#so knowing that todays gonna be a long day at work I bought myself a matcha smoothie on the way in

[mymelodyisme]

My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽

[delewlew]

i'll kick your ass, verstappen: max verstappen x black fem! reader

request: HEYYYYYYY could you do a max x fem reader when he gets jealous really bad over one of your male friends please. Love your stories keep going 🤍🤍

warnings: jealousy, slight swearing, google translated dutch

author's note: i hope you like this, i lowkey fried my brain trying to make sure i was confident enough to post this...still trying to convince myself. also the title isn't as cute cuz my gradient thingie wasn't working so it'll be plain...sorry bout that. as always, reblogs and comments are always appreciated as well <3

you were in second grade when you met your best friend, nikolaas, after he moved to your school. you were assigned to be his class buddy to help him get comfortable at the new school. the two of you attended the same school all the up to university so you weren't ever really apart from one another. the two of you learned to swim and ride bikes together as little kids. he was there when you went on your first date with the cute guy in your calculus class at the ice rink near your home, and he was there to take you to the hospital when you broke your ankle right after. you were there to help him learn to slow dance before he went to his first formal dance with a girl that wasn't you. he was there to teach you how to walk in that pair of So Kate's you bought without realizing maybe there was a reason nobody but zendaya dared to wear those godforsaken heels. you were there to coach him through confessing his feelings to his first boyfriend. the two of you had experienced so much of your lives beside one another that your relationship wasn't shaken when it was time to move away from home. years passed and he was a professional model travelling the world while you were working as an architect, living in monaco.

since living in monaco you'd been promoted, moved to a nicer apartment, completed a huge project with your team, and met your boyfriend. you met max at an event you'd been invited to courtesy of your own personal connections. from the moment he laid eyes on you, he knew you there was something different about you from other women he's met in the past. that night, you both exchanged numbers and he'd convinced you to go on a date with him shortly after.

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for the first time since you'd moved to monaco, your best friend had finally been able to take time to come visit you. he'd flown in two days ago and was staying at your apartment for a bit longer before flying out to korea for some event he was invited to. you sat on your bed and he sat across from you painting a fresh coat of nail polish over his nails since the ocean water chipped it off earlier today. his hand shook slightly as he painted his fingers and your voice cut through the silence, "nikko i swear to god if you get black nail polish on my bed i'll kill you." he looked up through his long, thick, black eyelashes and muttered, "je bent letterlijk de meest dramatische persoon die ik ooit heb ontmoet." you rolled your eyes and huffed, "whatever you love me and you know it." he cracked a smile through the focused glare he held while looking at his fingers, "yeah yeah...speaking of love, how's your man?" [you're literally the most dramatic person i've ever met]

you smiled at the thought of max and answered, "he's really good. the season has treated him well for the most part and he's happy with how things are. we're going back home for his next race so i'm excited i'll be able to see both of our families, and i'm gonna try to stop by your place to see your mom if she's there." he shook his head while keeping his eyes on his nails, "m'ma is in suriname until september because she's visiting granm'ma and granp'pa." your frowned and asked, "were you supposed to go home with her?" nikko nodded and shrugged, "it's alright though, i think i'll be able to make it down there for christmas so it's fine. plus you can see her in september when she comes back." a smile tugged on his lips and he continued, "that is if you want to come see me walk at new york, paris, milan, or london fashion week this year." you nearly tackled him into a hug and screeched, "NO FUCKING WAY- NIKKO?! YOU BOOKED ALL FOUR?!" he laughed and wrapped his arm around you in a hug, "yup i'm booked and busy this year!"

you immediately promised, "i'm going to be at every single show." your best friend nodded, "already reserved your tickets for everything." there was a beat of silence before he asked, "wait isn't max still racing in september- i don't want to make you miss those especially because you missed miami for the met gala with me." this was true, you'd flown to new york city to be nikko's plus one for the met gala but max told you he didn't mind and was happy you were going. without a second thought, only thinking of how exciting this was for your best friend, you waved off his worry, "it'll be fine. besides max likes you."

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"i don't fucking like this guy." max huffed as he scrolled though his instagram because you posted something. he looked at his screen and clenched his jaw seeing the post you'd made with your best friend.

therealyn

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therealyn baby's first time in monaco <3

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nikko i wish i could stay longer :(

⤷ therealyn don't forget me when ur famous

sza cuties

⤷ therealyn omg i love you

username1 why is he so close?

⤷ username2 they've been friends since they were 7 and nikko moved to the netherlands from suriname. y/n was his first friend and they've grown up together. don't try to start something out of nothing.

⤷ username3 GET EM SIS

⤷ username4 ngl i kinda see what username1 means...if you look back at some other posts they've made with each other they're way closer than i'd consider to be best friends. i mean i personally wouldn't be that close with my guy bsf knowing i have a man.

⤷ username4 that man is a walking pride flag be so fr rn

⤷ username1 im just saying he's a little close to her. plus she's already missed a race so she can go see him, and i guarantee you she'll do the same again when fashion week comes around.

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reading the comments didn't ease max's mind whatsoever but he did catch a few that did make him realize that maybe you were just being a supportive best friend. he'd had friends go to things to support him in the past and he's done the same for them so why does he feel so...weird when you do the same? he'd managed brush off the feelings he had until he checked your story and clicked on the post you'd shared:

nikko

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nikko but none of them will ever love you the way i do it's me and you

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therealyn and as the years go by our friendship will never die

kendalljenner beauties

username6 ...why is he holding her like that.

⤷ username7 i think they're together? i always saw their posts together and assumed

⤷ username8 NO THEY'RE NOT TOGETHER THEY'RE BEST FRIENDS PLS DON'T START RUMORS SHE IS DATING MAX VERSTAPPEN

username9 this look a little....

username10 yall are so weird. literally every interaction nikko has with a girl looks like this, look it up and you'll see he's holding everyone's hand, wrapping their arms around them. it's just how he is pipe down.

username11 THE CAPTION? NIKOLAAS UR BOLD FOR THAT ONE

username12 ngl i kinda wanna see them as a couple

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max fought to control his facial expressions when you called him excited to tell him about going to support nikko at the big 4 fashion weeks. he watched as your eyes sparkled, "he's already reserved the seat in my name at all of his shows too! this is so great he's always wanted to walk in these shows and now he's got the chance. i want september to already be here." max frowned at the mention of the month, "schat- i'm still racing in september though?" you explained, "well yeah it's just singapore and azerbaijan that i'll have to miss but i'll be at the rest." max bit the inside of his cheek, "didn't you already see him walk in new york back in may? you missed miami for it remember?" you smiled, "babe that was the met gala, that was different. this is actual fashion shows not a red carpet."

when max was still silent you asked, "why don't you seem happy doe nikko?" he took a small exhale to not raise his voice or seem too annoyed, "it's good for the guy i mean this is a big deal as a model. i just...sometimes i think he's just a little too close?" you frowned and you asked, "what do you mean? you've never had a problem with him before?" max sighed and admitted, "i'm just saying there's no reason why other people should be questioning our relationship status when you're with other people. why is he holding you like i hold you?" you couldn't even find the right words for a moment, "i- i- he....max you've seen the way he acts around everyone. he's a touchy guy and he always has been. why are you now bothered that he holds me? it's nothing new."

max let out another annoyed huff and snapped, "just tell him to watch himself." you couldn't even say anything before he hung up the phone on you and left you stunned to a silence. just then your phone pinged and it was another instagram notification:

nikko just posted a story!

there wasn't even a point in trying to ask nikolaas to delete the story because he was on a flight to korea right now which means he just posted it before the plane took off. so all you had to do was hope maybe max wouldn't see it because although you had no issue with the photo, you knew right now your boyfriend would.

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the instagram story made it's way to his eyes in less than 5 minutes after it was posted. so, max didn't hesitate to open his own photo gallery and select a few pictures before posting them himself, he pasted a caption from the ones you'd saved in his notes and posted it before turning off his phone.

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maxverstappen1 mijn

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therealyn answer your phone

username13 HE'S MAD HE SEEN THE POSTS

username14 max....

charles_leclerc mate, you posted on your main

⤷ maxverstappen1 i know.

⤷ charlesleclerc oh!

oscarpiastri i feel like i wasn't supposed to see some of these

⤷alex_albon i don't think any of us were...

⤷ therealyn you werent.

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hot tears stung the corners of your eyes as you stared at your phone knowing full well why max posted the photos he did. you knew that he got jealous every now and again but he'd never done anything like this, especially when it came to nikolaas because he knew how close he was to you. max wasn't answering your phone calls or text messages so you had no way to actually call him.

meanwhile max was in his apartment on his sim when he heard a knock at his door. when he opened it he saw lando standing on his doorstep before he pushed his way into his apartment. max asked, "why are you in my apartment?" lando shook his head and countered, "why are you posting shit like this online?" a smug grin tugged at max's lips and he answered, "you know why."

lando sat on max's couch and responded, "i don't know why. what i do know is your girlfriend called me crying asking me why you weren't answering her calls." max huffed, "she's busy playing with that guy." lando ran a hand through his curls, "you're jealous of her best fucking friend? are you being serious right now?" max rolled his eyes and lando continued, "the guy wears nail polish and face glitter and you think something is going on between them?" when there was silence lando continued, "mate he literally flirted with charles and asked for his number when he came to zandvoort last year. then told alex that she had good taste because he wanted to quote 'drink him up and sop up the rest with a biscuit. and you think there's any way that something is happening with y/n? you can be jealous but if your girlfriend says there's no reason to worry then you should trust her. you need to fix this before something actually happens that can't be fixed." lando slapped max on the shoulder before walking out the door and heading back to his apartment.

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it was nearly 3 am when max unlocked the front door to your apartment and slipped in quietly, kicking off his shoes and leaving them by your front door. he pulled back the door and grabbed one of his t shirts and took off his pants before climbing in your bed. he pulled you closer to him and wrapped his arm around your torso. when you moved his arm off of you he knew you were awake so he mumbled, "schat..." you answered plainly, "wat wil je, max?" your boyfriend pressed a kiss to your shoulder and responded, "i'm sorry. i was wrong and i was immature and posting those pictures knowing you had them in our private folder was wrong." there was a momentary silence before you asked, "waarom heb je het dan gedaan?" he let out a deep sigh as he admitted, "i was jealous and only thinking about myself in the moment instead of thinking about how my actions would affect you as well. i never want to hurt you or be the reason for your pain, but i was so i'm sorry." [what do you want, max? // then, why did you do it?]

you felt his hand run over your arm gently as you asked, "wat ga je doen om het te repareren?" max answered, "well i deleted the post first and came here to apologize second. also i'd love to see you go to london, paris, new york, and milan to support nikko in september. i'll be waiting at home for you the minute you get back." you turned to face him and opened your eyes, finding his gaze in the darkness. bringing your hand to his cheek you asked, "i never want you to think that anyone stands a chance at competing with you for my heart, maxie. you are my person and i only love you this way, i only want to be with you. there's only you in my heart and i need you to trust me when i say that, okay?" max leaned into your touch and nodded, before you pressed a gentle kiss to his lips, "i love you." he pulled you to his chest and tangled his legs with yours as he replied, "ik houd ook van jou." you nuzzled closer to him and brought a hand to his chest, tracing small patterns over his heart. both of you began to drift off to sleep, your voice cut through the silence, "but do that shit again and i'm kicking your ass, verstappen." max let out a small chuckle and admitted, "i don't doubt that, but you don't have to worry about it happening again." [what are you going to do to fix it?//i love you too.]

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the end.

[neo404]

PLEASE I NEED A DOM NICK FIC WITH SLUTTY FEM BOY READER RIGHT NOWW

Make it better.

Summary: Nick helps his boy (you) feel better after a long day.

TW: NSFW, cursing.

Note: this is not body neutral sadly (remember that you are always welcome to make requests)

Today was tiring, I had been studying a lot lately yet my grades aren’t improving much, I had been getting in trouble at work because I am tired most of the time. I feel bad, and I need to rest, I collapse on my couch when I arrive at my place and take out my phone to check my notifications, I see that Nick was sending me texts when I was getting home.

Future Husband >I know you are getting back to your house, so when you arrive text me >I bought you something haha, it’s a lil surprise >btw, how are you? Tell me about your day, wanna call???

I sigh while reading his messages.

Hi babe. Thanks, that’s so kind of you and I don’t wanna talk about my day, I feel kinda shitty. Tell me about yours. <

Nick answers 5 minutes later.

>I’m on my way.

What? I try to call him but he doesn’t answer. Twenty minutes later I hear someone knocking at my door, I open it and I see Nick standing there, with a warm smile on his face a gift bag whit a rose in his other hand.

‘’They ran out of bouquets; this is all they had. Can I come in?’’ his words are soft and I let him in.

‘’Why did you come?’’

‘’I wanted to make you feel better. I though maybe the gift and some company will cheer you up. Also, I know that when you are stressed out you can’t sleep well, so I’m making sure you sleep tonight.’’ He sets the rose on my dining table and I walk to him, his arms open and I immediately hug him. ‘’I’m here, I’ll make it better.’’

‘’Thank you. I love you.’’

‘’I love you more.’’ Nick kisses my head. ‘’Let’s go to your room so you can open your gift.’’ He grabs my hand and leads us to my room. Nick closes the door behind him and I sit on the bed. ‘’I think you’ll love it.’’ He grins.

‘’Well, let me see what it is.’’ I say eagerly. He rolls his eyes and hands me the bag while sitting besides me. ‘’Nick, are you kidding?’’ I take out a black mini skirt and I see him smile proudly. ‘’This doesn’t cover anything.’’

‘’I know, that’s the point.’’

‘’How am I gonna wear this?’’ I look at it and my cheeks turn red.

‘’Well, you can only wear it for me.’’ He winks playfully at me. ‘’Go put it on, preferably with nothing underneath.’’ he laughs quietly. I walk to my bathroom to change, I take out my jeans and I put the skirt on, it barely covers my ass. I slowly slide down my boxers and I walk out of the bathroom with one hand pulling down the skirt from the front. ‘’Aww, come one. Don’t be shy, there is nothing I haven’t seen.’’ I walk towards Nick, standing between his spread legs and he puts his hands behind my thighs, pulling me closer to him.

‘’It’s too shirt, Nick.’’ I say putting my other hand on his shoulder to steady myself.

 ‘’No, it’s not. Like I said, it’s only for my and your eyes.’’ His thumbs rub my warm skin. ‘’Come on, sit on my lap. I’ll make you feel good, I’ll help you forget about all those bad things.’’ My cheeks get warm again, I sit on his lap, my arms go around his neck and his hand travel up to my lower back.

‘’Where did you even bought this?’’

