#actually polyfragmented

[the-firefly-jar-system]

here’s a polyfrag/complex DID system meme that i didn’t want to include in the meme dump

enjoy!

ENDOS DNI

[system-of-a-feather]

Okay question to other polyfragmented systems, but do any of you guys have parts that both seem more comfortable identifying and are better described as "stable dissociative fugue states" than parts, fragments or alters?

There are a lot of Riku-adjacent parts and among them, most realize they are "not really the Usual Riku but its minor enough that they more so identify as a dissociative fugue state than a proper fragment"

Its all terminology and how parts talk about themselves, but it was a thought I had which I was curious if others had similar

[petrichorvoices]

i need advice from anyone else with a really fragmented identity. i, specifically Cecil, have an identity that's so much more fragmented than the rest of my already-polyfragmented system. i'm split into several median subsystems, non-median subsystems, and i have so many factives of me

i don't know how to handle it. i want to fuse the subsystems but i need to know why i fragment so much first. i know i have the brunt of our BPD so that's probably part of it, but i still don't get it. am i just unable to face my own identity and actions? i don't know

but i keep fragmenting further and further and i'm trying to do system mapping for the latest subsystem to split off of me and it's too much. i need help. i don't know what to do

[angelbvn]

i feel a big reason we’re polyfragmented / a large system is due to heavy mental trauma.

i’m not saying the physical trauma we’ve endured hasn’t been mental traumatic. but we’ve also experienced specific and explicit mental trauma/torture. i can only imagine how that effects our splitting patterns.

[midnight-soulless-system]

Hi, my name is William. This is sort of venty but I just felt like I should put this out there for other internal programmers who are recovering and maybe feel bad for all the awful shit we've put other alters and fragments through.

It sucks, knowing you caused so many people so much pain and sufferring, but please do remember it's not your fault. You were made to do these things, it is not your fault. People are going to hate you, you're going to be locked up often insys, but I'm proud of you. Trying to change is hard as fuck normally and you're doing this shit with programming. You got this, and I'm sorry if you aren't getting the love and support you deserve during this.

And to the IPs who haven't changed. I love you too. You deserve patience and understanding and love too.

I hope everyone has a great day today and that you eat some good food. Bye.

[renaissance-sys]

casual day in headspace

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headmate .1: [insert spongebob reference here]

headmate .2: “hello my name is caine, i am your bitch” /ref

headmate .3: *paws at you* cult of the lamb? :3c *paws at you* cult of the lamb? :3c *paws at you* cult of the la-

headmate .4: “why hello [headmate], i would like to play a game…” /ref

headmate .5: *VINE BOOM* *VINE BOOM* *VINE BOOM* *VINE BOOM* *VINE BOOM*

headmate .6: “hey everybody, it’s your favorite boi 😼” “GET THE FUCK OUTT” /ref

[bingqiufannumber1]

just saw someone say sysmeds are """"ableist"""" i think we need to bring back public executions im so serious

[insane-cripplepunk]

polyfragmentation is like a pool

a vortex of being

all of our colors blend into something beautiful and Utterly Confusing

[the-firefly-jar-system]

more of my sillygoofiness

(we have an appointment to dye our hair in a few weeks now)

[evilsystem]

being immortal and having DID must be crazy. yeah our boy Carlos hasn't fronted in 300 years and just woke up to the sound of Uptown Funk and started screaming

[botanical-garden-system]

Hey, it’s not your fault. You were just a kid. You may still BE a kid. But I know a few things for certain:

You didn’t ask to be born into this world.

You didn’t ask to be treated the way that you were treated—whether it was by bullies, parents, or other family members.

You didn’t ask to “be a burden” to your caregivers, you deserved that space to be loved and safe

You didn’t ask for your consent to be broken.

You didn’t ask for the shame and guilt someone put you through.

You aren’t bad for something happening to you. You aren’t your trauma.

I’m sorry if you were ever made to feel that way, and I know that may never mean much coming from a stranger, but I know it’s something I wish I heard more.

[midnight-soulless-system]

Term Preferences: System Related

✅System

✅Collective

✅Plural

✅Polyfragmented

❌Polyplex

✅Alters

✅Parts

✅System members

✅Pieces

❌Headmates

❌Sysmates

❌Headfriends

❌Identities

✅Little

✅Syskid

[pplatonic]

about a cofront today

[twiigthetwiink]

my online class is asking me to create an "alter ego" for an assignment. little do they know that

[amity-moonrise]

[the-firefly-jar-system]

doingn great guys /sar /lh