#anyway u guys have been so loving lately so 💕💕

[salt-n-salt]

U HAVE ALL BEEN SWEETIE PIES FOR DRAWING KENDALL SO IM RETURNING THE FAVOR !!! KENDALL HANGING OUT W U ALL !!!!!!

FT. beau ( @fuerrziah ), atlas ( @ryliith ), callum ( @oorangesoda ) and august ( @fishyfarms ) !!!!!!!!!!!

💕💕💕

[usagiarchive]

tired and loved — jing yuan x reader

sypnosis. [ 0.4k words. fluff + baby yanqing ]

usagi's note: hey i hate work and i WISH jing yuan was real so he'd do this to me 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 ALSO REQUESTS ARE OPEN !!

You came home late.

This wasn't unusual, often times, Jing Yuan came home earlier than you did, and for the past week, that had been your arrangement.

He'd come home just before the sun had set and you'd come home far past when the sun dipped in the sky.

Today, however, was even later than usual.

It had been close to midnight when Mimi perked up and trudged towards the front door, she'd always been the first one to meet you after all.

When your face emerged from behind the gate, you smiled wearily.

“I'm home,” you say as you pet Mimi.

Jing Yuan dutifully takes your bag and places a hand on the small of your back to lead you inside your home.

“Have you had dinner?” He asks, he worries.

You shake your head and he shifts the course of your steps towards the dining room.

Dutifully, your lover heats up the meal he's cooked earlier. The knowledge that he cooked for you settles warm in your heart.

He tells you about his day as he cooks, and you know he refrains from asking about yours in the event that something bad has happened.

He knows you'll tell him if you wish, anyway.

He lovingly looks at you as you eat, nursing his own cup of tea in lieu of dining together.

When you finish up, you opt to was the dishes but he shoos you away to spend time with Mimi instead. You take him up on that offer.

…

He finds you asleep on Mimi the moment he finishes the dishes.

Jing Yuan sighs lovingly and carries you to the bedroom, changing you into pajamas and putting your scrubs into the laundry basket.

Yanqing, only seven and missing a tooth, pops his head into the bedroom.

“Is Mama asleep?” he asks.

“Mama is asleep, yes, come,”

The kid trods towards the bed and Yuan lifts him to help him get on.

“Mama needs to do her skincare!” He whispers.

Your lover smiles, glad at the fact that Yanqing knows what you do.

“Can I help?” he asks, looking up at Jing Yuan.

“Yes, baobei, you can,”

…

In the morning, when you wake up, you'll find that not only had your makeup been removed, your skincare had been done as well, but you'll also find that you've been given a day off by Lady Bailu.

The best part? A breakfast in bed surprise made by your dearests.

usagi's note: im currently thinking of making a connected one-shot series, like u guys can read them as stand alones but they're all connected, and it's all abt reader being jing yuan's spouse like ?!?!?!? this idea is eating my brain

mydei ideas too like what the hell im gonna play the quest to characterize him better i swear !!! im currently focused on hsr cuz my kuya is piloting my genshin acc, he's building my characters for me cuz idk how the genshin one is so bad, like i have good builds in hsr, but genshin is just eugh

TELL ME WHAT U THINK, FEED A STARVING WRITER COMMENTS !!! 💕💕💕

@usagiarchive 2025. do not repost, translate, or use for AI. reblogs, likes, and comments are very appreciated!!

[pansy-picnics]

hi:3

im veryyyyy much a lurker i do not put myslef "out there" alot(most of my asks r to my mutuals but im TRYING to het out of mh shell so...)

ANYWYAS HAI:3 uhhh one of ur uknighted dream/new dream kids looks reallh pretyy(i think its the oldest one idk hlp), BTW I LOVE emery but i wanna know more about the ukd kids, so like if u have the past posts u made about them or like... IDK HELP i just wanna know more aboutvtjem bcuz ive seen them a couple times and theyre really cutie☹️

also like i scream whenever you use she/her on hugo because YOU LITERALLY GET IT LIEK OMG🙏🙏🙏 i apologize this is very rambly but liek ur art is so sosososoososo pretty & ur hcs and aus and AUGH iys so GRASHSH, so like ya byebhue:33

AHHH THANK YOU FOR THE ASK IM SOSO HAPPY 🥹🥹💕💕💕 I LOVE ALL MY LURKERS BUT I LOVE IT SM WHEN YOU GUYS COMMENT OR ASK ME STUFF TEEHEE

All three of the ukd kids are GORGEOUS ngl so i assume you’re thinking of ilmari but i can’t rule out the twins either…..Eugene and raps have some good ass genes I’ll tell you that.

Also i’m glad people appreciate my feminization of hugo. I just she/her him by default atp i refuse to hide it any longer this is what the WOKE LEFT WANTS!!!!! He’s so androgynous it’s like if a man and a woman had a baby. I need to kick that f slur into the sun

Anyways…Ough….I HAVE been neglecting the ukd kids a lot lately though i hate to admit it. i love them just as much and i know what’s going on with them too… but the truth is their characters just didn’t “click” into place quite as well emery’s did i think

To be quite honest emery came to me in a vision. Like. “Eccentric cutesy teenage girl who reads bad smut and practices dubiously ethical medicine”. And that is the perfect archetype to me. Literally no notes. Ilmari and the twins on the other hand have….Taken a little longer to perfect. and ive had a LOT of people tell me they want to know more about them but i just haven’t gotten to it yet. Sometimes i wonder why emery is the fan favorite but then i remember i Barely talk about anyone else so. Oops

I have a pretty good idea of them now though i THINK? so i for SURE need to infodump AHSJSJDJFFG Ill put the rest of my more detailed thoughts below the cut uhhhh

Uhhh. Basically. Ryder is the golden child whos really expressive and energetic like raps but very anxious and neurotic. He’s honestly kind of the straight man of yhe group. Most people think it’s ilmari but this is Wrong. Eldest child syndrome despite being the middle child. Workaholic but he fucking hates his job. Stressed out 24/7 and hasn’t slept in 2 weeks. needs to be liked by EVERYONE or he will DIE.

