#internal dialouge

[dhmis-autism]

anyways since i hurt my wrist ive been reading a lot of DHMIS fic, and as such i have some opinions on alla them! i also have some faves that i am going to reccomend now if any of you are in the mood to read:

First up, this whole series of DHMIS shorts are SO well-written and very bittersweet. They’re both sort of mini stories AND explorations of the positives and negatives of each individual character in the trio + their dynamics with each other. Pretty accurate to the characters, I think, and just straight up, well-written, fun to read. CANNOT OVERSTATE how much I enjoyed these ones. This was my fave of the three, I think about it ALL the time. Though, honestly, you can’t just read ONE and not read the others!

Alright, next is my FAVE FAVE FAAVEE dog/dad duo fic! I love a lot about this fic! I love the in-character dialogue, I love the thoughtful way this fic explores one of my favorite dynamics in the show! It's heartfelt and awkward and jumpy and misshapen- and I think it's a pretty fantastic avenue to take when exploring these characters. There's also a bit of existential terror, for those of you who like that element of the show! Anyways, this fic is literally ALWAYS going to have a rent-free space in my heart.

THIS ONE is a really smart and thought out rearrangement of the first TV season, with a kind of emotional narrative throughline that I gotta say, I was invested in. I always like fanworks that reintegrate lines from canon in different contexts and this is something this fic really understands how to do well. The epilogue made me understand why people will buy and read books telling the exact same event from a different characters POV. tbh i’d buy this if I could.

THIS one is short,sweet and REALLY fucking funny. I literally crack up just thinking about Duck asking Red which of the other two he’d rather be stuck with on a desert island. Comedy of errors with a bittersweet ending that has really stuck around in my head.

This one is less of a singular character exploration and more of a exploration of a hypothetical character dynamic ,imo. And I LOVE the dynamic in it so much! It's compelling, it's messy, it's very push-and-pull, it's like watching two cars almost crash into each other, miss, and then smash violently into poles in opposite sides of the street. I like the OCs in it ( they have a very funny bit going ), I like the fun little fanmade songs, and I like that the relationship between the two main characters is used as a really good platform to see what their insecurities  and their worst traits are up close. I rarely see ship fics that do that! And as someone who is far more interested in the characters themselves than the ship together, I am all in on the carnage. 

[koszmarnybudyn]

More magical girl au because it won't leave my head, also Oakworthy because that is also a brainworm of mine

[whats-todays-hyperfixation]

the original crows as those sad mashups of songs on tiktok:

kaz: waiting room x all i wanted

inej: the labyrinth x the archer x not stong enough

jesper: the archer x not strong enough

[beautiful-detective]

I decided to check out remarried empress to learn the origin about the trashta name but four episodes in...THIS is the person you're calling trash?! Holy shit, where are webtoon readers common sense? Home girl was a fucking SLAVE and you guys have the fucking audacity to call her trash instead of calling out the writing for what it really is? Classist and sexist.

[bbleague-crispin]

gonna do my bbq's to take my mind off of things !!!! i think if i held his hand i'd feel better,.,,

[sydmarch]

my stats are so fucking all over the place this time

[sparkles-and-trash]

I like tdbk and krdk so much, but I cannot write bkg or kiri well to save my life, so I just stick to enjoying it from afar 😭

Luckily I still love and adore tddk so I can still write for them at least 😮‍💨

[lucindarobinsonvevo]

exert from ‘Elle and Robert vs. the Knife’ 

And in his defense – It was a good first punch. It connected squarely with the left side of her face, and he thought he felt something crunch under the weight of his closed fist. Perhaps that’s all he’s ever been. A closed fist. It’s not the first time he’d hit his sister, he and Elle had their fair share of scrapes – But  it’s also not really the example he wants to set for Harlow. Children can be very perceptive to these things. She continues to state at him, the knife remains millimeters from an artery in his throat. 

“I used to imagine about all the ways I would kill you.” She says, blood spilling off her top lip onto the pearls of her teeth. “How I would get revenge. For Serena.” She inches the knife closer to his throat. The knife had been chosen not for it’s killing efficacy, but for it’s intimidation factor against the pregnant Kinski girl who has since escaped while he was busy tangling with Elle. It currently feels very efficient, from where he’s lying.  “For Cam.”

“You can’t kill me.” He says, choosing to play his trump card now in the hopes of getting the knife away from his throat, “You need me to save David.” 

