Not Yours Anymore
Tomura Shigaraki x Reader
WARNINGS: Stalking, Obsessive Behaviour, Mentions of Harassment, Hints of Abuse, Mentions of Murder, Smut (consensual)
He was here again.
Tomura didn’t like the hero who frequented your area, he was your ex after all. It was one of the reasons he fell so hard for you, obsessed over you so much. You left him after you got your own place, it made things a lot easier for Tomura.
It was easier to get in, easier to get out, easier to take things from you, and easier just to watch you. Admire you. Adore you. He wanted to be with you, so badly. He wanted to lay next to you, to hold you when you cried, or help you when you remembered what you’d gone through. Your ex was a hero to society, sure. But he was a monster to you.
Tomura hated him…
But, the hero wasn’t exactly his problem. He didn’t want to step on your toes or hurt you by hurting your ex. What if you still had feelings for that asshole? He didn’t want to ruin your relationship by ripping his arms off and shoving them up his ass.
It wasn’t his call.
Besides, he was content on the side lines for now. He got to steal your hoodies every so often, falling asleep with them wrapped around one of his pillows, letting him pretend it was you. He wasn’t all innocent though, he knew that. He gave your panties back every once in a while, so he wasn’t all bad.
He really wasn’t all that bad.
You were used to much worse.
You had been living in the area for a few months after you left Jerred- er- “Night Lock” as he was known to the public. He was far worse than your little admirer, whoever it was. Jerred was an asshole, through and through. He lied, cheated, manipulated…. He hurt you.
You hated him for what he put you through, and you were elated when you finally left him.
You just wished he’d leave you alone…
It wasn’t like you could tell the police, he was a “hero”, after all. The only people who truly believed you were your closer friends, and they couldn’t do much to help you, or protect you. Security cameras were far too expensive, and you knew he was smart.
He harassed you when you went to work, harassed you when you got home, begged you to get back with him when you were grocery shopping, it made you scream in your pillows at night!
… You were exhausted…
But you weren’t alone. Despite how much you hated him, you knew Jerred well. He didn’t break into places, he didn’t steal meaningless objects, much less your panties. Whoever it was they seemed… Shy.
As demented as it sounded, you were far more scared of Jerred than you were of your new stalker. The stalker didn’t hurt you, didn’t break any of your possessions, didn’t touch you or threaten you or your friends, all they did was… Live in your house when you weren’t there. They slept in your bed and poorly remade it every time. They cleaned up after themselves, and only so often took some of your dirty clothes. They were certainly a pervert though, because you noticed quickly when your panties went missing, only to reappear nice and clean… It was unsettling, but slightly comforting…
You reached your boiling point one day on your way home from work, he grabbed you.
"We need to talk."
"I don't have anything to say to you, let me go-"
"No, you have to listen to me-"
“If you don’t let go of me I will fucking scream. Wanna test it?”
Jerred’s grip tightened, before he let go roughly.
"We have to talk...!"
You pushed past him, “No, we don't...!"
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That same night, you huffed, looking at yourself in the mirror, seeing a hand-shaped bruise on your arm. This was ridiculous, and you were done… You just didn’t know what to do anymore, you were at a loss. Police wouldn’t help you, your friends couldn’t help you…
Going on a walk was your best bet, not only that, you hoped your admirer would be there.
He was. He watched you get grabbed by that “hero”, and he swore it made his blood boil. He couldn’t do anything, just pretend to play on his phone, acting as inconspicuous as possible as he plotted murder. Making sure you got home safe, he noticed almost immediately the change in your routine… You never went on walks…
You stopped in a dark area of the park, which made him stop a good bit behind you, immediately walking to casually lean against a tree, out of your sight.
“I know you're there..."
His blood ran cold… You could’ve been talking to someone else.
“Please I... I don't know what else to do..."
He wasn’t sure if he should… But he hated hearing you suffer like this.
“What is it?”
His voice shocked you, he actually sounded quite nice, you expected someone much more shy. “U-uh… I just… I’m scared… Not of you, but of…”
“Night-whatever-his name is? The hero?”
“Jerred… My ex… H-he’s been-"
"Watching you, I know. What about it?”
“I can’t do anything about it and I’m scared..! I… I need help..”
Tomura rolled his eyes, clicking his tongue, “Call the cops then.”
