#needed a rant
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Since I've had the time, I've been going through my own personal shit to do with mental health - the aftermath of my childhood SA, for a start, and what thought patterns and beliefs I could unlearn from them. Won't go too much into it, but damn there's been a lot to unravel recently...
In the meantime, I've been having several dreams involving a certain Mr. Neil Gaiman - a naïvely placed favourite of mine. And in short, I just want to say;
Everything about him makes me deeply uncomfortable now especially considering what I've pushed away and not dealt with for so long.
It might seem like I'm making it personal but there are thousands (maybe tens of thousands) of women and girls in the world who go through this awful fucking shit on a daily basis and I've just about had enough of it.
You might be pleased to know I screamed and yelled and fucking got every last little thing out that I had to. I'm proud dream me had the courage to stand up to such a disgusting man, even if it was in my head. Nobody, but nobody should be put through the shit he's pulled. And damn it was cathartic even in my subconscious to completely destroy him. It felt like a little bit of closure for me at least. Then the news that's come out about his NDAs??? Suing people?? Honestly just choke.
#tw neil gaiman#fuck neil gaiman#neil gaiman#just to be clear#i hope he rots#tw childhood abuse#fuck jkr#shitty people#books#good omens#the ocean at the end of the lane#american gods#neverwhere#spamming the tags to spread the word#he's a despicable piece of human garbage#needed a rant#personal ish#personal growth#mental health
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Poli-ticking Time Bomb
I work for an environmental nonprofit, and we have stop work orders. On the day of the federal funding freeze, construction crews were in the water removing a dam. We still don't know if we will get reimbursed for that project. Other projects are just indefinitely on hold. These are projects that we were granted funding for.
Our leadership team has been telling us to use different wording. We can't use wording that could be seen as "exclusionary." Which just means we can't highlight women, BIPOC, or LGBT people in any way. They changed Gulf of Mexico to "Gulf of America" online with the caveat that the parts of our organization that work outside of the US will continue using the correct name.
My neighbor is worried about potentially losing her job, as the GOP has proposed cutting all medicaid funding for telehealth services.
My dude works in industrial food. 80% of our garlic comes from China. So many of our ingredients, fruits, vegetables are not grown on US soil. His customers are freaking out about tariffs and trying to find ways to buy what they need now and buy cold storage somewhere just to have it.
I'm struggling to see how even the most loyal Trump supporters are seeing positives in the flurry of shit he is shoveling onto us.
Every day I am so mad. I send emails to reps, but I'm loosing track of what I've even sent emails about. When I work myself up to it, I make calls. There are too many things to try to fight. I know it's a numbers game, so I don't plan on stopping, but goddamn.
Fuck them. Fuck them for making our jobs harder and firing so many people. Fuck them for making trans lives harder. Fuck them for making living in America worse and for I don't even know what will happen in Gaza. I wish only bad things on our current regime and the billionaire fuckwads.
I don't know how to end this other than to say, I hope you are doing okay. I hope your community makes you feel welcome and safe. And if you are a Trump/Elon supporter absolutely fuck right off.
