#personal introduction

[pararinn]

Introduction Post 🔥

Jolyn ⭐️ she/they ⭐️ 21

I’m very multi-fandom and currently fixating on Call of Duty.

Feel free to chat lol Im usually responsive

Other sites:

Twitter | ko-fi | Instagram | carrd

REQUESTS/ASKS: OPEN

COMMISSIONS: OPEN

If my dumbass doesn’t forget — I use #pararinn’s cafe or #pararinn’s art to keep track of my artworks

[aceth3second]

Yo! Im ace, i like to draw, write, and sometimes make edits!

Heres my carrd

(press the pics)

I make edits sometimes, i listen to audios while i do stuff bc i have shitty attention span and im a hormonal teen(unfortunately) and im embarrassingly average (literally, im the 5th tallest among 10 girls in my class, my average grade is 20 - 40/50 and im a beginner at german, puzzles? It takes me a long time to solve but i still do it, no idea how) and im 13

My favorite animals are beluga whales and capybaras, n contrary to popular belief my favorite colors are pink and yellow

Im from the Philippines and i suck at my own language, pls dont talk to me in tagalog bc i will cry(i actually cried over my native language 😭)

Im very chill n stuff👍 pls be friends w me im very lonely 😭

[teratomatica]

you always land on all fours

[intramoon]

Celeste Orouke ⤷ wednesday's ex-fiancée, drew's aunt, violinist, sharp tongue, "blue-eyed devil"

[bowenoke]

as established: my first introduction to the concept of being transgender was my <6 year old brother (not yet aware of the concept of transitioning but still 100% sure he was not a girl) saying he was a boy and my mom (who must have been absolutely panicking) spinning a lie about how there WERE people who did that. BUT it was illegal. so they had to go to dangerous countries to get illegal surgeries done. so naturally i thought transgender people were extremely cool, because most of the crime i'd been introduced to was pirates and old western outlaws, and they had cool hats. anyways ive been thinking of this story a lot more now that I've realized this was less panic and more manifestation on my mom's part. at least all 3 of her kids are trans so theres some justice. she also used to say that god puts the same barriers in your path again and again until you figure out how he wants you to handle them. but thats unrelated.

[inthiskingdomwewillendure]

Favorite Aragorn scenes in Fellowship of the Ring as voted by my tumblr poll

Nr. 2: Strider 4k

[vaguely-concerned]

lucanis reading romance novels out loud to spite in the seventh attempt to explain to him what sex is and spite bemusedly being like 'wow you people really get up to that shit I thought that was just a bit mortals did or something'

[myokk]

I had so much fun writing this up as I drank my coffee this morning, thanks for making the templates @kiwiplaetzchen 🥹🙏

A little bit of backstory for Eloise - I’ll do an actual drawing etc etc in the future but for now if you’re interested!!:

Eloise has a brother, Leonard (Leo) who is a year older than her (I want to draw him soon!!) and her parents are both (unfortunately 😔🙏) still very much alive. If the family had continued to the 1930s, they would DEFINITELY have been part of the Sacred 28, making it the Sacred 29 instead. Her father was an only child so he inherited everything, and her mother is Elladora Babbit née Black, the woman who started the Black family tradition of beheading useless house elves😭 (and yes unfortunately that makes Headmaster Black Eloise’s uncle😫).

Eloise was kept a secret from the rest of magic society her whole life. In my imagination, the pureblood families have so much inbreeding amongst themselves that it’s not uncommon for them to give birth to squibs. Part of pureblood culture is not announcing they’ve given birth to a child until they’ve shown signs of magic - normally around 3/4 years old at most. When Eloise never showed ANY signs of magic, she was just their shameful secret. On her eleventh birthday when it was all but confirmed she was a squib, she was burned off the family tree and spent the next five years at a muggle finishing school. Always looking to take advantage of whatever they could get, however, Eloise’s parents arranged a marriage between her and the firstborn son of a wealthy muggle landowner when she came of age.

Her family had no idea that she was admitted to Hogwarts (they cut off all ties to her and disowned her) and Leo, who had always been fiercely protective of her growing up was simultaneously devastated and ecstatic that he could see his sister again. It’s been really hard to repair the relationship though, as there is a lot of resentment that they cannot get over even though they want to😭. And, for as much as her parents dictated everything about how her life has gone, Eloise can’t help but try to work hard to get their love and approval as it’s all she ever thought she wanted. And now that she’s in a position to become the daughter they’ve always desired, she feels a lot of resentment towards herself. She feels as if she’s betraying the young girl who was abandoned by her family, because she wants their approval so badly (it will take a while for her to get over this😔🙏)

In terms of the personality I did it a bit like the sims where I just max things out bc I think everything in the middle is boring jajajaja. But:

Shy: not shy in the sense she can’t talk to other people and she isn’t necessarily socially awkward. She just doesn’t always know what to say and will remain silent if she thinks she has nothing to add to a conversation instead of yapping away (BUT unfortunately rambles and over explains herself to not be misunderstood when she does talk, THANKS narcissistic mother), and normally she wishes people would ignore her. When the Daily Prophet article came out about her “miraculous” recovery and introduction to magical society she HATED it & she HATES all of the people trying to talk to her and befriend her.

