and proud of my culture too, but oh my GOD I HATE IT HERE, I WANNA GET OUT OF HERE. I have a love-hate relationship with my country, more or less because of the same problems you mention, though maybe except for fascism, which, holy fuck I can't even begin to imagine what it must be like living with that rooted in the place you live! I'd be scared out of my mind. I could find a parallel with it, with us having the United States right next door though, especially living in a border city.) But, despite all this long ass rant s;dflkgjlsdfkjglkj I am glad however that you were able to find yourself in that way, and I hope there will come a time for the both of us to feel safe enough to be more open with the people we care about when it feels right to do so.

oh my gosh, by the time I'm replying I know for sure you've gone on your trip and come back lol! HOW WAS IT!?? (Also !!! I'm loving all the phrases/sayings in common that we have. In here it's 'mal de ojo', yet another direct translation!)

Re: Vampires. I'm so glad you liked Carmilla, and I totally agree about vampire stories ending on a rushed note. I felt that way about Dracula when I first read it, and I'm looking forward to finishing it now with Dracula Daily and seeing if my perception changed! but yeah, why is that!? Definitely noting down Carmilla to read later. AND BY NOW YOU'VE READ MY THOUGHTS ON YOUR STORY AND LET ME TELL YOU, I'M STILL THINKING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVED IT SO FREAKING MUCH, ESPECIALLY THAT WHOLE 'BEAUTY AND THE BEAST' TYPE OF VIBE BUT WITH THAT PLOT TWIST! IT WAS, UGH, *CHEFF'S KISS*. SERIOUSLY! Also, I've been meaning to watch Castlevania for the longest while! it's been on my Netflix list for ages and idk why I've never gotten around to it, but you're definitely persuading me. I feel like I might need to do that sooner rather than later because I've definitely been in a huge vampire mood lately (though it's been focused on Kas!Eddie mostly. Made a Kas!Eddie playlist because I've been toying around with an idea for a fic and I'm immersing myself in the vibes because I really wanna write it!) Funnily enough, I have 'Dracula' and 'Frankenstein' in the same compilation book, along with 'Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde'! But I definitely agree with you on the creature aspect. It is my absolute favorite thing to do with my own fics, that I wish I got to do more! I love love love using that parallel of either the reader or the blorbo being some kind of creature as a metaphor for them being outsiders and struggling to be accepted and loved. And I've heard of that book!!! it actually sounds right up my alley so now that you bring it up I'm definitely gonna see if I can find a copy of it to purchase. I read the synopsis and I'm most definitely hooked. Also because I'M SUCH A SUCKER, for horror/gothic stories that have to do with Mexico. I'm such a lover of spooky things precisely because Mexico just has the best folk stories about creatures, and there are just a lot of cultural elements that can be explored through those spooky/gothic themes!

Re: culture. Oh my god, absolutely. In fact, I think it might even be worse or on the same line as translators (curators/artists getting paid even less). In my experience, most museums or galleries won't pay you at all for participating in an exhibition, or if you participate in like, panel conversations and talks. And it is the shittiest when it's the artist who has to pay to even submit an application for an exhibition open call. In that area, the artist is the one with more to lose. Idk about the curator, but because the curator is the organizer of everything, and the one budgeting and pitching the proposals to whatever organization or event is interested in participating, they do most of the work for free. It's something I was told when I did my internship abroad. The head curator at the gallery told me, 'if you're interested in curating, you're gonna end up doing a lot of free work in the beginning'. And if an artist wants to live off of their production, their safest bet is to apply for scholarships or financial aid/grants for cultural production, but still, you submit your work and it's in competition with a lot of people. I've never gotten a grant even though I've been submitting my work for ages now, and that freaking SUCKS! The devaluation of culture is really soooo so damn frustrating and complicated.

LMAO BESTIE, let's put it out into the universe then!!! please, either Ewan or Joe Quinn or Jack O'Connell, any of my silly guys @universe, please and thank you, LOL! I love being delusional, it makes my days be a little bit tolerable and even more so when I have someone to vibe with. Also, this may be weird, but I used to have crushes on actors that were way older than me. And now (idk if it's ME that's getting older or what is going on), but most of my crushes are close to/are my age, which makes me EVEN MORE delusional. I'm like, oh I could TOTALLY get with them because the age gap isn't big, if I happened to come across them in England dklfjglkjsdflkjsg. Like, Ewan is supposed to be 26 like me, Joe Quinn is only 29, Jack O'Connell is 32 which is still a reasonable age gap...THE DELUSION!!!

But anyway, I'm so glad to know you're enjoying your summer so far, and I hope that you keep enjoying yourself despite the stress surrounding uni, because it is well deserved, my dear! Hope you're unwinding from your trip and finding a lot of time to rest, and, as always, indulge!

[neon-junkie]

in my hUmble opinion i think,, hear me out,, a sex pollen with the bad batch smut,,, amd ,,, reader is the only gal,,, thoughts? or maybe ur headcanons on how the bad batch react to being dommed

from ur fave mutual💗😁

I've started writing a fic for the Batch being sex pollen, so in the meantime, pls enjoy these headcanons on what the Batch is like when you're in charge.

Gender-neutral reader<3

Hunter

He's more than happy for you to take the lead. If anything, he encourages it.

Hunter is always in charge, seeing as he's the Sergeant and all. That mindset often follows through to the bedroom, but when you wag your finger and instruct him that you're in charge tonight, he instantly submits.

In some ways, this is Hunter's time off, a moment to breathe and relax, even if you're turning him into a whimpering mess.

He's a laid back guy who enjoys most sexual acts; guidelines and safe words are always spoken about before you two begin, and the second it begins, he instantly snaps into a submissive mindset.

Hunter feeds on praise, gentle touches, stimulation - anything giving. You can deprive and tease him every so often, but don't make a habit of it. The poor man needs somebody to care for him, not somebody to punish him.

Thanks to his heightened senses, he's incredibly sensitive, and it's going to take a while to find that perfect balance. You can always use this to your advantage though...

Hunter will lose his mind if you tie him up, sit opposite him, and get yourself off whilst declining his pleads to touch you. He can feel how fast your heart is beating in your chest, the lingering scent of your heat, even the faint taste of you dancing on his tongue. He needs you so badly, but you're in control, so it's up to you how long you drag this out for.

Orgasm denial is a 50/50 topic for him. You're allowed to deny him here and there, but don't go overboard. He needs his release; he's always pent-up, and this moments alone with you are rare. He wants to enjoy them!

Despite being submissive, Hunter still has a dominant glow to him. He'll go down on you, mouth occupied with the task at hand, but he has that look in his eyes as he locks his focus onto you. It's in his natural persona to at least have one hand on the reigns, even if it's subconscious and not intentional.

Please spoil him during after care. Give him a massage, clean him up, run your fingers through his hair as you praise him over and over. He needs it.

Wrecker

The goodest boy to ever grace this earth.

Despite his large and intimidating size, Wrecker is a switch, and he enjoys a 50/50 balance throughout his sex life.

He knows damn well how to play both parts, and always make a show of it.

Wrecker is far from bratty - he would never dream of being bratty! He wants to be your good boy, and he's going to be the most obedient, submissive, goodest boy to ever grace the galaxy.

Wrecker has few limits, but for the more extreme things, he needs a heads-up. This can be anything from casually letting him know what you'd like to do later, to making a game of it and riling him up throughout the day.

Pull him into a quiet corner, look him dead in the eyes as you place your hands on his chest, and maintain eye contact as you begin going into detail on what you want to do later.

The others know you two are discussing certain things, all thanks to Wrecker's gasps and whimpers. He attempts to keep the noise down, but you're making it so hard for him!

He's the king of praise, and needs to be gifted compliments every few minutes. Tell him over and over about how good his tongue feels, how much his cock stretches you, how perfect he's fucking you, and so forth.

Wrecker has no problem begging, he has no snooty attitude that gets in the way. If he's desperate for something, then he'll beg over and over, practically nagging your ear off!

It's impossible for Wrecker to be quiet, even if he's gagged, so most of your intense sexual acts take place in hotels. Even then, you've had noise complaints, but hotels were designed for this kinda stuff - right?

After care is one of his favourite moments, and he snaps out of his submissive stage the second the sex is over. He wants after care to be a mutual thing, even if you've really worn him out. He's going to clean you up, just as you're cleaning him up, and he won't take your protests for an answer!

Echo

Echo's always been a switch, both before and after Skako Minor.

Before, he was always extremely down to be submissive, sometimes more than he is dominant. But after Skako Minor, he almost always needs to be dominant.

He's lost a lot, both mentally and physically, and sex is one of the few times when he can truly be in control.

However, there are days when Echo is so exhausted, needy, overwhelmed, desperate, etc. Those are the days when he's more than happy to submit to you, because he needs someone to take the ropes, someone to remind him how fantastic and beautiful he is, someone to praise him over and over until he's practically in tears.

If you haven't already guessed it, Echo needs a gentle, kind, and considerate dom. He enjoys being 'whatever you need' when the roles are reversed, but when it's his time to be on his knees, he needs nothing but pure love and affection.

Edging is an act that Echo really enjoys; it's one of the few things that truly makes him feel alive, having his body feel oh-so-desperate for release. He doesn't care if he becomes a sobbing, whimpering mess - if anything, that's all the better!

But during his edging journey, you need to be reminding him often on what a good job he's doing, how he's your good boy, how strong and resilient he is, how he's perfect in every single way.

And the second you allow him to cum, he's thanking you, over and over until you silence him with a kiss. He's not just thanking you for allowing him to climax, but for everything - for being there for him, for making him feel alive, for your support, kindness, consideration. Literally everything.

After care is just as intense, and Echo is exhausted when the sex is over. He always softly protests, telling you that you don't need to clean him up, that he can do it himself, but he makes no physical effort to get away from your gentle touches.

Honestly, he loves having somebody caring for him, but the voice in the back of his head scolds him for it. Continue cleaning him up, pull him into your arms, let his head rest against your chest, and plant kisses on him as he drifts off to sleep.

That's all he needs. That's all Echo's ever needed - somebody to care for him.

Tech

Are you really surprised that Tech has a locked-away, deep and endless knowledge of sexual activities? He has minor experience with sex in general, but he's dived deep into the adult side of the holonet, both out of curiosity, and arousal.

So, when you inform Tech that you want to take the lead, he begins questioning everything that you have planned for him.

Tech needs an in-depth discussion before you two begin. He wants to know your limits, favourites, pros and cons. He wants to ensure that boundaries are set, and safe words are agreed on. Even if you're not doing anything too extreme, Tech wants to ensure that both of you are safe.

Don't be surprised if Tech pulls out a list of sexual activities that he'd like to try, marked from highest to lowest priority. His living space may be a mess, but his holopad is laid out flawlessly.

It takes a couple of sessions to 'break him in.' He often snaps out of character, wanting to ask questions, suggest future ideas, and so forth. He can't help it, his mind is always in overdrive!

At first, you need to follow his lead and reassure him when needed. But when he's still blabbering on after a few sessions, that's when you pull the ball gag out and inform him that he needs to keep his mouth under control, or else he won't be allowed to cum later.

Tech's submissive mindset finally sets in, and oh boy, he is the whiniest, loudest, most sensitive man you'll ever meet. The slightest touch has his mind spinning, and if you think that's bad, just you wait until you begin denying and edging him.

Tech will try almost anything once, and he'll know almost instantly if he's enjoying it or not. But out of everything, he adores being gagged and tied up, edged and denied over and over, all whilst you're telling him about what a good, smart boy he is.

Seriously, rile him up by going into depth about how much you adore his exceptional mind. He'll lose it. That's his weakness!

After care is a mutual activity. You'll be telling him about how good he was, and he'll be thanking you for treating him so well. Tech almost always ends up falling asleep in your arms after, and he'll fall asleep even quicker if you play with his hair.

