#anorexia quotes

[thinlyq]

Ana Quotes

You decide once and for all that you aren’t going to eat. There are no further decisions.

The secret of success is the consistency to pursue.

Don’t do anything today that you’ll regret tomorrow.

The hungrier you are, the more fat you burn.

I’m not starving myself, I’m perfecting my emptiness.

Thin is forever.

The only freedom left is the freedom to starve.

Pain is only as real as you allow it to be.

Nothing can’t be fixed with hunger and weight loss.

You cannot taste perfection. You feel it.

Hunger won’t betray you like eating will.

Do not give up what you want most for what you want at the moment.

You have to do stuff that average people don’t understand because those are the only good things.

Every time you say “No thank you” to food, you say “Yes please” to thin.

Thin is beautiful. Even thinner is perfection.

I’m a teenage drama queen. I’ll throw up my guts for self esteem.

Denying yourself food is not true deprivation; never being thin is.

I want my collar bones and hips to be as strong as my mind.

The difference between Want and Need is Self Control.

Fat lasts longer than flavour.

A moment on the lips, forever on the hips.

It’s not a diet, its a lifestyle.

Don’t just dream about the change; make the change and be the change. No one will do it for you.

Those skinny girls you envy… When you see them in the cafe, at the mall, at a party, are they eating? No. So, what makes you think you should?

You know what that means? When our tummy is hungry and you don’t give it food, it begins to eat away at your stored fats. Eat away tummy, eat away…

The greasy fry, it does not lie, the truth is written on your thigh.

Food is temptation, once you overcome temptation, you can do anything.

I don’t care if it hurts, I want to have control. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.

It’s always better to fade into nothingness than to have a cheeseburger clog your artery.

If I eat anything, I'll eat everything, so I eat nothing.

I'm not yet a winner. I could be thinner. So I must go throw up dinner.

A flat stomach is nice, but a concave one is perfect.

A woman can never be too blonde, too rich, or too thin!

Those bones don't mean I'm skinny, they mean there's more to lose

Ask me to show you perfect and I will show you a thin person

Blessed are the starving, for they shall teach us not to want.

What the scale says is the most important thing.

Being thin and not eating are signs of true willpower and success.

Like a plant, surely the body can be trained to exist on nothing - to take it's nourishment from the air.

If you have weight to lose, lose it. It wouldn't be there if you weren't supposed to lose it.

Every time I have the opportunity to eat, I have the strength to refuse.

An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist - but ordinary's just not good enough today.

Know that the pain will pass... when it passes... you will be stronger, happier, and more aware.

Everything I want to be, I am, only buried under a layer of fat.

Ana, my friend, my companion.

My scale is never happy, neither am I.

Eat to live, don't live to eat.

Good girls don't swallow.

Just say no and keep your mouth closed.

Thou shall not eat fattening foods without punishing oneself afterwards.

If you wish to grow thinner, diminish your dinner, And take to light claret instead of pale ale; Look down with an utter contempt on butter, And never touch bread till it’s toasted - or stale.

I strive for perfection, I drive myself on that. My dream may be far off, but each kilo that falls off, I am one step closer than before. Knowing I am getting closer, gives me energy to keep going. So I do not give up.

An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person.

Food is a hinderance to your progress.

Don't eat anything today that you'll regret tomorrow.

I can get thinner. I can cut it all off. I can wear low slung Levi's and crop tops and long straight dresses like willowy models, and I will grasp with the breathlessness of being airborn. I can fly and be free. I never realized how easyit was.

I, the hunger artist, rarely disappoint my audience.

Happy or sad, rich or poor, it's better being thin.

If you aren't thin, you aren't attractive.

Being thin is more important that being healthy.

I believe this is the true definition of the word calories and should be written in every dictionary.

Calories are tiny creatures that live in your closet and sew your clothes a little bit tighter every night.

[fuck-that-imstarving]

Girls and boys hear me out, if you're having stomach aches and been bloated everytime you eat, i recommend you to get a digestive tea (it got me a flat stomach in just a night (ive been very bloated lately)). Mine consists of mint, chamomile, licorice, fennel and rooibos. 100% natural. I drink one everytime i start to have stomach aches or if i've eaten something spicy.

It works everytime.

[sunsetsandhope]

daily reminder, food is not your enemy, the number on scale doesn't define you as a person, the size of your clothing has nothing to do with your personality, and if you struggle with ed, recovery, body image issues or body dysmorphia, i hope it will pass and one day it will become a distant memory for us.

[elvendeity]

Aliens & Anorexia, Chris Kraus

[ignorierte-liebe]

Every time you say no thank you to food, you say yes please to thin.