Alina is the baby she’s kinda varian and cass core. Always in the shadow of ryder or ilmari, but shes had support where it matters, so she’s never really cared. She was the shy quiet kid growing up but now he is full of Rage. very clingy, headstrong and stubborn. Strong leader and always tries to take control but his older siblings dont rlly take him seriously. Kind of a smartass and a drama queen but specifically in an old hollywood detective kind of way

ilmari……quiet, blunt, dry and emotionally unavailable. Horse girl and the king of not giving a fuck. they’re a free spirit, and since they were the first to leave the nest theyre always just kinda Wandering. Doesn’t speak unless spoken to. They typically come off as very weird and unsettling, but they are very gentle and compassionate when it comes down to it, they’re just Bad at feelings. They’re silly i promise but they have that like dry ass adira ttpe humor.

I think one of the main reasons the twins are so hard for me to describe is bc i’ve failed to disclose their Main Gimmick, which is that they’re meant to start out as the the typical boy/girl twin trope— where ones shy, anxious and kinda nerdy, and the other one is charismatic, eccentric and extroverted— but by their teenage years, they’ve pretty much completely swapped in every regard: fashion sense and presentation, personality, mannerisms, etc.

they both have some core traits that are stuck to them for their entire lives, and are obviously still undeniably the same characters, but their overall archetypes kind of swap entirely.

as little kids, alina is the timid, reserved, kind of fluttershy-esque type, and is a bit more of the observant, logical “by-the-books” one. meanwhile ryder is the bouncy, outspoken wild child, to the point of being kind of ditzy and careless at times, but hes very emotional and has no trouble making his voice heard.

as they get older, though, alina, with a strong support system, is eventually able to find his voice and speak up for himself, and after years of being silent, he becomes kind of the rebel of the family. he’s intelligent, calculated, and very stubborn about what he believes in. plus, shes spent most of her life observing, so she has a very good understanding of whats going on around her- and a passion for leadership that’s reminiscent of cassandra’s. alina ends up being a very hardheaded, outspoken and emotional individual who’s eager to take a stand and is deeply afraid of being a burden on her loved ones, or worse, never accomplishing anything at all. She is also Soooo fucking angry like all the time and she NEEDS constant validation SO BAD or she will DIE. #Teenagerthings.

Meanwhile ryder, as coronas Golden Child, has the most pressure on him out of all the kids, and slowly becomes more anxious and closed off as he gets older. at his core he’s compassionate, creative, and kind of weird and snarky, but he gets lost in his own head very easily. he cares WAYYYYY too much what other people think of him and is 100% willing to just. Change and/or destroy himself to meet other peoples expectations. this is why he is a horrible choice for coronas heir and unfortunately, because hes REALLY good at masking, it takes everyone WAY TOO LONG to realize this. Even when he learns some decent coping mechanisms ryder always remains kind of a workaholic, neurotic and anxious person. Massive perfectionist also. he has ISSUES. 😭😭😭

the court: We’ve made the perfect heir for corona

rapunzel, gesturing to ryder: You fucked up my perfectly good kid is what you did!!!! Look at him!!!! He’s got anxiety!!!!!!

ILMARI!! ILMARI MY BABYGIRL!!!!!! Ilmaris honestly so so SO bad at feelings they are so distant but i swear they TRY THEIR BEST they just have AUTISM 😭🙏Unlike the twins ilmari doesn’t really have a huge change in character LOL…But i need to talk more about the trios dynamic, cuz they’re all VERY close especially when they were little. Once ilmaris traveling on their own, though, their relationship is a little more strained……..like i said ilmari is very much a wanderer, and they don’t write much either. Obviously they send like monthly letters to ukd out of obligation (cass and eugene especially get CRAZY paranoid otherwise…..) as well as some gifts to the family whenever they can but. Their letters highkey read like business emails LOL.

Ilmaris in a weird place where they do truly care about their family but like….They still feel a big disconnect from their identity and relationships in general. The emotional neglect from their birth mother and the autism have mixed together in the worst way possible and emotions are just never something they really Get.

