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At some point "fanfic can be as good as professional writing" became "fanfic should be as good as professional writing" and that's caused major damage to fandom spaces.
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ao3 writers are either *90% of works are short oneshots* or *physically incapable of writing a oneshot, everything must be expanded upon*
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Jujutsu Kaisen men when you pass out on their dick (smau) ⋆. 𐙚 ̊
warning: smut, explicit content & language, 18+mdni
triggerwarning: dub-con! don’t read if you feel uncomfortable please!
featuring: sukuna ryomen, gojo satoru, toji fushiguro, naoya zenin
Kenpachissluut writes ⋆. 𐙚 ̊

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Hi Sinister, I dont know if this is true or not, but I dont thinka o3 is for fanart, i think they explicity put out a thing recently saying they were cracking down on art in stuff because it wasnt plain writing. I could be wrong though
Hey pal! <3 I'm excited to tell you that you've been misinformed!
AO3 is not a fanfiction site, it's a fan works site. All non "ephemeral" fanworks are explicitly allowed, including fanfiction, fanart, animations, amvs, and fanish non-fiction of all kinds.
What they're cracking down on is *non fanworks* that is, posts that aren't fanworks, such as placeholder fics, lists of prompts, etc.
here's an excerpt from the news post they put up recently about the crackdown:
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AO3 is an archive for fanworks, not other kinds of content.
AO3 has a very specific purpose: to host fanworks, and only fanworks. Our definition of "fanwork" is broad: fanworks can take many shapes and forms, including fanfiction, fanart, podfics, fanvids, fancrafts, fannish non-fiction, original works, and more.
What are some examples of non-fanworks?
Works that are not fanworks should not be posted to AO3. These include (but are not limited to):
Fic searches or requests for recommendations
Advertisements for roleplay partners or servers
Personal messages to other users
Updates, polls, or announcements
Reaction, blog, or vent posts
Spam, shitposts, or memes
Reposted novels or other published works
Placeholders and other empty works
Links to or lists of works you've read or created
Ideas or prompts for fanworks
Requests for other users to provide you with ideas or prompts for fanworks
#archive of our own#ao3#fanfiction#fanfic#fan fiction#art#fanart#fan art#fanworks#fandom history#🔍⚔️
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hello fan creators!
Year of the OTP is officially back for 2025 with a new set of prompts!
we've switched some of the prompt categories around in an effort to make the event more inclusive of all kinds of fanworks. we've also included song prompts this year! the playlist is on spotify here.
we want to give a huge thank you to everyone who participated in the last event - it grew so much larger than we ever expected and it's truly amazing how you all took our last set of prompts and made so many wonderful things. keep it up!
a couple housekeeping notes: we will not be reblogging every entry this year. mods will keep an eye on the blog if you have any questions, but the reblogs were too much last time. thank you for your understanding!
we will be closing the 2023 collection on December 31. thank you for your continued participation, but it's time to look forward!
the link for the new collection will be posted here January 1.
we're looking forward to seeing what you create this year!
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Year of the OTP 2025
The Rules: the Ao3 collection accepts any /-ship works inspired by a prompt from this sheet The Challenge: make 12 works for one ship in one year, using prompts from each month
*you do not need to do the challenge to post to the AO3 collection, as long as you follow the rules*
January first kiss ♦ “may I have this dance” ♦ sharing clothes ♦ BDSM AU ♦ stockholm syndrome ♦ Strong – One Direction
February Valentine’s Day ♦ “it made me think of you” ♦ bed sharing ♦ multiple penetration ♦ mind control/mind break ♦ Like Real People Do – Hozier
March fresh starts ♦ “what are you doing with that”♦ florist/tattoo artist ♦ phone sex ♦ major character death ♦ Take Care – Drake
April pranks ♦ “right in front of my salad” ♦ running away together ♦ dom bottom/sub top ♦ raised to be a killer ♦ Drops of Jupiter – Train
May hanahaki ♦ “we’re dating? since when?” ♦ body swap ♦ magical sex toys ♦ stalking ♦ Paper Rings – Taylor Swift
June pride ♦ “I can’t get you out of my mind” ♦ relationship reveal ♦ unconventional sex positions ♦ paying a debt with your body ♦ Good Looking – Dixon Dallas
July vacation together ♦ “I like my _ how I like my coffee” ♦ kidfic ♦ mutual masturbation ♦ dehumanization ♦ You May Be Right – Billy Joel
August Sports AU ♦ “you’re thinking too much”♦ cooking together ♦ object insertion/ penetration ♦ becoming a monster ♦ You Shook Me All Night Long – AC/DC
September high school/college sweethearts ♦ “come here” ♦ date night gone wrong ♦ semi-public sex ♦ abduction ♦ Thinking Bout You – Frank Ocean
October costumes ♦ “boo” ♦ online dating ♦ shibari ♦ mutual non-con ♦ Mr. Brightside – The Killers
November camping ♦ “are you sure” ♦ touch-starved ♦ cockwarming ♦ abusive relationship ♦ A Thousand Years – Christina Perri
December holiday traditions ♦ “where are you taking me” ♦ bathing together ♦ food play ♦ tortured for information ♦ Everything Is Alright – Laura Shigihara
#yotp#year of the otp#year of the otp 2025#yotp 2025#yotp25#ao3 stuff#writing event#art event#prompt event#fanfiction#fanwork event#fan art#fanfiction writer#fan artist#yotp 25
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Give Yourself Peace
John Wick x Fem!Reader
tags: NSFW, MDNI, John Wick 2 storyline, slightly inaccurate John Wick, strangers to lovers, awkward first meet, knight in shining muscle car type, slooooooooow burn [then we fast af], reader is a vet tech type, descent into darkness/Underworld, adventures in dog sitting, age gap, references to Hades/Persephone mythology, flirting over text [or in John's case, just conversing], clothes on sex, cowgirl position, panties to the side, sliiiight voyeurism [if you squint], not a condom in sight-just the vibes, fingering, multiple org*sms, feelings of grief, shower sex, slightly toxic John Wick [he doesn't mean to, he's grieving], pillow talk, use of g*ns, hostage negotiation, talk of animal de*th and instruments involved, Charon/Winston/Santino/Dog involvement, possible relationship talk, attraction to "bad" men, making out in a car, quickie sex
synopsis: You meet a man named John Wick when he's dropping off his dog "Gunner" for a check up. From there, it's a slippery slope into a new world.
wc: 19. 7 k 😮💨
a/n: okayyy, yes, i did write this before finishing that one River Ward fic but this idea took me by storm in the dead of night. No I was not listening to my River Ward playlist when I thought of this, jeez what's with the third degree? my computer is actually trying to die on itself as i type this rn
You raised a brow at the man entering the clinic, wearing a red-stained dress shirt and tattered suit jacket.
"Hi," he began, walking up to the front counter as you straightened up before him.
"Hi," you repeated, meeting his dark eyes and internally wincing at the cuts on his face.
He was stoic, un-moving as he braced a hand on the counter. But his lips curled slightly in a smile. His hand slid, his forearm bracing the counter as he relaxed.
"Hi," he said again, this time his deep voice echoing through you. You couldn't help but return his polite smile, edging up on your toes to finally look down at his pet.
"Who do we have here?" You asked down at the beautiful dark gray pittie. The dog sat, tilting his head at you and you melted an inch staring into his cute light brown eyes.
"This is..." the man looked down at his dog and tilted his head with a loss of words. You raised a brow at him, waiting as he turned to look at you again with a slightly defeated look. "Gunner."
You huffed an amused air from your nose. "Cute, he looks like a Gunner."
The man nodded as you rounded the counter and took a careful knee before the pittie. "Is he friendly?"
"Absolutely." He barely managed to answer as the dog turned in the direction of you and started nuzzling into you.
His paws pattered the floor, stepping further into you and begging to be pet. You obliged, cooing at the attention-seeking pup, patting at his round body and scratching behind his ears.
You smooched at him, showering praise at this stranger's dog for a minute then looked up at the stranger himself. He was propped up on the counter, watching you love on his pet, with what you recognized as blood on his dress shirt.
"And is Gunner's owner friendly?" You cooed at Gunner, holding the dog's face in your hands to smush his cheeks.
The stranger scoffed, his lips curling in a wry grin before answering: "Gunner thinks so."
Your stomach fluttered at the stranger speaking, though you weren't sure if it was an instance of fight or flight. Meeting the stranger's dark eyes again, you quirked your mouth to the side.
"Does Gunner's owner have a name?" You asked, your bottom lip slipping between your teeth at the last moment.
"He does," the stranger answered as you slowly stood up from your place. His hand extended out for you to take, and you noticed his knuckles tattered with blood and swelling. "John."
You ignored whatever warning pang was rushing through your body as he introduced himself. Your hand reached out to grab his, minding your grip to not bring him pain. When you uttered your name, his smile only grew, finding himself pushing upright to tower over you.
"Nice to meet you." John said, his voice straining a bit.
"Same to you," you said, giving his hand a polite shake before dropping it and returning to your paperwork. "What're you bringing Gunner in for today?"
You stood outside of the clinic, circling through your ring of keys to find the one for your door. It never failed, with how many keys you had, it was always the last one you expected.
You bounced on one foot to keep yourself alert, filing through your keys in the unexpectedly cool night. You were already running late to meet up with friends and now you were battling your stomach rumbling.
As you were nearing the end of your key leash, you heard a few whistles from behind you. A cold ice jutted down your back, making your insides become rigid with the thought of being watched.
Still, you ignored it as best at you could, pretending to not hear whatever calls were over your shoulder. Your bouncing foot quickened, hoping you had found your out before whatever approached you.
With the final key try, you managed to lock the door and turn in the direction of your car only to be stopped by two tall men stood before you.
You excused yourself, backing away from them only to turn around to find two more men behind you. Staring at the men surrounding you, you glanced sideways into the street and stepped out.
"Where you goin' sweetheart?" One of the men called after you.
You held the strap of your bag tighter on your shoulder, your senses heightened as you heard the combined steps of the men crossing into the street.
You picked up your pace, scanning down both ways of the road with minimal cars around, only for their steps to heighten just the same. The rigid gulp that lodged in your throat was now cementing, your heart racing as you found yourself running across the street and onto the opposite sidewalk.
Your vision tunneled as you focused on getting away, unsure of what would happen if the strange men caught up to you. Turning down the perpendicular street, you barely glanced behind you as a car pulled up next to you.
The door swung open, over half of the curb, and you were almost stopped by it but managed around it. Looking at the car, you cautiously peered from a distance to see a slightly more familiar face than the strangers following you.
"Come on, I'll drive you to your car," John offered, his mannerisms unbothered and cool.
You looked behind you at the group of men now turning the corner after you. With another glance into the car, you saw Gunner and opted to take a chance with the slightly better devil you knew.
Climbing in, you shut the door quickly and looked over your shoulder at the goons left in the wake. You turned around to John, ready to share your gratitude but opted to catch your breath first.
You wheezed, holding the dash of the dark muscle car, and held your free hand to your chest. The instant adrenaline rush through your body was now wracking your heart, making your eyes water though you were unscathed.
"Are you alright?" John asked, one hand draped on the steering wheel and his other carefully cradling the gear shift.
You overly nodded, blinking away the mist of tears while your mind started to race with the horrific possibilities of what could've happened.
"T-thank you," you choked out, bringing your eyes away from John's dash to look at him. "I-I..."
John glanced over at you but said nothing else, only nodded in acknowledgement before changing the subject. "Your car's nearby?"
You nodded again, finally peeling yourself to sit back in the leather seat. You admired it for a moment, luxuriated by the curve and plush, but were interrupted by Gunner's wet nose to your ear.
You giggled, shrugging a shoulder up to get the dog to stop then reaching a hand back to pat his head. "Sweet boy."
John smirked dryly at your comment, slowing down to scan the two parking lots on either side of the street. "Here?"
You nodded, pointing to the right side of the street to your little rinky-dink car. "That's me."
You expected John to laugh at it, seeing as his car could literally drive circles around yours. But he didn't, only pulled into the lot and braked in front of it.
"Volvo's are a classic," he commented, gearing his car to remain stationary. He shifted slightly in his seat to face you.
You turned to do the same, noticing that he'd probably gone home to clean up and change; seeing as he was in a cleaner shirt, the blood on his knuckles nonexistent.
"Have a good night, okay?" He offered, meeting your eyes.
The adrenaline in your body pooled in that moment, making you feel jittery though you were pin still. You nodded again, wondering if you were nodding too much.
"Thanks. And thanks again for the ride, I appreciate it," you said quickly, unsure why your nerves were acting up now.
"Yeah," John drew out, looking at the back of his car, past Gunner and through the back windshield. "You gonna be okay?"
You nodded again, noting that you'd have to force something out. "Y-yeah, of course. I just don't know what their deal was. I'll be fine."
John's eyes skirted back to you, taking in your shaken demeanor with a once-over. "If you want, I could give you my number. In case it happens again."
He didn't want to mention how fast he'd be to escort you, but he was aware of his speed.
You held your hands in your lap, glanced down at them then back. "S-sure, it wouldn't hurt."
John watched as you carefully retrieved your phone and nervously unlocked it; turning the bright screen to him, he cradled the device and tenderly put his phone number in then turned it back to you.
You looked at him from your screen then back and saved it to contacts. "Thanks."
John said nothing else, only nodded; you gathered yourself, pulling your keys from your bag and opening the door to get out.
"Bye Gunner," you offered to the dog, reaching to pat his head. "Good night, John."
You climbed out of the car, tenderly shutting the door after yourself as John offered a polite wave through the front windshield. He geared his muscle car in reverse, throwing his arm behind the passenger seat to look behind and turn back onto the road.
You stood in the silence, watching as John drove off with your adrenaline in tow. Your heart pattered with a new sense, unsure of what to call it, but you stashed it away to rush to your car.
You found yourself lying awake, staring at the ceiling, in the middle of the night. Deliciously buzzed by two cocktails, you replayed the moments of the days events.
Hot stoic man walks in, hot stoic man has a dog, hot stoic man saves you from not-so-good guys, hot stoic man makes you feel safe.
You blinked slowly, your phone clutched in your hand while you tried to fall asleep. In a shock of embarrassment and a little confidence, you launched yourself upright and swiped your phone open.
Navigating through your phone, you managed to pause at the draft stage of sending John a text.
-Thanks so much againn for saving me tonight
You stared at your message for a moment, wondering if you should add more but decided against it at the last moment. You watched as the bubble popped up at the beginning of the thread, with the small status of the message as 'delivered'.
You sat still for a moment, your eyes threatening to close but in a long blink, your message went from 'delivered' to 'read'.
You froze, a new warmth starting from the inside of your chest, as your phone flopped onto the bed before you. You barely had the second to think of sending a 'i'm so sorry' text at realizing how late it was.
John: Is that what that was? I thought it was a friendly ride
He hadn't been able to sleep, finding himself at the Continental bar with 'Gunner' at his feet. John fingered around the rim of his glass, expecting the whiskey to dull his nerves but found himself brought back by your text.
You grinned dumbly at his response, snickering to yourself before gearing up your response.
-You're right. Thank you for the friendly ride to my car
You stared long at this response, wondering if did any good for the conversation. If this was even a conversation. You sent it anyways, but added further.
-I'm just thankful you were there when you were
John stared at his phone, glass cradled against his bottom lip as he stared at the messages that came in. His heart cinched for a moment, wondering if he was taking it too far. But it was a simple text exchange, nothing more.
John: I am too. Good night.
He paused in his message, feeling it to be too curt. You were just sharing your gratitude, nothing more. John understood, having felt the similar way of feeling cornered.
"Having a nightcap, are we?" Winston asked, sidling up behind John's seat.
"Winston," John stated.
"Jonathan," Winston offered back, pulling a chair open and sitting down. "I'd have expected you to be in bed already. Preparing for your long trip."
John glanced down at his phone, the open conversation between the two of you left on his end. "Yeah, but what can I say? Nerves got to me."
Winston quirked a brow in John's direction, tilting his head slightly at the sight of his phone upright. "There's no such thing as nerves with you."
John took a sip of his whiskey, letting it be his pause before he smacked his lips in appreciation.
"What is it?" Winston asked, undoing his suit jacket button.
John set his glass down on the bar and circled it under his fingers. "There's a girl."
"A girl?" Winston repeated, raising his eyebrows in slight surprise. "I fear I've heard that before."
John folded his lips together as he nodded, knowing that he'd said it a long time ago. "Yeah."
Winston took John's response with a purse of his lips, a tilt of his head. "So there's a girl."
"A woman," John corrected, turning his head in Winston's direction but not meeting his friend's eyes. "And I want to keep her safe."
"Then it's best not to interfere," Winston offered without a beat missed.
John found himself agreeing, but still opened his mouth. "I can't do that."
Winston's eyes steadied on John's stoic face, watching as his dark eyes finally rose to meet his. The older gentleman opened his mouth in a soft 'ah' then sucked his teeth in consolation.
"What're we going to do, then?" Winston asked, straightening up to the bar and raising his hand in a silent order to the bartender.