Crosshair

Oh boy.

You're going to need to be extremely patient, firm, and dominant when it comes to having Crosshair submit to you. He's the brattiest brat you'll ever meet, but it's worth the time and effort when you finally 'break him in.'

He needs to be close to you in order to truly submit, really close. Crosshair's truly submissive side reveals that he's a whiny mess of a man, and he's not comfortable with just anybody seeing that side of him.

At first, Crosshair is full of back chat, petty comments, follows your orders wrong, or refuses to do them overall. He has made it his mission to rile you up, so you need to make it your mission to train him.

If you want him to stop being smug, then pull him over your knee, and give him a spanking. Seriously. He'll understand that you mean business after the first slap, and the more you spank him, the more his walls begin to break down.

You'll spend months getting through to him, but each session breaks his walls down ever so slightly, and you'll know when they're truly broken down.

Crosshair will never openly admit to this, or at least, not at first, but he loves being your personal fuck toy. He wants you to fuck him however you want whilst degrading him, maybe humiliating him every so often.

Mock him for how pathetic he looks as he's bound and gagged for you, desperate for his first release. It's been hours, and you're still riding him, chasing yet another orgasm, and you've lost count of how many you've already had. He's so desperate for one, just one, but you've trained him not to speak unless spoken to, so until you give him the all clear, he won't beg, he'll just take it.

There are few things that he's not okay with. Feel free to choke him, slap him about, use him however you want. However, you need to make up for everything when he is finally allowed to cum.

Crosshair is going to have tears pouring down his cheeks when he releases. Soothe him, praise him, remind him over and over about how wonderful and perfect he is, how proud you are of him, how much he means to you.

He's so exhausted that he allows you to clean him up and tuck him into bed. Seriously, you two have been going at it for hours, of course he's tired! Please pull him against your chest, run your fingers through his hair, and snuggle him tightly throughout the night.

[kristaline2dmensimp]

Marco x reader (NSFW)

Warning: Femdom(?), Unprotected sex, slight bdsm.

A/n: Its already oct 7 in my country!!! In all honesty this is my first time writing smut so bare with wrong grammars? 😅 also this is kind a birthday gift to myself. 😁

(ahem @thatbadbruja My friend and fellow Marco simp I won't definitely forget to tag you on my Marco's content. 👀)

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3rd person's POV

This last few days you couldn't sleep well since you started to have this fantasy with your lover a.k.a Marco appearing frequently in your dreams. Moreover, in an outrageous state.

Imagining about taking complete control during your sexy time with Marco's hands tied to the headboard panting and moaning, both body glistening in sweat- wouldn't leave your mind.

Succumbing to your desires, you embarrassingly confessed it to Marco which he responded with a raised brow, but didn't dismiss the idea of it. In fact, he's quite curious; he's more open about his kink and fetishes to you, so hearing you voice out your own desire he's more willing to oblige. Which resulted to being locked inside the privacy of your room, full on liplock sharing a hot intense kiss, pulling away only to breathe; discarding each other's clothing until you were left with only your undergarments and him being completely bare.

"Strawberry will be our safeword." You said pushing him down to the bed, with a small smirk on your face. "I think you're underestimating me Yoi." He chuckled pulling you on top of him mirroring your smirk as you straddle his waist.

Smiling you lean down to his ear before you grind against his pulsating cock, wiping the smirk from his face, prompting a deep groan from the Marco.

"Just a precaution, my dear." You whispered before smashing your lips on his, tongue on the mix, one hand caressing the tattooed part of his well toned chest to distract him while your other hand reached for something on your bedside table.

Marco, of course, isn't one to give up easily, so expect a little challenge from him. He smirked as he tried to gain momentum on the kiss.

Frowning, you hump hard enough into his hardened cock swallowing his moans of pleasure.

He tried to move his hand to touch you but felt half of his strength drained from his body. Pulling away for air, a string of saliva connecting you two, looking up, that's when he realized you had cuffed his hands to the headboard.

'when did....' Marco wondered in shock.

"Oh, I hope you don't mind being tied up for a little while." You said massaging his chest with a small grin.

"Really yoi? Seastone cuffs?" He asked panting fo air looking at you through half lidded eyes. He can't deny he's actually turned on by this.

"I know you're not complaining. So relax, I'll make sure you enjoy it." You said grinning as he gulp seeing the mischievous glint in yoir eyes that made his cock stiffer than usual.

"My, my. You seem really excited." You said feeling his hard member under your clothed sex.

"Well that's your effect on me." Grinning at his reply, you lean down kissing his lips soflty before traveling down to his neck and chest until you came face to face with his aching cock.

You took a hold of his hardened shaft pumping it slightly and his hips instinctively jerk into your hand.

"f-f*ck (____)." He groaned out throwing his head back into the pillow, hands clench and unclenching tugging on the restraints you put on him as you drag your tongue from the underside of his shaft to his tip, licking off the precum before swallowing him.

"Shit f*ck!" He grunted catching him off guard by starting immediately on a fast rhythm, bobbing your head up and down feeling his legs tense up.

"Haa...haa...sh*t you're honna make me cum faster than I thought." Marco moaned accompanied by the rattling of the chains at his futile attempt of breaking free. Not being able to touch your face, your hair, 'anything' are pure torture to him.

Feeling delighted knowing you were responsible for the sound of pleasure leaving his mouth, you suck roughly on his length hoping this would push him over the edge.

"(____) I'm c-cumming." Feeling him twitch in your mouth, you immediately pull away. "wha- hey." He whined from the lost contact leaving him fromt the peak of his orgasm. He lift his head to look at you, eyes filled with lust and out of breath.

"Do you wanna cum Marco?" You teased, stripping off your remaining undergarments. "If you're gonna cum.." You trailed off taking his hard shaft and aligning it at your entrance. "Then do it inside!" You finished your sentence as you slam yourself down, the delicious stretch, movement and the thickness of his cock made you moan louder.

"Wai–" He didn't had the chance to finish what he was saying when his body stilled, releasing a strangled groan as he came deep inside of you, back arching feeling the tightness of your walls.

Your body shivering from the feeling of being filled to the brim. "Haa...haa..you came so..much." You panted both of your face flushed red and body covered with sweat. Smiling you look at him in the eye.

"Round two babe? I haven't came yet." You coed and before he could comprehend the dangerous glint in your eyes, you began to lift your hips up before slamming it back down, eliticing the loud sweet moan out of Marco.

"(___) w-wait! I just ca~me." He moan throwing his head back on the pillow, restlessly clutching and tugging the restraints on his wrist, flexing the fine muscles of his arm.

"F*ck!" He cussed. Without the healing properties of his devil fruit, Marco could thoroughly feel the slight overstimulation mixed with pleasure coursing through his body. This may be the first time he felt this kind of sensations and boy it felt too good. The drool at the corner of his mouth and the way he he shut his eyes closed are the proof of it.

"Haa..fuck it." He panted before digging the heel of his feet down to the mattress, moving his hips to meet your thrust feeling determined to make you cum faster. "Ahh!" The action made you gasp and moan as he hit your sweet spot. Falling forward to his chest both of you were breathing heavily but your movements didn't falter still maintaining the fast rhythm.

"Don't think just because...I'm tied up with sea prism stone...I dont have the energy left....to f*ck you..yoi." He said in between breaths while looking at you straight in the eye. "heh, we'll see...about that." You responded picking up the pace.

Groaning, you two chase each other's lips, muffling the sound of pleasure only pulling away for air and your body began to tremble feeling your upcoming release. Your hands on his chest for support.

You shut your eyes closed as you bit your lower lip while Marco let out a hoarse moan feeling you clamp down on him.

Noticing this, Marco speed up his thrust knowing you're gonna cum sooner or later as he found your sweet spot intensifying your pleasure. He smirk watching as you gave off a lewd expression while wiping the drool off at the corner of your mouth.

"Mmm, feels too good." You said slamming down on his shaft matching his pace. Encouraged by your words, Marco continously hit your sweet spot that made you see stars until your orgasm hit you hard to the point you collapsed on top of him. With one last thrust he came deep insde you.

He gave off a rugged breaths as you pulled yourself off, shuddering at the oozing feeling of his release down your legs.

"That was....amazing." Marco stated catching his breath before looking at you. "It sure did." You responded staring back at him.

Marco felt a chill ran down his spine seeing the dangerous glint on ypir eyes haven't faded. He jolt at the feeling of your hand on his softening shaft trying to spring it back to life.

"Haa..(____) stop pls....f*ck!" Marco whined as he squirmed, already feeling sensitive, you had made him cum twice without even a few minutes break.

"Is it too much? Yoi can say the safeword dear." You stated, pausing your ministrations to give him the chance to reply, but you were met with silence his gaze full with lust and heavy breaths.

"I really shouldn't underestimated you. Hope your done with the few seconds break, Marco." You coed secretly pulling out a blindfold, both of you were clearly enjoying this.

Your alluring smirk was the last thing he sees before you put on the blindfold on him, his other senses heightens.

You lean down, capturing his lips swallowing his groans and moans while you kept stroking his shaft.

"The main event is yet to come." You whispered tugging his bottom lip, aligning his semi hardened shaft at your entrance, you began to slowly sink down making him moan loud from the overstimulation and his grip tightened at the chains of his restraints.

" Haa.. You're lucky that you put...ahh...seastone cuffs on me or else...ah sh*t You'd be at my mercy yoi." Marco said struggling to keep his moans down as you started bouncing up and down on his shaft.

You knew he'd never let you go easily and his statement is the proof of it, so why not make use the best of it?

Feeling him twitch, you smirked. "Too bad, I'm in control." You responded letting out an occasional moans when the tip of his cock graze ypur sweet spot.

Completely drowned in pleasure, Marco let out a strangle moan, flexing the veins and muscles of his arms as you made him cum for the third time yet your movements didn't falter.

"If I can only escape this cuf-" Marco didn't had the chance to finish his sentence when you captured his lips, tongue dancing together.

'haa...f*ck..' He thought feeling his impending release coming quicker than the last one.

"I'm coming master~" You grinned widely when Marco cussed out loud from hearing your words, both of your bodies were already covered in a thick sweat and exhaustion were taking over, yet you had the the gal to still tease him? Was what marco thought and he wonder when did you become so bold. But he wasn't going to complaining.

"(____) I'll surely..haa..get you back for this yoi.." Marco stated tugging the chains as you giggle. "I'd be disappointed if you don't, my dear Marco~" You coed before you two came undone reaching pure ecstasy.