I think especially in early adulthood they dont really have anywhere where they truly feel like they belong- So they kinda just fuck off to do whatever. They don’t see much of a need to communicate with anyone, mostly cuz i dont think it clicks in their head that people might Want to know about that stuff GAHAHAHAAHA

this is hard on ukd and the twins who end up feeling like mari just…. slips in and out of their lives so easily 💔 DO NOT FRET THOUGH!!!!! They do visit and they improve at communicating over time….their letters are still Corporate email core but they’re more frequent at least. And they eventually come back to corona for good to take over the library when var and hugo retire

Uhhhh I think thats it for rn this is kind of just me screaming incoherently but this ask has made me start working on a new art post abt the ukd kids FOR THE MASSES. 🤞🤞🤞🤞 i need you guys to understand my autistic brainwaves. Heres some incorrect quotes i did with them also cuz they’re sillyyyyyy

[scremogirl]

HEAR ME OUT PLS!... reader whos fine w casually/non casually/no romantic fucking... this prompt is sickening LITERALLY as long as reader gets birth control/condoms theyre ay-okay with it

(doesnt need 2 be added:D FIND WHAT U THINK SUITS UR WRITING ATM)

example js

reader scrolling on their phone while nerd is rearranging their guts

or

council president railing reader while theyre in a mating press on a chair

or

childhood friend who didnt even have to ask you to take care of their problem since middle school(?)

seems like NONCHALANT!Reader but this reader just doesnt care abt what they want and just cares for their friends...in their own way...Add whatever u like sosa!!!! <3

stawppp it.

(presents an AFAB reader)

Yandere! Nerd has been so pent up lately and never has time to relive his stress. With all the club meetings, preparing for college and the love of his life ignoring him, it's obvious he's got a lot on his plate. Therefore, when he finally has the time to let loose, there's no way he could bother with protection.

"Please, baby? I know how much you like it raw anyways. You're still on the pill right? oh what he hell, it's not like you care that much. You have been a little snippy with him lately so he deserves this much. The only problem with is that you can't be bothered with putting in that much effort. So here you are now laying flat on your stomach while Yandere! Nerd pounds your brains out.

"Ugh fuckkk angel, it feels so gooddd," his heavy breathing and the light blush on your cheeks make you clench around him harder. You make him pull out as you roll yourself over on your back. You grab your phone again as he shoves himself back in you. You angle your camera to where your hips meet, occasionally aiming it at his face. He cums so much that when he pulls out some of it lands in the camera lens.

!Ping!

Angel😇💕💍: 1 attachment

Angel😇💕💍: srry I can't be there tdy. cramps and what not.

enjoy this instead :p

When do you get off your period again?

Sigh. How's he supposed to work like this?

Yandere! Council president rubs his temples and lets out a deep sigh of frustration. The council is having an after school celebration along with some club members because of last weeks fundraiser.

They did well but someone needs to count all of the funds and there's no way he'll trust anyone else do it.

He stands from his chair opening the door, on his way to tell them to keep it down bug to his surprise your on the other side of the door.

"What're you doing here?"

"I go to school here," he sighs at your blunt behavior.

“Yes, I know that. I mean what are you doing at school after hours?" you held up a bag of food and he already knew what you were gonna say before you said it. He opens the door to let you in, relived that at least one thing can cheer him up.

"Besides." you continue

"I'm horny. I was gonna get a quick one out before I went back but then I remembered you were here. I can obviously see your not feeling well and Im in the mood for something rough: take it out on me,"

The chair bangs against the table as you legs are pressed against your head. Who knew you were this flexible? He'll have to keep that in mind for later, right now he's focused on shooting his load as deep as he can. The music outweighs your moans and isn't until you here a loud bang on the door that you stop.

"(Y/N)? You in there? We're about to start truth or dare. Julie's gonna dare Chris to jump ass naked into the school pool. You don't wanna miss it." says a voice from outside the door.

“I’ll - fuck I'll be out in a second. Ate to much, ugh dip y'know; a little full," and with that they leave.

Yandere! CP turns your face towards him with an animalistic sneer.

"The only thing you'll be full of is my cum."

Please take a plan B 🙏🏾

(You guys are seniors here!!!)

Everyone's masturabted before, let's be honest.

Curious minds wanting to feed their growing sexual appetite. So when Yandere! Childhood friend came to you about his little problem, it was your duty as his best friend to help.

"(Y/N) it hurtssss! Just look how red the tip is!" on queue it twitches and pulses under your gaze.

Jeez the guy has no shame does he? He grabs the base, stroking his hard cock under his strong palm. It didn't take you much conniving since you were already on your knees before him.

"Oh shit baby! Gonna let me pump it all down your throat? Ughh, gonna-gonna milk all of it outta me princess I swear,” he says between pants, continuing throat fuck you. His orgasm nears as he grabs the base of your neck and forces you down on him. Spit and cum dribbling down your child and into your chest. He paints your face and swipes his fingers on your face before forcing it back into your mouth. After you all cleaned, you stand to your knees After you all cleaned, you stand to your knees sitting on the couch turning on Lilo and Stitch.

"Make some popcorn for us will ya?"

You literally suck the soul outta him and then ask him to do something other than go another round; he’s gonna do it but damn 😭

[hijacksecrets]

HI I KNOW THIS IS A BIT LATE BUT I JUST FOUND UR TWO POSTS ABT THE HIJACK TROLLHUNTERS AU (all series i am absolutely obsessed with) AND IT IS EVERYTHING TO MEEEE

As if ur art didnt already devastate me enough on a daily basis, a ROTG X HTTYD X TOA CROSSOVER???????? I am going batshit crazy i love ur idea of hiccup being the trollhunter and jack being a changeling without knowing, and the designs for the guardians,,,, omg this is so insane i never thought i’d live to see the day

Anyways please disregard my insanity, but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I NEEEDDD TO KNOW MORE ABT THIS IF U WOULDNT MIND ID LOVE IF U WOULD LITERALLY JUST DUMP EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING U HAVE ON THIS AU CAUSE I NEED TO BRAINROT ON IT FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS 😩

LOTS OF LOVEE 💕💕💕💖💖 (I literally thrive off ur art. Thank you for your service to the proud nation of Hijack 🫡 )

Hey man, I appreciate it! I'm glad you like the AU!! Unfortunately like I've said in other posts, I really don't have any more ideas, everything I had for this AU has been said already sdkljfdkjlsdkjf

I don't know if i properly tagged everything, though, so I'll link all the stuff I said/came up with for the AU for you, but otherwise I've given anyone free reign to take the AU and what I've made and to run with it, because I really can't think of much else and my interests have moved on.