John picked up his glass again, sloshed the diminishing liquid around then pursed out a hard air. "I have an idea."
You managed to stretch yourself out at the foot end of your bed, holding your bright phone before your face while you tried to hold off of sleep.
There was no reason for John to respond back to you, especially with the time. You imagined that you had woken up this poor, tired man with diathesis just hours after getting home.
And you groaned in your sleep, feeling awful. With your next minute spurt of energy, you'd apologize to him for waking him up so late.
However, the buzz of your phone steeled you awake. You blinked at the bright screen before your face, eyes focusing on the message you received.
John: I am too. I know this is sudden, but would you like to get breakfast?
In the misty morning, you stood on the curb in front of your apartment building under your umbrella. You were patiently waiting for John to show up to take you to breakfast, hoping that it was the Greek diner just a few blocks from your job.
After a few moments, you expected a text from him saying you two would have to reschedule. It was only a matter a time, something you assumed was in the New York air. Plans were never fulfilled, always to be rescheduled.
Your inner plight was paused by the black, unmarked car that pulled up before you. Your reflection in the tinted windows was perplexed, taking a few steps back to assess your escape.
The driver side door opened and a well-dressed man wearing rimless glasses stood out and buttoned his jacket. You waited a moment, taking in the man's movements as he reached for the back door of the car.
"Miss, I've been sent by Mr. John Wick." The man announced, holding the back door open for you to get in.
You stared at the man for another moment in silence, pondering if you ever learned John's last name. You questioned if this man was trustworthy, even though he gave no reason to not be.
"Okay..." you drew out, looking both ways down the empty sidewalk before stepping cautiously towards the car. You folded your umbrella, setting it on the car floor.
You reluctantly climbed in, your nerves raising on their ends as you sat down and buckled your seatbelt behind the driver seat.
The driver smiled politely at you, shutting the door firmly before unbuttoning his suit jacket and climbing into the driver seat again.
He adjusted his mirror, buckled his seatbelt then geared the car into drive and turned on his veering signal. You held your hands in your lap, letting your bag slide to the empty space next to you.
"How do you know John?" You asked, attempted to fill the silence and calm your nerves.
The driver glanced back in his mirror after veering back onto the street, meeting your eyes with his polite smile reaching his gaze.
"Mr. Wick is a regular guest at my hotel." He offered, which didn't ease you very much.
You grinned cheaply at the driver, then let it drop. "Oh, of course."
You assumed, by John's paperwork for Gunner, that he lived nearby. You turned to look out of the tinted window, trying to map the area you were driving into.
The driver continued, "I am the concierge of the Continental. Mr. Wick has done a lot of work for my hotel."
Your raised your brows at that, glancing in the direction of the rearview mirror to meet the driver's eyes.
"My name is Charon," he finally introduced himself, hitting his turn signal down a caddy-corner street before stopping at the corner before sleek, marble stairs up to ornate glass doors. "Mr. Wick will see you inside."
You flinched as your door opened with a bellhop standing quietly on the sidewalk. Charon nodded after you, with you unbuckling your seatbelt and grabbing your bag and umbrella.
You stood under the bright awning of the hotel as the bellhop shut the door, leaving Charon to drive around the curb to park the car. You held your umbrella under your arm awkwardly, righting the strap of your bag as you took in the darkening sky of the morning.
"Miss," the bellhop instructed, holding his crisp gloved hand in the direction of the dry stairs.
You politely smiled, then walked up to the front door only to be greeted by yet another bellhop. Maybe you should've stopped when you got out of the car, feeling that each step you took brought the warning pangs back.
It felt like a distracted descent, the quiet luxury and decadence of the hotel drawing you in though it felt hostile just the same. The bellhop at the door guided you in the direction of the seating area, where patrons were gathered at white tablecloth tables in front of floor-to-ceiling windows to enjoy their breakfast.
Your heart continued to race as you walked through the lobby and into the seating area, feeling particularly under dressed compared to everyone else around you.
John sat at the table, with Gunner sat next to him, sipping at his black coffee. His eyes were trained at the doorway, glancing at his watch to track how much time he had left to spend in your presence.
Your eyes scanned the room before finally stopping at John. He was dressed in a cleaner suit, his hair combed away from his face and drinking coffee.
He paused in his drink, almost rushing to stand as he rounded the table to pull out your seat. You rested your umbrella on the arm of your chair then sat down, looking up at him with a smirk.
"What'd I do to deserve this?" You asked, allowing John to aid your seat under the table.
"N-nothing," John said, reaching to smooth down his hair as he sat down. "Just wanted to talk."
Your smirk turned into a smile, sitting up straight as if trying to perform for the hotel itself. John breathed in deeply, taking in your demeanor before calling the waiter over.
"Would you like some coffee?" John asked.
You nodded, holding your hands in your lap only for them to be occupied by Gunner's fat snout. You grinned down at the pup, scratching behind his ears as the waiter approached with a pristine cup, pouring into it with a shining french press.
"You know, when I was imagining what you did, I never imagined it was tied to this," you commented as the waiter set your cup down before you, then offered a fresh cream pitcher to the table.
John quirked a brow in your direction, taking another sip to punctuate his next words carefully. "You were imagining what I do?"
You gulped and paused, realizing that you had said your inside thought out loud. "I mean, I do for a lot of people. Mostly just walking by," you sheepishly offered in reason.
Staring across the table at this stoic man, you were reminded of staying up even later after you finally told him good night, picturing his face as your hand rested on your chest.
John gave away nothing, his eyes still while he mapped the soft expression on your face. He bit inside his lip noting the minute flush of your cheeks, how you shifted in your chair.
He scoffed in amusement, letting your excuse slide. "What did you think I did?"
You shrugged, reaching for the cream and pouring it into your coffee cup. You sprinkled in sugar from the decor bowl in the center, then used your own spoon to stir it together.
"Your paperwork said 'retired'," you began, another internal strike with bringing up your interested reading of his and Gunner's papers. "I thought you were maybe ex-military."
John's smirk lifted. "Something like that."
He leaned back in his chair, not wanting to puff his chest in pride. He had to remind himself that this was temporary again, the mantra in his head repeating over and over.
"Have you always wanted to work with animals?" John asked, deflecting the conversation from digging any deeper.
You remembered Gunner's head in your hands, looking down at your lap to playfully mush his face. "Kind of. I love seeing all of their sweet faces. I'd hate to see them in pain though, so it's the best and worst at once."
John couldn't help his trained stare on you, as you bowed your head to pet and praise at Gunner. He knew he was taking things in an odd direction, but he thought that it'd keep both of you safe at once.
"So, that's part of the reason I asked you here." John added, sitting upright as his hand braced the table. "I'm going out of town for work, about three days, and was wondering if you could watch Gunner for me."
You raised your head, immediately meeting John's eyes. "You want to leave him with me?" You metered your question, though you were excited for the opportunity to watch such a sweet dog.
That, and maybe you wanted to do the hot stoic man a favor. Whatever that was, your heart fluttered at the thought of doing what John asked. Even though you didn't know anything about him, even though he came in looking dangerous and was now portraying a clean slate.
It felt that he was the bright sliver in the imposing building, even though it was all cast in the rainy shadows. You were confused, your head almost done in by your survival bells ringing though you were still approaching the 'yes'.
John nodded. "Yeah, but here."
You leaned forward, unsure if you heard him correctly. While you hadn't thought of what your landlord would say about bringing pets back to your place.
John spared a chuckle at you, genuinely amused by your response. With a shrug of his shoulder, he leaned back again.
"I received a comp for my room, so I'd like for you and him to stay."
You stammered, freezing to think of what to say before shaking your head. Your eyes darted around the large darkly painted walls, ornate paintings and decorations nothing to what you were accustomed to.
"John, I mean..." you weren't sure what to say, knowing this wasn't an invitation to stay with him. "That's very generous."
His face softened, dropping his hand from the table to tilt his head at you. "Please. You'd be doing me a big favor."
Your mouth opened to argue him further, but John's expression was un-moving. He was still stoic, no indication that his offer had strings attached. Even with the atmosphere of the place itself, you found yourself caving.
"It's just a few days, right?" You reassured him, and yourself, by asking.
John's face broke, finding himself smiling again. His cheeks were beginning to ache, realizing that it'd been a while since he smiled so long.
"Yeah, of course. And they have in-house breakfast and dinner, a transit service that you can use to get to work." John noted, hoping that you'd take advantage of it all just to keep you safe.
"I can use it to go to work too?" You repeated, looking down at Gunner than back at his owner. "Can I take him to work with me?'
John's nose scrunched. "If you want, but I'm sure Charon would be able to check in on him when you're gone."
You nodded, looking down at Gunner again before reaching to sanitize your hands. "I think I can do that."
"Good," John said, pulling the menu up slightly to glaze over the menu. His eyes glanced to his wristwatch, knowing that he was losing time to make it to his flight.
Still, he made no quick effort to speed up his breakfast with you. You looked at the menu on the table, your mouth watering at the options available. Of course they were were gourmet, nothing short of the place itself.
You looked up from the edge of the menu, taking in more of this stranger's presence before speaking up. "What was the other reason?"
John froze for a moment, unfortunately caught off-guard by your question. His eyes still scanned the menu, trying to keep his expression at a minimum though his mind was now doubling back on his words.
He wryly smirked as he finally drew his eyes up to meet yours. "Just wanted to check in from last night."
John stood awkwardly before the front door of the Continental, wondering what the polite way to depart from you was. You stood before him, having to tilt your head slightly to meet his eyes. He was taller than you remembered, though you were taking him in while on your knees petting his dog.
"I have to go," John offered, reaching his hand out to brace your shoulder. "I'll let you know when I land."
You smiled, nodded. "Okay, and we'll be here. I hope you have safe travels."
John squeezed tenderly at your shoulder, feeling how fragile you were under the weight of his hand. He felt a soft weight off of his mind, knowing that the Continental was a steel trap for any unwanted guests.
His smile softened, dropping his hand to pet Gunner's head. "Good dog. Behave."
And at that, you watched John leave, raising your hand to wave after him before turning to Gunner.
"Your daddy's gone," you pouted, reaching to pat his thick back. "I guess we should get you upstairs."
"Allow me to escort you," Charon chimed in, silently approaching you from behind.
You flinched, sucking in a harsh air between your teeth. Charon offered an apologetic look to you, his hands clasped behind his back.
"My apologies, Miss. Allow me to escort you and Mr. Gunner upstairs," he offered again, waiting for you to regain yourself.
You adjusted your bag on your shoulder, shifting your umbrella under your arm then waved for Charon to lead. He carefully reached his hand out to take your umbrella, holding it as he led you to the elevator then handed it off to one of the bellhops.
"That is the Miss's. Please do not get them confused." Charon stated, calling the elevator button then holding his hand out for you and Gunner to board first.
Inside, Charon hit the 8th floor button, the antique number lever slowly raising from its resting place as the elevator lifted.
"So, you know John well?" You asked, unable to help yourself.
Charon lifted his chin, looking over his shoulder to you. He offered his tight smile, the same politeness as before. "I'd say so."
You nodded, mentally chewing on his short answer before thinking of another question. "How long has he worked for the hotel?"
Charon's lips changed into a smirk, noting your inquisitive nature. "Approximately 20 years."
Your eyebrows raised then, realizing that John had been working around the time you got your first pet. You folded your lips together, feeling your heart flutter while trying to decipher what that meant.
"Oh, so how long have you worked for the hotel?"
Your curiosity was beginning to get the better of you, each bit you were fed only bringing up more. The further you got from the ground level, the lighter you felt away from the depths.
Whatever darkness was harnessed in the lobby, the foreboding rattling snake vibe it gave, did not reach the upper levels. The elevator opened to the ornate, older decorated walls of the hotel.
The floors were carpeted in a sleek line design, the wallpaper an almost unnoticeable fleur design.
"Long enough," Charon said, chuckling at his own joke.
You spat out an amused air, following the concierge to the room. He stopped at the room at the end of the hallway, fishing into his suit jacket to retrieve the key.
Charon turned the lock, propping open the door for you to enter. You paused just inside the room, taken over by the view of the city from wide windows at the crest of the room.
The ornate decor was not scrimped in the room, seeing through the carved accent wall before walking around it. Gunner traipsed through the room, jumping onto the crisp white sheets of the large bed and sighing like he'd had a rough day.
You looked to Charon, who nodded into the room for you to take it in. You took your time walking through the hotel room, taken aback at the quality. Sure, you'd been in nice hotels before, having stayed in some with accrued loyalty points.
But this felt like a new feeling. It was strange, feeling swayed by the elegance of this hotel being used for you, to watch a pup that didn't seem swayed either way.
Pausing at the wet bar, you wanted to pull out your phone to take a picture just to show your appreciation for John's minimal effort. But looking back at Charon, he straightened his lips and exited the room.
When he left, you rushed to the window to look out at the city. Even with loyalty points, it never bought anything like this. You couldn't help yourself, pulling out your phone to take an overhead view of the city before setting your bag down on the accent table behind you.
You rushed around the room, looking at the other cool parts of the triangle-shaped room. Gunner was unfazed on the bed, resting his head down with a groan.
You had to stop yourself in the bathroom, gasping at the oversized mirror with the bright light inlaid inside the reflective surface. Watching such a good boy was not worth this treatment.
Still, you took a picture of yourself in the mirror, scrunching your nose and sent both to John at once.
-Are you sure about this?? Is there something you're leaving out?
John boarded his charter, retrieving his phone as it vibrated in his pocket. The smile on his lips was subconscious, seeing that you'd messaged him.
Opening his phone, he chuckled at the two photos you sent him. He read your message, finding himself lightened at the scrunch of your face in the mirror.
He paused before his seat, finding himself regretting boarding for the nth time since he left the hotel. John thought of what he would do if he went back, if you'd stay around and keep him company on the sacred grounds of the Continental.
John turned and sat, crossing his ankle over his thigh as he typed a response to you.
John: Oh, I did forget. He's a bed hog. And he likes to steal bacon off your plate. So watch out.
You sat on the bed, staring at the text thread between you and the stoic stranger. You smiled at his response, ready to send another text as soon as you retrieved it.
John: I made it to the plane. I'll let you know when I land. I can't thank you enough for this.
You nipped at your inside lip, wanting to thank him back for the outrageous accommodations. Wanting to thank him for breakfast. Wanting to thank him for his company.
-Okay, safe travels. I'd love to see where you're going.
John's smile remained, staring at your response as the ladder was pulled up and the engines turned on. He exited out your text thread, searching through his contacts to find another number.
"Jonathan," Winston answered on the third ring. He sat in the smoking lounge, with Charon approaching to report. "We have Persephone in the Underworld Palace."
John's jaw grit, attempting to skew the view of you having your own free will. You had the freedom to leave, he had to remind himself, though he wanted you to remain on the neutral ground.
"She showed me," John offered in response, feeling the palpable silence on the opposite end.
Winston and Charon shared a knowing look, with Charon raising his chin and checking his watch.
"Are you sure about this?" Winston asked.
John looked out of the small window to his right, sitting back in his seat as he thought of how long it'd take for him to return to the Continental grounds.
"It'll give me time to think of my next step," John said, reaching to buckle his seatbelt with one hand.
Winston sucked at his teeth, tilting his head in deep thought. "You're dangling her over the pond, Jonathan. Are you sure this is the safest thing you could think of?"
John pursed his lips, shutting his eyes for a deep breath. "I'll be done as soon as I can. I can figure it out from there."
Winston raised his brows in Charon's direction, who shook his head in response. "Safe travels."
Upon ending the call, Winston exhaled deeply and directed to Charon. "Make sure our young Miss and her companion are cared for. Don't allow her exit without escort."
Charon barely widened his eyes, pulling his hands behind his back, ready to execute his orders but Winston raised a finger. "And invite her to dinner on the roof. The four of us. For Jonathan's sake."
Charon nodded. "Of course, sir."
You stood in front of your closet, having been escorted back to your apartment by Charon and Gunner.
The concierge extended an invitation to you and Gunner to join the owner of the Continental for dinner. Apparently he was a close friend of John's and wanted to meet you, as it wasn't often John extended invitations to "outsiders".
You would definitely ask about that as you cycled through your clothes, wondering what dining with the manager fell under for dress code. Everything else was just thrown haphazardly to you weekender bag on your bed: clothes for work, some leggings for taking Gunner on walks, anything for comfort because you felt that you would step outside of the hotel room for anything other than work.
When your bag was packed with your toiletries tossed on top, you turned back to your closet to contemplate your dress code.
For a high-class hotel, you opted for a white long-sleeve dress with a built in silk bodice. It'd suffice, you shrugged, because it was your best dress in your closet. You paired it with your most comfortable flats and stuffed it all on top of your bag.
You grabbed your phone charger from the wall then rushed out of the door, making sure everything was off in your apartment. You carefully took the stairs down to the front door, throwing it open to Charon carefully waiting outside of the car for your return.
Gunner poked his happy face out of the driver's side window, staring at other onlookers in silence. You shut the door firmly behind you, grabbing your key to lock it after you.