“I don’t care about David.” He believes her, while the other siblings had all seemed scared for David, and Dad was out of his mind enough to make a deal with him Elle had seemed so calm back at the hospital, watching him from where the other two – Amy and Leo – had sandwiched her between them. 

“Would you take Harlow’s father away from her?” He asks, flipping to plan B, “You know what it’s like to grow up without a father.” He hopes that playing on her emotions will sway her. It seems that she and Dad have remained as close as ever. Which doesn’t surprise him, he’d always preferred his golden girl to his sons. 

“I think Harlow would be better off without you.” She replies, unmoved. “Don’t you?” He doesn’t want to answer that question.

[mothmares]

two of my friends were calling me a stereotypical art kid (in a derogatory way) because I was being loud and making noises right before our tea club (we drink tea and work on art projects) because when I’m in that room it’s my primary source of social interaction of the day and I get a little too loud and excited and stuff and I got really upset and I left before club even started :( I’ve been having really bad issues the past couple days about not knowing who I am and this is making me fuckibg spiral

[mangoish]

look i can't be the only one with screwed up internal dialouge

[weirdnotal]

As heartbreaking as the theory that Cody purposely missed so Obi-Wan would fall of the cliff because he knew Obi-Wan could survive is, and it is, I also think it's very funny.

Cody's internal dialouge: how do I get the general as far away from me and the rest of the clones as I can? Throw him off the cliff he'll live

[wuxianxkexing]

I love Mu Qing so much but I think his story arc would be way more interesting if he was canonically allosexual. Gay, bi, straight, doesn't really matter to me. I just think it would add even more complexity to his character. Like it's hard for a lot of monks and nuns to keep their vows during a normal human lifetime, Mu Qing's will power must be absolutely insane if he's 800+ years old, still experiencing sexual attraction and still choosing to uphold his vows. I don't know if he was just being catty when he called Xiao Ying ugly or if he felt the need to comment because he is attracted to women like that but my head canon is that he is at least bisexual. We know that both Mu Qing and Feng Xin act more freely in their disguises so I feel like he probably only made that comment because it's the only time he can actually admit to anyone that yeah, women can be pretty like that. Maybe not this particular one, but since Xiao Ying was the focus in this situation I feel like he probably would've complimented her instead if he actually thought she was really pretty. Like yeah Mu Qing is known for being a bit of a bitch, but even bitchy people are only bitchy about things that they at least somewhat care about.

I think another hint is Mu Qing's reaction in the women's bath house. Our boy hid his face in his hands and screamed. We know he isn't scared of women like Feng Xin is. He was obviously overwhelmed by some kind of emotion though. He was shown having a look around before he realized he shouldn't be doing that. Mu Qing canonically easily blushes because his skin is so pale, but he didn't blush in this scene. Which leads me to think he didn't scream out of embarrassment. He didn't have the typical pervert reaction to it, but he wasn't exactly chill about it either. He could've easily sneaked out without drawing attention to himself if he didn't scream, so why did he do that? I think he screamed, hid his face in his hands and started mentally reciting the ethics sutra. Xie Lian is funny because he started reciting the ethics sutra when Jian Lan tried to hit on him even though he definitely didn't need to. 😂 But because of that we know that is what they were taught to do when faced with "tempting" situations (Xie Lian was just still operating under the assumption that he was straight). So Mu Qing didn't blush out of embarrassment, he had a look around but not in the stereotypical pervert way, and then he screamed. I think the scream was probably induced by intrusive thoughts. Like he has been following the same cultivation path for 800 years, he obviously doesn't want to have thoughts like that, and since intrusive thoughts are by definition unwanted that is probably why he didn't blush and probably why he screamed.

Plus it would be a nice foil to Xie Lian who was able to uphold his vows seemingly without any trouble, minus the one time he was literally poisoned. I feel like Mu Qing's internal dialouge would be like "Oh she's pretty. Too bad my dick don't care. (It definitely cares)." I just think it would be interesting and probably kind of funny. Plus if it was canon it would add an extra hint to his true character if it was revealed earlier on in the books. It's really easy to assume that anyone who's a virgin for 800+ years is on the ace spectrum because most allo people just don't have it in them to be celibate that long.