He could hear you shake your head, “He’s a hero, they won’t… They won’t believe me…” You sighed, “I’ve tried…”
Tomura sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. Of course you had tried before, why wouldn’t you? No wonder you were so scared, there was nothing you could really do.
“Go home… It’s late.”
“Can… Can I see you?”
Shigaraki felt his face flush as his eyes widened, “No. Not yet.”
You frowned and folded in on yourself, taking yourself home for the evening and going to bed.
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The next day you were more than exhausted, but you were mostly unbothered. Work went smoothly, your friends checked in on you… The next day, you expected Jerred to bother you, but you didn’t see him. For another week you didn’t see him, until the police knocked on your door.
The hero Night Lock has been missing.
After you explained yourself to the police and told your friends, you suddenly felt… Like a weight was lifted off of your shoulders. Like you could sleep at night, no longer scared your door would be kicked in, no longer waking up screaming because of the nightmares…
You opened the window to your bedroom and looked out at the nights sky, and you fell to your knees, crying.
Did… Did Tomura do something wrong?
He got rid of your ex for you, made him suffer before killing him too, did you not want him to kill him? You should’ve specified if you wanted him alive- You asked him for help and you were crying!?
“A-are you… T-there..?”
Tomura jumps a bit, but doesn’t move. You sniffle, wiping your face.
“P-please say something…”
He doesn’t, maybe you were setting him up- This was so stupid he should just kill you and move on-
“Thank you…”
He looked at you from where he was, you had your head down, tears dripping onto your thighs, but you were smiling. When you looked out the window, your tear-covered smile shined in the light of the moon.
“T-thank you… Thank you so much…”
It was almost like you were looking right at him, even though he knew you weren’t. You continued crying, oblivious to the noise of your door opening slowly, before he was finally there behind you. He kneeled down next to you, and with a shaky hand he pet the back of your head. You jumped, turning to finally look at him.
You recognised him, too. From the news.
“You’re… You’re Tomura Shigaraki…”
He nodded silently, looking away from you. He didn’t see your smile widen as you hugged him close, pressing yourself into him. His eyes widened and he could feel his heart racing, his face going red.
“W-what the-”
“My secret admirer is the feared villain, Tomura Shigaraki… Tomura Shigaraki saved me~”
“Don’t say that, I’m not a hero-”
“You’re my hero~”
He rolled his eyes, trying to peel you off of him. This is going far different than he expected your first meeting to go. You laughed gently, snuggling into him further, Tomura just patting your head. He could die right now and be happy, but he would rather die than admit that. You two sat like that for a moment, before you giggled.
“What is it..?”
“Tomura, why did you pick me?”
He was silent for a moment, “I don’t know… I saw you break up with him, and thought it was stupid. Why would you leave a hero like that…? I did my own research after that, and when I learned how you dealt with him, I admired you… You’re smart, and strong, and pretty…”
He saw your blush and smirked.
“And then I started watching you…”
He moved slowly, leaning more over you now, the blush on your face deepening.
“And I was hooked….”
That was it. Your whimper made him snap, moving quickly to grab onto you and kiss you. He’s been so good, he’s done far more than your ex ever has for you, he deserves a nice reward. He figured you might fight back, but… You wrapped your arms around his shoulders, grabbing the back of his head and tangling your fist in his hair, moaning into his mouth as you swallowed his tongue.
He kept kissing you, damn near ripping your pyjamas off of your body so he could finally, finally touch you like he’s wanted for so long. He saw the bruise on your arm, and growled.
“No one’ll ever hurt you again…” He said, before kissing you fervently.
You moaned into him again, gripping at his coat as he gripped at your sides, grabbing everything he could, touching every soft part of you he wanted. He was almost shaking by the time he was pulling at his pants, already hard and ready for you- Just for you. And when he looked down at you, you were breathing heavily, your clothes strewn about and still half-on, your face flushed a beautiful red…
You smiled softly at him, moving your hips closer to him.
“Tomura...”
He nodded without a word, pushing into you, and fucking into you like his life depended on it. You damnear screamed in his ear as you wrapped your arms and legs around him, praising him for helping you, thanking him for caring, and if he could talk right now he’d tell you everything…
You didn’t have to thank him, you didn’t have to ask for anything, not anymore… He’d do everything for you.
You were truly perfect…
Inside and out…
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