Active: NOT active as in super energetic. She just wakes up really early and always needs to keep herself busy. She gets anxious if she doesn’t have anything to do - but, she includes thinking as doing something, and often retreats into her thoughts and doesn’t realize when people are talking to her.

I think grouchy and nice can exist together so with this one I put it in the middle. She’s both simultaneously😭

Aaaand with cowardly/brave, she thinks she is really cowardly for going back to her parents so easily and wanting their love so badly, and hates herself for it (not realizing it’s an accumulation of a lifetime of emotional trauma). But lots of times when things get very high-stakes she will jump in and do incredibly reckless things without thinking of the consequences, although if she stopped to think before she acted she would definitely NOT do them. So maybe brave in actions, cowardly on the inside (IDK)

If you read all of this I love you!! I want to share more about her but this was getting crazy long jajajajajajaja😇🙏

[mikimeiko]

The Expanse | Season 1 (2015-16), Mark Fergus and Hawk Ostby

[frommybedroom]

sorry but it’s so annoying when people continually ask if [insert cast member(s) here] will be there at [insert date here], especially with some of them beginning to leave. i promise you, no one has some secret knowledge that they’re keeping from you in particular. this is just how broadway works. i understand you want to see as much of the OBC as you can, but you have as much information as the rest of us.

[whump-ohmy]

Whump Intro!

Hello there! My name is Harley (she/her), your new local whump writer, exclusively on tumblr, soon coming to ao3 :D I've liked whump since I could remember and way before I even had a name to put to it, and I have been lurking here for a while now. But the time for crawling out of the shadows and writing my own things has come!

I'm doing the Bad Things Happen Bingo and so far, I have one prompt fill up, and three more written ones sitting in my folder and waiting to be edited. Tags for it: #my writing #bad things happen bingo

I am still really new to actually interacting in this community and writing things, so I don't really know exactly how things work but hopefully this will turn out well :) --- Some tropes I love:

- Lady whump (I really, really just want some women in my fiction) - Hurt AND comfort - Fantasy / medieval whump - Nonhuman characters - Defiant whumpees - Touch-starved - Torture; whipping, beating, stress positions, etc. Tropes that are meh / I don't really like:

- BBU (occasionally I do circle back to it, but it's not really my thing) - Hurt no comfort - Medical whump - Lab whump - Carewhumper Squicks:

- Extreme gore - Eye / teeth injuries ---

Other things I'm working on:

I also have 30k of a completed series sitting in my folder though it needs a LOT of editing before I post it. Here's a quick overview of it for those interested:

A thief and assassin unable to leave her occupation and bound to the whims of a cruel and powerful earl, is captured after she is given false information. To her surprise, she is freed though the consequences for failing her mission soon prove to be almost worse than death. In the end, the person who saves her is one who she had expected would be amongst those cheering the most for her death.

If anyone would like to beta for this or knows where I could find a beta, I'd really appreciate it! I'm terrible at editing and a second perspective would be really nice.

[wasianexpress]

am I trippin or do There’s Me and Memory have similar motifs and the same underlying arpeggios

tbh that might be bc the songs have parallels (Grizabella is reminiscing of her past youth while Dinah is mourning her relationship)

or maybe Andy just likes reusing his motifs (see the starlight express motif in like half the songs)

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

Hey, we never did actually find out who the seventh victim was or why their record was missing, did we?

[narcborderline]

Welcome to that Narcissistic Borderline blog!

This is a blog made by and for people who have both NPD and BPD! This blog will feature cluster-b activism with a focus on people with NPD and BPD, along with confessions and more!

The flag we use is here (link).

The rules of this blog are as follows:

Bigotry of any form will not be tolerated, including but not limited to racism, queermisia, intersexism, ableism, sanism, etc. This blog especially does not tolerate ableism against other personality disorders. Any submissions putting down other disabled people will be deleted and blocked.

Do not engage in discourse of any kind on this blog. This includes but is not limited to intracommunity queer discourse, system discourse or fiction discourse.