[bunny-xoxo]

since everyone is shipping their mutuals, where’s yours 😝

AHH LMAOO 😭 I knew this was coming smh (I’m just playin hehe) IF I FORGOT YOU IM SORRY JUST SEND ME AN ASK - I’m genuinely so bad at remembering moots PLS do not take it personal I promise it’s not like that I swear on everything 😭😭

@alert-arlert - SASHA - Sasha. Ur so soft and sweet and I just know she takes one look at you and becomes OBSESSED with you, like lovesick puppy style. She’s constantly looking at you every time she cracks a joke and is always bringing you little things to make sure you’re taking care of yourself and not draining yourself too much :((( I’m not even kidding or being coy when I say Yuuta here LOL. I can just picture you two sitting and chatting it up and talking off of each other until you’re both interrupting the other but neither of you care or notice cause you’re just so happy <333

@arminiloveyou - yk I’m gonna say Armin - of COURSE I’m gonna say armin - however I think Jean would be so good to you 🥺 not only will he be the most patient parter ever, like so nurturing and taking things as slow as you need, but he is constantly gonna be doting on you and spoiling on you. I’m talking paying for your nails, your eyelashes, even filling up your tank - like the whole nine. At this point he wonders why you’re even still working 🤨 his Home Screen is you and demands bi-weekly photos of you to keep it “fresh” 🙄😭 he also is so good at giving you your personal space and being clingy without overstepping any boundaries

@touyaz - Ace. Ace ace ace. I sat here thinking, contemplating, pondering on who the hell would be your perfect match(es). After much consideration here are my thoughts: Suna. First off, the pair of you together is my worst nightmare. But I really think you’ve met your match. He gets on your nerves JUST as much as you do until you both hit a stale mate and decide to take it out on someone else atsumu LMAOO. But also the vibes between you two feel so right and just <333 also he lives for you to call him pretty and whenever you do he’s mentally twirling his hair around his finger like “really 😋🥰” also Megumi - but purely because I know you’d make his hair fall out and he’d be mad cause he’d enjoy it <33

@plutowrites - oh Pluto… at this point who DONT I ship you with LMAO - the Pluto x anyone agenda is STRONG. Regardless, I’ll never forget the OG - Tsukishima himself. You guys are always a pair in my mind, and I’m obsessed with the whole sun n moon trope (which you two fit perfectly we’ve been through this). Your perfect grumpy boy <333 okay we don’t talk about this enough but you n Armin? Yeah you two are just golden. He’s down bad for you from day one and is your perfectly slightly unhinged boyfriend who takes care of you and keeps you in check <333 also I’m just biased for height differences, imma sucker for em :3

@missmeinyourbones - obviously I’m legally obligated to say Jean here 🙄 but no fr besides jean I want to see u with Megumi so bad just bc I know you’d be pissing him off and bc I have this feeling he’d be obsessed with you and it’d drive him up the wall! He’s constantly like how’s she doing ?? Did she eat today ? Sleep enough? And then he gets mad when his heart does a little flutter when you text him cause he’s like no… ain’t no way I like her this bad. Anyways annoy him for me please 😁

@alonezz - me Annie 🥺🥺🥺 ur so sweet n smart and she’s ur perfect little grumpy gal and she likes how much ik you would dote on her <333 maybe I’m projecting but that little trope would be so cute <333 she also loves when you talk about the things that interest you most and sometimes you can catch her going a little pink when she realizes she’s only been half listening to what you’re saying cause she’s been so busy staring at your face and thinking about how bad she wants to kiss you 🥺

[ilikemcdanno]

I know it's not ALL of the fandom because....wowee, have I seen some shit...but from the ask you've been getting I'm personally very glad and happy to know that we have some pretty cool fans on here. Who can view the canon ship that was the writer's intention to be endgame, but look at what the writers actually gave us in the whole and be like, "....yeah, okay we're not gonna deny that relationships like this exist, but we just don't vibe with it"

Because yeah, the sad part of reality is that a lot of what Catherine and Steve were written into is the sad hetero norm and genuinely what they think true romance is.

Doesn't make it healthy. It's one of those elements when you have to accept it as the end of a show or story...because if you did continue on, with all of the differences made through various ask....Steve and Cath are just better off as friends and allies. A way to scratch that itch if they still wanted to. But Catherine's need to help and be out there on concepts that are close to her and that we've only gotten like a glimpse...once? Maybe.

Whereas we've followed Steve and gotten to learn more about how insane his family history is, how some of his past in service was left unfinished and followed him after, then all of the stuff that happened after gaining the task force.

Not gonna lie. I am a McDanno shipper at heart so a personal ache I'll always have that despite so much potential it never happened. But I also see this as an important show moving forward...people will see that(hopefully) just cos you got a guy and a gal who may have sexual desire for one another, doesn't make them endgame. That unhealthy relationships is more than one of them being abusive and it can be that some people are better off as friends.

I've enjoyed reading what other people have had to say.

-Cipher

Yeah, I’m glad we can accept it for what it is, but also acknowledge the fact that it’s not healthy and that there were issues. We can’t do anything about it but we can at least bring some light to it.

Over all, I just feel like they gave the boys relationships in order to push the fact they’re straight? As I kinda mentioned, the relationships that PL did give the boys were… questionable… I’d say maybe Gabi and Lynn were good for Steve and Danny? But that diminished very quickly.

And you make an excellent point. Bad, or unhealthy relationships aren’t always obvious or physical/visible abuse. It could go much deeper. Relationships aren’t easy, and two people being in one takes work. Especially when those two have different experiences and or grew up with different ideas of what love is. And they could of easily had the two of them realize they’re better off as friends - however they didn’t come to that conclusion. So oh well…

Also yes, I am a mcdanno shipper at heart (hence my url) and i would love to make a case for them, always. However I try and stay unbiased and logical when I talk about stuff like this. XD Not always easy though.

[c-vs-the-world]

Just got done watching Zacky boys Justice League, and I have some thoughts;

I enjoyed it. A lot. It was pretty good.

Good job on the story detail

Did they ever cover who that one norwegian lady was??? She picked up Arthur's shirt and held it up to her face???? Is he having an affair??? Is he poly????

Yes, Ben Affleck is kinda pretty. The bat suit still looks stupid.

Pls fix bruce's suit

I'm begging u it's so ugly

Ezra is one of my favorite flashes

The epilogue????? Are u kidding me????? Bruce's dream??????

Was it prophetic?!

I can't tell if I like the joker they showed or not

Okay okay okay okay but, when I saw Jared Leto's joker in suicide squad I kinda liked it and then everyone just started bashing his joker like

Someone explain why he was bad I don't understand???

Ofc, I always see something and go "that was really good" and then everyone else is like "that was fucking awful I hate it and u should hate it too" so idk

They mentioned Robin!!! Not quite sure which one tho, but since it was in bruce's dream that means he has a Robin at that point!

STOP USING SUPERMAN AS A BAD GUY

I'm so fucking suck of itttttt

Sllllaaaaadddddddeeeeeee

So the guy playing Luthor is the guy who voiced Blue in Rio/Rio 2 and it took me 15 minutes to figure that out

Also why is Lois a redhead???? I thought she was a brunette???

MARTIAN MANHUNTER MARTIAN MANHUNTER MARTIAN MANHUNTER-

Fuck you amber heard

Fuck you gal gadot

I'm so excited for Pattison to play bruce and idk why

Pls pls pls do a crossover with the jl and bop plllsssssssss

Also that reference to Harley and bruce being kinda friends 👌

Did anyone else hear Joker flirt with bruce?

Possible young justice and future batkids?????

[cheseyre]

good news, sluts! my brain's no longer being completely stupid (only mostly), i've seen the new asides and...have some thought-y thot thoughts:

*deep inhale*

Okay, first things first: this art style is soooo fucking cUTE and I'm a jealous, squealing bitch. Anyone who knows who the artist is, could you link me to them, stat? I think Thomas mentioned them at the beginning of the ep, but nYeh, brain hurt, doesn't wanna do wooork-

Okay, I'll admit, I was a little...apprehensive when I first saw the thumbnail and title. Part of it's just me being a bitter Remus Stan, but also...okay, deep breaths, controversial opinion time, get ready:

I don't ship Prinxiety.

Like, at all. 

I can see the appeal, and these dorks were so very, VERY cute in this particular ep, but I was honestly turned off by the ship long ago due to how overwhelmingly popular it is and how some fans characterize these two and treat this relationship as if it's the only valid one, y'know, the works—slight tangent, but that's also why I don't ship Logicality or Remile. I honestly vibe much better with ships like Roceit or Analogical, y'know?

Cutting in for another brief tangent: I'm surprisingly okay with Demus/Dukeceit/Receit/Trashnoodle/Whatever-Their-Ship-Name-Is-Oh-God-Why-Do-They-Have-So-Many-Fucking-Names; maybe it's cause they haven't actually interacted in canon and the fan content gives me such good Gay Disney Villain content, idk man im weird—).

Still, their interactions were both hilarious and sweet and like I said, I see the appeal, it's just not my cup of tea. y'all Prinxiety fans got fucking FED and I'm happy for you nerds. Enjoy ze happy boys!

I guess another factor in my...low-key hesitance when I first saw what the ep was about is that...okay, get ready, another controversial opinion, le gasp: well, I'm not a big Virgil fan. In fact, at times, he swaps places with Patton as my least favorite sides—especially with some of his recent behavior in eps like DWIT (the "prohibit your breathing comment" really triggered me, for example). Sometimes, his attitude, especially around other sides like Roman or Janus, reminds me a little too much of my sister, who I don't have...a very good relationship with. Add to that how the more...intense side of the fandom has a disturbing tendency to turn him into the 'uwu precious woobie emo baby who can do no wrong' while unnecessarily villainizing other CERTAIN sides in the process, and...I think you all see where I'm going with this little rant 😅

However, upon actually watching the ep, he wasn't...that bad? I don't think? I enjoyed watching him be a flustered, disaster-y mess and genuinely excited at the end, his interactions with Roman were nice enough, and him literally pushing Thomas to make a move with Nico despite his obvious panic attack was a nice moment of genuine character development. I like seeing that, that's the good shit right there. And him being all flustered and shit, and smiling so much at the end of the vid was just...well, adorable. This man has no fucking right to be this cute, my god

alsoooo 

pURPLE EYESHADOW

PURPLE EYESHADOW HE LOOKS?? SO GOOD?? WTF?? SLAY EMO, SLAAAAAAAY FUCK, DOES THIS MEAN I HAVE TO CHANGE MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME NOW?

alsoooo 

hAPPY ROMAN

YESSSSS~ MAH BOI MAH SON MAH DUMB BITCH HIMBO PRINCE MAH EXTRA MESSY CINNAMON ROLL

ITS  BEEN SO  LONG

AND HIS LITTLE HEART EYES THROUGHOUT THE VID, OH MY GOD-

IMMA JUST IGNORE THAT "ADDING [MISTAKE] TO THE LIST" COMMENT I AM LOOKING AWAY I DO NOT SEE IT LALALALALA

THOMATHY, SIR, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT MAKING THESE TWO GAY IDIOTS SO BAEBY

Okay, but Virgil not realizing that "cyberstalking in real life" is literally just stalking is both a big ass mood and further proof that, yes, Logan is indeed the only one holding the braincell out of this disaster of a lot. God help them all if he ducks out in the next ep.

👀

And Thomas x Trash Can is my new OTP.  I dub thee ✨ "Trashmas" ✨

we sTAN TRASHMAS

Wait, does that mean Remus actually WAS in the ep? Cause, y'know, trash man?

hmmm

👀 👀 

Okay, okay. 

With how much Virgil and Roman were going off about Thomas constantly lying, I was (understandably) a tad bit disappointed my snek son didn't even make a fucking cameo, but y'know what? In hindsight, I'm okay with this it's fineee~

He was just off playing with shadow puppets and stealing money from us desperate, content-starved peasants with his sheer extra-ness and, honestly? Gotta respect the hustle. 

Get that precious, precious coin, dapper snake! Wring us poor losers dryyyy!

*evil snek laugh*

Also, this is a breather ep and adding Janus in probably would've caused unnecessary drama with the Roceit breakup and the constant antagonism between Virgil and him. It probably would've distracted from the point of the ep (flirting with social anxiety, exactly what it says in the tin)—much like it wasn't really Virgil or Remus's place to show up during POF. Does that make sense? I think it makes sense. Sorry, brain going brr-

Still, I can't believe the "Fuck Janus Sanders" Club is actually canon now 😂

God, first Patton in a skirt and now this. 

Thomas Sanders, you delight in fucking feEDING this gremlin nest of a fanbase, don’t you? You RELISH our screams of joy and pain and suffering, dON’T YOU?

What's next, actual canonical Janus and Remus interaction? Patton saying the fuck word? The Dragon Witch comes back? Janus's bowler hat gains sentience and takes over the world, Doris-style? What do you have planned, Thomas? Joan? WHAT ART THOU PLANNING, I MUST KNOW YOU HEATHENS YOU FIENDS-

And Virgil's little "would it be fair to him" comment, tho.

