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i’ve spent my whole life trying to be someone else. how am i supposed to know who i really am anymore? i don’t know my own favorite color or food, i’m not sure what i enjoy doing and what i’m forcing myself to do for people to like me
#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline blog#bpd#bpd blog#bpd thoughts#actually mentally ill#being borderline#borderline culture is#borderline thoughts#mentally unstable#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#im going insane#bpd vent#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd fp#bpd culture is#bpd shit#bpd relatable#borderline#borderline problems#borderline life#manic pixie dream girl#hell is a teenage girl#actually obsessive#actually dissociative#actually ptsd#ptsd
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"Your blog is so relatable!" THATS NOT A GOOD THING. BABY NO.
#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mentally tired#mentally unstable#mental illness#actually mentally ill#actually bpd#bpd#bpd thoughts#borderline personality disorder#boderline personality disorder#bpd fp#fp bpd#actually boderline#actually borderline#girlblogger#girlboss#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls
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ISAT x RW!!!!!
hi lurkers, im so hungry i could eat a horse
#voxiecart#rain world#rw#in stars and time#isat#rw fanart#isat fanart#iterators#looks to the moon#lttm#seven red suns#rw srs#rain world srs#nsh rw#rw nsh#rain world nsh#nsh#rw no significant harassment#no significant harassment#rw looks to the moon#rw lttm#rain world lttm#rw fp#five pebbles#rw five pebbles#rain world downpour#rainworld#rw rot#rain world rot#holy hell that's a lot of tags
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“why do you always crave attention?”
i have BPD and DPD
you are my favorite person
IM GONNA CRAVE ANY SORT OF ATTENTION FROM YOU
(we’re on a cow farm.. theres gonna be cows outside!!!)
#girlblogging#female hysteria#girl interrupted#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#im just a girl#menhera#girlhood#tumblr girls#mitski#dpd#bpd fp#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd#bpd problems
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i’ll just soak in self hatred for a while longer. it’s the calmest and most comforting stage i’ll ever be in.
#pretentious as all hell#bpd culture is#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd#bpd safe#bpd meme#bpd memes#bpd fp#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder
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bpd core tbh
#girl interrupted#female hysteria#female manipulator#hell is a teenage girl#female rage#girl interupted syndrome#manic pixie dream girl#actually bpd#dark feminine energy#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#bpd mood board#bpd fp#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd feels#bpd shit#actually borderline#girl interrupted syndrome#it girl#sadgirl#sorry for being depressing#sweet little nymph#girl blogger#this is what makes us girls#sad thoughts#locally hated#i feel empty
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something about perspective, representation, or finding beauty in imperfection, i don't know. i mostly just wanted to say that fake pep looks like shitty ice cream.
#this was one of those things i thought of and was like. i cant believe i havent seen this done yet. it's right there.#misshapen and melty and the weird orb eyes are never in right....but that's the charm of it you know#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#it's not important but technically thats dougie jones in the van#was going to have it be noisette at first bc lbr awful ice cream is SO on brand for her#but she was not inconsequential enough. needed 2 be fully bg type character u kno.#i dont know maybe hes selling them for her by proxy#i mean dougie works for the noise right? maybe he knows noisette+does her bidding too#<- doing the thing i always do where i find the MOST trivial characters or bits of lore to bring to the forefront for the hell of it#u guys havent gotten much of that here with pt yet but we may get there. i do think about mr. incognito too.#also SNICK i want to do stuff with snick i like him. we'll see. we'll see.#pizzaposting#anyway the second panel is my fave fp ive drawn yet also PLEASE fullview the first image. i die#arting
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#bpd#ptsd#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#female hysteria#loser girl#femcel#female manipulator#girl rotting#girlblogging#femcelcore#hell is a teenage girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#easily manipulated#me fr#trauma#daddy issues#father issues#bpd blog#sillyposting#im going insane#post traumatic stress disorder
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I never really had a humongous thing for dilfs but now I understand the rest of the girlbloggers. god I need him.