Main post

Info answering an ask

ask answer reguarding on my perspective on Douxie

smaller ask answer

Comic of Jack inspired by an ask

ask answer on why we chose hiccup and not jack for trollhunter

finally, my post giving permission for you guys to do whatever you want with the au and explaining why I'm not gonna make more trollhunter AU stuff <3

[toxycodone]

repeating to myself "its 3 am and im about to be on my period i cant trust my emotions" over and over and over and over again trying desperately not to lose my mind or panic. because for some reason every time i get like this i panic my antidepressants have randomly stopped working and im going to be stuck like this forever?? despite that??? historically never having been the case????

idk. im trying to fix it by listening to some sick jams and imagining my favorite fictional characters being so in love with me it makes them look stupid. and like. idk its working ig.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? i was scrolling back thru my dash looking at everything ppl i follow have posted over the last day or two (for context i dont follow many ppl and i dont check my dash every day so i just catch up all at once every couple days) and i saw a post of urs and like. i dont even remember what it was imma be honest but i was like oh.... oxy.... oxy the beloved.... and honestly just remembering you exist on this earth cheered me up somewhat i think you need to be bottled up and sold as antidepressants.

ANYWAY YEAH SORRY FOR RAMBLING. but just like. waoh you are so cool and ebic. and you existing is so cool you are a ray of sunshine i love you keep being you cuz it is v cool. (im so bad w words but just like. yeah. idk. im overly emotional rn and felt like telling u i love you despite not really knowing you. or you knowing me. its just so cool the internet is so magical that i can hear your insane thoughts about that loser boyfriend from mouthwashing you have and it can make me bettter when im up late at night about to cry. the world is a magical place its so insane this is the timeline im in)

-a very sleep deprived and overly emotional maractus anon

THIS IS SOOOOO SWEEET GOOD I LOVE THIS….

waaaaaaaah the feeling is ENTIRELY mutual dude. Like. The fact that hey!!! My silly little ramblings and crap make people happy!!! Waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!! I love you guys bunches and I’m sir glad u guys are all here <3 yay <3

you don’t have to apologize hehehehehehehe I yap all the time I love 💕 reading yaps 💕 you are very cute and sweet I’m so happy you’re here on my blog 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[cadaverousdecay]

leafyyyy i love u i hope u have a good day/night. i’ve been having sleep paralysis nightmares lately and theyre SO SCARY. one time it was the classic “demon at the side of your bed” but another one was a scary guy in a twitter post speaking to me and i was trapped forever:( anyway what’s new with you! how is your tummy🥺

ANGELLLL 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 i love you too so so much i hope youre having a good day/night too! oh god that sounds horrible :((( i hope those go away soon. not much is new here, just trying to get by day to day. ive been wanting to read more but its hard to focus enough to read more than a little bit at a time ;-; but im getting there. and ive been doing a lot better actually! i had a long stretch of nausea and acid reflux n all that but for the past week or so its been fine :] howre you? whats new with you??? I L Y ! ! ! <333333

[stunie]

EEEEEEH !! I'm sending you this so late omg ,, so sorry evie 🤧

but aaahh I'm so glad you started watching silence of the lambs !! it will def give u "what have I just witnessed" vibes, but it's really a masterpiece at heart ♡ also the ending.. i- I'm just gonna stay quiet for now... 🫣

OOH also how's uni life going? hope everything's amazing, and your new surroundings are treating you well 🤧🩷

let me keep my rambling short this time hihii, take good care of yourself evieee, mwuah 💕

[ 🎀 ]

you’re totally okay omg??? hi 🎀 welcome :>

YAYYY OMG ITS SO GOOD SO FAR. i really need to finish the second half on one of the less busy nights > < i want to see the ending in question. i wanna see the weird guy talk a lil more because he’s so . . HOW do u know so much. YK???

UNI !! aaa today was my first day on campus !!! i didn’t have class bahahha but i picked up a last min shift (i was planning on roaming campus a bit anyways!!!) EEEE N IT WAS FUN !!! i got to take pics for all the freshmen n their IDs n whatnot > <

ah and i went to the uni’s gym after !!! it was packed hehe i didn’t see the people i normally do unfortunately BUT. i think they’re avoiding it since it tends to get busy the first week or so :O?!

I TOOK A HUGE NAP. i woke up um. like that bear gif. im still waking up a bit

HOWEVER omg how have you been ?! don’t worry about keeping things short !! i love to hear ^ ^ PLS TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF AS WELL AAA 🫂

[strongheartneteyam]

💌 A messy open letter/life update to my moots, readers and followers (?)

MY LOVES MY ANGELS HI!!!