‘’Just around.’’ He giggles and kisses my cheek. ‘’Come on, it looks great on you.’’ One of Nicks hands leaves my back and goes to my face, inching it closer to his, and finally kissing me.

His lips are soft and they taste like watermelon. My hands instinctively go to his hair, playing with is, whole arm wraps around me pulling me closer to him, the hand that was previously on my face goes to my upper thigh. The kiss gets more and more intense, my hips roll and buckle against his and I can fell him getting hard below me.

‘’Nick.’’ I mumble between kisses.

‘’Yes, sweetheart? Tell me what you want and I’ll give it to you.’’ He whispers near my lips.

‘’I want you. Please.’’ I confess, my body longing for his touch.

‘’Good boy.’’ He turns to the bed and gently lays me down on it. ‘’Take off your shirt.’’ I obey and toss it on the floor. Nick takes off his shirt and undoes his pants. He places himself between my legs, his hands massaging my sides gently, his lips kissing my neck and collarbone, biting from time to time. His hands make their way to my aching length, his hand moving slowly up and down, my hips buckling a bit.

‘’Shit, Nick.’’

‘’I know baby, I know. Give me time.’’ I whine and he kisses me again, slowly and so passionately. His strokes get a bit faster and I moan into his mouth. ‘’Now, open up for me.’’ My mouth open and he puts two of his fingers in, I suck and whine into them. ‘’Good job, honey.’’ Nick kisses my check and pulls his fingers out slowly. ‘’Alright, take a deep breath.’’ I nod, and while I do I feel both of his fingers enter my hole, I gasp and he shushes me. ‘’It’s okay, I know. You are doing amazing.’’ My back arches and he presses his thumb against my sensitive tip.

‘’Fuck.’’ I mumble, his fingers moving slowly inside of me. ‘’More. Please.’’ Nick smiles warmly and moves his fingers faster, pumping them in and out faster and faster, his other hand moving again, I feel some precum falling into my stomach and my back arches more. ‘’Please, want you.’’

‘’Yeah? Want me to make you feel good?’’ I nod, my fixated on the way his hands move.

‘’Yes, yes, please.’’

‘’Whatever you want, baby.’’ his hands stop, a whine leaves my mouth, his hand reaches to my nightstand and from the drawer he takes a bottle of lube. ‘’You are so good for me.’’ He slips his pans and boxers down enough to take his hard cock out, one hand pumping it slowly, the other opening the bottle and putting it into his length. After coating all of it he inches closer to me and I feel his warmth close to me. His breath hitches when he pushes in, eyes rolling back and my hands dig into his forearms. ‘’Shit, so tight.’’

After a few seconds Nick starts moving, his hips don’t bother to built up the speed, he is slamming into me as soon as he can. Moans and curses slip out our mouth, my knees allmouth touch my shoulders, his strong arms pushing from behind my knees. ‘’That’s it, take it. So good for me, such a mess for me.’’ The room is filled with wet sounds and moans, my mind dizzy with desire, I whine and my legs tremble, I feel my warmth spill all over my chest and stomach. Nicks hips go slower.

‘’More, need more.’’ I look at him in the eyes, my cheeks red and my hair messy.

‘’Turn around, ass up.’’ He lets go of my legs and I turns around, I bury my head into the pillow I use my knees to rise my hips. ‘’Good boy.’’ Nick says and I feel a spank on my thigh. He slides in but doesn’t move. ‘’Go on, you wanted more, fuck yourself on it.’’ His voice his demanding, I feel myself twitching in excitement. My hips start to roll and move forward then slamming into his, my moans are muffled by the pillow, it’s messy and my legs grow tired quickly. ‘’What’s wrong? need some help?’’ his hands go to my hips, gripping and massaging them.

‘’Please, please. Help me, need you, please.’’

‘’Since you asked so nicely.’’ He slams into me, knocking the air out of me. His trusts are quick and deep, I feel my eyes water and my back arches more and more.  ‘’Come one, one more. Give me one more.’’ I can’t control myself; his hands feel so good around me. His trust become sloppy and uneven, his breath heavy and his grip on me tighter. “Shit, fuck. Close.’’ I let myself go again, my high moan muffled and my legs almost give out on me. ‘’That’s it, good boy.’’ Nick pants out, a few slams more and he pulls out, I feel it run all over my back. I turn around and lay on my back, my breath uneven and a few hairs sticking to my face. ‘’Good job baby.’’ Nick kisses my cheek.

‘’Feels so good, you’re so warm.’’ I mumble wrapping my arm around his neck.

‘’I’m glad baby. I’ll clean us up, okay?’’

‘’No… not yet.’’

‘’Why not?’’

‘’Want more… Need more, please, can I get more of you?’’ I ask against the crook of his neck.

‘’How can I say no to my pretty boy?’’

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[dairy-farmer]

Is me~ back to haunt you Ask Box o/ because I just had A Thought(tm)

What if~? The OPPOSITE of my Magic Sex Toy idea? Uno Reverse?

But how would that even work? You say. Tim would very obviously notice!

Oh ho ho~ ye of little Faith! *slaps my "join the Church of Civilian Tim" poster I obviously made myself* CONSIDER! Not a cape! Semi-stable schedules!

We open our scene with stalking. As ya do. Tim would prefer you call it "bird watching" or "observing the night life" but... let's be real here. Stalking. He's getting them NICE Premium Pics for his Definitely-Not-A-Stalker-Shrine. There's a newbie on the scene. A gaudy robe wearing mofo.

3 guess what HIS shtick is. First two don't count.

But! Thing is? Tim is no long a wee baby faced pre-teen. He is a Man(tm). Legally, twice over. And well... you find a LOT if Neat Late Night Shops running after the bats. He may have been persuaded by CERTAIN libidos that maybe he should check them out. Who can say? You can't prove ANYTHING. These bags are groceries and no you can't check..

Where was he? Ah, right, Pics of the Nightwing booty. *click*

Tim forgets Rule Number 1.5: ALWAYS keep an eye on what the villian is doing.

By the way... what that bright light? Oh, just a SPELL BOLT. Fuckin DODGE, MAN!

He fails to dodge.

🥺 H-His camera... Night-booty... Also why does he feel? Tingly? He doesn't stick around to figure it out. Grabs his TRAGICLY dead camera and bolts. Not getting caught at the scene of the stalking TODAY, no sir! Batmans definitely gonna check the area and he SHANT be there! Early night it is!

He gets back to his apartment. Still feels tingly... but less? Maybe those charms he looked up how to make protected him after all. Still, shouldn't push his luck, you know? He settles in for the night. Gets a warm shower.

Comes out and eyes the bags he dropped by the bed... and... well...

He DID wrap up early~ Maybe treat for Timmy time. He digs them out.

Weird.

They? We're already pretty life like (it's why he bought them) but... when he TOUCHES one? He swears it gets MORE life like? He really should look this up or something... suspect toys in Gotham and all... but on the other hand? Horny. And the boxes WERE closed. It's fiiiiine.

But which one? It's kinda been a while. And he doesn't want to be sore tomorrow. This one!

So Tim lays back. Let's himself enjoy working himself open. Then works the fake(?) Cock inside himself. And oh~ it's WARM. Twitchs. He let's himself enjoy a slow, lazy session. Get really sloppy and relaxed before finally finding juuust the right angle aaaand~

Across the city, the current Robin, Damian Wayne, is shaking APPART on a roof top. Sweat pouring down his temple, thighs trembling as he tries ro stop himself from rutting up into empty air. It won't help. Won't make the damnable TEASING go any faster. Wet and tight and PERFECT around him.

Came out of NOWHERE. One second he was patrolling, the next barely catching himself from falling. Stumbling into an alchove on some god forsaken roof. Hands fumbling to turn off his comms. Absolutely not. They could NOT hear him like this.

Panting into hands pressed tight over his own mouth to stiffle the sound he wants to make. Beg and demand that magnificent heat go FASTER. Plunge him DEEPER. But he CANT. Because there's no one there. Just him and the slowly increasing pressure in his balls, begging for relief.

Then, like prayers answered, it DOES. He could WEEP. Can't stop the aborted jerks of his hips as he chases his relief. Soon is trembling like the virgin he ISNT anymore as he spills into... into SOMEONE.

They take it so well. So perfectly.

He's RUINED. His hand will never be enough after this. And Tim has no idea.

Sure, he's not stupid. He didn't buy toys the fake cum. (So to be safe plan B it is) But? In the cold like of day? Prooooobably magic sex toys. Eh. It's Gotham. Not the weirdest thing to happen. Tim's keeping them.

And using them.

Thus begins the "phantom lover" incident, as Bruce will insist on calling it. Because "we were haunted by random fuckings" sounds... unprofessional. And he's a Dramatic Bitch at heart.

Damian, obviously, told NO ONE. Patrol? Utterly normal. Mind you business. But Bruce? Uncomfortable conversations for EVERYBODY~☆

See, Tim has a long day. His new camera isn't gonna be in for a WEEK. There is no point in going out. So his evening stretchs long and empty before him. Which... SPEAKING of things both long and things empty... >.>

He remembers. There was an absolute UNIT that he bought. It also has that base... which mean he could put it on the sex pillow. Try riding it... oh he's GOTTA, now.

Lucky for Bruce, he's not even in the cave when it hits. Unluckily, it is a cock teasing hell. Nothing to hold. No body to press close. No skin to run his hands across or ears to whisper filthy praise. So TIGHT. Fluttering and fighting to take him. Sinking little by little. Can't even HEAR him praising them. He can't even distract them, rub their clit and sooth them as muscles relax.

Can't hold them by the hips and work them up and down. They way he knows will work best. At angles that will make them SOB. Just nothing, nothing, nothing. Trembling and eager around him but so SLOW. Pausing again and again to adjust. Can't thrust in, can't pull out, only TAKE it. Let himself be teased.

But OH. When they finally, FINALLY get a rythme? He knows they can hear a word he says. Not yet. But the FILTH he growls. The audacity of what they're doing. He's GOING to find them. Going to pin them done and-

Tim spend the next day sore, but happy. Definitely not an "every day" sort of toy, but holy shit the orgasm. He hasn't slept this well in a WHILE. Though... when he wakes up? The Bats are acting weird. Violent, hyper-focused, seemly shaking down leads with a single minded enthusiasm. Weird.

Speaking OFF. Now he's wondering... does the possibly fake cum... TASTE like real cum?

One way to find out.

And... look. Dick may have been warned, but it's one thing to hypothetically get your bits milked dry and another to be doubled over seeing the face of god. He would gladly kill a man for the ability to grab hold of whoever is doing this and ram home. The mouth on him is a thing of wonder and it keeps TEASING the tip. They keep running soft, pampered, little hands up and down his length. God he wants them to feel him in their GUT. Fuck their face and their ass and any OTHER holes they have til everything is sloppy and wet and-

Yep! From the tast flooding Tim's mouth, that's real cum. Good his he got his shot. But it begs the question... whoms't exactly is he fucking? Tim's not sure he's comfortable with random hook ups. What if, Gods forbid, it linked him to the JOKER or something!? He'd have to blow up the city and everyone in it.

He considers this as he resumes his sta- he means, BIRD watching. Newly be-camera-d. Weirdly enough, now Nightwing is acting off too. What is going ON? Also... he could of SWORN he saw the Red Hood a second ago. Did he leave? Aaw D:>

.....what's that sound?

*boss music starts playing* That would be the Red Hood. Owner of the mythical Common Sense gene. HE immediately phoned a friend! And by THAT we mean he beamed up to The Watchtower to get poked at by magic users until he had a scanner.

Beep beep, mother fucker. You have explaining to do.

OR, counter argument.... Tim makes a run for it. Doesn't GET far. But he Sure Did Try! Jason is unamused. Consent is sexy, kids. And he has the gun to explain that. But! TIM has the panic babbling to explain his horny stupidity and innocence.

Fair enough. He's confiscating them though. If you get horny, just fucking ask.

Wait.... really? Does Jason really mean that?

And... two things. Cute Horny Idiot knows his identity. And.... he never said HE wasn't also apparently a horny idiot. Sure, why the fuck not.

He confiscate the magic contraband... then bends that twink in HALF. Comms off, back into it. Tim can barely breathe, pressed down so tightly to the bed as his guts get re-arranged, callused hands holding his legs spread, his childhood hero rumbling FILTH into his ear as hips snap against his, again and again and AGAIN. The world is hot and fuzzy around the edges and... AND-!

Jason's pretty damn smug that HES not only the one who found mystery twink, but them fucked him incoherent. He seriously considers just... not saying anything. Whoops! Nothing to find here folks. To bad the Watchtower is a fuckin snitch.

So obviously Bruce finds out. And wants to "talk to him". Which inevitably ends with Tim, pressed close to his front, held still as he "fucks him properly". Which as far a Tim is concerned is a god damned excuse to EMPALE him on his monster of a cock. Work it deeper and deeper, all while holding him like a lover, as he absolutely DESTROYS Tim's poor puss. Makes him lose count of how many times he's gotten off. Until everything is too bright and hyper sensitive. Til it's nearly hurting but not quite there and all Tim can think about, as he whimpers and drools, is SLEEP.

Oh... and THEN he wants to talk about how Tim knows their secret identies. Ask him in the morning or Tim WILL cry at you.

He wakes up in Wayne Manor. He did not go to sleep in Wayne Manor. He can't move his lower body with out pain. Bruce is clearly pretending he planned that. Liar.

Then? Karma. His horny chickens come home to roost. Has Bruce introduced you to his sons? This is Dick and Damian. They remember you. And would like a "word".

(The word is sex and they would like it as soon as possible)

👀👀👀!!!!!!!!!!!! a reverse magic sex toy!!!!!!!!!!!!! where tim tortures the other bats by fucking his little pussy with their cocks while they're forced to just suffer and endure it until he's finished. more than once they almost scream from frustration because tim finishes before they do and he pulls them out of his warm, slick little hole. 👀👀👀👀

[kamidukki]

[AKNK] Berrien’s Daily Life Memories [BOX vol. 1]

[Note]

Long time no translate, so my skill gets a bit rusty.

The beginning of a day

(Yawns) My eyelids are still heavy… On such mornings, let’s have a cup of simple, plain tea, shall we?

(Inhales) How relaxing… There is something special about drinking tea while watching the sun rise.

Well then, now that I’ve felt refreshed, I have to go get ready to greet the Master.

Today, a new day has begun, hasn’t it? ♪

I want you to get well

Lono-kun, how have you been feeling physically?

[Lono: Oh, Berrien-san… Sorry that I’ve caught a cold.]

It’s fine, please just lie down.

[Lono: S-sorry…]

Do you have an appetite, Lono-kun? The truth is I cut up some oranges for you.