Charon straightened on his feet, opening the back door of the car while his other hand extended to grab your bag.
"You don't have to--" you tried to argue on holding onto your bag in the backseat, but Charon was firm in taking the straps of your bag.
In a fluid motion, he shut the door after you righted in the backseat then went around the back of the car to open the trunk. You glanced after him, seeing that he didn't linger behind and closed the trunk then returned to the driver's door.
Gunner moved over to the passenger seat, that window open as well, as Charon geared the car into driver and veered back onto the street.
"What's your manager like?" You asked.
Charon glanced in the rearview, his polite grin ever present in his eyes.
"Mr. Scott is an old-fashioned type. Cordial, gentlemanly, with a taste of finer things."
You pursed your lips, looking out of the front windshield, then Gunner. When you looked back at Charon, he was once again fixated at the mirror, expectant of your next question.
"Should I...shape up?" You asked, aware of every movement you were making at that point.
Charon chuckled again, which you were unsure if genuine or sardonic towards you. "I believe you will be fine, miss. I think that Mr. Scott will enjoy your company and questions."
Your lips flattened in a slightly embarrassed smile then turned back to the window. "I'll start thinking of more now."
John paused by the bar of the Rome Continental, steadying his nerves before his mission. He had to remind himself that it would be this would be the last.
Even with the taste of being back, John's mind flashed with the thought of you. He choked on his sip of whiskey, clearing his throat while he stared at the crystal in his hand. Helen.
His mind flashed with the thought of Helen. John blinked, remembering his ring and circling it on his finger. When he felt his chest begin to heave with a new wash of grief, he stifled it with a long pull of his whiskey.
Just as his phone buzzed on the bar. John set the crystal back down, staring at the notification of your message and remembering that he meant to inform you of his landing.
Opening his phone, John was greeted with a photo of you sat on the bed with Gunner sat beside you. You were dressed in a short white dress, the bodice reflecting soft light as you leaned over his dog and hugged his head against your chest.
-We're having dinner with Mr. Scott, hope you made it wherever safely.
John felt struck in his place, staring at the photo in the growing thread of your messages. His heart skipping a beat before he finally picked up his phone to respond.
John: I made it safely. Never knew Mr. Scott extended dinner invitations, you must be lucky.
He looked through his entirely empty photo gallery to share the photo of the Colosseum from his plane window. John sent the message, let his phone clatter to the bar again as he sat back in his chair.
The rushing thought of you instead of Helen made him go askew, knowing that it was wrong to do. He grit his teeth, shut his eyes to remember his late wife's smile and not yours.
This was not what he wanted to happen, hoping to keep you at an arms length but still close enough to be safe.
You stared at your phone as Gunner jumped down from the bed, reading and rereading John's message before staring at the crowded overview of Italy from his plane window.
You zoomed in on the photo, staring at the Colosseum as the flattest fixture amongst all the little buildings, all of it resembling a miniature map.
John pushed himself up from his chair, pocketing his phone as he left the room with determination. He wouldn't be distracted by any feelings, regardless of who they were for, tonight.
Charon knocked gingerly at the door, alerting Gunner to the noise. You slowly stood, straightening out your dress and stashing your phone in its pocket then met the concierge in the hallway.
"This way, miss," Charon stated, starting in the direction of the elevator as before.
Inside the elevator car, Charon turned over his shoulder to look at you. "That is an elegant dress. You look very nice."
You smiled, practically beamed and offered your thanks; you pulled your textured hair behind your shoulder then looked down to Gunner.
The elevator lurched to a slow stop at the top of the hotel. The doors slowly opened to a long hallway, decorated the same as the others, with double glass doors that led out to a concrete patio.
Charon held the door open for you and Gunner, allowing the two of you to step onto the hotel roof patio. The view of the city was surrounding half of the balcony, with a larger building blocking directly beside it.
Your eyes fixated on the black glass patio table, decorated with an ornate black runner and four chairs. At the head of the table, you acknowledged the older gentleman as he stood up.
He approached you carefully, allowing you to take in that he exuded opulence and class, noticing the gilded pocket square in his dark suit jacket.
"Bonsoir chérie," the gentleman offered, gently taking your hand and bringing it up to his lips in a ghostly peck. "My name is Winston Scott, it is nice to meet you."
You smiled politely at him, tilting your head at Mr. Scott. "Nice to meet you too, Mr. Scott."
Winston carefully dropped your hand, his face playfully scrunching in offense. "Nonsense, call me Winston."
Your smile twitched further genuine, forfeiting your nicety to agree. "Okay. It's nice to meet you, Winston."
Winston winked at you, then guided you to your seat at the other end of the table. "You look radiant in that dress. I can see how you caught John's eye."
You giggled nervously, watching the older man pull your chair back. Turning your back to him, you tucked your dress to the back of your legs then sat down as Winston aided your chair to the table.
Winston returned to his seat at the opposite end of the table just as Charon pulled a chair for Gunner to sit to your left then rounded to sit to your right.
You looked at the good boy sat at the table, waiting patiently with his mouth open. You couldn't help but snort at the image, thinking that you should've found him a bowtie so he could've fit in for the dress code.
As Winston sat down, he waved a hand to direct the waiter over to the table. A tall martini glass filled close to the brim with an orchid colored liquid. The liquid held a light shimmer as you shifted the glass closer to grab; your eyes narrowed, looking at the beaded garnish at the bottom in a clump of red seeds.
Just as Winston and Charon received their drinks, the hotel manager raised his glass. "Salud."
You took careful hold of the thin-stimmed glass and raised it from the table, repeating Winston's cheers before bringing the drink to your lips. It was bubbly and light, sweet and tart at once.
From the bottom of the glass, you watched the garnish break apart and you opened your lips to ingest a seed with a gulp. When you were satisfied with your sip, you rested the glass back on the table then savored the taste as the seed slipped down your throat.
"Good cocktail?" Winston asked, smacking his teeth to savor his martini.
You nodded, shifting the glass to your left. "Is that cherry? Almost a shirley temple?'
Winston chuckled, shrugging a shoulder up before setting his glass down. "Close. It's pomegranate."
You hummed, letting the palette of the drink reignite on your tongue with that new knowledge. Charon looked over to Winston, sparing a slightly amused shake of his head.
Winston shrugged fully then, entertained by his own theme. "What is it you do, my dear?"
You straightened in your seat, looking over to Gunner enjoying his lap bowl of water then at Winston. "I work for a vet clinic, very small. That's actually how I met John."
Saying it aloud and remembering the timeline, your mind rushed with how fast things moved. You blinked slowly, your heart stumbling in your chest at remembering John a day ago compared to now.
Winston raised his brows: "Oh?"
You nodded and continued. "He brought in Mr. Gunner here for a check-up."
You reached to pat Gunner's head and he panted happily in your direction. Another soft wave of shock went through you, remembering what he looked like when he came into your clinic.
He should've been off-putting, and yet...
Winston tilted his chin, pursing his lips in intrigue. "Gunner, huh?"
You almost ignored Winston's comment, meeting his interested gaze from across the table.
"And he drove me to my car that night," you added finally, remembering with the sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach.
You had a nightmare about those men last night, one only fought off by your stoic man in a muscle car. Tightening your jaw, you reached for your drink and wet your lips again.
"Hmm," Winston offered after a moment, turning to Charon for any input.
The concierge was quiet, his own lips pursed in slight interest. Winston smirked waywardly, straightening up to brace his elbows against the table.
He carded his fingers before his mouth, staring across the table at you and wondering what it was that made John choose you.
"Jonathan always has had a soft spot," Winston said after another beat of silence.
You couldn't help your grin again, hearing John's full name. You imagined him as a younger Jonathan, introducing himself as such and Winston never letting it go.
"How long have you known John?" You asked, replacing your glass back to the table.
You realized you were dependent on your drink, noting the glass close to finished. All the garnish was sneakily slipped down with the liquid, leaving the sparkling drink to reflect the encroaching moonlight.
The patio overlights turned on, banishing the darkness and shadows from the area. Your nerves, charged since entering this place, were now directed to performing for John's cohorts.
Not that you needed their approval, you wanted to prove to yourself your etiquette. The nervous inkling in the back of your head was growing louder over the lush warmth, telling you that Winston and Charon would report back to John with their findings.
And you sat back in your chair to come to terms with why you cared. You did like John, but bit your tongue. There was no reason to go forth and ruin something as innocent as a friendship.
Winston chuckled, dropping his hands to the arms of his chair. "Since...he was a young man. Over twenty years, at this point."
You hummed, raising your brows as you looked between the two men across from you. You almost wanted to ask how old John was, the thought making you giggle behind your fingers.
"So a long time, then. Doesn't show for you, Winston." You commented, smirking playfully across the table at the older gentleman.
"Flattery will get you everywhere, my dear," Winston offered, lifting his glass to you and taking another sip.
With that, dinner was served and a plate was placed carefully before you. The seasoned smell of the marsala tickled under your nose and made your stomach engorge with hunger.
The sweet liquor was only making it worse, opening your mouth to drool at the elegant layout of your plate. You glanced over to Gunner, who was fed steak tips on a plate and heartily cleaned his bowl.
Your eyes dragged across the table, to see Charon and Winston staring at you in wait. You smiled politely, allowing the waiter to set a black cloth napkin on your lap before stepping back.
You thanked him, picking up your fork and knife to inspect them a moment before cutting into your chicken. The echo of silverware followed, with Charon and Winston cutting into their food and eating in silence.
You eagerly wanted to call John to talk about this dinner afterwards, but knew it would be better to wait for him to call first.
John sat down to catch his breath, exhausted after yet another night of fighting. Did he enjoy this? Sometimes he had to ask himself, seeing as how he kept going through it. He sat forward in his chair in the lobby, shuddering as adrenaline worked out of his system.
The longer he sat, the more pain that came onset. He winced as he sat back, feeling that he'd bruised a rib from falling through the Roman Continental window with Cassian. John slowly pushed himself up to his feet, approaching the front desk to request his passage home.
He went up to his room, returned back downstairs and awaited in the lobby for the first sign of daylight to make his way to the hotel.
In the meantime, John retrieved his phone and turned it on. When it cycled through, he expected a message from you.
He expected a message from you, especially after dinner. John thought of what awful stories Winston drummed up to entertain you without giving too much away. His top lip peeled back in an embarrassed scowl, already hearing Winston talk about a young Jonathan.
John thought of sending you a message, but thought of the time in New York. He wasn't even sure what he'd say to you. He wanted to ask about dinner.
So he did.
John: How was dinner with the infamous Mr. Scott?
You were escorted back to your hotel room floor as your phone vibrated in your skirt pocket. Gunner rushed up to the door of the hotel room, baring his teeth in a low growl as you stopped to grab your phone.
-Delicious, who knew Winston was such a gossip.
John raised his brows at his phone buzzing again, this time showing Winston calling him.
"Winston," John greeted, sitting back in his chair while his eyes fixated in the direction of the sunrise.
"Jonathan, she's a delightful little sprite. I am not surprised why you're taken with her," Winston offered, carefully taking his stride to the elevator after letting you be excused first.
"I'm sure you've entertained her," John offered, actively ignoring his mentor's comment while his stomach sank.
"She's great at listening, Charon said she was full of questions." Winston looked over his shoulder to his concierge, who shrugged. "Am I off-putting to questions, Jonathan?"
John noised in response, stashing a slight grin. "I wouldn't say that. Maybe Charon is more...approachable in general."
"That is why I hired him," Winston said, pushing the call button for the elevator. "Has she contacted you?"
John scrunched his mouth to keep from reacting, knowing that Winston could hear his lies. "Not yet. I'm sure she's had a long day."
Winston scoffed over the line, stepping into the elevator and motioning for Charon to hit the button for your room first. "I'm sure she has. She seems to fit here, in a sense."
John grit his jaw, stashing the sudden jolt of fear through him. "I'll be home tomorrow."
Winston quickly gave up, nodding at the line. "Bueno notte, Jonathan."
John pulled his phone from his ear and ended the call, receiving your text soon after.
Gunner stood on guard before your front door, nosing at the crack while you waited for Charon to arrive with your key. You stashed your phone again as Gunner wedged himself through the crack of the door then threw it open with a slew of heavy barks.
You ran in after him, narrowly missing a harsh shove from a dark-dressed figure. They attempted to push past you and outside, but you threw a knee out to connect with their gut.
You were a rattled mess as the person fell to the floor, their face covered in a hood and mask. Looking around the room as they tried to crawl away, you grabbed at one of the ornate vases at the entryway and threw it at their head.
Still, they moved and you stamped your foot onto their back as Charon turned the corner with Winston behind. You were frozen, putting more of your weight on the stranger's back as Charon finally assessed the situation and ran to the room.
"My dear, are you alright?" Winston asked, standing aside as Charon picked up the burglar and dragged him out of the room.
You stared fixated after the stranger, your body trembling as your breath was shortened. You heaved, unsure of what you were but aware that you once again could've been hurt.
That if Gunner wasn't around, you would've been attacked. You were stiff, even as Winston touched your arm.
"Come now, let's go downstairs, hmm?" Winston offered.
You barely nodded, feeling your eyes sting with the threat of tears, and Winston guided you to the elevator. Gunner followed suit, leaving Charon to clean up.
John: Let's hope its all good things. I'm leaving first thing in the morning. Let's do lunch.
You sat in the smoking lounge, curled up on the leather couch while Winston offered you a cup of espresso. He'd gone to his office and retrieved a decorative throw blanket to match the rest of the opulent hotel.
He carefully draped the cloth over your legs, allowing you to sit in stunned silence as he sat in the leather chair next to you.
Winston mapped your face, wanting to find the inside of the shock. He wondered if you would question why the person appeared, or for what. But when you gave off nothing, he gave up and sat back as he received a message about John Wick.
Followed by a number, with a lot of zeros. He stashed a gulp, straightening his chin as he glanced over to you again.
"I apologize, my dear, but I urgent business to attend to. Charon will be here with you."
You nodded, bringing the small cup up to your lips for a sip. The instant bitter brought you out of your flight mode, looking after Winston before Charon took his seat before you.
"W-what happened to that person?" you asked, never catching if that person was a man or a woman. You wanted to ask more, but were sure that no answers would help.
Charon sat tall and stiff in his chair. "I phoned the police and they have detained them at the station," he lied, though his face gave no indication.
You shuddered, looking down at your espresso then back. "Did they take anything?"
"No, miss. All of the hotel's belongings are accounted for. I can't say the same for yours, but we can assess that when we change your room."
You knitted your brows in concern. "You're moving me?"
Charon blinked and smiled politely. "If you wish, miss. We would like you to feel safe."
You looked back down, nodded in agreement to his statement. But you didn't feel that the room was tainted, unsure if it was tattered looking for something.
"Is...is the room still intact?" You asked, bringing the espresso cup to your lips again.
Charon nodded once. "It is no detriment to move. It would be the floor below."
The more you thought of it, the dark shadows of your room would be the same on any floor. The new room would only call for the next stranger to slither in. You shook your head.
"No, I'll be fine," you said quickly, setting your cup down as Gunner sighed, resting his head on your thigh. "He'll keep me safe."
Charon glanced to Gunner then back. "He is a good guard dog. He should be employed."
The night went on too long, with you stationed in the smoking lounge to nurse your espresso. Your nerves, despite the coffee, eventually calmed with Gunner finding his temporary bed on the leather couch.
Charon sat with you in silence, allowing you to regain yourself until you were ready. Finally, you patted Gunner's back, waking him then moved to stand.
You threw back Winston's throw on your arm, grabbing your empty espresso cup to return to the bar. Charon took the blanket from you, folding it as he walked you out of the lounge.
He handed off the blanket to the bellhop, leading you and Gunner to the elevator and escorting you upstairs to your room. It hadn't occurred to you how much time had passed, the smoking lounge offering no clock or windows to acknowledge it.
As the three of you ascended, and you found yourself lightening once again the further you got from the ground floor. The trudge back to your room was quiet, with a bellhop stood outside of your door.
"Please let us know of any missing items," Charon offered, holding his hand out for the bellhop to open the door. "If you have any concerns, do not hesitate to alert this kind gentleman."
You glanced to the bellhop, who stood astutely in the corner of the hallway. You looked to Charon and nodded. Charon opened your door and held the door for you to enter, and you took careful steps inside.
The room was untouched, with only the entryway vase missing. You sucked air between your teeth, hoping that John wouldn't be charged for the decoration missing. Charon handed off your room key, letting the door shut after you.
When the door was closed, you kicked off your flats then walked cautiously around the room. Every lamp in the area was turned on, leaving no shadows. You exhaled deeply and sat down on the bed.
You rested on your side, staring over at the bar of the room as Gunner jumped onto the bed behind you. The curtains were pulled to hide the windows, leaving you in the warm glow of the lights.
Slowly, you let the events of the day lull you away to sleep but not without a few startled jolts to double-check the room. Soon, you conceded and drifted off, curling into yourself to keep yourself safe.
You woke up with another jolt at the sudden brightness of the room. The lamps of your room were shut off, the curtains drawn back to show the bustling city and the sun bouncing off of the nearby bridge.