Submissions trying to incite drama will be blocked and ignored.

Anyone is allowed to interact with this blog regardless of your identity or personal views if good faith, however do not bring in matters that are irrelevant to this blog. We are not going to disallow other pwNPD & BPD from interacting with this blog over discourse.

We do not have a set "Do not interact," as we do not believe in lists like this. These lists are pointless and do not work. We will block bigoted/appropriative "TransIDs" and people who promote abuse.

Obviously, you are not welcome on this blog if you believe in "narcissistic abuse" or "borderline abuse."

We are not medical professionals. We cannot and will not armchair diagnose you. You may ask about diagnostic criteria, but that is it.

Suggestive/Adult themed asks are permitted and will be tagged accordingly as 18+/minors dni.

These rules may be subject to change or be expanded on. You may be blocked for reasons unlisted.

We will include the following on this blog:

Confessions and vents.

"NBPD culture is" phrased confessions.

Activism, cluster-b education and resources.

Song recommendations.

Your Fave has NBPD requests.

Fandom-related confessions.

Claimed Sign Offs:

⚔️💤🌸, 🌌🐇, 🙂

Tags we will be using:

#confessions #vents #nbpd culture is #asks #activism #resources #reblogs #positivity #song recs #your fave is #fandom #media #admin lore #not nbpd

About the Admin:

Hello! You may refer to me as 🌹 or Rua!

- I am a mixed race Native American, two-spirit and intersex! - Adult. He/Him and Shy/Hyr pronouns. - Polyamorous Myrrose Freyic Lesbian. - cane user, FND, AuDHD, cluster b & c, intellectually disabled, P-DID.

[autopsyfreak]

short intro:

my name is Omen, i’m 21 years old and i use it/it’s pronouns.

i am also a metalhead.

i have been seeing mental health professionals on and off since i was a child. i am diagnosed with a plethora of mental illnesses, however since this page will be predominantly about my personality disorders, i will only be informing you of my diagnosis of NPD, ASPD and BPD.

i also have a score of 38 on a PCL-R test, therefore i do reclaim the term ‘psychopath’.

i may briefly mention my other diagnosis’, but since that’s not the focus of this blog i don’t see the point in mentioning them on a pinned post.

if you believe in narc abuse dni.

i fit a lot of ASPD and NPD stereotypes, i will not tolerate anyone giving me shit for this. i do not care what you think about my disorders.

be respectful.

this is a cluster B account, no ableism is welcome here.

[travelingtwentysomething]

✨Are you new here?✨

✨🌚)))))(✨Hailey on AO3✨)(((((🌝✨

🪩 Let's Be Honest, If You Could Hop Dimensions, You'd Save Eddie Munson Too (AO3 // REBLOG // My Art: Eddie in Disguise/Comparison) - A Steddie+Original NonBinary Time/Dimension Traveler Character Fix-It Comedy/Adventure

🌚 Devotion Tastes So Sweet On Your Lips (AO3 // REBLOG) - A Spooky Steddie Horror One-Shot (Maybe Series...) Steve Prays To The Old Gods And Eddie The Banished Answers

🕸️ A Sticky Situation (AO3 // REBLOG) - A Harringroveson x Spideypoolverine Crossover Comedy One-Shot +Inspo Post for A Sticky Situation

—+++—Some Bonus Tumblr Only Ficlets—+++—

+Steve Throws Eddie His Yellow Sweater, Eddie Throws Steve His Vest. It's a Whole Thing (It's Canon. Gone a bit Viral, this one🤘) +Further Evidence: Steve Puts on The Vest and Eddie Checks Out His Ass, Also Canon. +Bonus Canon: Eddie Stares at Steve's Wounded Abs But Looks Away Before He Gets Caught +Bonus Canon: Every Time Eddie Puts On His Steve Smile

+Eddie Realizes Steve Is More Than A Babysitter (w/ Inspo Post Steve Slays Demo-Bats, Eddie Reacts, This One Has Gotten Popular, But I Mainly Attribute That to Steve's Titties 🤘)

+Rockstar!Eddie in a Case of Mistaken Identity Gets Dragged to Dustin's 21st "Rockstar Hotel After Party" Themed Birthday by an Oblivious Steve +Bonus Robin Has Something To Say About That (An Add-On Ficlet Inspired by Whathehonestfuk 's post🤘)

+Rockstar!Eddie Meets His New Personal Assistant Steve and Is a Little Shit About It, But Steve Takes No Shit And That Fucks Eddie Up (An Add-On Ficlet Inspired by Urdreamgirls-dreamgirl 's post 🤘)

