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kyouka-supremacy · 23 days ago
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I asked this to someone else already but can't remember who exactly so if this sounds familiar ignore it but:
How do you think Atsushi and Akutagawa will react to themselves?
Personally, in the current moment we are and all the stress it must be for everyone involved I doubt they are on all their senses and thinking clearly to realize how gay they are acting / recognize their feelings, so how do you think they will act when they are home and actually process what's going on
It's hard to tell... Are we talking about canon or fanon? In canon, I think from now on they're just going to lean more towards a friendly rivalry. Still competing, but it's apparent to everyone they don't hate each other anymore. They've also matured immensely since the beginning, so I can't see them interact in the violent childish way they did in the beginning (which is absolutely heartbreaking for me since I love drama. But alas). By the way things are looking now, it also seems hard that the post six months fight will take place (equally heartbreaking news for me): hard to believe they'd seriously try to kill each other after they've both given their lives to save the other. More so when Akutagawa was shown so evidently regretting the thought of having to kill Atsushi in chapter 122. I can picture at some point them bringing up the fight again, some tense panels of them looking at each other, until Akutagawa turns around with a “forget about it”. I suppose a development of this kind makes sense if you put it in the picture of sskk becoming the new skk and outclassing their predecessors as the new powerful duo meant to protect the city (terrible. I like blood-soaked sskk much more than sskk who get along. But good for them I guess (╥ ᴗ ╥) )
Fanon wise: wishful thinking on my end, but I think they'd talk about it over tea eventually (more like over a rooftop or before the Yokohama bay at night because they can't be normal). Again, what's been going on between them is too big to ignore, they're not that stupid– I mean, Akutagawa is. Akutagawa would go on ignoring it, pretending like he still can't stand Atsushi, even. It's definitely going to be Atsushi who's going to be like “Wait a second. We need to talk.”
Which tbhhhhh I don't think is organic sskk development. I think sskk would normally go on pinning for YEARS before even considering they can get together, aka before Atsushi falls for Akutagawa back AND realizes that Akutagawa loves him romantically. And the whole process would be much more violent. The thing is, that's what would have happened if only they didn't die for each other? But what's happened in the last arc is just too big for Atsushi to not realize. So ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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wosospacegirl · 9 days ago
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So...um I'm having thoughts...😳
The cigar stays. Cocky Leah with a cigar as you ride her I mean what? 🫣
Overachierver - Leah williamson
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a/n: I know I said I was only going to be back at posting in June, but well, Leah Williamson exists and lesbiansm too, so let's go.
Sorry for any typos, I literally just blurred every thought I my head, it might be a bit messy, too- but I think we like messy in this blog ;)
warnings: (+18) oral, fingering and use of strap (all r receiving)
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Leah was cocky.
You knew that already, long before actually dating her. It stood out in the way she carried herself, walked, talked, and styled her clothes–but especially in the way she leaned over you when you first met, hand boldly on your waist as she asked if you wanted to go home with her.;
Arsenal had just won their second Champions League trophy, beating one of the best teams in Europe: Barcelona.
Arsenal were the underdogs. They had lost big and small games, gone through a series of injuries and a change in managers.
All odds were against them.
But still, Leah continued to be smug. 
She knew the capacity of her team. 
She knew her childhood club could do it.
And they did.
As soon as the whistle blew, you were screaming for Leah from the stands, feeling all kinds of excitement in your chest.s
When you saw her, you didn’t care about the flashing lights or the people watching as you threw yourself into your girlfriend’s arms.
You weren’t a player. 
The pitch wasn’t a normal place for you. But here with Leah, you were comfortable, happy, proud of her and everything the team had accomplished.
Unfortunately, you couldn’t stick by her side for the rest of the day.
The team had to walk back to the locker room, which you couldn’t go into. But judging by the pictures, they had a lot of fun.
Then they went to the party.
It was small, but each player could bring their family and friends. 
Of course, you were there when the team, mainly Leah, walked in with the trophy in hand and a gold medal around their necks.
Then the singing started, and the drinking continued.
You had a few yourself, Leah too, but you were more wasted than she was..
As everybody celebrated, Leah kept you at arm’s reach. 
She held your hip in place, her hands cupping your jaw as she kissed you in one of the corners of the room, away from watchful eyes, making promises about when you two would get to the hotel.
She promised she would sneak out of her room to get to yours.
When you realised you were getting too ahead of yourself with the alcohol, you sat alone in one of the chairs. 
Leah, like a puppy, was next to you, giving you water and some snacks, the smug smile on her face never faltering.
She sat on your lap, the light from the dance floor reflecting on her medal. It gave you a slight headache–or maybe it was all the Heineken.
Leah had drunk more than you. How could she look so composed? She looked beautiful, smelled amazing, even after playing a whole 90 minutes in a Champions League final.
She was so close to you.
You wanted a bite.
So you took it.
Your teeth held the skin of her neck. It wasn’t gentle. It was desperate.
“No,” Leah said. “Not now.”
“Why?” you pouted. “You won. You deserve it.”
“Deserve what?” Leah grinned. “A hickey?”
“Yes,” you mumbled, your head dizzy with alcohol.
You wrapped your arms around her torso, pulling her close onto your lap.
It felt weird, Leah was taller than you, but you wanted her against you anyway.
You kissed the place you had bitten. It was already turning red. 
Leah’s skin was too pale; you could barely touch it before it was turning that purple shade you liked so much.
“I fear you might be too drunk,” Leah said, turning her head to look at you. “You’re not used to drinking.”
“I wanted to celebrate,” you whined. “But my head hurts now.”
“It’s okay,” Leah said, kissing your mouth. “It’ll be better tomorrow.”
“Are you still going to my room?”
“Yes,” she answered. “I much prefer to spend the night with my girlfriend than with Kim.”
“Good,” you mumbled.
Your hands were under her shirt, circling her belly, but now they were up, almost at her bra  “Want you.”
“I know you do.”
“Right now.”
“Be patient.”
“Okay,” you agreed.
You were very good. Very patient.
As the party was ending, Leah called a taxi for you. She paid and got you inside, told you to get to your room, put on a comfortable shirt, and wait for her on the bed.
You did just that.
But when you woke up the next day, Leah wasn’t naked beside you. You didn’t have sweat on your body. Your cunt wasn’t wet. The sheets were clean.
“You were sleeping when I got here,” Leah said.
She was sleeping on your side, her Champions shirt still on, her medal still around her neck. Her hair was messy, and her face was creased from the pillow.
She leaned on her elbow, kissingg your mouth gently, slipping her tongue inside. It was a messy kiss, just how you liked it, just how you both wanted.
“I’m sorry,” you said as Leah began trailing down your body, her warm lips sucking your neck determinedly.
“Don’t be sorry,” she said, taking your shirt off. “I was wasted too…wouldn’t be able to eat you out properly.”
You whined, no words left in you.
Leah took a nipple into her mouth. She bit it, sucked it, then kissed it.
“My pretty girl,” she murmured as she took the other tit in her mouth. “My lucky charm, you are.”
Her hand was caressing your underwear, her fingers circling your clit lazily.
“Got my trophy, got my medal, and now I get my pussy.”
You spread your legs open, inviting her in.
More. You wanted more.
She played with your wet hole, spreading the wetness before putting a finger in. 
Then two. 
Then three. 
You were panting already, heart beating hard against your ribs as Leah moved her fingers.
Her mouth found its way back to your tits as her medal rested on your stomach, giving you chills. 
It was cold.
Leah made you cum.
You bit your own arm so the others wouldn’t hear it. The orgasm took complete control of your body. But Leah didn’t stop.
She was an overachiever.
She took your underwear off, spread your big lips apart, and looked at your clit before kissing it gently. Her tongue circled it before she wrapped her lips around and sucked.
You had never felt so much pleasure in your life. 
Well, maybe you had–because seconds later, Leah hit a spot even deeper inside you, and you were coming again, harder than before, harder than you ever had.
“Oh, fuck,” you heard Leah say.
You opened your eyes. 
You hadn’t realised they were closed.
She was looking between your thighs with the same look she had yesterday, when she was awarded the trophy.
She kissed the inside of your thigh, carefully, gently.
“You squirted, baby,” she said, lapping at your pussy again, cleaning it. “You okay?”
Squirted? 
You didn’t realise you had. But you were also very confused, very dizzy. 
You couldn’t feel your legs, not really. Your arms were too heavy.
You couldn’t formulate thoughts or words.
So you just whined, closed your eyes again, and let Leah take care of you. Which she did.
You felt a warm cloth between your thighs. It hurt.
“Sorry,” she said in a low voice. “You’re sensitive. It’ll be over soon.”
It was true. She quickly cleaned you and put on clean underwear. Then she was back at your side, kissing your face, murmuring things you didn’t understand.
She kissed your cheeks, then your nose. Your forehead was next. But the place she kissed most was your tits.
She laid her head on your chest and latched onto one of your nipples.
You both took a nap like that.
It felt good. Close.
But she left soon after. She had to take the plane with the other girls.
Had to be back in England for the trophy parade.
After she left, you tried to get some dignity back. You took a shower, did your hair, and also left, ready for your flight back home. You were meeting Leah there; you just couldn’t go on the same plane.
The next day, you were there with her again.
The trophy parade was over when you found yourself at her house once more.
Leah still wanted more.
Again–overachiever.
She had a cigar in her mouth, the godforsaken gold medal on her naked chest. 
She picked one of her biggest dildos, it was Arsenal red, because, of course, it was. 
She strapped it around her waist and told you to come sit in her lap.
You took your clothes off quickly and spread your legs as you hovered over her. 
She spread lube on the dildo and held your hips, pulling you down onto her cock.
She filled you up to the brim, her cock hitting your cervix as she held your hips, dictating the pace of your ride. 
It was good that she was in control, because you weren’t in the right state of mind.
You didn’t know what Leah did to you, but she always found a way to take control, always had the upper hand in every situation.
You loved it.
She chewed on her cigar before taking it out, holding it with two fingers, and cupping your jaw, bringing your mouth together.
You didn’t like the taste of cigars, but Leah tasted good.
So good. :)
Leah broke the kiss, putting the cigar back in her mouth.
“Ride your champion, baby,” Leah said. “I deserve it.”
You did just that.
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a/n: sorry if it's bad, im not used to writing in first person pov, it's still a bit complicated for me, im a third person pov girlie.
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amsznn · 11 months ago
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can you do a story about how chris and the reader meet at tara’s party but before that, reader accidentally revealed that she found chris cute and the she went viral for it (idk if that makes sense)
SOCIAL MEDIA FRENZY - c. sturniolo
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2 days ago..
“chat are we enjoying this haul? don’t flame my style in the comment section.” you warned to your viewers on instagram live before grabbing the next package of clothes off the floor, ready to show your 14k viewers the next batch of items. “next youtube video when?” you read off from a comment.
“this was going to be a youtube haul, but i got lazy so..new video this week!”
your rise as an influencer had to be studied. from a random youtube vlog that you made out of the want to romanticize your life a bit and a rant on tiktok people found funny that gained 2.5 million likes caused you to not only receive near to 3 million subscribers on youtube but almost 1.9 million on tiktok.
this was only in the span of 2 years. growing and working to not only please your new fans but to also have fun for yourself as you still decided to go to college for that degree.
social media was just a hobby for you like a lot of people say. but you truly couldn’t expect the new wave of attention you would revolve for a simple comment you made.
the next item of your haul was a fitted cap that you saw at a pop up shop in your city. you recognized it from somewhere else and decided to buy it since it was also cute.
“guys this cap i actually bought because this youtuber, chris sturniolo also wears it in his videos.” at the mention of the social media star your comments flooded. “guys calm down, im not crazy, he’s just cute okay?” you laughed before setting the cap down then moving to the next piece of clothing.
soon enough you ended the live and went on with your day as normal. filming a bit of your vlog for your new video, answering emails from brands, doing some household chores and of course, settling down in your bed with some snacks for your nightly tiktok scrolling.
as soon as you opened the app you got bombarded with a screen recording of your live with the bit where you said chris was cute. it was all over. even on twitter you began trending for the potential new relationship between you and the social media star.
all you could do is read the comments, some encouraging and some hateful, watch edits of you two being shipped, and quickly text your manager profusely apologizing for the mess you just made.
you groaned while rolling around in your bed. sometimes you just forgot you were too well known to be spewing whatever nonsense came to mind.
which brings us here.
at taras party.
since she was inviting influential people, and her friends, you were a definite invite on her list. and you knew either all of one of the triplets would be there too.
you were nervous to bump into chris. would he even speak to you? and if he did would he be uncomfortable or understanding? well you were about to find out in a moment since he was walking in your general direction.
you mustered up all the courage you could and began to walk towards him. feeling the need to apologize to him since the situation was your fault and it must be annoying for him as well.
you came to a stop as he turned his body to fully face you. your breath hitched for moment taking his appearance all in. his black hoodie and black baggie jeans with his messy hair was a lot to take in in person.
either way you were gonna say what you needed to say. “hey, my names y/n. you might know me. or not thats fine too!” you stumble across your words for a minute before taking a deep breath. you could feel his eyes on you but you remembered hes just a person too.
“you may have seen the plenty of edits and a lot of my supporters in your comment sections or dms, and i just wanted to say im sorry since its been going for three days now and you must be annoyed.” you said it all in one breath and finally met the boys eyes. instead of confusion you were met with a look of amusement.
“oh you’re completely fine. honestly i felt bad for you since you were getting a lot of hate for a simple comment.” chris shrugged while giving you his signature smile. you smiled as well glad that he seemed fine with the recent uproar.
“ive heard worse.” chris said while grimacing at the thought which caused you to laugh nodding in agreement. the night went on with you and chris sticking together for the majority of the party. introducing one another to friends, chris introducing you to nick (your new best friend) and overall having a great time. before you left chris made sure to get your number and texted you to make sure you arrived home safely.
you couldnt help the smile that was spreading on your face as you recall the events of the night. maybe making that comment wasnt so bad after all.
walking towards your room of your apartment, you plopped down onto your bed and decided to make a quick instagram post for the night.
and guess who liked the post?
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a/n: i hope yall enjoy this cus i sure did (i was so close to making this into a smut 😭)
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thealtoduck · 2 months ago
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Nate Archibald x Male Reader
Warnings: None
Summary: You meet a worried little socialite boy out on the streets of manhattan…
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”And what did you tell him?” you asked engaged in a phone call with a friend, stood on sidewalk outside a Tiffany’s. When all of a sudden someone bumped into you from the side spilling their coffee all over your buttoned up shirt. After the intial shock was over you just said to your friend…
”You know what, I’ll call you back”.
You then turned to meet the person who had just ruined your new shirt. You were met with a handsome boy your age, his hair was slightly messy and he was dressed in running get up. You gave him an annoyed look as he quickly started saying ”I’m so sorry, I wasn’t watching where I was going”…
And as he kept apologizing and explaining himself he started patting your chest as if he could just wipe away the coffee stains with his hand as you stood there awkwardly watching him try his best. It was kind of cute. You couldn’t stop the small smile spreading on your face.
He met your eyes as you gazed into each others eyes before you said ”You can stop touching my chest now” in a mildly amused tone. His hand placed right in the middle of your chest swiftly withdrew as he said another quick ”Sorry”.
Something about the way he spoke made it very clear that he did not need more on his plate at the moment so you just asked him ”Are you okay?”. He looked a bit taken aback but answered ”I’m a bit stressed honestly” and he then went on ”Look, I’m really sorry, Is there anyway I can make it up to you?”.
”How about you buy me a coffee and you can tell me what’s on your mind?” you offered. He smiled and said ”Alright, it’s a deal… uhm?” he said and you understood. ”I’m Y/n” you said and held out a hand to him which he took and answered ”I’m Nate”.
The two of you then walked to a café, where he bought you both a coffee and you went out back on the streets of manhattan. He offered you his blue zip up hoodie to cover the coffee stain which you accepted, not wanting to have it on full display.
He then started telling about his worries about his family, his ex-girlfriend, his friends, the university his parents were trying to force him to go to, life in general, and the list just kept on going…
”Well you definetely got a lot going on” you said lightly. ”I get that you’re stressed, it must be really tough going through all of that at the same time” you said understandingly. Nate smiled at this as if you were the first person to truly understand him.
Your phone chimed and you took it out of your pocket, your mom had sent you a text saying she needed help with some stuff at home. ”Hey, this has been really nice but I need to get home soon”. He nodded understandingly and asked ”Can I walk you anywhere?”
”Actually, It’s just a couple blocks away from here” you told him. ”Lead the way” he said. During the walk to your apartment building he started asking questions about you, where you went to school, your hobbies and interests.
Soon the two of you reached your apartment building. You stopped outside it and took off Nate’s zip up handing it back to him saying ”Thanks for letting me borrow it”.
”It’s the least I could do, sorry again about the shirt”. ”Don’t worry about it, besides if you hadn’t spilled anything on it we wouldn’t have gotten a chance to talk and like I said it’s been really nice, we should do it again sometime” you told him.
”I’d like that” he said and the two of you exchanged numbers. You said goodbye before you went into your building and up to your family’s apartment.
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The next day…
”Y/n, there’s a package for you” your mom voice came from the living room, you noted her tone sounded slightly confused. You left your bedroom and went to the kitchen where your mom put down a flat square box and asked ”Where’d you get the money to afford Armani?”
”What? I didn’t buy anything from Armani?” you questioned and walked over to the box, seeing Armani written on top of it along with the logo, there was a note attached that you picked up and read.
”Thanks again for last night. I got you this to replace the shirt I ruined. Hope you’ll like it. - Nate”
Your mom read the note over your shoulder and questioned ”That’s the guy you told me about from yesterday?”. ”Yeah” you mumbled. You put down the note and slowly opened the box.
It was a button up shirt that looked almost identical to the one you had. But as you touched it, it immediately felt different, it wasn’t the same, the fabric was softer, more luxorious and as you saw a price tag MUCH MORE EXPENSIVE.
”Oh my god” you whispered looking at the shirt feeling as if it was staring you down and judging your middle class-self. You then almost jumped as your phone started ringing, you saw that it was the friend you had hung up on yesterday. He was probably calling you about that so you answered the phone saying…
”Hey, sorry I didn’t call you back but-”
”You’re on gossip girl” he cut in.
”What?” you asked confused.
”On the website, you need to read it” he said as you walked to your computer typing in the website. Immediately being met with a picture of you and Nate walking together, you wearing his zip up. The headline read…
”Nate Archibald swinging for the other team???”
You then read through the article…
”Nate Archibald was seen out in deep conversation with a dashing young man”
”He was then seen walking this ”friend” home, having lended him his own zip up, how romantic”
”Perhaps this ladies man has become more of a mens man or maybe even both, only time will tell - xoxo gossip girl”
As you finished the article the only words that could leave your gaping mouth were…
”Holy shit”
Your mom then came over and looked at the computer screen and at the picture of you and Nate and stated ”Huh, you actually look kinda cute together”.
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elodieunderglass · 2 months ago
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FAQ May 2025
(wtf is #eggs for killie, etc)
Killie / Throw Your Heart Over
okay, so I apologise, because KILLIE is A LOT OF THIS TUMBLR at the moment. but also I don't.
Killie is an original character. he's an angry little racehorse jockey with an unfortunate psychic connection to his rancid racehorse frenemy (O Holy Thunder), a redemption-arc relationship with his nice nerdy boyfriend (Derek), an elusive twin brother (Charlie) and a messy, rambling family of horse-obsessed weirdos who are overly-invested in the fascinating, complex, dirty, problematic and unhinged world of horse racing. he is a short athletic ginger jock like an angry little wet cat, who is always getting injured, and we love him for this. at some point his book (Throw Your Heart Over) will get written (probably). but as I wasn't actually expecting to do this in real life, at the moment, we write comics and AUs and fanfiction about him. yes I know this is backwards, shut up, WE ARE HAVING FUN, and maybe it's actually FORWARDS. (by the way - does anyone know how to write a book?)