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i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower
#woke up feeling more lost and out of touch with myself.. my surroundings and my partner all in the span of a night.. what the hell..#i really need a new therapist. specifically a dbt therapist but i have really weird health insurance so there's not many options..#i just really need someone that i feel open enough to talk to about anything and that will actually help me and not just use the dumbass#worn out therapist lines..#bpd shitposting#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd problems#sorry 4 the long rant in tags :/
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stop saying you’ll start again tomorrow we all know you won’t. just start today you lazy piggy 🐷
#i need to be th1n#to the bone#a4a diary#ana advice#ed tings#i will lose weight#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#i hate calories#m3ansp0#@n@ tips#thin$po#ana y mia tw ana rant tw ed ana ed but not ed sheeran starv3 thinspe im starvin tw ana blog just want to be thin thin$po#ana twt#i just want to be th1n#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating in tags#analog#🕯️as a feather#ana angels🪽#light as a 🪶#an0r3cia#ana loves you#ana y mia#lose weight fast#ed mia#disordered eating mention#disordered eating cw#ed rant#starv3#@na buddy
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I forgot having an e@ting d!sorder saves money 🤭
#thinsperation#tw restriction#⭐️vation goals#tw thinspi#🕯️as a feather#i need to be th1n#ana angels🪽#thin$po#@na fast#3d diary#@n@ tips#to the bone#@na rant#3d relapse#@na rules#ana y mia#light as a 🪶#34t1ng dis0rder#@na shit#@na buddy#@na blog#@n@ buddy#@n@ meal
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Even if we're not going to see a dismantling of the system or liberation for actively colonized people in our lifetime, we need to be moving like we are. Yall love to bring up the Panthers and the Black Power movement, but they moved that way BECAUSE they thought they were going to see an end to the system in their lifetimes, and even after COINTELPRO and the "death of socialism", they still moved like their children or grandchildren would see that world. I think we get too bogged down in being "realistic" because Neoliberalism makes it so we can't imagine a world without it. We have to think bigger.
#thotty speaks#thotty rants#alotta people fall back into what's comfortable.#what's safe#we don't need to do that#you're allowed to dream of more than this in fact you MUST
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they mean so much to mee
#i need a collection of senshis smiles#hes so cute#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#senshi#chilchuck#marcille#falin#i still have a lot of stuff i saved while reading dont mind me#iru rants
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hey just for the record, if you’re on r/ao3 and keep running into these kinds of comments on bookmark related posts — it’s not a good take. calling someone’s writing “slop” and saying it deserves criticism for being bad BECAUSE it’s posted publicly might seem like a nuanced take, but I promise it isn’t.
yes, sometimes us writers get a little too obsessed over a cryptic comment or bookmark; no, that doesn’t actually mean the solution is to say whatever you want in them because authors “deserve” your honesty. 
I know we’re in a touchy time for readers and writers, but comments like these are NOT kind, refreshing, or nuanced. they’re just kind of mean and discouraging.
#I need to stop going on that subreddit#because this is all I see#and it’s so disappointing #I know a bunch of you are on there too#so this is your sanity check#this is a bad take#it’s unnecessarily cruel#if I hear one more ‘well it’s the readers space!’ defense I’m going to start believing yall LIKE to leave mean comments in bookmarks#ao3#archive of our own#fandom#ao3 bookmarks#also for the record#I don’t think fics deserve praise#ever#but I do know what they don’t deserve!#mean and unnecessary criticism!#hit the back button babe!#private that bookmark#it’s not hard#morning rant
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dick grayson in fanon: sweet silly older brother, pretty but stupid, favourite child, happy robin, basically batman 2.0 but a nice person, his brothers are more skilled and could outpace him but they love him anyways, goody-two-shoes, good relationship with batman, responsible eldest child, mentally stable and supportive
dick grayson in canon:
became robin so he wouldnt commit first degree murder
like all of his appearances young justice season 1 are about how hes a maniac and a genius
leader and strategist of the teen titans
actually Murdered the joker
considered an equal by the worlds most dangerous and deadly mercenary
was literally fired by batman and only really continued working w him because of jason and babs
managed to keep up with angsty new-to-the-job batman
has had so many arguments with bruce its a miracle he hasnt cut him off forever (hes tried though)
can take down the entire teen titans if he wanted despite being the only one of them with no superpowers/abilities
was the definition of angsty teenager
inherits his insane paranoia from bruce
a thread away from breaking the no-kill rule, give him a rest
hes literally feral guys i mean cmon
#can you tell that i really love teen titans 2003#dick grayson#i have so many emotions for this guy#batfam#batman#nightwing#he means so much to me#call nightwing incapable and i will break your knees#nobody understands me#angsty emoji#i needed to rant quickly
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Ok, good. You're using her pronouns, and you're doing it consistently. That's... better.
