Words that are very important to schizo-spec and psychotic people because they are the few words that accurately describe our unique and often life-changing experience:
• delusion/delusional
• hallucinate/hallucinating
• psychosis/psychotic
•schizophrenia/schizophrenic
• paranoia/paranoid
• word salad
Please don't use these words incorrectly. It does directly impact us. Yes the meaning of words evolves, but we don't have words to replace these ones. But you have words to replace these if you are using them as descriptors for something evil, unpredictable, selfish, contradictory, scared, misspeaking, etc.
A term for when you sugar-coat your paranoia so that others don't fear you, or to make yourself more comfortable. This doesn't mean your paranoia isn't severe, or that it "isn't real" — this term is to describe how you treat it, or otherwise handle it!
Exclusive to those that are paranoid! For the last day of @puriette's 1200 event: Paranoia and pastel themed!
[PT. Photselle. Pronounced like Foh-stehl. From the words phobia and pastel. A term for when you sugar-coat your paranoia so that others don't fear you, or to make yourself more comfortable. This doesn't mean your paranoia isn't severe, or that it "isn't real" - this term is to describe how you treat it, or otherwise handle it! Exclusive to those that are paranoid! For the last day of @/puriette's 1200 event: Paranoia and pastel themed! .PT end]
Deep down I wanna be worse because I deserve it... I don't wanna be happy, safe, or loved. They are such alienated feelings to me... I deserve to live a life full of misery, because I am evil.