[lain-is-here]

S K I N N I E R

-I'd rather die skinny than live fat -You are not hungry you're just bored -You get to eat when you deserve to.

from downsizingto46:

-1. nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

RESIST or REGRET

three months from now you will thank yourself

lose the weight, not your goal

Don’t say that you want food but can’t have it. Say that you can have food but don’t want too

I cannot control everything but I can control my eating

food is not a reward

overeating will not solve anything

the thinner is the winner

you only fail if you stop trying

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-In 10 mounths you will have forgotten what fast food tastes like but you wil feel what skinny feels.

-everytime you eat there is a 100% change you will regret it .

-IF you eat what you've always eaten, your wheigh that you've always weighed

-I love getting thinner

-hungry to bed, skinny to rise

-just because the food is there , doesnt mean you have to eat it. -''I stopped eating for 3 days so I could be lovely''

-you're strong, dont let them break you

-It all depends on you

-Dont do anything that you'll regret tomorow

-A second on the lips forever on the hips

-self control at the grocery store, healthy foods are good for you

[insufficient-darling]

looked in the mirror today and I couldn't be more ✨disgusted✨

[sadsickandstoned]

Bon appétit

[toomanyfandomsimfanvergent]

I saw your ask for ed requests, I have one that’s lowkey self indulgent: female reader recovers prior to dating Steve but she gets a new job and it messes with her eating schedule and she doesn’t realize she’s slipped back into her old habits until she’s dizzy or passing out and Steve just worries and once he knows he researches everything to try and help you;

If it’s too much just ignore

No, it's not to much. Thank you for trusting me with this! And my dms are always open, I personally had my anorexia come back after having beat it so I know what it's like.

Steve Harrington x Reader

Tags/TW; Eating disorder, anorexia, Steve Harrington x reader, angst with happy ending, fluff, dark thoughts,

You had done it years ago. You had beat anorexia. You didn't feel the need to tell Steve. It wasn't something you felt like sharing with many people. It just seemed easier to pretend it never happened.

Your new job was a lot further from your favorite cafe then usual. You wouldn't be able to go there before you went work like usual. You would have to find something else to eat for breakfast and lunch. It would be fine, it was a minor disturbance and you were recovered.

Steve did not need to know about the new thoughts if self doubt swimming about in your head. What if you relapsed? But it wouldn't happen. You had beaten it a while ago, all traces of self doubt had left your brain. You would be fine.

You begin getting ready for your first day of your new job. You were sever so slightly nervous, but your nerves were nothing compared to your excitement.

As you walked down to the kitchen you realized you should eat. But skipping one meal wouldn't hurt. Right?

You used to do it all the time. Plus if you skip breakfast you don't put on weight first thing in the morning. It would be fine, you would just eat something healthy but a little bit more at lunch.

You knew you should eat. But nothing felt safe. A thousand thoughts raced through your head. There wasn't a safe food for breakfast.

The cafe had been in your schedule for over a year. Steve was unaware of the reason why, but you asked him to go with you weekly. The days you didn't have work you would pick up food for later.

But tomorrow after work you could run to the cafe and pick up breakfast. Only skipping breakfast today would be fine.

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"You look great today!" Your friend Ashley says as you enter the office. She was also oblivious to the demons you had fought before meeting her.

She had no clue that you used to battle daily with invisible demons while living in your own personal hell.

"Thanks, so do you!" You exclaim and glance in a mirror. Skipping breakfast made you appear a little slimmer. You ignore the aching hunger in your stomach and go to your desk.

You would be fine, lunch was only in five hours. And then you would eat something, a little extra calories to make up for skipping breakfast.

What did they have for lunch? At your old work there were plenty of safe foods. And you had a friend who always made sure to have something you felt safe enough to eat. But that friend was left at the last job with your sense of security.

As you walk to your desk you feel strong arms pick you up in a hug before spinning you around. There was only one person who did this.

"Steve!" You exclaim as he sets you down with a quick kiss. He has those stupid sunglasses on, trying to be 'stealthy'.

"That's my name," he says with a smile and you roll your eyes. That wasn't what you meant.

"You look beautiful today," he says with another quick kiss. You smile and realize you have already gotten two compliments today.

"You look pretty good yourself," you reply and Steve smiles at you. His smile made your knees go weak. As cliche as it sounds, Steve made you get butterflies, or made you stay up half the night daydreaming about him.

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You were scared shitless. There were no safe food options at your new job or even nearby, nothing. You panic.

Everything was high carb or high calorie. You began reading on the menu; nothing was under 600 calories.

