#trust in yourself

[krumpkin]

A Great Quote 😊

[starladyshifts]

⋆ ⋅ You are an eternal being, and how you can use that to shift ⋅ ⋆

Do you really want to spend your entire life worrying? Come on. Just calm down. Either it happens, and you have nothing to worry about, or it never happens, and there's no point in worrying because it doesn't matter anymore. Make it happen, so there's no need to worry. ~Serenity

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What are we in this vast, expansive universe? What role do humans play and how powerful are we? I can answer that.

We are brush strokes in the huge portrait that is divine creation. Every brush stroke matters. Every brush stroke adds to the picture, and we have power over what kind of brush stroke we lay. That makes us powerful.

Imagine this: you are an eternal being from some far-off world. Where you're from, shifting is commonplace. Simple. Almost expected, even. Most days, people are talking all about their lives in other realities as if it happened here. It's all so normal to you. And you want to shift. It won't be for the first time, or the last.

So what do you do? Perhaps you lay your head down. You want to be comfortable. You think about where you want to go, and this is basically a mental script in your head. Now all you need to do is get there. How?

You don't worry about it. Shifting is a natural process, it's as easy as waking up because that's what it is. To become aware in another reality is to wake up there, and that's easy, isn't it? Every morning, you expect to wake up here. It's normal. Easy. You don't even think about it. Shifting is the same way.

So, this version of you decides to simply relax and let the process happen. They don't need to hold onto the reins or take control of the process. They trust that it will happen, so they just vibe, mostly. They submerge their consciousness into that version of themselves. They don't just think about it, they feel it, too. Whether it's affirmation or visualization, feel that it's real. Yes, you are that version of yourself, obviously, because what else could you be? Of course these people are your parents, and of course this is what you look like.

You don't even need to think about it. There's no worry, and there's no doubt. Now, all you need to do is wait for it to happen. Perhaps you begin to doze off, and then you wake up (aka 'gain awareness') in your dr, or maybe you find that you'll suddenly begin feeling it. You've gone so deep into a meditative state that you've completely detached from your cr, and you don't even need to think about it. That's good. You've done it.

And that isn't the only way to do it either. There is no one method or mindset to shift. Some people shift by counting and affirming, others by using their senses, or maybe some other interesting visualization methods. Either way, you have to find your method.

Any method can work. Any mindset is fine. There is no one way to shift. So find your way. You are that immortal being, after all. You aren't simply human. You are the universe experiencing itself through itself. You are the universe, so tap into that power. You are more than human, you are a soul and a consciousness.

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If you would like to do this method, then I would recommend using something similar to Reya's reprogramming your mind. Write this down, affirm this to yourself at different times in the day. Take some time to sit down and schedule a date to shift, all the while affirming in the ease of the process. Pep yourself up. You will be shifting that day, you expect it.

[loveisonlyforthebrave8]

The new year in England is rapidly approaching and it always seems to make everyone so reflective.

So I figured, as this year has been one of the best, but also without a doubt, the *worst* years of my life, I'll make a reflective post of my own. This is more for me than for any of you, but if you find comfort or resonate with anything that I do say, hi- you're not alone.

Sometimes it's easy to forget that not everything is as you see on social media. People's lives are so vastly different to what we see through the lense of instagram or twitter, and sometimes even through his loveable hell site. It may look like someone is the happiest they have ever been, when in reality someone could be suffering and putting on a happy face to avoid the awkward questions.

My life this year started off strong- I had a dream job in film. I was financially stable. I had savings for the first time in my life. I was able to splash out and buy things I wanted without worrying what to eat that month.

One of the highlights was seeing my name on the big screen for Barbie. It was my first ever credit since joining the film industry. It had people I haven't spoken to in years reaching out to tell me how proud they were of me. It was a bit of a whirlwind to be honest. I felt untouchable, I felt seen for the first time. I felt great.

Until I didn't. Until it all came crashing down. The film industry went on strike. No, sorry, the writers and actors went on strike and the crews were forced out of work because of it. Now, don't get me wrong, I am 100% with the writers and the actors and I support the strikes wholeheartedly, but the knock on effect to the crews was one one the darkest times of my life. I suddenly found myself out of work, unable to find a new job, and that wasn't to say I didn't try. I cold-emailed every company, every production I knew who were still working, and even the ones I didn't. But alas, it was all in vain. There was no work.

My mental health was deteriorating rapidly and I didn't know what to do to bring myself back out of the dark. So I looked at my dwindling bank account and made a last minute decision. I'd never had this amount of time off from work before, and the only thing that gave me a shred of happiness was my silly little bl shows.