IM SO SORRY FOR NEGLECTING Y'ALL FOR SO LONG my kitten is just now healed enough (not fully healed yet. she still has sutures) for me to be able to let her walk around the room and play by herself without being too dangerous for her health and I FINALLY was able to sleep more these last 4 days (I didn't talk to ANY of my friends for 3 days bc all I could do was sleep - even during the day, like, a lot - watch movies n read a bit (books, not fanfiction)/study neuroscience and anatomy a bit) so, now, I'm only like 70% recovered from so much sleep deprivation (being an amateur nurse for a spayed kitten and also doing house chores, mostly by yourself, ain't easy) and I've been logging in here for like only 30 minutes up to a maximum of like 1 hour or so, and not even everyday, just editing some stuff on my posted fanfiction/checking my notifications, messages, asks and OMG you guys are AMAZING!!! So much love that I'm receiving, from moots, readers, followers or even people who I don't think follow me but they support my works somehow, even after me being gone for this long while... IM SO THANKFUL AND MOVED!!! I love this fandom SO MUCH! I have no words!! I've been in many fandoms in my life and the Avatar one is by far the most supportive, peaceful - to a certain extent - and full of good energy and love! I PROMISE I will get to answer y'all soon enough!

And about the talk that's been going on about the fandom dying, DONT U WORRY MY BABIES, MOMMA VICTÓRIA AINT GOING NOWHERE! Speaking for me, at least, this tall blue aliens obsession is NOT something temporary! I'll be writing my lil stories for y'all forever, if I'm able to (lol) 🤍 I've loved Avatar since the first time I watched the 2009 movie, back when it was released and I was a child, and now that I'm a grown woman in her 20s, I still feel such a big connection to this fictional universe, in a literal spiritual level. I was a pagan/had a witchy/nature based spirituality for years of my life, tho I'm not pagan anymore, since I slowly realized I never truly believed in the pagan gods and magick, but, instead, I just see God in nature and see it as sacred and something that should be respected and taken care of, instead of destroyed. I also have indigenous heritage from my great grandmother, love my indigenous culture, live in a small town, next to the countryside, always felt crazily connected to nature and the Universe and been deeply fascinated by space, aliens, sci-fi, fantasy, always been called a "hippie" by people, either to tease me playfully or to try to make me feel bad for being a bit too much like Kiri Sully (istg me and Kiri are one and the same) so, this fandom serves me JUST RIGHT 😅🫀✨🌱👽💕 I'm here to stay and I WILL help keep this wonderful fandom alive!!! 💖

Anyways... I feel like I already "talked" way too much lol I'm wordy, sorry 🥲 but that's one of the reasons I can write well, so... it's got its bad and its good side ahaha

Speaking of writing, I have like 6 to 7 chapters of Realize where you belong saved (only need to edit and fill in some gaps) bc, even in the middle of so much physical and mental working, I'VE BEEN SO BLESSED with inspiration and been able to write A LOT lately, in the wee free time I've been having, so... if you're reading this fanfiction, I might be updating it later today or tomorrow!

Hope you're all doing good and taking care of yourselves! I've been trying to! I LOVE Y'ALL TO THE MOON AND BACK 💘

With love, your messy and a bit crazy but honest and caring fanfiction writer,

Victória ♡

[callsign-rogueone]

It’s been way past 30 mins, but sending anyway just because I love you 💕

What’s your favorite thing about writing/what got you into writing?

-fw-gt

and this response is way past due lol oops

what got me into writing was my middle school friend introducing me to the strange new world of Dr. Who fanfiction. that was a very short-lived phase for me, since I wasn't really into the show, but the idea that I could write about other people's characters just... doing stuff was life changing. literally.

I've made so many friends through fic and fandom since then (love u all) and writing in already-developed worlds has really helped me with my composition skills! I'm very very slowly writing a fluffy but also deeply emotional romance novel on the side that we won't talk about (unless you ask, then I'll tell you everything. I'm actually in love with it, but it needs some spaghetti throwing and accuracy checks before it can go much further, hence why it's on the back burner lol)

my favorite thing about writing... I can't pick one, so here's two (you know how indecisive I am.)

I said this above but the community and the friends I've made!! the social aspect is definitely a big part of it for me. being able to talk about all this and play sandbox with y'all (see my last post lol) is so fun and has helped brighten each one of my days for the last six months (I started writing FW in January. that's wild to think about.) I'd been posting on this blog on and off with diff fandoms and random stuff for years, but nothing has stuck like fourth wing, and that's 1000% because of y'all. muah.

it's an outlet for me personally. this all started with Garrick and Angel, which I honestly didn't think would go anywhere. when I posted it, I told myself I would be happy if it got two likes, because I wrote it for myself -- Angel is me, just in a different universe. she's got chronic pain, anxiety, and a lot of the personality traits I have. and while I promise you I will never assign physical traits to the girls in my writing, since they're a reader insert, and I want all of us girls to be included and be able to "be" Angel, or Darling, etc., I'll admit that Angel is implied to be on the thicker side, since she's me, lmao. but I think it's still neutral enough, since gare is a giant, so he's bigger than any of us. love me a big boi. I want to feel small too, okay 🥺

anyway, the idea of having someone like Garrick be there for her through that all is helpful to me. it's a little escape from my current situation, a daydream of sorts, without pretending that I'm healthy or not in pain, but actually acknowledging that and making it part of the story, having Angel have a reason she's in pain all the time -- I say, as I'm laying here, answering asks because I can't sleep because of this mystery illness and the pain it's causing me right now lmao

similarly, and in a combo of both points: hearing from you guys that you feel seen in the girlfriends, or that my work cheers you up, that kind of stuff. seeing that y'all relate to the girls is heartbreaking sometimes, especially the ones that have been through the wringer (honestly, they've all been through the wringer, but you know what I mean -- the more anxious, insecure ones) but also it makes me feel like my thoughts are worth writing down and editing and posting, because people will see they're not alone, and can live that distant, "happy" scenario of a character they love helping them through things they're struggling with in real life.