+Rockstar!Eddie, Meets Server Duo Stobin, is an Asshole and Gets His Just De'Soup- Later Eddie Comes Back to Apologize and Gets Steve's Number- Then, A Misunderstanding and a Proposal (An Add-On Ficlet Started by Two Very Talented Writers Sabbathbloddysabbeth and Estrellami-1🤘)

+Single, Single Fathers Eddie and Steve Keep Getting Called Into the Principals Office Because Their Kids Keep Fighting Each Other at School. They're Getting Parent-Trapped. Sort Of. (An Add-On Ficlet from a Prompt by Bluehydrangeabush🤘)

+Steve is Afraid to Scare Eddie Away by Treating Him 'Like a Girl,' Eddie is Frustrated, Thinking Steve Just Can't Bring Himself to Cuddle Him Because He's a Guy.🤘(Until Eddie Opens Steve's Closet and a Mountain of Dead and Drying Bouquets and Boxes Fall All Around Him. An Add-On Ficlet Inspired by Strawnger 's Post) +BonusThe Add On Where They Go From Idiots to Lovers

+Steve is Mad That Eddie Can't Seem to Warm Up to Him and Finally Asks Him What's His Problem? Eddie Indicates the Problem is Sexual Frustration. (Steve May Be Slow On the Draw but He Ain't Shooting Blanks🤘😏 An Add-On Ficlet Inspired by Steddiecameraroll 's Post)

+Steve Is Emboldened to a Life of Crime by His Association with Chief Hopper, and Drags Eddie Along for the Ride (An Add-On Ficlet🤘 Inspired by Morganbritton132 's Post)

+Steve is Drawn Into a Life of Crime with Eddie, Stealing Cars, Until Eddie Gets Caught and the Judge Offers Prison or Military. Years Later, Steve Gets Knapped and Trafficked and Undercover Agent Eddie is There. (Sounds Wild, Is Wild. A Steddie Ficlet Prompt, Hoping Someone Takes This and Runs With It🤘)

+Stephanus Concubinus, Emperor Geta's Vita (Steddie x Gladiator II AU Blurb Inspired by Kingsandsaints ' Gorgeous Painting of Joe Keery Wearing Laurels and a White Sheet🕊️)

+S4 Cut Scene: Steve Pines For Eddie, Dustin is Excited For Two Dad's, or Whatever, He's Not Picky (Eddie Witnesses This Interaction From Afar, Wonders Fondly, an Add-On Ficlet Inspired by Tellme-astory 's Post)

+Steddie!Little Mermaid AU Blurb-let (It Started With a Whisper- *Steve Herrington* and Ended When Prince Eddie Kissed he- er, uh, no wait- That's Actually Henry the Sea Witch with Prince Steve's Stolen Voice... Violence and Magic and A Happily Ever After, Oh My!)

+Rogueddie Famous!Steddie, Eddie Reads Tumblr RPF of Steve, Steve Gives a Rec (Rogueddie Wrote A Blurb, I Wrote A Blurb, an Add-On Ficlet)

+Eddie Doesn't Give A Fuck About Sleep Paralysis Demon Steve (Bit Personal, Turned Into a Steddie Prompt Blurb)

+Eddie, Post Apocalypse, Joins The Military Supernatural Special Forces, Until He Receives a Call from an Old Friend in Hawkins (a Steddie Prompt Blurb Inspired by Frecklesjoes ' Post)

✨everything else you need to know under the cut✨

📜A Tale in Gifs🍿

—++++—Stories Told in a Montage of Gifs—++++—

+Steve Definitely Doesn't Have A Type: A Steddie Tale in Gifs (+Because I Can't Leave Well Enough Alone, Emotional Damage) (Learned how to make gifs for this post lol took me hours give it some love, my first sort of popular post🤘)

+Steve: All My Homies Love Boobs And Hate The Government / Robin Looks At Eddie: *Gay Silence* / Steve: Right?! (Robin Looks At Eddie: *Cringes* / Steve: *Bi Panic Sets In*)

+Eddie Munson the Lunchtime Menace... He Does All His Best Menacing at Tables: A Tale in Gifs (A Montage of Eddie Being Menacingly Innocent 😇👀)

+Steve: If He Fuck Me Good I'll Take His Ass To Red Lobster / Steddie Version / Metal Sandwich Version (🍨⛵🦞)

+The First Time Little Eddie Munson With The Buzzed Hair Gets Called A F*reak, He Is Too Stunned To Speak (Literally, just a sentence ✨with gifs✨ but now I need 100k words, on my desk by Monday morning. Prompto.)