[Lono: Thank you so much. I’ll eat them. …Huh, their shape is…]

Correct. They’re rabbits. Don’t they look cute? I thought it’d make you happy.

[Lono: Happy you said… Ha ha, I’m not a child you know]

(Chuckles) But aren’t you laughing, Lono-kun?

[Lono: Of course, I am. Did you peel them for me, Berrien-san?]

I did♪ Thanks to that I was able to see your smile.

Looks like my efforts paid off♪

For other’s sake

Hmm~ I wonder what I should do for my day off today…

I was thinking about helping others, but…

“Get a proper rest on your day off at the very least!” was they told me instead.

(Chuckles) It seems like I’ve caused everyone concern.

But when I see someone in a trouble, there’s no I way I can just walk away.

[Ammon: Argh~! Cleaning this up is gonna be rough…]

Oh? Just now, I heard Ammon-kun’s voice…

He sounded in need of help. I shall go see him and lend my aid.

(Chuckles) As I thought, working for other’s sake suits my personality better♪

Bedtime routine

(Yawns) Now, let’s get some sleep… I’ve prepared tomorrow’s attire. Put the doll charm here, add the cologne on it… Done.

(Inhales) This scent gives my mind a sense of security, after all.

Tonight too, may I sleep in peace without having a nightmare...

Well then… Good night.

Overcoming fear of bugs

(Sighs) Even I know how pathetic it is... If my fear of bugs remains as is, the Master may think of me as an unreliable butler one day.

I have to get over this fear by any means… And for that reason…

First, I’ll start by familiarising myself with the bug encyclopaedia...

Ugh…! Gh… (heavy breathing)

Uh… it’s more realistic-looking than I thought…

I will stop here for today. Any more than this will probably hinder my works.

Ugh… I pray the bug pictures I saw just now won’t appear in my dream tonight…

On weapon handling

Haa~ today’s training is tough too…

That being said, compared to everyone else, I’ve become more accustomed to handling a weapon.

The first time I held this spear in my hand... Rather than swinging it, I felt like I was the one being swung by it.

…Now, I can handle it well, as though it’s a part of my body.

This must be the result of my daily training.

With this spear, I shall be able to protect the Master when necessity arises.

(Chuckles) Let’s keep on training for a bit more today, shall we?

Beloved Teacup

Ah… How did it come to this… For my beloved teacup to end up broken…

It’s been my favourite for a long time, what a shame…

Now that I think about it, this teacup holds a lot of memories... From the day I finally bought it, having been so taken with it at first sight in the shop... It is also with this teacup that I've tried out several new blends...

We spent teatime together each day...

Today, the time to say farewell has finally come. What a shame…

Goodbye, my teacup of memories…

Thank you for everything…

…

I can’t bear to throw everything away after all. At the very least, I shall keep the pieces.

Peaceful time

Ha~ the weather is great today.

Since it’s time for break, I might as well stroll in the garden.

Fu fu. It looks like Ammon-kun is working hard to take care of the flowers like usual.

On the other side is… Haures-kun, who is giving Lono-kun and the others a training.

Oh? Over there is… Oh my. Lamli-kun seems to be chased off by Nac-kun again.

(Chuckles) It's just the usual, peaceful, scenes of our daily life.

However… Until the angels come, it is a brief moment of peace.

Considering our battles, I value these moments even more.

May this time of peace continue for as long as possible...

Berrien’s Sigil

D-do you want to see the sigil on my body…?

[I want to see it]

…Understood. It’s a little embarrassing, but if that’s what the Master wishes…

Then, I beg your pardon, for I have to take off my tops…

…

Err, well…

If the Master would like to touch it, I also do not mind…?

A smile for you

Berrien Cliane is… a very kind-hearted butler.

Whenever I feel tired, he’d serve me a tea, all while giving me the soft smile of his.

[Berrien: Master, you seem tired. Be it unease or restlessness, I know it’s all difficult in more than one way. Even so... whenever that happens, please think of it this way. ‘Do I remember my grievances from a year ago? Or even ten?’ That’s right… most worries will be forgotten as the time goes. That’s why, Master, please show me your smile. Whenever you do, it brings me a sense of joy.]

[Thank you, Berrien.]

…While saying so, Berrien smiles at me like he always does.

When I'm with Berrien... a smile just naturally comes to me.

Berrien is… a gentle butler, who’s always there for me.

[adambja]

If you literally tried the void but didn't work for you I got you covered bestie 😭

I am working on a tape that will be released soon by the 25th of October it will be available for everyone to buy

This tape literally has everything self-concept but different from the main self-concept tape I sell it gives you the ability to change and control SELF to control and have a life altering experience without the void 😭!!!! This will be totally crazy to everyone here who doesn't really manifest normally or has problem to have that ability to do all this within only 3 days of listening to the tape lmaooo even you will have the ability to reprogram your subconscious mind with your thoughts instantly what i mean is not normal programming 😭😭😭😭!!!

This benefit I am working on (still testing its safety) it makes your brain create new fully developed neurons in your brain to have these beliefs and assumptions and it kills all the opposite neurons that has opposite beliefs/assumptions/feelings 😭😭

I said it before and I am gonna say it again I am a neurologist I studied neuroscience for almost 3 years and finally I am using it to increase the ability of the subconscious mind in a safe way like yes the subconscious mind already has that ability but you don't know it because since you were growing up you were literally told about the things your body can and can't do which is all wrong cause all of this can change since nothing is really real 😭!!! I am so proud of myself and the fact that until now this benefit is actually safe and it's working on me and other people even like on the long-term period is crazyyyyyy - for almost a month (the longest period) I am testing it i made the first version in 3 days during New York Fashion Week and I called one of my professors to help me because I needed to know if it's safe or not and it is safe he was like "you should try it I am sure it works pretty well if you are the one who worked on it I can't forget what you did when I was teaching you and send me a copy of the benefits and the other things you added if you really want to be sure I will check it and send you an email about all the things I noticed" and he sent it to me on October 9th and ma'am he gave me more ideas to add and he asked me if he can buy it and all of this is crazy and if he can use that early version until I make the full one 😭😭!!!!

Bitches I never thought it's that big of a deal making tapes 😭😭😭!!!!

And that's what I used my knowledge in

You literally can change people with only your thoughts and it's instant it's not complected at all simple easy even the reality itself! Your assumptions change instantly and it's effective from the first thought you don't have to think 9337873637 times to get anything you want

You already have it when you think once that's it

It will be a long ass tape I will have 3 versions a 1h and 30 mins tape - a 2 hours tape - a 2h and 30 mins one

Also the subconscious mind is 90% finished the only reason I didn't send it to anyone who bought it is because I am thinking of more affs and more benefits to add

Finally the results of the void experience will be released today all of them cause I already scheduled all of the days to be posted on October 17th which is today this was like days ago so yeah 🫡 I didn't forget

Update: it's still not available but you can buy it and I will send it to you when it's ready

[ros3ybabe]

Day 18 - 90 Day Challenge 🎀

90 days is a long time but I'm finding I'm enjoying these daily updates more and more as I keep posting them. Its so nice to be able to share my daily life and little accomplishments with people <3 yesterday (saturday) was a fairly decent day despite the fact that I didn't fall asleep until midnight last night. But, it's a new day and I still have bunches to do this week before I can take my rest. Once I get that rest, I know it'll have been well deserved.

🏋‍♀️ Physical Health

walked to work

talked myself out of eating a bowl of spicy cheesey ramen as it would've upset my stomach majorly

drank an entire liter of essentia electrolyte water

ordered some healthy groceries (I'm gonna make fajita chicken burritos today! and I bought some fairlife chocolate protein shakes....so good)

🧠 Mental Health

made a list of things/routines I'd like to accomplish/set for my winter break

❤️ Emotional Health

was honest and cried to my boyfriend about how I was feeling about myself (again, such a loving and supportive man, I'm so lucky)

📚 Intellectual Health

completed a financial literacy post class quiz and got a 10/10

completed anatomy lab exam 3 and got a 25/30

completed and submitted my make up lab report

🏘 Adulting

sent my professors each an email with a copy of my attendance letter from my therapist (yay debilitating mental illness)

cleared my room of the trash that was in it (need to clear out my empty boxes next)

took out what dirty dishes I had

worked a ~6 hour shift

made and received a grocery delivery

🥰 Self Love/Care

night time skincare

washed my hair and used a hair mask

overall, decent day. I woke up late for work so it was definitely a rough start to the day but I'm not mad about it because the day still ended up being great! My goals for today are to finish my 3 assignments due tonight, complete both of my presentations for my culinary class, and study for my psyc exam that's tomorrow. That's my main focus of today.

til next time lovelies 🩷

[trulyyours-rune]

"You're Safe with me."

Quick warnings: Topics about bullying, name calling (such as queer, not mention a lot though.), bit of angst, language here and there, male x male, fluff ending, bit of violence, kinda short cause I'm tired, reader is male and uses he/him, reader is badass cause why not?

BILL'S P. O. V:

"For as long as I can remember, me and my brother, Tom, are often called names a bullied at school from seeming different in everyone's eyes. Even though known to be most popular boy of our grade has been helping us pull through. I like him, don't take this the wrong way of course! Only like a friend. Now...the more I think about it...Is it just a friend way?" I scribble down with messy writing into a diary I recently bought myself, a nice black leather one with a lock with a code. "Bill! C'mon! Hurry up, gonna' be late for school!" I hear my twin brother yell from down stairs. "Give me a minute!" I shout back.

I rush as I put the book in my drawer, grabbing my backpack and nearly tripping down the stairs. The front door opens and my mom is already in the car, smiling and waving her hand gesturing for us to hop in. "Shotgun!" Tom tells and sprints to the car. (He would so do that.) I groan and hop in the back, setting my backpack to the side. We pull out of the driveway and make out way to what me and Tom call hell.

Not gonna lie I'm hoping y/n will be at school today. We're good friends. Many people would sacrifice a lot just to be friends with him, but he only sticks with my band/friend group. He's funny once you get to really know him, and pretty... Pretty? Yea- no. Well he was handsome of course because girls slobber on him day and night. Never dated one of them? Wonder why.

I seemed so drained in my thought the kids from outside if the car screaming snapped me out of it. "Bye, love you ma." "Love you too, have a good day alright you boys?" "Alright." Both me and Tom almost say in sync as we grab our backpacks and stepping out of the car. Georg and Gustav were waiting at the nearby fence. "Where's y/n?" I tilt my head while approaching them, Tom close behind. "Haven't seen him yet." Gustav shrugs, looking over his shoulder for the boy. I feel myself frown a bit, I was really looking forward to seeing him. Especially inside of school. Hate it in there.

The high-pitched bell rings, making me jump a bit from the sudden loud noise. "Got science first today, you guys?" I ask, looking at my friends as we walk. "Me and Tom got math first." Georg rolls his eyes and Tom groans. "History." Gustav shrugs once again. "Y/n was supposed to have science." I pout a bit. We soon enter the school and a overwhelming feeling surrounds me with looks and stares. I keep my head down, and so does Tom.

I reach my locker and grab the stuff I need in a swift motion, slamming the locker door shut and locking it. I feel an arm shove into me, which makes me bump into my locker. "Watch it, queer." A male voice I hate to recognize walks past me. I clench my teeth together and tense my hands into fists, soon relaxing and walking to Mr. James classroom. (Suck at names 🤩)

I find the spot where I usually sit beside to y/n like usual. Sliding my books under my desk and keeping my head down as I figit with my fingers. The bell rings again, meaning class has started. 1 hour and 30 minutes to go. Lucky me. The teacher passes out empty notebooks, still putting one on y/n's desk like he doesn't notice he's here or not. We pull out our textbooks and that's where the boring part begins.

A couple minutes pass by, we have 1 hour and 12 minutes left. I scribble random doodles on my notebook. A loud "bang!" Of a door slamming open was heard, making me mess up the drawing and look back. Y/n entered through the door breathing quick and heavy as if he just ran an olympic race, "Sorry I'm late, uhm..." He looks down at his shoes to find an excuse. "Parent's car wasn't working." Pretty lame excuse, I smile to myself, but at least he was here.

He sits down in the desk next to me, looking over and signing a quick small wave, I wave back with a smile.

Y/N'S P. O. V:

I knew he would be here, and I feel guilty for being late. Who knows what happened to him while I was gone already? I look down at the notes, clueless what was going on. I never paid much attention anyways.

A minute or two passes by, when a small note gets passed onto my desk from behind me. I open it up and it's one of those 'do you like me?' notes but instead of '□ yes □ no' it was marked '□ yes □ yes' signed from: -the girl behind you. The girl obsesses over me, does this 4 times a week. I chuckle and catch Bill's attention, showing him the note from my desk, pointing behind me. He smiles a bit before drawing God knows what. I erase one of the 'yes' and replace it with no and I check 'no' and crumple it back up and toss it behind me. I hear her open it and sigh in defeat. I smile to myself by the rejection.

(Lunch time cause I have 0 clue what to do now 🥰)

I wait by Bill's locker as he grabs his stuff, he seems off today. Not usually talking to me as often as he does. Tom happens to pass by and I wave to him, he waves back but continues his walk to the cafeteria.

"You alright Bill?" I look at him, he looks at me and closes his locker. "Yeah I'm alright." He looks down a bit. I hum crossing my arms and standing up straight. We start walking to the cafeteria and I see glares getting passed on towards Bill. I glare back at the people and stand my ground, they look away and continue to do whatever they were doing. Feeling power for reputation and both good was a nice feeling. Being respected all because of their reputation could go down if they make a fool of themselves and I use it against them. I would never to Bill, he's one of my best friends after all. He's a sweet boy, not sure why people pick on him. Who cares if people are different? Someone popular could get an ugly haircut and no one bats an eye, and other kids are bullied for what seems to be 'looking different.' Who gives a crap!? Not me, that's for sure, and hell, I get respected.

People call him "Gay." "Emo." "Queer." and the list goes on, ruins his self esteem. Which makes my blood boil each time, he tries to get me not to worry about it so much, but he's my friend! A pretty one at that. Wait- where am I going with this? "Earth to y/n." I see a slim hand wave in front of my face as we walk, snapping me back to reality. "Wait- what's happening?" "Lunch." He shrugs, standing in line.

Eventually it's our time to pick up food, wasn't even all that good after all. Yet I'd rather not starve. Our trays are full and we stand off to the side to spot out the group. Bill sees dirty blonde dreads and starts heading the direction so I follow closely to him.

"Hey man!" A random guy, seems to be a huge sports wannabe guy, stops me in my tracks, startling me. Bill doesn't notice and keeps walking. I hear other guys giggling their asses off like idiots, coming from the nearby bleachers where Bill is walking. "Hey man liste-" I try to talk my way out but he interrupts me with questions I don't even care about. I try to shimmy past him but he just walks in front. I start to get more and more annoyed as the other boys get closer to Bill with what seems to be small opened cartons of milk. "Move!" I shove him with my shoulder but I already hear a splash ahead of me, my heart drops at the moment. Everyone's laughing and Bill is soaking wet with milk while his tray lays on the ground.