@aqueenvictorious kindly and brilliantly did this roundup.
Eggs for Killie
I will have to be UNPRECEDENTLY brave and work VERY hard to write a book about Killie. so I said that if everyone else was very brave with me, and attacked a similarly scary creative project by the end of March, Killie could have an egg (eggs are a treat for him). The intention was to leverage each other's courage and momentum to all make progress together, with accountability and a deadline. to add urgency, Killie was trying to stay fit to (metaphorically) ride in the Grand National, a large UK steeplechase, on April 5th.
I thought we’d have 5 eggs to chase up. There were over 150 eggs for Killie by the time I had to close the inbox. It was an incredible outpouring of vitality that I’m still astonished and impressed by.
With incredible kindness and intelligence and bravery and truth, @patheticprogrammingperson took on the task of making the Eggs for Killie tumblr, where you can submit your intention of finishing a creative project/WIP in 30 days. The blog will accept your ask and assign you a 30-day check in, to which you can reply with your progress and receive one egg 🥚 to throw at Killie’s head. Go ahead and try it!
The Leucism Channel (open to other colour morphs)
I have had this tag for over 10 years! I collect leucistic animals, but I am also interested in other colour morphs. Rather than trying to run separate channels, I am now putting non-leucistic animals in this tag.
Horrible things with legs
Apparently this tag is only 8 years old, but I genuinely think that's a mistake on tumblr's part. I think I've been running it since the Palaeozoic era.
what do you like, do?
this is such a good question. here's how I tried to answer it.
Works In Progress
His Delicious Materials - chapters 10/12, IN PROGRESS
Dungeon Meshi x His Dark Materials fusion. Tumblr tag https://www.tumblr.com/elodieunderglass/tagged/his%20delicious%20materials
A Weasel Heart in Defiance - chapters 12/20, IN PROGRESS
Dungeon Meshi x His Dark Materials fusion. Tumblr tag https://www.tumblr.com/elodieunderglass/tagged/weasel%20heart%20in%20defiance
Swan Comics for the Palestine Children's Relief Fund.
general swan comics.
I am sousverre on AO3 and I have a bluesky.
Sorry, I don't do fundraisers as asks. my fundraiser policy for the past 10 years has been that I'll signal boost for mutuals.
thanks for your time and attention. goodbye.
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xxsinisterbunniexx · 4 months ago
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Running into Spider Webs - Ticci Toby x Female reader NSFW
Warnings: dubcon
Originally published on AO3, which you can read here if you’d prefer :)
Tags: partying, drinking, reader is a DUMB IDIOT, degradation, fingering, oral sex, face fucking, overstimulation, forced orgasm, squirting, German dirty talk, creampie
Words: 8.8k
Summary: After a heated argument with your roommate you find yourself alone at a playground in the middle of the night, trying your best to cool down. Your rage filled antics inadvertently capture the attention of Toby. Charmed by his ability to say whatever he thinks and intrigued by his mysteriousness, you find yourself going along with whatever he says. As the night goes on, you start to realize this strangely attractive boy may be more than you bargained for.
As always: ⋆。𖦹°⭒˚。⋆ all canon will be flexible to make way for sexy ⋆。𖦹°⭒˚。⋆
This is my last fic to crosspost from AO3 so my fics will undoubtedly come out at a slower rate from here on out :P
This was my first attempt at a more lore accurate Toby! I had to do a lot of research on his original characterization and his disorders but I’m satisfied with how it came out!
I was also greatly inspired by @annokan she makes really awesome art of Toby and she has an excellent characterization of him so I recommend checking out her blog :3
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“FUCK YOU!” You screamed before slamming the door behind you. You raced down the steps of the porch and down onto the sidewalk. The cool summer night air felt good on your face, but it was doing nothing to cool your temper.
You were seething with rage, stomping down the street, not even sure where you were planning on going. All you could see was red. You only knew one thing.
I need to get the fuck away from her!
It was already dark outside. Normally, your common sense would’ve told you not to be walking around alone at night, but you were so livid you couldn’t think straight.
You trudged all the way to the playground at the end of the neighborhood. It was completely empty. No kids were playing at this time of night. They actually had some sense, unlike you.
You walked up to a bench and plopped down, angrily mumbling to yourself. “Fuck her… stupid fucking…. Ugh!”
You couldn’t sit down for long. You were still fuming. Your feet hit the pavement and you rose up, still stomping around and throwing your hands around angrily while mumbling. Unbeknownst to you, someone was watching you from the woods. He was rather intrigued by your behavior. What was a pretty girl like that doing out here alone?
You were still ranting on angrily, pacing around the playground. “I swear I’m gonna fucking kill her!” You half shrieked.
The words you had just uttered fully piqued his curiosity. Now he wanted to play with you.
You groaned again in frustration, pressing your head into one of the poles that supported the playground for dramatic effect. You closed your eyes and let out an exasperated sigh, almost feeling like you had gotten everything out of your system.
A hand on your shoulder jolted you out of your thoughts as you whipped around and shrieked.
A tall guy with messy brown hair looked slightly startled by your reaction. He was wearing a mask that covered half his face, but you were still able to see a good amount of it.
“Sorry.” He said half-heartedly, chuckling a little. “I just -fuck- I saw you out here acting crazy and wanted to see what you’re up to?” He jerked his head to the side in the middle of his sentence, correlated with the swear.
His answer seemed innocent enough, yet internally he was loving the scared little bunny look you got when he surprised you.
“Shit! Fuck… sorry you really scared me.” You let out a deep breath, feeling a bit relieved it wasn’t some scary murderer.
You looked him over a bit better now. From what you could see of his face, you could tell he was fairly attractive. He wore a hoodie and jeans, a pretty normal outfit except for the goggles on his head. You wondered what those were for.
“I caught you throwing your hands around and talking to yourself so I just wondered what the hell you were doing. Are you a crazy person?” He asked, rather bluntly.
“Oh my god…” The realization of how you probably looked from his perspective washed over you. “Fuck man, I’m sorry. I know it looks like I’m some type of crazy person. I swear I’m not. Truth is, I actually just got in a big argument with my roommate so I’m out here trying to cool my head but it’s not really working.”
“Oh, yeah? What -fuck- happened?” Once again he jerked his neck in tandem with the swear.
You paused for a second. Were you really just gonna air out all your business to a total stranger? Did it really matter though? You were still boiling with anger and very conveniently there is a guy here who is willing to listen to you.
“Well basically, she keeps having her boyfriend over like 24/7, and like I don’t mind him being there sometimes, but everyday? It’s just ridiculous. Like I don’t pay to live with a dude y’know?”
“Sounds to me like you got yourself another roommate.” He laughed to himself.
“Yeah, and it’s not one I wanted. It’s like I can’t walk around my apartment without feeling a little on edge cause there’s a man around. What if I wanted to walk around wearing tiny booty shorts? Well, can’t now.” You said with a huff, leaning against the pole.
He laughed at your booty shorts comment. “Why not just tell him to get the fuck out?” He sounded like he didn’t quite understand the issue.
“Well, I can’t do that.” You joked. “That would make her really mad.”
He looked like he still didn’t understand for a second. “So you’re out here having a spasm cause you didn’t want to make her mad?”
“A spasm?” You smirked a little. “I mean yeah I guess so.” You smiled a little more.
“That’s funny. You’re funny.” He laughed. “-fuck-"
You just eyed him for a moment, before gaining the courage to ask. “Do you mind if I ask what’s with the…?” You imitated the jerking motion he had just done.
His face went dark for just a split second, so quickly you almost thought you imagined it, then immediately went back to normal. “I have Tourette’s, actually.” He said a little awkwardly.
Your hand slapped over your mouth. “Oh my god. I’m so fucking sorry. That was super fucked up of me.” You apologized profusely.
He laughed a little at how panicked you got, you were so naïve. “A little bit, but I’m willing -cough- to overlook it cause you’re funny.”
“No, I’m super fucked up, I really am sorry. Damn.” You kept babbling like an idiot.
He laughed more, and you couldn’t help but think he was a little cute. He had a nice laugh too. You started to wonder what he looked like under that mask.
“It’s fine. People have said a lot worse.” His comment made it sound like it was no big deal, but it still made you wonder what people have said in the past.
“Well that’s super fucked up!” You blurted. “If people have said bad stuff about it I mean…” you continued. When he didn’t say anything you felt the need to keep going. “Cause like, you know, it’s not your fault and people shouldn’t judge you for that.”
The longer you kept talking the more stupid you felt, but it was like word vomit, you just couldn’t stop. He was enjoying watching you stumble over your words.
“You really are funny.” He said in a tone that almost sounded flirtatious. Almost. You were quite intriguing to him. He had the urge to mess with you more, to watch you squirm. He could attack you or chase you but… that wouldn’t be very fun... yet. Maybe later.
The wind blew, and you shivered a bit. It then dawned on you that although it was summer, it was still nighttime. Your crop top and shorts weren’t doing much to keep you warm. That’s what you get for being impulsive and running out of the house.
“Are you cold?” He asked, now sitting a little closer to you.
“Yeah, I just kinda ran out of the house in what I had on.” You laughed. “If you couldn’t tell, I don't think much.”
“Do you want to wear my hoodie?” He asked.
“What?! No, no! That’s yours. I wouldn’t take it and make you cold.”
“It’s okay, I can’t feel it.” He said casually, already taking off his hoodie.
You cocked your head to the side, a confused expression on your face. “What, you mean like the cold doesn’t bother you?”
“No, I can’t feel it.” He said again, as if it were a no brainer.
He already handed it to you before you could refuse it again, so you put it on. It was quite warm and smelled like the woods, a faintly pleasant smell. “That’s kind of funny actually, I figured you were just super chilly, since you have that mask on.”
“No, -fuck- that’s for a -fuck- different reason.” He ticked twice in one sentence, it seemed like you pointing out the mask might’ve put him on edge. He was jerking around a bit more too.
“Oh… I mean you don’t have to tell me why.” You stated adamantly, waving your hands in front of you, signaling it was no big deal.
“I have a scar on -fuck-” he coughed and jerked a bit more. “On my face. It -fuck- freaks some people out so I keep it hidden.”
“Oh. Well… you don’t have to hide it from me?” You said. “I won’t judge you if you take it off.”
He mumbled something to himself that you couldn’t quite hear and then slowly took it off. Under his mask was a large gash on his left cheek, it went all the way through his face, exposing his teeth. He also had two silver lip rings on either side of his mouth.
You took in his face with awe, your jaw slowly falling open a bit. The scar was something to behold for sure, but to you it only made him more interesting. It was like gazing at a work of art, terrifyingly beautiful.
“Woah… that’s… gnarly.” You said softly, as if to yourself. Then you realized what you said and slapped your hand over your mouth. “Shit! I mean, sorry, that was fucked up.”
His facial expression hadn’t changed but you kept going, the word vomit was back. “I meant gnarly as in like it’s really cool, not that it's gross or something! I think it’s awesome! Well wait… is that fucked up to say too? I feel like the way you got it probably wasn’t pleasant...” You rambled on.
He only watched you with a little amused expression, letting you dig your grave further cause he found it funny.
“Can I touch it?” You asked, already bringing your fingers up to lightly touch the edge of the scar. “Oops, I’m already touching it.” You continued verbalizing all your thoughts like the filter in your brain was broken.
Realizing your mistake, you instantly retracted your hand at lighting speed. “Did that hurt?!”
“Nope. I can’t feel pain either.” He shrugged his shoulders.
“Hm?” You cocked your head again. “What do you mean you can’t feel pain?”
“I have CIPA. It has a longer name but I won’t say it cause it’s a mouthful and you won’t remember it anyways. But basically, I can’t feel pain. Oh and also, I can’t feel temperature, that’s why I’m not cold.”
“Oh! Well… still I’m sorry for touching it.” You looked at the ground, feeling a little embarrassed by your impulsive actions and words.
“You don’t want to touch me? Cause the scar is nasty?” He smiled.
Your face immediately became shocked. “No! That’s not it at all! I meant what I said when I said I think it’s cool.” You took a breath. “I… well I kinda think it makes you look like a work of art.” You said awkwardly, a slight blush on your cheeks.
He eyed you for a second before saying, “You’re kinda weird.” He was very blunt about it but was still smiling.
“What?” You cracked a smile. “You’re kinda weird.”
You found yourself drawn in by him. You wanted to know more about this strange man who seemed to pop up out of nowhere and fix your mood. He was so direct and honest, different from the majority of people. You found yourself feeling really relaxed around him somehow, even though you were majorly fucking up at every point in this conversation. Maybe it was because he was so blunt, it was like you didn’t have to wonder what he was thinking.
“Yeah, I know. But you’re weirder. Something’s seriously wrong with you.”
“For what? Just cause I think your scar is cool? You’re the weirdo here, you approached me out of nowhere when I was bugging out like a crazy person. What were you even doing out here anyways?”
“Oh.” He said like he just remembered. “Actually, I was on my way to a -cough- party.”
Your jaw dropped. “Oh my gosh! You should get going then! I don’t wanna keep you here if you have people waiting on you.”
“No, it’s not a party like that. It’s a big party. Besides, no one would be waiting on me.” He chuckled. Then his face lit up a bit, like he got an idea. “You should come with me.”
You were a bit thrown off by his offer. It was so sudden and you barely knew him.
But… you didn’t want to go home, you were still fuming from that argument. Plus, there was something so intriguing about him, so magnetic.
Was it a good idea? Probably not. You can’t trust someone you don’t know. Only an idiot would go with him. The situation was full of red flags. A logical person would’ve said no, however, it was a well known fact that above all else, you were impulsive, naïve, and a little dumb.
“Really? Okay, let’s go!” You said excitedly.
The party was a short walk away, but in that time you were able to uncover just a little more information on him, like his name. As you approached the house you realized Toby hadn’t lied, this was a big party. The yard was full of people, lining the porch, standing in little circles on the grass, and scattered around, and that was just outside.
You could hear the music from outside and see the lights flashing in the windows. A giddy feeling rose in your chest. This is exactly what you needed to get your mind off things.
You recognized a few people as the two of you strolled up to the door. You didn’t know who was throwing the party, but you figured it was someone who went to your university, since it was close to campus and some of your classmates were here.
As you approached the door Toby slid to the side and opened it for you.
“Oh my, how chivalrous.” You said dramatically.
“Giving you my jacket, open -fuck- opening the door for you, I think I may be in the running for gentleman of the year.” He said sarcastically, placing a dominant hand to your lower back to guide you inside.
His lack of respect for personal space didn’t seem to bother you, but you were a little surprised at how easily he could get close to you and touch you, considering you had only just met. Despite this, it still made you feel a little safer, almost like you were being protected. This party was full of people you didn’t know, so it was nice to have him guide you through the house.
The music was booming, so Toby leaned in close to your ear, “Do you want a drink?”
Although the gesture felt pretty necessary given the noise, you still felt a little tickle go down your spine when he did it. Your face blushed just a little bit. “Oh…! Uh… yeah! Let’s get some.” You answered as you both made your way to the kitchen.
The kitchen was full of alcohol. Bottles of all kinds of liquor decorated the counter. Your eyes ran over the choices a couple of times.
“Don’t know what to pick?” Toby asked.
“I’m just really indecisive.” You laughed.
“I’ll make you something.” He said and then started pouring you a drink, mixing a few liquors and some Sprite.
“You’re only making one?” You asked.
“I can’t -fuck- really drink since I -fuck- have to wear the mask.” He said a little nervously, which made you feel kinda stupid.
Duh, of course he wants to wear it here.
He turned and handed you the drink. Since you watched him make it, you figured it was safe enough to drink. You took a sip, coughing a little as the liquor burned your throat. “Fuck, that’s strong.” You coughed more and added a bit more Sprite to your cup to make it drinkable.
He laughed at you. “Didn’t know you couldn’t hold your -fuck- liquor.”
“Are you trying to get me drunk?” You gave him a playfully skeptical look.
“Of course. How else could I get you to hang around me?” He said sarcastically and guided you into the living room.
You both sat down on the couch and once again you took notice of how close he sat to you. You were intently trying to decipher whether or not he was into you, but you were always kind of bad at being able to tell.
His eyes continuously scanned the room, like he was looking for something, or rather, someone.
“Are you looking for a friend?” You asked.
He looked a little thrown off by your question, defensive almost?
Odd…
He cleared his throat and then answered, “No, just scoping out the room.”
A little burst of excitement hit you, that drink was already kicking in. “Ooo~ do you wanna walk the floor?” You asked.
“What’s that?”
“It’s like you walk around a party just to see if there’s anyone you know here and to get a feel for everyone. You wanna do it?” You smiled.
“You bet.” He grabbed you and pulled you up with him.
You linked elbows with him. “Okay, let’s go!” You were giddy with excitement.
You felt a little stupid about it since it hadn’t been that long, but it seemed like you were already developing a bit of a crush on him. Being this close to him made your heart race. Your chest felt warm and at this point you couldn’t tell if it was the alcohol or Toby.
You strutted around the house with Toby in tow, your eyes wandering over all the people.
You bumped into someone with a little “oof.” You looked up to see Cassie, a good friend of yours who was in a lot of your classes.
“Hey!!!” She immediately exclaimed, the intoxication apparent.
“Omg hiiii!!!” You had already drank about three fourths of your cup and it was starting to show.
“Who’s this?” She said with a little giggle, her eyes flitting up to Toby and then back to you.
“Oh! His name’s Toby!” You grabbed his arm and pulled him closer to you. “We met like an hour ago at a playground.”
“I caught her acting like a maniac.” He added.
“Okay, so your usual?” Cassie laughed.
With your attention directed at Cassie, you missed the way Toby’s attention was caught as someone passed through the room. He leaned in close to you, his voice now serious. “I’ll be right back.”
You failed to notice his change in tone, too distracted by everything going on around you. “Okay, don’t get lost.” You giggled again.
“Hey.” Cassie grabbed your hand. “We were just about to play Just Dance, you wanna join?”
Drunk Just Dance? There was nothing that could’ve peaked your interest more.
“I’m in!”
Song after song later, you hadn’t even realized how much time had passed. You were starting to sober up, but you were still well into the tipsy stage.
You looked at the time. “Fuck.”
I forgot about Toby!
You felt like a massive idiot. He had said he was going to be right back and then you had walked away from where he left you. You were really starting to like him and now he probably thought you had just blown him off. Was he even still at the party?
You wandered around trying to scope out if he was still around. It was a bit easier now since less people were at the party. You were starting to panic a bit, the feeling of anxiety aching in your chest now. You felt like you really fucked up.
Next thing you knew, you had bumped into him.
He instantly leaned down, getting close to your face, his voice sounding a little sultry. “Hey, I’ve been looking for you.”
“Toby!” You sounded relieved and excited, it seemed like he wasn’t mad at you at all, keeping the same playfulness he had earlier.
“So, where have you been?” His voice sounded slightly flirtatious.
“Playing Just Dance!” You said goofily. Your eyes trailed down to his shirt, which now had a small stain on it near the bottom. It was hard to tell since it was still dark in the house, but it almost looked like blood. “What’s that?” You pointed to it.
“Oh. I ended up helping -cough- my buddy who got a really bad nosebleed.” He said nonchalantly, then immediately changed the subject. “Let’s leave.” He said, grabbing your arm before you had a chance to respond.
You looked around, the party was dying down anyways. You still didn’t want to go back home to face your roommate, but it seemed like you didn’t really have another option.