Your eyes curled around the room until you were frozen by the dark dressed figure at the side of your bed. Slowly, your eyes drew up to meet John's scraped face, his hair combed back his ears.
You broke then, rushing up from your place in bed to curl your arms around his neck. You shuddered into his shoulder, your bottom lip pouting as you shut your eyes.
John barely recognized how long he'd been watching you sleep, knowing that it was wrong to do. But he was gauging his next moves.
His attempt had done nothing to keep you safe; his eyes looked around the room, seeing it as a ruined castle. When you hugged him, he was shocked out of his thoughts.
John folded an arm around your waist, holding you against him but not with his full strength. He knew it was better to keep you at an arms' length.
He'd failed you and Gunner, leaving you both in the security of what he imagined as powerful but was now realizing less.
You squeezed closer to him, steadying your breath the more you held on. John shut his eyes to breathe you in, stiffening as he realized his action.
He turned his face into your neck, unable to control himself, and breathed against your skin. Your chest tightened, the warmth of his breath rolling down your body.
Slowly, you turned to meet his cheek, finding your mouth parting in a soft pant. John found himself pulled in further, turning to meet your mouth and lean in to kiss you.
Your hand raked up his neck to clutch the nape of his hair, barely letting the moment be taken as mistake, and kissed him feverishly.
John's hand slid down your back, over your hip to grab the back of your thigh and pull you further into him. His eyes squeezed shut, following the efforts of your lips before taking lead and slipping his tongue in.
You groaned into him, your other hand grabbing at the front of his suit jacket. John pushed down the dull pain in his body, letting all other thoughts take backseat as his lust took over.
Gunner whined, making both of you part in a soft pant. John dragged his eyes from you then to his dog, shaking his head once.
He guided his dog to the front door, opening it to the bellhop. "Would you mind taking him on a walk? I think I've got it from here."
The bellhop nodded, calling after Gunner as John lightly shooed his dog to follow him. After the two were down the hallway, John shut the door and locked it before returning to you.
You thought he'd have regained himself in the moments away, returning to your friendly charade before breaking for brunch. But John resumed at your lips, his hand clutching the back of your thigh before folding you across the bed.
You were overcome with his touch, hazy with the rush. Your hands found their way into his hair, the other at the buckle of his belt as you slowly followed his lead.
John bit back with a hiss, feeling your fingers fumble at his waist. His hand went to cradle your cheek, kiss you deeply, before retracting his hand to grab your wrist.
He slid your fingers further down his waist to acknowledge the urgent swell of his cock. Both of you parted from your kiss in shock; you glanced down your bodies as John stared down at you.
He was approaching an edge he'd never imagined again, his body alight with heat. You shifted up on your side, attempting to roll onto John. However, John's knee shifted onto the floor and turned at the foot of the bed, pulling you onto his lap as he faced the window.
You straddled his waist, your knees on the carpet as you looked down at your hand still rubbing his cock. John stared up at you, his eyes dragging down to acknowledge the open shoulders of your dress.
He carefully reached behind you, unzipping your dress to peel the top of your bodice down, revealing your breasts. You shuddered again, your chest heaving at the sudden cool of the room.
John leaned in to catch your lips again, guiding your hand to undo his belt and pants. The two of you shared a few desperate moans, finding yourselves drawn together.
He freed his cock with a part from your mouth. He attempted to find his words, to ask if this was okay for you two to do. John knew they were careening to something both unavoidable and difficult to walk back from.
You rested your forehead against his, sharing his breaths as you shifted closer. With a lick of your lips, you tasted him on you; you reached under the skirt of your dress, peeling your panties to the side before lining up and sinking down on John's bare cock.
His face was gorgeous as it broke, his brows knitted as his mouth pouted, as if he were about to cry from the feeling. You sighed deeply in his face, your eyes lulling at the slow pop of his hot cock head into your wet pussy.
Your hand found its way into the nape of his hair as you sank down on his length, tilting his head back to ghost your lips before his.
John's tattered knuckles braced your hips, following your direction down onto him. He hissed, letting a moan slip from his lips. Consequences be damned, John thought, rocking your hips into him before ducking his forehead to your shoulder.
You groaned, turning your head back to the ceiling and following his hands rocking you into him. The two of you paused in relief, feeling the heat build between your bodies.
John brought himself back with a peck to your collarbone, then another as he crossed over your chest then down timidly lap at your velvety breasts.
He chastised himself for thinking of squeezing you, hardening his touch and speed on you. John knew that he'd break you eventually, but he'd stave off his darkness for the time being.
You worked up the courage to pull off of his cock, turning to moan into John's ear as you did. You barely made it to his tip, finding your core begging for him again and sinking back down.
John groaned, tilting his head back against the bed to meet your gaze. His dark eyes were dangerous, dark pools yet enriching and inviting. You took hold of his shoulder, working up to a slow ride as you leaned into him.
John trembled, unable to blink as you rode him in the morning light. He was overwhelmed with infatuation, a sickening salacity the more he spent under you.
He was reactive by you, whimpering and twitching as you rode into him, kissed him breathless. John felt that he'd met his match, an unbeatable adversary though he never wanted to cross you.
The sun haloed around your body, making your skin golden in his presence. John came back to you again, hearing your moans heighten as you were brought closer to climax.
You found yourself grinning down at John, seeing his eyes focus back on you. Your hand went to his jaw, then combed through his hair before resting at his neck. "Did I lose you there?"
John spared a blissed-out grin, parting his lips to catch your kiss again. He'd never admit it.
You cried into his mouth, feeling within grasp for your undoing. John hissed and kissed further into you, his other hand reaching under your skirt to touch your clit.
You bent your back into him, panting into his mouth with a cry of his name to follow. You felt the brightness of the room begin to blind you as you approached the edge; your hips rocked a little firmer, trying to pull John overboard with you.
Finally, you broke with a loud moan, twitching on John's cock as he bucked further into you and climaxed. You writhed on him, your fingers clutching hard into the nape of his hair as you tried to catch your breath against his mouth.
"John," you cooed, pushing yourself further into his body to chase his warmth.
He grabbed at your shoulder, attempting to still you over him as your walls begged for his cum. John shut his eyes upon release, snapping back into his conscience and realizing his impulse.
When you regained a bit of yourself, you spared a few amused huffs, pulling upright to meet John's gaze. You watched as his lustful eyes draw back and you combed through his hair.
"Hi," you said, humming at the stoic man against you. "How was your trip?"
John did his best to smile, pulling your elbow in to kiss your bicep. He dragged his lips up to your shoulder and kissed again. "Could've been better."
He didn't want to ask too soon about your night, having already heard from Winston. John knew it was dangerous to return directly to you, but he had to be sure.
And now he knew that wasn't the only reason. The two of you stayed in place for some time, taking in each other. John glanced over your shoulder to the widespread window behind you, noticing a glint from across the roof.
He held you still, staring further as his eyes narrowed on the long barrel of a sniper. John stashed a frown, turning back to you to appreciate you.
He was sickened by himself, seeing you as his shield for the time being. John exhaled, reaching down to tap your butt playfully.
"Why don't we close the curtains, call in some breakfast?" He asked, fighting against his racing heart.
You bit at your bottom lip, slowly pulling off of John's cock with a whine before turning and pushing to your feet. You grabbed the ends of the curtains and pulled them tightly closed.
John deflated against the end of the bed, looking down his battered suit. He was taken aback at how you mounted him in such a disarray.
You reached to unzip the rest of your dress, but was met by John's lips on your shoulder. You shut your eyes, soothed by the warmth of his mouth.
He slipped his hands down your arms, shrugging your dress from your body and leaving you in your panties, bare in the front of the room.
John shrugged off his jacket then circled his arm around your waist to direct you back to bed. "Go on, I'm coming."
You followed his order, climbing onto the bed and peeling the comforter back. John pulled his belt from his pants, did the same for his tie before unbuttoning his shirt and dropping his pants.
He hurriedly undressed, though you never saw any effort. He moved intentionally towards you, resting a knee on the bed then the other as he grabbed your ankle and pulled you back.
You stretched your arms out above your head, finding yourself directly under John. Your faces aligned, his eyes skirting over your face. His hand cupped your cheek, his thumb tempted at the corner of your mouth.
At the same time, his other hand circled around your stomach then down your hip before sliding his fingers into your wet pussy. You crooned, raising your hips to chase his touch and meet his body.
John kissed your chin, admiring the breaking on your face. He dragged his fingers in and out of you slowly, tracking every minute pinch and wain of your face.
"You're beautiful," he whispered, finding his words to not be his own.
John felt detached from himself, swirling a dark abyss of desire he hadn't thought of for a long time. You grabbed onto John's bicep, sucking in a breath between your teeth before moaning when his thumb folded against your clit.
"J-John," you stammered, your fingers clutching tighter as you found yourself fighting off another climax.
It was too late when you realized the bruises on his body, the wounds decorating his lean torso. Your mouth gaped with another croon, squeezing your eyes shut suddenly as you came on his fingers.
Warm rushes wracked through your body, causing you to roll further into John while you fought off the sight of his body being your undoing.
John's thumb at the corner of your mouth peeled back your bottom lip, flattening his finger along your gums. You pulled his hand further into your mouth to sensually suck at it before dragging it along your bottom teeth.
John was pulled further, the look in your eyes along with the feeling of your pussy around his fingers making it difficult to find pause. You licked the tip of John's thumb, dragged it down your body as he trailed his eyes after it.
His stomach sank then, his hand paused and flattened between your breasts. Staring back at him, as he felt your heart thrumming under his touch, was his wedding ring.
John's hand began to shake, staring at its placement against your body. You stared up at him, seeing that he was no longer meeting your eyes and was fixated at the placement of his hand.
He felt the room go askew, finding himself getting yanked out the abyss and washed ashore. John half-blinked, pulling his fingers out of you before climbing off of the bed and walking away to the shower.
You sat up on your elbow in John's wake, turning your head to watch him walk away. "John?"
You were unsure of what you did, if anything. But now, you were left bare. Righting yourself on the edge of the bed, you slowly followed after John into the bathroom.
John set his ring on the bathroom counter as he reached around the glass wall to turn on the shower head. He welcomed the silence for a moment, wanting to sieve through his thoughts as tangled as they were.
Stepping under the spray, John sighed and dropped his shoulders. He let the warm water roll over his body, drip down his hair as his muscles began to relax.
You stood at the door of the bathroom, watching John in silence before stepping up to the shower wall.
"Can I join you?" You asked softly, not looking up at him as if you'd done something wrong.
John waited a beat, shutting his eyes as he nodded under the rainfall spray. "Yeah."
You peeled your panties to the floor then stepped out of them and into the shower. You let the warm water dampen your hair, letting you slick it down between your shoulders as you turned your back to John.
The two of you shared the shower as if you were strangers still, the air palpable and dewy.
John raised his head and slicked his hair back, glancing over his shoulder to you. You wrung out your hair, turning under your arm to look at John and taking in his back tattoo.
You were taken in, turning around slowly to drag your eyes along his full back tattoo. You reached a finger out to touch at the center cross behind prayer hands.
John stiffened at your touch, his eyes overly blinking from the weight of the water on his lashes. You traced your finger around, noting the words between his shoulders without understanding what it meant.
"I was married before," John offered in the silent patter of the shower.
It was the least of what he wanted to say, his want for you and his feeling for his wife leaving him suspended in telling the truth. John swallowed, dropping his head to his side as you paused at bruise on his love handle.
"I still wear my wedding ring..." he admitted, his chest shaking for a moment, "it hurt to look at."
You paused dropping your head against his shoulder as your hand circled his side. "I'm sorry. You should've stopped me."
John straightened up then, turning around to face you. His tattered hands cradled your face, searching your eyes for an ounce of disdain towards him.
"I didn't want to stop..." John whispered, leaning in to nudge his nose against yours. "I...don't want to stop."
You let your eyebrows screw up in confusion, wanting to know what this stranger wanted. Because with learning more about him, you remembered again that he was a stranger.
"I want you," he muttered against your lips, tilting your chin to peck your lips, "to make it stop hurting."
Your heart lurched into John, feeling that he was saying it wrong but not wanting to dwell on it. You let your attraction give him leeway, letting him take your mouth again and soothe away your doubts in an instant.
You bowed into him, quavering as his hands slipped down your neck, then shoulders and elbows; he took in the slippery feel of your skin, admired how you molded into him this way.
He inhaled deeply through his nose, circling his fingers down to your hips and around the small of your back. John felt the swirl draw him back in, the taste of your mouth sickly sweet.
He bit away from you, hissing between his teeth as he tried to dampen the muddy thoughts within him.
You held your hands at John's sides, opening your eyes to witness the turmoil on his face. Your own stomach turned, lifting on your toes to kiss him again.
John nipped your bottom lip, pulling back on his hold to turn you around to the shower wall. He felt his vision tunnel on you, dragging his hand down between your legs to greet your pussy with his wet fingers.
Your nipples graced the cold granite of the shower wall, bracing with a soft gasp before John's fingers slipped into you. You rested your forehead against the granite, unable to hold back the moan lodged in your throat.
Your shoulders worked back, spreading your legs to allow John's touch further. John flattened his hand on the granite next to your face, lining himself up behind you.
He pulled his fingers out, using his hand to stroke his strained cock. John bowed his head, guiding his length into you and groaning at the welcoming warmth of your walls.
His hand went to your hip, gripping you tightly as he attempted to level himself. Your nose smushed against the granite, your mouth gaped open as you panted against the hard shower wall.
Your hand reached back to touch John but he took your hand and crossed it behind your back. He pumped into you once, earning another noise from you.
When he withdrew, your walls begged at his return; he pumped in again, making your knees buckle slightly.
John bent forward, kissing at the back of your neck before nipping at your shoulder. You turned, squishing your cheek against the wall to watch John's lips migrate down your back.
Your other arm folded directly before your chest, allowing the dampened air to coagulate in your lungs. John was slow in his pace, metering his noise to hear you echo against the stone walls.
His free hand reached around to ghost his fingers over your clit, allowing himself to get lost in the clench of your walls. John's lips trailed over the back of your shoulders, baring his teeth to nip at your skin.
He was painfully aware of how much he wanted to hoard you, to keep you stashed in this room with him with no end in sight. John knew he'd be able to to protect you alone for how ever long you wanted to stay with him.
The closer you got your climax, the more John became infatuated. Every moan of his name, he was dragged further into you, ready to use his resilience for whatever means to please you.
He pulled you off of the wall, draping your body against his chest; John's hands slipped over your wet body, pushing you further into him as you finally came on his throbbing cock again.
John lost his control, ducking his face into your neck to mutter his praise.
You rested your head on John's lap, staring across the bed at the breakfast tray by his feet. You tried to make yourself small in his dress shirt, wanting to take up as much of his warmth as possible.
Brunch had encroached into lunch, the Continental eggs Benedict turned into a nice club sandwich and fries.
John wanted to remain in the solace of the room a bit longer, knowing that he'd have to leave and face his consequences. As long as you didn't have to, John would task himself to clean up his mess better than before just so you wouldn't suffer.
He folded the newspaper in his hands around to scan the inside pages as Gunner sniffed in the direction of John's abandoned club.
You reached out to grab a few fries from John's plate, dragging them across the white comforter for Gunner to take.
John flipped to the next page, disinterested in the sports section. "I saw that."
You side-eyed Gunner then glanced up at John. "No you didn't."
John shook his head, eyes lazily dragging over the fine print of the newspaper. He looked so comfortable in this state, how you imagined he spent his Sunday afternoons at home.
"How long were you married?" You asked, feeling the comfortable silence grind to a screeching halt. It had plagued you since he mentioned it and no matter how many times John made you cum to keep you quiet, the question still remained.
John's eyes glanced down at you, his face never moving from the direction of his newspaper. His chest tightened at the question, feeling his ring finger pulse when you asked.
He relaxed his shoulders, folding his newspaper haphazardly before resting his hand on your shoulder. You shifted in bed, propping your chin up on the tops of your folded arms; John's hand migrated to the middle of your back, admiring how good you looked in his dress shirt.
He praised the tailor's choice for a dark shirt, hiding the blood staina better. John thought of how dangerous his hand was, how many men he'd taken down with just them. And he was tenderly rubbing your back.
"Five years," he said after a few beats of quiet. John set the newspaper on his lap, holding it there with his hand.
You raised your head, shifting closer to John. The two of you were past the formality of tiptoeing hard subjects, you felt. At this point, you knew that there was two possibilities of this ending: in bitter tragedy or a new beginning for the both of you.
So you asked: "What's her name?"
"Helen," John said, turning his full face to you. He decided to get ahead of your line of questioning, to explain how you were both here now. "She died earlier this year. She told me..."
He was cinched then, imagining her handwriting on Daisy's kennel. John felt the pain bubble up again, seeing his wrongs. "That I needed to love something more than my car."
He chuckled mirthlessly, hiding a gulp that lodged in his throat at his last word. Your brows raised slightly, sitting up on your elbow.