He forms tears and runs off to the bathrooms, I go to go chase him but I shove my food tray into the guys chest, ruining the jersey he probably doesn't even know the team of. I run off to the men's bathroom, hearing a stall slam shut and light sobs. "Bill?" I call out. "Go away." "Bill come on, it's me." I put a hand on the stall he was on, pushing on it slightly, he locked it.

I sigh as I still hear the crowd laughing from outside and rage fills my gut. I hear a small click and the stall is unlocked and opens slightly. I see a soaking wet Bill, his usual eyeliner running down his cheeks. I feel my heart break at the sight, I frown and hug him, he hugs back and continues to sob into my shoulder. I rub his back gently and let him cry. "Here." I say, letting go for a moment to sit down against the wall, reaching out my arms. He rests on top of me, arms wrapped around my stomach.

Poor boy looks so mentally and physically drained. I wipe one of the tears of eyeliner across his cheek, it smears a bit but mostly gone. "I wanna go home." I hear him mumble. "My place? I was late because I got your favorite snacks. Still forgot them at home though." I giggle. He smiles and nods, sitting up. I stand up, my clothes may be wet, but it's not like it's the worst thing that will happen to me. I wrap my arm around his shoulder and walk him out, his head cowered down, hiding from shame. After a bit of walking we see Tom, Gustav, and Georg at the office at the entrance. Tom and Georg hug him, also not caring if their clothes got wet or not.

"We're heading to my place, got snacks so he gave in." I chuckle. Tom nods. I take Bill's cold hand and walk him out the entrance, the sun glare making us squint a bit.

BILL'S P. O. V:

(Once they're at y/n's place 👍)

I walk inside the warm house, kicking off my shoes by the door."You can go to my room and change your clothes with mine, I don't mind." Y/n looks at me, walking into the kitchen to grab the snacks he was talking about. I nod and walk to his room, opening the door to the place I felt most comfortable. I spot his drawer and take one of his shirts and pants (that we're both a bit big for him.) and changed into them. They were warm and cozy unlike my milk soaked ones. I walk into his bathroom and grab a towel and dry off my hair, making it messy in the end but who cares beyond this point. I turn on some warm water and wash the eyeliner off my face, drying my face off too and turning off the water.

I walk back to his room and he's already laying in his bed, eating. "Your parents not home or something?" I ask, grabbing some chips he recently bought. "Both working today, their shifts been crazy this week." He shrugs. "Wanna watch a movie?" "Your pick." I say, y/n smiles and puts on a horror movie, Scream I suppose. "You know..." Y/n looks at me. I look at him, letting him know he has my attention. "You're safe with me." He smiles, his cheeks seem redder than usual, but mine feel a bit hotter now and my heart is beating like crazy. I return the smile, after those simple 4 words I truly do feel like I am safe. I want to stick by his side, for... Eternity. He's my safe space. He's the one I come crying too whenever I can. I must be smiling like an idiot now.

I lay back into his bed, closing my eyes a bit. I feel something weighted beside me, it's y/n, also laying down with his eyes closed. He looks so pretty like this, he always has. It's almost like I wanna kiss him sometimes. (Cause you do 🤩). You know what? Fuck it. I place my hand on his cheek and the other one I lay a quick kiss too. My face red as I roll onto my side, facing away from him. Rethinking life choices.

My heart just acted as if it got chased by a bear. But I hear a chuckle and arms wrap around me and pulls me into him he laughs and kisses the top of my head. I must be blushing madly because my entire face feels like it's on fire. I dig my face down into his shoulder as my arms wrap around him. He was my safe space after all.

__________

And kids that's how I met your fath-

Anyways. It's 1:52 in the morning and I've been fighting every nerve to stay awake so it may seem rushed. Anything does when you're half asleep after all.

But ngl, hope you enjoyed <3

[eonars]

BORINGGGGG ⬇️🚫😴🤓

Moved into my actual long term place in the city today (have been living in my department head's basement apartment thing until my contract starts and that was way out in the countryside where the university is) right now it's 10:15pm and I'm all tucked up in the brand new fresh bedding I bought today for my dinky little twin bed because this is a one room studio. Which is worth honestly bc I'm paying only approx $1k a month for it and it's smack DEEP in the city center, walking distance from the train station and surrounded by all kinds of super exciting stuff. Tomorrow I need to unpack properly and go through the box of kitchen stuff the landlord gave me and decide what I want + do a big shop of establishing kitchen essentials + possibly another less big shop of homewares and storage/organization stuff perhaps. I've also been struck with the realization that tomorrow is Saturday night and I'm in the big city and can just.....go out if I want to and easily walk back here whenever I want. I gotta go into the office on Monday even though there's nothing to do because I need to retrieve my work laptop (left it there so there'd be one less thing to move) and I figure since I'm there I can also practice the presentation I have to give at this summer school program. The summer school program that I have to leave for on Tuesday because why would I get to just chill and settle in to the new place for more than 4 days you know. But that's where the real hard work is gonna start because they're gonna have us in lectures and practical sessions on cryopreservation and laser microscopy from the getgo which is giving me the major fear cause from here on out it's Real. Like I get back from this week long program and immediately it's time for my husbandry sessions and learning to do ivf on fish and a microdissection session and signing up for the ethics in animal experimentation course and I'm getting a weird fear that for whatever reason I'll just full stop be too stupid to determine cryodamage via laser microscopy and they'll be like actually you're done just go back. Which is stupid I'm aware because obviously they know full well I'm not an expert on this stuff and I've never even done it before and accepted me anyway but still. It just feels really surreal cause I suddenly got every single thing I've ever wished for in the space of like two months and I haven't been able to shake the feeling that somethings gonna go wrong and it's all gonna disappear and I'm gonna end up back home again. Or like I'm scared it's gonna be too hard and I won't be able to do it cause they overestimated me and I have the least lab and research experience out of all these other candidates because again I'm just a minimum wage waster from california they brought in vs veterinarians and research scientists. Like if doing ivf on a zebrafish was so easy surely everyone would be doing it. I've also had an unshakeable migraine for like 3 days now and I think even though I've been doing so well at a solid 11:30 to 7am sleep sched for these last few weeks I'm gonna let myself sleep in tomorrow morning before I rise and grind and unpack. And then maybe dress up and go sip a vodka soda in a metal bar alone looking like a spooked antelope.

[kirby-the-gorb]

reply roundup!

man apparently these are still hard even when I'm not Literally Dying anymore :v

the sad sale went great, thank you for all the support everyone <3 I bought shelves and makeup and paper star papers and stickers and a new blanket, plus it's helping cover my allowance until my wife starts getting paid. I am already thinking I might do another sale in november just for fun lol

my wife has started orientation at her program and she's having a great time, our partner and I are gonna go down to visit her in a couple weeks :) I also finished rearranging all my furniture now that her furniture isn't here and it only made me terribly ill once!

I am really enjoying everyone singing along on [live and learm], I love enthusiasm <3

on [stars] @korattata said: HEY THATS WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING ALL DAY!!!!! i just started learning last night! its a nice break at work to stop looking at the computer screen. they all still look a bit wonky and i think one of the sheets of paper is too thick but i'm just using paper i got from the supply closet and cut with the paper cutter lol

aw that's so cool! the ones that are like actually packaged for making paper stars are usually a bit thinner than printer paper, like other origami paper, but that also means they tear a lot more easily in the first step if you're not careful, so it's always a tradeoff. what a fun coincidence :>

on [hallway] @thesilentpotato said: the first thing i thought of was the "da dee la da dee la da" krabby patty zoom in scene from spongebob

lol I hadn't thought of that until you said it but you're so right (she is referencing [this scene] from the krusty krab training video for anyone unfamiliar)

(side note thank you to folks who put pronouns in easily findable places so I can refer to you correctly even if I don't know you <3 )

on [birthday] @joekingv1 said: *asks baby what gifts they received and if they would like to read/watch Komi Can't Communicate*

I never really got into komi because one of the side characters really squicks me out, but I have a friend that really loves it, so maybe they've watched it with her! I think they probably got to go somewhere fun for their birthday like a theme park or a zoo, and get a souvenir plush while they were there -u-

on [sheep] @ceylonsilvergirl [added] a different line for kirby, which I still think about regularly lol

on [pills] @minty-spice said: op i hope your health improves and your empire of pills eventually shrinks

thank you <3 honestly I'd be happy with just the first one, I don't mind all the pills so much as long as they're actually helping.

on [crackers] @amatsuki said: made a bunch of cold noodles today with cucumber carrot chicken & sesame peanut soy sauce. the only actual cooking i had to do was boil water and steam chicken

oh hell yeah cold noodles are a fantastic example of a basic food to go feral over. now I want noodles too.........

on [thinking] @adrawrable said: hope you're cozy op

not right now as I type this because it is Computer Work Time, but in general I am So Cozy these days, I have a whole queen bed to myself so it's full of big stuffed animals and fluffy blankets :) (tbh even once my wife moves back here we may just all have individual beds we all seem very comfy this way lol)

on [slam] @jeaniechibi said: we'll be right back ➡️ shshgdtsudtdidh why is every bit of art with a blurr effect so damn funny 🤣

it truly is, I love a thoughtfully applied motion blur (or perspective blur can be funny too) (altho tbh I don't use the perspective blur tool for those I just use separate layers and gaussian blur) (for anyone unfamiliar this is a reference to the eric andre show meme)

on [beehive] @galacticnova3 said: me @ wasp nests minus the frowning, little fellas doing their little fella activities. sometimes they squabble. the thinking man’s reality tv drama

true, true, gotta love little fella activities. personally I feel better observing from a safe distance, but we had a lot of wasps around my childhood home and I didn't really know how to get friendlier than not actively making them mad lol

anonymous asked: That profile is amazing

for some reason I don't feel like I understand, but thank you!

on [sale] @milkymoon-ramblings said: gahh why do so many people have so many cool probducts, the queers are tempting me with their cool swag. however I need to save money for my own cool swag (digital art)

I just love the phrase "the queers are tempting me with their cool swag", so relatable lol (also no worries to anyone who couldn't or didn't want to buy anything, it's not like I needed it to pay bills I just wanted treats :v )

on [solstice] @jaune-chat said: Definitely, the sun can fuck right off. I break into a rash if I get too much sun, and I can't walk outside without full body coverage to some degree or be itching for WEEKS! In order of preference, is fall, winter, spring, summer.

oof yeah my mom gets a bad rash from sun exposure too! I'm fortunate to not have that specific symptom, but dang it seems so inconvenient, especially if you're also sensitive to heat so being covered up puts you at additional risk. personally I rate winter a little higher than fall but otherwise yeah total agreement lol

on [rollerskates] @nexus-nebulae said: @ prev tags i used to daydream constantly about being able to roller skate everywhere because i would constantly think 'rolling would be way easier than dragging my feet everywhere rn' and it took me two months of constantly thinking about that before i realised OH i need a ROLLATOR that would help (<- i am not smart) i haven't actually tried roller skating bc i don't own skates but i have used a skateboard briefly and that also feels better than walking. i wonder.... if the roller skating rink nearby would allow me to use a rollator in the rink with skates on........ probably not lmao

honestly it takes so much to actually realize like "oh a mobility aid might help with this" which is like, a bad thing, but we're just gonna focus on the funny part for now happy disability pride month :v and tbh I think maybe they might let you do it??? cuz like at ice skating rinks they usually have those little penguins or just straight up plastic lawn chairs for people to support themselves on, so I don't think it would be that crazy to go out on the rollarink with a rollator? but also that's just me and I do not run the place or get paid minimum wage to keep people from breaking the place sooo lol

[curvylizzie]

I’m massive

It all started about 7 months ago. It was so sudden too! This 6’7 guy and I hooked up at a party in college, after a hot night of sex with petty much a giant I never saw him again. This asshole…. After a month or so I realized my period was late. It’s never late. I went directly to the nearest pharmacy. I was so nervous that I had to stop for some fast food. What kind? The greasiest, most filling, most oily burgers In town. Either way, I bought a pregnancy test and sure enough.. I was pregnant… me, Tiffany… the 4’9 girl with black hair, always dressed in nice cardigans and tank tops, with jeans and my books in my hands. I was pregnant with the baby of a 6’7 giant dude… who knows what kind of bay he was!! I was so sure I was gonna become huge! This guy was probably some sort of 15lbs mega baby! And now I’m growing his offspring inside me! it was surreal! What was the next thing I did? I ordered a pizza, an Xlarge extra cheese extra peperoni pizza to go for myself. I tend to eat a lot in stressful situations and I knew this was not gonna be easy.

I called my bestie, jessie. For all I knew she was the only person there for me now

“Hey jessie…”

“Hey tiff, what’s up?”

“Can we... meet up at my house? I gotta tell you something.”

“Sure sweetie, Ill be there at 6 after work”

What was I going to do! I drove home and simply sat on the couch while eating my pizza. I kept thinking about this super baby growing inside me… oh fuck what if it was twins!!!! Can I even carry 2 15-pound babies!?

The thoughts kept racing through my head and I just couldn’t stop thinking about it.. I’m 4’9! I’m gonna look huge before my third trimester! What the hell!

As I finished the pizza, the door rang. It was jessie. I got up from my seat, I was stuffed at the time I remember. Every thought in my mind was pointing at the fact that I’m gonna become huge

“j-jessie..”

“tiff what’s wrong? You’re scaring me”

“come on in..”

We both sat on the couch, and I had in my hand the pregnancy test and showed it to her

“omg sweetie! You’re pregnant?!”

“y-yeah…”

“who’s the father?”

“remember Sean? The guy I hooked up last month with?”

“the giant dude? The one that could probably pick you up with his hands?”

“yeah….”

“omg…. Well..holy… shit…”

I nodded, she’s right… I don’t even know if I’ll b able to birth them properly! They might have to open me. Although there is something I won’t be able to deny for long. I’m about to get absolutely massive.

I didn’t even know how I was gonna deal with it. And what if they were twins?! What would happen if I was growing this giant’s super babies?! Fuck!! I’m only a short girl!

My fear wasn’t without reason, the next few weeks I noticed my bump growing, and not at a slow rate. After only 3 weeks I was already showing a small bump. When I went for my first ultra sound after only 2 months, I was already having trouble fitting in my clothes. The baby inside me kept me constantly hungry too so eating was a must. I probably kept stuffing myself for those 2 months every day. I know more than half of the weight I put on was not baby weight.

