#cdd things

[chemicalcarousel]

It's fucking funny when you start to notice the "tells" of certain alters, such as speech patterns, posture, voice pitch, accent, hand gestures, ect.

Like "wait a minute... why am I fucking man spreading like a fucking clown.... oh.... oh it's him."

[iwillbreakyourfuckingskull]

when the dissociative identity disorder dissociates your identity

[unstablemotions]

dissociation is wild man. i had a talk with some anonymous psych line and got some good feedback from a 70 y/o woman with adhd, but rn it feels like it never happened and was just a weird dream. i have the notes i took from the phone call. like it definitely happened. but to me it seems just as real as my dream last night about absurd shit that would defy physics if it happened

[the-habitat-sysblog]

btw. use whatever terminology benefits you.

if they're your alters, beautiful. if they're your parts, fantastic. if they're your headmates, wonderful. if they're your fellow system members, awesome. if they're just YOU, delightful. as long as you're comfortable, it doesn't matter how you conceptualise or label your self-states!

if you are a system, perfect. if you are a person with a CDD, perfect. it's all perfect because you deserve the autonomy to choose how to define yourself & you have made your choice! or chosen not to care about terminology! & that's rad!

[plague-hybrid]

Traumagenic-only community blogs : a masterlist

For anyone who feels uncomfortable having to share community spaces with endogenic systems, a masterlist might useful.

If you know of other blogs, let us know and we'll had them to the list !

Last updated on: 14.04.2024

Culture

@pluralcultureis @polyfragcultureis @narccultureis

Community

@sys-polls @anti-endo-safe-space @system-hottakes @tales-from-systok @tales-from-sysblr @tales-from-syscord @demonized-infodumps @anti-endo-haven

Vent

@sys-confessions @antiendovents @system-vent @fictive-confesses

Positivity

@cdd-joy @positivitycombopack @syspositivity

Templates, userboxes and flags

@crows-templets @zero-templates @electricalstemplates @sysboxes @systemuserboxes @antiendo-sysboxes @systemtermz @antiendosystemterms @flagsandtags @hydra-creates @sysgraphics @obscure-introject-sources @system-userbox-generator @cdd-system-terms

Resources

@atlas-duo @thesyscode

A very special thanks to @the-hydra-sys who helped us so much in making this masterlist.

[littlest-bugz]

What do you mean there are 50+ people I share a body with? And why are none of them paying rent? 🤨

[a-place-to-exist]

[finnslay]

Headspace lore is so real

Feel free to reblog with a random, our of context peoce of headspace lore it you want

(No fake claiming please)

[wxrmeaterz]

Watching a headmate change in such a heartbreaking way

Getting personal here , Jasper has gone from being the centre of a lot of positive romantic feelings and platonic / queerplatonic joy to ... Just pain and grief

There's no cause other than our trauma and discovering certain aspects of our childhood

And watching the shift from a long list of likes to "Idk anymore" and the sudden emptiness and darkness of moon's subsystem...

Not everything about DID is happy. It's not just "haha i have a friend in my head". There is pain and grief in this disorder some people can never truly grasp

-Bones (he/it/moth) + Bunny (xi/xem)

[systememergency]

OSDDID community, please remember that, yes, most cases of DID are covert, but not all cases. I am an overt DID system, my alters act extremely different from me and this has repeatedly caused me issues throughout my whole life. It has made navigating this disorder extremely difficult for me and has made people other me a lot. People have almost called emergency services on me for how differently I start acting when certain alters front. I physically cannot hide my symptoms. My symptoms have always been pointed out by others and I was very much estranged from and bullied by people around me for it. Even teachers would badger me over my symptoms.

It gets really tiring and demotivating seeing people saying over and over that "DID is covert," "DID is hidden," "DID never makes itself known" when all my life my DID has been overt, has never been hidden, and has made itself known. It makes me feel like my existence is inconvenient to address because people want to feel better about their experiences. But what about my experiences? It makes me feel isolated from the community because people are constantly saying that my experience is not real which has driven me further and further away from OSDDID communities because there's such scorn for the idea that overt systems do exist.

You can absolutely acknowledge that OSDDID most of the time is covert and not spotted by others. A lot of people do end up figuring out symptoms purely on their own and others doubt their symptoms because they are not obvious enough, and that sucks. But please do not then assume your experience is the only one and that overt systems are some made up concept or that OSDDID is inherently covert. We do exist and we need a place within the community as well

[chemicalcarousel]

that kind of "seamless switching" where you don't immediately notice the switch is a really weird experience because you'll just go about whatever you were doing and then realise oh i'm fronting now damn how did that happen

[iwillbreakyourfuckingskull]

When someone tells you (pwDID) that you used to be a little girl suffering through horrific abuse, but you are a 35 y/o man who's always been that age:

[welcome-to-the-agender-agenda]

The focus on meditation in schools is so annoying. I understand it's helpful for some people but for people with adhd, people with sensory issues around silence, people with dissociative disorders and many more it does so much more harm than good. As someone with all three of those things, it's an absolute nightmare.

Meditation being helpful is not a universal experience.

[the-habitat-sysblog]

am i really blurry or am i a new alter . call that schrödinger's frontroom

[back-from-heaven-again]

It is okay for systems to use words like "me" and "I." It is okay for systems to doubt themselves. It is okay for systems to be confused, or unsure of themselves. It is okay for systems to be scared and distressed, and it is okay for systems to be at peace with themselves.

These things are okay. And although they can at times be uncomfortable or confusing, they do not mean you are not valid.

It is okay to struggle. You are not alone.

[flagsandtags]

Memory holder

For alters who hold onto certain memories the body has experienced, these memories can be positive or negative

Flag made by Saturn !!

Recoined from pluralpedia

[ENDOS DNI]

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