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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months ago

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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)

#polls #tumblr polls #For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house #JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications #and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe #country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that #country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here #despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically #TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that #part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0 #Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth #or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather #than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in #a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like #$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make #payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or #something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have #paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone #with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have #to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer #than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them #or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into #why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY #I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like #to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most

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cepheusgalaxy · 24 days ago

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hey that piece of art from firemind411 is ai generated btw... there's no rendering involved unfortunately :/

Oh ;) that sucks , ty for letting me know

#now ill just have to find it...#anon #asks

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stemmmm · 7 months ago

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more people gotta try this shit where bill has not improved and will not change but he's just chilling so its fine probably. its great

#gravity falls #billford #bill cipher #stanford pines #gf nevermind all that #is this really for that? no but if its post canon bill on earth then it may as well be. makes it nice and easy to find later too #reread tbob because we just got our own (nicely water damaged) copy and i was like. i dont draw him cute enough #i will continue trying to do better #anyways stanley you are a butch woman. stanley transition now you dont even have to do anything youre already perfect #its just about the intent #every time i drew him for the last one all i could think was oohhhhhh my god you are a dyke. to me. please #in other news are there any burned out pushing-30s out there who havent drawn in years? i gotta say. i really gotta say.#get mentally ill about something its great. preferably alongside a few other people that you can use to create a perpetual cycle of insanit #gets you drawing again in no time and it feels great

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astronnova · 6 months ago

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danny phantom cast explorations and thoughts :v

#🧻 sharts #danny phantom #danny fenton #jazz fenton #danielle phantom #sam manson #tucker foley #i have like. other sketches of other cast members hidden away. maybe ill finish them up but #for now heres my thoughts on the cast! at least how i would do it #i never understood danielle being 12 when danny is 14. MAKE THEM IDENTICAL!!!!! RAAAAH #i have a lot of thoughts about danielle and non of them are canon compliant #i may just be rewriting the lore sorry #danny phantom is like r*wby to me #in which i rewrite the things i dont like #i will say a lot of the things im applying to the halfa’s is from an oc of mine #because i like the concepts and find them fitting #its not stealing if its from myself. its recycling #i think the one thing that keeps kicking me in the ass is danny's suit. its a hazmat suit but its vacuum sealed HAHA #i love both vibes of him in a tight superhero suit and him in a loose hazmat lookin suit with a mask or smth. for the creep factor #idk im figuring out how i would do the phantom alter ego. ywlma has me obsessed w it being elderich and scary though #wow. so many tags! LOL SORRY #guess ill die (danphantom)

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toasterkoi · 3 months ago

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*Squints*...wait a second!?! (BSD SPOILERS BELOW)

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Bungou Stray Hedgehogs AU

Man, this is a LONG post,,, but I saw pieces of the newest chapter for bsd and.... ugghhhgg

Never has yaoi been so doomed in my life.. amyways, this what my thought process was like before going on a tangent of redrawing frames from both the anime and a little manga:

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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sorry i keep drawing them in bondage thats just like their thing atp

textless ver below the cut:

#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #magneto #professor x #snap sketches #finally redraw an old piece of mine.... now 5% sillier aJVLKEJLJK #i was gon make an 'alt cover' where charles' suit is red like in the og issue but i got mad at all the red. bull-coded nonsense i swear #ngl i gave up like halfway finishing erik OOSPIEEE but this still turned out cute i think #i mean shout out to me i bothered with a background this time around. also fake titles are hard #i had like three in mind that ill prob recycle for nefarious purposes down the line but anyway #wow now i wanna make a doujin just so i can make a fake cover again. or ig itd be a real cover in that case...#idk Shrug it was fun addin the lil comic cover bits HEHA #ok im sleeping now bye bye !!!! spring breaks over which means i have to actually have priorities now #this life's so cruel but ill find ways to draw my silly old man yaoi... believe it....

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stiffyck · 7 months ago

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I WISH ARO HEADCANONS WERE MORE POPULAR IN FANDOMS

#THERES LIKE. BARELY ANY.#IF I GET LUCKY ILL SEE AN ACE HEADCANON #BUT VERY RARELY DO I SEE ARO HEADCANONS #SOBBING #stiff talk #my favorite thing is thinking about how many characters i see as aromantic but then i go to the fandom tag or to that characters tag and #everyone is shipping them and theres like 2 posts total about that character being ace and 1 post about them being aroace #man im just a bit sad about all this dont mind me #yea yea i know the whole “if you wanna see something make it yourself” thing but see heres the thing: im tired #i just wanna be able to go through a tag and see people share similar ideas and headcanons without me having to make all the work myself #and i bet theres plenty other people who feel the same #and even if there is a character thats like. somewhat aroace coded in some way people still find a way to go “but then they fall in love”#and like yea have fun or whatever but i just idk it just feels very lonely sometimes yknow #miss the times when i didnt think about this so much #cuz now that im older and know that IM aspec its like. oh. i wanna see more characters like me! but theres like basically none #SORRY FOR THE RANT LMFAO #ignore this im just feeling silly

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eternal-sunflowers · 3 months ago

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i don't think that people really understand how mentally fucking draining it is to live with chronic illness. like, people talk about it a lot, sure. but i feel like it is constantly kind of a shrugged off thing that people don't understand the weight off.

how exhausting it is to have your body not be able to do things, while your brain carries on as if it can.

how exhausting and painful it is to try to do things and not fully be accommodated for your needs.

how exhausting goddamn brain fog is. it gets me every day it feels like and i'm still surprised.