“nnnngh!! Get. Pass. My. Giant. Butt you stupid jeans!!! Nnghphh…” getting my favorites jeans to fit was a constant struggle, my thighs had become huge. A single one was as thick as both my skinny thighs together.

“come onnnnnnn… why won’t this shirt cover me!!!” my belly was getting amazingly big every day. My shirts were barely able to cover me past my belly button and still my underbelly would be in the wide open. I was fast becoming a pregnant cow eating a sandwich while waddling down the street.

My second ultra sound was the big one. It’s where I found out something I was suspecting after a few months.

“good afternoon miss… Wolfson? That’s a peculiar name..”

“it’s a made up name doc… I changed it..”

“oh that explains it.. well how is momma-to-be today?”

“massive..”

“I can see that and I can see you’re only 3 months in? it’s certainly normal to be your size when you have multiples, specially if you’ve been eating”

“wait… multiples?” I didn’t know what he meant by that! How can I carry more than one 15lbs baby?!

“sure! You didn’t think you were only having one did you? Let me get the machine set up” he moved around the bed getting the ultrasound machine and using the probe to rub this gel on my tum. My belly button was already having a hard time being shallow, soon it would pop. But what worried me were my boobs who went from a b cup all the way to a double D after only 4 months. Still my belly was the one thing that was big enough to cover my feet eliminating any hope I would see them again.

As he used the probe moving it around an image started appearing.

“there I see one head…. 2…”

“2?! Doc are you sure?”

“oh yes and.. oh? Look number 3!”

“3?! Doc I can’t ne carrying three babies!”

“no you’re right because I’m seeing baby number 4 right there”

4!!! 4 babies! Four massive babies growing inside my 4’9 body!! How the hell! He must have had some super sperm or something! Because ain’t no way I was carrying 4 over developed babies!

“d-doc… are you sure?”

“yeah and I think that’s it. Well given your condition you’re gonna have to go into a strict diet and make sure your babies are well fed. At the end of the line you might have to adjust your house or apartment If you don’t have a nurse in order to move around. It can certainly be a challenge and you will most likely be bed bound by the end of it. So please do take necessary precautions to prevent anything from happening”

I could not believe it… I was carrying 4… and not from some skinny 5’7 guy, these were from a 6’7 massive dude that I could tell he was some sort of mutant super baby! And I’m carrying 4 of him!

I immediately went to the first fast food place I could find and ordered 5 of the biggest burger meals they had. Why? Because I need to eat!

My belly was already massive I front of me, but as I ate my belly button started to show up, my shirt riding over it and people just staring. I guess it’s not everyday you see a super pregnant girl eat in public like this.

the more the months passed, the more I grew not only my bump but I also started getting fatter. Way fatter than what I should be. My arms started developing fat around them, my thighs and ass grew and grew more but my belly stuck out so far in front of my it rubbed against the steering wheel of my car every time I drove. It was also getting hard getting through door frames. The skinny 4’9 girl soon became a 300lbs brood mother carrying 60lbs of pure babies.

At my 7 month, it was already getting hard enough to walk around at all. My bump towered over me each morning. All I could see was this mountain of flesh on top of me, my boobs almost smothered me in my sleep. I could not see them but I could tell I started leaking a lot. Not only that but getting around my belly to satisfy my needs was getting to be a challenge too. I had to fit a remote-control vibrator to my bed and lay on it if I needed some release.

I went to see jessie on one occasion, she was so In love with this new form of mine every time we saw each other she would rub lotion on me and talk to my babies about anything.

“oh this one time, your mommy was at the gym and she had a treadmill running competition, she ran 25km in less time that it takes you guys to kick~”

“jessie.. please don’t make them kick… they get rowdy when they start.. and it’s uncomfortable”

“I know.. but I love seeing a kick here and there~…”

At that moment one of them kicked at the surface near my belly button where jessie was and her head went for a joy ride

“aaah!~ haiiii baby! It’s me, aunt jessie!!”

“uuugh…. i.. I think I should be going..”

“okay, just take care of the babies please~”

As I got to the door I notice how close I was to the frame, my figure could barely pass through it. It’s… fuck it’s amazing.

I got into my car, sliding the seat as far back as I could and still my belly was touching the steering wheel. Driving like this was pretty uncomfortable but there was a certain kinky element to it. In the last ew months as I kept growing I’ve been getting more and more in love with my own figure. Every bite, every inconvenience like reaching the top counter or squirming in bed to try and get up was such a turn on that I was staring to get horny at the littlest things.

When I got home I looked into my bag and the horror happened

“w-where are my keys?! D-did I leave them at jessie? i… I don’t wanna drive all the way back, she would probably keep me there another hour…”

In a panic I looked around and saw that my window was open, so I jumped (“jumped”) the bush, waddled myself to my window and opened it. I threw in my purse first with my phone in it. Then as quicky as I got the idea I also did the brilliant thing of trying to get through the window. Yeah, massive quad girl with 350lbs of blubber which 75lbs were just baby was trying to get through a window. That would obviously work (sarcasm)

“nnngh.. c-come on!!! Hhhmpppfff!! Nnngh aaaah!! Get through dammit!!” I kept pulling myself through and I probably should not have done it because eventually… I got stuck…

“aaaumpf!!! G-get assed it come one!! Nnnghpppppppffff aaaha!! Nnngh!” my belly was in all display trying to get through. My ass was sticking through my jeans more than any other time and I could tell my neighbours were looking at me.

Suddenly my babies inside me started shifting, as if they knew mommy needed to squeeze through

“aammmmpppff.. mmmmphph t-that’s it babies.. aahaa.. f-fuck stop moving that much!” the moves and kicks did turn me on severely, so much that if someone passed by and saw my ass sticking out, decide to have their way with me? I would probably beg for it.

“nnnnnngh.. o-okay almost there.. mmmmmmpphh… aaha gggggrrrrrnnnnn”

And just like that the movement inside me was enough to get me passed the tight window. When I did get inside I was so damm horny I desperately tried to get my hands down there. The first thing I did was head straight to the fridge, get something to drink like a weight shake and laid on bed right on top of the vibrator. I hoped to fuck it had batteries because I was not getting up anymore… in fact.. I don’t think I would be able to in about a week..

A request I’ve been meaning to write but never found the time for it. Here it is and I hope you all enjoy it

[oigimi]

arthur’s sequel - chapter 1

Translation notes provided at the bottom. Any text in italics is from a flashback. This process takes awhile but I’m re-falling in love with Arthur cuz of this. Pls enjoy!

There was a crescent moon in the sky the night I traveled from the Louvre Museum to 19th century Paris. It’s as if it was laughing at destiny itself…

I reminisced about it, and about my visit. I had experienced the worst encounter with “him,” and also the best love.

Arthur: Ah, you’re a good girl, so don’t act violently. Don’t be so rude and indulge in me. I’ll take care of you if you do.

With his vampire fangs peeking through, he uttered a nastily sweet whisper.

The flirtatious playboy mystery author, Arthur Conan Doyle. Even though he was the one I should’ve been the most cautious of, I became naturally drawn to him. He was like a gentle breeze caressing my cheeks.

Arthur: Well, MC. Why don’t we wager?

MC: Wager…?

Arthur: Whoever is first to kiss the other loses. When I win, I plan to capture every part of you. Your body, your heart, and even your destiny.

When we were together, it was so much fun I felt my heart soar. But the game of love was so painful it tightened my chest. Before long, I got to know the Arthur behind his smile, and the dark past he hid.

Arthur: I won’t kiss you. I can’t. Because if I want you, you’ll be gone. Isn’t that right…?

I’ll always be here for him. I want to protect Arthur, who smiles fleetingly, and his heart that is truly so kind and beautiful, no matter what.

A strong, irresistible feeling overcame a cruel fate. And…

Arthur: I can’t think of anyone else who makes me as obsessed as you. You’re the only opponent I’d ever want to lose to.

MC: Then will you let me win our game of who can make the other happier?

Arthur: That’s…

Arthur: Sorry. I won’t lose there.

Beyond the time where we weren’t supposed to meet – we’re still playing these happy games, even now.

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Since choosing to live in this world, several seasons have passed. I saw my colleague in his butler uniform at our meeting place, and trotted over.

MC: Thanks for waiting, Sebastian. I bought everything!

Sebastian: Thanks for your help, MC. I’ll carry the heavy bags.

I thanked him for so casually offering, and walked alongside him. The Parisian streets were bathing in sunshine, and lively with working people and energetic children all coming and going. As I felt my mood and movements lighten in the atmosphere of it all, Sebastian looked at me and tilted his head.

Sebastian: You’re in a good mood. You’ve been smiling for a while now. Did something good happen?

MC: Actually, the owner of the produce shop gave me some really nice apples as a bonus because the other day we helped his child find a lost toy!

But it wasn’t just the apples that made me happy. The owner also said, “Please also say thank you to that detective gentleman.” I’m gonna tell him as soon as I get home. I’m sure he’ll be so happy. Just imagining his expression makes me joyful myself.

Sebastian: I see. Well that solves the mystery of the apples I didn’t intend for you to get. So it’s a gift for playing detective?

Sebastian: …No, it’s not even playing anymore. Our great detectives are just as good as Sherlock Holmes!

The chiming of the bell tower mixed with our laughter.

Sebastian: Oh, is that the time? We need to get back to the mansion. Shakespeare is coming over to visit Vincent today, so I want to show some hospitality.

MC: Oh, uh… Sorry, I realized I forgot to buy coffee beans. Please go ahead home, Sebastian.

Sebastian: Will you be okay by yourself?

MC: It’s still daylight. And things are different from when I first came here. Leave it to me!

With pride, I split from Sebastian…

(At the shop)

I’d fallen into quite the pinch.

Man: Well, well, well. I’ve defeated this young woman. Now how are you going to pay me?

Playing cards were scattered across the table, and the man sitting across me had a nasty grin on his face.

I was fooled!! He was just pretending to be a shopkeeper!! When I went to buy the coffee beans, he said, “If you can win now, you’ll get a bonus! Come on now!” He greeted me with a smile, and before I knew it, I was entrenched in a betting match. I was careless, but I’ve been getting better at deception…

MC: I don’t have money. But you were cheating, weren’t you?!

Man: Oh? You’re going to whine now? Ha!

MC: Ah!

I threw my hands up, scared of his furious expression. At that moment…

???: Hey, stop!

A voice light as wind hit my ears, and I looked up.

Are you coming to rescue me at a time like this?

Arthur: Yoohoo, MC~

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MC: Arthur!

Arthur slammed his hand down on the table to block the man, and an arc drew on his lips. When I saw his always-relaxed smile, my whole body, which had been stiffened, was relieved.

Arthur, I hadn’t expected you to come…

Arthur: It’s quite easy for you to get caught up in these situations, isn’t it?

MC: Sorry, I was trying to be careful, but…

Arthur: Don’t worry about that now. We need to get out of this pinch first.

As he said that, Arthur sat next to me. The man glared daggers at the sudden intrusion.

Man: Hey, man. What do you think you’re doing butting in like this?

Arthur: Alright, here’s my conditions. You and I are gonna play another round. If we win, we get the full amount offered. If not, we’ll pay ten times the amount.

Arthur: Well? Sound good?

Man: What?! Ten times is a lot! Alright, fine. Let’s do it.

With that grin on Arthur’s face, I could tell he had a trick up his sleeve.

MC: Arthur, please be careful. This guy’s a cheater.

Arthur: Mm~? Oh, there’s no problem here. I have a goddess of victory at my side, and she’s got your name.

MC: Joking at a time like this…

Arthur: Don’t worry, MC. Don’t you trust me?

His eyes were an unwavering blue, like a glass ball. They pierced right through me, and I...

[CHOICE OF 3: I picked “Arthur’s got this.”]

MC: Of course I do. You’ve got this.

Arthur: That’s what I thought. I can’t show you my lame side anyway!

Even through his joking words, I began to relax. Things were going to be okay. Arthur and I laughed a little bit as we locked gazes.

Encouraged by Arthur’s reassuring presence, I also looked at the man head-on.

Arthur: Well isn’t this quite the development! I’m getting a sense of deja vu.

Man: Huh-?

Arthur: Nothing to do with you. Alright, let’s start the game.

The battle finished in the blink of an eye.

MC: Pontoon!

Man: What?! You’ve gotta be kidding-!

Arthur: And just like that, we’ve won.

Just like in the past, we triumphed brilliantly.

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Free from that man, Arthur and I walked in the evening streets, side by side.

Arthur: The shopkeeper reported him, so I don’t think we’ll ever see him again.

MC: That’s good, it saves others from getting caught in their trap. Thank you so much for your help, Arthur…

MC: But I can’t believe you had such good timing. Did you happen to be stopping by the store?

Arthur: I suppose it just happened. I was on my way to the publisher to talk about my new book.

Even in this time, Arthur continues to write under a pen name. He gets more popular every time he releases a new book, and even has been getting requests for serialization.

Arthur: And then I remembered you were shopping in town, and decided to visit the store you frequent. Aaaand bingo. Everything was fine up until you got in trouble.

He remembered the store I always go to. There’s his keen observation for you. Seeing my impressed face, Arthur grinned and looked at me.

Arthur: It really was like old times. Remember? When you were trapped in a game of pontoon?

MC: Of course! Yeah, I remember too.

That was way back when I first fell into this world. Arthur helped me when I was in trouble then, and he did it again today.

Arthur: MC, do you need my help? If you ask for it, I’ll give it to you. What do you say?

MC: Arthur… please help me…

Arthur: Mm, okay! And if I win, you need to do what I say.

MC: I was so relieved when you came.

I still thought of Arthur as dangerous and flippant back then. But now, it’s a treasured memory.

MC: Well thank you again, Arthur. You really are my hero.

Arthur: Your hero? Well, that’s just the biggest compliment I could receive.

Uttering it so quietly, Arthur gave a soft smile.

Arthur: Well it’s a golden rule as a hero to rescue my love in need.

MC: Ah! Well from now on, I’m going to be a lot more careful. I need to be more vigilant, and a little more suspicious of other people.

As I reflected on my carelessness, Arthur raised his eyebrows.

Arthur: I wish you had a way to protect yourself. Your virtue lies in your ability to face people straight, because you don’t doubt others.

MC: You think so?

Arthur: I know so. I fell in love with your pure and beautiful heart.

My heart trembled a bit, presented with Arthur’s true and honest feelings like a surprise attack.

Arthur: You’re my one and only. The girl I want to protect more than anything. And that’s why I always will. So you can always smile, MC.

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Arthur… My cheeks, growing warm, must’ve been dyed even redder by the setting sun. As I failed to control my swelling emotions, a cold rain began to fall on my cheeks.

Arthur: Ah, I thought I could smell rain. It actually did start. Let’s go, MC.

