#pookie's issues

[yourfavepookiebear]

I am. So. Fucking. Over this.

This random bitch in my class keeps taking ugly pictures of me without my permission and sends them to her friends to make fun of me with them.

I might snap at her because I've had enough, it's like she's stalking me. She stalks all my socials, takes pictures of me without my consent, keeps a track on all of my friends, sends pictures of me to people i don't know without my consent, etc

Like last time i was drinking water and I saw her taking pictures of me like what the fuck ? Another time I was talking with my friend and she took pictures and videos of me ?? The thing that bothers me most is that because of stalking me albeit not so sneakily, she knows way too much about me, like where I live, what i like to do, what I do on a daily basis, my daily routine, and even what my mom does.

It's bothersome because i don't like it when someone I'm not close with knows these little details about me, plus I don't know anything about her other the fact that she's a bitch and stalks me and her name

At first I thought maybe she's just trying to bully me but this is going way too far

Normally I would've just shrugged it off and said "I'll grab a pair of scissors and shove it down her throat so far it'll come back out of her ass" but this is just flat-out creepy and disturbing

When I tell her to stop she says "okay okay" but doesn't..

[paddysol]

imagine staying on hell island on purpose and then going insane

[saltysultry]

Watching The Unicorn when you have daddy issues and Walton Goggins brainrot is such a horny experience

[puffycinnabunny]

it do be like that sometimes it rlly do

[veetowervaporwave]

Everyone's always talking about Val throwing the glass in Vox's general direction and breaking his phone, but the same people are awfully quiet about the fact that Vox literally physically put his hands on Val and dragged him around by the hair (fur? fluff?) just so he could scream in his face.

[stinkypeanutbutter]

it mentslly hurts me to talk about certain characters I just loovrve them sissosoo much and I care for them and I can’t stop doodling them and I can’t stop talking about them I could go on for hours and hours and hours but it hurts too because I’m like “ i looovoeee them !! “ then remember like their backstory or character motivations and I immediately die out of love and devastation .

[wislana]

math

[anonmojito]

Korean Manwha has such a issue with same face/body syndrome when it comes to women it aint funny anymore 😭

[angelbambisworld]

Thinking about Gene and his mom

[obsessedwithyouxx]

soda is the loml. two bit is my pookie. steve is my main bitch. dally is ml. johnny is my bbg. darry is my bro. pony is my dumbass.

[zhongrin]

cw/tw. gif(s), child neglect, depiction of starvation & frostbite, suicidal thoughts

꧁

𝐆𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐀𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫: 𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐈𝐈

Candour of Light and Shadows

Quest Started

I still think

Some people were born a shadow.

"ーHappy birthday, sweetheart!"

"Thanks, mama!"

"May Lady Tsaritsa bless my little snowflake so he grows up big and healthy... And may She protect you from all dangers and surround you with love and happiness!"

"..... Mama, what about-"

"Hold on, darling."

Every year, instead of burning candles, I burn the memories of you.

Every year, instead of huddling in front of a warm fireplace, I relive the memories of the icy grave you call home.

Every year....

I wonder.

Why didn't you just di̴̖̊ë̷̻͙́̒̿̆ that day?

Why did the gods pity you when your own blood couldn't care less?

Why you? Why me? Why us?

I dare not defy the fate bestowed upon me. This is the role we were bestowed with. The second option. The second best. The supporting role.

The shadow.

....

But maybe....

........

Just... maybe.

.............

Maybe all this time, I've been tricking myself, thinking I was undeserving. Of the spotlight. Of the warm fireplace. Of..... a home.

“....”

“Wha....?”

“Happy birthday, Cov!!”

“My my, did we catch you off-guard so much you were about to unsheathe your sword?”

“Ah... I'm..... sorry.......”

“It's fine, it's fine. More importantly, do you like chocolate cakes? I had no idea what kind of cake you'd like but since you love hot chocolate and cookies, I thought you'd like themー”

“......”

“Cov?”

“...........”

“Thank you.”

Maybe one day, I'll be able to feel truly worthy of this.

......

I guess…. Just for today, I can be the light.

𝐆𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐀𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫: 𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐈𝐈 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞

Candour of Light and Shadows

Quest Completed

[ To be continued(?) ]

[yourfavepookiebear]

I really need a new friend tbh

It's not that I don't like my friends rn, but they just never answer me

The irl ones too. Like I text them but they never answer. I text my bff (I honestly don't don't know if I can call her that anymore) and she never answers, not a day later not a week later not a month later not a year later. Never. She wasn't like this before, and she's not that busy at all, so obviously it means she must be doing it on purpose for whatever reason she has.

You never asked nor did anyone else, but the reason I text so much is because I need to distract myself from the present.

But when no one, absolutely none out of all the 9-10 or so close friends I have answer, it leaves me pondering. My thoughts inevitably wonder, and I find myself drowning in them. I don't like that. I don't like thinking. I don't like pondering. I don't like being silent. But I have no choice.

I finish my work, my studies, my homework, my chores, and everything else, but realizing I have no one at all leaves me wondering, pondering and wandering endlessly, infinitely.

And, just as expected, the conclusion my mind comes to is that 'no one likes me' hence 'the reason why they never answer is because they do not appreciate you, nothing about you is good or particularly pleasing, which means you are not worth their time.' And eventually leads to me distancing myself and ghosting them just 'like they did to me'.

Therefore, I stay silent. As much as I hate to, I keep silent and my gaze stays downcast. I don't listen to anyone or anything, I don't answer any question or message, I don't talk, I don't smile, I don't laugh, I don't joke around, I don't draw, I don't write. Nothing. At that state of mine I am only vast nothingness, completely empty and devoid of any emotion whatsoever.

If you knew me, you'd also know that when I am 'sad' (silent), everyone else around me is sad as well.

I do not need to focus to notice how my ears are ringing and no one needs to put me under a microscope to know that silence is my way of weeping.

[monochromexz]

This one goes out to all three of my fellow Rotorstorm fans

[prettyboykatsuki]

bnha is so overhated bro boooo

[loenas]

Top three women after the short program 🫶🏻

[chaoticnerdsstuff]

JackieShauna as Tyzula