Just before you were about to walk out the door together you felt a tug on your arm. It was a friend of yours, one you didn’t know too well but you’d seen her around during classes and at parties. Amber… was her name? Maybe? She pulled you a little closer and then attempted to whisper but it seemed this girl was a little tipsy herself so it wasn’t that quiet. “Hey… are you good?”
“What do you mean?” You asked, also failing to whisper.
“Y’know.” Her eyes darted to Toby standing behind you and then back to yours. “I’ve never seen you with him before.”
“Oh thattt.” You let out a tipsy giggle. “Nah, nah. I’m fine. I know him.”
“And you wanna go with him…?” She eyed him warily again and then looked back at you.
“Like haha shhhhhh.” You giggled, trying to be more secretive about your little crush. “Yes, I wanna go with him. Don’t worry.”
Given your abhorrent attempt at whispering, Toby was following this whole conversation. Neither of you could see due to the lack of lighting in the room, but he got the absolute worst wolfish grin on his face when he heard you say that.
He’d successfully trapped you.
You felt like you were really winding down once you guys got outside. The slight chill of the wind and the lack of music in your ears made you feel a lot more placid, almost sleepy.
Toby noticed your change in mood. “Tired?”
“Mm.” You hummed in agreement. “But I don’t wanna go home. I don’t wanna see that bitch yet.” You realized the way your statement sounded belatedly, after it had already left your mouth.
Well now it sounds like you want to go home with him!
Truth be told, you weren’t opposed to doing so, but it wasn’t your intention to be so forward. “Wait- I mean-"
“Are you saying you want to come home with me?” You could tell he was smirking underneath his mask.
“I wasn’t trying to- I mean I wouldn’t mind but- well- what I’m trying to say is-" The way you stumbled over your words felt like you were falling down a hill, catching on branches and rocks the whole way down.
“No, I understand.” He giggled a little. “We’ll have to sneak, though.” He didn’t hesitate to pick you up bridal style, which felt so sudden to you that your whole face went red. He held you like you were weightless and it dawned on you that he was a lot stronger than he looked.
“You don’t have to carry me! And what do you mean sneak?”
“I’ve got some… uh… roommates. They -fuck- would definitely try to eat a pretty girl like you up.” He chuckled a little darkly. “Your face is very red.”
“Because you picked me up out of nowhere!” You exclaimed.
“You’re kind of perverted, you know that?” He was grinning under his mask.
“I’m not!”
“I bet your head’s just full of dirty thoughts.” He giggled.
“I’m not thinking anything like that!” You almost whined, trying to defend yourself.
He only giggled in response, continuing to tease you.
After a long walk in his arms you came upon a huge mansion in the middle of the woods. It looked quite old, but not rundown. No, it was very well kept, looking almost… unnatural.
Just who is this guy?!
It wasn’t at all what you were expecting. What guy his age could afford to live in a house like that, even with roommates? On the other hand, it was out in the middle of the woods, far from the rest of town. Maybe someone had died here and it was haunted so him and a few buddies were able to buy it for super cheap? No, but still, a house like this was insane.
“This is where you live?”
“Why else would I bring you here?” He acted like it wasn’t weird at all. “Now shhh, we’re gonna have to get past my roommates.” The last word came out like it wasn’t very natural for him to say. He set you down on your feet. You were glad you were feeling a lot more sober now, otherwise something like this would be a real challenge.
The door creaked slightly as he slowly pushed it open. You followed behind him.
The mansion was even more shocking on the inside. The whole place had a very gothic feel. The ceilings were high, the lighting was dark, and the detailing was so intricate. It was stunningly beautiful, but something about the place sent a chill down your spine. Maybe it really was haunted or maybe someone really did die here. You couldn’t quite place why you felt on edge.
Something just felt off.
He held your hand and pulled you along, guiding you through the house which felt like a maze. You heard distant voices and figured those were the roommates you weren’t supposed to meet. Even though a situation like this was seemingly low stakes you felt overly anxious. You were deathly afraid of getting caught, as if you were hiding from a serial killer or something.
He brought you to a door you assumed led to his room and ushered you in. Upon entering you looked around. It was pretty messy but not in a dirty, rotting food kind of way, more of an organized chaos kind of way. There were clothes strewn about the floor and different pieces of paper and sticky notes with scratchy handwriting on them lined the walls, organized in no particular way. A lot of them had a symbol that you didn’t recognize. It looked like a circle with an X through it. There was a bookshelf that was filled with anything but books. It had lots of old CDs and DVDs, along with random trinkets. There were so many things to look at your eyes were darting around like ping pong balls.
You didn’t have long to take in the room before you were slammed against the door, Toby’s lips on yours. A warm feeling grew in your chest as you returned the kiss. One of his hands slid down to your waist as the other tangled in your hair. He bit your bottom lip a little bit, signaling you to open your mouth for him.
Your hands gripped at the front of his shirt as you obliged. He slid his tongue into your mouth and you felt a jolt of electricity travel down your body to your core. The kiss was intense. You barely felt like you could keep up, like you were drowning in him.
Your heart was racing, your whole body became pleasantly warm, excitement rushing through you. His borderline ferocity made you feel incredibly desirable. He wedged his leg between your thighs and you became very aware of his need for you, feeling his erection press against your stomach.
His lips found your neck, trailing warm open mouth kisses down it. You shivered, arching into his touch. You unconsciously began to move your hips against his leg, craving more friction. He made a noise that sounded almost like a growl and hooked his hands under your thighs, picking you up effortlessly.
He moved over to the bed and sat down, helping you straddle his waist. He kissed your neck again as soft moans escaped your lips. He bit down without warning, causing you to squeak a little both from the surprise and the pain. He sucked hard over the skin he had just bitten. Your moans got a little louder as he left a dark purple hickey on your neck.
He pulled away just enough to look at it, his breath still hot on your neck. “You’re marked.” He chuckled huskily. “How pretty.” He gently ran his fingers over it, causing you to shiver again.
He mumbled something amusedly that sounded like “pathetic.” But you couldn’t quite hear it.
He moved to the other side of your neck, intent on making more marks while his hand slipped under your shirt, squeezing your chest through your bra. His movements were a bit twitchy, but it didn’t bother you.
He was buzzing with excitement, elated to be touching you in such a way. He started to pull up your shirt and you raised your arms, helping him take it off.
You could tell he was holding back a bit, trying to take his time with you. You were starting to feel a little impatient as well, so you decided to grind yourself in his lap, feeling his erection pressing against your aching core.
You bit your lip when you heard him groan. He moved to unhook your bra, awkwardly fumbling with the clasp for a moment before he got it. He took one of your nipples into his mouth and you wrapped your arms around his neck, encouraging him to continue.
His free hand snaked down your stomach to your waistband, the light touch feeling ticklish before he dipped his fingers into your shorts and into your panties.
He sighed when he felt how dripping wet you were. “Lift your hips for me.”
Your face got red but you did as he asked, lifting up so he could pull off your shorts and your panties. You settled back into his lap as he continued to coat his fingers in your arousal. You felt so exposed, especially considering the position he had you in and the fact that he was still fully clothed.
“Spread your legs for me a little more, pretty girl.” He looked overwhelmingly pleased as you once again did as he asked. He ran his fingers over your clit, applying gentle pressure and teasing your entrance occasionally. You bucked your hips involuntarily as he did. “So needy.” He sneered.
He continued to tease you for a little, loving the way you squirmed and tried not to moan. Without warning he dipped his finger into you. You gripped his shoulders hoping to ground yourself a bit.
“Fuck…!” You breathed out.
He curled his finger inward, pressing against your g-spot. You squeezed his shoulders harder, your head tipped backward and your eyes fluttered shut. He was absolutely entranced watching your reactions. He wanted to see more of you, to see how far he could push you.
He slipped a second finger in and used his other hand to hold you still, his fingers gripping your hip with a bruising force.
“You like this a lot, don’t you?” He whispered in your ear. “You’re squeezing my fingers so tightly. I can’t wait to put my cock in you.” He brought his thumb up to rub your clit in circles.
You inhaled sharply, both from his words and the overwhelming stimulation. You felt yourself squeeze his fingers even more. Your arousal was dripping down your thighs and surely all over his hand too. You couldn’t help but feel just the tiniest bit embarrassed about how worked up you were getting.
Your moans started to increase in frequency, getting higher and breather as you felt your orgasm start to build deep in your stomach.
“It feels good, doesn’t it? Tell me how good it feels.” He continued to whisper in your ear, his grip on your hip somehow getting tighter.
You continued to whimper, not wanting to verbalize exactly how he was making you feel.
“You better tell me or I’ll stop right now.”
An extra pathetic sounding whimper escaped you before you spoke, “So good… s-so fucking good, Toby…” You slurred. You were getting so close, you couldn’t take it anymore.
“That’s it. What a good girl. You wanna come for me, pretty girl?” His voice sounded breathier now too.
“Toby…! I-I can’t…!” You leaned into his shoulder, your whimpers and moans muffled.
“Fuck.” He breathed as he felt your walls convulse around his fingers. He kept moving his fingers but slower, helping draw out your orgasm.
You shuddered in his lap, trying to regain your ability to think after how hard you just came. It seemed you wouldn’t be getting that luxury though, as Toby immediately gripped under your thighs again, pulling you up so he could roll over on top of you. In seconds he was down by your still throbbing heat.
“Wai-”
“You’re really sensitive.” He breathed over your clit. “I want to make you come more.” He looked almost feral, completely drunk on lust. It was like he wasn’t going to be able to hear anything you were saying.
He pushed your thighs apart, once again using such a force that would undoubtedly leave bruises. You wondered if maybe he didn’t realize how strongly he was gripping you since he couldn’t feel pain.
He sucked your clit into his mouth, sucking it at a rhythm that had you arching off the bed and gripping onto his hair for dear life. He only chuckled darkly and then lapped over your clit a few more times before dipping lower to tease your entrance.
You were still so sensitive from the last time you came, it only took seconds before you felt another orgasm building. He was back at your clit, licking it and sucking it so sloppily that a mix of your wetness and his spit was making a puddle on the bed under you.
Tears formed in the corners of your eyes as the mind numbing pleasure took over your body. “Toby….!” You squeaked out. There were a few full moments that your head went fully blank before you came down, panting from how hard you just came.
Toby climbed back up your body, hovering over you with his hands placed on either side of your head. He stared down at you, a glint in his eyes that seemed almost obsessive, like he was completely amazed by you. “You’re perfect.”
Your whole face flushed, even after what you guys had just done, words like those shot an arrow through your heart.
He leaned down and captured your lips again; you could taste yourself on his tongue. His body pressed close to yours as one of his hands snaked down to clasp yours, pulling it up by your head. Your chest felt warm and giddy. You secretly hoped this wouldn’t be just a one time hookup because you were starting to really like him.
He pulled away from your lips and pressed kisses down your jaw again, making it down to your neck, nuzzling it a bit while you giggled. This was almost too perfect.
A blood curdling scream shocked you out of your lovesick daze. You jolted up while Toby stayed put, still lightly kissing and sucking your neck.
“Toby, what was that…?!” Your voice trembled as you spoke.
“It’s probably just one of my roommates.” He mumbled nonchalantly into your neck.
“But-" You were cut off by more screams, one of which vaguely sounded like a cry for help.
“Toby…!” You exclaimed. “What the hell is going on out there?!”
“Don’t worry about it.”
Something was very, very wrong here. You were out at this creepy old mansion in the middle of the woods. You instantly got murder vibes when you got here. Toby had blood on his shirt earlier. Now you’re hearing someone scream bloody murder and Toby is completely unconcerned.
You took a deep breath before pushing Toby up gently so you could look him in the eyes. “Toby, can I ask you a question and will you answer me honestly?”
He sat up fully, looking like he knew what was about to happen.
You sat up as well, still clutching his hand. “Toby, are you a murderer? Is this some kind of murder house?”
He got a lazy grin on his face. “I had a feeling you were gonna ask me that.”
“Toby…” you said his name again, desperately needing an answer to your question.
“Yeah, I murder people sometimes.” He admitted, jerking his head a few times.
Great. Just great. You really liked this guy and he just had to be a murderer. You didn’t know what to think. Maybe it was the shock. You couldn’t have been thinking straight because the next thing you asked was, “Were the people you killed… were they at least bad people?”
“Everyone is sort of a bad person when you really think about it. No one is truly good, even you.” He smirked, lifting your chin. “Besides, I don’t really -fuck- choose who I kill. I just kill whoever Slenderman tells me to kill.” More twitching.
“Slenderman…?” You asked, dumbfounded.
“He’s like an evil entity thing that’s been alive for thousands of years. He makes people his proxy to kill for him. It’s a lot to explain but he’s like my boss.” He said, like it was the most casual thing ever.
Right, just drop that like it’s nothing I guess!
“He’s your boss? Why… how did you start working for him?”
“Oh yeah.” He pulled off his shirt, revealing his somewhat muscular frame, littered with scars. Something clunked to the ground, and you looked down to see a bloodstained hatchet. Prying your eyes away from the weapon and back to him, your eyes ran over him. What really stuck out was the mark on his chest, just below his right collarbone. It looked like a tattoo, but somehow different, like it wasn’t human made. It was a circle with an X through it. The same symbol on the walls. “Slenderman just kind of chose me and then -fuck- I became a proxy. I d- -cough- don’t really remember.”
“Toby.” Your voice cracked as you said his name. You felt like you were about to cry. What the fuck was going on here? What could you do? You needed to help him. Toby seemed like such a sweet person, so how did he get caught up in all of this?
You grabbed both of his hands, holding them tightly as you met his eyes. “Listen, I don’t know what exactly is going on here, but you don’t have to do this, you know? I don’t know how but… I can help you. We can get you out of this-"
“Are you pitying me?” Toby cocked his head to the side, a demented grin on his face. “I’m not some sick child. I don’t need your help.” His voice was now depraved.
He smiled even wider when he saw your almost wounded expression, he reached out to lift your chin. “But don’t worry. I still like you a lot.” This time his smile was more reassuring. It sent another pang through your heart.
You should be screaming. You should already be up and running away from him. So why did you lack the urge to? It was almost like you didn’t believe it, even though the evidence was all there. He had even blatantly admitted it and yet your brain couldn’t make sense of the incongruity of the boy you had spent time with the whole night and the alleged murderer in front of you.
Before you could unscramble your thoughts he had closed the gap between your lips, his hands all over your skin again. It became hard to think of anything but him, the warmth of his hands running across your skin, the scent of his skin so close to yours.
How many people had died by the hands that were now touching all over your body?
His tongue slipped into your mouth again and once again you felt like you were drowning in him, except this time it was worse. This time you knew you wouldn’t be coming up for air. You didn’t want to.
You heard the sound of his belt unbuckling and you were reminded of how hard your clit was throbbing. You wanted this so badly, despite everything. It was like you were spellbound.
You reached your hand out to grip his cock, wrapping your hand around it and giving it a few pumps before he pulled you off the bed and brought you to your knees. His thumb ran across your bottom lip before he pressed down, opening your mouth with no resistance from you. He smirked, “So obedient.”
You didn’t hesitate to take his cock in your mouth, slowly taking him in as deep as you could before starting to bob your head slowly.
“Fuckkkk.” He breathed out, gripping your hair in his hand, starting to guide your head.
You moaned around his cock as he started to get rougher, taking control of the pace entirely.
“Du fühlst dich so gut an, mein Mädchen.” He groaned in a low voice.
The fuck….? German?
You were a bit blown away by the sudden language change, especially since you couldn’t understand a word of it. It sounded like German but then again you weren’t entirely sure.
He chuckled darkly at your confusion and started thrusting harder into your mouth. You choked on his cock, tears brimming in the corners of your eyes as his cock went deep into your throat. At this point he was fucking your face, you had no control whatsoever.
“Tut das weh?” He said in a taunting voice. You could tell he was mocking your pain, even if you had no idea what he said. For some reason that made you even wetter, you could feel the way your arousal dripped down your thighs once again.
There is definitely something wrong with me, clinically.
He continued to taunt you in a language you couldn’t understand, his pace unrelenting. “Du liebst es, wenn ich dich quäle, nicht wahr?” You could tell he was getting close as his voice was getting breathier.
You hoped he would finish soon, you could barely take the pace anymore. Your throat burned each time he brutally thrusted his cock into it, even if you were secretly enjoying the way he was humiliating you.
His pace became less rhythmic as he desperately rutted his hips into your mouth, gripping your hair harshly. “Du fühlst dich so gut an.” He groaned out.
After a few more deep thrusts into your mouth, he came down your throat. He pulled out of your mouth, lifting your chin since you could barely hold your head up after that. “Was für ein gutes Mädchen.” He said affectionately.
“What…?” You asked, exhausted and out of breath and sick of hearing shit in a language you can’t understand.
He pulled you back up onto the bed, once again like you were weightless. He nuzzled into your neck again, showering you with kisses. “You did good.”
The way he switched from brutally fucking your throat to giving you ticklish kisses on your neck was giving you whiplash.
His hand snaked down between your legs and he sighed when he felt how wet you were. “You get that wet from having me come down your throat? What a slut.” He chuckled, amazed by it.
A small gasp of shock escaped you, baffled by what he had just said.
“What, you’re embarrassed?” He laughed as he slipped his fingers into you easily. He desperately wanted to watch you come again, he was entranced by the reaction he saw earlier. He needed to see it again.
He immediately found your g-spot and hooked his fingers inwards, making you see stars as moans slipped past your lips. “Wait, Toby- slow down-” Your orgasm was already building at a ferocious pace as he slammed into your g-spot over and over with his fingers.
“Go slower?” He asked, still laughing a little, a smile on his face that held no malice despite his actions. “No way. I want you to come around my fingers.”
He was pumping his fingers in and out of you, making sloppy wet noises fill the room alongside your moans. He hooked his fingers in deep, making sure to press against your g-spot each time as his palm applied pressure to your clit.
You felt a pressure building deep in you, building uncontrollably. Each time he slammed against your g-spot you felt it build more and more. It felt like something would release, and you held it as long as you could until it felt so good you just didn’t care anymore. Your body shook lightly as you came, a gushing heat releasing from you.
He kept his fingers going, prolonging your orgasm. “Mm… that’s it, pretty girl. Let it all out.”
You panted hard, struggling to regain your ability to think after coming that hard.
Did I just squirt…?!
You were absolutely mortified, “I- I didn’t mean to do that! I’m sorry-”
He hugged your body close to him, burying his face in your shoulder. “I knew you were perfect. I can’t wait to keep you here with me.” His words were muffled but still clear enough for you to hear what he said.
You were glad he couldn’t see your face as it fell. “Wait a second, Toby.” Your voice trembled as you pushed up so you could sit up. “What do you mean keep me here?”
He pulled back to look at your face, loving the way it had twisted in fear. He lifted your chin to meet his eyes again. “I like you. I wanna keep you here with me. You can’t leave.”
“What…? You can’t be serious.” You said in disbelief.
“I just told you I murder people. Did you really think you could leave?” He asked like you were stupid. “God, it’s a good thing you’re pretty.”
The shock washed over you. There wasn’t a hint of humor in his tone. He was clearly one hundred percent serious.
This is all my fault. How could I have been so stupid, just going along with him even after I knew what he was capable of?
You felt something wet drop down on your leg.
Oh, I’m crying.
Watching you start to cry only made Toby more excited. “Haha, why are you crying? -fuck- It could be a lot worse. I could’ve just -fuck- killed you immediately. It would have been easy.” He twitched a few times, correlated with the swears.
“Toby… You can’t keep me here! People will be looking for me!”
He had an unconcerned expression. “Eh, they’ll forget about you soon enough.”
You gasped again in shock, unable to say anything in return. Toby just twitched to the side and started muttering to himself. You recalled the bloodstained hatchet you watched fall to the ground earlier. That’s right. You were completely stuck. If you tried to do anything he could kill you so easily.