You two were there yet and, while you knew that to be true, you wanted to get there. Hopefully, one day.
"That's why I got Gunner," John added, seeing your reaction and realizing another mistake.
The two of you let the collective sigh alleviate the room, allowing you back down to rest your head on John's thigh.
"I'm sorry for your loss," you offered, reaching your hand out to tenderly caress his bruised side.
John nodded, resuming his hand on your back. The two of you returned to your previous action, your eyes lulling with the temptation of sleep.
The questions were hard to wade through; John understood that if you were going to be around in the dark pond, you would soon learn about the very facade he put forth.
He cleared his throat, ready to admit his hard truths that he left behind; it would be easier for the both of you to leave the Underworld unscathed.
John's phone vibrated from the nightstand and he was tempted to silence it. The precarious bubble surrounding the three of you was already threatened, and John didn't want a call to break the tender surface.
He picked it up, realizing that it was a message from an unknown number. John stared at it, seeing that it was an attachment but made no moves to unlock his phone.
You heard your phone begin to vibrate, somewhere discarded in your dress skirt pocket. You groaned, rolling your head back and forth on your hands with the attempt to convince yourself that it was a text.
But then your ringtone began to chime. John heard it too, turning his head in the direction of it. His hand became heavier on your back, attempting to keep you in place.
"Hold that thought," you said, sitting up to kiss John before climbing out of bed.
John's eyes were trained on you, watching as you pulled his shirt to its full length, barely covering your bare ass. He watched intently as you bent, searching through your dress to find the offending phone.
You stood up, rolled your eyes at the Caller ID and answered to your coworker. "What's up?"
Her voice on the other end was slightly shaken, telling you that there was a puppy brought in that was hit by a car.
"I-I can't deal with putting him down, can you come in?"
You glanced over your shoulder to John and Gunner, both of them enough reason to stay in bed. John sat back again the headboard, draping his arm over it with the invitation for you to return to his side.
You groaned in annoyance, bouncing on one foot in the slightest of tantrums. "Can't you call someone else?"
"I-I tried, but one of them is at a Communion and the other is out of town."
You pouted, knowing that you being the single one in a vet clinic meant that you were left to do the dirtiest of work.
"I guess....I can be there within the hour." You forfeited, turned to John as you said it.
And just like that, John's bubble burst.
"You didn't have to drive me here," you said as you and John sat a red light.
"Why wouldn't I?" He asked, reaching over to rest his hand on your knee.
You scoffed, turning to John. "Because I know you've got to be tired from your travel. I could've gotten Charon to bring me."
You were appreciative of John driving you on such short notice, but you wanted to give him a little space. It still felt too fresh, whatever you had, and you didn't want to impose so much that he ended up pushing you away.
"Please, I'm a faster driver," John said with a grin as the light turned green. He let his foot of the brake, tempting his gas pedal as he tilted his head at you. "And I don't want you depending on Charon when I'm around."
You smiled, reaching over to touch the back of John's neck. You could get used to touching him, running your fingers through his hair or scratching his beard. But you were getting ahead of yourself.
"Thanks," you offered softly just as John pulled up on the curb in front of the clinic. "I'll call you when I'm done?"
John nodded, leaning into your hold as you kissed him. "Maybe we can do dinner?"
You laughed. "Hopefully it won't be that long, but we'll see."
You kissed him again, then a third time before you hummed against his lips knowing that you were on an urgent timeline. "Okay, okay. I'll see you in a bit."
You threw open your door and got out, carefully shutting the door of John's car. He bent across the center, offering a wave to you as you opened the door to the clinic and looked back a final time.
He watched you walk in, though his stomach dropped as the door shut behind you. Something felt wrong and his proven instinct was off.
John's phone buzzed again in his pants pocket and he geared his car to retrieve it. Another attachment sent by the unknown number, this time with a message to follow.
Unknown: Come out, John. We have something you want.
You looked around the clinic, seeing most of the offices shut down for the weekend but the light in the exam room on. You called after your coworker, flipping on the overhead lights in the lobby.
When you got no answer, you looked over your desk for paperwork then started towards the back room.
John reluctantly opened the message thread from the unknown number, his heart clenching at the first photo. Of you and him, from the view of the window earlier that morning.
Though you looked so beautiful on his lap, your dress exposing down your back in the morning light, John was chilled at the angle. The same position of the sniper that morning.
He looked after you, seeing that you'd disappeared further into the clinic, then went to the second photo. You, through the view of a porthole window, wearing the clothes you'd changed into. He noticed his own car from the glass door.
John shut off his car and threw his door open, haphazardly closing it before running after you into the clinic. He tapped his side, acknowledging his gun stashed in his waistband and drew it when he was inside.
He called after you, hearing no answer as he looked around the sterile, quiet clinic. John straightened up, holding his gun out as he continued stepping cautiously.
"Hello John," a voice responded from the double doors into the surgery room. "You've been a hard man to track down."
John grit his teeth hard enough to hear his jaw resound. His nostrils flared as he tried to level himself, knowing that he had to keep a strong front.
"I thought 7 million would've made you an easy target, but you're a smart man to hide."
"I wasn't hiding," John retorted, not allowing the comment to show him a coward.
He stepped up to the wall, trying to see into the bright room. John caught a glimpse of you, petrified against Santino's shoulder as his hand grasped your mouth.
You stared, bewildered through the small porthole window, catching a glimpse of John's face. You barely shook your head at him as Santino raised his gun to shoot out at the glass.
"Right," Santino continued, pointing the gun to your temple and making you panic, crying at the thought of his finger slipping. "You had gotten distracted. Which is dangerous in your line of work, you know that."
You gulped, quivering in the hostile man's hold. John righted himself against the wall, popping the clip to check his ammo. He took another careful breath, turning back in the direction of the window before ducking across to the other side.
"You could've tried getting out again, but you'd just end up owing somebody...again," Santino taunted, playfully tilting his gun about as he thought of it. "And then when the next wife dies along with the next sad pup, the cycle of John Wick would continue."
You whimpered, looking out and darting your eyes back and forth to find John anywhere. John couldn't find an answer, thinking more about what he was putting you through and what it would mean for him to stop.
If he could stop.
He didn't want to admit it, but Santino was right in a sense. John didn't want to keep owing people for the life he'd been luck to have once.
He especially didn't want to do it twice. Not that you weren't worth it. But danger seemed to lurk whether he was in or out.
"It wouldn't happen again," John said finally, after thinking for a moment. "I wouldn't let anything bad happen to her."
Santino tsked, turning the gun back to your head. "It's a little late for that. Look at where we are now."
John shut his eyes, coming to terms with his consequences once again. He carefully put the safety back on his gun and held it to his side.
"Fine," John said, pushing open the double doors. You cried from behind Santino's hand, incoherently begging for John to do anything else. "You're right."
Santino huffed amusedly through his nose then looked down at you. "You need something done, you do it yourself, eh?"
Santino turned the gun onto John, readying to shoot as you noticed the reflection of his pistol in something on the stainless steel table.
Looking down, you noticed a full syringe of clear liquid. You flicked your eyes back to John as he saw your eyes look away.
He barely nodded in your direction as Santino pulled back the hammer of his gun and readied to shoot John. "No hard feelings, John. Just avenging my sister."
At the same time, you felt his arm loosen around you and you took the opportunity to grab the syringe and stab it into Santino's neck.
Your fingers fumbled at the plunger, slowly dispensing half of the clear liquid into his blood stream. Santino grabbed the syringe with his free hand, taking his other to smack you away.
"Stupid bitch! This is men's business," Santino turned the gun on you and John called for his attention.
"Hey! You want to kill me. So kill me," John offered, raising his hands.
Santino narrowed his eyes at John, looking from him to you and back. "You're not...even going to try to beg me?"
John shook his head; you kicked at Santino's ankle, causing him to stumble then crawled after him to grab the syringe again. This time you righted yourself over Santino's body and stabbed the needle into his chest.
You hyperventilated, staring at the man as his eyes widened in fear. You trembled again with the plunger, releasing more liquid into his chest.
Looking over to John, you hoped he would find the words you couldn't. You didn't even understand what this was about, but you were caught in the middle of it.
John met your gaze, feeling his hands going cold at the thought of you getting hurt. The decision was still so muddy, but he was aware of where to start.
"Call it off," John said, reaching to grab Santino's gun and point it at the man. "Call the bounty off."
You turned back to the man, his hair wild as his eyes were twitching in disdain. "Why should I? You gonna kill me too?"
You stared at the plunger in his chest, your thumb on the weapon. You glanced over your shoulder, seeing your coworker dead in her puddle of blood along with the dog that Santino brought in to bait her.
"T-this is pentobarbital," you bluffed, nodding to the syringe in the man's chest. "There was enough in this syringe to kill you twice. But I've on-ly used ha-lf."
Your voice betrayed you in a moment, but you stared at this man under you as if he'd wronged you personally. And he kinda did. He ruined an almost idyllic morning by running egotistical games.
John withheld his surprise, glancing at your profile while you reasoned with this stranger.
"Call it off, and I can undo it," you lied, unsure if you could make such a promise.
"Bullshit," Santino spat at you, looking over to John. However, by the stone-cold look on John's face, he was inclined to believe you.
You straightened up and looked down your nose at this man, floundering to be let up but realizing a lack of options. Your cold thumb tempted at the plunger further.
"Y-you would feel it in your knees first. A dull pain that washes away when you can't feel your legs." You tried to narrate, reluctantly mapping out the process when you so wanted to forget it in pets.
"Your heart will start rushing soon, hoping to pump enough blood to circulate down to your toes, but then your fingers will lose feeling."
Santino gulped and you barely glanced to John as your brows knitted and your eyes watered. "Let's get your phone out before we get to that, because there's no turning back from there."
John watched in stunned silence, holding the gun pointed at Santino for any sudden movements towards you. Santino did as instructed, pulling his phone and typing in his code.
He dialed the number slowly, staring at you strong-handing the syringe. When it rang, he glanced over to John, unfazed.
"Pull the bounty for John WIck." He stated when he got on the phone. "Yes. Santino D'Antonio. 758042."
"Yes sir," the operator on the opposite end stated. The line was quiet for a moment and you held your breath. "Your bounty is rescinded. Is there anything else--"
You smacked the phone away from Santino before he could say anything else then leaned back for John to take the shot. He blinked in the flash moment, then aimed and shot Santino.
The splatter of his blood from his head decorated your face and you were sat in the shocked silence of the past few moments. Santino's dark phone lit up with a message.
Unknown: Bounty: John Wick rescinded. Disregard previous messages of subject.
You let go of the syringe, looking down at your cool trembling hands before you felt a pair of thick arms curl around you. John wasn't sure what else to do in the moment, knowing that nothing he could say would make up for it.
He pulled you up, held you close and swiped the blood from your cheeks. John rested his lips to the top of your head and kept you still when you tried to tremble.
He expected you to cry, ready to coax you down, but you were silent. Grasping at his shirt, you turned your face into him and held tight. Your breath slowly returned to normal, shutting your eyes to rid yourself of the sight of your coworker dead. This strange man dead.
John knew that what came next wouldn't be easy and he was dreading every minute of it.
You sat in the car with John as an unmarked black van pulled up in front of the clinic. Looking over at him, you expected John to get out but he only nodded in the direction of the clinic as the older gentleman stepped out of driver's side.
Without word, the man nodded and patted at the back doors of the unmarked van; the double doors opened and you jumped slightly at the men that followed out. Each of them was dressed in dark clothing, two of them holding mops and buckets while the final two carried unmarked bags into your place of work.
Slowly you turned to look at John, hoping for some sort of explanation. John watched as you did, his face frozen in the sense of unknowing where to start. So he tried going for simple.
"I'm a contractor," he said, turning his body to face yours. "I do freelance work for anyone who pays me and I do most of my work out of the Continental."
You gulped, your eyebrows knitting in concern. "S-so Winston and Charon are..."
"They know about my work and aid me in doing so."
You raised your shocked brows even further, unsure of what contortion your face was in at the moment. "Oh, okay."
Though it was not okay.
You had dinner with assassins, or contractors as John explained it. You fucked a contract killer.
You fucked a contract killer. You gulped, the thought giving you butterflies.
"So you're not like...an assassin that kills for fun?"
John raised a brow in question then shook his head. "Only bad people, and people who've forgotten that they're bad."
Your face flattened a little, ready to ask your next question as you remembered the stranger in the hotel room. "I'm not being targeted, am I?"
John slowly reached for you, taking tender hold of the side of your throat as he leaned in. "No. And this is not a long con. Meeting you was just coincidence. I just...dragged you into my darkness. And I'm sorry."
Your bottom lip trembled, staring into John's dark eyes and seeing them melt with his sincerity.
"I like you," he began, his chest tightening at the confession. He'd slain 200 men in a single night, he'd killed an extra 100 to avenge his dog, but here was when he felt nerves. "I want you to stick around. If you want."
You instinctively reached for him, pressing your lips to his. He lost his breath, putting his other hand to the opposite side of your neck to hold you close.
When you'd had your fill, you parted from him with a trembling sigh.
"Is that a 'yes'?" John asked, rubbing his thumbs before your ears.
You smiled nervously, taking hold of John's wrists to keep him there and nodded. John smirked softly, wondering what was going on in your head in that moment.
"You'll keep me safe, right?" You teased, though you wanted the reassurance.
John nodded.
He let his hands drop and you took hold of them. "I'm guessing you're gonna stay in this line of work a bit longer?"
He tried to keep his face neutral, though it loomed overhead as the next big step. Slowly he nodded and watched your body deflate upon doing so.
"Just a little longer," John said, leaning forward. "I've got a month saved up at the Continental and I'd like to use my points before they expire."
You broke with an amused scoff, turning away from John's face trying to hold back from smiling. You rolled your eyes at him, feeling this as a new beginning for the both of you.
"And it's got your name written right beside it," John added, tilting his head. "I know that room service has been calling your name."
You laughed then, barely sparing a glance to the men as they returned to their van. "It'd give me time to look for a new job."
You didn't want to bring it down, but the reality encroached again. John grabbed your hands and pulled them in to kiss your knuckles.
"We can figure it out together," John said, rubbing his thumbs over your hands.
His darkness paired well with yours, he saw. John only witnessed a glimpse of it, but it would do well if his month stay turned into two. Or five.
Depending on how much trouble he got into. You bit your lip, staring down at your hands intertwined with one another.
"Did you...hurt his sister?" You asked, letting the words spill out before you could stop them.
John was still for a moment, taking in a steady breath. "I made a blood oath before I got out that he'd be able to hold over my head if I ever came back. He used that promise to kill his sister."
Your face scrunched up slightly. "That's so vile."
"Yeah," John said, running his thumb over your knuckles as if measuring each one in size.
You raised your gaze to meet his. "And he crossed you even after that?"
John nodded, letting you get accustomed to whatever this new beginning was starting from. You looked down again, sorting through your biggest thoughts by importance.
"T-there was a person that broke into..." you mindlessly thumbed over your shoulder, remembering the long night you'd had before this one.
"They were trying to gain the bounty." John said, staring after you as if he was losing you to your own personal spiral.
"Charon said he contacted the police." You snapped up to look at John again and he bit back a smile at your concern.
Your eyes were watering again, this time your bottom lip ready to pout from your teeth. He reached up and coaxed a tear away with his thumb.
"No contractor business is allowed on Continental grounds," he tried to offer as solace but knew that the next part would jar you. "It's an excommunication rule."
You stared at him, hoping that he would explain further.
"The consequence is death," John offered as solace. "It's a safe place. That's why I wanted you to stay there."
You dryly scoffed at him, turning into his palm. "You were trying to keep me safe?"
John nodded. "I saw how shaken you were that night when I picked you up. I wanted to look out for you."
You pursed your lips. "Were Charon and Winston looking out for me too?"
John's lip curled slightly. "Charon, yes. Winston as you've said, loves to gossip. The man can't help but know every detail."
You tilted your head against the seat cushion, pinning John's hand against your cheek. "Did you tell him about me?"
It felt wrong to ask in such a situation, but there was no doubt that your meet-cute with a contract killer was fucked up.
John hid a roll of his eyes, his cheeks raising though he lined his lips together. "I told him enough. He called you...my Persephone."
You reached for his hand, shifting it down for his thumb to brace your lips. You blinked, narrowing your eyes at him. "He's funny. I guess this is kind of like the Underworld. Contractors and blood oaths, sacred hotels and clean-up crews."
John raised his brows at you. "Still okay with staying?"
Your stomach, for the first time in the past few days, felt realigned with steel. Though hostage situations were something you never wanted to get used to.
You raised your left hand, pointing your pinkie out. "If you promise me something."
John's lips pouted to the side, never eager to hear about promises in his line of work. He slowly raised his left hand and pointed out his pinkie, waiting to hear what you had to offer.
"Name it."
"You promise to keep me safe if I need it, you can't dump me during a mission and you teach me how to shoot a gun."
John's brows quirked then, his mouth a wormy squiggle to withhold his amusement. He nodded, reaching his large pinkie out to hook around yours. "Deal."
