notthatblondie

[notthatblondie]

I miss you in quiet ways—in skipped songs, in sunsets that don’t feel right, in jokes I can't tell anyone else. It’s driving me insane

[notthatblondie]

It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger

[notthatblondie]

There’s a special place in my heart for the ones who were with me at my lowest and still loved me when I wasn’t very loveable.

[notthatblondie]

They say it's very difficult to find someone who is cute, funny, caring, loving, and smart at the same time.

So, my advice? Don't lose me, you idiot !!

[notthatblondie]

There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with a single soul. For this person you'd do anything and not think twice about it, but when asked why you have no answer. You'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, but you'll never find out. And no matter how badly you hate it or how badly it hurts… you'll love this person without regret, for the rest of your life.

[notthatblondie]

I tried to give you the love you never had,

and in return you gave me the pain I never deserved.

[notthatblondie]

Now we’re strangers with the same memories.

[notthatblondie]

I’m done with one-sided love, friendships, and efforts. I want the same energy. And if I don’t get that, I’ll let you go… no matter how much it hurts or how deeply I still love you.

[notthatblondie]

When she expresses herself to you and you instantly start to get defensive , the message you're sending her is " It's not safe for you to lean on me "

[notthatblondie]

I'm glad our worlds collided anyway. Even if it's not meant to last forever, I'm still grateful that you stormed into my life. You've filled it with something I once thought only existed in books

[notthatblondie]

We’ve gotten too close to just be friends. Things are too complicated for us to be lovers. But there’s too much history between us to turn into strangers. And we’ll never really be able to let each other go, because some part of us will always be tied to the other.

[notthatblondie]

Imagine being blessed with someone who came into your life not to break you, but to help you heal - to love you through your scars and believe in you when you didn't even believe in yourself. And instead of holding her close, you chose to hurt her.

That kind of loss? It's the kind that echoes for a lifetime. You don't just lose her - you lose the peace, the light, the miracle God sent when you needed it most.

Enjoy that regret.

[notthatblondie]

Sometimes you need to sleep, sleep a lot. Not to escape, but to rest your soul from your feelings.

I love sleeping .... You don't miss anyone & you don't feel any pain

[notthatblondie]

I wanna be a dolphin 🐬🐬, just dive into a water and swim far away ,where no one can catch me

[notthatblondie]

I remember the first time we started talking you were the reason I got my laugh back the reason I fell asleep with a smile on my face the reason I had motivation to do things again the reason why my problems didn't seem so bad you truly have made my life better by just being in it

in this story of mine

you always be my favourite chapter

[notthatblondie]

Idk who needs to hear this , but please stop being so available to people who never prioritize you . You're more than a last option .

AND STOP BEING SO FUCKING FORGIVING , PEOPLE KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK THEY'RE DOING !!!

SO Baby Girls , IF SOMEONE TREATS YOU LIKE A TOY , BE ANNABELLE !!!

[notthatblondie]

Sometimes you just have to stay silent because no words can explain what is going on in your mind and heart .

I know Some feelings are too heavy for words Sometimes silence is the loudest cry And that's okay…