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i feel like i’m not allowed to be happy. whenever i feel slightly content with my life i immediately get anxious, like i did something wrong.
#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd shit#tw bpd#bpd fp#actually borderline#tw depression#tw depressing thoughts#bpd rage#bpd blog#bpd recovery#bpd mood#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#borderline blog#borderline relationship#borderline splitting#borderline pd
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You can't handle me. I am to much, to sick. I am not made to be loved. I know you think you can, I know you think you want to, but you haven't seen me yet. Not bad, not throwing stuff around, not screaming and crying, and being scared because it feels like everyone hates me and you are going to leave me. Not hurting everyone because I am just so hurt.
You can't handle me. You can't. I'm sorry, but noone can, you can't either.
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#actually bpd#i wanna relapse so bad#bpd thoughts#actually borderline#relationship#boyfriend#bpd love#bpd splitting#bpd abandonment#bpd stuff#bpd blog#bpd vent#actual bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd meltdown#borderline relationship#borderline love#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#borderline personality disorder#living with borderline#being borderline#borderline problems#borderline things#borderline
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When your mind gets tired, feel safe in letting me think for you,
When your body is exhausted, rest your bones within my arms,
When your soul is aching, allow me to comfort and protect your light.
I’ll be the quiet in your chaos, the pause in your storm,
A steady hand when the world forgets to be kind.
When shadows stretch long across your path,
I’ll be the lantern burning low, but never out.
Let me carry the weight when your shoulders bend,
I’ll gather your worries like wildflowers—soft,
And lay them gently at the feet of tomorrow.
You don't have to speak when the silence feels safer.
I know the language your eyes whisper in stillness.
You don’t have to fight when you're too tired to stand—
I’ll stand for us both until you remember how.
Stay, just as you are—
Unpolished, imperfect, entirely enough.
Let me be your shelter, your still water,
The breath between all the broken pieces.
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I highly recommend a clingy, lovey-dovey partner. Life’s too short to be with someone who acts like showing love is a chore
#actually borderline#actually bpd#being borderline#borderline personality disorder#borderline problems#borderline things#bpd feels#bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#love#relationships#relationship#relatable
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nos últimos tempos me atrivui alguns diagnósticos algumas vezes. e aí depois bate culpa tipo ah to pesquisando sobre esse diagnóstico pra tentar me entender, mas to me apropriando pq nao tenho.
mas pensando aqui, diagnósticos psiquiátricos têm semelhanças entre si. tipo padrões de funcionamento, etc.. n quer dizer q tenho todo diagnóstico com que me identifico. mas que tem algo que a galera que tá falando sobre as próprias experiências de se relacionar com as pessoas que ta me ajudando a entender minhas próprias experiências. e pq não? tipo não preciso entrar numa caixa diagnóstica e esperar que só aquele nome vai ser suficiente pra traduzir formas """disfuncionais""" ou sla sofridas msm de lidar e agir.
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on the subject of it often being out of character for characters to be having carefully negotiated bdsm sex in smut fics: 90% of metal gear ships are insane toxic yaoi and would definitely be having sex that is neither safe nor sane and only borderline consensual HOWEVER otacon and snavid would be thoroughly negotiating kinks before during and after sex like theyre doing mission briefings on a codec call
#metal gear solid#metal gear#otasune#snotacon#solid snake#otacon#hal emmerich#mgs#meme crop#blog#important to note im not saying this because i believe otasune are like in a healthier relationship or morally better than the rest of them#(they are but that's unrelated)#its just that this is one of the very few instances in which i think two characters pausing in the middle of sex#to borderline break the fourth wall in order to explain to the audience in detail exactly what theyre about to do#is both extremely hilarious AND IN CHARACTER#''You remember pre-ripped jeans?''
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#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd things#heartbreak#dark aesthetic#toxic relationship#tw self destructive thoughts#tw depressing stuff#su1c1dal#i'm so mad#i feel stupid#i am so tired#why am i like this#i am alone#im not okay#living with borderline#im sad and lonely#i'm so sick of myself#loosing myself#i am sad#heart been broke so many times#tw self destruction#tw depressing thoughts#bpd feels#bpd problems#actually bpd#trauma#ptsd
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solangelo life is strange au scrap? in the year of our lord 2025??? in this universe????
so cutesie ‘n happy! (if you ignore the details)
#have been cooking this up since right before the holidays and you can tell#started december 5th and tracked 10h and 10m….#at 200 notes i might show the original sketch actually its so goofy or MAYBE even the timelaps ill see…#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo#pjo#pjoverse#rrverse#pjo hoo toa tsats#my art#solangelo fanart#nico di angelo fanart#will solace fanart#pjo hoo toa#life is strange#pjo fanart#im unhappy with this but i have to post it so i can move on…. kind of like relationships. my relationship with this drawing is hellish#borderline toxic if you will. it yells at me and calls me slurs
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really fucking tragic that we saw dean have to live without cas after he died multiple times but cas didn’t go through a widowers arc even once
#i’m microdosing on the s11 ending and five minutes in s12 that he thought dean was dead#could you imagine widower cas#dean drags cas’s coat around for half a year#cas forms a codependent relationship with his brother that borderlines on mutual hate bc dean told cas to look after him#supernatural#otp: we're making it up as we go#my best friend castiel#the first omega
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they will replace me so easily and never remember who i even was
#actually bpd#bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd shit#tw bpd#bpd fp#actually borderline#bpd mood#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#fp bpd#bpd fp vent#borderline splitting#borderline problems#borderline relationship#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline things
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I need you to care.