[thatdeadaquarius]

This is riding off the language stuff in sagau but I just cant get it out of my head a reader who uses tumblr slang every once in a while. like they meet the Traveller and they're like "Omg I'm so cheesed to meet you!!" And the Traveller is just like "???" meanwhile Paimon integrates that into her vocabulary. And then maybe at some point, if the reader has a vision they're like "MAIMING AND BITING YOU" "THAT'S IT! I'M SENDING YOU TO EEBY DEEBY!" while their poor teammates are so confused. Just imagine going over to ppl like Razor, Klee, Chongyun and going "Awwww my lil scrunglos"

Just a very chaotic reader in general lmao

HEY WASSUP ANON

MY BRO THIS IS SO OLD BY NOW IM SO SORRY LMAO- SO ANYWAY HELLO!!! A DESSERT FOR UR PATIENCE 🍨🍧🛐

FOR WAITING SO LONG HERE IS SUM ASS WRITINF MY FRIEND HOPE U GET SMTH OUTTA IT

Bro imma be honest i missed out on some slang on tumblr bc i was off of it for awhile before i refreshed this old blog 

So my reaction to these slang words (except for scrunglies/scrunglos ik that one) is just as confused but also its rlly funny that im in the same situation as them LMAO 😭

☆

I would think honestly, even if ur doin it on purpose, 

I feel like some slang or refs r too ingrained into my soul to not make

So i would just accidentally use slang/memes, esp around funny ppl like Kaeya or Beidou, and then just give up eventually 💀

♤

So i stg everytime Xiao shows up in a event or smth it surprises me everytime lol

With his teleporting ability i would guess that if ur just chillin around Liyue anytime, Xiao just… shows up lol

Tea with Zhongli? Oh jesus Xiao’s here now.

Watching Xinyan and Yunjin play? Hes on the roof.

Picking ingredients with Xiangling to help her cook yall some amazing food?

Hes in the tree u were just picking Sunsettias in-

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So ur in Mondstadt, and ur like,

“oh well no Xiao here, huh kinda feels weird now”

eventually ur dumbass trips over nothing and goes tumbling down a hill, u know, as u do

Ur at the bottom like, 💀 

And its kinda hot and ur tired, and r selfaware of ur own goofiness so u just-

“I can see the end of the horizon, is this an internal dialouge-”

Xiao comes around the hill ur splayed at the bottom of.

UR STARTLED BC WTF MONDSTADT?? XIAO??? SO U JUST

“HATSUNE MIKU-”

CRYING-

AND XIAOS LIKE-

“??? No. It’s me. Xiao. The Yaksha Adeptus, my liege?”

HAHFLAHHAHA

AND HE KEEPS ASKING U WHO HATSUNE MIKU IS THE WHOLE WAY BACK TO THE CITY AS HE ESCORTS U LFMAO

♧

U see those scary ruin machines the ones with the fucking legs in Sumeru,

Cyno is ur bodyguard for the day, 

And at first he doesn’t see it, like its behind him, but it just like came around a corner, so it hasnt locked in on yall yet

(i headcanon that even if u r the Creator, these are machines, and dont have the sentience to even be self-aware let alone process wtf u are, ig if Khaeynriah made hella AI that is aware maybe it could fathom u)

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And u try to warn him but not scare him, so

“CYNO.

CYNO, THE HORSE IS HERE-”

Cue Cyno like

“A horse??? In the desert, Greatest Lord what the fu-”

Almost gets stomped on 😭 rip.

♡

U see Scara for the first time and u befriend him

Ur the only god besides Nahida he’s ok with aw

and one day he’s bodyguarding u around Sumeru 

He gets a little too into it and goes ham on several ruin machines

Like full on elmo burning anarchy meme, he's literally cackling floating above the pile of flaming metal-

And ur just clapping like: “that’s my skrunkly :) <3"

He literally interrupts his own cackle, its the most expressive youve ever seen him 

😶 😑 😶 ?????¿¿¿??¡¡?!!

HE WILL NOT STOP HARASSING U ABOUT WHAT IT MEANT LMAO

U usually define the words/memes as best u can but u specifically just call him that and never explain LOL

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🎵 HI. ITS ME. IM THE PROBLEM ITS ME. 🎵

SO SORRY ANON MY BEAUTY- I HOPE U CAN FORGIVE ME FOR TAKING SO LONG 🙏

I dont even mean just replying with a real thing^

I probably couldve posted ur ask w/o even adding onto it tbh

I dont think its anywhere near as chaotic as what u described but ya boy isnt the good at writing 😔

so i just focused on the memes 🤲

Have a good week anon :O !!

♡

Cheers,

🌒🌧🌊 💀Aquarius ♒️🌌🌘

♡the beloveds♡

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist

[hello---cello]

FIRST COMIC YAY! Forgive the strange formatting, I have no idea how to make comics look nice.

