#didsystem

[ghosthouse-sys]

Minor inconvenience happens

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[starlite-sin]

What a lot of people think self-dxing is:

*sees a video of traits* I do that, so now I’m gonna call myself that

What it actually is:

*sees video or post about traits* oh hey I do that

*gets curious and looks it up* 

*denies having it cause “i don’t relate to this at all”* 

*realizes that they do, diagnostic criteria are just very ridged and don’t provide a lot of explanation* 

*maybe a breakdown or two*

*talks to friends who have it*

*laughing about this anxiety, only for the scary moment of “oh yeah no that sounds like *insert disorder here**

*talks to a therapist if able*

*talks to strangers who have it*

“Maybe it’s not this, maybe it’s this...”

*More research to try to prove themselves wrong*

*realizes all the childhood/teenage moments that should have been a red flag* 

“Well, all these other people have it like this, but mine is different, so I don’t have it!” “No, that’s still a trait/symptom, just less well know or less sensationalized”

*finally coming to terms that maybe you have it*

*depending on what the disorder is, fearing your social life is fucked*

And that’s that. I have never heard of a person going “haha I do that” and calling it a night. There’s always way more to it. 

[chaoticcrowfeathers]

I’m a system AND I’m constantly anxious??

Call that nervous system

[lokilysolbitch]

me, an alter in a system, when my goals, likes and dislikes, name, pronouns, voice, and self image, start to feel different: maybe its just me being me lol

[gamecubesystem]

[asterism-collective]

HELLO I JUST FOUND OUT YOU DIDNT NEED DISSOCIATIVE FUGUE (LIKE FULL BLACKOUT WAKING UP IN A DIFFERENT PLACE) TO HAVE DID??????

WHAT

[v01c3s-mp3]

Anyone have an active sys server I can join? Preferably anti endo or endo/syscourse neutral

[themechanicalanimals]

Oh boy. Hi sysblr. I hate coming back here, but... Can someone tell me how to be sure I've fused with another part? I don't. Know how.

[korya-elana]

Wishing someone in this goddamn System knew how to sleep properly.

Four days and I am so, so tired.

[lucianlhsystem]

Hot take (I think)

Everyone in the fandom would be like Jax if they got Isekai'd into The Amazing Digital Circus, like it's just so likely that we all would refuse to go mad and become a sarcastic piece of shit (I hate you Jax) (But also damn why are you a mirror bitch)

Like imagine being there for YEARS and slowly forgetting yourself, everyone who you knew and watching other people around you who are in that hell space also lose themselves, getting every day worse and ending up taking by force the role that Caine assign them with their stupid little names in his stupid little game, and seeing how even lovers get separated by the insanity of that whole scenario

I mean Kinger and Queenie in this case, like i'm sure where in a romantic relationship, but even if it was just a platonic kind of relationship, imagine seeing them love and care for each other, just to then seeing one of them get transformed into this fucking mess of a creature and the other be more and more lost in their mind until they are not the person you once met

Like fr if I was there for years I would not think it twice, either I get in a fist fight with Caine to be let out the place and FIGHT my way out with tooth and nail until it worked, OR just don't let myself get attached to anyone and screw every relationship that could be made with the other people in that place, making myself hate them or hate me to ensure I will never get any pain when seeing that they either succumbed to the madness and abstraction shit in this fucking nightmare

AND EVEN STILL Jax was actually horrified when seeing Kaufmo being abstracted, like yeah it could be "oh shit I'm gonna die" but I see it as a "Oh gods, oh fuck he actually went insane nonoononononon-" in a worried for the poor clown kind of way

(And abstracted Kaufmo like trying to grab his face and the mannerisms they showed with him moving his head like trying to snap out of it was so messed up, like holy shit I'm sure he was actually understanding what was going on and even then could not control anything he was doing he was just an spectator to his own body, but that's for another post)

Also that fucking scene

THE CAMERA ANGLE

The way they look so small and freaked out by the thing they are seeing (And Jax taking anything to make as an excuse to leave, the coward twink really just ditched lmao) (Honestly same I would run so fast)

