#autistic rage

[severaltuesdays]

Me when people fail to realise that Soukoku are called that because they're Double Black. Because they're not two halves of a whole. Because they're two wholes but when they come together they amplify each other because they cover each other weak points and strengthen each others strong points. Because they're both capable by themselves but when they're together they're twice as capable. BECAUSE THEY'RE BOTH COMPETENT WITHOUT THE OTHER RGHABVGHKVAGBHCKVBDGDF

[wormonastringtheory]

kill 'em with kindness

fuck no it;s autistic rage time

[autisticdreamdrop]

autism things 167

feeling an overflowing rage while feeling overstimulated

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

Being autistic does not mean what people think it means. It’s so exhausting having to explain that all the time

[an-android-amung-you]

Don't come near me, I have rabies

Don't touch me, I have rabies

Don't kiss me, I have rabies

Dont talk to me, I have rabies

Don't look at me, I have rabies

Don't talk about me, I have rabies

Don't think about me, I have rabies

Don't care about me, I have rabies

[kawa-isnt-here]

i want autistic rage.

i want kicking, screaming, biting, soaring rage.

i want to rage and break and destroy.

i want to scream at those ableist cunts pieces of shit. i want rage. i want biting.

[kaibascorpse]

me: *absolutely seething with autistic rage but doing everything in my power to communicate in a clear and calm manner. im fucking nailing it and not screaming or crying even a little bit btw. olympic medals have been awarded for feats lesser than the restraint i am currently displaying*

“um, your tone right now is really rude and condescending”

[cyko-tik-tabaxi]

If I had to put into words what it's like to be overstimulated, it's turning evil. I'm the same person, but now there's this rage and... almost desperation behind my every move. When the music is too loud and my ears start to hurt and my neck starts getting stiff and maybe my arms might even start shaking and I can't leave the situation. It doesn't matter that I'm at work. It doesn't matter that I have to keep up the facade of being a put-together adult.

It is now a matter of survival, so be extremely careful how you come at me. You want the best case scenario? Leave me alone in silence and let me find the light by myself

[sp00kyw00dlandwitch]

You ever just have violent intrusive thoughts about the adults from your childhood that wronged you? Like you think about inflicting unfathomable harm onto them?

[dr-alphys]

//MY FOOD GOT MIXED UP AND. IFJFJFJDKEKDDJDJ FUCKKKK

[severaltuesdays]

I think my greatest wish is to be seen as more than a joke

[feralfrey]

i love autism “(1) person is talking and the building is buzzing so now i’m feeling homicidal and want to start throwing shit” i’m stuck like this my whole life and i don’t even get a reward for not killing people

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

Shoutout to everyone who is triggered by seemingly normal things, or things everyone else seems to love. That is so rough. You can’t avoid it out in the world and you can’t filter it from your online experience. Nobody ever tags it because why would they bother. It ruins your day unexpectedly all the time. You can keep having your day ruined or you can isolate yourself from society completely. Either way people will tell you how ridiculous you’re being. They’ll be like… What how do you not love ____??? It’s the best!!! Aww you’re missing out!! Do you not have a soul?? Why don’t you just expose yourself to it more and desensitize yourself?? Don’t you have meds for that or something?? You’re being sooo dramatic

Meanwhile your whole nervous system shuts down every time you are reminded of the thing.

Shoutout to you all. You’re doing amazing.

[pageofheartdj]

Yaknow it explains it quite good that meltdowns can be outward, angered.

I don’t remember having the ‘typical’ ones. But I do frequently have this very angry reactions when there is too much going on(even when it’s not, it still feels like it) and I feel like I am one step away from violently lashing out.

[hikkvie]

my honest reaction when every single human being i know talked or posted ab how sensitive they r or how they have too much empathy and they hate it and im just sittin there with the lowest empathy and sensitivity level youll ever see to the point where i can straight up Not Care about brutal murder stories/pics/whatever or patch up my friend's extremely bad sh without any reaction at all, or dismiss my friend's vent with my head saying "shut up and get over yourself" and im there and like just. man. if you dont want that empathy ill gladly take it fr. i would love to experience human emotions like u do

[the-entity-down-the-street]

Wow, I beat the odds and overcame suicidal ideation. That's great. Just lovely. But my friends are still at risk and I can only offer so much support to my community because I can't fix the societal structures that are hellbent on crushing its most vulnerable communities. My ability to get the help I desperately needed was based on luck and privilege, not a given human right, and my newfound will to live feels miniscule in the face of such overwhelming apathy. Fuck it, I welcome the apocolypse. However, life is still worth living in the face of demise, and I will cherish every moment with my loved ones. Joy is an act of defiance, cringe culture is dead, we're already being fucked over by our societal institutions so let us enjoy our blorbos God damn it. Cthulhu is there. I eat H.P. Lovecraft's heart.

- Plot of my upcoming book, Celestial Bodies