#ana.

[bottledblonde67]

🤲~Handspo~🤲

[anorexicanddontwannarecover]

I don't trust myself anymore with restricting. I keep failing. I've gained all the weight back and even cvtting myself doesnt help anymore.

I've done it before, why can't I do it again?

[2bsk1nnyblog]

TW

Hi🤍 I wanted to share for the first time some bodychecks :

Stats : 38kg for 158cm 🤍

I only have to lose 1kg until I reach my ugw !!

[idontwanttoeatanymore]

hi friends. thinking of getting a nicotine vape to help with cravings. how effective has this been for you guys?

[bare-bonez]

🫀🫀intro🫀🫀

Hi I am Bonez! I am 20 years old.

Pro-rec | anti-fatphobia

Height 5’7

Sw 256lbs

Cw 251lbs

Gw1 225lbs

Gw2 200lbs

Gw3 175lbs

Ugw 150lbs

I am always open to making friends and talking

[wanttobeskinwizard]

"Your ed wants you dead"

Lol ye i want me dead too

Lowkey the point

[adeadgirliving]

Day 18 food diary,

Dinner, (cheat meal kinda .. was rlly craving it)

3piece tenders

Large mashed potatoes

Extra gravy

Biscuit

Snacks,

Flamin Cheetos

Total: 1,300

-yknow I did so good until dinner lmao, it's like as soon as I see my bf I get hungry 😃, it's so much easier eating with him tho 😋, imma just as usual try to get back on it-

[emmelinehq]

Text: Ana

Emmeline: Hi, please can we work this out? I love you, Ana

[conversations-with-the-devil]

A conversation with Ana. Rex

I thought I'd gotten rid of you. I thought you'd gone away. I thought I was better now.

I'll always be here.

Why? I don't need you anymore. I don't want you anymore.

Part of you still wants me. Part of you misses me.

No I don't. I don't miss you. I don't miss being hungry to tye point of pain or sickness. I don't miss forgetting what hunger feels like because I was so used to it that I became numb to it. I don't miss counting my ribs through my t-shirt and I don't miss clothes falling off of me. I don't miss hating myself for finishing a meal. I don't miss panic attacks over food. I don't miss fainting spells and I don't miss my vision blacking out and I don't miss seeing spots. I don't miss how tired my skin was and I don't miss the headaches and I don't miss the cold hands. I don't miss the guilt and I don't miss the self loathing and I don't miss the secrets. I don't miss anything to do with you.

You forgot to mention one thing.

What?

Control. Control over your body. Control over your life. Control over yourself and your urges. Control over your autonomy.

I don't miss that, because I have it. I have control over my body. I have a healthy, safe exercise routine. I enjoy dinners and I enjoy choosing what to eat. I enjoy seeing my body change.

You don't have control over anything else though. Your body could still be better. You don't have autonomy. You don't have free speech. You don't have complete control. That's what you miss about me. That's what you still crave.

That's true. But I know how to get those things in a healthy way without you. Because you never really gave me those things; you just promised me them.

[honeysuckleoats]

to be so small, to be so feather-light and clumsy

[bottledblonde67]

Put your hand up if you feel like a w4nn4rex1c!

[anorexicanddontwannarecover]

Bro having ana is so boring like wdym i just gotta sit here and not eat

It's like impossible if u don't romanticise it otherwise it's too boring lmao

[bare-bonez]

Dinner and its only 100 c@ls

[wanttobeskinwizard]

Got called kinda dead looking but still hot at school

i dont think they refered to my weight but my kinda really dark circles

[adeadgirliving]

Little late day 17 food diary,

Dinner,

Pasta primavera

Total: 530

-i got some much needed cleaning done and hung out with my bf today so overall good day, feeling triggered lmao, but at the same time worried because it's difficult to eat with others and stay low cal. Overall mood confused-

[emmelinehq]

emmeline had been looking down at her phone screen through extremely teary eyes. it had been such a shock to receive the text knowing that what she said to her therapist had the potential to become public knowledge. the woman felt it would make her look worse than she already did but if she was being honest with herself, her own lashing out was doing anyways. wiping away the tears from her face as she felt her chest physically tighten, she looked up from her phone and saw the other. "do you have anything you want to say to me?" she blurted out with little concern for onlookers.

@adrianamartinez