👀

Like, I get in the context of the ep, he was likely talking about Nico and how it wouldn’t be good for a potential relationship with Tomas to be founded on lies, but still...my anxceit heart aches, man. 

Gimme that sweet, sweet angst with a side of mutual regret and possible future reconciliation and maybe something more wink wink nudge nudge on top, pls

...and fries.

Honestly, tho, that entire bathroom monologue was fucking beautiful, man. And relatable, too—i can't tell you how many times I've talked to myself in public restrooms because I just didn't know how to get the words I wanted to say out. It's...kind of embarrassing, tbh

Speaking of embarrassing, uh, crying stall guy.

Just...

Crying Stall Guy

Like, I was expecting someone to come out the bathroom stall after Thomas stopped talking, but...I honestly wasn't expecting that. God, that whole scene was so cringe worthy and fucking hilarious

Honestly, Thomas in the ep in general was a huge ass mOOD and we collective gay/bi disasters ALL related with him, and if you say you don't, you're either lying to yourself or a demon. 

There is no in between 

sorry I don't make the rules

Like, I get this series is literally a gay disaster talking to himself for thirty minutes or longer, but like- EMPHASIS on the 'disaster' part 😂

Like...Thomas, you're lucky you're such a goddamn bean, because GOD, I cringing so hard when he first started talking to Nico

Although, I too have apologized profusely for genuine mistakes and am a flustered bi mess around my crush sooo

😅

And god, Roman's "thirty = old man" jokes made me feel old...and I literally just turned twenty, like, come on, man!

Maybe that's because I was literally watching this ep after finishing my ACT and had been sitting with a bunch of high schoolers, with their tiny fucking desks and tiny fucking water fountains smeh

*clears throat*

Anyways, uh, we STAN Nico Pintrovert Florés in this house

Like

He gives me such big Carlos from WTNV vibes for some reason and this makes me sooo happy

and YESS, he's a WRITER

And he's??? So sweet?? A pure bean?? Just sits on his laptop at the mall food court all day, like a god-fucking iCON?? A Nightmare Before Christmas fan?? weARS GLASSES??

my hEART

*cries*

The fandom seems torn between "Nicomas" and "Karrot Kings" as a ship name atm—personally speaking, I'm casting my vote for the latter

*crosses fingers* please dont be another janus x remus multiple ship name issue guys, please please please I can't keep track of them all-

*clears throat*

On that note, I'm guess I'm gonna go try and whoo over my crush with carrots now. If THIS disaster can do it and make it actually fucking work, god damnit, so cAN I

Meanwhile, in hell, my brain's just screaming "CANON LOVE INTEREST CANON LOVE INTEREST CANON LOVE INTEREST-"

God, I hope Nico isn't just a one-shot character, he's too pure and Thomas and him are adorable gay Disney fans and I stan

Oh, I wonder how the other sides'll react to him.

Wait.

Oh god.

Oh god.

This ep just unleashed a new fresh hell of potential Nico x Sides ships, hasn't it?

Welp, time to prepare for ze incoming flood of fanfics, I guess. I'll get my umbrella and rain boots.

That last shot of Virgil during the endcard was so fucking ominous oh my god mom im scared can you come pick me up-

Goddammit, Thomas and Joan, I'm NOT fucking ready to be traumatized again, fUCK

I wish I wasn't a broke ass university student so I could contribute to Thomas's gloriously extra Patreon—both so I can support my favorite content creators who make this amazing blessed content and also, to join my boi Janus in fucking  destroying society by giving money to the people who actually deserve it, fuck YOU GOVERNMENT-

Okay. 

Okay. 

New headcanon time as to why Patton, Remus, and Logan weren't in the ep: they were helping Jan film that Patreon promotional video. 

Like

Remus directed it, Logan helped with the lighting and script, and Patton was just there as the cheerleader. 

The reason Janus made a dog with shadow puppets wasn't just to flaunt his deity status and prove how he is truly above us mere wretched mortals 

despite that being the absolute truth and we all know it, don't lie to yourselves

No, it was really him trying to do something cute and silly for Patton, because Moceit rights, daMMIT

*inhales*

noww 

guys, gals, and nonbinary pals

it’s time forr

the most wonderful time of the yearrr

WAITING FOR THE NEXT EPISODE

Step right up, folks! Hear ye, hear ye, my prediction for the next episode: Prinxiety v. Moceit! With special guest stars: Karrot Kings vibing in adorable gay and Intrulogical, bitter at being excluded aGAIN

Who will win? Who will lose? 

here’s a hint: we all will because in this sick twisted game they are no winners only losers-

Place your bets, folks! ✨

Haha im not readyyy~

tl;dr

this episode has cleared my skin, watered my crops, and ended my suffering—an adorable calm before the... angsty fucking shitstorm that’s coming far too soon. Prinxiety stans, enjoy your food. Place an 'F' in the chat for me and my fellow grieving Remus stans. Trashmas is the true OTP, but Karrot Kings is cute too I guess. I've only had Nico Florés for 24 minutes, but if anything happens to him, I'll kill everyone in this room and then myself. Purple eyeshadow Virgil makes me question my sexuality aGAIN, and happy gay disney prince rights y'all. Say a big ole 'fuck you' to capitalism by giving your local dapper snake moneys. Concussion makes brain go brr and imma go buy some carrots and be gay now.

psst hey @quarantinevibes2020​ you wanna join me in being disaster-y? i’ll bring my best gay stare and you bring the wine

Until next time, my lovelies! ~ Ches 🖤

[stjernfaerie]

I finally watched all of MCU

in release order because IT MAKES SENSE!!!!

special thanks to @littlegingrnut who watched ALL OF THEM with me. She’s the best. 

Idk if anyone cares at all, but I feel like sharing, so here’s some thoughts and reactions, enjoy: 

Phase 1: 

Iron man

okay but like how was Tony such a jerk in the beginning only to become like the most lovable character ever??

YINSEN DID NOT NEED TO DIE :((

did not like the antagonist what was that

I mean he’s not bad I just didn’t like him that much

I wanna get myself a jarvis tho 

all in all, really enjoyed it

got me really excited to watch more

The Incredible Hulk

didn't watch cuz aly said not necessary

we just skimmed over the important parts 

oh and watched the end credits scene

Iron man 2

this was really great

okay but like I love Ivan Vanko hes such a great antagonist

I LOVE TONY

HE’S SO GREAT

THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AND EVERYTHING GOSH AAH

oh damn ~Natasha Romanoff~

ma’am-

Pepper as a powerful business lady? YES  

just... really great shit right here

Thor

Mmmmmm I don't see the hype about Loki??

his two faced-ness is annoying me

also Thor? I didn't love him at first,, he's a bit cliché

STELLAN SKARSGÅRD YES SWEDISH REP

okay but Thor is a good boi actually,,, I take it back he’s pretty great

Oh nooo Loki - yeah lol as if he actually died 

YO WHAT WAS UP WITH THAT END CREDITS SCENE that got me all like WTF and shit

also told ya Loki didn’t die

Captain America: The First Avenger

okay full disclosure, I actually watched this one time before bc I started watching them in chronological order but never got any further than this

it made so much more sense this time

I liked it so much better this time 

because THE RELEASE ORDER MAKES SO MUCH SENSE 

anyway

this was good !!

I'm gay for Peggy omg

and Steve is such a good boi

DID BUCKY REALLY HAVE TO DIE

all in all not my favourite tho, not too memorable tbh

"I had a date" 😭

The Avengers

ohhh man

ALL OF THEM TOGETHER? UGH YES

Oh hello Dr. Banner nice to see u

Loki bro pls chill

OKAY HULK HELLO

NATASHANATASHANATASHA AAAHH I'M GAY

still don't get the Loki hype tbh. maybe a lil bit but idk

THOR OKAY I LOVE THOR NOW

TONY WHAT THE FUCK NO NO NO TONY DON'T

oh okay he's good

I love them all so much oh gosh

I MADE IT THROUGH PHASE ONE WOHOOOO

***

Phase 2

Iron man 3

this movie changed me

aly can confirm - I was very much not okay after seeing this

literally had anxiety through all of it

I mean I LOVED it

but like

the ptsd :(((

although I do love that they showed that, just made me love Tony even more

just... showing the ugly parts - love that shit

but also like noooo tony bby :(((( 

HARLEY!!!! IS SO GREAT !!! AND ALY SAID HE COMES BACK AT ONE POINT!! YAY

just.... Tony Stark man.

great antagonist, love the whole mandarin thing

EXTREMIS? NO THANK U that honestly gives me like zombie ish vibes or smth I don’t like it

but like it was great 

OH PEPPER JUST BECAME 10x HOTTER DAMN SHE JUST GETS MORE AND MORE ATTRACTIVE EACH MOVIE HUH

PEPPER ALMOST DYING? NOPE

THE PAIN IN TONY'S FACE? NOPE

all in all loved this so much and I am still not really okay

Thor: The Dark World

I see why people think this is the worst Thor movie.

DON’T GET ME WRONG IT WAS GREAT

but like,,, meh? the big end fight was so anti-climactic? not epic at all like what the fuck

I LOVE DARCY

but she's clearly gay so stop makin her fool around with the intern

but like Thor is such a soft boi and I love him

again, Loki's two-faced-ness – aRH

but,,,, I get the Loki hype now

I'm aboard the train

I love Loki 

oh oh oh the part in his prison cell when Thor comes to talk to him and is all like "enough tricks" and then his cell is all torn up and he's all torn up and AH BABY 😭

Thor just needs cuddles 

Aaaaand this is where I accidentally got the worst possible spoiler. :)))

I wanted to watch some wholesome Tony Stark content before bed and so I searched youtube for "Iron Man" and clicked on a video I thought looked nice and wholesome. I accidentally read the top comment and then proceeded to break down and freak out to Aly and Hanna on Aly’s live, and they comforted me and stuff <3 

Aly then told me that “hey remember that I told you that the little boy in Iron Man 3 comes back at one point? Yeah that’s at the funeral” 

STUPIDLY, I then watched the death scene on YouTube, went to bed crying, and of course, dreaming about it. I will never be okay again and I will never be ready for Endgame thank you and goodbye.

anywAY,,,,,

Captain America: Winter Soldier

*SO MUCH SCREAMING*

I thought that Bucky didn’t deserve to die - and he didn’t - but like,,, DYING WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER THAN THIS 

the ~bromance~

nat and steve I mean, so good

I AM NOT OKAY I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THIS MOVIE BUT IT WAS AMAZING

Natasha tho mmmmmhhf

I was rly confused while watching but like everything came together at the end and it was so nice and damn this is one of my favorites so far

Sam is great I want more of Sam

Guardians of the Galaxy

multiple people had told me that they thought I’d really like this movie

honestly? I didn’t

it was kinda meh?

like I found it very predictable and cliché and not in a delightful way

idk if it’s just that I know that Chris Pratt is a dick but I don’t like Peter

I rly like Gamora and Nebula, but like I’m a lesbian, so I don’t think anyone’s surprised that I like the traumatized warrior gals

but like in general I’m kinda disappointed

I only gasped like twice, and it was barely gasp-worthy moments

Avengers: Age of Ultron

All of them together just makes me so happy, they’re so cute with each other AH

loved Ultron as the antagonist. that was great.

but,,,, I was a bit disappointed that we didn’t really get to see any regret from Tony bc he created Ultron

THE TWINS ARE FANTASTIC

whatever’s going on with Bruce and Nat, I don’t like it

TOO MANY moments that reminded me of the spoiler that I refuse to speak. Did not enjoy

everyone just needs to be hugged why doesn’t anybody HUG THEM????

not happy about Jarvis dying :((( even tho he technically didn’t die but like HE’S NOT JARVIS ANYMORE IS HE

and then Tony just replaces him with this Friday just like that??? no i’m not okay with that

in a ranking scenario this one falls in like the top of the middle range? Like it’s not one of the favorites, but it’s still up there. 