"And..." you added, just as you hooked your finger around his and held him there. "We get dessert in bed and Gunner gets a plate of fries. Also I want to go with you once on a mission."
John's mouth scrunched up under his nose, his cheeks bottling his want to laugh. It felt good to have that still within him.
"I promise."
"Also," you continued, biting your bottom lip. "You help me move out of my apartment."
John chuckled, pointing his finger at you from his interlocked hand. "Now that's too far."
"Said the contract killer," you jested.
John metered his nod back and forth with another soft laugh. "Okay, fine. Also, you don't have to tell me not to dump you."
The two of you stayed locked in your pinky promise as John looked from it to you.
"Promise me something."
"Shoot," you said, scrunching your nose at the poor choice of word.
"You let me know if it gets to be too much. If you want out at any time, I will let you out. I don't want to keep you where you don't want to be."
You hummed, softly smiling at this man. You wanted to stick around for a while, even longer than that. But you didn't want to tell him so.
Even though you were sure this man was the opposite of squeamish. Nothing like boys you'd dated previously.
"Okay."
"And..." John drew out like you had, pursing his lips in soft thought. "I want a full day in bed, with you. Gunner'll have to stay with Charon."
You giggled softly. "Okay," you said, shaking your head in John's direction. "I promise."
The two of you solidified your pinky promise with another soft kiss; John let his hands untangle from you as he felt his ring finger pulse again.
He paused, looking down at his hands and circled his ring on his finger.
You slowly came down from the adrenaline and mushiness spilled and stared at John fiddling with his ring.
"If it's too soon for you..." you tried, but John shut it down with putting his ring hand on the steering wheel.
"I'll be fine," he said with a sigh, aware of when he'd take it off.
It wouldn't be for a while, and he should've asked if it was alright with you. You didn't even notice it, feeling that it was just a part of him.
"So was it pentobarbital in that bottle?" He asked curiously, starting the car and gearing it into drive.
You reached for your seatbelt, glancing out of your window at the vet clinic then buckled yourself in.
"I don't think it was," you said geniunely, unsure if it'd make a difference.
John turned his car into the underground parking garage and circled the top level to find a space. The two of you were going over John's excursion in Rome, why he was really there and what he had to go through to get home.
"That's so fucked up," you offered, unable to create any other cohesive thought.
John shrugged, which gave you the note that this was a normal thing that happened sometimes.
You leaned in, intrigued to learn more about this other half of John. There was John Wick, the mild-mannered dog dad that fucked so hard that you shivering at the thought.
Then there was John Wick, the contract killer who took down a mafia of men in the time it took for you to have dinner with Winston.
"What do they call you?" You asked after John geared his car into park then shut it off.
John raised his brows, glancing over at you. "Don't laugh."
You straightened up in your seat, mimicking a zip of your lips closed before nodding at him to continue. John smirked and undid his seatbelt.
"Baba Yaga," he offered, awaiting your eventual snicker.
But you were perplexed, staring at him. "What is that?"
He blinked once, turning to you fully. "The Boogeyman."
You stared at him, knowing that there was no doubt in your mind that while you feared this man just a little bit, you were attracted to him more.
You looked around the desolate parking lot then back at John. "Anything else?"
"The Wolf, The Devil..." John added, unsure if those names were even true but wanting to amuse you.
You leaned over to John and exhaled a trembling breath. "Is it wrong of me..."
You couldn't finish that sentence aloud, knowing that it was a bit twisted to want him more. The man had just shot another man in front of you...and yet...
You caught John's mouth in a fervent kiss, edging your knee over the center console to sit in his lap. John was surprised, making such a noise as his hands held your hips.
You blindly reached between his seat and the door, finding the handle to recline the two of you back.
John groaned at the sudden movement, but didn't break from you. He pressed his hand into the small of your back and held you tighter against him, allowing you to roll your body against him.
"I-I'm sorry," You offered, parting from him with smaller pecks to follow. "I don't know what came over me."
John looked at you from behind his half-mast eyelids, taking in your trembling chest and legs spread over him. The image of you that morning flashed by again, trying to hide the other twisted side of it.
"Let's go upstairs," he added, his voice hitting a new low.
You felt your body cinch at his utterance, reminding yourself of the euphoric kisses and bites that would come from it.
You nodded, reaching for the driver's side door and climbing out. John attempted to regain himself, righting his seat before grabbing his keys and climbing out.
You didn't expect this place to become a sanctuary to you. The dark foreboding walls, something echoing to the Asphodel, was not inviting like you'd seen most places.
The marble floors, the sharp edges, the posh guests, all of them were out of your wheelhouse of comfort. But you were relieved to enter the lobby of the Continental.
It felt like it held a new charm, one that you prayed never left. You were awash with a sense of security, taking John's hand and leading him to the elevator.
You pinned him against the wall, nudging your nose with his before tempting him with a kiss. He leered after you, his eyes fluttering close with the thought of tasting your lips again.
You nipped at his nose instead, bringing your fingers up to scratch through his beard.
When the two of you made it back to your floor, you grabbed John's hand and started towards your door. At one point, John's arm circled around your waist and he lifted you into him, carrying you to the room.
The two of you stopped at the door, with you fumbling to take the key from John and open the door. You felt his breath over your shoulder, his hands already making their way down the front of your pants.
You shook your head alert, finally making the key open the door and clambering in with John hot on your tail.
You barely made it to get your shoes off before John expertly undid your pants and tugged them down. You bowed onto the bed, readily hiding your shame at how wet you were.
John pulled your pants down to your ankles, then off before turning you onto your back. He took your knee, pulling your legs open and stashing a hard gulp at the sight.
He had no words to say, knowing that the truth would be squeezed out of him soon enough. He reached for his own belt, undoing his pants and freeing his stiffened cock.
You looked down at the comparison, his cock flush against your stomach. You whimpered as he drew himself back, pushing his cock head against your clit before letting it slip over your stomach again.
You threw your head back in frustration, knowing that you wouldn't last long being teased. John watched like an instinctual predator, waiting for his best strike.
His bare hand went to rest at your chest, feeling your racing heart beat hard. John pulled back again, rutted his cock against your clit then let it slide, gathering your wet and streaking your belly.
You whined again, drawing your knees up from the edge of the bed. "John, please."
He would savor every time your lips formed his name; he tilted his head back, soaking it in to puff up his chest when he was normally without flaunting an ego.
John dropped his head again, glaring darkly at you from under his brows. He rutted a third time, earning your writhing. Your head turned back and forth on the comforter, your fingers reaching out for him but never grasping onto him.
"C-c'mon," you hiccuped, finding yourself a disheveled mess. You were flustered and growing on embarrassed, as if John was showing off how turned on you were by him.
By what he did.
By what he did for you.
You gulped, tightening your stomach as you watched him rut a final time; this time he went back and pressed his cock at your entrance, making you drop your head in relief when he slid into you.
John's hand at your chest dropped down to your stomach, leveling your core to feel every inch of him. You practically vibrated upon the new sensation, finding yourself drawn closer to a peak you weren't even acknowledging.
John took his hands away from you to run them under your shirt; he tenderly shrugged your top from over your chin, blinding you the cotton as his cock thrusted into you harshly.
You lost your breath, gasping when he shrugged your shirt over your head and up your arms before pausing there. He flattened himself against you, catching your bottom lip between his teeth with a tender suck.
His fingers threaded through yours, tangling both of you in the cuffs of your shirt until he finally pulled it off of you. John did his with pulling away from you and reaching between his shoulders to rip his shirt over his head.
The cream top yanked up to reveal the yellowing and purple bruises along John's sides, ones you knew now to be wounds for his effort. He went above and beyond in his work, it showed deeply.
John tossed his shirt away, returning over you to feel your chest rise and fall against his. He wanted to undo you further, have you bare to him in the physical and vulnerable sense, but he didn't want to throw off his pace.
You keened when he hit a particularly soft spot within you and he recognized it as your second weakness. John licked his fingers and dove them between the two of you, finding your clit with expert precision and circling it.
You grabbed onto his shoulders, wanting to hook into him if he was going to keep on. Your pants heightened against his mouth, drawing more moans from you as his other hand peeled your leg back to your side.
You broke another inch, your eyes crossing as you glanced to the ceiling. John took it in stride, using his lips to level his chin and meet your eyes. "Did I lose you there?"
Your face scrunched in pleasure, just as your chest tightened with the threat of explosion. "You are the Devil."
He chuckled mirthlessly against your lips, taking them in another kiss as he continued his pace. The two of you found yourselves drawing further up in pleasure, finding the heat culminated between you two enough of a catalyst for you both to cum.
You were first, your mouth falling open in the moans of John's name. Your walls beckoned him further, stunting his thrusts from going too deep before he finally succumbed to your heat.
He rested his elbow next to your head, groaning and hissing in pleasure. The two of you shared your caught breaths, staring at one another in the dim light of the room.
You prodded your tongue to your bottom lip, your eyes raking up and down John's body. He did the same, though he paused at your neck and dove in to kiss you there.
You shied away, raising your shoulder to giggle at his warm breath wafting down your neck. He liked that sound, he wanted to hear more of that.
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Friend-Of-A-Friend ⸺ Chapter Three


author's note ⸺ Hello gang! So happy you guys are liking this series, I love it, and I luv u <3 pairing ⸺ Suguru Geto x Reader content ⸺ platonic-bestie!gojo, corporate-worker!reader, slight tension, studying mentioned, modern au, the good-ole-days, reader uses female pronouns, 4.2k, this is an 18+ series - mdni divider credit: @/toastray ୨୧ art credit: @/juziluohai

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Sleep came quickly, tugging at the edges of your consciousness.
Then—just as you were about to slip under completely…
Your phone buzzed against the nightstand.
Your eyes cracked open, pulse skipping despite yourself. For a moment, you didn’t move. Didn’t reach for it.
But eventually, you did.
You turned over swiftly, the sheets rustling as you reached out, fingers fumbling against the smooth surface of your nightstand.
The cool metal of your phone met your palm, and you pulled it close, the glow of the screen cutting through the dim room as you blinked against the brightness.
Your thumb hovered over the screen for just a second before you swiped to unlock it. The notification stared back at you, crisp and clear against the dark backdrop of your bedroom.
Geto: How’s Friday?
Your breath left you in a slow exhale.
Not a lot of fanfare. No excessive punctuation, no embellishments. Just a simple question, efficient and to the point—exactly like how you remembered him.
Your eyes flicked to the top of the screen, where the time blinked back at you—10:42 PM. Wednesday.
Two days.
A part of you had half-expected to wait another few days before he got back to you. Maybe the plans would fall through entirely, slipping through the cracks of life’s inevitable distractions. But there he was, responding just hours after you reached out.
You licked your lips, your fingers tapping out a quick reply.
You: Works for me. What time?
The three little dots blinked on the screen almost immediately.
Geto: I’m assuming you work until 5…does 5:30 work?
You: Yeah, that’s fine. Where where you thinking?
Geto: I’ll send you the location on Friday morning. Looking forward to catching up :)
You stared at the screen for a beat longer than necessary, your fingers hovering over the keyboard before you typed—
You: Sounds good. Me too.
Too much? Maybe. But before you could second-guess it, the message was sent, disappearing into the ether of late-night conversation.
The read receipt popped up almost instantly, followed by one more reply.
Geto: Dream sweet.
Simple. Unassuming. And yet, it left something warm curling in your stomach.
You set your phone down on the nightstand, exhaling as you sank deeper into the pillows. The room was quiet, save for the soft hum of the city beyond your window, but your mind was anything but still.
It had been a long time since you last saw him. Since you last spoke like this, in small, measured words that somehow still felt significant. It was just dinner.
Just a catch-up between two people with a mutual friend.
Two friends-of-friends catching up…That’s all.
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Morning came too soon, the alarm slicing through the quiet like a dull blade.
A sharp inhale, a stretch, the heavy warmth of sleep still clinging to your limbs.
But before you even shifted beneath the covers, your hand had already reached for your phone, fingers wrapping around its familiar weight.
The screen lit up. No new messages. No last-minute changes. Just the same notification from last night, waiting in silence.
You weren’t sure what you had expected…A follow-up? A confirmation? Something to make the evening ahead feel more real? Whatever it was, it wasn’t there.
The morning routine carried on as always—water rushing against porcelain, steam curling over the bathroom mirror, the muted sound of the city filtering in through the window.
Everything was the same. Everything should have felt the same.
But there was something about today, a small hitch in the rhythm, an offbeat in the usual melody of your day.
At work, tasks filled the hours like usual. Emails stacked into neat little rows, keyboards clicked in hurried bursts, voices blurred into the steady hum of office chatter.
You answered messages, skimmed reports, lost yourself in half-distracted conversations.
And yet—before noon, your hand found your phone again.
A flick of the screen. A glance. Still nothing.
You weren’t sure why you kept checking. It wasn’t like you normally did this.
Your messages weren’t exactly unpredictable.
Gojo texted often, usually in long, chaotic bursts—half-thoughts, inside jokes, dramatized retellings of his latest workplace disaster.
Your roommate’s texts were more routine—grocery lists, rent reminders, the occasional complaint about your neighbours. A familiar pattern, easy to follow, easy to expect.
But now?
Now, your fingers hovered over the screen for just a second longer than necessary before you locked it again, pressing it face-down against your desk, pressing your fingers into your temples briefly before forcing yourself to refocus.
Lunch came and went in a series of half-heard conversations. The scent of reheated leftovers hung in the air, blending with the ever-present bitterness of burnt office coffee.
A coworker complained about their weekend plans, and another debated whether they had time to grab a latte before their next meeting.
You responded when necessary, nodding at the right times, but your mind remained elsewhere—somewhere just outside of reach.
Then—without thinking—you picked up your phone again.
Still nothing.
You exhaled, locking the screen and setting it aside. You didn’t know what you were expecting to happen. It wasn’t as if anything had changed since the last time you checked.
And yet, the absence of a message felt noticeable in a way that it shouldn’t have.
By mid-afternoon, the habit had settled in.
Your hand moved before you could stop yourself, unlocking the screen with a flick of your thumb. Waiting.
But the screen remained the same—quiet, still, steady.
And yet, despite that silence, tomorrow night loomed closer. Inevitable.
The weight of it settled in long before the day had ended.
The thought of being alone with him for hours wove itself into the spaces between tasks, filling the pauses in conversation, curling around every absent glance at your phone.
At some point, the screen stayed dark long enough for a sense of finality to creep in. No more checking. No more reaching. It didn’t change anything.
Still, something simmered beneath your skin, restless and unresolved.
The feeling made no sense.
Geto had never been a source of unease before.
If anything, he was one of the easiest people to be around—steady, unhurried, a presence that never demanded anything from you. His words always measured, his energy effortless.
He was a fixture in the periphery, present in the way a familiar song fills the background of a car ride, inextricably linked to something larger.
Gojo.
Geto had always been part of a pair—One half of a whole.
His presence had been a condition of Gojo’s—the two of them moving through the world like a force of nature, colliding with everything in their path, dragging you along in their wake.
Conversations that turned into debates, nights that stretched too late, laughter that came easy, never isolated, never belonging to just one of them.
Tomorrow would be different.
Tomorrow, there would be no Gojo.
The realization sat heavy, threading unease through the anticipation. This was new. Unfamiliar.
The rhythm had changed, and you weren’t sure what to do with the space it left behind.
The walk home felt longer than usual.
The city hummed around you, headlights casting fractured light against wet pavement, snippets of conversations floating past in bursts of sound. A car horn. A ringing phone. The hiss of a bus kneeling at the curb.
Inside your apartment, the quiet stretched.
The overhead light flickered once before settling. A jacket shrugged off, shoes nudged aside, the soft creak of wood under your steps. The routine unfolded like muscle memory—bag on the counter, fridge open, fridge closed, a glass of water filled and left untouched.
Then—your phone, facedown where you had left it.
Fingers hesitated before reaching. The screen lit up, bright against the dim kitchen. Nothing new.
A slow breath pushed through your chest.
Tomorrow loomed ahead, fixed and inevitable.
A meeting set in place, agreed upon in neutral tones, as casual as a hundred other plans that had come before it.
But still, something shifted under the surface, unspoken and undefined.
There was no reason for this weight in your stomach. No logic to the way your pulse had started counting down hours before the night had even arrived.
And yet—
Your grip tightened around the phone. The glow of the screen faded to black.
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Friday Morning at 5:45am
The alarm cut through the stillness, its sharp trill pulling you from sleep. A breath, slow and steady, before your hand reached out, silencing it with a practiced swipe.
For a moment, you stayed there—burrowed beneath the blankets, eyes adjusting to the dim light filtering through the curtains. The weight of the day settled in, stretching out ahead of you in quiet inevitability.
With a sigh, you pushed yourself up.
The floor was cool beneath your feet as you padded toward the bathroom, the fluorescent light flickering to life above the mirror. Water rushed against porcelain, the steady rhythm filling the quiet as you rinsed sleep from your skin.
Back in your bedroom, the closet door yawned open, revealing rows of neatly hung blouses, slacks folded with precision, dresses lined up like choices waiting to be made.