Alright, this is basically the story of Noah's slow decent into intern status and! and and and we get to meet 2 out of three members of his team that are not already real characters. I am well aware that I could have used canon interns but where's the fun in that?

Also we believe in Zeke redemption/Zeke was a paid actor and wasn't mutated cause that plotline was stupid FreshTV in this house. He's also gonna join the intern au but just not under Noah's team.

Also, each dialogue box is colour coordinated like so;

Zeke: Cyan

Eva: Dark blue

Noah: Red

Blonde intern (Brooke): Yellow

Fridge intern (Asahi): Green

Dialouge-less version under the cut

[gorillageek27]

Godzilla x kong novel spoilers

Shimo caused the ice age.

Kong cannot understand godzilla at all because godzilla is incapable of talking and sign language.

We actually get some internal dialouge from kong.

Kong knew about godzilla during skull island but didnt care.

Godzilla absorbed tiamat's radiation from her lair.

Kong dislikes the surface world.

One of skar king's general is called "one eye"

The apes with the red markings are called RED-STRIPES.

Skar king keeps all the female apes for himself.

Shimo froze ghidorah.

Kong can sense thst godzilla and mothra are like family.

[alfreds-shitpost]

John seed brain rot

DISCLAIMER, NEVER PLAYED NEW DAWN THIS IS ALL MY FUCKING OPINION ON HIM FROM FARCRY 5

HEADCANONS & THEIR REASONS

Issues and disorders

Bipolar 1

Aspd

Savior complex

Delusional thinking

Sexuality

Unlabeled but queer

I think John Seed suffers from bipolar due to how he treats the deputy as well as his dialoug. He is obsessed with the deputy and unlike others he seems to treat them with ‘care’ and being more tender with the deputy than he is with anyone else. He is seen washing the deputy’s chest and being generally more ‘gentle’ with them over anyone else.

Examples

In the church where he carves nick rye’s ‘sin’ off his chest without prep

Hits and punches other characters that do not listen

I also believe he suffers from delusional thinking, not only due to being groomed into a cult but due to the fact he believes he is a higher power and the chosen one to judge others and aid them. He has what is simply a very extreme religious savior complex

Examples of bipolar

Delusions and mania especially when it comes to getting noticed by the Deputy

Joseph is seemingly one of two of his FP’s because he desires attention from them at all times and seems mood-dependent on them quite a lot.

Is obsessed with the deputy and or has obsessive issues

Mood swings and is extremely complex

Impulsive and risky during mania

Examples of the savior complex

Baptizing others

‘Clenses’ others of sins + indoctrinates others

I also believe him to have aspd since its seen very clearly while he is hurting and extremely emotional he lacks remorse and guilt which is typical of people with aspd. I believe joseph seed manipulated and coerced john into his more aggressive violent behaviors as while john was likely trying to get help joseph used it for his own whims.

John’s cries for help were likely emotional outbursts that those around him labled as dangerous instead of trying to help him they likely demonized him as seen when joseph states that “he was not well liked but was feared” when you complete john’s plotline.

Examples of ASPD within john seed (as someone medically recognized with it)

Violent without seeming remorse for most people

Lack of guilt

Impulsive

Unstable

Only cares for 3 people in total

BACKGROUND

John also seems to be attention-seeking and a perfectionist until its his own downfall as he’s seen worrying over the fact not everyone is perfect, not everyone is what he wants and therefore he must help them change so that they fit into his views. So they do not fall for what he did and he believes ridding them of their sins is making them stronger when in reality he is doing what his parents did to him

John is a case of the abused becoming the abuser and people grooming others in a non-sexual way to become what they need as seen with he and joseph’s interactions

Not even joseph likes his brother john which means he likely never cared that john died in the first place considering joseph is quite biased toward his sister faith.

John is the most hated of the family due to his instability and due to the fact he is not as responsible as joseph or jacob. He is unstable and a wild card, something you don't want especially if you are running a cult

John seed is a victim of abuse and what i believe to be a form of non-sexual grooming, he also likely has tried bliss so he may be victim to drug abuse as well.

QUEER CODING

I think john seed is queer mainly for the fact he acts the same towards the deputy no matter what gender you pick and other characters/NPC’s even joke how john seed wants to ‘get in your pants’ per se in dialogue no matter what gender you had picked in the game.

I also think he is queer coded and likely has some form of internalized homophobia or insecurity around it hence why he acts like he does with the deputy

TL;DR

John seed brainrot has gotten to me