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I’ve become a million miles away.

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Ultraviolence: Embody both the black and the white swan.

In the darkest places, where softness should not exist, exist. The way you are, out of pure defiance, despite it all. That is what it means to harness the power of both swans. Be both; The dark and the light.

— AVAREIVII

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The days are all blurring together. It’s getting darker and darker.

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𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍

⛧ 𓉸 ♱ 𐕣 ☠︎︎ 𐕣 ♱ 𓉸 ⛧

⚰︎ ⚰︎

les catacombes de paris

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Been broken since I was born.

–Lana Del Rey, A.K.A. Lizzy Grant, Pawn Shop Blues

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“I think I know what's on your mind,

A couple words, a great divide

Waiting in the wings, a small respite

Crowding up the foreground from behind

Even though you're the only one I see.

It's the last catastrophe

Place your bets on chance and apathy.

Take anything you want, it's fine

Keep up the slow life for the night

Don't take it back, I'll just deny

This constant noise all the time.”

— Slow Life, Grizzly Bear ‧ 2009

[Artist: ‘Sana’ | Art link above.]

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I am moonstone.

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“Do you need to be held;

You don’t have to be dying to be held.

If you want me to be there, I want to.”

— @lena-oleanderson

also a poem from the new, unreleased collection. very possibly my own all-time favourite.

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The heart hurts.

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I often feel as though my skin sensitivity, ingrowns, pimples, scars and aching fingers are a metaphor for my emotional state and well-being.

Heard your body, your heart and intuition.

They will tell you, how much pain people will cause you: from a pimple in your face to an infection on your body.

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The way Her alabaster skin stands out. ♀

Van Lerius, Godiva.

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Moonbows

A moonbow, also known as a lunar rainbow or white rainbow, is a rainbow created by moonlight rather than sunlight. It's formed when light from the moon refracts and reflects off water droplets, like those in rain or mist, creating a visible arc of light in the sky. Moonbows are generally fainter and less colorful than regular rainbows, and they are much rarer due to the need for specific conditions like a full or near-full moon, clear skies, and dark skies.

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The very celestial body that has provided me comfort on countless cold nights. ☽✧☾

Super blue moon.

(August 19, 2024)

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La Nuit / "At Night" - Auguste Raynaud, French Artist [1854-1937] Medium: Oil on Canvas Painting — This piece feels empirically personal, as recently, I had a dream I was one of the seasonal Horae; flying around freely, holding linen, on a cosmic stage. I awoke from this dream clinging to the paralleled reality within the sanctity of my own mind. A Dream Fortress. ♖

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Let’s take Jesus off the dashboard, got enough on his mind.

. ᛪ ♱ ᛪ .