His hands came up to softly cup your face, seemingly having turned his attention back to you, wiping away the tears. “Now come on, don’t be li- -fuck- like that.” He pushed you back onto the bed and started aligning his cock at your entrance.
You weren’t sure if the fear somehow confused your body into becoming aroused or if you seriously just had a mental disorder, but your cunt ached with need for him. You could barely contain how bad you needed this when he rubbed the tip of his throbbing cock against your clit. You let out another needy moan.
He chuckled huskily and mumbled under his breath. “Du bist eine kleine, gierige Schlampe, nicht wahr?”
You had no idea what the fuck he said. It didn’t even matter, you needed him so badly. This was wrong. So wrong.
You could no longer care about morals as he slowly pushed his cock into you, feeling the way you stretched around him inch by inch, until you took him in fully. He let out a low groan as you shakily exhaled.
He began thrusting a little faster than you would’ve liked starting out. You tried to hold back your voice, but little whines and whimpers still came out of you.
“Don’t tell me those pathetic whimpers are all you’ve got? C’mon you can do better.” One of his hands came up to clasp yours as he started slamming into you at a vicious pace. You could no longer contain your voice, you were a whining, moaning mess.
You couldn’t decide between asking him to slow down or begging him to keep going. He gripped your face, capturing your lips again, sloppily kissing you as he pumped his cock into you. Blissful pleasure took over your mind. He pulled away from the kiss, a line of spit still connecting your mouths. Your mind was fuzzy and your unfocused eyes lifted to meet his, eliciting a low growl from him.
“You love taking my cock, don’t you?” He was still gripping your face, forcing you to maintain eye contact.
You nodded as high pitched whiny moans escaped you.
“You don’t even care that I’m a murderer. You’re really fucking sick aren’t you?” A wicked grin on his face.
Guilt washed over you as you heard his words. “No…!” Your voice came out weaker than you wanted it to. “I’m not!”
“Yeah you are.” His tone was venomous. “You’re a sick little thing.”
He was right. You had no rebuttal to that. All you could say was, “You’re the one who’s sick…!”
“Maybe. But so are you. You’re feeling so good right now because of a sick murderer’s cock now aren’t you? You want to stay here with me don’t you?”
“I don’t…!”
“How about this?” He leaned real close, whispering in your ear. “If you come you have to stay here with me forever.” He hooked his arms under your knees, pushing them up closer to your chest so he could go deeper.
There was no way he just said that. That wasn’t fair. There was no way you’d be able to hold back.
He picked up the pace again, thrusting into you at a pace that was making your mind go fuzzy. You already felt the orgasm building and he just kept ramming into that damn spot over and over.
“Not there…!” You pleaded.
“Oh, right there?” He responded by driving into it even harder.
You got closer and closer to the edge, trying your hardest to keep yourself from coming. He noticed the way your body tensed. The way your moans became whinier and higher pitched.
“You want to come don’t you? You really want to come.” He taunted you.
“Don’t-” It was too late. The tightly wound coil had snapped. You let out choked moans as you came.
He slowed to a stop, just so he could feel the way you clenched around his cock. He shuddered, “Your cunt is milking my cock.” He suddenly resumed his quick pace causing you to let out a startled gasp. “Fuckkkkk, I can’t stop.”
“Toby…!” You whined, gripping his arms.
He let out another low groan. “Du fühlst dich so gut an, mein Mädchen. Du wirst so schwach für mich.” His voice was gravelly.
He kept thrusting as deeply as he could into you, starting to lose the pace, just slamming into you like his life depended on it. “Du gehörst mir.” He breathed out.
His groans became breathier and breathier, almost becoming whines. “Fuck, I’m gonna fill you with my cum.” He leaned down and bit your neck hard, eliciting a sharp wince from you as you felt his hot cum flood your pussy.
Your mind had gone fully blank, it felt like TV static. Just like before, you felt drawn to him, like a magnet.
He gripped your face again, loving the way your face was flushed, your lips were glossy and slightly swollen, and your eyes were dazed. “You’re all fucked out now aren’t you?” He ran his thumb over your bottom lip. “So pretty.” He sighed before kissing you again, this time softly, sweetly.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, matching his soft kiss. If you had run into the spiderweb full speed, you might as well enjoy being caught in the web.
He pulled away to hug you close, burying his face in your neck.
“I knew you’d want to stay.”
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Now I gotta admit that I used google translate for the German parts so if there are any German speakers reading this I’m sorry man.
I'm always open for feedback and constructive criticism so please feel free to leave me every thought in your head
I hope u guys enjoyed ~\(≧▽≦)/~
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enwoso · 1 year ago
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sexier in black | lucy bronze
*something that’s been in my drafts for a few weeks, sorry for the lack of fics but i am writing little bits in between studying but exams are nearly over so should be able to get more done soon<3*
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“black or pink?” you questioned holding up a black satin dress where the straps crossed over the front and in the other some a matching light pink suit. lucy looked up from her phone as she lying on the hotel bed. looking back and forth between the two outfits several times.
you were leaning towards the black dress, it being a while since you had worn a dress or even had the excuse to dress up fancy. so what better excuse than lucy and the lionesses going to an award show. although you weren’t nominated for anything due to spending half the season out with an injury - you still wanted to be there to support lucy and the other girls.
you and lucy went way back and had been friends for a while before any feelings actually came into the picture. knowing of her since you began in england U17s youth teams.
it not being until you were called up to the senior team, and she took you under her wing, lucy having joined a year earlier that you started hanging out more often, until you both confessed your feelings for each other — ever since then the two of you had been inseparable.
the award show was paying tribute to young and upcoming stars both domestically and internationally, the girls being nominated for their work done at the euros. it also being a chance to see new and old faces.
“hmm.. well you do look adorable in pink but-“ your girlfriend pausing, her face deep in thought you could see the cogs moving behind her eyes as she looked between the two outfits still not giving you an answer.
why was the girl so indecisive?
second felt like hours had passed and she was still looking between the two outfits, the clock ticking and you already didn’t have a lot of time to get ready as the two of you decided to have a thirty minute nap which actually was two hours.
“so i’ll just pick the pink then?” you ask, your arms getting sore from holding up the two outfits for so long like some sort of clothes statue.
“no, no!” lucy quickly said as she moved to sit on the side of the bed, “you look cute in the pink but the black.. you just um what the word..” lucy continued, she was dragging it out on purpose now knowing how short of an attention span you had to begin with and how much your hated waiting.
“you look sexier in black” lucy smirks, as your stomach begins to do flips. “so go with the black!” she confirms her answer as you nod satisfied that you had finally gotten an answer from the girl.
“could have just said that in the beginning!” you mumbled, but still loud enough for lucy to hear you as you turned around to move back into the bathroom to get changed.
placing the dress down on the counter as you began to get changed, the black satin dress which hugged your curves just right and for once maybe lucy was right — you did look sexier in black.
not that you would ever admit that to your girlfriend’s face knowing the smug smile you would get if she knew you thought she was right.
the ego of hers did not need to be boosted anymore than it already was on the daily,
fixing the straps to ensure that they sat on your chest in the correct way, feeling a pair of eyes staring you down from the doorway.
moving your head slowly to the direction of the doorway, your eyes were met with lucy as she stood in the doorway a large oversized hoodie which will definitely make its way into your wardrobe later, and some shorts that she always slept in.
little flyaways coming from her bun as her hair was all messy from the nap the two you you had just woken up from but still she managed to look gorgeous, her tattooed arms standing out as she stood with a giant smirk across her face.
“yeah?” you asked wondering she she needed anything as she stood there in her own thoughts, while you began to rummage through your makeup bag for a certain product.
“oh nothin’ just admiring how beautiful my girlfriend is!” lucy smiled as she came and wrapped her arms around your waist her head resting on your shoulder.
“mhm that so?” you mumbled as you began to press makeup into your skin, drawing lines and dots on your face.
“why are you even puttin’ that on your face?” lucy asked, as she focused on you dabbing your face as the product blended into your skin. lucy of course knew the basics about make up but she didn’t wear it a lot — in fact very rarely. the most makeup she wore was mascara other than that her makeup supply was very limited.
“makes me look more put together!” you shrug as she hummed, “you look gorgeous with and without out!” lucy whispered as she placed a gentle kiss to your neck, a grin appearing on your face like a child at christmas.
you carry on with your makeup as lucy does everything in her power to slow the process down by teasing you.
placing sloppy kisses to your sweet spot on your neck, sucking slightly on it every few seconds as you body tried to remain calm, your head had other plans.
“luce, please… you need to go and get ready” you squeaked out. however you weren’t sure if you were wanting her to stop and listen to you or if you were wanting her to carry on kissing you.
your breathing increasing with each kiss she placed on your body. seconds beginning to feel like hours as she removes her hands from your waist, lifting you so you were now sitting on the bathroom counter.
kicking the door shut with her foot, as she placed on hand on your lower thigh and the other moved up to your cheekbone and gently tucks the loose strand of your hair behind your ear.
you swore you could hear her pulse as she brings her lips to yours as you can feel the fire crackle under your skin. the same feeling you get in her tummy as you did when you and lucy had your first kiss appears once again.
if there was one feeling you could have for the rest of your life — this would be it.
you don’t let yourself think about how your going to explain to the rest of your teammates why the two of you are so late.
all you wanted to focus on right now was the way her hands slowly roamed your body, your body feeling flushed just at her touch.
the way her mouth tastes, the way your tongue somehow knows how to follow hers and the way your hands grip her neck to pull her closer into you.
burying your fingers into her hair, tugging gently at it as her hands find their way fumbling with the straps of your dress. feeling the smirk on her face as small whines fell from your lips as she nipped and tugged at your body.
“lucy! y/n!” georgia yells banging on the bathroom door startling both you and lucy as you jump away from each other a the sudden noise. “are yous’ in there” a thick milton keynes accent of leah williamson sung out as they both began to bang on the door at the lack of the answer.
“hang on!” lucy yelled back, while the two of them still banged on the door — probably just to be annoying.
lucy helped you down, smiling as she kissed you one last time before opening the door. both leah and georgia nearly falling over at the sudden moment of the door opening.
“how are the two of you not ready yet?” leah asked as her and georgia stood all dressed and ready while lucy opened her mouth to say something before being cut off by leah pulling a face of disgust, “you know what don’t answer that i don’t wanna know”
“can yous like hurry up, everyone’s waiting and im starvin” georgia complained as you stood their beginning more to wonder how they even got in when neither have a keycard for you door and for a good reason.
"how’d you even get in-" you began.
“okay cool- also lucy you’ve got lipstick on your face!” georgia cut you off before you even had a chance to get your sentence out, directing the last part to lucy as she pointed to your girlfriend. before the two left giggling, quickly leaving your room.
“do i really have lipstick on ma face?” lucy asked turning to you as you smile to yourself reaching to rub it off with your thumb.
“darling you need to get better at puttin’ makeup on!” lucy cheekily says as she watched you fix up your own lipstick.
“and someone needs to learn to keep their hands to their self!” you sass as a gasp comes from your girlfriend as your quick remark.
“don’t wear that dress next time.” lucy mumbled as you stood dumbfounded as she was literally the one who told you to wear the black dress.
“go and get ready, we’re already late!” you smile at lucy hitting her slightly in the shoulder as you pushed her out the bathroom.
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harmonicakai · 1 year ago
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Mr. Know It All
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Pairing: Taehyun x Reader
Summary: When you finally find yourself sleeping over at Taehyun’s dorm, you start to wonder if you and him could ever be something more serious.
Tropes: friends with benefits, mutual pining, angst, fluff, college AU, tutor!taehyun
Word Count: 1.2k
Warnings: mentions of sex (mdni), LOTS of overthinking
A/N: This is unedited and I wrote it all in one go lol <3
"And the songbirds are singing Like they know the score And I love you, I love you, I love you Like never before" —Songbird, Fleetwood Mac
Taehyun doesn’t know how to tell you that things aren't and never have been casual between the two of you.
It started one rainy afternoon after a study session in the library. The two of you had run through the deluge into the safety of his dorm room, and when he peeled off his wet clothes to change, you didn’t look away.
So, one semester later, right after you’ve finished moaning his name, he struggles to find the words to ask you to stay the night.
He hates watching you gather up your things and leave, refusing to be held by him for even a moment after both of you have finished what you came here for.
“Y/N,” he manages to get out, his voice barely above a whisper. You turn away from the door, your hair still messy, eyeliner smudged. “It’s raining.”
It’s code for “I love you. Please don’t leave.”
“Right,” you say, glancing out the window. Lightning flashes throughout the small dorm, with the crash of thunder following shortly after. Only a fool would leave in this weather. “I don’t have an umbrella.”
“You can stay,” Taehyun says, patting the bed beside him. You nod, crossing over and settling under the warm blanket. Despite how often you’re here in this position, it’s never under these circumstances.
“It seems like the rain is always bringing us together,” you laugh. You’re careful not to say anything loud enough for his roommate to hear through the walls, although in retrospect, you’ve never considered your volume when in bed with Taehyun before.
It’s awkward. Before any of this started, he was just the guy who helped you out with your math problem sets. Add in the perfect distraction from actually sitting down and having a conversation with each other, and you barely knew anything about him.
“I can sleep on the floor,” he offers, already sliding off of the twin sized mattress with a pillow in his arms. “I don’t want to bother you.”
You note how between sleeping next to you and on the floor, he’s decided that the latter is more bearable. 
Usually, the two of you are in perfect sync. He knows how to please you better than any other guy you’ve been with, making sure to do things the exact way that you like. Sometimes, you worry that he doesn’t think the same of you.
Are there other girls? You don’t see him as often as you’d like to, but maybe he’s just busy with other things. Kang Taehyun, the chronic overachiever and golden boy of SNU. What would he even want with a girl like you?
Surely, he spends all of his free time studying and going to band practice, you tell yourself.
At this point, your racing thoughts are never going to let you fall asleep.
“Taehyun,” you say, hoping you aren’t waking him up. You haven’t taken your eyes off the ceiling since he moved to the floor, half out of guilt that he’s even down there, and half worried you’ll catch yourself staring at him while he sleeps.
“Yeah?” he answers, his voice low. You wonder what it sounds like when he sings with his band. Maybe, if he asks you to, you’ll go to one of his concerts soon.
You hesitate, wondering whether or not he’ll say yes. “Can you come back up here?”
When you hear him gather his things and stand up, you finally let out the breath that you've been holding. Within seconds, he’s climbing in next to you, his body warm and strong.
“Are you cold?” he asks, pulling the covers up over your collarbone. “Sorry. I think the heater is broken and I haven’t had time to call maintenance.”
“Yeah, it’s a little chilly,” you confirm, although the temperature is fine. In fact, it might even be a little too hot.
“I can, uh,” Taehyun starts. You’ve never heard him stutter before. “I can hold you, if you want. That might help.”
“That would be nice,” you say, mentally cringing at how formal the exchange is. He positions himself behind you, snaking his arm around your waist and pressing his chest against your back.
“Is this better?” he asks, his voice still shaky. You worry that this level of intimacy is making him uncomfortable, but he nestles his head over your shoulder in a way that makes you finally stop overthinking. Maybe, just maybe, he feels the same way you do.
“Yes,” is all you manage to squeak out. He lets out a quiet laugh in relief before pressing a kiss into your shoulder blade. The small gesture sends a shockwave through your body.
“You’re cute,” he says, snuggling into you further. Is this really what things would be like if you didn’t run away after every hook up? It seems like second nature to him, making you question whether it actually means anything.
Still, he doesn’t bother to touch you now like he’s always dying to after you show up to class in a short skirt or send him a risky text when you know he’s running office hours. 
“I can hear you thinking,” he mutters, startling you. You break away from his grasp to turn and face him, his piercing eyes already fixed on you. “Is something wrong, Y/N?”
“No,” you attempt to lie, although your face says otherwise. Taehyun feels you stiffen in his arms, your gaze locked on his.
“We don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to,” he concedes, his voice icy and monotone. “But I know something is wrong.”
How could he know that? What could Taehyun possibly know about you besides what you look like with your clothes off?
When he first got assigned to tutor you, he had scolded you for being late, and again for being unorganized. If you don’t open up to him now, he might actually revert to the same cold demeanor as before. 
Even worse, he might stop meeting up with you. With the school year ending next month, you’ll have no excuse to see each other anymore. The thought of being alone again brings you to tears.
Taehyun’s expression softens at the sight of you breaking down. “I’m sorry,” you cry, burying your face into his chest. His hand reaches up to stroke your hair, the other gently rubbing your back. “I don’t know what’s gotten into me tonight.”
“I do,” he sighs. You pull back just enough to look up at him through teary eyes. “I pushed things between us too far. I should’ve known that you wanted to keep things casual. I’m sorry, Y/N.”
You stare at him, awestruck at how wrong he is. You want nothing more than to know anything and everything about him.
Still, when you search for the right words to explain this, your brain draws a blank. The only thing you can do is cup his face and kiss him, your nerves finally settling when he melts into you.
You’ve kissed him hundreds of times by now, but this one feels like the first time.
It feels like forever before he pulls away from you, a wide grin on his face. “Please, please, please let me take you out to dinner.”
“Okay,” you smile back, unable to contain your giddiness. “I’d like that very much.”
“Tomorrow night?” he proposes. His eagerness makes you giggle. He might be the busiest person on campus, but he’ll clear his entire schedule if it means he gets to spend time with you.
“Sure,” you agree. “It’s a date. If we ever manage to get out of bed, that is.”
Taehyun laughs a little before pulling you into another kiss. By now, the rain has stopped, but you aren’t going anywhere.
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itwasntimethatdidit40 · 6 months ago
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A quiet neighborhood - Chapter 1
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Pairing: Neighbor!Dave York x f!reader Words count: 5137 Rating: + 18, MDNI
Series Summary: In a quiet neighborhood where nothing exciting ever happens, your neighbor Dave is definitely a guy who catches your eye. What could he be hiding under his perfect exterior?
Chapter 1: We start to enter this neighborhood and the trouble begins 👀
Tags: POV second person, reader is female with female genitalia, wears dresses, has hair that can be tied up in a bun/ponytail, no other description is given, she doesn’t blush. smut, angst, kissing, dirty thoughts, infidelity, kinda Desperate Housewifes coded (uh, don’t judge, I love it), easter eggs in secondary character’s names (so you can have fun guessing which series/film they come from 👀), neighborhood dynamics, Carol, Molly and Alice are there. Mention of food, alcohol consumption, some reader's thoughts marked in italics and I think it's all for now. A/N: Here we are! I'm so nervous to post the first chapter of this story! I take it for granted now but: English is not my first language, I tried to proofread as best as I could so I hope there aren't too many mistakes. I don't have a beta, so it's all my fault, sorry. Let me know if you want to be added to my taglist, thanks to anyone who reads, I really hope you like it 🥹
And of course let me know what you think! Comments and reblogs are so much appreciated and they literally keep me going and try even harder! If you want to give me some advice, go ahead! ♥️
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Your neighborhood is a quiet place. 
 White picket fences, well-kept gardens, plenty of block parties to attend, everyone knows each other and nothing ever happens. 
As a child, when you stayed at your grandmother's house who lived here, you didn't have the exact perception of how unusual and picturesque it was, like something out of a postcard.
It just made you feel safe and there were lots of kids to play with, so it was always that special place you hoped to live when you grew up. You lived a short distance away, with your parents, your grandmother would often pick you up after school and you would stay at her house until your parents got off work. You could say that you spent more time here than you did in your actual home. So when your grandmother died and left you this house, it was a natural choice for you to move here.