He took out and umbrella and opened it. Holding out one hand, he invited me into a gentle embrace.

Arthur: My apologies, I only have one umbrella.

MC: Thank you Arthur! Ah, I’m remembering again. When you saved me the first time, it rained that night too, didn’t it?

Arthur: That’s right. Even the weather is the same! Today’s the day to stroll down memory lane!

That time, Arthur gave me his umbrella and we parted ways for the night. But today, we are lovers, walking shoulder-to-shoulder under the same umbrella.

MC: Ah, Arthur! Did you know in Japan we call this “ai ai gasa?”

Arthur: “Ai ai gasa?” What’s that? Is it like a lovey-dovey umbrella?

MC: Lovey-dovey? Pfft… Ahaha!!

Arthur: Hey, why is it you’re the only one who understands? Haha, you’re so cute.

MC: Sorry. It’s cuz it’s a silly conversation between lovers. The meaning of the words is a little different, but it means the same in the end.**

I looked up, and a soft kiss touched my lips instead of the cold rain.

Arthur: Then what’s a lovey-dovey umbrella?

I pretended to poke Arthur in the chest and couldn’t help but grin like an idiot. I wished days like this would last forever. With the man I love more than anything else in the world next to me, life is just so dazzling and dear to my heart.

But the destiny awaiting us was about to make a huge move...

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Translation notes:

**ai ai gasa (相合傘) is a trope in romance media where two people in love share an umbrella. I think the joke here comes from Arthur calling it “raburabu kasa” (ラブラブ傘), which isn’t really a term, and literally means “lovey dovey umbrella.” I think this will be better explained in the official eng translation lol

Most of this is stuff we’ve seen before (like damn MC, two times at the shop?). I tried my best to not do a literal translation of everything and give the characters their voices I pick up on in the jpn and eng versions, so I took some creative liberties so it’s nicer to read.

[lumine-no-hikari]

Dear Sephiroth: (a letter to a fictional character, because why not) #114

Today is another zombie brain day. Up too late. But that's all right. I still managed to be a little productive today.

I discovered that I can scrape off any inconsistencies of the dried UV spray from the amethyst tree orb with a precision knife. From there, I can reapply the spray and it looks good. It's certainly not perfect, but good enough is good enough, methinks (wow, am I actually writing that out loud? who am I and what have I done with myself?).

Nonetheless, I'm starting to wonder if the thing to do for future applications is to apply some other kind of UV-resistant gloss onto the sphere with a paintbrush. This sphere should be done in a couple days - just enough time to allow the current layer of UV spray to dry and all that. Then I'll send it off to its intended recipient.

I made a bowl of yesterday's fried rice for breakfast; as it turns out, the results did, in fact, taste as good as it smelled when I was making it! Goodness, but I wish I could give you a bowl...

I also made myself some of the biscuit-flavored tea. This tea on its own mostly just tastes like ordinary tea, but I discovered that if you add a little molasses and honey to it, the result tastes pretty much exactly like Biscoff cookies, and Biscoff cookies are pretty good! I'll show you some pictures of how it turned out; I love to watch the fluid dynamics in action as the cold cream swirls into the hot tea:

I made an appointment to get 4 of my teeth yanked so that I can get braces. That'll happen in June, I guess. I really don't wanna have teeth removed, but there really is no other way to get the rest of the inside of my face in alignment; apparently the crowding is bad enough that if we wanted to pull my molars back to where my wisdom teeth used to be, we would have to put screws in my mouth as an anchor point, and even then, it likely won't work out in the way we'd hope. Having screws just randomly hanging out in my face seems thoroughly unpleasant, so… whatever. Maybe I'll ask if I can keep the removed teeth. Maybe I'll make something cool out of 'em, even if I dunno what it is yet.

M, J, and I went out to a place called Galleria 7 for lunch. It's got a variety of shops where you can get all different kinds of food; it's the same place where M and I got those awesome empanadas and the not-quite-pasta-pescatore. Somehow, I failed to notice last time that the empanada shop sells handmade Ecuadorean trinkets; I got a woven bracelet and a floral pendant, but not for the purpose you might think…

The colorful bracelet and the floral pendant go nicely with the kerchief, I think. I got the kerchief for you a while ago. I have long hair, too, so I use them to help keep my hair out of my face sometimes. I'll show you a picture of me wearing one so that you get the idea:

Kerchiefs are handy and colorful things suit you nicely. But it's not as though I can tie a kerchief around your head. It's not as though I can tuck pretty flowers behind your ear. It's not as though I can tie a ribbon in your hair, or gift you a colorful top to wear. I can't give you the locket of your mother that I made for you. So this little bit will have to do. It's not much, I know. But… still… you deserve nice things and nurturing things, no matter how small. I have to hope that what little I can do is enough.

Anyway, I somehow managed to engage the kindly shopkeep from whom I bought the trinkets in lively conversation. I showed her some of the handicrafts I've made, and she expressed an interest in displaying any of my works at her shop. What a fascinating concept. Suppose I'm gonna hafta get on making more orbs…

…Aside from that, I've not done much else today. I'm struggling a little bit to avoid succumbing to old thoughts, given a few things going on in my immediate vicinity, and a few not-so-small insecurities I'm dealing with (long story; I'm not gonna get into it). But I'll be all right. Most of it's just growing pains. They'll pass as I level up. Don't you worry about me, okay? I've got this. I promise.

…I'm gonna try to actually go to bed on time today. In the meantime, I'm gonna try to rest, though I'm not sure what I'm gonna do with myself; at the moment, even Salting some Sanctuaries seems hard… Oh well.

Hey, you - you're loved. You're wanted. You're needed. And not because of what you can do or because of what you look like, but because of who you are. There are people here who wanna tie kerchiefs in your hair to make things a little easier for you. There are people who wanna tuck flowers behind your ear in hopes that it will make you feel good about yourself. There are people who wanna tie ribbons in your hair so that way when you look in the mirror, you can see someone who shines with the care that is given to you. There are people who would try to return to you sentimental items that you've lost.

Sephiroth. You're not alone. And no amount of telling yourself that you're alone will ever make it true. So please come back to us soon; we're waiting for you with open arms and joyful voices, ready to welcome you back home.

I love you. I'll write again very soon.

Your friend, Lumine

[matenrou-fan]

Could I request Lucifer and Diavolo with an ice sculptor s/o sculpting a statue of them as a gift?

Lucifer and Diavolo with an ice sculptor NB! s/o

NBreader, fluff, just wholesome stuff;

-He's quite amused.

-You humans are always coming up with such interesting hobbies!

-"So you like ice sculptures? Haha, that sounds interesting..! Now I wanna try it myself too!" - he giggles and then looks at you with a playful smirk - "Can I get a private lesson from you, darling?"

-He's actually curious so be prepared for a bunch of questions. Aren't you feel too cold for working with ice for long time? How you ended up with this hobby? Maybe you have photos of your work that you made before you get into Devildom?

-Diavolo always wants to know more about the human world and humans themself, but also, as it's your hobby, he is even more interested.

-If you need some craft tools for new sculpture don't be shy to ask him as he doesn't mind to spend any amount of money for your needs. Your face just so cute when he sees this little sparkles of happiness in your eyes..!

-And when one day you ask him to follow you and then show a statue of him as a present, he's so flattered.

-As a future kind of Devildom he's got used to getting many presents since childhood and he's probably a little bit spoiled but no other gift, even the most expensive one, touched his heart as much as your work.

-Thoughts about you spending so much time making something so great just for him.. It's really hard to hide his red face now, when this tickle feeling keep growing in his chest as he gently holds your hands.

-"S/o, i.. thank you.." - Diavolo looks away, feeling as his heart start beating faster and faster - "It's a little bit hard to put all joy that I feel right now in words, but I'm really appreciate your gift and all this effort you put in this.. I love you.."

-Maybe he can't explain it with words, but maybe some kisses will help him to show his gratitude?

-So.. Ice sculptures?

-"I'm quite surprised, s/o.." - he can't help but smirk, looking at your precious face - "Someone like you working with ice.. Every time I touching your hands it's feels like I can feel the warmth of your heart through skin.. Don't you afraid to melt all your works with that pretty arms?"

-He's actually happy that you have something you put your passion on and always ready to support you.

-So expect some little presents, just some instruments and devices that can help you. Lucifer wants you to be happy here, in Devildom, so helping you with your hobby is just small amount of things he's ready to do for you.

-And when you tell him that today you gonna be the one to surprise him with a present, he's amused. You make him homemade cookies? Maybe bought something small and cute?

-He didn't expect to see himself as a sculpture, so he would be a stunned for a moment. Did you actually made this all be yourself? It's amazing..

-Oh how much Lucifer wants to act in his causal playful behavior, but he can't. Despite he's teasing comment before you didn't melt this ice. But his heart? Yeah, totally.

-"I.. I don't have any words.." - he mumble with furrowed brows. Just why he can't control this blush on his cheeks? - "That's was really heartful from your side, s/o, thank you.. I think I will never forget this present, even after centuries.. I love you.."

-Mm? Did you just said your hands now a little bit cold? Oh, don't you worry and get closer to Lucifer, as he have some ideas how to warm you up and also how to return the favor..

[creampie-capital]

✦「Jealous! Shikamaru Nara x Reader」✦

ɴᴀᴍᴇ║ Shikamaru Nara

ᴀɴɪᴍᴇ/ᴍᴀɴɢᴀ║ Naruto

ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ║7,317

「ᴀꜰʟ」 𝟏𝟖+ 「ᴘᴡᴘ」 ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ ━━━➤ 「ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʙᴀʙʏ」

꧁𓊈𒆜 ━━━━━━━━━ 𒆜𓊉꧂

❝ꜱᴜᴄᴋ❞

꧁𓊈𒆜 ━━━━━━━━━ 𒆜𓊉꧂

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Now onto the smut :)

꧁𓊈𒆜 ━━━━━━━━━ 𒆜𓊉꧂

"Hey, honey. Wake up, sleepyhead."

...

"You wanna roast like a boar on a stick, huh? Get your a** up."

Slowly, his heavy eyelids opened sluggishly to view the world with blurry vision. Rustling wind and muffled talking filled his ears as he slowly turned to the side.

His sights cleared, which allowed him to see the clear image of your frame. Before he could speak, his nose was filled with a delicious scent of food.

Upon closer expectation, he saw a tray with breakfast food on the nightstand alongside his bed. You were pouring steaming hot tea into a cup carefully before glancing down at him.

"You really need to start getting more sleep, you know. You can't keep waking up in the middle of the day at 3 pm every time. It's not productive at all."

Shikamaru stared at you with a blank expression before sluggishly sitting up and scratching his wild hair that was out of its signature spiky ponytail.

"Already berating me as soon as I wake up? How troublesome."

You rolled your eyes and placed down the teapot on the tray. "You love it, you grump. Now eat your food."

The male didn't notice how much he starving until his stomach rumbled loudly in the bedroom.

"And I know you didn't eat dinner last night, so you better eat every last thing on this plate, or I will cook you for dinner, got it?"

Shikamaru's gaze flickered up to your face, witnessing the blank expression on your face.

'Oh, she's serious.'

He opened his mouth to speak, but the words halted when he looked closer at your appearance. You weren't in your normal outfit, instead opting for more casual attire.

Black leggings, an off-the-shoulder green long-sleeve, and closed-toed black shoes. Your hair was done, and makeup adorned your face.

"You look good." He commented and placed the tray on the bed in front of him. "What are your plans for today?"

"Thank you. I'm going to see Kiba for a bit, I promised we'd hang out today and then shop for some groceries. Is there anything specific you want?" You asked, grabbing your purse that your lazy boyfriend bought you for your twentieth birthday.

The black-haired male shook his head and took a sip from the tea, letting the liquid cease the scratchiness in the back of his throat.

"No, nothing. Have fun today, and don't let Kiba pull you into his useless shenanigans."

You stuck your tongue at him while closing your eyes. "Don't worry bout it me. I can take care of myself."

"I know."

A smile formed on your lips as you watched your boyfriend swallow a bite of the pancakes you made.

"Don't let me take all your time; I'll see you later." He said while waving his hand dismissively.

You raised an eyebrow, crossing your arms under your chest. Casually you walked closer to the male with slow, ominous steps.

He noticed your movement and halted, his gaze following your body. You came closer before dropping your purse on the ground.

Shikamaru didn't expect you to push him onto his back, crawling on top of his form and caging his hips with your knees.

His expression wasn't really one of surprise but more of 'oh, here she goes again.' Your hands were right next to his head as you gazed down at the male.

"Did you really think I was gonna leave and not get my goodbye kiss?" You sought and tilted your head.

The Nara male let his hands rest upon your hips. "Yes."

Your lips formed into a pout, your nails digging into the mattress beneath. Slowly you lowered your face closer to his.

"I am very selfish, darling." You hummed. "I am yours, which means you are also mine which in turn means that these-" You let one of your pointer fingers lightly brush against his lips. "-also belong to me. And because of that, I always want them."

Shikamaru sighed, his fingers pressing firmly into your body. "You are so demanding." He groaned before placing a quick peck on your lips.

"And you love it." You respond, letting your lips connect again but this time kissing him intensely. Lips moving in sync, slowly and lovingly.

When he pulled back, he gazed up at your appearance and swiped at the smeared lipstick on your bottom lip.

"And I love you."

You snickered, licking off the remainder of your lipstick before kissing his lips again. Before he had a chance to respond, you pulled away only to begin kissing down his jaw before stopping at the crook of his neck.

"How is it that I'm so utterly in love with you?"

Your words caused him to shiver from how hot your breath was on his cool skin.

"I was the only one willing to deal with your aggressive a**."

You looked down at the male for a moment, a blank expression on your face as you leaned back to sit on his lap.

Before Shikamaru could react, a pillow was placed over his face, followed by weight soon after.

He didn't even struggle, just letting you suffocate him.

You crinkled your nose and pulled it away from his face.

There was no movement from the male before he spoke soft words.

"My point exactly, you crazy woman. You'll probably kill me one day."

immediately you hit him with the pillow.

"No way. I can't be having the father of my kid dead yet."

Shikamaru froze, his eyes widening before flinging his gaze at you.

"(Y/n), are you-"

"No!" You shouted before tilting your head and raising your eyebrows suggestively. "Why? You tryna become a DILF?"

"(Y/n), oh my god." He sat up and yanked on one of the strands of your hair. "You're being troublesome. Go hang with Kiba before he and Akamaru come here and get the place all dirty."

You only gave him a cheeky smile and kissed his lips. "You love this troublesome woman, though."

"Yes, I do. Now scram before I kick you off the bed myself."

You got off his body and pouted. "So mean~."

The male waved his hand dismissively and grabbed his forgotten fork. "Yeah, yeah, I'm the mean one."