#girlblogger#pinterest girl#tumblr girl#lana del rey#female hysteria#hyper feminine#femcel#female insanity#riverdale#fp jones#skeet ulrich#hell is a teenage girl#cinnamon girl#this is what makes us girls#waifcore#waifspo#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#lana unreleased#ultraviolence#girlblogger in distress#this is a girlblog#just girly things#just girly posts#lux lisbon
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ngl i’ve always hated the if you can’t love yourself how are you gonna love somebody else sentiment, cause me struggling mentally does not mean i’m unlovable or incapable of loving?? i was put on this earth to care for people, there’s so much love inside me even if i’m not well
#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd shitposting#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd#bpd fp#bpd problems#it’s so fucking annoying#like yes i fucking can love someone else.. hell i love my fp more than i love myself#id do anything for him#so yes.. yes i can love and be mentally unwell#fuck you :)
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#girlblogging#bpd yandere#bpd core#irl yandere#obsessed#obsession#obsessive yandere#yanderecore#love#yandere#daddy's good girl#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#bpd fp#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd safe#bpd#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#borderline personality disorder#narcissistic personality disorder#princesscore#1cky princess
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If I didn't get attached easily life would be soooo much easier, I need a lobotomy
#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd#ventcore#actually bpd#bpd favorite person#bpd fp#bpd thoughts#mr 305#mr worldwide#dale#i get attached too easily#kms kms kms#i should kms#real#real as hell
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When you open up to someone, but they use it against me in an argument.
#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mentally tired#mentally unstable#mental illness#actually mentally ill#actually bpd#bpd#bpd thoughts#borderline personality disorder#boderline personality disorder#bpd feels#bpd diary#fp bpd#bpd fp#bpd vent#girlblogger#girlboss#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogging
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i think i got smth wrong with me ngl
#girlblogging#female hysteria#girl interrupted#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#im just a girl#menhera#girlhood#tumblr girls#mitski#bpd fp#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#vent post#obviously doctor you've never been a 13 year old girl#cinnamon girl#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#mental illness
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An AWS comic
#My art#For the record I am not a medical professional and as far as I know AWS isn't even something you can be diagnosed with???#It's so hard to describe what the two sensory hallucinations really *FEEL* like#Like the time one... You know how a dramatic slow motion scene looks like in an anime?#It's like that but if you made it a 60 fps interpolated version of it#It is an absolutely bizarre feeling#Meanwhile the hyper awareness and everything feeling intense feels like how a fisheye lens shot in an anime feels#No I could not be bothered to try to figure out how to draw that for this comic#For the record I haven't actually had those visual hallucinations since I was a small small child#Hell I don't even think I had any hallucinations in my teens at all like#The sensory ones just kinda started happening again in the past 7 years or so?#Also the swelling sensation I've only had once so far. Usually I get the hyper awareness sensation#(Also sometimes I get this intense feeling of swaying when I go to bed but that might not be an AWS thing??)#(Like there's other things that could make you feel like you're rocking on a boat when laying down so I didn't include that)#No I have never talked to anyone about these hallucinations because for the longest time I didn't know what they were#And they are like. Harmless. Like I'm 100% aware they're just strange sensations but not real at all#They last max 15 minutes if even that long and they happen like super rarely#Only once have I had the hyper awareness be SO INTENSE it made me feel distressed#So like. It doesn't really affect my life at all? So why bother with it?#Also IDK if I could even go to a doctor and ask about AWS and have them know what that even is#And even if I could as far as I know there is no treatment for it so like. Whatever#As long as I don't start having distressing hallucinations or visual hallucination's I'll be fiiiiiine
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#girl interrupted#female hysteria#female manipulator#hell is a teenage girl#female rage#girl interupted syndrome#manic pixie dream girl#actually bpd#dark feminine energy#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#bpd thoughts#bpd mood board#bpd#bpd problems#bpd fp#gone girl#ultraviolence#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd stuff#sadgirl#lizzy grant aka lana del rey#girl blogging#this is what makes us girls#dark feminine aesthetic#dark coquette#actually obsessive#bpd shit#kate moss#feminine rage
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