Anyways, a tldr is; Jax is exactly the type of bitch all of us would become if we ended up there alone, scared and not being able to even remember who we were

Or also like Zooble, they are also a "Don't speak to me don't percibe me I do not care" but in a "I'm way too tired and don't/can't deal with anything don't push it b#t*h" way rather than a "I won't allow myself be affected by this shit, even if it means pushing someone else to die in my place (because I'm a coward)" kind of way that Jax has as a wee little bitch (Same dude)

Like no way in hell I would be as kind as Ragatha, like that poor bitch was throw around because of caring to help anyone damn

Anyways that's the take idk if I'm going to die to people who really really likes the bunny man or really really dislikes the bunny man for saying I think he ain't really good nor bad, just a bitch ass coward who has attachment panic like everyone and how we would be as shitty as him ey (pls don't kill me I have a family)

The other hot take I have it's that Caine is a bitch as mother fucker and he knows more than he let's on, let them out before I boil your teeth and cut your eyes like onions tuxedo man, but like it's not THAT big of a hot take u know

Anyways I think Pomni Ragatha and Jax should kiss idk about u people -crow noises-

-Leila (don't kill me please)

[theunconscious]

Praiser, advocate, understudy and pain manager

DID/OSDD ALTER TERMS Praiser

An alter that tends to fit in the caretaker archetype, they will prioritise praising alters and rewarding them when they’ve done good, usually they form due to a lack of praise/support growing up

Coined by: The unconscious

Advocate

type of protector but more intense. Will front and/or take charge of any and all situations where the systems needs are being overlooked or used against the system. Will often use words to stand up for the system and keep off others who may be attempting to bring harm to the system

Coined by: BiblioHalls

Understudy

An understudy is an alter that will take over fronting duties whenever others won’t or are unable to front. They are attached to the front and will often be close to the front at all times. Like a host, they find it very easy to switch into main front and unlike other alters, they enjoy and often prefer to be in front

Coined by: BiblioHalls

Pain manager

Please do not use this term if you are not Traumagenic, as the coiner has asked endogenic, tulpa and demo systems not to use it 

Coined by: BiblioHalls DNI NON-TRAUMAGENIC (NO ENDOS/DEMOS/TULPAS)

[ghosthouse-sys]

Feeling quite sad tonight so I will say this.

I love you non human alters

I love you monster alters

I love you scary alters

You're not faking or lying because you're something people consider "unreal" or "based in fiction" I love you and you're very real and very valid.

-A vampire headmate

[rebren-sys]

Ooookay... As much as we're generally neutral on syscourse type stuff, we're not fans of being fakeclaimed.

We use roles from pluralpedia to explain the functions of some of our alters because- it's easier for us? Anyway.

We pretty much got interrogated by a traumagenic system about pronouns (??) And then accused of being an endo due to the role thing.

Now aside from the fact that it pissed us off:

Can systems stop fucking policing EVERYONE else? SPECIFICALLY certain traumagenic systems. (I know endos aren't entirely innocent but anyway).

99% of the time we've been harassed it was by other traumagenics.

We do not have to explain why we identify a certain way or why we use certain roles. We do what works for us.

Knock that shit of policing other systems OFF. It's not only disrespectful, it can fuel denial and cause a plethora of issues to systems who already struggle to accept they are a system.

We know our origin and we know what makes up our system, don't try to accuse us of shit unless you know our history.

[chaoticcrowfeathers]

What if I start calling my alters “brain bitches”. It makes sense, they are in my brain and I don’t get along with half of them.

[lokilysolbitch]

shout out to systems who thought a persecutor was just a really funky mental disorder. “It’s like it turns on and off,,,,,,,,and when it’s on it feels like someone completely different takes over” does it now

[poppyknitt]

hi babes important question

how would we feel about a story about a cat with DID...

it would focus on the host + alter and would be a two-alter system for simplicity's sake but as a system i feel it's important to have well-written and presented literature that properly represents us...

i can add more details in the comments if necessary!