I FUCKING DID IT AGAIN ARGH

I was just reading about new MCU projects that are coming up and THERE WAS A SPOILER WARNING, but STUPID AS I AM I DISREGARDED that and kept on reading. I was just skimming through the text and I read “Loki who dies” and stopped right there, because AAHH FUCKING SHIT

I was on a call with Aly as this happened and so I told her that I had given myself a spoiler again and that it was about Loki, and she was all like I can’t remember anything that happens to Loki hmm, and so I thought YAY it’s okay, they just meant one of the times when he fake died!!! so I went on to keep reading, but before I could read anything else Aly stopped me, remembering. She told me it would be gut-wrenching and terrible and I’m just- 

So disappointed in myself. 

Ant-Man

it was an enjoyable movie, but like,,, a little meh? 

I feel kinda the same as I did with GOTG

but I like each of them better than the other for different reasons? idk???

the plot wasn’t very thick, like I could have gone away to pee without pausing and probably not miss too much

I didn’t really get invested in the story or the characters

but it was enjoyable for sure

Sam!!! Hello!!!! 

Again, like with GOTG, I found it kinda cliché, but in a more delightful way this time

WE MADE IT THROUGH PHASE 2 AND PASSED THE HALF-WAY POINT WOHOOOOO

***

Phase 3

Captain America: Civil War

I constantly needed to be hugged while watching this

in the end I was fine, like I’ve been way less okay after some of the other movies, but during? needed hugs and cuddles

I love that they were fighting each other it was just... umff you know

but also like,,, LOVE EACH OTHER 

Wanda and Vision? no thanks I HATE IT

Steve and Sharon?? NO THANKS I HATE IT

literally that’s just weird on SO many levels

and that kiss was-- ugh I hated it. 

SPIDER BOY !!!!! UGH I LOVE HIM ALREADY

Black Panther heLLOOO

ALL THE STUCKY THOOO

Tony and Steve fighting in the end got me :( 

Doctor Strange

This one falls at the bottom of my list

It was the shortest movie but it felt SO LONG because I was so bored through all of it

it just never got me hooked, I didn’t get invested in the story at all. 

there weren’t even any characters that I liked enough to want to see more

sure another infinity stone and getting to know doctor strange and shit, I get why you kinda need to watch it

but I doubt I’ll watch it again

Guardians of the Galaxy 2

just like with the first one, kinda meh

I didn’t really get into it until the last half hour or so

the music really carried this movie tho

and baby groot !!!

I love Nebula so much, such a great character

Yondu dying was really great, it did a lot for his character

I still don’t really like Peter Quill

I feel like it was barely contributing to the infinity saga, the only thing that’s somewhat connected is that Nebula wants to kill Thanos, and the only reason I know that’s connected is because of spoilers

because I’m not really supposed to know the significance of Thanos at this point

but then again, maybe I’ll feel differently when I’ve finished all the movies

Spiderman: Homecoming

SPIDEY BOY !!!!!!!!! 

THIS IS A FAVORITE

I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVED THIS MOVIE

THE TONY/PETER INTERACTIONS WERE SO GREAT

PETER IS A BABY AND HE’S SO GREAT AND AAAAAHH

HE’S ON MY LIST BTW

AND LIKE,,, CAN WE TALK ABOUT HIS FIGHTING SOUNDS COMPARED TO EVERYONE ELSE’S???? Like steve and thor and shit are all like huOH heeeUH oAH ya know?? and then peter’s over here like eeh heh mmmMHF 

HE’S JUST REALLY GREAT AND AAH I LOVED THIS MOVIE SO MUCH

LITERALLY SMILED THROUGH ALMOST ALL OF IT

except when things were going bad and during the fight scenes and shit and when he was in big danger and stuffs

BUT LIKE AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

SO GOOD

OH OH OH AND STEVE’S LITTLE EDUCATIONAL VIDEOS WERE SO CUTE AH

hehehheheh and the end credits tho heheheheh

ANYWAY I LOVED THIS MOVIE SO SO SO SOO MUCH

Thor: Ragnarok

ANOTHER FAVORITE AAAAH

ALL THE BROTHERLY MOMENTS THO

Kinda mad that we didn’t get a hug there in the end but oh well

Thor is so sassy and goofy in this one I love it

ugghhhhh I love Loki so much

Hela has so much Maleficent vibes

Heimdall yESSS !!!

all the Thor/Hulk interactions were so PRECIOUS AAH

this was just such a great movie with great character development for both Thor and Loki and ughhhh IT WAS SO GOOD

“get help” was fucking ICONIC

VALKYRIE THO

oof not excited for infinity war :(( 

Black Panther

this one falls somewhere in the middle for me

like it was good, but it’s not up there

my main issue with it is that it didn’t really feel so much like a superhero movie, it was more just like... family drama

but Shuri tho, love her

and all the awesome ladies fighting!!! yes!!!!

BUCKY!!! 

Avengers: Infinity War

I am not okay

I will never be okay again

I thought Loki dying was gonna be the worst part - and honestly, knowing about it beforehand made it less painful actually

but NO NO NO 

THE LAST 15 MINUTES IS JUST A CRYFEST HUH 

REAL NICE THANK YOU

oh gosh I can’t even think 

I told y’all I didn’t like Peter Quill and well, HE DESERVED WHAT HE GOT 

oh gosh nope 

I’ve been feeling guilty that all of y’all had to wait a full year for endgame but AT LEAST THEN YOU HAD TIME TO BE OKAY AGAIN BEFORE ENDGAME

fucking shit what have I gotten myself into

Ant-Man and the Wasp

I liked this one better than the first ant-man

It’s still not up there but it was good

idk it could just be bc I know the characters more this time or because I kind of had pretty low expectations but I liked this more

oh also maybe I was just happy that I didn’t have to see like all my favorite characters die like I did yesterday :((( 

still not okay

anyway, ant-man and the wasp

I really liked Ava, really great character honestly

I liked Hope a whole lot more this time around

still don’t really like her and Scott together, especially after her mother like talked through him and shit. I feel like if I was Hope and my mother talked to me through my love interest, I would feel pretty weird about it all

but maybe that’s just me idk

oh but what I do like about scott and hope is all of hank’s comments about them

he’s funny hehehe

also Luis! great dude

okay but Bill FOSTER???? as in JANE FOSTER?? SEEMINGLY HAVING NO CONNECTION AT ALL??? 

there’s too many double names in this whole ass franchise and I’m upset

two Peters, two Eriks, two Fosters.... like I know that’s what real life is like, people have the same names, but THIS IS FICTION

YOU CAN AVOID THE CONFUSION

that wasn’t totally related to this movie specifically but this was the third strike dudes, I couldn’t just ignore it anymore.

oh oh oh and I did not appreciate the mid credits scene, I DON’T NEED REMINDERS OF THAT PAIN THANK YOU VERY MUCH

Captain Marvel

this one falls somewhere in the middle for me

like it was good, and I enjoyed it a lot, but it just wasn’t really anything that left me all like woooaaaah omg AH you know???

I really liked how it connected back to previous movies like with Ronan and the Kree people from GOTG and the tesseract and all that jazz

where can I get myself a flerken tho I want one

I appreciate that no one turned into dust, that was nice

my main problem with this movie is that HER POWERS MAKE NO SENSE 

like in the beginning it was kinda okay. I didn’t understand her powers, but at least they felt reasonable

then we got to the end and all of a sudden she’s flying and glowing and strong enough to stop and redirect a fuckin missile, and then she’s FLYING INTO BOMBS AND COMING OUT THE OTHER END COMPLETELY UNSCATHED?? 

OH AND THEN SHE FLIES INTO FUCKIN SPACE WITHOUT A HELMET OR ANYTHING AND SHE CAN BREATHE JUST FINE???

it just makes no sense, it’s completely unreasonable and it makes her too perfect to me. Too unbeatable. I don’t like it. 

but all in all a good movie, loved seeing young Fury and shit

Avengers: Endgame I WILL NEVER BE READY

As I thought, I wasn’t ready

But, I actually think that knowing about Tony beforehand made it a bit easier

I still wish I hadn’t known

and I still bawled like a baby 

but like,,, I think I would have been way worse off if I hadn’t known

I’m just so sad now

I really need a hug

and even though I just cried more than I’ve done all year I need to cry some more I think

I’m glad everyone who got dusted came back, although I kinda knew they would 

well, I would have been fine with Quill staying dusted tbh. I really don’t like that guy

NATASHA WAS NOT ALLOWED TO DIE, I WILL NOT BE OKAY WITH THIS :(

oh gosh yeah I know I have more thoughts about this movie that I wanna say but I need to be more okay first oh man

okay hi again, it’s the next day and I’m still sad but here are some more thoughts: 

I hated the whole Bruce/Hulk think. All the good parts about each side of his character were just erased.

I don’t even see the purpose of it. 

Okay I kinda knew that Steve was gonna go back to the 40s, but I WASN’T SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT SO SHH

anyway, I didn’t like Steve staying in the 40s, and here’s why: 

he knew that this was the single one out of 14 million times they won against Thanos, so he knew that changing anything at all would fuck it up

but at the same time, I find it hard to believe that Steve could be aware that Tony and Nat dies and not want to do anything about it

even though he knows he can’t

so wouldn’t it have been easier to just go back to the present after he returned all the stones? So he wouldn’t have to live with that dilemma?

ALSO, I WILL NOT ACCEPT that after everything he did to get Bucky back, he just leaves him. Just like that. 

Literally the only reason this makes sense is as a setup for the Falcon and The Winter Soldier Disney+ series. 

But I still don’t like it

Spiderman: Far From Home

This was nice, I needed this. 

I didn’t like it as much as homecoming, but I didn’t expect to considering how much I loved hoco

it was really nice to see some more Peter Parker bc i love him but also like,,, most of it was traumatized spidey boy :((( and that was sad :(

He’s literally just a child and he’s already so damaged and it’s big big sad

the high school vibes were immaculate

not that I’ve actually been to high school in the US but like,,, it felt like a high school movie okok

Okay but like May’s character really did a full 180? I don’t really understand where that all came from, but uhhhh okay then

Okay, Quentin Beck. 

before we realized he was bad, I already didn’t like him, cuz it seemed like he was gonna start to become a new father figure for Peter and I WAS NOT COOL WITH THAT

but then I understood that that wasn’t happening so it’s all good

he’s a pretty cool antagonist. not a fave, but pretty cool. 

OH OH FLASH IS SO GAY FOR SPIDERMAN THO RIGHT

he actually got some real nice character development that I had not expected, that was nice

all in all, great movie, I love my spidey boy. 

pretty sad that I’m done tho... :( 

but also like, I watched all of them (except incredible hulk) in 34 days. That’s kinda impressive, right?

ALSO THERE’S NO MORE SPOILER DANGER YAY !!!

and finally, here is my ranking of the movies based on how much I liked them: 

0. The Incredible Hulk ( didn’t watch )

SPIDERMAN: HOMECOMING 

Thor: Ragnarok

Captain America: Winter Soldier

Avengers: Age of Ultron

Iron Man 3

Avengers

Captain America: Civil War

Spiderman: Far From Home

Iron Man 

Avengers: Infinity War

Thor

Avengers: Endgame

Iron Man 2

Thor: The Dark World

Captain Marvel

Black Panther

Captain America: The First Avenger

Ant-Man and the Wasp

Guardians of the Galaxy 2

Ant-Man

Guardians of the Galaxy

Doctor Strange

[beecherdrysdale]

Oh my godddddd I just wrote like 3 chem tests today 😒 but I did good on them so that’s an upper !

Lmaoo yesss Brigid has claimed “fuck you,little bitch” I’m more of a f-ing shit type of gal hehe.