But are you using her adjectives? Her nouns? Do you call her girl, woman, lady, wife, mom, girlfriend, and everything else when it's appropriate? Are you giving her her appropriate context when you're talking to her and about her, or are you just carefully gender neutralizing everything else so that those pronouns stand the fuck out like mad when they happen and make everyone including her feel like you're emphasizing stuff weird?
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if you ever feel like binging remember how shitty you’ll feel the next day wishing you started tomorrow.
#i need to be th1n#to the bone#a4a diary#ana advice#ed tings#i will lose weight#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#i hate calories#m3ansp0#@n@ tips#analog#🕯️as a feather#ana angels🪽#light as a 🪶#an0r3cia#ana twt#ana loves you#ana y mia#ana y mia tw ana rant tw ed ana ed but not ed sheeran starv3 thinspe im starvin tw ana blog just want to be thin thin$po#i just want to be th1n#eating disoder trigger warning#lose weight fast#unhealthy weight loss#ed mia#disordered eating in tags#disordered eating mention#disordered eating cw#ed rant#3d diary#3d relapse
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thanks for listening
#look at me#look at m#i need you to ignore canon for a second and let them have this moment#it occured to me that soundwave would’ve been the only one who could hear bee after he got his voice ripped out#and i drew this so fast#someone called them ‘soundad and bumbleson’ aND THATS ALL IVE BEEN HINKING ABOUT HAHHUAHA#i have a lot of thoughts about these two#soundwave is probably really accustomed to liars and twofacers after being around characters like starscream for so long#so when he meets bee#and all he gets is this blind honest truth from everything he says#he’s probably blindsided by it#like this little guy. this little yellow guy#has so much faith and love and nothing to gain from giving it away#it’s not some ploy with ulterior motives or lie to win his favour like starscream or sentinel#nope. this little guy just radiates the plain honesty of his truth#that he adores him#and soundwave has never seen anything like it before#soundwave#transformers#maccadam#b 127#transformers one#tf one#SORRY FOR THR PARAGRAPH RANT YOU CAN PRY THEIR FATHER SON DYNAMIC FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS#and yes bee still calls megatron dee in his head#he never stopped#zorangetf
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So sick of my brain telling me to eat just because I'm bored, like shut up you ate plenty
Why do I have to love food and think about it 24/7 😭
#3d bllog#3d diary#@na blog#disordered eating mention#eating disoder trigger warning#tw 3d in the tags#tw ed bl0g#3d di3t#3d relapse#3d thoughts#ed bl0g#pro for only myself#pro for myself#pro for ana#i hate calories#tw a4a#tw an0rexia#tw ana ed#ana twt#tw disordered thoughts#tw edtwt#tw m1a#tw restriction#tw mia#@n@ tips#@na rant#i just wanna be thin#i need to be th1n#i need to be thinner#thinneristhewinner
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3d life is being on the verge of crashing out because you didn't lose weight overnight
#3d diary#@na blog#tw disordered thoughts#3d thoughts#@na rant#@na shit#ed nonsense#i want to be sk1nn1#i need to be th1n#i just want to be th1n#tw 3d rant#tw 3d in the tags#tw an0rexia#tw ana ed#4n4m1a
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Remember how you felt at your highest number?
Remember how you felt at your lowest number?
That should be enough motivation.
#@n@ buddy#@n@ tips#@na rant#@na rules#@na shit#i need to be th1n#i want to be sk1nn1#sk1n4nd🦴#⭐️ ing motivation#⭐️rving#i need to ⭐️rve#⭐️vation goals#🌟ving#🕯️as a feather#💡 as a feather#💡as a 🪶#4nablr#4n4diary#4n4rex1a#4n4buddy#4norexia#4narex1a#4n0rexic#4n4m1a#@na blog#@n@ meal#@na fast#@na buddy#i just want to be th1n#sk1n@nd🩻
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