Please care? Please please please care?
I thought you would? I thought you did?
Why don't you?
Please just care?
I know this is normal for me, that I normalise it, that this happend before, that it will happen again, that I got used to it and try to make everyone around me also used to it.
But, but right now, I just need you to care. This isn't normal. This isn't healthy. It's not just a funny thing I do. It's not just a silly little quirk of mine.
Please? Please care again?
I need you to care.
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#actually bpd#i wanna relapse so bad#bpd thoughts#actually borderline#relationship#boyfriend#fear of abandonment#abandonment#bpd abandonment#abandoment issues#abandoned#abandonment issues#bpd love#bpd stuff#bpd feels#bpd mood#actual bpd#bpd fp#bpd fp vent#borderline fp#fp bpd#borderline favorite person#bpd favorite person#favourite person#borderline relationship#borderline love
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thinking about love and what it truly means. It’s easy to get caught up in the idea of love being something soft, effortless, and magical, but there’s so much more beneath the surface. Love is not just about the sweet moments, it’s about the effort, the patience, and the strength to keep showing up even when things aren’t perfect.
Love is knowing it’s going to be hard at times, but choosing to face it together anyway. It’s being there for someone, even when it’s inconvenient, even when you’re tired or frustrated. It’s about prioritizing their comfort, safety, and well-being just as much as your own, if not more. It’s pushing each other to be better, to grow, and to evolve into the best versions of yourselves.
And it’s not just about the grand gestures—it’s in the small, everyday actions. Answering the phone at a difficult hour, listening without judgment, understanding the other person’s needs without them having to ask. It’s in the quiet support, the unspoken words, the patience when things feel overwhelming.
But what stands out the most is that love is never one-sided. It’s a mutual effort. Both people have to contribute, to give, and to receive. It’s a dance of understanding, where both voices are heard, and both hearts are open. It takes time, trust, and a deep commitment to making it work.
I think love is also about having goals—individual goals—and finding a way to support each other in reaching them. It’s knowing that your paths might not always be the same, but together, you can still make something beautiful. Love isn’t about control or compromise; it’s about collaboration and growth.
It’s a powerful force—strong, warm, and safe. It holds you when you’re weak and challenges you to be better when you’re strong. It makes the hard days a little easier, and the good days feel even more precious.
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what do you think of,,,….ameripan,,,…? :o3
alfred is kiku’s retribution but he kinda just makes him worse
#they operate on such different planes and they both kinda fetishise each other so it works#alfred is not a white boy to me but i thought it would be funny#they do also kiss and cuddle and stuff but i think alfred is borderline incapable of having a cute functional relationship that doesn’t#involve some bullying#so yes i like ameripan a lot#generally i lean more asakiku but i also like the three of them together a lot#alfred joining other couples arguments#hws#hetalia#ameripan#hws america#alfred f jones#hws japan#kiku honda
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Abandonment issues go brrr
#trying not to cry rn lmao#he’s my FP and there’s not a damn thing I can do about it#why is growth so damn hard#I know I’m making progress but moments like these make me feel like I haven’t grown at all#I’m trying but I feel like it’s not good enough rn#abandoment issues#boyfriend#relationship#relatable#mental health#BPD#actually bpd#actually borderline#relationship problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd problems#bpd mood#bpd feels#bpd stuff#bpd shit#bpd fp
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Forgive yourself for the way you behaved when you were in pain. You didn't mean to drag your loved ones down with you. You were only thrashing and flailing and trying to not to drown. They didn't leave because you were a bad person. They left because they couldn't save you and had to save themselves. It's not an indictment of either your worth or their love. You didn't ask too much, they just couldn't be what you needed and had to make space for someone who could.
In another life, where you had had the help you deserved, where you had had the space to breathe, where something had been different, it wouldn't have happened. Sometimes, it's all just a consequence of circumstances outside of our control. None of you deserved any of this, and you all get to hurt and grieve and be angry that it all fell out this way. But don't be ashamed that the pain got the best of you. You didn't fall short any more than they did. You just became overwhelmed.
#mental health#mental illness#scrupulosity#chronic shame#self-talk#relationships#borderline personality disorder#(i still feel unhappy about this diagnosis but it applies to some of this)#bipolar disorder#actually bipolar#suicidality#actually ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#complex ptsd#actually cptsd#actually adhd#black and white thinking#knee of huss#self talk#disability
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I've never seen you as a rival, man. If you really want to be the goddamn number one whatever, you can just get it, but... Don't you fucking dare hand it to me. I will get it by myself. And if the two of us are in the same ring again, don't ever hold back. What about me, Typhoon? If you go, I will never fight you again. Typhoon. Typhoon.
KNOCK OUT หมัดน็อกล็อกหัวใจ — 2025, dir. Tee Bundit Sintanaparadee
#knock out#knock out the series#knockoutedit#gunner natsakan#earth thanakrit#clairedgifs#tuseralexa#userpharawee#esmetracks#usersasa#userrain#userspring#userrzey#usergzh#tobelle#forfive#rinblr#userjamiec#knockoutep1#me being charmed and endeared by the friendship/borderline unrequited crush relationship of thuntyphoon YOU BET!#no idea who's watching this so lemme know if you'd like to be tagged as well#tee bundit you better not let me down#i saw the screenwriters lineup being almost all newbies/junior writers so im going into this like super wary and afraid#but i think we'll be okay... hopefully....#the transition between these and the present scenes my god chefs kiss perfect
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