Picking up your purse, you blew the male a kiss before exiting your bedroom and shutting the door quietly behind you.

With your presence gone, the male let out a deep sigh. "She really got me on that one." He mumbled and placed another bite in his mouth.

"I'm in love with such a troublesome woman."

꧁𓊈𒆜 ━━━━━━━━━ 𒆜𓊉꧂

"There you are! It only took you forever!"

You stuck your tongue out at the brown-haired male as you neared the two.

"Sorry, I was busy tryna get Shika out the bed and eat."

The male crossed his arms and shook his head. "Man's got a girlfriend who literally cooks breakfast in bed for him all the time. If only that could be me~."

You smacked the Inuzuka male on the back of his neck. "Don't worry! You'll find one soon! What about Tamaki!?"

It was the male's turn to slap you on the back of your neck. "I"d rather have you roast me alive than date that woman!"

"Okay~." You extended the word dramatically and looked down at the large white dog by your legs. "Didn't know he was the masochistic type."

"(Y/n)." He called your name with a deadpan expression. "You have actually nearly burnt down Konohagakure multiple times trying to roast motherf*ckers that pissed you off. I'd take my chances with your fire than that woman."

You stuck your tongue at him. "My fire is literally hot enough to melt rock. I can make f*cking glass outta the sand right here on the ground in front of us."

"Yeah, that's why you're so hot."

"Huh? My body temperature is 98.6℉ (37.6℃), just like everyone else's."

Kiba looked at you as if you were stupid. "That's not what I meant-you, know what, never mind. Let's go before it gets too crowded."

"Okay, weirdo."

The two of you began walking down the streets of Konohagakure, looking at all the stalls and having a look at their inventories.

"Look, it's you." You said, pointing to a painted mask with a dog face on it."

Kiba flared his nose before pointing at a panting at another stall. It was of a woman in a rather inappropriate position. Her legs open, one hand covering her lower private with her other hand grasping her breast.

You raised an eyebrow and turned to face the male. "How is that me?"

"It's of a wh*re."

"ARE YOU CALLING ME A WH*RE!?"

"Yeah, 'cause you're my wh*re."

You raised an eyebrow. "Huh? I thought I was your best friend."

"No, I-' The male slapped the back of your neck. "Stop being oblivious!"

"The h*ll you mean! I'm the most alert than the two of us!"

As if a drawing, it was like the both of you were growling the wild dogs.

"Aww, look at the youth of this young couple."

You and Kiba's action ceased, turning to face one of the vendors who looked at the two of you longingly.

"Yeah, aren't we cute!?" Kiba gushed and held your waist. You flicked the male's forehead before kicking him off of you.

"Sorry about that, ma'am. The boy just likes to embarrass me. He's just my friend."

"I am literally older than you by 2 years." Kiba hissed.

"Doesn't mean you got a brain in that head."

Kiba's brow twitched. "Run (Y/n). Cause once I get my hands on you, you'll be begging for this head."

"Oh my god!" You cried. "He's gonna make me as stupid as he is! Gotta go, ma'am!"

And with that being said, you began speeding through the streets, Kiba and Akamaru hot on your trail. You couldn't help but laugh, and even Kiba couldn't hide the bright grin on his lips.

꧁𓊈𒆜 ━━━━━━━━━ 𒆜𓊉꧂

Shikamaru simply rolled his eyes, gathering the new record books from the store that Kakashi needed but was too lazy himself to get.

"What a drag." He huffed and lit a cigarette in his free hand. He looked up at the sky, viewing its vast blueness with creative-looking clouds in the sky.

"I'll just drop these off and then go cloud gazing."

He began his slow venture back to the Hokage office, casually looking around at the village around him. A sudden familiar screaming caught his attention.

His gaze turned to the street to his left, and he saw your frame. You were with Kiba and Akamaru, yelling at the Inuzuka male with an enraged expression.

His lips formed into a tiny smirk. 'Can't help but admire the fire that burns behind her eyes.'

That smirk fell once he witnessed Kiba's arms wrapping around your waist. He raised an eyebrow, but it quickly changed to him covering his mouth to stop the laugh that wanted to leave his lips.

You literally kicked Kiba like twenty feet in the air. The sight caused him to shake his head and continue on his walk back to the Hokage.

On his mind was just your crazy a** being the amazing woman you are.

꧁𓊈𒆜 ━━━━━━━━━ 𒆜𓊉꧂

By the time the two of you stopped, you were on the other side of the village. It was a place you didn't usually visit since your home was way too far to just come here casually.

What caught your eye was a waterfall, its gushing waters collected in a pool where the floor glowed like crystals. Swimming craftily through it, was a duck and her ducklings.

"Aww." You gushed and crept to the edge of the waters to get a closer look. "Look at the mom and her babies."

The two males stepped by your side and squatted down. "They look ugly." He commented.

"Nuh-uh." You pointed out at the mama duck. "She gorgeous, and so are her 'lil babies. I'm tryna be like that. A MILF."

Kiba turned to you quickly. "Let me help."

You stuck your lips out and raised an eyebrow. "Huh? Why?"

"See I'm-" He placed a hand over his heart. "-am tryna be a DILF. And your tryna be a MILF so it's perfect!" He cheered.

Squinting your eyes, you shook your head. "How is that gonna help me be Shika's MILF?"

"(Y/n), I will be your DILF!"

"Bro, stop being shy and ask Tamaki already!"

The male grabbed his hair and basically yanked it against his skull. "You're f*cking hopeless, I swear." He huffed and plopped on his butt before lying on his back.

"Geez, you wh*re. Why don't you like her? I've seen how ya'll look at each other."

Akamaru curled in a ball against Kiba's side, quickly falling asleep as you both finally stopped yelling. The shaggy brown-haired male placed an arm over his eyes and sighed.

"It's just...It's just..." He groaned and huffed loudly.

"Come on, use your big boy words since you wanna talk about how you're older than me." You teased.

Kiba rolled his eyes and removed his arm so he could look up at your glimmering (e/c) orbs. He swallowed hard at what he felt was an intense gaze, but you just stared at him curiously.

"She's not you, (Y/n)."

"And?" You asked. "Aint nobody gonna be like me. I'm one of a kind, boy. But I'll apologize for making your expectations so high since I am such an amazing person."

The Inuzuka male sat up, his hands turning into fists by his side. "Nobody is ever going to meet those standards unless it's you. Don't you get it!"

You flinched back before poking the male's nose. "Yeah, you're gonna have to lower your standards; not everybody can be like your best friend. You're going to have to stop idolizing me like I'm a god first if you want a chance with a woman."

A smirk formed on your lips as you closed your eyes. "It won't be long till I find myself another devote follower and free you from these chains."

Kiba was taking deep breaths to calm himself down so he wouldn't snap on you and ruin the friendship the two of you had.

"Let's just f*cking go. I'm tired of this place." He finally said after a moment of silence.

He didn't wait for your reply as he got up and left, leaving you and Akamaru to stare at each other. "Grumpy man. He's gonna get wrinkles if he keeps making that face."

You suddenly sighed happily and brought your hands to your hair, tugging on it lightly. "Unlike my man who doesn't seem to get any blemish on his pretty face no matter how old he's getting. I'll look like a raisin before he even starts to crack!"

The large white dog just sighed before getting up and following after his master.

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Shikamaru listened to the rustling trees and howling wind as he lay under the shade. His arm supported his head on the ground with his ankles crossed over each other.

It was peaceful, and tranquil even as he enjoyed the sereness of the park. Only a few people were around, but they were far enough away for the black-haired male to hear nothing.

A satisfied exhale left his lips as he closed his eyes. The sun was beginning to lower, orange and blue mixing together in the sky.

The night would be falling soon, but the male would wait until then to leave because once he got home, he knew he'd have to deal with a hyperactive needy girlfriend waiting for him.

Speaking of his needy lover, he swore he heard her voice again. His eyes slowly peeled open as he sat up, searching for your voice he swore he heard.

A good distance away, he recognized your hair before he heard your contagious laughter. You were laughing at Kiba, who had fallen on the ground, rubbing the back of his head in pain.

The Inuzuka male suddenly gripped your ankles and yanked them, causing you to tumble down. You had fallen atop of him, your hands slamming into the dirt by his head with your legs on either side of his waist.

Your face held bewilderment for a moment before you pouted and gripped the male cheeks, pulling them harshly. Kiba whined and attempted to pull your grip off of him, but he was unsuccessful.

A devilish grin was on your lips as you laughed maniacally, pulling harder, causing Kiba to throw you off of him. He quickly switched position, now being atop and pulling your chubby cheeks.

Shika found himself swallowing strenuously. The sight was causing him to suddenly sweat, a sense of dread filling his chest as he witnessed the scene.

Normally these things didn't bother him; he wasn't the jealous type since he already knew how much you loved him. But that didn't mean his heart was completely bulletproof.

You are the love of his life; without a doubt, he'd want to spend the rest of his life with you. But was it the other way around with you?

Upon hearing your loud, boisterous laugh, he snapped out of his head and looked back over to the two of you. There was just something about hearing you laughing so hard at Kiba. It made his heart clench and his body hot with pain.

Yes, you laughed and joked around with Shika, but you never really laughed like that with him. Never laughed absolutely hysterical like you were absolutely enjoying yourself.

Tired of watching the scene, the Chunin stood to his feet and quickly left the area. By the time he returned home, it was dark outside, and you still had yet to retire.

A heavy sigh escaped his lips as he grabbed something from the fridge that you made and ate in silence, just thinking to himself.

Half an hour later, you finally returned home, locking the door behind you and walking through the house. "Hey, Shika." You called out but didn't stop to greet the male.

"Welcome back, (Y/n)." He murmured.

He turned his head upwards, looking through the doorway of the kitchen to watch your frame step upstairs and enter the bathroom. The shower soon turned on, followed by you squeaking from how cold the water was.

The situation had the male sick to his stomach; he stopped mid-chew to throw away the rest of his dinner and make his way to his study.

Immediately after your showers, you would fall fast asleep so he knew if he wanted to talk he'll have to do it tomorrow. For now, since he was such a late sleeper, he would work on some things for the sixth Hokage.

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In the morning, or should he say the afternoon was when he finally awoke. His stomach dropped when he opened his eyes and saw your space on the bed made.

Slowly sitting up, he realized he had awakened by himself without your assistance. Every morning you would wake him so he wouldn't waste his day, and every morning you made him breakfast without fail. He never asked for it, but you always did it out of the kindness of your heart.

But that morning he rose to a cold empty room. The smell of food was non-existent, only the scent of your perfume that must have been sprayed recently.

Shikamaru sat back against the bed frame and stared at the wall, wondering. The dread that was in his heart from the day before was making him feel physically ill.

He was worrying, with negative thoughts and emotions filling his body like poison in a bloodstream. He swallowed thickly and exited your shared bedroom to reach the kitchen.

It was untouched, everything in place just the way you liked it. A frown etched its way to his lips, the sight of the room adding to his dread.

Quickly he exited the room to shower and change before making his way to his office/study. The worrying was killing him, the only thing he could do was busy himself so he wouldn't think about it.

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By the time you returned home, the sun was setting once again. "Hey, Shika! I'm back; I didn't mean to be out for so long!"

You didn't get any response causing you to raise an eyebrow as you locked the front door. "Shika!" You called out but received no reply,

This caused you to scrunch your nose and frown. Immediately the first place you checked was his study. You knocked on the door, awaiting a reply but once again receiving none.

Instead of knocking again or leaving, you opened the door and stepped in. Shikamaru was sitting atop a pillow on the floor, sounded by books that looked too complicated for you to understand.

"Hey, babe. Are you okay?" You asked him.

He didn't respond for a second before he flipped the page in his book. "Yeah." He said back dryly.

His answer made an ugly look appear on your face. "Are you sure? You don't sound like it."

"Too bad." He snapped, causing you to recoil from his words.

"Haha." You laughed, yet your face was far from humorous. "You wanna get roasted?"

The Nara male flipped a page in his book before replying.

"Go ahead."

Your fingers twitched by your side. "You know I never make empty threats, Shikamaru."

Visibly the male flinched. You have never said his full name before; always Shika or some other nickname. By hearing you saying that, it was like you were attempting to distance yourself from him.

He shut the book in his fingers with one hand and turned to face you. "So what of it? It's not like it really matters to you, right?"

"Huh?"

Shikamaru stood to his feet and made his way past your frame, leaving you alone in the study. "Wait-Hey! Shikamaru!"

You quickly followed after him, seeing him pouring a glass of juice before taking a sip. His tongue swept over his bottom lip as he gazed out the window in front of the sink.

"Something is obviously bothering you, so why don't you tell me? I may not be a genius like you, but I can tell when something is upsetting you."

A bitter laugh left Shikamaru's mouth, his shoulders slumping slightly. "You can tell when something is bothering me, but you can't tell when someone is obviously trying to get in your pants?" He placed his glass on the counter and turned to face you.

"Don't make me laugh."

You bit your bottom lip and shook your head. "Shika, what do you mean? I don't understand. Whatever is bothering you won't be solved if you don't communicate with me. Isn't that what you always tell me?"

It was obvious what you said had an effect on the Nara male. His mouth parted with his body freezing. Slowly his hand reached out to your face, and you let him cup your cheek in his palm.

To your surprise, he suddenly gripped your shoulder and switched your positions. He pressed you against the counter with his body right against yours.

His hands pressed into the counter next to your body while he looked stared down at you. "Am I incompetent to you?" He sought, which caused you to blink.

"Huh? Of course not! Where did that question even come from!?" You replied, but it didn't seem like your answer meant anything to the male.

"Is there something so wrong with me that you need to look for it with someone else?"

You looked at his face, and I mean, you really looked at him. His jaw was clenched, his collarbone ever so prominent with his eyes holding so much hurt.

Before you could respond, he spoke first again. "I know I'm not some f*ckin' hyperactive person like you, but that doesn't mean I won't try harder for you."

"What?"

Shikamaru bit his lip, removing himself from you and showing his back. "How come I can't make you laugh as Kiba can?" He turned back, his face hard and his hands clenched by his side.

"How come I can't change your stubborn a** mind, but Kiba can with only a few words?"

With each word, he stepped closer to your frame until he was pressed right up against your body.

"How come Kiba is exactly like you, but you're in a relationship with me?"

He was so close you could feel the words basically rumbling off his chest. Taking in everything he let out, you connected the dots causing your lips to part.

"Oh my god. You're jealous!? You're actually jealous! And of Kiba!?"

You covered your mouth to stifle the laugh, but it wasn't enough. Shikamaru's jaw locked while he grasped your hips in a tight hold.

