#I FILLED UP SO MANY PAGES!!!

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

delighted to report that one of my all-time favorite pastimes CONTINUES to be nerfing the absolute shit out of lucius and watching him figure out how to win Anyway :)

in related news: four (4) hours of writing time on this random-ass wednesday fixed me, more news at 11

[lordofthesillystraws]

18 hours of this guy. i can never get enough.

[mortalant]

Do You have a Lost kin gijinkas??👀

There they are ! I haven’t made a lost kin gijinka until now but I love drawing their helmet

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

i'm desperate to know how many notebooks you have filled with these drawings. i must know, please, i'm on my hands and knees

Most of my comics are drawn on standard letter paper (8.5"x11"), and to date I have filled 23 pages! I usually manage to fit roughly 6-8 comics per page.

Mspaint recreation of the first page!

[sysig]

It’s not going away, so get used to it! (Patreon)

[sleepinglionhearts]

you know I'm constantly thinking of these two

[ectoodle]

Hello! I wanted to ask what made you fall in love with bingqiu?

Hey there!

Ah hmm that's an interesting question, I've never thought about it actually. I like bingqiu a lot, but I never considered it as falling in love with the ship? They're a fun ship to play with and they have a wide range that's pretty flexible so I'm always in my comfort zone drawing them.

I suppose most of the art I draw for bingqiu are a love letter to them, though. And I think that's pretty telling of my brain rot for them 😂

I think the food the fandom cooked up really helped a lot. SV fic writers are on a whole other plane of existence when it comes to analyzing binghe's character and filling in on his journey of healing with sqq by his side. I'm the annoying type of audience that gets bored when the main couple gets together at the end...so when scum villain ended the way it did, mxtx may as well have german suplexed me on the concrete. scum villain is a story that subverts its tropes left and right and the ending was no exception! I love that bingqiu getting together at the end was not an automatic happily ever after, but rather, they still are putting in the work and effort to understand and stay in each other's lives. The glimpse of that path we get in the extras really did solidify my desire to see how bingqiu will continue to stay together--bingmei vs bingge extra was probably the finishing blow for me tho lmao. I couldn't stop thinking about what the heck happened to bingge after he left the sv world that I read a bunch of fics about him and needed to soothe the angst with sv bingqiu

on a side tangent, bingqiu parallels another of my all time ship, nozomizo from liz and the blue bird. mild spoilers if you haven't seen liz, but nozomizo had a similar codependent relationship that needed them both to grow apart as individuals in order to stay together. bingqiu separated unwillingly and binghe's growth as an individual was fueled by betrayal, despair, and that dying glimmer of hope that maybe, maybe shizun could accept him now that they're equals. but they don't. because binghe still hasn't emotionally grown to get past his temper tantrums (thanks xin mo) and sqq is still failing binghe by constantly misunderstanding him. but bingqiu still choose each other, choose to love and support each other, and they refuse to be separated again. whereas nozomizo was a healthy separation with a promise of reunion, bingqiu was fighting through the muddy trenches with a vague hope that the other is reaching out their hands too. i thought it was neat how differently both ships handled their codependency that still guarantees a happy ending, no matter how dirty and bruised they got along the way.

I also think sqq's compassionate narration in regards to binghe's suffering got to me lmao. He truly does care for binghe, and even if naysayers argue it's not romantic, it's undeniable that binghe is special to sqq. although not the best choices, most if not all of his choices were for binghe's best interest (thanks system). sqq had so much heart for binghe that it affected me through the screen too. binghe's abandonment issues and fake wet tears have captivated me. his gap moe as a chuuni emo demonic overlord and wife with a maidenly glass heart has bewitched me body and soul. i want luo binghe to be happy so badly!!

i think that's why bingqiu fascinates me. most of the bingqiu arts i draw are like slice of life vignettes, so without the meat and bones of fanfic diving into bingqiu's messiness, i would not have ascended to this level of brain rot for them...

[pa-pa-plasma]

okay i just marathoned the entirety of ATLA live action & i might do an actual review of it explaining my thoughts more in depth, but the TLDR version basically boils down to this:

if you want to watch Avatar: The Last Airbender, just go watch the 2005 cartoon

[32girassoisdevangogh]

My interpretation for these two.

Compulsory heterosexuality is what I know best when it comes to queer themes so there's a lot of projection there.

[triaelf9]

💕Thank you so much to my new supporter, Shura!!💕

Holy bananas, you got us to 10 stamps!!! That means a SECOND bonus drawing for supporters, WOOO!!! This is wild, the support has been so amazing since I put out the post here, thank you!!!! Getting closer each pledge!!

Support my work & get cool perks: monthly wallpaper, chibi, sketch, Discord roles, Birthday Postcard Club, & more! Plus, a monthly dragon for new & increasing supporters! Patrons can get a discount if they do a yearly pledge!

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There isn't a ton of time left in July, but we are a little under halfway to a bonus Fates Errant page, so hey! XD And I suppose if there are more supporters, I can do a second round of stamps for more bonus sketches XD

[indecisive-dizzy]

why brain whyyyy

i just want to read a book why must it make me paranoid?? I want to Sleep 😭

[amplexadversary]

I hate twitter so fucking much.

[mandaliciously]

Average time per scene 15 minutes.

Except the hands.

[selcouthbuzz]

and in seven years

all my cells will no longer be ones

that were touched by you.

they will have different memories

of different people.

they’ll wiggle around,

they’ll cry and

they’ll throw tantrums

because something

just

doesn’t feel

right.

they’ll scream

and pray

and plead

to bring you back.

and i’ll sit with them

explain to them that

you

are not my missing piece.

they aren’t missing your warmth.

they aren’t missing your hands on mine.

they aren’t missing your laugh.

they’re missing a ghost.

someone who is so

hollow

it’s almost as if

they never existed at all.

they’re missing a beast.

someone who is so

angry

the loudness echoes

through the hollow of his chest.

someone who was the

love of my life.

someone who we aren’t

supposed to crave

or miss

or even think of.

yet here we are.

holding on

because

letting go means

he’s actually gone.

we aren’t the family we talked about having.

we aren’t the stable people who have good sex.

we aren’t the happy couple.

i’m not sure we ever really were.

i’m excited to not be yours in seven years.

i’m ready for my cells to move on

because maybe then i can too.

[00queasy00]

x

[bidokja]

i just realized y'all don't know me well enough to know my habit of taking extensive notes for anything i read/watch and making custom excel spreadsheets for funsies