If you were asked who your most peculiar neighbor is, you would definitely answer Dave York. He is unlike any of the other men who live near you, messy, careless, jovial and chatty, peaceful men who are friendly with everyone. Dave is not like that, he is rather mysterious and reserved, to begin with. He is very affectionate and present with his daughters, of course, nice with his wife, but with strangers he limits himself to a politeness of circumstance, he speaks only as much as necessary, you have never understood whether it is due to shyness or a general aversion to people.
Dave is composed, precise, neat almost in a manic way in his appearance. 
He’s been living here for while, he moved here with his family a couple of years after you, and yet you've never figured out precisely what his job is, he told everyone he was a CEO for a company and no one felt compelled to investigate further, the neighborhood gossip preferred to focus on other, more juicy topics and so it remained a vague piece of information, which no one cares about. It certainly allows him to earn a lot of money considering the standard of living he leads.
It always takes you a while to wake up in the morning and you love to spend a few minutes on the porch sipping your coffee, you love that quiet moment before a hubbub of children being dropped off at school, cars pulling out of the driveway, the neighborhood waking up and getting back to life. Dave gets out particularly early so he ended up becoming part of your morning routine.
He doesn't even see you as he rushes out to go to work and you like it that way. 
He walks out of his perfect house, with a perfect garden, gets into his perfect car with his briefcase, perfectly shaved, combed, shirt and pants perfectly pressed, understated and elegant tie, shiny shoes on which not a speck of dust ever seems to have settled. You've always wondered what's underneath. 
He lives right across the street from you, so you can often see him from your window and you linger to look at him more than you'd like to admit.
You see him out early Sunday morning for a run, black sweatpants and white T-shirt, then mowing the lawn with his T-shirt slightly sweaty from running and his hair a little disheveled. 
At lunchtime you catch a glimpse of him sitting at the table in the living room, located in front of a large window with his family as Carol serves the Sunday meal. She, too, is similar in some ways. She is refined, never vulgar, has a lovely tone of voice, she’s kind and friendly to everyone, and bakes crazy desserts. She once brought you muffins to thank you for lending her a package of sugar she had forgotten to buy and they were the best you had ever tasted. And his daughters? Polite, respectful, always adorably dressed, little princesses of manners. But it is he, above all, who arouses your interest. He draws you inexplicably, for as long as you have lived here there has always been in you curiosity to find out if he has some flaw, if there is something that stirs him inside. 
And then, of course, he’s incredibly handsome, probably the most attractive man you’ve ever seen.
The first time you saw them at a block party you immediately noticed him, he stood out from all the others men. Black hair, aquiline nose, deep brown piercing eyes, plushy lips, broad shoulders, narrow waist, he wore a suit without looking either old-fashioned or snobbish, just gorgeous. You welcomed him, Carol and their kids to the neighborhood and then went back to your friends to sip margaritas and gossip. You couldn't take your eyes off him though; he was like a magnet that kept attracting your gaze.
There's nothing wrong with admiring someone from afar, is there? you tell yourself when you feel your cheeks warming up for him.
You always liked his confident but never cocky demeanor, his gestures are always measured and graceful, at parties when he talks to someone and is next to his wife he holds an arm around her waist never conveying a sense of possession but rather of protection and care. It bugs you to admit that this is exactly what you would like too.
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This morning you had to wake up earlier than usual, your boss called a meeting through an email you never wanted to receive, usually when he does it is to complain about something, which makes you want to stay in bed and call in sick. No time for Davewatching, you can't if you care about keeping your job and continuing to live in this nice neighborhood across the street from him.
You jumped into the shower grumbling, washing your hair in a hurry because you were obviously already late, and when you got out of the shower you discovered that your hair dryer was no longer working. Certainly not the best way to start the day. You cursed, fumbling in the bathroom cabinet drawer looking for a hair tie, tied your hair up in a high topknot, and sighed as you looked in the mirror to the image of a messed up you.
You couldn't do much about it, so you thought you'd put on your favorite office outfit to make yourself feel better, a dark gray skirt and jacket that you bought about a year ago. Money well spent, this suit hugs all the right spots on your body, making you feel elegant and professional, with a hint of sexiness. You feel confident. You pull it out of the closet and lay it on the bed, then look for a pair of tights to match. You rummage through your drawer and pull out at least five pairs, realizing they are all laddered. How on earth is that possible? Nothing is going right this morning. You huff, forcing yourself to wear hold-ups. Not your favorite thing to wear to work, they are certainly sexy but sitting 8 hours at your desk with silicone squeezing your thigh? No thanks. Yet this morning you have no choice.
You gather up your papers and stuff them into your bag, grab a cup of coffee adding a little milk foam that you quickly froth with a small electric milk frother, you drink it right away almost burning your tongue and then step out into your driveway heading for your car practically running, the heels you've been wearing clicking noisily on the pavement. 
You get into the car and start it, or at least try to, because it won't work. You bring a hand to your eyebrows, cursing again “Oh fuck! You gotta be kidding me!”. Your boss will have your head served on a silver platter this morning.
You get out and open the hood, to your lay eyes there seems to be nothing wrong, no smoke or other visible signs, so you think it's the battery.
You curse and get back in the car, searching your bag for your phone, your nerves are on edge when you hear light tapping on the window. You jump in your seat in fright, and when you turn around you see Dave on the other side. Great, you think. Just the situation I was hoping he'd see me in, stressed, messy, basically on the verge of tears.
You roll down the window and he asks: “You need help?” 
“Oh don't worry, I don't want to bother you, I can manage on my own,” you stammer, trying to pull yourself together. 
“The car won't start?” his voice is quite reassuring, aloof as it is.
“Yes but really, no problem, I'll call a uber.”
“Don’t be silly, let me give you a ride” you hear an amused undertone now, maybe because of your ridiculous face, you feel so inadequate and stupid in front of him, surely he thinks you're a train wreck and wants to do charity work by rescuing you as an abandoned kitten on the street corner.
You look down and see the lace of your stockings peeking out from the hem of your skirt that had ridden up too high when you sat in the car. You hastily pull down your skirt, wondering in a panic if he had noticed it too.
Your gaze reluctantly returns to him, feeling your cheeks heat up, and he seems unperturbed as he repeats, “Come on, if we don’t hurry we’ll both end up late.”
“Okay...” you whisper "well..thanks"
You get out of your car, finishing to adjust your skirt taking advantage of the fact that he has his back to you, as you awkwardly follow him across the street.
You get into his shiny expensive car almost in awe, smelling his car freshener, obviously something fancy because he’s too sophisticated to settle for something you can find at the drugstore for $2. 
It’s as clean as if it had never been used, the leather seat welcomes you, there is not a crumb or anything, this man has two little daughters and his car is immaculate.
You’ve never sat so stiff in your life, clutching your bag to your chest as if it would contaminate the car’s floor mat if you dared to put it down. 
He looks at you and urges “Seatbelt, please” and you hurry up to reply awkwardly “Oh. Yes. Of course.” and you see something shine in his eyes, a suppressed laugh, a tiny crack that disappears immediately.
You resign yourself to lay the bag at your feet and put the seat belt on, pulling it slowly, almost reverently, you feel his gaze on you and you are afraid of making another fool of yourself.
He starts the car and drives off, as you drive away from your neighborhood you try to calm down and regain control of yourself. He's just giving you a ride; there's no reason to be so jittery.
You give him directions to your office, trying to disguise your excitement as much as possible; usually you can get along just fine with anyone, but today you feel like a schoolgirl on her first experience.
You watch his profile surreptitiously as you tell him to turn right, and then left, lingering on his sculpted cheekbone, his long eyelashes, his perfectly drawn lips.
He’s so incredibly attractive your eyes almost can’t take it and so well dressed as usual, in a dark blue suit, light blue shirt and a burgundy tie with dark blue dots. 
You are almost there and a little bit sorry, you didn't feel like going to work already but now you want to sit in this car next to him until the end of the day.
When he asks you which building your office is, it takes you a few seconds too long to answer, “Oh, this one, on the right.” because you're so enthralled admiring his confidence behind the wheel.
Not only can he drive in gears, but his driving is safe, without wavering, and when he parks in front of your office you notice how he maneuvers with his open hand on the steering wheel. Sexy. You are impressed. You wonder if there is anything this man can't do.
You turn to him and whisper a thank you in a breathy voice. He looks at you and you feel his gorgeous brown eyes penetrate all the way into your soul as he replies, “Happy to help. Do you have someone who can drive you back?“
”Yes, thank you, I'll ask my coworker,” you lie, knowing that you will almost certainly have to take a bus or cab, but you don't want to give him any more trouble. 
“Okay, well, have a good day” 
“Thanks, you too”
Oh wait, there’s something…” he says, reaching your face with his hand and brushing dangerously close to your mouth with his thumb “here” He licks the tip of his finger and looks at you with his usual unflappable expression as you realize you have ridden in his car with milk foam at the corner of your mouth “you’re good now” he whispers and you would like to sink into the seat and disappear forever.
You get out of the car and walk toward the office entrance, feeling his eyes on your back, when you reach the door you turn and wave to him. He is still there, pulling up to the curb, and he gestures back to you. His car speeds away into city traffic a second later.
“Fuck,” you whisper to yourself before pushing open the door to your office and entering. 
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“Hey” you hear coming from above you as you are pulling with all your might at a plant that you don't even know where it came from and that is infesting your cyclamen flower bed. You look up and Dave is standing in front of you in your front garden, wearing the usual white T-shirt and black sweatpants he wears every Sunday for jogging. “Oh. Hi,” you say, passing the back of your hand over your forehead and then shielding your eyes from the sun to see him better. 
“So did you solve the car?” 
“Yes, thank you so much for your help” that feeling of being back in middle school when you had a crush on your classmate Josh comes alive again inside you. 
“Good. Was it the battery?” 
”That's right. I had to change it. 300 bucks! Fuck, I'll be damned.” You blather on without thinking that maybe you're not so close to each other to let yourself swear in front of him. 
Dave chuckles, even his laugh is polite and discreet but you can see a cheeky little light in his eyes along with a lovely dimple on his cheek that makes your face heated up.
"I know, they're expensive”
“Yeah, but what else could I do, I don't understand anything about cars, I’m better with plants” you chuckle trying to contain your nervousness.
“They are very beautiful,” he notes, moving his gaze from you to the cyclamens and then back to you, staring. He seems to want to say something more, his lips are half open out held, like everything about him.
“Thank you” There is a lull where you don't know what to say or what to do because he keeps looking at you with his big brown eyes that make you melt and then you ask the first thing that comes to mind "Um, are you and Carol coming to the Horowitz party next week?"
“I think so, she told me about it the other night. Will you be there?” you could almost tell you hear a hopeful tone in his voice, but you're brought back down to earth in an instant by your own inner voice. 
Stop doing this, he’s married you idiot. 
“Yes, of course.” you nod, smiling. 
He smiles back at you, “Well, I have to go now I'm glad you worked it out. If you need anything else however you can find me across the street.” 
You watch him walk away toward his home as you feel that something, at least in a very slight part, has changed between you. He is warmer, friendlier, butterflies fluttering in your stomach as you enter the house to wash your hands. You feel like floating and when you look in the bathroom mirror you see it.
The most gigantic of smiles spread across your face, your eyes twinkling.
You are beyond redemption, a complete mess.
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“Carol loves that brand”
You are at the mall, standing in front of a storefront window that is too expensive for your pocket, gazing at a pair of black leather pumps.  You turn around and see him. Dazzling in a black turtleneck and gray pants, black belt and leather lace-ups, he looks like something out of a fashion magazine. You would almost find him irritating if it weren't for the fact that by now you have to admit to yourself, you have a terrible crush on him. 
Molly and Alice greet you with a smile echoing their father “yes, that's right, mommy loves them”
You smile at the girls “I can imagine. Your mom dresses so well, doesn't she?”  And they look at you proudly nodding “she does” 
“I want to be like her when I grow up” Alice adds in her little bird voice. 
“Oh that's so sweet, I'm sure your mom will be very proud, of both of you. ” you tell her gently. 
Dave is silent and smiles softly, watching his little princesses behave with you. “Well, we've gotta go, we're going to be late for the movie” he says right back, looking a little embarrassed but as usual you think your imagination is really flying awkwardly by now. 
“Oh, what are you going to see?” you ask, always looking at the girls to trick your mind. You don't have to think about him, he's a married man, what's wrong with you. 
“Daddy's taking us to see The Little Mermaid!” Molly announces to you with her eyes shining ‘that's my favorite!’ 
“The multiplex at this mall shows old animated movies in one of their theaters on Sunday afternoons,” Dave explains ”the girls love going there.”
"Oh wonderful!" you reply "well, have fun then"
They're about to leave when Dave turns around and tells you "you should buy them anyway" You stand for a moment interjected "the shoes, I mean. They would look good on you”.
You stand dumbfounded, feeling that tingle spread through your lower abdomen again. You don't reply, but you watch them walk off into the crowd, Molly and Alice each to one side of their dad shaking his hand, Dave in the center with his beautiful hair, his broad shoulders highlighted by his sweater, a delicious butt swaddled beautifully in his gray pants, as soon as they disappear around the corner you go into the store and buy shoes. Even if they are too expensive and if your credit card could talk it would ask you if you are completely crazy. This is the measure of how screwed you are. You can't wait to wear them to the Horowitz party. 
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The Horowitz house is one of the most luxurious in the neighborhood; high ceilings, marble floors, expensive furniture all over the place, chandeliers and silverware, these people are filthy rich. You used to tutor their daughter, Gretchen, a snooty little princess who grew up in bamboozlement and thought she could boss you around. Somehow you managed to win her over eventually, and since you seemed to be the only one in the neighborhood who could tame her the right way, her parents paid you good money.
At the time you had just graduated and were trying to find a job so that money came in handy. 
You say hello to Mr. and Mrs. Horowitz and jump into the fray, it's packed everywhere, and your neighbors certainly aren't begging to take advantage of the lavish buffet served poolside.
You see Gretchen in the corner flirting with a waiter and smile, shaking your head, she’s only 18 and already so flirty and cheeky with boys, at her age you just felt like an awkward and inexperienced potato with no sense of fashion and no idea how to talk with boys, you're thankful that adolescence is long over for you. Two of your neighbors, Jane and Gabrielle, are gossiping about Edie's skimpy dress and the new boyfriend she brought to the party after divorcing her husband just two months ago. They wave at you and you sit with them on poolside loungers, they’re some of your dearest friends in the neighborhood. 
“Where are Rafael and Carlos?” you ask, looking for their husbands.
Gabrielle waves her hand and says, “over there talking football with Hank.”
You’re the only one of your friends left single, after breaking up with Jesse two years ago, you decided to focus on your career. You got a promotion last year, but still no husband in sight.
You suggest to go to the bar to have a drink and they both agree. 
There is soft music wafting around, classical, very elegant like the overall tone of the party. It looks more like a wedding reception than a block party, but you know that if the Horowitz don't make it big they're not happy. You approach the bar, a nice drink will solve your nervousness as you try not to stumble and end up in the pool because of your brand new high heels, clinging to Jane’s arm.
Of course she laughs at you “honey, those shoes are gorgeous but don’t you think they’re a bit impractical for a pool party?” 
“Hey! You were the one who told me I needed to freshen up my wardrobe and wear heels more often!” You reprimand as Jane and Gabi laugh.
You've been waiting to wear them at this party all week, even doing some tests at home to make sure they don't give you blisters. 
They're the highest heels you've ever owned and yes, they’re not comfortable, especially to walk on the grass and around a slippery surface like the poolside but tonight when you looked at yourself, swaddled in a little black dress and these shoes, you've never looked so pretty. Your bank account has been severely undermined but you think it was worth it. And even though it would be lo the last thing you should want, you can't wait for him to see you.
You put on your favorite underwear underneath,  just to have that extra boost of confidence. 
You feel good, just as good as you have felt in months, and all it took was for him to notice you. You should probably feel ridiculous, but because he took away the apathy you've been feeling lately, you decide you won't. Not this time. And when you see him walk into the garden, black slacks and white shirt, no tie, the last two buttons left open, he is breathtakingly handsome.
The only thing that matters is the instant when his eyes meet yours, and they are not cold and distant, but it is as if they are smiling, sparkling with a light you have never seen in them before. 
You've kept your wild fantasy at bay until now, but you're sure that in the midst of all these people he's been watching you. 
You feel proud and beautiful until you see her.
Of course Carol is by his side, holding his arm and smiling radiantly in her cream cocktail dress.
And suddenly it all comes crashing down on you, how could you not consider that she would be here, with him, his rightful wife. She wouldn't have been missed. Yet you were so busy trying to look the best you could that you buried her in the corner of your mind, just totally ignored her until this moment. You grab the martini you ordered and down it in one gulp. 
“Hey! Take it easy, honey!” Jane says to you, raising an eyebrow. “What’s wrong with you?” 
She’s never seen you drink like that, you’ve never actually drunk like that, maybe just after Jesse left you, but it didn’t last long anyway. You shrug and smile at her. “Oh come on, it’s a party! And I don’t have to drive.”
Rafael and Carlos come over to greet you and you're left alone for a moment while the four of them go to inspect the buffet.
You try to distract yourself engaging old Mrs Threadgoode in a conversation you don't care about about the hedge bordering your houses, but out of the corner of your eye you see them approaching, her always at his side, as they make the rounds of greetings. You even try to blend taking the old lady by the arm and continuing to babble as you move behind a huge vase next to the appetizer table, hoping they won't notice you until you hear Carol's pretty voice behind you. You turn around, thinking you are doomed, as if she can read your thoughts, but there is absolutely nothing in her gaze but courtesy and grace, as usual.
It makes you even more nervous that her husband has been your constant thought for two weeks and she does not suspect in the least. 
You greet her, trying to swallow your senseless resentment, but when you place your eyes on him you feel that tingle again, that warmth invading you from head to toe, while his gaze is as enveloping and sensual as it has ever been. “You look great,” he tells you, and Carol immediately echoes him, ”oh yes, you look so beautiful today!” You say thank you, chat for a couple more minutes, and then excuse yourself by saying you need to go to the restroom. The whole time you were standing in front of him he was just staring at you, his gaze went down to your ankles noticing your brand new shoes, and you can swear you saw his mouth bend into a smile, almost imperceptible.
You still feel stupid for wasting the whole afternoon dolling yourself up for a married man.
You cross the hallway to the bathroom and see Gretchen again, deep in conversation with the same waiter, she’s leaning against the wall, running a hand over his chest covered by a white shirt and giggling coquettishly. She looks up and sees you, “Hey there! How are you?”
“All good, hun, how are you?”you reply. 
“I’m great! We need to talk later!” she shrieks at your back as you hurry toward the restroom door. You lock yourself inside in an instant and lean your hands against the sink, sighing. What the hell had gotten into you, what did you think you were doing? 
You take a couple more deep breaths and try to downplay “okay, let's just calm down, there's nothing a couple more martinis can't fix” You look in the mirror and say to yourself “now you go out, enjoy the party with your friends, then you go home and forget about this whole thing. Enough of this crap” you whisper it in a low voice. You have just finished the sentence when you hear a knock at the door. “I'm done, just a second,” you say loudly.
You don't expect the voice you hear coming from the other side “It's Dave” 
You pull your ear to the door to make sure you get it right and ask “who?”
 “Dave. Open up” Your heart skips a beat and your hand trembles on the door knob as you are unsure what to do. “What do you want?“
”To talk. Come on, open up.” 
You don't understand what you should talk about, there is nothing to discuss, nothing happened “I'm going out now,” you mumble, check your makeup quickly and pull the handle determined to avoid  him and go back to the garden to find your friends.
You make to leave but Dave pushes you back inside the bathroom “Wait a minute” You are incredulous as you look at his enigmatic smile “What is it?” 
“You bought the shoes” You don't know what he is getting at “So what?” 