There was one thing that was pretty good; more of a snack but it was still only 220 calories. That was better then everything else, way better.

You order the snack option with a glass of water. Drinking water was good for weight loss; right? Or was it bad?

You shrug off those thoughts as you begin to eat. Steve loved you the whole time you were recovered. When you both started dating you weighed a bit more then you would of liked.

Steve didn't seem bothered so you never pressed. Soon the insecurities disappeared as you realized how he looks at you.

He looks at you like you were his world. And you were.. but he was also your world and everything else.

As soon as you finish your snack, you feel a little guilty and decide to drink the water later. It would be fine.

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You weren't fine. Before you even realized you were back to your old ways. Skipping breakfast and barely eating lunch. Limiting your water and eating a light dinner.

You didn't even realize either. You had lost five pounds already and wanted to keep going. You thought it was healthy since you hadn't passed out or started getting head aches.

Steve walked over to you, it felt like slow mo. Black spots dotted your vision as you grabbed into the counter for support

Steve was right behind and helped stabilize you as the spots went away. A minor head ache was left behind.

"Yn? What the hell happened? Are you okay?" Steve asked quickly, he was scared. Why would a perfectly healthy person almost faint?

"I'm sorry Steve," you whisper. You almost fainted, you began to realize your ED was back. You should have known skipping those meals would do this.

"Yn, what are you taking about?" Steve asked as he helped you to the couch. You sat down before grabbing his hand and looking at him.

"I, fuck. It's embarrassing," you whisper as he reassures you. You explain everything. From the anorexia you beat years ago, to how you started starving yourself to look skinny.

"It's not embarrassing," Steve says and helps you get ready for bed. He said sleep would help with the migraine pounding in your head.

It confused you, why he left. Probably disgusted with you and going to ghost you.

That's not happened, not at all.

Steve had spent all night at the library and then he called your mom. He had a list of your comfort foods, and fear foods.

He went to a 24/7 mini Mart and picked up every comfort food he could find. Once he left he realized the cafe would open and he could get you one of your most routine comofrt foods there.

He picked that up before going back to your house. He quickly out everything away once he was inside and then you walked out.

"What's this?" You ask. You assumed he was leaving you, then why did he have shopping bags. You smiles sheepishly before picking up a small paper bag.

It was your favorite food from the world's best cafe. You smiled as you walked over and hugged him. He wasn't leaving, he was staying to help fight off the invisible demons which plagued you.

Steve hands it you and you take a breath before taking a bite. You smile and set it down before hugging him again.

"I'm proud of you baby. And I'm going to help you fight every single damn demon that tries to hurt you. The invisible ones or the ones I can see." Steve kisses you before taking the food and leading you to the couch.

"I know you don't normally eat this early, but just know I love you. And your weight doesn't matter. Eat what you can, I'm proud no matter what," Steve comforts and you almost cry.

No one had ever been that supportive. You can't help the smile that tugs at your lips as you crawl into his lap. He was going to help you.

He also wasn't going to leave you.

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[fiction-quotes]

I knew what he wanted to hear. He couldn't stand me being sick. Nobody can. They only want to hear that you're healing, you're in recovery, taking it one day at a time. If you're locked into sick, you should stop wasting their time and just get dead.

  —  Wintergirls (Laurie Halse Anderson)

[mydeardeathnotes]

Yo sólo quiero estar delgada, me da igual cuál sea el precio que tenga que pagar. Si es la muerte, créeme que lo pago.

[died-with-my-loves]

I hate myself for how much weight I've gained. Every single gram of fat attached to my body is like little pieces of failure.

Every moment i see myself in the mirror i want to cry. I miss waking up feeling the pounds waisted away from the night.

Now i feel nothing. Except regret.

I will be thin again.

Today is fast day #1.

[fuck-that-imstarving]

Is there a name for when you wanna be the perfect human and at the same time wanna take anything that can drug you and make you chill for a good while.

[cookiereading]

Anorexia is regal, in control, all-powerful. Bulimia is out of control, chaotic, pathetic. Poor man’s anorexia. I have friends with anorexia, and I can tell they pity me. I know they know because anyone with an eating disorder can tell when anyone else has an eating disorder. It’s like a secret code you can’t help but pick up on.

Mccurdy, Jennette. I'm Glad My Mom Died (p. 209). Simon & Schuster. Kindle Edition.

[multilingualbbg]

[fionna-cookie]

Me, watching a movie with an bulimic woman who tries to purge 1 bite of cake: "Ok. First thing darling... One bite of cake?! Second... You are not gonna get this easily out darling. Just freaking stop it!"

And at this time I realized I have way too much experience.