The usual routine would be easy—something simple, something safe. But today, your fingers lingered a little longer, hovering between options, the usual rhythm disrupted by something almost imperceptible.
It wasn’t like this was anything special. Just another workday. Just dinner after. Nothing to warrant the quiet indecision pressing at the edges of your thoughts.
And yet—your hand skipped past the standard choices, grazing over fabric with absent consideration.
The crisp button-down felt too stiff, the usual sweater too plain. A dress, maybe? No, too much.
Eventually, you settled on something in between—polished but not overdone. Something that fit seamlessly into the workday but still felt…intentional.
The fabric smoothed over your frame as you adjusted the hem, checking the mirror with a glance that lasted a beat too long.
Still, there was no real reason for this hesitation. No reason at all.
And yet—
The thought slipped away as your phone buzzed from the nightstand, breaking the quiet with a sharp vibration.
Your breath stilled.
You hesitated for only a second before walking over to it and picking it up.
Your fingers tightened around your phone before turning the screen toward you.
Geto: Morning. Here’s the place for tonight.
A location link followed, sitting there unassuming, waiting to be pressed.
Your thumb hesitated over the screen before tapping it. The maps app opened, the address pulling up with a smooth flicker.
A small pin dropped into place, marking a street you didn’t immediately recognize—tucked between taller buildings, almost easy to miss.
The image loaded, revealing a dark storefront, nothing but a sleek, unmarked door tucked beneath a flickering neon sign.
You swiped through the photos.
Inside, the space stretched narrow, lined with moody lighting and dark wood, bottles glinting along an illuminated back bar.
The kind of place that didn’t need to advertise itself—exclusive but not pretentious, refined but comfortable.
And the food—unexpectedly elaborate for a bar, plated like something out of a fine dining restaurant.
Of course.
Something about it felt so distinctly him—lowkey but effortlessly cool, the kind of place you’d never have found on your own.
Before you could type out a response, another message drew your eyes to the top of your screen.
Geto: If you tell me which station you're at, I can meet you there.
Your breath stalled, pulse knocking against your ribs in a way that made no sense.
The words sat there, simple and unassuming, yet something about them sent a ripple through your chest.
Your thumb hovered over the keyboard.
It was a thoughtful offer—practical, even.
It would make things easier, and save you from navigating alone, from the awkward shuffle of stepping into a new place by yourself. A small thing.
Still, a strange tension crept into your shoulders.
Geto had always been easygoing, a casual presence that had never demanded anything from you. But that presence had always been conditional—always shadowed by Gojo’s loud energy, balanced by the familiar push-and-pull of their dynamic.
Now, without that buffer—without Gojo filling the space between you—it felt different.
Not bad, not uncomfortable, just… noticeable.
You smoothed your hand over the fabric of your skirt, fingers tracing absent patterns against the hem.
Maybe it was the anticipation humming beneath your skin. The awareness of the hours still stretched between now and tonight, every moment edged with something undefined.
Maybe it was the way Geto’s name looked on your screen—alone, unaccompanied, as if he existed in a separate context now.
Or maybe it was nothing at all.
You exhaled, slow and steady, before typing out a response.
You: It’s okay, I can just meet you there.
The message sent in an instant. Final.
You locked your phone, setting it facedown against the vanity as if that might quiet the small, unspoken weight in your chest.
Then, a breath.
‘Alright tine to get yourself together…’ You thought to yourself
The routine should have unfolded as usual, the same series of motions you could do half-asleep.
But today, each step carried a little more weight.
You reached for your makeup bag, fingers brushing over familiar products. Concealer smoothed over skin, concealer dabbed beneath your eyes—nothing too heavy, just enough.
A sweep of blush, a touch more than usual. A careful flick of eyeliner, precise and steady, stretching just a little further than the way you usually wore it.
Your reflection stared back at you, almost unchanged—almost.
The brush glided through your hair in slow, deliberate strokes, smoothing flyaways, shaping strands into something more intentional. A little extra effort. Nothing obvious, nothing dramatic, just…more.
The soft chime of a notification pulled you from the mirror. Not Geto—just an email reminder, something about a report due by noon.
A quick glance at the clock on your wall let you know it was time to go.
You grabbed your bag, slipping your phone inside before second-guessing and tucking it into your jacket pocket instead.
Shoes on, keys in hand, one last look around the apartment before stepping out into the crisp morning air.
The city stretched ahead, unchanged, unaware.
But as your footsteps carried you down the shiny tiled stairs, something lingered in your chest—light but steady, like a held breath waiting to be released.
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The clock inched toward 5 p.m., the final minutes of the day ticking away slowly, yet with an urgency you could feel in your bones.
It had been one of the busiest Fridays you’d ever had—emails to answer, reports to review, meetings that bled into each other without any real break. The pressure was constant, a low hum beneath your thoughts, and yet… you were grateful for it.
Grateful that there was no room for your mind to wander, no space for thoughts to spiral.
If today had been any slower, if you’d had even a moment of quiet, you knew exactly where your thoughts would have gone.
To Geto. To tonight.
To the pull in your chest that wouldn’t seem to loosen, no matter how much you tried to ignore it.
You backed up your things a few minutes early, tucking everything into your bag with methodical precision. It wasn’t until you had everything in place, zipper pulled tight, that you realized you were practically holding your breath.
Five o'clock.
Finally.
You stood up, brushing a few loose strands of hair behind your ear, and made your way to the door.
The office was quieting down, the buzz of energy that had filled the room all day beginning to dissipate as everyone else filtered out. You left without another glance back, fingers pressing the button for the elevator.
Outside, the city was as busy as always, people rushing by, their faces a blur. You slipped into the flow, a part of it, but somehow still detached. Every step took you closer to the subway, closer to the anticipation that built in your chest.
It wasn’t that you were nervous, exactly. No, that wasn’t quite right. You were just… unsettled. A kind of restlessness that had no real source.
You pulled your phone from your pocket and typed out a quick message to Geto:
You: On my way over.
The text sent, and within seconds, the three dots blinked back at you.
Geto: See you soon.
You couldn’t help the small smile that tugged at your lips. It was almost a relief that he replied so quickly—something about it soothed the jittery feeling that hadn’t quite settled.
Sliding your phone back into your pocket, you descended the stairs to the platform, your feet tapping lightly against the ground in rhythm with the train’s arrival.
But even as you joined the crowd and boarded the car, your mind drifted to that last time you saw him—the night that felt so far away and yet so close.
It had been just after graduation, the last time you were all together like that.
A night of drinking, good food, and laughter, shared memories of the years behind you, of the moments that had solidified your friendship.
You leaned back against the cold train window, eyes closed for just a moment as you let the memories sweep over you.
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*1 year and 3 months prior — Graduation Celebration at KBBQ*
Graduation had come quicker than expected–It truly felt like a finish line that once felt distant was now suddenly beneath your feet.
The ceremony itself had been a blur—flashes of caps in the air, the hum of applause, the stiff feeling of formalwear that barely felt like your own.
But this? This dinner, this night, this group—this was what felt real.
Somewhere between the first introductions and the years spent studying together, these people had become a constant.
Not just classmates or drinking buddies, but something more—a tangle of friendships built over sleepless nights, library study sessions, and long conversations that stretched past closing hours at your favourite spots.
Gojo had been the first familiar face, but through him, the circle expanded. Geto, quieter but no less magnetic. Shoko, always ready with a sharp remark. Nanami, steady and unwavering. Utahime, initially wary of Gojo’s chaos but undeniably part of the group. Hibara, warm and easygoing, always pulling everyone together.
The group had settled into something comfortable, something natural.
And tonight, for what might be the last time in a while, everyone was here.
The Korean barbeque restaurant buzzed with the warmth of lively conversations and sizzling grills.
The sharp scent of spices and grilled meat filled the air as the plates kept coming, steam rising from the center of the table where everyone sat clustered around.
The group was loud, a mix of voices competing with the hum of the crowd and the crackling sounds of the grill. Gojo's booming laugh punctuated the noise every so often, drawing chuckles from Shoko and Hibara, who were sitting beside from him.
You sat between Utahime and Geto, the cool air from the ceiling fans brushing your skin, just enough to keep the warmth of the meal from becoming too much.
The grill tables were relatively small, so Geto was close, his knee brushing yours under the table as the group passed plates of food around.
He didn’t seem to mind, just as you didn’t, the space between you both shrinking with each subtle shift.
Occasionally, Geto would lean in slightly when he spoke to you, his breath almost grazing your ear as he commented on the food or made a quiet remark about something Gojo had said.
The closeness felt natural—effortless, and yet, in a way, it stood out.
A part of you noticed how much quieter it felt when his voice dropped to a low hum as if sharing something just between you.
Across the table from you, Gojo made some outrageous comment, his animated gestures nearly knocking over his drink, and everyone burst into laughter. Your gaze met Geto’s in the midst of it all—his eyes holding yours for a fraction longer than anyone else’s.
It wasn’t an obvious moment, just a quiet beat where his stare lingered, and you couldn’t help but notice the pull, the intensity beneath it, even if you quickly looked away to join in the laughter.
The evening stretched on, the conversation meandering between stories and jokes, but there was always something in Geto’s attention when it turned toward you.
When plates of food arrived, he was the first to make sure your plate was full, his hand brushing against yours each time as he slid something onto your side of the grill.
"Here," Geto said, his voice steady as he slid a piece of cooked meat onto your plate.
He glanced at you, a quiet certainty in his expression, lips tugging into a small, effortless smile—like he knew something you didn’t.
"Thanks," you replied, your gaze briefly meeting his again before turning back to the others.
His eyes stayed on you for just a second longer than they should have, a quiet intensity hidden behind the casualness of his smile.
There was no hurry in his movements as he leaned back slightly, his attention still fixed on you as you returned to the conversation.
Gojo, sitting directly across from you, noticed how Geto was looking at you. His eyes gleamed with mischief as a knowing smirk grew upon his lips. His hand tapped the edge of his glass as he made sure his gaze found Geto’s.
Before Gojo could say anything, Utahime cut in, her voice light as she dragged Gojo into her conversation.
"I always thought you were the one who thought you were above all the tests and exams, Gojo," she said, a smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth.
"But look at you now. Obviously, you weren’t entirely ‘above’ it all, or you wouldn’t have graduated!."
A laugh bubbled up from you, easy and warm, the playful jab aimed at Gojo hitting the right note.
Geto’s eyes flicked toward you instinctively, a slight shift in his posture as he watched you laugh.
For just a second, his gaze softened, lingering on the way your eyes crinkled and your mouth curved up.
It was subtle, but the way he looked at you in that moment—unobstructed and full of quiet admiration—was impossible to miss, even if you didn’t notice.
Gojo rolled his eyes but couldn’t suppress his own chuckle, clearly unbothered by Utahime’s jab.
"Yeah, yeah, laugh it up. I’m the only one keeping this table from sinking into the abyss of academic mediocrity and you all know it."
His words were light, but his gaze flicked over briefly to Geto again, catching something in the way he sat facing you, the way his attention never seemed to stray too far from you—and Gojo noticed, how could he not?
The night went on, but the unspoken connection between you and Geto never fully slipped away.
Every now and then, when you caught his eye again, there was something that was undeniably there—a spark that he didn’t try to hide, but never overtly acknowledged. It was quiet, comfortable, and real in a way that felt like it had always been.
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You stepped off the subway car, your shoes clicking softly against the platform as you shook off the last remnants of your thoughts.
The evening air outside felt cooler than you expected, the slight breeze tugging at your sleeves as you ascended the stairs.
The weight of your bag settled comfortably against your shoulder, and with every step upward, the tension in your chest seemed to loosen just a little, like a knot unwinding slowly.
The train ride had felt long despite the short distance.
Anticipation had gnawed at you the entire way, but now, with the weight of the day finally behind you, there was a space in your mind where you could let your thoughts breathe.
It was almost calming, knowing that once you stepped out of the subway station, you’d be heading straight to the bar to meet Geto. A casual evening with no expectations.
Just the two of you.
You reached the top of the stairs, the sound of your footsteps fading into the background as you made your way toward the exit.
The station was busy with the usual rush of people, but your eyes were focused on the small patch of city street ahead, imagining the two-minute walk to the bar, the dim lighting, the low hum of voices inside.
But as you turned the corner—
There he was.
Your steps faltered.
Standing just beyond the turnstiles, casually leaning against a pillar, one hand in his pocket, the other offering a small, easy wave.
The half-lit fluorescents cast a soft glow on his face, highlighting the familiar, effortless coolness of him, making everything around him fade just slightly.
Geto. Here.
His expression softened as he watched you stumble a bit over your own feet, and his smile grew just a little, as if he were waiting for you to get your bearings, to process the fact that he was standing here, in front of you, instead of across the table at the bar like you had expected.
"Hey," he said, his voice a touch smoother than usual, though it still held that casual tone that you recognized.

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nothing, and i mean NOTHING, enrages me quite like this message:

like alright?? and i wanna do it again!!!!! i wanna do it on every fucking chapter!!!!! what are you, a cop!!!!!
and that fucking smiley face…

i wanna punch that fucker. and the period before it like ohhhhh myyyy gooooddddd fuck off shut up shut up shut up. i spend an exorbitant amount of energy feeling hatred for that passive agressive motherfucker.
#genuinely that smiley face is my greatest nemesis#i have to believe it hates me just as much as i hate it#/lh but the rage is actually so genuine#archive of our own#ao3#fanfiction#fanfic#cw police mention#tw police mention#payneland#melchritz#palasaki#evilde#evak#patrochilles#fic#otw#organization for transformative works#fanwork#fanworks#yeet my deet#hernst#wendilse#ineffable husbands#boyf riends#klave#vissy#anderperry#described
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unpopular opinion but no fan artist or fan writer should have to "apologise" for their absence or "delay" in updates; and nobody should ask them for explanations if they simply stop publishing their content one random morning. for whatever reason
#fandom complaints#fandom#fandom etiquette#writer#artist#fan writing#fan art#fanwork#fanfiction#fanfic writing#fanart
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Are you in any fandoms you consider to be rare?
Yes
No
#polls#thanks for the poll#fandom poll#poll#ao3#fanficton#fanfic#fandom#fanart#fanartist#fandom things#fan culture#fictional characters#fandom etiquette#fanwork#fanfiction.net#fanfics#fanfiction
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Fluffcember 2024

Heyho.
@alpaca-clouds here!
I was asked whether I would create Fluffcember as an official challenge this year, and I thought to myself: You know what? Why not?
Hence this blog - and a really early posting of the list.
Rules
This is a 1-month-challenge for fluffy fanworks.
All sorts of fanworks (art, writing, graphics) welcome.
We will however not accept any AI-Art or AI-Writing!
SFW and NSFW is both welcome - but please make sure to tag it accordingly.
Tag CWs if you share under this tag!
No minimum or maximum word count for writing!
We will reblog entries during the month of December!
If you have questions: The asks are open!
Full list of prompts under the cut.
Day 01: Roasted Marshmallows
Day 02: Winter Flu
Day 03: Snow Man
Day 04: Christmas Sweater
Day 05: Northern Lights
Day 06: Gingerbread House
Day 07: Condensed Breath
Day 08: Sparkling Snow
Day 09: Sugar Rush
Day 10: Carols
Day 11: Slippery
Day 12: Skiing
Day 13: Fire and Ice
Day 14: Winter Soup
Day 15: Naughty List
Day 16: Chocolate
Day 17: Snowed in
Day 18: Mistletoe
Day 19: Fondue
Day 20: Fairy Tales
Day 21: Cabin in the Snow
Day 22: Winter Storm
Day 23: Confessions
Day 24: Christmas Tree
Day 25: The Perfect Gift
Day 26: Forgiveness
Day 27: Family Gathering
Day 28: Cold Turkey
Day 29: Mint
Day 30: Warming Up
Day 31: Fireworks
Alternatives:
Hot Bath
Fallen Through The Ice
Holiday Decoration
Homecooked Meals
Coming Home
#fluffcember#fluffcember 2024#prompts#writing prompts#fluff prompts#winter#christmas#writing challenge#fanfiction#fanart#fanwork#art prompts#prompt list#inspiration
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„kitty appreciates some sweet milk & cock.“ <33
BoyfriendGrimmjow who loves to buy you pretty and sexy kitty lingerie sets. Letting you wear a furry black long tail, that is stuck inside of your asshole and some fluffy cat ears, in all black with some sexy nylon thigh stockings. He wants to see you crawl around on the floor for him and meowing to get his attention and of course to get his cock inside of you.
BoyfriendGrimmjow who snuggles sleepily into your soft chest in the early morning, being all grumpy and cute as he doesn’t wants to get up. He demands your attention, wants you to stroke his fluffy hair while he purrs contently into your skin.
BoyfriendGrimmjow who has the habit to spend hours on his hair, especially when he is in his resurrection form. He loves to brush his long blue hair for hours or letting you braid it just for fun. He has the prettiest fluffiest hair you could ever imagine, even prettier than yours.