how exhausting and frustrating it is to be ill and to think you're having a good day, but SURPRISE, here's a flare, or a bunch of symptoms, or whatever, and now you're in pain and can't do anything. you can't make the pain stop. you just have to feel it.

how exhausting it is to know that nothing will take the pain away. that you literally just have to live with it. and that people won't get it. they won't understand that you are constantly in pain, all the time, and just have to act like you aren't.

how exhausting it is to be exhausted. the fatigue is awful. it just catches me and i can't do anything. i can't move or speak or anything. i just have to exist in it.

it's so annoying and exhausting to see my body give up and to know that i can't really do anything to stop it or cure it. it's so exhausting. it makes me want to cry constantly. i feel so tired and worn down and angry and depressed.

and yet, i have to continue on, like a normal functioning member of society. i have people look at me like an imposition. i see people talk down on chronically ill or disabled people online all the time and complain about us ruining society or taking away resources or whatever the fuck bullshit.

and it makes me feel so shitty that society perceives my only worth as my physical ability to contribute to a fucked up system.

and yet, we carry on, day after day, in hopes it will get better.

#chronic pain #chronic illness posts #chronic illness #chronic fatigue #chronically ill #fibromyalgia #pots #chronic migraines #gastro issues #etc #the list goes on #i'm so tired of being in pain #and having illnesses that we can't find the cause of #and being so fatigued by it all #i have a colleague who noticed me turn my big lights off to turn on my lamp and they went “oh how are you? migraine day?” and i wanted cry #they remembered. that i do that. they also asked how i felt yesterday. if it was a good day or not.#so i know people are out there who care and genuinely want to help us #but it is very isolating to be chronically ill and not be able to make people understand #and now i park in handicap spots permanently and worry people will come yell at me that i'm not disabled enough since you can't see it #and i hate that #god #it's so exhausting yall.#ill be okay. just needed a vent.#sun rants #sun thoughts #sun notes

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qeyond · 3 months ago

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THEYRE HERE THEYRE HERE THEYRE HERE!!!!

#wow!!!! they feel so nice wow!!!#ill have to get the second half now when they release #imagine this is how you read death note for the first time #parents wont let me read death note so i got a miniature set to hide under my bed #(he said forgetting digital copies are a thing)#ill show yall them again once i put the covers on :'3 #the second half of the manga gacha is on preorder rn but i cant find it without $60 shipping so im gonna wait #itll be out in june or july i think #edit: i didnt expect so much excitement!!!#theyre from bandai. japanese versions of course. theyre from gacha/gashappon machines #comes with covers!!#fully printed just like the manga. including the copyright pages and mini comics and everything!!#super cool #qeyond beyond

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choccy-milky · 9 months ago

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the place me and my roommate were supposed to move into today was so disgusting and uninhabitable we just took our stuff and left and now we're gonna be staying at airbnbs and hotels until further notice/until we can find a new place hopefully quickly...........im in my homeless drifter era y'all!!!😍😍so if im not as active then thats why LMFAO

1 like = 1 prayer

#bro was literally trying to rent us a silent hill apartment #we already paid first and last too which was 2700k and he said hes not gonna refund us EVEN THO WE DIDNT EVEN MOVE IN!!#like first month i get BUT NOT EVEN THE SECOND MONTH?? all landlords go to hell #looking back at the og listing like.....yeah i can see why he never took pics of the outside......literally looks like a landfill😃#we're SO LUCKY that uhaul allowed us to keep our things stored with them bc if they insisted on our shit still being dropped off #we woulda been so screwed/forced to move in and then would have had to hire ANOTHER uhaul to move back OUT lol #AND I HATE MOVING the idea of unloading all of our stuff just to pack it again literally makes me wanna perish #but even tho i may be a homeless drifter rn that wont stop me from also working on my oneshot between searching for places😍#the oneshot has a smut scene at the beginning LMAO and smut takes me forever to write so id been putting it off #but now that im over that hump (pun intended) i think ill be faster now brrrrrrrrrrr 9k words so far #its probs gonna be like 40k LMFAO maybe longer... idek #but also ill be hella busy trying to find a home so LMFAO who knows...chat im so fucking TIREDDDDD🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️#my moms trying to see if she can fight him and get our money back but it aint lookin good bros #if i randomly open commissions then youll also know why LMAO

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umblrspectrum · 5 months ago

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updated some ref sheets and also actually made jcj one

#go find my artfight for more i guess #i know its another Not Real Murder Drones post but like im hyperfixating on this right now and dont feel like drawing drones #so you guys are just gonna have to live with that for a bit #i forgot an inner ring thing for abs so lets just pretend she doesnt have one #the spikes on jcjs halo are actually based on the spAAAAAAAAAAAce part of jcj in spaaaaaaaaaace #excuse my poor character writing i've literally never done this before #this is really like my first time doing this #usually i just pull the “they'll do whatever if i can make a joke out of it” card while Slightly aligning by their Vibe but like #here i'm trying to do something #learning to like actually Write also #if i can muster up the courage then i'll have a fic on ao3. otherwise ill just keep telling myself its for My Eyes Only #are the designs entirely canon compliant? no #do i care? no #art #murder drones #rain world #rain world iterator #i guess #never actually even considered a name for this au besides the self explanitory Murder Drones Rain World AU #should probably do that #i KNOW the lore is really fanficy SHUT UP i COULDNT THINK OF ANOTHER WAY TO WORK IT #LET ME BE CRINGE AND FREE FOR ONCE

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welcometogrouchland · 1 year ago

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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.

Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!