I hate how much I rely on food. I hate that I have to have food. I hate how much I need food to survive. I hate food.
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The level of confidence I have when I'm starving is unmatched. I'm serving pure cunt.
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so far ive e@ten nothing today, going strong😭
~ chase the feeling of emptiness, the we1ghtl0ss is your reward, l1ght as a 🪶<3
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shoutout to all my fellow disabled people with eds
to the disabled anas and mias who can't work out because they physically can't or sensory wise it isnt tolerable
to the disabled people with BED who people think are slacking off or gross
to the disabled people with sensory issues that play into ARFID
to everyone else disabled with an eating disorder (because i know im not mentioning a lot of situations i could go on and on)
not enough people talk about us in EDed spaces and i just wanted to say i love and appreciate you all, your eating disorders are valid, and to take care of yourself in any way possible
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I'm not even good enough to have an ed, I don't have anything, I'm just a weak b1tch that will be fat and ugly for the rest of her life
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every night i lay down in bed and then im hit with the crushing realisation that ive gained so much and my lw wasn’t perfect but it was better than i’ve ever looked and then i have a panic attack and cry.
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No I absolutely did not just have a meltdown over food wahhhhh🥲
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Any 25yo+ active 4n4 accounts pls reblog ♥
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planning to go out and buy fruit then go makeup shopping!! ill probably burn off some of what i @te when i do that then maybe ill go for a walk or do some sit-ups!! my plan is to stay consistent this month!
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Every time I think I’m close to my goal I realize that I actually want need to be thinner.
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