"Of course I am!" He shouted and lowered his head, so his face was in the crook of your neck. "He's just like you. Loud,-" Shikamaru licked the side of your throat. "-hyper,-" He kissed your soft skin and peppered them down to your cleavage. "-humorous,-" His hands skillfully undid the buttons to your shirt, revealing your bra that was hidden beneath. "-and optimistic."

You could feel his hot breath on your cold skin. Shivers ran up your spine as you watched him kiss down your naval. His dark brown eyes orbs met your (e/c) ones and grazed your skin with his teeth.

"He's perfect for you, yet you're with me." His hands reached around the back of your body, landing on your a** and squeezing them tightly. "I'm rude, aloof, and lazy. I don't want to ever go out unless you beg me."

His touch was driving you wild, lighting a fire beneath your skin that caused a need to grow in your sensitive areas.

He kissed the skin just above your leggings before flickering his gaze upwards to meet yours. His tongue trailed upwards, stopping once he reached below your chest.

Sloppily kissed the skin before reaching towards your breast and pulling them out of your bra. "S-Shika, wait!"

"No." He murmured against your skin while one of his hands upwards to grasp your throat. You took a shaky breath and felt the pressure on your larynx.

It wasn't too tight, but it was firm enough to put you in your place. Especially since normally you were the more assertive type.

Shikamaru was rather lazy and preferred you on top, so those rare moments when he took control were god-given.

He stood to his full height to stare down at you, gazing into your glimmering orbs with lips parted. His brows were furrowed, and a much more assertive expression graced his face.

Leaning down, you thought he was going to kiss your lips, but instead, he brought his hips lips to your left ear and squeezed his hand around your throat tighter.

You could feel the individual pads of his fingers digger into your soft flesh, and a soft wheeze echoed in the room.

"I'm rather insecure about that fact, so I don't appreciate you playing into my fears, (Y/n)."

You sucked in your stomach and gripped his shoulders tightly. "I don't mean to. You know I love you and only you." You replied softly.

Shikamaru didn't say anything for a moment before biting the top of your ear and letting his free hand snake it's way down your leggings.

His hand reached down to your sensitive area and immediately felt your liquids of arousal.

"I know."

You could feel the rough texture of his fingers rub against your cl*t, causing you to inhale raggedly. Swallowing strenuously, one of your hands gripped his wrist tightly and pushed his hand harder against your private area.

The action immediately made the Nara male remove his hands from within your pants and bring them to your face.

"Did I say you could do that?" He asked, his voice low and coarse.

Again you swallowed hard against his warm palm. "N-No."

Your lovely boyfriend pulled away from your ear and hovered above you. His fingers which were covered in your slick, moved to be in front of your lips.

He pressed forward, and you parted your mouth out of instinct.

"Suck."

You did not have to be told twice. Eagerly you allowed him to place two of his extremities within your mouth and sucked softly.

Tasting yourself at the same time gazing into the male glimmering brown orbs. You swiveled your tongue around them and hollowed your cheeks slightly.

Your hands intimately held his wrist, rubbing your thumbs against his smooth forearm.

"Harder."

Gladly you did as he said, sucking harder and applying pressure to them. A small trail of saliva dribbled down the corner of your lips.

The sight was simply erotic to the older male. His girlfriend, who was usually the more assertive dominant one was in a much more submissive position.

He had you pressed up against the counter, one hand around your throat the other one having you sucking on his extremities lewdly.

Slowly he pulled his fingers out, immediately seeing you swallowing hard and panting. He could feel the heat of your breaths against his face and pursed his lips.

His thumb softly swept across your bottom lip.

"Tell me that you love me." He suddenly ordered.

"Shika." His name came out like a breathless moan. "I love you."

The Nara male's hold on your throat was released only for him to take this chance to turn you around and push your front against the edge of the counter.

His body was pressed against yours, the bulge in his pants driving into your bottom. You could the warmth of his body and unconsciously pushed back against his body.

Shikamaru grasped the back of your hands and forced them down against the kitchen counter. "(Y/n)."

He brought his mouth back over to your sensitive ears. "I want to hear it again. Who do you love?"

You craned your neck to the side before replying. "You, it's you who I love."

The Chunin removed his hold on your hands only to grasp your pants and tug them down along with your underwear.

He could clearly see the clear slick that coated your c*nt and stained the bottom of your underwear. "I never knew you'd get so wet while being submissive."

"Hey." You called out but swayed your hips teasingly. "You don't need to call me out like that."

The older man trailed his calloused fingertips down your spine before stopping once he reached your bottom.

"I should be doing more. I'm not a fan of feeling jealous of others."

He gripped both of your wrists behind your back with one hand while his other slammed down and struck your left cheek.

"Ah!" A cry of pain left your lips as you jumped in your spot. You tried to pull away, but that only received another harsh smack on your other cheek.

His large hand caressed your scalp for a moment before he tangled his grip in your locks and tugged your head back.

You had squeezed your eyes shut from the stinging pain that resonated in your bottom before shooting up your body.

Shikamaru licked his lips while he let his hand that was holding your wrist reach past your bottom and press against your sensitive c*nt.

You didn't even attempt to hold back as you let the sound of pleasure escape your lips immediately after a choked gasp echoed out as he entered two of his long thick fingers in.

His fingers moved at a teasingly slow pace, enjoying the sight of you writhing and panting beneath him. Enjoying how you pulled your head against his hold that was grasping your hair.

The black-haired male brought his lips down to your shoulders, where he licked the skin on your left side before abruptly biting down.

"A-Ah~!" You whined, throwing your head back as you pressed your body as much as you could against the counter

While he marked your shoulder, the pace of his fingers grew slightly quicker while your liquids of arousal dripped down and coated his extremities.

He pulled his teeth away only to quickly place his lips against your soft, smooth skin and suck harshly, the action creating little stinging but tingling sensations.

You closed your eyes as you indulged in the sensation of his fingers entering your body. He curled his extremities, pressing them against sensitive areas that made you become like puddy in his hands.

He was so skilled, knowing exactly what to do, how hard to press, and how far to push his fingers in your body. You've been with the Nara male long enough for him to be ever so knowledgeable of your body.

If he could, he would study everything there was about you because he could never seem to get enough of you.

He suddenly pulled his fingers out only to bring them up to your cl*t and stroke softly. Your hips bucked from his action, already causing you to squirm.

You felt the older male grin against your shoulder, pleased with your desperate, needy response. Nonsensible words and hums of pleasure were the only things you could get out of your mouth.

Shikamaru let go of your hair only to undo his pants and pull out his stiff member that was already throbbing for attention. He grasped the base, pumping himself a few times before bringing it down to your c*nt and rubbing it along your wet folds.

"Say you love me." He murmured against your skin.

"I love you, baby."

Without warning, he grasped your hips, raising your a** up so he could enter his member within your walls.

Your eyes widened, a gasp became stuck in your throat. Immediately you trembled in your spot; desire and heat surged through your body while you squeezed down on him.

You dug your nails into the stone counter, pressing them in as his breathless groans made their way to your eardrums.

"Mmh~." You could help but mewl from it. One of your weaknesses was when Shikamaru was vocal, his sounds of pleasure mixing with your own as his c*ck throbbed inside of your body.

You shut your eyes, feeling the sensations spread throughout your body and already cloud your mind with desire.

Shikamaru's hold on your hips grew tighter as he pushed more of himself in. It allowed for the head of his c*ck to just barely touch up against the entrance to your womb and become swallowed by your tight wet walls.

Instantly you reacted to him, groaning aloud as you weakly grasped his wrist and attempted to pull him away. The saliva in your mouth felt thick and you could barely remember to swallow it. A dumb lustful expression covered your face, almost as if you became succumbed in delight.

His action caused a pool of indescribable sensations to form in the pit of your stomach; it was like a mix of love and pleasure that caused your mouth to grow dry.

You pressed your hips against the cold counter as you attempted to squeeze your thighs together, but that didn't receive a good response.

It caused Shikamaru to pull out just as quickly as he entered earlier, the tip left within your body before he plunged himself just as deep.

The Nara male's c*ck was felt twitching inside your walls from how warm you were was around him. Completely wet and soft, like velvet forming to engulf his member.

His hips jerked as he thrust slowly at first before gaining a moment and rolling his hips. Another thing you liked about Shikamaru was how he didn't just thrust his hips.

He rolled them into you, using the muscles of his lower body to rock into your tight walls. It was so good that you could feel every vein that protruded against the skin of his c*ck.

You molded around him as if your body was trying to keep him inside as much as possible. The pace of his gloriously rolling hips grew. Every time he rocked his hips forward, he pressed the head of his c*ck as deep as possible.

Your lover knew that every time he did that, you would writhe and cry aloud. It made your body weak, and almost all the strength in your legs dissipated.

With knees weak, you crumpled down, but Shikamaru pressed you ever so tightly against the cold kitchen counter, rocking his hips astonishingly swiftly as if his male impulses were taking over.

Mewls and moans escaped your lips, loudly echoing in the room. But it wasn't only you that was quite loud; the black-haired male was quite vocal as the s*xual act continued.

Coarse husky grunts were being released into your ears that felt as if they were vibrating across your body. His voice only made you more aroused, the overstimulation of the activity already turning you into a mess.

Shikamaru's hands maneuvered around your smaller frame so one could be wrapped around your waist while his other grasped your shoulder tightly, his arm in between your breast.

The new hold on your body brought his large, broad chest against your back so he could hold you closer to him.

It also allowed him to get a better hold on you, enabling him to powerfully thrust within your body. Your hands were squeezing into fists, your nails digging into your palm while you trembled in his hold.

The overstimulation was putting your body into overdrive, a few tears cascading down your face and dripping down your chin.

Your whole body was tingling with every thrust forcing you to clench down even more. You were clutching him unbearably tight, so tight that the male's hold on your body felt as if he was crushing you.

He couldn't get enough of the mewls and cries of pleasure you were making, especially since he was the one bringing about this aroused, exciting nature.

It wasn't Kiba; it wasn't his other friends, it was him. It was all him that was absolutely devouring you.

His touch was like fire, burning at your skin, but instead of pain, it was a soothing pleasurable sensation. It drove you wild, pushing you to the edge.

Your limbs grew sore from the position, your hip bone aching from being up pushed against the stone kitchen counter, though you weren't going to stop until you came.

It felt like this had been going on for hours, but you had no idea of how much time had passed since you two had started.

That remarkable sensation in your lower abdomen formed. A tight pulsating feeling that could only mean one thing.

Your org*sm was arising, your abdomen clenching while you sucked in your stomach. The male could feel the heat wafting off from your body, his grip becoming slightly loose for a second before he fixed it and tightened his hold.

Shikamaru swallowed thickly and increased the speed of his thrust. His crotch hit your bottom as his c*ck pulsated and throbbed, feeling as if he was reaching farther and farther every time he thrust.

Your whole body was trembling as your climax grew closer and closer. Your limit was there at the edge. You could feel it anticipating being released.

The Nara male's face was contorted in pleasure, his brows furrowed and his lips parted. Breathless moans and grunts were leaving his mouth.

His rolling hips increased, slightly sloppy as you knew your lover was nearing his own release.

"Shika, I-I love you with everything I have." You swallowed the saliva in your mouth to quench your dry throat. "I don't want to ever not be with."

You didn't expect your words to make the male thrust even faster. He huffed and groaned, digging his fingers into your soft flesh.

"Sh*t." He cursed and leaned his head closer to yours. "I'm so f*cking in love with you."

With the overwhelming amount of stimulation flooding through your body, the tight, tingling sensation in your lower abdomen basically released.

"F*ck~." You cursed under your breath, your words slurred and barely audible but the male heard it.

Your (e/c) eyes rolled slightly in the back of your head leaned down on the counter, and gripped its edge tightly.

You had forced your hips slightly backward while you sucked in your stomach. Every muscle in your body contracted with your body tensing up.

Your back arched upwards, the divet in your spine fairly visible. Your cl*max was brought to you for the first time, your walls unbearably tight and warm as you came. The liquids of your org*sm milked his c*ck, the presence of it being seen on his member every time he had pulled out.

You reached the very peak of your ecstasy as it burst and spread all throughout your body. Pleasure rushed throughout your veins like adrenaline would. With eyes rolling back in your head drool dribbled down the corner of your lips.

You saw white with your hearing suddenly zoning in and out, the only thing you could hear was the man's muffled grunts and groans in your ears.

He was hitting the deepest areas of your body while the heat of his skin wafted off onto yours. His large hands held you so close and tight against his.

The creamy white liquid of your org*sm pooled around the base of his c*ck and spread across your folds that were already sopping wet.

As the lover boy continued to thrust sloppily, the liquids of your arousal and climax smeared all over his crotch and dripped down your thighs.

With your climax that you had not even a moment later, everything was extra sensitive. You quivered beneath, unable to hold back the deafening cries of pleasure.

Shikamaru could physically feel you trembling against his chest. His lips found their way to the other side of your shoulder, where he kissed and sucked firmly.

And not even a moment later did the male suddenly feel that unbearably tight tingling sensation in his abdomen, signifying he had reached the peak of his org*sm.

Ecstacy flowed through his veins as his member twitched within your walls. His pace slowed as he came, his c*ck spurting out a thick load of his hot c*m.

It pooled within your womb as well as some of it seeped out and dripped down the soft smooth skin of your thighs.

It was so warm and hot that it felt like a heating pad was placed atop your abdomen, right where your womb was in your body.

A satisfied sigh left your lover's mouth as he rested himself inside of you for a little longer, relishing in your warmth before removing himself from inside you.

He leaned his head against the middle of your back and attempted to catch his breath.

"You should be assertive more; maybe I should make you jealous again."

Shikamaru turned your body around to face him, and you could see his jaw clenching.

"If you do that, I swear I will have no mercy on you."

...

"Tempting."

꧁𓊈𒆜 ━━━━━━━━━ 𒆜𓊉꧂

𝐌𝐚𝐦𝐚 signing out

[hibiscera]

Reading comics felt good today, I haven't let myself in a while...

My therapist the other day bought up she thinks i'm experiencing autistic burnout, which after that session it... makes total sense. With how I have been for the past... Who even knows how long at this point.

Hopefully starting to explore this and working on it with her will help me really Actually start to recover from this cycle that's been making it so hard for me, I feel pretty nice that maybe I'll actually get somewhere.

Anyways, that has to do with reading comics because a big part of it for me is like. Denying myself indulging in my special interests, which only makes things worse for me. I don't let myself read comics, play games, or anything because I feel guilty I'm doing that instead of working, and then it makes it even harder for me to do any work !! 😭

So now with the knowledge that these things are connected, I'm gonna try and be nicer to myself and let myself actually Do Things I Like more often... instead of always feeling like it has to be a reward for something. Trying to start at least.