“I was right. They fit you well” He smiles at you and you feel a knot in your stomach 
‘Did you need to lock yourself in the bathroom to tell me that?’ you raise an eyebrow wryly. 
The situation is so absurd that you even pluck up the courage to answer him in kind. 
“Actually, no. But to do this...yes” He leans over you and encircles your face with one hand ‘You’re so damn perfect tonight’ he whispers, before placing his lips on yours. 
You open your eyes wide as if you've been hit by a gunshot, not expecting anything like this. 
His mouth is soft and inviting, his tongue moving lightly against your lips, and you let it in, savoring a warm and delicious whiff of whiskey, losing yourself in his flavor, feeling his hands tighten on your hips. Before you know it, he has pushed you against the marble walls, caging you into his body and continuing to lick into your mouth like a thirsty man in the middle of the desert, unleashing an unprecedented storm inside you. You moan into his mouth as your arms wrap around his back and your hips thrust against his in a silent but desperate plea for attention.
Your bodies blend perfectly, it feels like one of those wet dreams you keep having at night in the privacy of your room. Him naked on top of you covering your skin with kisses that descend over your breasts grazing your nipples and then over your belly to your pussy. Him pounding you senseless as you whine and scratch his back with your fingernails feeling so full of his cock. 
He suddenly pulls back and reality collapses on you again waking you up from the stupor you've fallen into. He smiles at you again “I just wanted to tell you this,” his hand caresses your neck, his eyes fix on your breasts accentuated by the cleavage of your dress just for a moment and as he arrived he disappears behind the door again going back to mingling among the people. 
He didn't even leave you time to talk, left you standing there like a fool, wondering what the hell it all means. What does he want from you? What is going to happen from now on? Your head is empty, you brush your lips still feeling his latent taste. If you were asked who is the most peculiar man in your neighborhood, you would surely say Dave York. You would also say that he is a total threat to your heart. 
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His Little Helper
Shoei Baro x Reader
Hey guys! it’s been so long sorry, (i have been DYING), only reason i haven’t posted in a while is because i need requests in order to get ideas of what to write about and i haven’t really gotten any soooooo please enjoy what i could make! I’m still new to writing soo please cut me some slack. I wrote the smut but honestly i didn’t like it so i will not be posting it. Enjoy!
Warnings: Non-con (not smut), implied noncon sex, forced spanking, reader is female, violence, a little blood. (Let me know if i missed anything!) This has not been proof-read.
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Barou Shoei. A somewhat tolerable man. You were hired to be his PA, personal assistant. After Bluelock he made a name for himself, which is why he’d need a personal assistant. Barou was a busy man, and as organized as he is, he did need a little extra help. So assistant after assistant, some being fired, some quitting, the job was put on you. Overtime Barou grew fond of you, though he’d obviously never admit it. He noticed how strong you were. How kind you were, but especially how naive, and he hated it. How innocent you were, not noticing when men were blatantly hitting on you, not noticing how angry he would get. How whenever he’d yell or throw an insult your way you’d pass it away with a smile or giggle. Never once being agitated for him being, well- just him.
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Thus, when his career got more serious, and after only months for working with him, he URGED you to move in with him, and even after consistently trying to politely decline, he threatened that you better not be a messy roommate and showed up the next day with a moving truck to help you take all you need to his big home.
Though one month in, you noticed his new mood. Any second you’d mention going out, oh apparently there’s some emails you need to get to. You’re off the clock? why couldn’t he do it himself? well it’s the least you could do after he let you live with him, besides he has training to focus on instead of answering some donkeys email. He made living with him absolutely insufferable. His personality during matches wasn’t just for show. In real life, he was just as domineering, arrogant, condescending, and, most of all, imperious. Off the field, he considered himself to be every bit the King that he was on the field.
He quite literally thought of himself as royalty, which meant that even you were not exempt from treating him as such. He demanded absolute respect, and, most of all, submission from you nearly at all times. It was not that he was too "traditional" or "old-fashioned" to let you be your own person, hell, he was very tolerant of you when you chose to ignore his explicit instructions or mouth off to him. As if he’d let anyone else speak to him like that.
You ended up slowly losing your smile, your giggle, your cheerful attitude. You even considered quitting at this point but where would you go? Barou has made it so you’d be so busy that you have pushed a lot of people away. You only have him and maybe a few distant friends. The only thing keeping you afloat is the pay you get from this job. Without this job, it would be hard to keep yourself steady. That though didn’t stop you from giving him more sass and attitude as the days went by, and you’d be wrong if you were to say it wasn’t obvious to him. If Barou didn’t feel something for you, he’d have you already out the door with your suitcases. What bothers you the most is when he tells you to do a task ghat you were already doing. Even going as far as rolling your eyes to his face.
God did he want to put you in your place right then and there.
When he would try to make small talk, ask you how your day was and if you’ve done anything fun, it made you fume, as if you could have done something, as if he lets you do anything else but constantly work all cooped up in this house. You were done with him treating you like some peasant.
Actually, it was that mindset that landed you in this situation. As you would soon discover, your cunning tongue would undoubtedly be your undoing. You immediately regretted screaming at him as he once again stopped you from leaving the house. It must’ve been a whole 3 weeks since you’ve last gone out and even that was just for a doctors’ appointment that he drove you himself. Barou just exited his room, most likely heading out to go get some training in. That’s when he saw you, hair done, makeup done, dressed in a cute outfit that showed all your curves perfectly. Leaving a little to the imagination. He asked u where you were going, and all you said was
“Out.” Not even giving him a second glance as you tried to walk past him, wanting to make your way down the stairs. Ignoring the way his eyes burned into you, pretending to dig into your purse. Your heels clacking on the floor as you walked filling the odd silence in the air.
“At this hour? I’d advise you not to. I expect you to be up and early if your gonna wanna get those papers do-“
That was just your last straw.
“Oh My God! When have i ever left anything undone? Seriously Barou can you just like, back up a bit? you’re not my fucking father. Holy shit! It’s like i’m a fucking prisoner in here. If I wanna go out, i’m gonna go out. Honeslty I think im done. Find a new assistant to deal with your sorry ass.” Your voice being just above the average level.
You watched his shocked face immediately turn into one with rage, suddenly go stoic. Then, he started to approach you, prowling towards you like a lion emerging to maul its prey.
This was his last straw. He’s just dealt with your attitude for far to long then he should’ve.
You slowly started to back up, and before you could fully run, almost tripping with your heels. He was already seizing your bicep and pressing you chest first against the nearest wall, pinning you there. His large body pressing against your own.
“You wanna try and fuckin’ say that shit again, y/n?” He snarled into your ear. “Disrespect me again and watch what happens .” Barou did not remove his body from pinning you to the wall.
“B-barou!….Get off! You’re hurting-!” you said with tears threatening to fall. This is the first time you were feeling how strong Barou was. Of course he was always stronger than you, that was obvious, but for his strength to actually be used against you right now, has you shuddering in fear.
Instead, he pressed even harder against you, causing you to let out a sob. His sharp eyes flashing with anger and dark promise as he leaned in to growl into your ear, "Oh no, you don't get to tell me what to do, fucked up the moment you opened that insolent mouth of yours you little brat." He punctuated his words with a harsh spank to your ass, grabbing a handful of the flesh and squeezing painfully. "I think you need a reminder of who's in charge here."
“What the fuck! This isn’t funny Barou!” you shouted. Trying to sound strong, trying to use the little amount of attitude and confidence you had left against this giant man.
Barou immediately flipped you around so that you were now facing him. One of his hands holding you against the wall by your throat, not squeezing hard, but enough pressure for it to be a silent threat if you were to move. The other hand came up to grab your chin roughly, forcing you to look at him. He snarled cruelly at the defiant glare you shot him, despite trying to act all tough, he could see the tears on the verge of spilling out of your eyes, your mascara a bit smudged as well as your lipgloss your wobbly lips.
“Don't look at me like that. Who do you think you are? Huh? Thinking you can speak for me however you like, You only make me want to put that mouth to better use." He chuckled darkly, his thumb brushing over your bottom lip in a mockery of gentleness. "Be a good little assistant and put that tiny brain of yours to use yeah? We're going to have some fun, whether you want to or not."
“like..like hell we will! Shoei if you don’t get off-!” You tried your best to say through your squished cheeks. Barous’ eyes flashed with fury at your continued defiance. Without warning, he spun you back around to face the wall and kicked your feet apart, ankles wobbly due to your heels. Even with your heels on Barou was a towering man.
“Since you won't shut the fuck up, I'll shut you up myself," he growled. He grabbed a fistful of your hair and wrenched your head back, causing you to let out a painful cry. His action forced you to arch your spine and press your chest against the wall. His other hand shoved the waistband of your skirt and underwear down to your knees in one harsh yank. Causing you to cry louder.
"Such a fucking brat, where’d you get this mouth of yours from huh? Wasn’t like this when I first hired ya. We gotta do something about it don’t we." Barou said lowly into your ear as he delivered a sharp smack to your now exposed ass. "I'm going to beat this attitude out of you." leaving a red handprint blooming on your skin. “It's like you were begging to be punished," Barou taunted cruelly, rubbing the abused flesh before raising his hand and bringing it down again in a brutal smack.
“p-please! i’m sorry! i’ll watch m-my mouth! Stop! Stop! i’ll be better please i’m begging you please!” You sobbed, trying to push your body off the wall, though it clearly was no use of even trying.
"Shut up," Barou spat venomously. The slapping on your ass was painful. Once again, Barou was a big man. He wasn’t fast with it. He would land a blow and soothe it for a couple of seconds before landing another one. Your pained gasps filled the room as he worked you over with ruthless intensity.
Your nails digging into the arm of his that was wrapped around your waist, holding your body flush against his. “No more! Why are you doing this!?”
Barou paid no attention to your pleas, continuing to punish your tender flesh with brutal, unrelenting smacks. "No more? No more what? No more of this?" he taunted, rubbing his hand threateningly on your bottom, which you were sure now that would be bruised. He could feel your body jerk and writhe beneath his, your whimpers like music to his ears. His cock throbbing in his pants. He knew this wasn’t right. He knew this was wrong and perverted and just went against all of his morals…..but in the moment, your pain and discomfort were only serving to arouse him further.
"This is what happens when you forget your place," he sneered, “you learn your lesson yet?” he asked harshly, gripping your hips hard enough to leave finger-shaped bruises.
“Yes! I’m sorry!” You sobbed.
"Fuck, look at you..." he growled, rubbing your sore flesh almost tenderly before delivering a last, brutal slap. "I'm not nearly done with you yet." His last sentence causing you to immediately breakdown. Thrashing in every sort of way possible. Stomping, scratching, screaming, and when Barou let out a sharp, pained grunt as your elbow connected with his nose, he stumbled back, releasing you as he brought his hand up to his face. Causing you to fall to the floor, losing your balance without him being there to hold you up. Feeling blood already starting to trickle from his nostrils. “You’re gonna fucking pay for that you little shit." he roared, his eyes watering from the sudden pain and the shock of the unexpected impact. He glared at you, his expression a mix of fury and disbelief.
You immediately winced, the sudden movement of falling gave a sense of pain to your sore ass. Barou's face was flushed, his sharp features twisted in anger and barely contained rage. He looked terrifying, and you shrank back instinctively. Scooting closer to the wall, bringing your knees up to your chest, holding your hands out in front of you in means of a weak effort to try to keep him away. “I’m sorry! i’m sorry! i’m sorry! i’m sorry!” You don’t know how many times you rushed the words out.
"Shut your mouth,” Barou snarled, his voice muffled slightly from the hand pressed to his nose. He advanced towards you again, grabbing you up by your forearm with such force you thought he was gonna break it. He threw you over his shoulder, and began to make way to his room. From over your shoulder you could see the spilled contents of your opened purse on the floor and his gym bag as well, not to forget your skirt and underwear.
Entering his room, he threw you on your back onto his mattress. He began to work on taking your heels off. You were way too scared to try to kick or move, you already knew how mad he was, and a mad Barou was nothing to mess with. You were truly helpless against him. If it wasn’t for your situation, you’d think this would be cute, him taking your heels off for you. It especially shocked you at how gentle and kind he was doing the task. Though the moment didn’t last long after both heels were off and tossed behind him onto the floor.
“Please….don’t do this Barou. I’m begging you…i’ll be better from here on out…”
Barou scoffed.
“I'm going to fuck you now, and you're not going to say a word, understand? Not a single fucking word.”
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fruitcoops · 2 months ago
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Something Wild
Mr. "He looks at you like he wants to eat you". Mr. "Flavor". Mr. "That one time after a win". Are you two aware you live in an apartment building. Finn, honey, you of all people. AKA the aftermath of that one scene in chapter 15. Character credit and Vaincre credit belong to @lumosinlove!
M-rated, roughly. TW for Vaincre spoilers and mentioned prior smut.
Finn was having quite a lovely afternoon, simply put. Leo was going out with Kasey later, but they had time for Finn to take him to breakfast and a walk along the river. It was a pretty enough morning that they didn’t have to drive. They spent a happy half-hour taking up sidewalk space on the way there, Finn’s arm tucked around the slope of Leo’s shoulders. The gold-and-black of his hoodie made his eyes look like crystal waters; he told him as much while their biscuits and coffee settled in the morning breeze, and Leo returned the favor by quite handily taking him to bed soon after.
In the interest of honesty, Finn had been both surprised and delighted that Leo was still up for it, all things considered. Last night considered. Breakfast had been an afterglow extension in many ways. He was pretty sure Leo was thanking him for more than a walk and nice words.
But Leo was in the bathroom now, probably still fucking with his hair and scrunching his nose in the way that made him look so gently displeased. Bliz, downtown, yadda yadda…Finn was glad for his day of no plans and an ever-growing book list. Maybe today was the day he could actually make a dent in the thing. If he ignored the three paperbacks haunting the side table by their front door.
Finn sighed and tilted his head back against the arm of the couch. He couldn’t even remember the titles anymore, and they were too far away to make out even when he squinted. They had just looked so good and yellowed when he ran his thumb down the foredge. That must have been a week ago, now. Two? Definitely two, if he had planned on bringing them as roadie readers.
Logan would rib him with malice and joy if he saw how cramped the TBR shelf of Finn’s bedside table had become. But he couldn’t just leave those poor, abandoned paperbacks by the door. Maybe he could move them to the shelf with the others. He might be able to squeeze one in the main section, and the rest could stack on top if he moved the pretty hardcover from Christmas two years ago to the table itself…
Or maybe he would merely pick up his half-dead Agatha Christie from the ‘ALREADY READ—DO NOT TOUCH’ shelf and call it a day. The painter’s tape label in his own messy scrawl mocked him as he heaved himself up and pulled the book free.
Truly, nobody suffered like Finn did.
“You’re sighing a lot in there,” Leo called.
“Books,” Finn answered by way of explanation. Leo made a noise of agreement; he heard the clatter of a toothbrush and the squeak of their sink faucet.
And a knock at the door.
“Can you get that?”
“Uh, yeah.” Finn paused, halfway to sitting. He wasn’t expecting a package. You come to me, on my nothing-but-novels day, half-cheeked on the couch…
The woman on the other side indeed held no package, only a slight nervous expression that brightened when he opened the door. She gave a small wave. “Hi!”
“Hey, how are you?”
“I’m good, I’m good, are you—” Her eyes narrowed a touch, like she was guessing a prize at the fair. “Are you Finn?”
Leo was going to hate that their address had been leaked. “In the flesh,” he said cheerfully. More flies with honey than vinegar, and all that. “I’m so sorry, I don’t think we’ve met.”
“Oh, no, I know,” she said quickly. “I’m Jen. Your downstairs neighbor. My apartment’s right below yours, you’ve probably heard me moving around.”
“Oh, that’s—”
Are you Finn? Downstairs neighbor. Right below. Heard me moving.
Last night.
“Oh my god.”
“It’s okay!” Jen said hurriedly as he closed his eyes and let his forehead come its final resting place of the doorframe. His face was on fucking fire, he could feel it. “Seriously, no worries or judgement or anything.”
Finn straightened and dragged a hand down his face. A quick glance over his shoulder told him Leo was still in the bathroom. Thank God for his endless toothbrushing routine. Keeping his hand over his mouth seemed like an appropriate move when he looked back at Jen. “I…am so sorry. Jesus.”
“Really, it’s okay,” she repeated. Finn’s ears were going to rocket off his head and into the stratosphere. “I just wanted to—just so you knew. It’s really not a big deal, just for reference…”
Oh, God. Fuck. Finn’s biscuit made a strong effort to burn through his stomach. “Does it—” He didn’t want to know. He didn’t want to know. “Is it, like, often? I’m so fucking sorry, oh my God.”
“Not at all!” Jen still seemed flustered, but far less nervous. Finn supposed his internal death was probably showing on his face, if anything remained but pure tomato red.
“I’m so sorry.” Twice didn’t seem like enough.
“It’s really not that bad, I just figured I’d come up and say something since my parents are visiting next weekend.”
“I’m so sorry,” Finn whispered against his will.
Jen laughed. Forgiveness? Jeering? She was entitled to do both. “Really, it’s not a problem. Not a frequent issue, I promise.”
Finn bit his tongue against another apology. “Mhm.”
Jen started to speak again, then hesitated. “Can I ask something?”
“I think you’re legally allowed to run me over with your car at this point.”
She only laughed again, like Finn wouldn’t absolutely let her do that before the embarrassment finished burning him alive. “Not at all. I was wondering what your partner’s name is? We’re neighbors, thought it might be nice to know just in case.”
“Leo.” Also known to you as Le, butter, Knutty, peanut, just-like-that, sit-on-my-lap, keep-fucking-going, good-boy-come-any-time-you-want-is-that-how-you-like-it, and it’s-okay-baby-anything-you-want. “Yeah, Leo, he’s—and also Logan is here sometimes, he lived with us before but it was a whole—” Well, you probably remember when someone stopped shouting French through your ceiling. Finn gestured lamely. “Work thing. He’ll be around for holidays. We’ll keep it down, I promise.”
“Oh, okay, perfect.” Jen just smiled, offering a wave. “It was nice to meet you, Finn.”
“Yeah, you too.” He couldn’t help one more, “I’m so sorry, again.”
“It’s really no problem, I figured you didn’t know.” She shrugged. “Apartment living, am I right?”
Finn laughed, though it was weak. “What can you do?”
A peppy ‘see you around!’ was the only absolution he was given. He waited until she made it to the elevator before closing the door and pressing his forehead to the cold wood, then sliding, slowly, in agony, to his knees. And then to the floor itself.
Time passed. Soft footsteps made their way closer. “Hello,” Leo said above him, bemused. “I wasn’t aware we got a new welcome mat.”
Hi Jen. So sorry again for fucking the back wheels off my boyfriend. He really needed it and, quickly frankly, so did I. You see, this year has been epically terrible, and I really needed to grab his gorgeous hips and flip him like a golden pancake so I could drag him onto his knees and backward into my lap. Yeah, he loved it. Yeah, no, sorry, I didn’t tell him to scream my name but I certainly didn’t stop him. Please enjoy this gift basket. It was nice to officially meet you.
Love and shame,
Finn O’Hara
P.S. For the love of god, do not start watching hockey for the next ten to fifteen years.
“Finn?”
“I met our neighbor.”
“Joel?”
“Jen.”
Leo paused. “Is she new?”
“Mm-mm.”
“Shit, I don’t think I know her.”
Finn’s laugh was hysterical to his own ears. “She knows you.”
“Are you okay?”
Leo’s forehead was crinkled with worry when Finn rolled onto his back. He pinched the bridge of his nose against the bright lights, then folded his hands across his belly and blinked up at Leo. “She knew my name. I’ve never met her.”
The worry gave way to irritation, then a rush of genuine distress. “Fuck, did our address get out or something?”