BoyfriendGrimmjow who massages your feet when you had an rough day at work. You don’t even have to ask him twice, he does it with all his heart. (Secretly having an foot fetish lol) Working on your feet with some scented essential oils, his slender hands gliding over your soles like pure magic.
BoyfriendGrimmjow whose favorite Position is the amazing Full Nelson. Grimmjow likes to be in charge and loves holding you all together with his strong hands, while his cock relentlessly pistons into your poor cunt, making boost his arrogant ego even more. Especially when he sees you falling apart in his arms, filling you up to the brim and make you squirt all over him and his hard length.
BoyfriendGrimmjow who loves to drink some sweet milk. You have to buy atleast 5 packs of milk a week just for him. It’s kinda funny but he really just acts sometimes like a cute little kitten who demands his milk or else he gets all grumpy. More than he already is.
BoyfriendGrimmjow who let‘s you ride his face when he‘s needy as fuck. He grinds your body back and forth on his tongue by gripping your ass tightly and working his magic on you. He slurpes all your juices off from your dripping core, until he makes you cum all over his face. His face is sticky and messy, just ready to dive in again until his mouth gets tired but his cock is ready to fuck you.
BoyfriendGrimmjow who won’t let you go out with skimpy short clothes. He trusts you but he hates how men are ogling your beautiful body. He gets incredibly jealous and would likely love to kill these guys for only looking at you. Poor Boy is trying to behave badly on his animal instincts.
BoyfriendGrimmjow whose dick immediately becomes hard, when he only catches a little glimpse of you. He comes to you pushing you roughly down on your knees, freeing his throbbing thick cock from his pants for you ready to suck. He loves when you go all sloppy and rough, while looking up at him with your innocent teary eyes.
BoyfriendGrimmjow who has an massive kink to breed you every single time he fucks you. He loves seeing you being full with his sticky thick cum, stuffed to the brim and ready to explode. Watching how his sperm slowly drips your thighs and ass down, your puffy swollen pussy aching ready to be fucked again.
BoyfriendGrimmjow who reaches your cervix every fucking time his cock thrust deep into you. It was like his cock was made for your beautiful pussy. Your warm moist walls clenching around his hard length comfortably, while his cock slides perfectly in and out your wet sensitive little hole. He makes you see the universe every time he claims you and your pussy again as his own.
Kenpachissluut writes ⋆. 𐙚 ˚
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It always makes me sad when people use fanfic as an insult, not only because I personally write it quite a lot, but because I've read works on ao3 that are pure art. That makes these worlds, characters and relationships really feel real, no matter how crazy the scenario is.
There are works that have made me laugh, cry and even heal a little. Works with gorgeous prose, brilliant character arcs, hilarious jokes and heart wrenching scenes; all being put down because they're 'just fanfiction.' As if fanfiction doesn't come from a place of love, inspiration, creativity and passion.
Yes, there are cringe works out there, but let's not act like the publishing industry has a leg to stand on with that either. Fifty Shades, anyone? Twilight? All those old racist, sexist and homophobic books that we call 'classics?'
Part of the beauty of fanfiction is the freedom and experimentation that comes from it. That it's just a community of people writing what comes into their head and seeing how it turns out. And a lot of times it turns out to be amazing.
So, yeah. It makes me sad when I see people putting fanfic down. Because so many authors have impacted me through their writing, haven't gotten a penny for doing what they do and are getting sneered at by both fans and so-called 'real' writers on top of that.
Anyway, please share and comment some of your favourite fics/authors below or in reblogs. I'm adding my collection full of works and authors I love from a mix of different fandoms.
https://archiveofourown.org/collections/CarefullyCuratedWorksOfArt
#fanfic#ao3#ao3 writer#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction#fanwork#fandom#dc comics#batfamily#batman#batfam#robin#harry potter#interview with the vampire#marvel#iron man#captain america#winter soldier#loki#black panther#just tagging fandoms i like off the top of my head#feel free to add on!#the magnus archives#almost forgot#maraduers#ink takes
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*gently takes your hand*
if you truly want fandom to start feeling fun again and not like stepping into a field of a bunch of hidden explosive mines, your going to have to accept that fandom is going to be full of fanart, fanfiction, ships, and people that you fucking hate.
you cannot say that people should allowed to make whatever fanart or fanfiction or like whatever ships they want to and then exclude certain ships or fanfiction or fanart. Because that’s how we got to the point of people not liking fandoms because of people’s strict definitions on fanart, fanfiction, and ships that are ok and those that are not.
i’m not saying you should just simply stop being uncomfortable with ships/fanfiction/fanart that does make you feel squicked out or uncomfortable. There’s a lot of fanfiction/fanart/ships out there that squick me out. But that’s where it’s important to remember the saying “don’t like; don’t read”. You found the fanfiction you hate; don’t read it. You found this fanart that squicks you out; don’t look at. You found this ship you hate; block/don’t look at the ship’s tag.
Running fanartists, fanwriters, and shippers out of fandoms for making fanworks you deem as “immoral” or “literally illegal” will not help. Simply put, you’re just making fandom seem restrictive.
#talk away ⌞🍵🍋 ⌝#queued post#fandom#fandom problems#fandom issues#purity culture#proship#profic#anti harassment#fanart#fanfiction#shipping#shipcourse#i see people saying that they miss the way fandom used to be#and wish it could go back to what it once was#doing that also means letting people make the fanworks they want to and ship the ships they want to#yes that also includes THOSE fanworks and ships you hate
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What you're willing to do
Ex-bf Logan Howlett x Fem!Reader
summary: You try to retrieve your stuff from Logan's place.
tags: NSFW, hate/disgust, scent obsession, begging, longing, mixed emotions, conflicting feelings, physical anger, makeup sex, mating press, wrap it before you tap it psa, breakdown
Logan woke up at the alarming banging on the front door. He'd wasted yet another night drinking, his eyes adjusting to the new view he found himself in. His coffee table was decorated with brown bottles before him, the comfort of his couch not aiding the noise.
He pushed himself upright, pulling his stomach sideways with a groan. Logan managed to stand up, knocking over a few bottles from the table before going to the door.
You tried your best to find the most unappealing clothes to show up in, but it wasn't helpful that you managed to find the flannel you chose was, in fact, Logan's. As the door swung open, you dropped your extended fist to cross your arms.
You hung your head low, only looking at Logan's dirty jeans. Cocking your jaw, you glanced up at him and met his eyes already on you.
"I'm here for the rest of my stuff," you said, adjusting your eyes over Logan's shoulders to take in the state of the apartment.
You pulled your concern back, knowing it wasn't your place anymore. And it wouldn't be after today.
Logan's eyes took you in, his hand bracing the doorknob. His mouth opened, ready to say something, but stepped aside for you to come in.
You managed to slide past him and inside, narrowly avoiding his body. Logan didn't bother to hold himself back, leaning in to catch a whiff of your hair.
"I've tried calling you," Logan tried, watching you pause at the dining table. It was still dressed the way you'd left it on that disastrous day.
The flowers in the vase were wilting, the petals scattering around the table. Truly a testament to your relationship.
"I know," you responded softly, migrating slowly to take in the living room.
You nodded, your mouth open in disbelief of his coping method. Glaring over your shoulder at him, you scoffed and dropped your arms.
Logan shut the door after you, staring at the back of you as if he could will you to turn around. His mouth stuttered open again, wondering what he could say to get you back to him.
He reached out to touch your elbow, but you immediately shrugged your arm away. You hid a disgruntled shudder, stifling your chest readying with sobs.
"I've been..." you began, only to stop yourself as Logan stepped up behind your back, "busy."
Logan leaned in to smell your hair, his eyes rolling at the familiarity. His hands migrated to your hips, guiding you back into him. You tilted your head, attempting to avoid Logan's hot breath that rolled down your neck.
"I've missed you," Logan huffed, tempting his nose to your ear.
You shook your head, shutting your eyes at remembering your final moments here. Jerking out of his hold, you drew your hand up and swatted Logan's hands away.
"Fuck you," you spat, rushing your way into the bedroom.
Walking through the doorway, you were overcome with the events again. Once again, you felt Logan's breath on your neck. Once again, you felt his body over yours, his words worming into you and making your warm.
You felt his kiss on your mouth, catching yourself to shield it with your hand. Logan lingered where you left him, looking after you once again.
He walked after you, itching to touch you again. His lips tingled at the thought of your lips, watching you walk to the closet. To pause, he sat on the edge of the bed and stared at you, pondering his next move.
You stifled a breath, tearing open his drawers to empty your items to the floor. Your socks tumbled to the hardwood, rolling away in misshapen balls. Your pants, skirts, pajamas, all flowed to your feet unceremoniously.
All of your clothes were before you in a heap, all except your underwear. When you opened the top drawer, expecting your bras to be the separation between your panties and Logan's boxers, you were slightly disheartened at the emptiness.
Logan froze at the questioning look on your face, knowing that you had found something most unpleasant. Or not found something.
You side glared at Logan, wondering it was that he could've hid them. With a deep breath, you parted from the dresser to grab a trash bag from the kitchen.
"Wait, wait, wait," Logan pleaded easily, blocking your exit of the room. "Sweetheart."
His arms were readily held open to embrace you, something tempting to stop the ache within you. His coaxing was always reassuring enough, and this wouldn't be any different.
You held your hands up, attempting to avoid any touch of Logan's. He was venomous, willing to tighten around you to make you his prey. "Logan, please."
Your eyes threatened to water, your teeth gritting as you turned away from him. "I can't, I can't."
Logan witnessed the grueling emotions warring on your face. As he stepped towards you, you wandered further into the room so long as it was away from him.
He didn't say anything else, holding his arms out to welcome you in though not cornering your to do so. Your hands found their way into your hair, slowly feeling the facade of coldness evaporate the more time you spent in a room with him.
You tried to regain yourself, eyes boring at Logan while they burned in anger. Dropping your hands, you pointed at him from your former bedside.
"What the fuck is wrong with you, hmm? You can't fuck me over like this and then want me back!" You yelled, reaching for your pillow and tossing it over at Logan.
He ducked narrowly, allowing your pillow to flop behind him. With glancing behind him at it, he missed ducking the second pillow hurled at his head.
"You're the fucking worst, Logan. I hate you, I hate you!" You bellowed, hoping that speaking the words aloud would rekindle the burn within your chest.
But doing so only threatened more tears, making your nose sting. You gulped, soothing your hoarse throat for a moment as you lifted your chin.
"I'm sorry," Logan said, speaking more into shoulder after being hit with the pillow.
He glanced down at your pillow before his feet, the pillowcase sliding to reveal your hidden underwear.
"I'm fucking sorry, okay?" Logan grit, lifting his head to meet your eyes. "I regret it. I deserve this, I do."
You struggled to blink as Logan cut the distance to you. He grabbed onto your hands, bundling them into fists. "You wanna hit me? Do it. You wanna fucking scream?" Logan leaned into your face, his nose tempting against yours. "Do it. I deserve it. I deserve every fucking slight you have against me, everything..."
Your fists tightened in his hold to a degree you threatened harm to your own hands. His hands held at your wrists for a moment longer, staring down at your lips before letting you loose.
You shut your eyes, slighting your nose away from him. Your fists battered at his chest, giving your all though you felt tired in doing so. When your fists ached, you palmed his chest and shoved him away.
"Fuck you, Logan," you said, quickly eyeing his chest. His beater revealed the slight smattering of his chest hair. You ignored it and shoved him again, a bit harder and wavering his stance. "Fuck you. Fuck you!"
Logan withstood your berating, staring down at you fighting against him with no fight back. He held his hands out again, taking soft grip of your elbows.
"Fuck you, fuck you, I hate you, I hate you!" You repeated, trying to remain tough though you were losing all fight. Your tears finally broke, blinding your fury and making you pause while taking grip of his shirt.
You cried, letting him touch you with gentility you remembered. Your stance wavered, curling your head against his shoulder as you chest heaved.
Logan sniffled in response, his heart stinging at your breakdown. He deserved worse, he knew, ready for you to batter him down and kick him still.
You tilted your head to look up at him, hiccuping more cries back. Logan angled his chin down to look at you, his eyes taking in your ruddy face. This was the worst, witnessing your hurt so openly.
He deserved nothing less than your leaving. He didn't understand why he'd done it, but if he could go back, he would've.
Still, he tried to lean in again, holding his breath as his nose brushed against yours. You whimpered, your eyes fluttering to succumb to his kiss. It was warm yet bitter, the stale beer on his breath nothing less than comforting.
Logan's hold on you tightened, bending to your whim while selfishly taking more of you. He sat, leaving you to follow into his lap. Your knees slid onto the bed, sitting on Logan's lap as your tears tainted your kiss.
He paused, allowing you to breathe, to think about what you were doing. But you eagerly followed after his mouth, squeezing your eyes tighter to will yourself to stop crying.
Logan grimaced, feeling your chest heave against his; you inhaled a sharp breath, biting back another whimper. His hands carefully stayed at your elbows, not wanting to scare you away.
You tugged at Logan's shirt, silently willing him to undress. He did his best, taking his hands back to peel his shirt off. It was a quick break away from your lips, which you made up as soon as it was off.
Logan's hands held at your elbows again, feeling your hands migrate over his shoulders then down to admire the hair on his chest. He expected you to regain your senses, to bite his lip and scramble off of him.
You reached for the buttons of your flannel, tugging the shirt open before shrugging it off of your shoulders. You redirected Logan's hands under your sports bra, instructing your to knead tenderly as you reached to peel it off.
Tossing it behind you, you pushed Logan back onto the bed then went to undo your jeans. Logan looked down your body, following your lead but slower. He watched as you peeled your jeans from your hips along with your panties.
Logan gulped at the sight of you again, his eyes raking over your body in admiration. He wasn't sure what this would mean after, but he hoped that he could make it up to you.
You stood to take off your pants, allowing Logan to do the same with minor hesitation. You paused at the sight of his hardened cock, flopping against his stomach. Your chest burned anew, less with hatred and more with desire.
Climbing back onto the bed, you knelt over Logan while you stared down at him. It felt that you two were crossing a point of no return; your body was hot with the temptation to cut and run.
But you took grip of Logan's cock, noticed his soft seethe at your touch, then slipped his cockhead between your slickened lips.
You lowered onto his cock, a hand bracing out to his chest to meter his length into you. Logan bit back a snarl, tilting his head back to grunt.
He tightened his hands into fists, held them to the bed to not chase you off. Your fingers twitched on his chest, looking to meet his eyes though he was squeezing them shut.
"L-Logan," you whimpered, begging his attention with a slight buck of your hips.
Logan growled, opening his eyes to glare at you from under his brow. He couldn't deny you anymore, grabbing your hips and turning you over on the bed.
"I-I'm sorry," he apologized, nudging his nose against yours while his hands found the backs of your thighs and pushed them up. "I love you."
You gasped as your knees met your sides, angling your ass up for Logan to deepen his length into you. Your hands went for the sides of Logan's face, outwardly moaning against his lips.
He exhaled deeply, growling at the heat of your walls begging him deeper. Logan planted a knee to the bed, rolling his hips into you and earning a pitchy whine.
He started a careful pace, long and hot with his breath wafting down your neck. Logan rested his forehead against yours, squeezing into your thighs while you two shared a few pants unevenly.
"I love you," you declared softly, moaning when Logan stroked deeper.
Your hands circled around his back, digging your short nails into skin and earning his muted grunt. He deserved none of this, ready for you to disconnect from him in retaliation.
You met Logan's deep brown eyes, nudging his nose to kiss him again. You moaned into him, pushing him further into you. Logan lost himself in you, minding his strokes to keep you both engaged.
Your walls clenched around him, taking his kiss harder while you tried to hold on. Your hands slipped down to his ass, gripping him to beg him further in.
You came undone quickly, parting from his kiss to cry out in moans. Logan's name was on your lips, nothing less than pleads of more.
Logan's top lip curled, wanting to snarl but ducking his face into your neck. He came soon after, your needy walls begging his release. He opened his mouth and cried, actual tears dotting your blazing skin in the heavy sighs of euphoria.
"Every day," Logan began, his voice trying its best to not break. "I will make it up to you. I am so sorry. I'm so sorry, baby."
Your eyes fluttered slowly as you stared at the ceiling, the feelings you harbored earlier rushing back to make your eyes water. You choked them back, folding a hand to your mouth as you tried to go back to your hatred, to your disdain, though it faltered as Logan's warm body lay over you.
"I love you," Logan said, raising his head to see your holding back of tears.
He peeled your hand away from your mouth, leaning in to kiss you. "I love you."
You broke into tears again, biting away from his warm lips to turn into the mattress. "I-I..."
Logan understood, overly blinking his eyes before ducking his head to your neck again. "I know I don't deserve you."
Your chest wracked with a sob, one that Logan felt against his.
"But I'm willing to try and make up for it," Logan tried, kissing at your neck.
You tried to relax, only gasping to breathe before Logan's arms curled around you. "I can't say it enough, baby."
He pulled out of you, turning you both on your sides as you curled up before him. Logan ran a hand over your thigh comfortingly, knowing that this wasn't close to forgiveness.
But he would let go when you wanted.
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