Okkk you are official my swim instructor for me and the boys, get ready to be annoyed. Haha I can see you punching their shoulders if they called you that.I myself don’t like cutsie nicknames either. Yesss you and Dylan would dominate, I give you the win . Honestly whenever I play games I just burst out laughing and lose concentration. I kinda see you winning and then Dylan falling backwards lol. Water pics slay!

Yessss jet skiing is so fun! We could be a team, or you and dylan 😏😏 holding onto each other hehe. Ok, I like chirping people so that why I think all of our personality’s would get along ?.

Ya I still have some time before I apply, or get recruited soooo . But those seem like great choices !!

Ooo me too! I have the same sorta skin complexion like she does and I always get told that I look like her when I put my hair up lol. Haha no worries, I would laugh as well. I know it’s wrong of me but I laugh when people have small accidents like tripping, getting hit.

I would be laughing along side with you ! It’s to funny. I barely scream, so I would swear lol!. Like imagine going down and everyone just yelling “fuckkkkkk” hehe. I could not tell you why I didn’t show up lol . And yes I am making you and Dylan sit next to each other because it would be hot and really cute! #matchmaking. I’ll be busy holding onto Jamie or Jack hehe.

Haha pls send some over lol. I’m lacking !! Haha the hoodie is comfy I’m not gonna lie. I’ll send you a hockey hoodie as well. Do u wanna a hockey canada hoodie or a team themed one?.

I’m not really a dress or skirt girl either! I enjoy a good jean or pant type of look. I love your style ! I enjoy a fancy shirt! Or a cute graphic tee. I’ve been into cropped ish blouses, and wearing lots of necklaces 😍 haha yess if I see a cute skirt I’ll cave as well.

Yess the partners are great ! I would honestly dance w everybody ! But I think me and Ryan would have the craziest dances lol . I’m a bit of a crazy dancer hehe. I reserve a slow dance for u with either dyl or Jamie??. Haha yes, i gotta get quinner a bit drunk to teach him stuff lol . Haha that’s fun!.

I barely drink as well but I kinda got drunk on my bday lol . Apparently I laugh a lot, and am super crazy And loud 😜. Not gonna lie beer is really gross after the one sip that I had hehe. I’ve tried a white claw before it wasn’t bad:)) . One time my brother pranked me and gave me coke to drink and I was super thirsty so I drank it and after I drank it he was like that was a vodka-coke . Had some fun times there hehe. He also pranked my mom with that and she never drinks lol.

How can ppl hate chipotle it’s amazing! If I could trade any fast food we have in Canada for chipotle I would . We literally have no good fast food lol .

oh gosh i’m so sorry, i fucking hate chem. my teacher doesn’t even teach and then gives us ap level worksheets and it sucks

hahha yes i’ll be your swim instructor, i’ll only get annoyed if people ask me to teach them fly tho bc it’s so hard to teach. and yes i would definitely punch them in the shoulder if they try to call me any cutsie nicknames. yes me and dylan as a team will destroy, but then as soon as we win he’d try and dunk me lol

ok if i’m jet skiing with dylan, who are you going with? also yes we would literally all be chirping each other the whole time, but i think we could all take it too so that’s why we’d get along really well

yeah i still have time too, but my recruiting coach told me i need to start the recruiting process early so that’s why i already have a lot of schools picked out. and as much as i would love to go to umich i don’t think i’ll end up there bc their swim team is insanely fast so i probably couldn’t swim there

hahha yeah i don’t really think i look like her, i think it’s just the long hair that looks similar. and i always laugh when people get injured and it’s kind of a problem lol

lol yes everyone would be swearing and all the parents would be glaring at us lol. except i usually don’t swear or scream on any rides or anything, so my friends are convinced i’m not scared of anything. also kind of off-topic, but for my summer job we have to do inspections before the park opens in the mornings and the tallest tower is 12 stories high, so one of the hosts who worked there last summer told me if i did top rappel on the first day she would give me $100 and i was like ok easy money. also yes you can be the matchmaker for me and dylan, but then i’ll make you sit by quinner or jamie hehe

haha just tell me which one of my 20 hoodies you want and i’ll send it to you. and then you can send me a team themed hockey hoodie bc as much as i love the canada boys, i could never bring myself to wear a hockey canada hoodie lol

yessss pants girls unite. and cropped blouses are super cute too! i also love how wearing lots of necklaces look, but i just never wear jewelry except my chain with my saint brigid’s cross bc i always have to take it off for sports

lol i would love to see you and ryan dance together, you guys would be so chaotic but so good. aww you playing matchmaker again to get me to dance with dyl or jamie 🥰 also i feel like you’re right, once quinner is drunk it would be way easier to teach him stuff lol

hahha i’ve never gotten drunk, maybe a little tipsy tho. but i have to be super careful bc if my parents pick me up from somewhere and they smell any alcohol on me they would kill me. but i’m getting my license this year, so then i can just sleep over at my friends house after and then drive home the next morning and i won’t have that problem anymore. i actually like beer, what i can’t stand is wine lol. and yeah white claw is pretty good as long as you have the right flavors. my favorite is black cherry. omg that’s so funny that your brother did that, my mom would get so mad at my brother if he ever tried that lol

[zeni-chu]

For the Halloween season, can I ask for headcanons or little scenarios about the Pillars you write for (if that's too many characters, feel free to drop some!) doing Halloweenie things with their s/o? Like scary movies, telling scary stories, doing haunted houses, giving out candy, dressing up, etc?

Hi hi, thanks so much for the request!! This is so cute ;-; also I’m assuming this is a Modern AU!

The Pillars doing Halloween Stuff w/ Their S/O

Modern AU

Shinobu:

I feel like Shinobu would be THE BEST to spend Halloween with, she’s the Queen of Halloween on god

She’s the one that’s like “October 1st? You know what that means ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)” and instantly her house is covered in fake spider webs and all kinds of Halloween decorations

And I don’t mean like, subtle decorations. I’m talkin smoke machines, flashing lights, those motion sensor decorations that pop out of a bush and scare you type decorations

She takes her decoration seriously

She’s the kind of gf that will absolutely make you watch Horror movies with her, even if you’re the only one scared of em 😔😔 (also would only eat kettle corn during the movie, never regular popcorn)

She’d dress up as a witch and sit outside next to the door with a bowl of candy looking all innocent,,, but when the kids come up to get candy fucking Giyuu steps out of the bush behind em dressed in a Ghillie Suit 😭😭 (yes this happened to be as a child and I’m still traumatized)

Does Giyuu want to be there? No. Did she tell him if he did it people would like him? Yes.

She’d also eat a few pieces of the candy from the bowl, she can’t help it!!

I think she likes sour candy more than sweets or chocolate, I just get that vibe from her tbh

Wouldn’t make u dress up with her if u didn’t want to but it would definitely make her super happy if u did

At the end of the night after turning off the lights, she’d take off her Witch Hat and turn to you, wrapping her arms around ur waist and pulling you in for a smooch

She tastes like sour candy 🍭 but it’s oh-so-delicious..

Giyuu:

(My phone died while typing his and I lost everything I typed 😭😭😭)

This man... is a mf dingus

He doesn’t understand why everyone loves Halloween so much

He doesn’t understand why everyone loves to dress up

He just sees it as any other day

But he’d help you decorate anyways 😊

Nothing super crazy or extravagant, most likely just a couple fake skeletons and grave stones, the usual stuff

Would definitely give in to dressing up with you if you asked tho

Would prob just chill next to u as u hand out candy, admiring you while you’re looking away; also would take over handing out candy if u had to step away for some reason

He’s rly awkward and stiff but he tries his best cuz he wants to be involved in things u enjoy

Even tho he doesn’t rly get why everyone loves it so much, I feel like being around u during it would definitely warm him up to it a bit

I also feel like he’s definitely one of the few that would actually prefer to stay inside with you rather than going out to haunted houses or trick or treating or anything

Watching scary movies? Yes pls he loves them

Low key would make him super happy if you clung to him during jump scares or scary parts of a movie bc he loves that he can make you feel safe and protected

I don’t rly see him as a person that loves sweets a whole lot but if u saved some candy for him he’d absolutely eat it

The night would end with the two of u curled up on the couch with the cheesy horror movie fading into the background as you sleep soundly with your head on his lap, and with his hand resting on your head since he fell asleep running his fingers through your hair (˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵)

Kyojuro:

THIS MAN!!

IS SO MUCH FUN

He’d be SO excited to dress up with u and take u out to festivals and haunted houses and parties

But also really wants to go trick or treating with u!! So he’s rly torn on what u guys should do :(

Would 100% drag you all over the place to do EVERYTHING if he could

Eventually settles for Haunted House and Trick or Treating!

Inside the Haunted House, obviously this man is not scared at all like c’mon

You however are clinging to him for dear life, which he doesn’t mind at all ;) he also likes to be your protector and comfort, it gives him a sense of pride, like “Thats me! I’m why they feel safer rn!”

Would also probably end up carrying you out of the Haunted House depending on how scared u got 😔 once again he’s happy to :))

Trick or Treating w/ him would be. So fun.

Y’all would trick or treat until you’ve hit every single house. Literally every single one

The whole night is filled with laughter and happiness and soft gazes cast towards each other when yall look away

You eventually end up coming home with two bags of candy each holy damn

I see him as a chocolate lover, he dislikes candy

You’d both sit down and heave a sigh after your long night of running around and toss the bags onto the table to begin sorting through your loot hehe

He picks out the chocolate sweets and you keep the candies while the two of you chat and simply enjoy each other’s presence

Ofc he’d share his chocolate treats with u if you asked!! Anything for his bby

The night would end with the two of you laughing as you talk about how much fun you had while sorting through your candies, finding nothing but contentment and love in each other’s eyes 🥺

Mitsuri:

This gal is also a lot of fun!!

She’d definitely want to go trick or treating with u!! But she’d also want to get into the spooky spirit and tell scary stories and watch scary movies

She’d be the most scared of the stories and movies tbh 😔✊

Would hide her face in your arms or chest during scary parts of the stories or movies and instantly almost die of embarrassment

She loves loves loves spending time with you omg she’s so clingy and sweet

Wouldn’t start eating the candy she got from trick or treating without you in case you wanted any of hers! Because what if she got some candy you liked but didn’t get?

She’d try to sit thru the scary movies with u but would probably want to change movies halfway thru she’d feel so bad abt it tho

She may be a demon slayer but she still gets scared sometimes!! She’s a badass but still so soft 😭

After stuffing herself with sweets and getting her fill of scary stories, she’d want to just cuddle in bed and talk about each other’s days as she cuddles into your side, tracing small circles onto your hands

10/10 soft girl that just wants to have fun w/ u 🥺

Gyomei:

Gyomei is one of the ones that would love to just stay inside and have a nice chill evening w/ u 😌

I don’t think he’d dress up but he’d definitely love to give out candy

He loves how happy all the kids that come by trick or treating are n he loves hearing their laughter :,)

If you ended up going trick or treating he’d prob steal a couple pieces of candy when ur not looking ;) Ik he’s a v pure boy but I love the idea that he’d be just a tad mischievous with his S/O

Idk why but when I thought abt this prompt with him the first scene that came to my mind is the two of you sitting on your couch in front of the fire place, you leaning into him with his arm draped around your shoulder as you read a book out loud so the two of you can enjoy it

Candy and sweets strewn about on the coffee table in front of you and the laughs of children joyfully running from house to house quielty buzzing in the background

This cozy night would end with both of you falling asleep in front of the warm fireplace, your page dog-earred and your arms wrapped around his waist, he falls asleep with a faint smile on his lips and his arms holding you close

[captainmarvels]

ahoy, ladies! | steve harrington

Summary: Chance encounters at a particular ice cream parlor lead to a miracle of sorts!

Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader

Word Count: 1165

A/N: thank you @witchever for this wonderful fic idea, you’re a genius and I appreciate you! enjoy this fic and pls pls pls participate in steve weekend :) xx

Right on Erica’s heels, you found yourself in the sailor parlor of Scoops Ahoy, the new ice cream place of StarCourt Mall. You spotted Erica’s colorful hair ties in the crowd of kids in front of you; how did she get to the counter so fast? 

You made your way through the sea of children, silently cursing your mother for secretly volunteering you to be Erica’s babysitter at the mall. When you finally got up there, you sighed deeply.

“Are you trying to lose me, Sinclair?” 

Erica looks up at you, brows furrowed as she licks her sample spoon clean.

“I’d like to try the Cherries Jubilee now, please,” She said, not breaking eye contact with you as she held out her hand. 

You heard an exasperated sigh and glanced over, catching Robin rolling her eyes as she pulled out her scooper once again.

“Hey dingus, get out here and help, would ya?” She shouted over her shoulder, sighing loudly as she opened one of the freezers.

You had never realized there was another person that worked at Scoops, since Erica was always in and out of the parlor, never there for more than five taste testers a day. You leaned against the counter, looking over right as the ‘dingus’ Robin had called for appeared.

Holy shit.

He was really cute - the sailor hat and suit aside - and you couldn’t stop the nervous warmth from invading your cheeks, even if you wanted to. Catching your glimpse, the cute stranger made his way over to you, smile growing wider with every step.

“Ahoy there, ladies!” He said, eyes shining under the bright shop lights. He glanced at Erica and her friends before looking right at you. “Would you like to set sail on this ocean of flavor with me, m’lady? I’ll be your captain - Steve Harrington,” 

He stuck out his hand, smile faltering just a bit as you took longer than humanly possible to react. 

Shit, oh shit, okay,

You took his hand in yours, squeezing gently before letting go, and smiling back at him.

“And where exactly will you be taking me, Captain Harrington?” You giggled when you realized you caught him off guard - as if no one ever took him seriously before - and nodded in the direction of the freezers. 

Steve, panicked like never before, began to fumble over his words as he walked over to the ice cream.

“Wha- I - Well - Where shall we begin? A plain chocolate for the lassie, or will a Banana Boat catch her wandering eye?” You couldn’t help but laugh at his cheesy lines, but you were appreciating the effort he was putting into them.

Before you could get a word out, Erica appeared at your side, tugging at the side of your shirt. 

“Banana boat, c’mon! You know you want to!” She frowned at you before you could answer, her grip on your shirt not loosening one bit.

“How about a banana boat, Captain? This one,” You poked Erica’s head, smiling tauntingly when she grimaced and let go of your shirt. “... will let you know what to put on it, yeah?” 

Erica immediately forgot about you and went to the other side of the counter, already instructing Robin on which flavors and toppings she needed to have.

You moved back to the register, Steve following right on your heels. As he rang up the order, you wondered if this was hopefully not the last time you’d be seeing him. 

“I - I don’t think I’ve ever seen you before. You new to town?” Steve handed you your change, his words hanging between you.

“Sort of. I just moved here after graduating high school, and now I’m stuck babysitting that little terror,” You motioned in Erica’s direction, watching her tell Robin that she needed more whipped cream on top.

“Well… you know, if - if you ever need some help, I- I’d be more than happy to help,” You turned your attention back to Steve as his kind offer settled in your mind.

“We could also um- I dunno, take them to the movies and-”

“This is starting to sound like a date, Harrington,” Your confidence had come out of nowhere, and there was no way to stop it now. “If you want to ask me out, you can. Nothing to lose, yeah?” 

Steve was blushing hard and you couldn’t help the smile growing on your face as you took your receipt and a pen from the counter to write down your phone number. You slipped it in the brim of his sailor hat, lightly tapping the top of it before turning away.

You only took two steps before you heard a rushed “I’ll call you tonight!” followed by a loud “Maybe you don’t suck, dingus!”, and you didn’t know if it was possible for your smile to get any bigger.

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“Today is a tragic day,” Robin said dramatically, sighing loudly as she grabbed her white board and marker. “Today… is the end of an era.”

“For the love of God, would you just mark the tally already? I want to bask in the glory of my success, Robin,”

She turned around, glaring menacingly as she uncapped the marker and feigned a sniffle. 

“Today… the dingus does not suck. Today… the dingus… rules,” 

Steve cheered loudly as he watched her mark a red tally in the ‘You Rule!’ side of her chart. He couldn’t stop smiling, thanking you for being the reason he didn’t feel so crappy about himself anymore.

Maybe things were finally starting to look up.

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“I’m so glad you finally found a new use for that board, Robin!” You giggled when Steve smacked the top of your thigh, his arms wrapped around your waist as you sat on the counter of Scoops Ahoy’s back room. 

“It’s your fault, you ruined my wonderful experiment with the dingus - I mean, Steve, I guess,” She stuck out her tongue when Steve flipped her off. 

“Well maybe I can use the board and see how well you do at asking the next gal that walks in the door, huh? Remember, we gotta work on that god-awful taste of yours-”

“Just because you think Tammy was bad doesn’t mean everyone I like is gonna be terrible!”

“We’ll see about that, won’t we, dingus!” 

Robin threw her hat at Steve, the two of you erupting in laughter when it struck him right in the nose, causing him to shriek out. 

“Why do you two always conspire against me?” He said breathlessly, chucking the hat back at Robin before looking up at you.

“Because I love you and sometimes that ego of yours need to lose some air every now and then,” Before he could argue with you, you kissed him, sticking out your middle finger at Robin right on cue as she faked vomiting noises in the background.

When you pulled away, Steve smiled sweetly, dropping his head into your lap.

“You’re lucky I love you, lady,”

“I really am lucky, huh, Captain?” 

tagging: @bitessathompson @novaddictx @connors-my-boy @fragcc @jurassicbarnes

[mycupoffanfiction]

His Second Chance Part 11

Bucky x Reader

His Second Chance Masterlist

Bucky comes back from Wakanda with Steve, ready to begin his recovery from his days as the Winter Soldier, but there’s one thing he doesn’t take into account - you.

Warnings: Protective bois, FLUUUFF, language.

Word count: Approx 3600

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Bucky builds up the courage to admit something and maybe something else comes with his new found confidence.

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Six o’clock. One whole hour. One whole hour for his nerves to get the better of him.

What if she doesn’t like the place you picked?

What if your outfit is underdressed compared to hers?

What if she doesn’t like your hair in a bun?

What if you pull up your sleeves and she doesn’t want to see your arm?

All valid questions, Bucky thought, although if you knew what was going on in his head, you would absolutely disagree. A soft knock at the door stirred Bucky from his thoughts and he padded across the wooden flooring to see who it was. Oh no. The dad duo.

 “Can we talk for a sec, Buck?” Steve asks. “Uh.” Before Bucky can even answer properly, the two of them scoot around Bucky and let themselves into his room. Well excuse you. “See you’re all ready to go.” Sam smiled, looking Bucky up and down as he closed the door, examining his outfit. “You scrub up good, old man.” He remarked, making Bucky roll his eyes. “You better take care of our girl, Buck, she’s the literal princess of this floor.” Steve got straight to the point. “Yeah, you break her heart, we break you.” Sam poked him harshly in the chest. “Whoa, whoa, where’s this coming from?” Bucky asked. “C’mon, Bucky, you remember the old days.” Steve said as he sat down on the edge of his bed, Sam leaning up against the wall. Bucky would be lying if he said he didn’t feel at least a little upset by that jab. “She can hear you through the wall, y’know that, right?” Bucky quirked a brow.

 You could, in fact, hear all three of them as you got ready. A small smile crept onto your lips when you heard Bucky say that. “So where are you taking her?” Steve asked, ignoring Bucky’s warning like he didn’t believe him. “I ain’t saying that out loud, I know she can hear me.” Bucky refused. You smirked and moved to your computer desk, quickly putting on some loud rock to drown out their voices so you wouldn’t hear.

 Thank you, pretty girl. “Takin’ her to a little place out of the way.” Bucky smiled. “I ain’t tellin’ you the name though, don’t want you two showing up.” He put on his best I’m-not-taking-your-bullshit face, knowing full well that those two punks would do anything to protect you, even if Bucky really did have genuine intentions with you. “Relax, Buck, just wanna look out for her, she’s a sensitive soul.” Steve put his hands up in surrender. “M’not the same Bucky from the forties, Steve.” Bucky reminded him, pacing over to his dresser and rooting about in the drawer. “M’not gonna take her out and then drop her, couldn’t do that.” Bucky couldn’t even fathom doing that to you.

 God the way your sweet face lit up when you saw him, the confidence you had in him, oh it made his heart soar. He didn’t think he’d ever known someone with such trust, such belief in him. He had it bad for you.

Bucky finally found what was looking for and pulled a white box out of the drawer. Opening it up, he pulled out the bottle of new cologne and spritzed it around a little, being careful not to overdo it. “She’s too good to me.” Bucky hadn’t really intended to say that out loud, but the two men looked over at Bucky and waited for him to continue. “She believes in me, puts so much trust in me, don’t think I’ve ever known a gal like that.” Bucky spoke quietly. “She sees past this.” Bucky glanced down at his metal hand. “She isn’t too good for you, pal.” Steve shook his head, getting up to walk over to him. “She’s what you need, just don’t push her away.” Sam cut in. Bucky knew that. He knew he needed you. He wanted you as well, but he couldn’t deny that he needed you.

 “You’ll do jus’ fine, man. But if you hurt her.” Sam made a line across his throat with his finger, eyes bulging before he raised a brow at Bucky. “Sam, bit much, but… Uh, well I guess you get the point.” Steve shrugged. “Good luck pal.” Steve clapped him on the shoulder before walking towards the door, Sam following suit and patting Bucky’s arm before leaving. Talk about confidence boosting.

 “Text us when you get there.” Steve pointed at you. “Mm, no, I’m not doing that.” You shook your head. “Sweetheart.” He frowned, crossing his arms. “Would you lay off? I heard you two getting up in Bucky’s business about our date.” You scoffed, trying to push Steve out of your room. Bucky listened from the other side of the wall, amused by your bluntness with Steve. “I’m just looking out for you!” He protested, letting you push him backwards. “Steve, we’re both adults, this isn’t my first date, nor is it my first date with him and Bucky has been nothing but sweet and gentle with me. You have nothing to worry about.” You say matter-of-factly. Sweet and gentle, she thinks I’m gentle. “It’s sweet that you two want to look out for me, but back off, would ya?” You frown, finally getting Steve out of your room. “Now, if you will excuse me, I have five minutes until my Sergeant arrives and I’m still not ready.” You huff, closing the door and leaving both boys in the corridor. My Sergeant. I’m her Sergeant now. Bucky couldn’t lie, he loved the sound of that, he loved the way it sounded when you said he was yours.

“That didn’t go to plan.” Steve grumbled. “It was a terrible plan.” Sam shook his head.

 You slipped on a jacket over your simple skater dress just as a tentative knock came to your door. Seven o’clock sharp. You opened the door and god; he stole your breath away. Bucky stood, leaning up against your door frame in a dark grey button up shirt, a leather jacket thrown over the top and a pair of very new looking black jeans, they definitely looked like they were his ‘smart’ jeans. Bucky’s chestnut hair was scraped back into a messy low bun, small strands hanging out of the sides and framing his face, a few large chunks of hair that were too short to be tied back were roughly tucked behind his ears.

 Holy- wow. She looks so beautiful, so goddamn pretty. Bucky leans towards you, holding out his hand for you and he craned down to lightly peck your cheek, the gentle tickle and scratch of his facial hair on your cheek was welcome. Kissing her cheek is becoming second nature, good job! Maybe we should try kissing her properly later. “Hey pretty girl.” He murmured in your ear, voice rough and deep, but still so soft. A little tingle crawled up your spine and you weren’t sure if Bucky had meant to be extremely alluring or if that was an accident. You felt a blush creep onto your features as you took in his appearance. Bucky could ask you to do anything right now, and you’d do it without hesitation.