“Nope. She’s our neighbor.” Finn raised his eyebrows. “Our lovely downstairs neighbor.”
For someone who had never lived in an apartment before, Leo put it together damn fast. His hands clapped over his mouth with an audible sound. “No.”
“Yes.”
“Oh no.”
“You’re not very civic-minded.”
“I didn’t—” Leo’s face flushed from his neck to his hairline. He jabbed a finger down at Finn. “You don’t get to make fun of me after everything you’ve done.”
“I have lived here for four years and never once got anything like that, you even beat out Logan—”
“If you hadn’t—!” Leo cut himself off there. His cheek folded like he was biting it hard.
This misery was more fun when he wasn’t alone in it. Finn grinned up at him. “If I hadn’t what?”
Leo scowled, hard and proper. “Oh, you know what you did.”
“I didn’t hear any complaints.” Don’t do it, don’t. “And neither did Jen, apparently.”
Leo’s groan belonged in the history books. His eye-roll was pristine, and the nudge of his foot like Finn was a misbehaving cat was everything Finn needed to feel even a little bit better. “I’m leaving,” he announced, struggling to open the door around Finn’s lax body as he stepped over him. “And Kasey is never hearing about this, and—and I owe Jen a goddamn fruit basket, fuck me.”
“That’s how we got in this mess.”
“And I’m sleeping in the guest room tonight!” Leo added. The door closed with a prompt thud.
Finn waited.
The door opened just a crack. Leo reached around to tap lightly on the inside. “Okay, I love you, bye, be good, I’ll be home at eight-ish but I’ll text if we’re still out.”
“Bye,” Finn called through his laughter. “Love you, too, my beautiful beautiful banshee.”
Leo’s finger pointed blindly at him. He had astonishing accuracy. “You’re a jackass, Finn O’Hara. A dog.”
If Finn barked at him, just once, then it was nobody’s business but their own (and, of course, Jen’s.)
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pankowcrumbs · 1 month ago
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Public X Will Poulter (Requested)
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When Will squeezed my hand in the car, I thought my heart might actually give out.
"You sure you’re ready for this?" he asked, voice low, thumb stroking across my knuckles. His blue suit was pressed to perfection, his hair styled just the right amount of messy, and he smelled ridiculously good like sandalwood and something purely him.
I nodded, though my stomach flipped. "I mean... ready as I’ll ever be."
He smiled, that soft, boyish smile that had wrecked me from the moment we met nearly three years ago.
Three whole years of secret dates, blurry backgrounds on FaceTime calls, holiday photos cropped just enough to be innocent. Three years of stolen kisses behind closed doors and whispered 'I love you's when no one could hear.
And tonight, we were finally stepping into the light.
Together.
"Okay," Will murmured, lifting my hand to his lips. "Let’s do this, baby."
The car door opened and the roar of the crowd hit us like a wave. Flashbulbs burst in rapid succession, a thousand voices calling out names.
I clutched Will’s hand a little tighter as we stepped onto the red carpet.
For a moment, the world seemed to tilt on its axis.
Will Poulter brilliant, gorgeous, talented Will walked confidently beside me, fingers laced with mine like he wasn’t hiding anything anymore. Like he never wanted to again.
The reaction was immediate.
A gasp rippled through the crowd, almost comical in its synchronisation. Shouts grew louder, some barely coherent over the camera clicks.
"Will! Y/N! Together?!"
"Are you two dating?!"
"When did this happen?!"
My cheeks burned, but when I glanced up at Will, he just smiled calm, steady, my anchor. He looked at me like I was the only thing that mattered.
I squeezed his hand back.
We paused for the photographers, flashing smiles that couldn't have been more genuine. When Will gently pressed a kiss to the side of my head, the crowd lost their collective mind.
It was electric. Exhilarating. Terrifying.
And absolutely right.
As the cameras lowered slightly, a woman with a microphone hurried over, bright-eyed and grinning ear to ear.
"Will! Y/N! Could we grab a quick word?" she asked breathlessly.
Will glanced at me. I nodded, heart racing.
We stepped over to the press line, still hand in hand. I could feel the heat of everyone's eyes on us.
"First of all, you two look incredible tonight," the reporter gushed. "And sorry, but you’re together?! Can you tell us about that?"
Will chuckled softly, giving my hand a little squeeze. "Well... I suppose the cat's out of the bag now."
The reporter laughed. "How long has this been going on?"
I shared a quick, secretive smile with Will before answering. "It’s been 3 years," I said, cheeks heating up. "We’ve just kept it private."
"And why tonight, of all nights, to go public?"
Will looked down at me, and the way his eyes softened made my knees wobble.
"Because she deserves to be seen for how amazing she is," he said simply. "And I'm tired of pretending she's just my mate."
I thought the reporter might actually faint from excitement.
"That is so romantic!" she gushed. "And what’s been the secret to keeping your relationship so strong while staying out of the spotlight?"
Will glanced at me again, a mischievous glint in his eye. "A lot of takeaway nights in, Netflix marathons... and being absolute rubbish at bowling together."
I laughed, bumping my shoulder into his. "Speak for yourself I'm brilliant at bowling."
The reporter laughed along with us, clearly loving every second.
"Last question how does it feel, finally sharing this with the world?"
I answered honestly, voice softer. "It feels... freeing. It feels right."
Will pressed a kiss to my temple again not for the cameras, but for me.
The reporter beamed. "Thank you both so much congratulations, you’re absolutely beautiful together!"
We thanked her and moved along, hearts still pounding, hands still clasped tightly together as if neither of us dared to let go.
As we slipped into the private area behind the carpet, Will leaned in close.
"Did we survive that?" he teased.
"Barely," I whispered, grinning like a fool. "But I’d survive anything with you."
He kissed me quickly sweet, giddy and we disappeared into the night, ready for whatever came next.
Later, tucked away in the suite upstairs, I collapsed onto the hotel bed, toes aching from my heels and cheeks sore from smiling.
Will plopped down beside me, immediately reaching for his phone. "Shall we see what the internet’s saying?"
I groaned, grabbing a pillow to bury my face in. "Do we have to?"
He chuckled, scrolling already. "Oh, come on, it's not every day we break the internet."
I peeked out from under the pillow, heart hammering.
Will's eyes widened. "Bloody hell."
"What?!" I yelped, crawling over to peek at his screen.
A photo of us hand in hand, mid-laugh on the red carpet was everywhere. Trending #1 worldwide. Headlines screamed things like:
"Will Poulter and Y/N: Secret Love Revealed!" "Hollywood’s Most Private Couple Steps Into the Spotlight!" "Fans Are Losing It Over Will and Y/N's Surprise Relationship!"
The comments were overwhelmingly positive:
I didn’t even know they KNEW each other, but I’m obsessed now.
This is the softest reveal in HISTORY.
They look so stupid in love I’m crying.
Imagine hiding a relationship this perfect for three years and then dropping it on us like this.
I blinked, overwhelmed. "They're... happy for us?"
Will turned to me, his smile softening. "Of course they are, darling."
He tossed his phone aside, pulling me onto his lap with ease.
"I think," he said, brushing a strand of hair behind my ear, "people can just see it."
"See what?" I breathed, heart thudding.
He kissed the tip of my nose. "How much I bloody love you."
I melted, hiding my face in his shoulder.
Will chuckled, arms wrapping securely around me. "Hey, come on. Look at me."
I peeked up, chin resting on his chest.
His gaze was so full of love it physically hurt.
"I’ve loved you from the moment you spilt coffee all over me on our first date" he said, smiling at the memory. "I loved you when we had to pretend to be complete strangers. I loved you when you danced around my flat in my T-shirt and socks. And I’ll love you when we're old and grey and you’re still bossing me around."
I laughed, watery and overwhelmed. "I don’t boss you around."
"You absolutely do."
I slapped his chest lightly. "You love it."
He grinned. "I really do."
We sat there, wrapped up in each other, the noise of the outside world fading away.
Eventually, Will shifted, pulling out something from his jacket pocket.
"I was going to save this," he murmured, suddenly a little shy. "But tonight feels... right."
My heart stalled.
It wasn’t a ring not yet but a delicate gold bracelet, simple and beautiful, engraved with the date of our first meeting.
I gasped, blinking furiously.
"Will..."
He fastened it around my wrist, his fingers brushing my skin with a reverence that made my chest ache.
"I know we’ve kept things quiet because it was safer," he said softly. "But I want the whole world to know, Y/N. I’m proud to love you."
Tears slipped free, no matter how hard I tried to hold them back.
"I love you too," I whispered, pressing my forehead to his.
We stayed like that for a long moment, breathing each other in, hearts steady.
Later, after peeling off the fancy clothes and slipping into pyjamas (mine borrowed from Will, of course), we cuddled up in bed, phones buzzing nonstop with messages from friends and family.
Mum had texted me:
Finally! I can stop pretending you and Will are "just good mates." Love you both.
Tom, one of Will’s best mates, had sent:
About bloody time you two showed the world what the rest of us already knew. Legends.
We giggled like kids, sharing the messages between kisses and inside jokes.
"Best night ever," I said, yawning.
Will kissed the top of my head. "Best life ever."
I smiled sleepily, nuzzling closer.
Tomorrow, the madness would probably double. Paparazzi, interviews, endless questions.
But tonight
Tonight, we were just two people wildly, stupidly, hopelessly in love.
And the whole world finally knew.
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hpalways · 11 months ago
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the star you were | Ken Sato
The man, the myth, the legend, Ken Sato. He was seemingly arrogant in his interviews, as well as relatively cold and distant from his teammates, as if he was untouchable.
You always assumed he had some sort of superior complex.
So... how did you stumble upon him at some measly convenience store, sitting there in a plastic chair like some loner?
It was as if he had no friends.
You tossed a cold fresh can of beer towards him, to which he caught it easily, blinking at you in surprise for a moment. His usual neat slicked back hair fell across his forehead as messy black bangs and the glow of his eyes were dull, despite the beautiful specks that adorned them. Truly, his irises were breathtaking, like stars, now that you could see them so close in real life.
"What are you doing?" he asked, with an almost offensive tone in his voice.
You shrugged. "You looked like you needed one." Without asking for permission, you slipped into the chair across from him and cracked open your own beer, listening in to the delicious foam created at the top.
"If you're a fan, you could just ask me for an autograph instead of being rude and bothering me like nobodies' business."
"Not a fan. Just thought you could use the company."
He scoffed. "I'm the one and only Ken Sato! I don't need company from some rando on the street."
"If you say so... you do look more sad sipping on beer alone though," you relented, getting up from your seat.
He hesitated, running his fingers through his hair in slight frustration. "Fine... sit down."
You plopped back down with a grin. "I must say, you look quite different in real life compared to the big screen. A little worse for wear."
Instead of rebuking like you imagined, he sighed and drooped his head. He took a large gulp out of the can, slamming it down the small table. "Just dealing with some personal things right now."
"Ah, that explains the recent plays you've done."
He shot you a glare and shook his head. "I... just need to get warmed up. I'll be back in no time."
"Right..." you said, sniffing.
"What's your name anyway?" he asked, raising a brow at you. In his typical black tee and jeans, he draped himself against the chair, the muscles rippling shamelessly. Indeed, the years spent training on baseball paid off, shaping his physique majestically. Perhaps that was why he had so many fangirls, not for his plays but for his attractive looks.
"[Name]."
"And who are you to be sending insults my way every so often?"
"I'm not." You lifted your arms up defensively. "I'm just stating facts. But funny enough, I get you. It's not like my life's going perfect either."
"Are you another reporter? Trying to dig up my deepest darkest secrets?"
"I'm not. But what is your deepest darkest secret?"
"..."
"Sorry. But yeah, no reporter here. Just your average day in the mill office worker."
"Is that supposed to comfort me?" he groaned, rubbing his face in exhaustion. "That an average office worker relates to me?"
"Y'know, with that attitude, no wonder you don't have friends."
He grew silent, sipping more of his beer as if it was the most interesting thing in the world. His silence was your answer. But it also made you wonder. There had been a lot of rumors and gossip circulating around the Ken Sato. Was any of it real? And did some of it hit too close to home? Why was this man such an anomaly? Why had he not won any championships yet despite how impressive he was? Nothing added up.
"Struck a nerve?"
"I have friends," he said, averting his gaze. "They're just busy all the time."
"I see..." you responded, fighting off the smile from your lips. It was clear as day that he was lying, but you supposed you had been hard on him enough. "I'll be your friend."
"You?!" He eyed you up and down in dismay, before a lightbulb struck him. "Actually... yes! Are you good with babysitting?"
You choked midsip, confusion warping your features. "Babysitting?"
a/n: just a little bit of a ken sato drabble/dialogue play bc I'm obsessed with him right now hahahaha. lowk would write nsfw for this man oops, lmk if y'all want it LMAO.
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jammatown919 · 2 months ago
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I Hear You, I'm Sorry, I Love You
(Cross-posted to ao3, and I'm pretty sure someone already reposted it here, but I thought I'd post it anyway)
After the Nublar Six reunite in Biosyn Valley, Yaz and Sammy have a talk late at night. ------ Biosyn Valley was kind of like being back on Isla Nublar, all things considered. Only somehow with more tension.
They had the forest filled with potentially killer dinosaurs. The far from ideal sleeping conditions. The inability to even build a fire out in the open because of course these stupid lizards were attracted to light.
But on Nublar, they had been a largely united front. A group of best friends with unbreakable bonds. A bunch of kids who worried more about confessing to their crushes than real, adult relationships and the problems that could come with them. Young couples who looked at each other with stars in their eyes. Now, Sammy and Kenji hardly looked Yaz or Brooklynn's way at all.
It tore Yaz up inside to be so close to Sammy and not be able to talk to her, or touch her, or even make eye contact without some weird, bad feeling settling over them both. She couldn't stand it, frankly. If she had to deal with this any longer, she was actually going to go insane.
She managed to wait until the rest of the group had gone to sleep, exhausted from their travels and wanting a few hours of rest before they continued their search for Bumpy. Without the luxury of a shelter like they'd had on Nublar, they assigned watches to ensure nothing snuck up on them in the dark. Sammy volunteered for first, and Yaz saw her opportunity.
Maybe thirty minutes in, ample time for everyone to fall asleep in their messy beds of leaves and grass, Yaz sat up. She didn't know whether it was too optimistic to take it as a good sign that Sammy had settled in for her watch nearby rather than putting as much distance between them as she reasonably could. She was completely across the group from Brooklynn, but the next person over from Yaz. Maybe she was hoping to talk too?
In any case, Yaz slowly stood up and walked over to her, intent on sitting down beside her, but Sammy managed to stop her with only a glance in her direction.
"Why aren't you sleeping?" she asked flatly. No hint of anger, but no hint of anything else either.
"Can we talk?" Yaz replied hopefully. Sammy turned away from her with a harsh sigh, and Yaz had never felt so small in her life.
"Yaz, I don't want to fight with you," she said. "You were right about Brooklynn, big whoop. She still hurt us, and I'm still mad at her. I'm glad she's okay, but just because she apologized doesn't mean I'm gonna run right back to being her friend after everything."
"It's not about Brooklynn." It never really had been, between the two of them. And maybe if Yaz had realized that sooner, she could have saved them both a lot of heartache.
"What, then?" Sammy almost looked back at her, but seemed to stop herself at the last second.
Yaz took a slow, deep breath, then launched into what she'd been wanting to say since talking this out with Ben on the trip to Malta.
"I'm sorry, Sammy. I'm sorry for how I acted at Gia's house and for not taking the time to really try to understand how you were feeling. You have a right to be upset with Brooklynn, and I shouldn't have acted like you didn't. I was worried about her, but I got so wrapped up in it that I trivialized your emotions. I never meant to do that to you, and I'm so sorry that I did."
Sammy was silent for a few moments, her expression hard and strained. Then, it softened just slightly, and she patted the spot beside her. Yaz readily sat down, eager to be as close as Sammy would allow.
"It's not the first time, y'know," she murmured. "I wish I hadn't brought up Wyoming the way I did, but have you ever thought about what that was like for me? To have my partner, the only person still consistently in my life, just pack up and move away and barely talk to me? To call you every day and have you answer maybe once a week? Or two weeks? To send you dozens of texts about my day, asking about yours, trying to connect with you, and to get nothing but a thumbs up? It was like you just stopped thinking about me altogether. And I really tried to understand, because I knew what you were going through, but then you couldn't even extend the same courtesy when we were arguing. I give you space, I give you time, I do everything I can to be there for you because I love you. But when I need your support, you say I'm being ridiculous and call me a coward. You prioritize what you want to do over what I need like you don't even care."
These were all things that Yaz knew, in concept, had been harmful to their relationship, but to have it all laid out so plainly was like a knife to the chest. Sammy thought she didn't care. She had sabotaged her own relationship by being inconsiderate and oblivious. It was a lot to unpack, but it was her responsibility to do this and show Sammy she understood and wanted to do better. She would just have to start small and work her way up.
"Of course I care," she began. "And I'm so sorry I ever made you feel like I didn't. I never should have said what I said. Your relationship with your parents wasn't for me to comment on, and your feelings about Brooklynn are valid even if they're different from mine."
"So why did you say it?" Sammy demanded.
"I was too focused on trying to get you to see my side of things," Yaz replied. "I was afraid that if we didn't go after Brooklynn, something would happen to her and we'd never be able to get her back. I was afraid of everyone being too upset with her to help her. But I let that get the better of me and I lashed out at you. I resorted to arguing and name-calling because I wanted you to understand me when we should've been working to understand each other. It was childish and wrong, and I'm sorry."
Sammy let out a slow sigh and swept a hand across her face. "I get why you had to go after her. I really do. And I know I can get passive-aggressive sometimes, but I was so sick of not being heard."
"I'm sorry I let it get this far," Yaz said softly. "In Wyoming, it's not that I ever stopped thinking of you. It was the opposite."
"You ignored me for the better part of a year because you were thinking of me?" The skepticism in Sammy's voice absolutely killed her.
"Yes," Yaz went on steadily regardless. "When I left, I thought I was removing a problem from your life. We both know I wasn't exactly well, and I hated how worried you were and how much energy you put into taking care of me. I thought things would get easier for you if I left and proved that I could still stand on my own. But getting better wasn't a linear process. I had a lot of setbacks and bad days, and there were a lot of times when I was afraid that if we talked too much, I would say something that would make you think I wasn't getting better."
"It was the not talking that made me think that," Sammy said.
"It was the wrong way for me to handle it," Yaz conceded. "I should've been honest with you about everything. About feeling like your protectiveness was counterproductive, about wanting to be independent. I was just worried you wouldn't understand and it would hurt you. And then I just ended up hurting you anyway."
Sammy pursed her lips, her eyes planted firmly on the ground between her feet. Her hand twitched, almost as if to reach out and grasp Yaz's, but ultimately stayed where it was. 
"Sammy," Yaz said gently, "I never wanted to hurt you, and I'm so, so sorry that I did. I'm sorry that I made you feel like... this was our only option. It doesn't have to be. I want to fix this. I want to do better for you."
Sammy's breath hitched, and suddenly she buried her face in her hands. The tiny sob that escaped her shattered Yaz's heart into millions of pieces, and not knowing if hugging her would help or hurt just about ground it to dust. 
"This has been the hardest thing I've ever had to do," Sammy whimpered, "because I still love you. Of course I still love you. And for five years, we were good. You were there, and I felt like you wanted that as much as I did. But ever since you stopped letting me in, it feels like you've been getting further and further away from me. I can't keep chasing you, Yaz."
"You don't have to." Yaz took a risk and reached for her hand, relieved that Sammy let her take it gently. "I'm coming to you. I'm here, and if you want me, I'm yours. I love you more than anything, Sammy. I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make sure you never have to doubt that again. Whatever you need."