🪩My Original Posts🪩

#op

+My 2010 1D Tumblr Origin Story (🤣The true story of how I ended up on Tumblr)

+My Singular Piece of Art (Eddie in Disguise/Comparison)

+Jack Whitehall Incorrect Quote/Shipping Gays is the Glue That Holds Fandom Together🤘

+Harry Styles Raps to Girls Just Wanna Have Fun Video (if you've never seen this, you're not fully realizing your potential)

+Joe Quinn is Dating Doja Cat? (It only took me a couple minutes to make this gif, skill issue defeated)

+Someone Asked Me "Favorite word?" And I Am A Comedian, So I Said- (you won't regret clicking on this one, here's your first clue that I am hilarious.)

+My Theory on Why Hollywood (And Men™) Thinks All Women Over 30 Are Witches (added to this already hilarious post about the Disney Movie Freaky Friday, your second clue that I am actually the funniest person you don't even know)

🪩Gems You Missed🪩

+A Break-up Cake Commissioned By Me From The WM Bakery: Mario Kart - "Welcome Back To The Streets" (If We Are Friends, This Is The Kind Of Moves You Can Expect From Me, Indisputable Proof That I Am Occasionally Hilarious.)

+My Halloween Tree and Blockbuster Wall (About 4,000 DVDs lit up by my Halloween Tree, it's a Spooky Vibe, ask me for a Movie Rec... When I die I'm fixin to haunt the Criterion Closet👻) +BONUS: Top Ten Favorite Movie Memories (The ONLY Get To Know Me Posts You Need To See)

+ I just realized I caught the GHOST in my haunted house on video 🫥👀💀

+15 Minute Roast Beef and Potato Soup (I make up easy recipes sometimes, ask me about my rotisserie chicken enchiladas with cilantro lime sour cream sauce)

+I'm Allergic to Cats, But I Would Get A Blue Russian to Name Them Comrade, Nickname: Commie (Big Brain Name Game™, Give me some credit and reblog this post🐈‍⬛)

+My High Thoughts About Pyramids (Higher Thoughts💭)

+My Ridiculous Laptop Sticker Collection (feat. Some Steddie Stickers from Raynecreates)

+🍯My Dog Honey Watches Scooby Doo / Honey Cuddles Then and Now / Honey Plays Then and Now 🍬 / Honey's Pug-pies: Scooby, Momo, Pickle, and Ponyo / Honey Helped Make Better Pugs 😂

+My Review of the Movie A Real Pain with Jesse Eisenberg and Kieran Culkin (An Ode to Real Pain, My Stream of Sleep Deprived Consciousness Sounds Like Beat Poetry🥲)

+My Epitaph (My Personal Philosophy, It's A Banger™)

👇Check the #Tags below to narrow down the fun👇

(I go a lil ham with the tags, trying to be thorough, so I'm a safe blog if you utilize tag blocking, search my blog for any of your own interests, you'll most likely strike gold 😂 give it a try if you're curious, or scroll on down and click on a tag, if it's not clickable use that tag in the search bar to search my blog)

I RECOMMEND:

#op - posts that I created or I contributed a significant comment to

#personal - if you're trying to see more than just fandom- really get to know me 🥹 also #is it me, #tism, #tis me

#trauma dump and #dream journal - the drama, the tea, the weird dreams that are so ridiculous I had to tell someone, even if it is just shouting it into the void to hear the echo, basically over sharing. #childhood memories

#interest - anything that is of interest to me, stuff like #therapy, #linguistics, #anthropology, #sociology, #psychology, #archeology, #movies, #film theory, #politics, #house hunting, #location scouting basically anything that interests me outside pretty people and shows

#my recipes - I occasionally make up something easy peasy, you like cooking quick churched-up struggle meals?

#thoughts - my own comments/thoughts or posts that made me think, try #high thoughts, #higher thoughts

#comedy - anything that made me #lol

#writing - my own fics and posts I actually contributed commentary to or a lil blurb, or writing inspo and prompts I am interested in, as well as writing resources, tips, etc. #fic prompt

#steddie - probably my most common tag I love them but there's a plethora of tags #steddie art, #steddie fic, #steddie comic

#pretty - it's the boys and the girls and the #aesthetic stuff too

#boys - any of the pretty boys I like to reblog

#femme fatale - pretty girls, alternately #laissez faire

#smile - if you wanna smile, I heard they're contagious and this tag has some beautiful smiles 😁 and a few things guaranteed to bring joy

#spooky - It's #spooky season baby and #halloween is in my veins. We got #spooky art, #house hunting, #halloween decorations, and best of all #spooky steddie

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