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that's all I have for now, partially because my brain is fried, but also because if I keep talking about this I'll cry.

just know that I love and cherish each and every one of you, you're nor alone, and our boys love you all too. and the girls (I've been neglecting them lately. oops.) anyway, muah (goodnight kiss). go get some sleep, because I'm not going to anytime soon.

[lorelune]

I’ve been very tired lately so I haven’t been reblogging with tags recently, so I wanted to come back and let u know how much I love your writing 🥲 the neuv post where he’s like “ARE YOU WET” (lol) I LOOOVED it so much. I really love your portrayal of him in it, it really coaligns with how I see him too! I love the idea of neuv breaching new intimacy with you, being equally parts curious, reserved at points, but nonetheless enthusiastic to explore, in his own neuvillette way. And with how differently he tastes water and how obsessed he is with liquid ……. It’s essentially canon that he 100% has an oral fixation. I love love that for him (especially because I do believe he’d be less interested in his own pleasure and more so your own since I think of him having a low sex drive but always loving servicing you)

Anyway! Your writing is always lovely and I wanted to express how much I rly loved the piece since I couldn’t add in tags before 😔💛

AHH HONEY!!! thank you for the ask and coming back for kind words on the neuvillette drabble 😭💕

NEUVILLETTE IS SUCH A GUY... he's kinda virginal, but not in a shy way, but in a way that lacks understanding but is very willing to learn and listen. it's kinda like charming inexperience!! he's so wife about it honey!! neuvillette strikes me as the type to not be super interested in sex, very much a reactive drive. the intimacy of it probably throws him off at first and it's something he has to get used to, but comes to enjoy. neuvillette and his unfamiliarity with physical pleasure gives me SUCH brain worms.

[starjxsung]

starrrrr 💕💕💕 I missed youuu

school is literally starting up again I'm so over it already 😭 senior year guys let's goo

HEY I TURNED 20??? LIKE IT FEELS WEIRD TO SAY IM TWENTY YEARS OLD NOW. buttt it also just feels the same lmao

but I have bigger things to worry about, like trying to get SKZ tickets when they release the US dates. i just hope I get good seats 😭 honestly I hope I get any seat bc this would be my first time seeing them live IM SO EXCITED... it feels crazy to think that I've been a stay for over two years now... i remember just getting into them as they closed off oddinary era, and my first comeback with them was maxident. it literally feels like a couple months ago, and I feel like time is flying by so fast now, literally every year just goes by quicker and quicker 😭

yk maybe that's a good thing bc my surgery is scheduled (as of now) for October 31st, which I don't remember if I told you the date or not but yeah. I'm glad I could get on the books pretty quick, but it also feels a little too quick, yk?? i just feel like there's so much to think about especially bc I've never had anything remotely like this before... the only time I've had anything down was stitches on my lip when I was like five 😭 (I banged into a clock, don't ask...) but it's kind of overwhelming even for me. but at the same time I still feel a bit iffy about it, I just want to get it done and see if it works.

but yeah anyways I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU AND I WANT TO KISS YOU STAR BB!!!! feel free to write an essay for me to read about your life and literally everything you're doing bc I need to distract myself from starting senior year 😔😔

miley says hello and that she loves you 💕💕

MY LOOOOOVEEEEEEE OH MY GOD. IM SO SORRY THIS IS SO LATE. HOW’VE YOU BEEN????

Also HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY???? 20 YEARS OLD!!!!!!! FUCKKKKK THAT’S SUCH A FUN AGE I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT SO MUCH RAHHHH did you do anything to celebrate???? Dinner? Cake?????? HAPPY FRICKIN BIRTHDAYYYYY LIVE IT UP SO HARD 20 IS GOING TO BE AMAZING TO YOU 🎉🫶🎊

Also FELTTTTTT on the skz tickets part oh my god 😭 even just seeing the start of the tour and seeing all the clips has me PANICKING…… like if I don’t get to see Bang Chan solo stage with that shirt off…… hell nah. I can’t believe how fast time is going by too???? Like wym we’re already past ate promotions and the Korean shows are finished????? That doesn’t sound real 😭 TIME ISNT REAL YALL

Also I am SO GLAD you were able to get your surgery on the books!!! I know it seems really scary but at least once you’re finished with all the prepping and everything, it’ll just be like one big long nap and then you’ll be finished 🥹 sending you so much love and good vibes and manifesting the surgery goes smoothly and that you’ll feel so much better after it. I’ll be thinking of you all Halloween!!! I’m so proud of you I promise everything is going to be okay and you’re so strong and capable of getting through it! ❤️

I love you so so so much I hope the start to senior year has been nothing short of amazing!!!! My life has been the boring same usual shit but I’m insanely busy with work (I really should be sleeping rn bc I have a 7am meeting tomorrow lollll) but !!!! I’m excited for fall and everything’s fine! I just need to take the world’s longest nap tbh

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY ANGEL a million hugs and kisses for you as always ALSO THANK U FOR MY DAILY DOSE OF MILEY I LOVE HER SO MUCH…. I offer you a momo in exchange (she loves you too !!!!)