 The early evening sunset, orange and pink hues dusting colour across the clouds. A gentle breeze shifted your hair about, lifting the skirt of your dress a little. Warmth, a comforting grip around your hand, fingers intertwined with yours. A soft crunch below your feet, autumn leaves covering the pathways in an array of reds and yellows. The musty smell of earlier rain and damp foliage tickled your senses.

 Softness against your cheek as you leaned into him, head resting against the side of his shoulder. Leather, spices and woody scents touched your nose. That smell was Bucky. You looked up at him, gazing up at his handsome features as he looked straight ahead.

 Beautiful. The cool weather, the soft breeze, the colourful sky and leaves falling made it feel like a surreal watercolour painting. What if this is just a dream? Bucky discreetly pinches himself with his metal fingers, you’d never seen him do it, but he did it regularly around you, just to be sure. He’d be heartbroken if he woke up and all of this happiness was a figment of his imagination, if you were a figment of his imagination.

 Bucky glanced down at you, absolutely captivated, you didn’t even care that he’d just caught you staring up at him. Gorgeous, how is she so effortlessly pretty? You seemed so carefree, so joyful as you walked beside him, a deep breath sucked in, eyes fluttering shut as you smelled the crisp, autumnal smell of the outdoors.

 “You look real pretty.” Bucky broke the comfortable silence, speaking just above a whisper, voice soft but still gravelly and rough, like brushing velvet backwards. A little hum, the curve of a smile on your lips, the ghost of a shy giggle in your throat. You look up at him, coolth, metal against skin as bionic fingers gently brush your hair away from your face, smoothing over your cheek and lingering for a moment. The serene moment is disrupted when your phone buzzes. You sigh and pull it out of your pocket to see it was a message from Steve.

‘How is it going? He treating you alright?’

Bucky sees the message from over your shoulder, a soft sigh passing through his lips. Why is Steve such a dad all the time? “Sorry.” You apologised, catching Bucky looking at your phone before you tucked it away. All Bucky can do is smile down at you, a sweet, lopsided smile. “Where are we going?” You ask, steering the conversation away before one of you could complain about Steve. “Uh.” Bucky paused, scratching the back of his neck. What if she doesn’t like it? Fuck what if she- Calm down, you know she’ll like it. “It’s a surprise, doll.” Bucky finally answers. Nice, getting much better at keeping cool around her, Barnes.

 You walked for another ten minutes, dipping in and out of conversation. The silence was never uncomfortable, which wasn’t unusual to you both. You’d often sit silently in each other’s presence, mostly just for quiet company and nothing more.

 You eventually reached a little walled garden restaurant, tucked away behind the park on a little side street. Bucky opened up the wrought iron gate for you, letting you enter first and you smiled when you saw the place he’d brought you to. It was a quaint little outdoor restaurant, lined with four stone walls that had foliage creeping up the stones and they wove in and out of the cracks. Strings of large bulb fairy lights were hung across the garden secured to the walls, giving a warm, soft glow to the place. The floor was cobblestone with a few long, old looking rugs that created pathways for people to walk along comfortably. Each table was situated near a small firepit or heat lamp, the air was filled with the wonderful, warm and cosy scent of wood burning, complimented by the delicious smells of food being served. Quiet chatter was accompanied by the gentle roar of fire and the odd pop of wood, soft music played in the background, mostly jazz and classical, keeping the atmosphere calm and serene.

 You and Bucky followed a waiter to your table and Bucky insisted on you sitting on the side closest to the firepit so you could stay warm. Bucky adored the way you looked with the soft, warm glow of the fire against your skin. “This place is beautiful Buck.” You remarked, looking around at your surroundings. A small smile made its way onto Bucky’s lips as he watched you admire the place. Told you she’d like it, Barnes, had no reason to worry. “Picked it myself.” He said softly, keeping his voice low. “I bet the boys were giving you plenty of advice.” You rolled your eyes. Bucky snorted as he relaxed back in his seat. “Well I had the pleasure of being given the talk from Stevie earlier.” You sighed. “You too? Damn I thought they just didn’t trust me with ya.” Bucky chuckled, shaking his head. Over protective goofs. “Mm, treated it like it was my first date, I think Steve and Sam went full co-parent on me.” You giggled. “Better than what I got.” You frowned at that, waiting for Bucky to elaborate. “Got threatened with death if I didn’t treat ya right.” Bucky smirked. That sounded like them. “Of course they did.” You sighed, smiling.

 You both ordered your food and drinks, mostly engaging in casual conversation while you ate. You laughed at a few of Bucky’s awkward jokes and he seemed amused and intrigued by your stories of your times with Steve and Sam before Bucky came home. You were absolutely absorbed by how confident Bucky became when he talked about the forties. You started to notice that Bucky’s confidence wavered a lot, but he was overall doing good and keeping his cool, as far as you could see.

 Tell her, you know you want to tell her. “I heard you, y’know.” Bucky smiled, relaxing back in his chair. Can’t get out of it now, Barnes. You tilted your head slightly, waiting for him to elaborate. “Callin’ me your Sergeant.” Bucky blushed when he said those words, nervous you might recoil that he’d accidentally overheard that. You looked down at your plate, smiling widely and blushing with embarrassment. “Sorry.” You let your hair fall into your face, blocking him from seeing your features. Oh shit, no, didn’t mean to make you embarrassed. Pretty girl, I liked it, please don’t hide. Quick, save it Barnes! Metal fingers curled under your chin, gently raising your head to meet his eyes. Bucky gave you a lopsided smile. “I liked it, doll.” He spoke softly, letting go of your chin, making you smile shyly up at him. What was happening? Bucky seemed so much more confident than usual, not that you were complaining, you loved it.

 “You know, when I was in Wakanda and when I first arrived here, I thought you and Steve were together.” Bucky smiled fondly, remembering the way Steve practically gushed about you. “Was only when I asked him that it all clicked into place, said you were a little sister to him.” Bucky huffed out a little chuckle. “I love Steve, but not that way.” You smiled, speaking quietly like you were afraid your voice would fail you. You felt unreasonably nervous, especially after Bucky saying he’d overheard you earlier. “Funny, he said a similar thing about you.”

 “I thought you didn’t like me when you first arrived.” You admitted, almost blurting it out, voice still small and shy. Why’d you have to open your damn mouth, she’s all shy around you now! Oh but it’s cute though. “Really?” Bucky asked, knowing full well why, he knew he wasn’t exactly the most approachable person, especially back then. “M’sorry if I ever made you uncomfortable, I know I stared a lot when I got here.” Bucky leant forwards on the table, pushing his now empty plate away from him. “It was hard not to.” He then blurted out, making you giggle into your hand. Dammit, you were so smooth before Barnes. “Well it’s just that- you- you’re so pretty and um.” Okay, stop. “So pretty.” He paused, sighing at himself. Stop. Please. “And you’ve been nothin’ but sweet.” A smart, sweet, pretty girl who called me her Sergeant. “Bucky.” You step in, smiling widely at him, cheeks flushed bright red. “It’s okay, it never really bothered me.” You reassured him.

 “Why did you gravitate to me though? I’m, well-.” Bucky cut himself off, looking down at his figure, at his arm. “I’m not exactly approachable.” You frowned and reached across the table for his hands, cold metal in one and warm flesh in the other. Taking in a deep breath, you paused for a moment, collecting your confidence together to say what you needed to say. “Bucky, I knew you just wanted to be accepted, to come back to society and live again. I saw the way you looked at me and the others, like you couldn’t have the same as us. I wanted you to feel like you could, like you could live again.” You realised it sounded like you might be pitying him and were quick to clear your throat and fill the gap in conversation. “And then I realised that under your exterior was someone who just wanted to be loved, and I…” You paused, looking Bucky in the eyes as you watched a dusting of pink wash over his cheeks and nose. “Fell for you.” You managed to get out, immediately looking away.

 She… Excuse me, what? Did I hear that correctly? Bucky was absolutely stunned, floored even. Someone, who he considered the sweetest, smartest, prettiest girl he’d ever met just told him that she fell for him and he couldn’t believe his ears. He was utterly speechless, a small stutter making it’s way out of his throat before he snapped his mouth shut. Is this real? This can’t be real. Bucky tried to catch your line of sight and you looked up at him wide eyed. I think I’m melting; she’s melting me. Okay, say something because you’re leaving it too long.

 “Uh.” That’s not what I had in mind, try again. “Um.” What are you doing? Try harder, use your goddamn words Barnes, where’d the confidence go? “It’s okay if you don’t feel the same way or anyt-.” You began but Bucky cut you off. “No, no, god I do, I- I’m nervous.” He squeezed his eyes shut. You’re nervous? Seriously? Sure just admit dumb stuff to her, she just spilled her heart out and all you can say is that you’re nervous. You looked a little confused, admittedly taken aback by the mixed signals you were getting from Bucky.

 Tell her, say it, say it, say it! “I’m in love with you.” He spoke just above a whisper and you couldn’t help the look of surprise on your features. To Bucky’s relief, your surprise turned into a wide grin, cheeks bright red as you looked at him bashfully. Bucky Barnes was in love with you. “I’m in love with you too.” You giggle out, ecstatic he’d told you something you considered so intimate, something you honestly hadn’t expected to hear so soon, but that you were fine with not hearing for a while. Your heart was beating hard in your chest and you were sure Bucky could hear it with his enhanced senses, that he could hear your stomach doing flips and how your heart was soaring.

 Yes! You did it, oh she looks so happy. You made her happy, Barnes. All I want to do is kiss her. Can I? I’m not sure I can. Kissing you was the only thing on Bucky’s mind on the way home. On your walk back through the park under the bright moon and the city lights. It was the only thing he could think of when you looked up at him in the silent moments, or when you leaned against him. Things felt different, in a good way, his feelings were out there and you’d reciprocated them, your relationship felt more open and it seemed like it would be easier to navigate.

 He knew it was bad, you were talking and he wasn’t paying attention to anything you were saying. He just couldn’t concentrate while he sat so close to you on the park bench, both of you reluctant to go back to the tower just yet. “Bucky?” You finally realised he hadn’t been listening. Shit, she’s noticed, uh, what was she saying? Should I just… Um, oh why is this so complicated?

 “Sorry, doll, it’s just- can I kiss you?” Bucky surprised himself. He was slightly amused when you gasped in reaction, you’d absolutely not expected that so soon, not that you minded. You nodded, a trying to control the big smile spreading across your lips. Oh my god, holy shit. No, okay, don’t think, just do.

 Bucky’s metal hand came up to gently brush you cheek and cup the side of your face, mostly resting just below your jaw. His flesh hand rested on your thigh and he leaned in, trying so hard to drown out the voices in his head. You slowly leaned into him, eyelids dropping the closer your got to him. You felt him pause for a moment in front of you and you let him, giving him a moment to compose himself. Small puffs of hot breath sent shivers through you as Bucky paused. He swallowed thickly before easing towards you, lips gently brushing against one another. You let him take the lead, letting him take his time and set the pace. You stayed like that for a few seconds, lips barely touching, until Bucky dipped a little closer, his lips pressing gently against yours. It was slow and shy with little movement, but it felt so right. You moved against his lips, hands resting on his chest as you hummed. Bucky let a low gruff sound rumble through his chest, like a growl almost until he kissed you more deeply, capturing your lips in a delicious, slow dance.

 Eventually you parted. Bucky kept his gaze on you as his metal hand found the nape of your neck, cradling your head.

Bucky was ecstatic, pride swelled in his chest, he’d just kissed you, told you he’d loved you and kissed you and for once the voices in his head were quiet.

He couldn’t wait to kiss you again.

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