So I did what I thought would make me happy. I booked a last minute flight, and 3 weeks later I was in Thailand having the best 12 days of my fucking life. I met my long time, long distance bestie in person for the first time. I went to some of the most beautiful temples I had ever seen. I met the love of my life, Bible Wichapas, not once, but twice as I supported him at a local event. I made new friends who I still keep in contact with. I saw so many bl boys in the flesh it still boggles the mind. I travelled to the north of Thailand on an overnight sleeper train. I took a speedboat to literal Heaven on Earth and swam in the most crystal clear ocean. I got 4 tattoos all commemorating my time in Thailand and my love of Jeff Satur, Prapaisky, and Vegas Theerapanyakul (by definition Bible), by a local artist who charged me next to nothing (and then I got one more tattoo for my SKZ bias Bang Chan). I cried meeting an elephant. I visited some of the most iconic Kinnporsche the series sets. I rode on the back of a scooter for a forty minute journey that cost me £1.50. I ate the spiciest dish of my little white girl life. I got to see Man Suang on the big screen. I met Mileapo at the airport and Mile smiled and waved directly at me. I got stuck on a boat during the heaviest rainfall of my life. And overall it was the best experience I have ever had. I fell in love with the city, the culture, and everything in between.

But the moment I landed back home in England, the things I had desperately tried to bury by living my best life for 12 days hit me like a sack of shit. I had no income, no money, and a mountain of bills to pay. All those savings I had were gone in just 6 months. I started to panic. I had (several) breakdowns. I couldn't pay my friend back the money I still owed her. I could barely pay my rent. I couldn't tell my parents because I didn't want to tell them I'd failed. But I was stuck. I applied for any and every job under the sun, but even they didn't want me. I felt fucking useless... and once again my mental health was dragging me down to hell. I couldn't see a way out. When I did eventually get up the courage to tell my parents, one of them told me I was a fool to spend what little money I had left travelling to Thailand, as if I didn't already know it was a dumb idea. But what they didn't know was that the trip had ultimately saved my life.

After that reality check, I did what I have never in my life needed to do. I asked for financial help. And both my parents came through. I know how lucky I am that they did. Not everyone can turn to parents to help them out. I'm forever grateful. They gave me £500 each. So I now had rent money for two more months. I also went on benefits (which I'd refused to even consider for so long because to me if felt like defeat- it's not). But then I took the first job that would take me. I now have an income. It's minimum wage, but it pays the bills. I finally feel like I'm slowly making my way back to the surface. I've still got a long fucking road ahead of me, I'm still overwhelmed as fuck, working tow jobs and studying to teach English as a foriegn language, but things are slowly taking shape again.

I'm hoping the new year will help me get back on my feet. I've accepted a few days on a very well known soap which I'm excited and nervous about, but hopefully with it, the momentum in the industry I love that I lost last year will start to come back to me.

Overall, this year has been fucking crazy in the best and worst ways and I'll be glad to see the back of it. I'm not one for making resolutions as I tend to live life day by day, but my hope for this year is to get back to somewhere near where I was before.

And most importantly, I want to go back to Thailand in the not-too-distant future. Whether that's to visit or live, who knows?

2024- Let's fucking goooooo!

[wardensantoineandevka]

is that piece of media actually bad, or is it just not following the blueprint you projected onto it? is that work actually not good, or are you just demanding something from it that is absolutely antithetical to its themes, genre, tone, and narrative goal? is that story actually poorly written, or do you just dislike that it is not the specific things you wanted from it that it never set out to be, never was, and never is going to become? is it actually bad, or is it actually well-executed and you just dislike the story it chose to be because it isn't catering to your specific desires and expectations?

[nova-moon13]

[damagedyetrepairable]

Last night was a challenge for me. I've never rodded a main sewer line without my driver around. But, I ended up in a position where I was the person on site with the most experience, even though it wasn't much. Challenge overcome with successful results.

Today was my 2nd time out without my driver. I'm glad that I've learned so much from him, it's made me into the worker that I am now. Every job I did had successful results in a timely manner. I'm proud of my accomplishments and the strides I've made to do how I'm doin

[eggsdoodz]

trust yourself!!! 🫵🏻

[o0kawaii0o]

no mercy 😭

[frownyalfred]

but yeah in the same vein of Bruce’s kids only following his orders in the field…of course they do. in Gotham, if you don’t hit the deck when Bruce says “Down!” you’re getting hurt, at bare minimum. there’s no questioning orders or hesitating. you have to trust that when B tells you to do something, it’s in your best interest, or in the best interest of the civilians, to do it — and do it really fucking well. really fucking fast.

that doesn’t mean the JL give orders in the same way, even though they’re well-intentioned. that doesn’t mean they fully grasp an emergency scene or its civilians’ needs. they might not realize how risky an order they, as a meta, give to a fully human vigilante is. they’re not a tactician the way Bruce is — they’re not thinking in plans, and backup plans, and fallback plans and extractions.

so yeah, Dick doesn’t take direct orders from anyone but B. of course he doesn’t.

[gabebrodudeman]

[mail-me-a-snail]

all the days you choose to ignore

[nicodiangeloing]

percy jackson is a new yorker. you know what there are a lot of in new york? italians. i know because i am one in new york. so percy jackson could be italian. so sally jackson could also be italian. so imagine the shock on nico di angelo’s face when sally starts screaming at percy in italian

[thepeacefulgarden]

[ghosted-jazz]

I like to think breaking the canary curse via dying in the void had some effects on Lizzie

[a-path-by-the-moon]