[weretheones]

Hello there,

I thought I'd drop you a little message to let you know how deeply you've destroyed my life with your ✨phenomenal✨ writing.

I haven't watched Walking Dead since Carl died but you, with your gorgeous words dragged me back into this world.

You write for Daryl so fucking well, that I INHALED every piece of your extensive masterlist and was somehow disappointed there wasn't even more!

Words cannot describe how much I love your angst, you hurt me in ways I didn't realise Daryl could. (They were doubled when I youtubed who the fuck Leah was 😪) Though I do equal parts resent and love you heavily for that Daryl/Leah fic, that was criminal damage.

Well, I just wanted to leave you a little note to tell you how talented you are and how excited I am for anything you may put out!

Have a great day lovely author! 💕

oh my god hi!!

thank you so much 🥹💕 I mean… damn. this message just made me smile so big. my favourite thing to hear is that you guys enjoy my portrayal of daryl, because that really is so important to me!! im so happy u enjoyed all my work & sorry that there’s not more lol! i’ve been neglecting my one shot writing lately and focusing on my series, but hopefully i’ll be able to get some long awaited drafts out eventually 🙏

the leah fic (silver springs for anyone wondering) is an absolute personal favourite because, as you can probably tell, I love writing angst and that one… that one was criminal, you’re right. but I love it so much lol.

anyway, thank you again so much for the lovely message! it means a lot 🫶 welcome back to the twd fandom & hope u have a lovely day too!!

[sehodreamsthoughts]

that all sounds really cool!! i’ve been getting back into? more into reading lately?? and a lot of the shows you’ve mentioned i’ve seen and enjoyed and if not then i’ve heard of them and should probably check them out.. the office was my comfort show for the longest time i would just watch it over and over. i really like adult animation lately though like simpsons, family guy, bob’s burgers type of stuff… i kind of just put stuff on in the bg when i get home though and then go on my phone, pack photocard trades or decorate toploaders, scroll tumblr, scroll insta, watch fancams that sort of thing…

i want to get more into crafting though? i decorated my lightstick for my recent concert (p1harmony if u care🤭🤭) but that was really fun!! and i loved doing it so i want to do more fun little crafty stuff like that especially if it’s kpop related.. it was the same in high school but i get very hyperfixated on kpop :( and normally i get really obsessive about stuff but with kpop it just… takes over my life almost.. sorry this is weird a bit? but like just thinking.. i think about it a lot. and i think it’s like that for a lot of people? and idrk why tbh…

but otherwise i’ve been getting back into reading, sometimes watching movies n such. i was getting better at doing things alone, but i live in a larger city now and keep having more and more bad experiences with weird and creepy men.. so i’ve stopped doing things alone as much. i get too anxious and i would rather just be home anyways. i really like fashion stuff too.. but because i’m fat it’s really hard to find stuff that fits me or fits me properly and then also just having the confidence to wear it without putting myself down about how i look.

i want to go back to school soon but i really don’t know what for. i did psych for a bit and i hated it, so i’d definitely have to try something else. are you in school? or did you already do school? if not, would you ever want to?

💕💕

Oh my god I also love the Simpsons! I watched it a lot when I was in school, like I'd arrive and watch that on the tv and then I'd spend my afternoon studying and watching anime if I didn't have to go to my training lessons.

Crafty sounds so good, I've tried to do some stuff like knitting but I SUCK at doing stuff with my hands, I don't like PCs because I believe they're really not worthy but I love to see how girls decorate them, I think it's adorable!!!!

Woah p1harmony seem so cool, I really like soul and Kehoo, they seem really fun and I really like Killin it, the MV was so k-pop 2013/2014 that I immediately adored it and I don't think it's weird to have really into things you like, when I was in school I'd go to parks and meet other fans to trade things or simply to overspent my little money at buying posters and postcards (I like postcards a lot too), my friends were fans too but none of them were like me and my obsessive ass, so I really understand that way of getting hyper fixated in things you enjoy, I do it even now if you think about it because to write fanfics I spend ton of time (yeah sadly they take hours to be done 😭).

About the clothes I completely understand you too. I grew up overweight so the concept of beauty and physical aspect is something that has been too present in my life (reason why most of my writing focuses on that topic too). My parents also wanted me to be a dancer so I had a hard time with food for some years and then when I grew up suddenly I became too... Idk how to say it, I don't really like how some people refer to my body as too sexual? Like of course I don't want to be seen as a pure soul, I'm an adult, but even when I was A FUCKING MINOR some disgusting men would tend to look at me sexually since i have a big chest and I'm tall (I'm also a plus size by the standards where I live) so my style is something I focus a lot too since I like to feel good with my clothes (like everybody). The point is, I think it's important to notice how our appearances have a big relation with our ways of living and confidence, because I also have that problem with clothes since most of the stores in my country that actually sell clothes I like are all fucking standard, and style is a big way of expressing ourselves, so limiting our choices it's sadly such a big impact. I don't know if it has happened to you, but when I started to work and go to college I had the biggest problem while choosing clothes since I can't wear oversize t-shirts, hoodies and jeans all the time, and these had been the only kind of clothes I knew for a long time, so every day or when I had big presentations I'd suffer more the fact of not having what to wear/not liking my clothes rather than the actual situation. SORRY I could ramble and ramble about this topic since even now I have a hard time finding clothes I like and I'm still getting used to my body and how people look at me, but it's something I'm sure most women, because of standards, go through (haha, this is girlhood).