"I need to know that you mean it." Through the tears, Sammy managed to fix her with a stern gaze. "When I tell you how I feel, I need you to actually listen. I need you to take me seriously even if you don't agree. And I need you to be the one to reach out to me every once in a while."
Yaz leaned in a little closer. "I promise to do my best to be better. To be the partner you need."
Slowly, Sammy leaned in too until their heads were touching. It made Yaz feel a little lighter to be close again. 
"Okay. But I mean it, Yaz," she said. "I know fixing things takes time, and I'm willing to work with you, but I need you to work with me too."
"As a team," Yaz replied softly. "Like we should be."
"Yeah." Sammy pressed herself a little closer still. "So, teammate, here's what I need from you right now. Don't try to tell me I should forgive Brooklynn. If you want to, that's your choice, but I need to make up my own mind about it. Understand?"
"Loud and clear."
"Good." After another few seconds, Sammy pulled away. "Thank you."
"Of course," Yaz murmured. She wanted to ask directly if they were okay now, to confirm what she hoped she was hearing, but she didn't want to push it too quickly and risk the progress they were making. Fortunately, Sammy always seemed to know what she was thinking. 
"I don't think I was ever going to not forgive you," she said gently. "I never wanted to split up. I just didn't know how else to make you see how much all this was affecting me."
"It was definitely a wakeup call," Yaz replied. "Even managed to get through my thick skull." 
Sammy stifled a small laugh with her hand, and Yaz found it in her to smile. 
"I'm sorry it took going to that extreme to make me understand," she went on. 
"Honestly, you should get your money back for those psychology classes. They clearly didn't teach you anything about how to deal with people's feelings." It would've been a jab, one that would've genuinely terrified Yaz in the context of the conversation, if not for Sammy's light, joking tone. Thank God they could joke with each other again. "Granted, I could be more upfront sometimes. Not like I ever really tried to tell you how upset I was while you were gone."
"But you were upfront in Italy, and I was a jerk," Yaz said. "I didn't mean to be, but I was."
"Little bit," Sammy agreed. "I'll forgive you this time, but I don't ever wanna hear anything like that again, Missy." 
It didn't even need saying. Yaz had been way out of line, and she knew it. She also knew what was at stake if she continued to let bad situations get the better of her and dictate her behavior. It could never happen again. Sammy was too important. 
"Never again."
"And the thumbs up emoji is banned from now on," Sammy declared. "When I text you, I better see words."
"Words and hearts," Yaz conceded. 
"Damn right." Sammy gave her a little nudge in the side. "Now how about you get some sleep? You've got second watch in an hour, and I'm not letting you sleep in just because you're my girlfriend."
That was, quite literally, the best thing Sammy could have possibly said to her. 
"Okay." She stood slowly, reluctant to part, but knowing they would be close again soon. "Goodnight."
"Goodnight, Yaz."
Yaz walked back over to the pile of leaves that would have to do for bedding tonight and laid down. It was cold and extremely uncomfortable, but she couldn't help feeling a little giddy anyway. Maybe the environment was less than ideal, and maybe she was still in danger, and maybe she was even still on thin ice with Sammy, but she found it difficult to worry too much about all that right now. 
They'd managed a real conversation. They'd come to an understanding. They were going to try again. Yaz hadn't lost everything after all. 
She had her girl back, and despite everything else going on, that was all that mattered tonight. 
------ Thank you for reading! If you enjoyed, please consider reblogging or buying the writer a coffee!
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uhhlifeig · 5 months ago
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Champagne - Dec. 26th - word count: 624 - @wolfstarmicrofic
Sirius sighed, swilling his champagne and looking around the extravagant ballroom for someone, anyone, to distract himself with.
It was all his parents’ fault. Stupid Walburga and stupid Orion had arranged a ball for him to meet a ‘proper lady’ so that he could produce an heir. Pish fucking posh, who cared?
Well, the effort was going to be wasted anyway. Sirius had no interest in women, absolutely none. 
All he really wanted at this point in time was for a knight in shining armor to grab him and run, but alas, all of the knights in the castle were fucking pricks.
Sirius put his drink down, making up his mind. He would sneak out of the castle and hopefully never return. 
Of course, he had to bring his brother as well, so he made a quick pit stop.
“Reg,” he called. “Reg, I’m leaving. Come with me?”
Regulus looked up from his book. “Oh, sure,” he said, getting up. “Where to?”
“Anywhere but here,” Sirius answered. He kept looking behind him at every slightest noise, afraid that it was Walburga coming to get him. “C’mon, hurry up.”
“I am hurrying,” Regulus grumbled. They left his room together, and Sirius went to a particular window where he knew a makeshift rope lay. He secured the rope to a rock that poked out, and looked back at his brother.
“Alright, Reg. You want to go first?” Sirius asked. “Or do you want me to go first?”
“You go, Sirius, I’ll keep watch,” Regulus replied.
Sirius descended the wall, holding onto the rope tightly the whole time. He thanked Merlin that Walburga and Orion had not thought to install a moat yet, so he was perfectly fine when he reached the bottom.
“Come, now, Regulus,” he called. “Let us go forth into the world and spread word of how batshit crazy our parents are!”
Regulus descended the rope as well. “Now where do we go?” he asked.
“You come with us,” said a voice. 
Both Regulus and Sirius jumped. 
“W-who are you?” Sirius asked, pushing Regulus behind him, shielding him with his body, as he was so accustomed to doing. “What do you want?”
“Oh, shit. We’re in the dark, James, they can’t see us,” another voice called. “Sorry!”
Two guys on horseback moved out of the shadows. There was a tall one with a lot of scars, and there was another with messy hair.
“Sorry, guys,” Messy Hair said. “I’m James. James Potter. That right there,” he pointed at his friend, who gave a little wave, “is Remus Lupin. We’re here to- uhm, save you, I guess.”
“What?” Sirius was too busy admiring how pretty the scarred one was to understand a single word that was said.
“Me James,” James said, gesturing at himself with a big arm movement. “This Remus,” he gestured at his friend, who glared at him. “We save you now.”
“But where are you taking us?” Regulus asked. 
“To camp,” Remus said. “We’ll explain on the way. Prince Sirius, you’re with me. Prince Regulus, you’re with James.” 
Sirius was pretty happy with this turn of events, actually. So he got onto Remus’s horse, behind Remus. Regulus did the same with James on his horse.
And they were off.
“So, uh, where are we going?” Sirius asked Remus.
“To camp. James and I are part of a group that wants to overthrow your parents, and from what we’ve gotten from the spies in the castle, you also probably want that,” Remus answered, keeping his eyes trained on the path. 
And Merlin, Sirius found that hotter than he should have.
“Mhm, great,” Sirius said. 
As it turned out, a knight in shining armor did save him that day, and he couldn’t be happier.
(im alive guys dw) (my mom made me leave my laptop at home bc we had a trip to the beach and i hate writing and posting microfics on my phone sooo)
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jaycewrites-192000 · 1 year ago
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Crush | Part One
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(Mikey wins!)
Summery: Y/n shows up to the Sano house, expecting to hang out with Emma. Instead, she hangs out with Mikey instead.
Paring(s): Sano “Mikey” Manjiro x Reader
Warning(s): None
A/N: This series can be considered not actually “canon” to the actual Kawata Siblings Series. Also, reader isn’t in Toman in this series.
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When your brothers finally took you to one of their Toman meetings for the first time, your admiration for their leader Mikey had began to grow. You had heard stories about him, and you were interested right away. Then actually meeting him in person was a amazing experience. He wasn’t as scary as people made him out to be. At least when it came to just talking with him. You had never seen him in a fight, so you couldn’t toss that rumor aside completely just yet.
While at that meeting, you had became friends with Mikey’s sister, Emma, fairly easily. And because of that, you’d be around Mikey a lot more. Emma would invite you over for hang outs every now and then, and honestly. It was a little weird to be around Mikey so casually. You only knew him for a short while, so you couldn’t consider the two of you to be friends. Not close friends anyway.
But that would change eventually.
“Emma, it’s me Y/n.” You announce after knocking on the door. Today Emma asked you to meet up so you two can go shopping. When there was no answer, you tried again. “Emma? You there?” After a few more seconds, the door finally opened. Only, Emma was not the one who answered.
“Oh Y/n. It’s you.”
It was Mikey. And he looked like he just got out bed. Wasn’t it like, 10 am? How is only just now waking up?
“Uh. Hi Mikey.” You say. “Hey. What are you doing here?” Mikey asks with a yawn. “Emma asked me to come over. We’re going shopping.”
“Oh. Emma’s not here.”
“Huh?” You tilt your head. “Where is she then?”
“With Ken-Chin. He came over earlier and they left together.”
You furrow your brows slightly before grabbing your phone and calling Emma. She answered after a few rings.
‘Hello?’
“Emma! Did you really ditch me to hang out with your boyfriend?”
‘H-He’s not boy boyfriend! Not yet at least…’ Emma says on the other line quietly. Draken must have been close by.
“Why didn’t you tell me before I came here?”
‘Sorry I meant to. Guess I got distracted.’
“Mhm.”
‘Sorry Y/n. Next time, for sure!’
“Alright. You better not flake on me again though.”
‘I won’t, I promise. I’ll talk to you later k?’
“Alright, bye.” You said before hanging up. You sighed before looking to Mikey. “Sorry for waking you up. I thought your sister was here.”
“It’s cool.” Mikey shrugs. “I’ll see you around Mikey.” You say as you turned to leave. “You’re leaving?” You stopped when he asked that, turning back to face him. “Yeah? Emma isn’t here.” You tell him. “You came all the way here though. You can stay for a minute if you want.” Mikey casually says. You blink in surprise. “Uh…”
As awkward as his approach was, were you really gonna pass up the chance to hang out with the leader of Toman? No way.
“Sure.” You smile. “If you don’t mind.” Mikey nods. “Come on.” He walks past you, you follow after him. The two of you walked to the side of the house, where there was a decently sized shed that was connected to the home. “What’s this?” You asked. “My room.” Mikey answers simply. “Your…room?” You mutter. They make him sleep in the shed? Mikey opens the door and walks inside, you follow in.
“Oh.”
The shed was actually made into a pretty cool looking room. There was a small couch in the middle of the room, in front was a large tv with two speaker hanging from above on the entertainment system. And to the far right of the room, was his bed.
Mikey walked further in and seemed to have caught his reflection in a near by mirror. He frowned slightly and tried to smooth out his messy hair. “Ken-Chin does it so much better.” You could hear him mutter as he tries to move his hair out of his face. You tear your attention away from a admiring his room to look at him. You repress a laugh as you watch him struggle to straighten out his bed head.
You walked over. “Want me to help?” You asked. Mikey looked at you, slightly confused. You then realized how you must sound right now, an awkward feeling washed over you while you tried to explain. “Um, I might be able to help, is what I mean. I use to help my brothers with their hair, and every now and then I will if they ask.”
Mikey thought about it for a moment before shrugging. “Sure.” He walked over to a small table and tossed you a brush and hair band. Then heads to the couch and sat down. Your smile grew as you hurried to his side and sat next to him. “Alright, turn around please.” You instruct him, he nods and turns his back to you. You gently combed through his hair, surprised that his hair was so soft, even when messy and tangled.
Mikey’s head swayed slightly, your furrow your brows slightly, looking over his shoulder. “Are you falling asleep?” You ask. “Hm? Oh yeah. Sorry.” Mikey mutters, sitting straight up again. “Seriously Mikey, did you stay up all night?” You chuckle. “Yeah. Me and Ken-Chin were out late riding around.” He answers. “Didn’t get back until…hm, 3 am?”
“3 am? You’re lucky it’s Saturday. You’d be drifting off in class right now.” You say as you part his bangs. “Eh, never pay attention to those boring classes anyway.” Mikey shrugs. “I’d be asleep regardless.” You rolled your eyes with a smile. “I can only imagine what your grades must look like.”
Mikey laughs. “They’re pretty bad.”
“I bet. Turn and face me again.” You put the hair band around your wrist to be at the ready when you need it. When you look up, you see that Mikey was facing you. Eyes locked on yours. And it was only then, you realized how weird this was. You were doing a gang leader’s hair. One of the most feared and well respected gang leader at that. But forget all that. You and Mikey weren’t on a personal level. And yet, here you were, in his house, in his room, doing his hair?
It was weird.
You tried to ignore the feeling as you comb his bangs back, then take the hair band off before tying it back. As soon as you were done, you put some space in between you and Mikey. “So, what do you think?” You asked, still trying not to feel awkward.
Mikey stood up from the couch and looked in the mirror again. “Huh, pretty good.” You couldn’t help but smile. “Thanks.” You still couldn’t believe you were here of all places, and hanging out with Mikey of all people. Honestly, maybe it should have felt weirder than it is. But really, Mikey isn’t some sort of god, or above everyone else.
Sure, he was to be respected. But it’s not like he couldn’t be welcoming and friendly. And that is what’s happening right now. Right now, Mikey isn’t being a leader. He’s being a friend. And maybe that’s what’s keeping you from freaking out. Though it still was a little surreal.
Mikey returned to the couch. “Sorry that you didn’t get to hang out with Emma. You’re here with me instead.” He says with a light laugh. “It’s fine.” You say with a shrug. “Emma really likes Draken. Who am I to stop her from getting closer to him? And besides.” You smile softly. “You’re really cool, I like hanging out with you.”
Mikey smiles and leans back on the couch. “You’re pretty cool too Y/n.”
“Me? How?” You ask. “You’re good at doing hair. Also, you’re pretty chill. Didn’t expect that, knowing your older brothers.” Y/n chuckle. “Thanks?”
“You know, before, some people didn’t think we were related until we told them.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. That, or when they wouldn’t dye their hair.”
That seemed to have caught Mikey’s attention. He sat up a little straighter. “What’s their natural hair color?” He asks excitedly. You giggle. “Oh I dunno. Should I really tell their secrets like that?”
“Yes, tell me.”
“Do you really not know?”
“No. No one does. Come on, tell me!”
You roll your eyes playfully. “I can’t believe you’ve known them this long and don’t know. Alright, listen up.” Mikey leaned closer, and you tell him your brothers’ “secret”.
“Really? Huh.” Mikey nods. “Alright.”
“I don’t know if they want that public so. Keep this between us.” You joke. “So. What’s with the shed bedroom? It’s cool.” You ask. “It use to be my brother’s.” Mikey’s answer took you off guard. “Your brother?”
“Yeah. He use to work on bikes in here.” Mikey says with a smile. “I didn’t know you had a brother Mikey.” You say. “Does he not live with you and Emma?”
“Nah. He died some years back.”
“Oh, Mikey, I’m so sorry.” You quickly apologize. Mikey waves it off. “You didn’t know. It’s cool. The bed is the only thing that belongs to be.” You take another look around the room. “It just felt right, me moving in here.” Mikey starts. “I feel closer to him, knowing that he spent so much time in here.”
“He was amazing. I really looked up to him, even though he was pretty lame sometimes.” Mikey chuckles. “He was the founder of Black Dragon, people were pretty drawn to him super easily. His attitude, his charm, his will. All of it. Everyone knew him, everyone respected him.” He looks up at Toman’s flag on the wall. “Hope I can be half the man he was someday.”
You look up at the flag then back to him. “I think you’re already there.” Mikey looks to you, slightly surprised. “I mean, from how you describe him. You’re like a near perfect replica. You have a whole gang who’s inspired by you, they all look to you for a reason. Hell, I’m not even in Toman and I admire you. Seriously, you’re like the coolest person I’ve ever met.”
Mikey blinks, the corners of his mouth turned up into a grin. He chuckles and looks away from you. “Jeez Y/n. You trying to get on my good side or something?”
“I mean, I did fix your hair. I’d hope I’m already on your good side.”
“Good point.” Mikey smirks. “Not everyone gets the privilege of getting that close. Consider yourself lucky.” Oh you did. Coming here, you didn’t even think you’d be seeing Mikey. And now here you were, casually chatting it up with him. Suddenly, there was a knock at Mikey’s door. Then came a voice.
“Hey Mikey, you in there?”
It was Draken’s voice.
“Yeah, come in.”
Draken opened the door, Emma at his side. The two seemed a bit shocked to see you here. “Y/n? What are you doing here?” Emma asked. “Well, I was going to go home after calling you. But, Mikey invited me in.“
“Oh.” Emma mutter. “Uh, well, sorry again for bailing. We can get together tomorrow if you want.” You stood up from the couch. “Sure thing.” You looked down at Mikey. “I’ll catch you later Mikey. I gotta get back and help my brothers out with the restaurant. They’ll chew me out if I’m late again.” You say as you walk towards the door. “Thanks for letting me hang out.”
“See you around.” Mikey waves before you left, closing the door behind you. Draken and Emma looked away from the door and back to Mikey expectantly.
“…What?” Mikey asks.
“Didn’t know you two were so close.” Said Emma. Mikey shrugs. “She’s cool.”
“Did she do your hair too?” Draken asks, knowing well that no one but him touched Mikey’s hair. Mikey nods. “Yeah. She’s pretty good at it.”
Draken and Emma look at each other.
“Why are you guys being weird?” Mikey asks, slightly suspicious.
“It’s nothing Mikey. Have you ate yet?” Emma asks. Mikey’s suspicion left him quickly at that question. He was quick to follow his sister and friend inside the house.
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You rushed inside of the ramen restaurant your brothers helped maintain, tying your hair back as you walked in. “I’m back.” Your brothers greeted you before you head towards the back. You walked back into the kitchen, where your oldest brother was at. You didn’t cook, but you did clean.
“Almost late sis.” Smiley said teasingly. “What were you up to?” You roll your eyes. “You know I was hanging out with Emma today. I lost track of time.” Smiley glances at you. “Thought she and Draken were hanging out.” You gave him a bewildered look. “How do you know that?” You ask.
Smiley held up his phone. “She was posting pics of their “date” every five minutes.” He says before putting it away. Your shock quickly wore off. Of course. “Well, I really was at her house.” You sigh. “Doing what?” Smiley asks.
“Hanging out with Mikey.”
Smiley stopped what he was doing and turned to face you. “You what?”
“Yeah, it took me off guard too. But, he just asked me to hang with him for a little while.” You didn’t notice the smile that found it’s way on your lips, or the slight change of tone in your voice as you spoke fondly about Mikey. “I thought I’d be really tense around him, but he’s actually really chill. I mean, I figured he might be. But when you think about Mikey without really knowing him, you’d wouldn’t expect him to be so down to earth.”
“I hope I can do it again sometime.”
“Huh.” Smiley mutters. “I see.”
“What?” You ask, raising an eyebrow. “What’s that look for?”
“Oh nothing. Just didn’t expect you to be getting so close to Mikey so fast.”
You narrow your eyes suspiciously, having a feeling where this was going. “Nahoya. Got something you wanna say?” Smiley just shrugs and turns back to what he was doing. “Nah.” Yeah right. You shake your head and walk past him. “Don’t be weird. We’re just friends.”
“Sure.”
“Oh shut it.” You say before walking out of the kitchen. You couldn’t believe that. Your brothers were protective, sure. But come on. You and Mikey? No way. That would be weird. Wouldn’t it? Like, Mikey of all people. Seriously.
“Y/n? You’ve been cleaning the same table for like five minutes.”
You look over to your brother Angry, who was looking confused. You turn your head away to hide your slightly flustered face. “Sorry. I zoned out.”
“You feeling ok?” Angry asks. You nod. “Yep.” You answer simply. “Hm. Ok.” Angry mutters before going back to what he was doing. You sigh. What were you even thinking? Overthinking, really. You and Mikey were friends. That’s all. End of story.
Well. You hope you two were friends after today. Mikey was a great guy, to be friends with him would be awesome. Though, you had a feeling you two would be hanging out a lot more often.
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