one fantasy i have is that i get my whole body scanned and scientists would instantly tell me what all i have in one scan. how easy that would feel...
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teared up twice in this mornings meeting and i cant even pinpoint why
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i tried to animate. my hand slipped
i've been binging the hamilton songs and i was fine but then from Blow Us All Away on i was jus crying. why am i so emotional.
anyways i managed to finish chuu in some random maid dress i might revisit it bc it was fun to draw. i got to lazy to color pianoman.
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A Suggestion Box for My Brain
I swear there’s something wrong with my head but I don’t know what so I hope the internet can help. I know you guys can’t diagnose anything for real but anything would be helpful.
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My memory is pretty bad I swear sometimes it goes in one ear out the other
Sometimes I literally cannot form a coherent thought and will just stutter for a minute
My voice is monotone
I am horrible at starting conversation and in general friend upkeep
I have no hope for the future
Sometimes it is difficult to do something even if I want to
I don’t have any special interests or sensory issues
I can listen to the same song for months on end
I pick the skin off my fingers
I can’t stand still I’ll rock side to side
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just thought of shua saying “yeah, that’s my girl,” and moaned out loud
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someone you know is gay,
someone you know is trans,
someone you know is italian,
that someone is user merridingle, aka topher
(my boyfriend made me post this)
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I am struggling. I can't interpret what people are trying to signal to me and I keep getting in trouble because I don't know what people are trying to say. I don't know what's wrong with me
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was bleeding PROFUSELY from the face today multiple times and i wanted to take a selfie soooo bad but i couldn’t on account of well. how much i was bleeding
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why do I take jokes so literally sometimes 💀 and how do I stop that. I thought I understood jokes 😓
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wip except ive only written 3 words
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Am I The Problem?
I'm annoyed more than anything... Dating has to be the most annoying thing that my life revolves around and I'm so over it. Actually, I'd like to blame it on online dating a bit more as that's where almost all my dates have taken place from. Tinder, Hinge, it really doesn't make a difference, the people I attract are always (minus like one person) fucking weirdos.
I don't know what it is about me but I attract the most unhinged, low self-esteem, sex obsessed, and sad boy weirdos and I need to figure out what the fuck I'm doing wrong because I'm finding it impossible to find one single person who I can get past the third date with.
It's exhausting dating, and as a 22 year old, it's almost getting embarrassing that I can't find someone. I feel like I'm missing out on so much but I also just can't fathom settling for someone I can't be comfortable with and someone that just gets me...
I'm tired of it, maybe I need therapy lol.
Kat <3
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my friends and i were talking about our favorite things earlier today and i made this and …….
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