Also, it's not bad to stay in our comfort, if you enjoy being at home, that's good too! I prefer going out but that's only because I got used to it little by little (at first I'd be really anxious too), but after dating a lot during a few years and not getting anywhere I decided to learn how to enjoy my own company rather than wasting my time on people that didn't deserve it (also, I was traumatized by friends/family having shitty relationships because they didn't know how to be on their own). And I totally understand the fear of weird men, I'd have a lot too, especially since I don't live in the safest part of the world, but then I thought, what the hell, I'm not going to let any fucking men decide what I do or don't do with my life, but of course each of us have our own way of thinking and living our lives so don't think I'm pressuring you into going out alone if you don't feel safe doing so 🫂

I went to school! I graduated in 2022, college is different here in my country I guess because I don't understand that stuff about majors that much 😭 but I have a bachelor's degree and I'm currently doing some school stuff to get the next one and then apply to some master, I'd love to do my master in a different country but first I have to see what the hell do with my life, like I enjoy everything related to women and our perspective in society but my family wants me to keep working with corporations since there's the money 💀, but what would you like to study? Do you have any ideas in mind?

[heich0e]

HEY LIV! how are you? I just read that you haven't been getting many asks lately and I could not let that happen on my watch!! anyway, how have you been? what have you been reading/watching? I hope you're enjoying your well deserved vacation and you get all recharged to yet again face life in this silly world where we can't just read or write fics for a living sadly. For my part, uni is sucking my life right out of me but I shall endure and persevere. I'm sending you aaaaaaall the love and good vibes💖✨💕

hi little guy!! i apologize for the late response i am bad at communicating but i am doing VERY WELL THANK U. i have been watching naruto and reading any book within arm's reach. most of them have been just ok! vacation has been sooooooooo lovely but i'm back to work on monday which is very very deeply and unspeakably sad. WISHING YOU SO SO MUCH LUCK WITH UNI!! i believe in you and your very powerful brain and know that you will do great <3 sending u lots of love right back!!

[captainjacklyn]

Hi! Can I request Octavinelle with s/o that is really good at surfing pls? Thank you! 🙌🏼💕

Thank you for requesting Anon ! I hope you'll find this and be able to enjoy it, so sorry it came out very late.

Pairing(s) : Floyd Leech x reader, Azul Ashengrotto x reader, Jade Leech x reader

Warning(s) : there might be some cursing, few mentions of injury but nothing too extreme, Floyd being a loveable asshole as always. Gender neutral reader !

Octavinelle trio (separately) with an gn!s/o who is good at surfing :

Honestly, he's impressed !

Azul was told about human activities at the beach and I don't doubt that at least one merman or mermaid as been BUNKED by a surf board or boat.

It is said that Azul isn't the most confident swimmer but he can manage in water.

He won't try to learn how to surf with you, as nice as it sounds it isn't easy for someone who isn't all that athletic.

Azul will gladly watch you make amazing jumps on the side or from under the water.

He gets really worried when you fall off your board.

The first time you went into a barrel (wave tunnel) and didn't come out of it in time, which caused you to end up in the water.

You can guess he freaked out seeing your surfing board back on shore but no signs of you with it.

Immediately dives in the water to try and save you.

Turns out you were perfectly fine and he just pouted a little because you made him worry for no reason. And even got him to show up in his merman form so double pout actually.

But who doesn't like a cute squishy octopus ?

Ok. Floyd is having way too much fun.

What type of fun you ask ? SLAMMING YOU OFF THE BOARD TYPE OF FUN !!!

He will mercilessly turn into his eel form just to throw himself from under like a shark.

Being Floyd's s/o includes surviving his squeeze and if you can't handle that then you'll do so much worse with surfing.

He will not hesitate to I n n o c e n t l y turn into a smash bros character to catapult you out of existence.

While trying to keep you alive of course, squeezing a corpse is no fun.

Floyd just thinks it looks fun and will probably try to carelessly try it (proceeds to just laugh every time he falls off), he'll give up at some point and say it's annoying.

*comes back again after 10 minutes of whining*

Most of his attempts fail but at least you won't ever not have a good time. Floyd is just a bundle of joy until he's not.

While drag you under water if you fall off without his help, I hope you know how to hold your breath cause he prefers it UNDER DA SEA-

Oh ! how fun.

You wouldn't mind him pushing you off right ? *murderous smile*

....

r u n.

Anyways, like the other two. He's impressed and will think it looks fun. As long as you're enjoying yourself, he's enjoying himself.

I see Jade as a pretty chill guy (at least on the subject of your activities).

If you have hobbies, good for you ! Jade will love to hear you talk about all the techniques, accomplishments, how long you've done it for and maybe even prizes you won in surfing competitions. He does as well have his own interests although they are incredibly...questionable. What are you doing with those mushrooms-

Like azul, I don't think he'll try to learn surfing. He may give it a few shots but in the end, Jade as a lot more fun watching you enjoy yourself.

But like his brother he also likes it-

🎶 UNDA DA SEAAAAAAAA 🎶 

this isn't the best of head canons but I hope you enjoy reading this. Please do not repost my work without permission & credit, thank you !