#and idk frank can be trans now or something

[erosjournal]

*checks the date* oh oct 11 already passed. in honor of national coming out day, we now have my argos 2 queer headcanons (in my au-ish)! i already posted something similar but here u go!

percy jackson

cisgender guy, but breaks gender norms/hj 💪

he/him (they/them r fine but he answers he/him when asked)

bi with a fem leaning. (i believe luke was his gay awakening. like nico and percy, yk?)

dating annabeth :)

annabeth chase

cisgender girl, but also breaks gender norms

she/her (also okay w/ they/them)

pan ! (i believe she likes people purely based on their personality and their intelligence, not on gender)

demiromantic (like how her crush on percy developed, and sorta w/ luke)

dating percy

jason grace

cis guy (he has slight internal “toxic/fragile” masculinity bc hes struggled to be the male leader people expect him to to be tho :/)

he/him

bi with a fem leaning (takes him a while to realize bc be thought he had to like girls… until percy/leo came along 👀)

either dating or crushing on leo (i say either bc u can interpret it as you please. personally, i ship valgrace so yea)

piper mclean

gender non-conforming / demigirl ! (she feels relatively feminine, genderwise not expression, but not fully)

she/they (he/him is eh, they prefer not to use he/him)

queer (mostly attracted to females, but some men slip in. she prefers queer and to not label their sexuality)

expresses their gender fluidly (some days masc, some days fem, some androgynous. she also enjoys shorter hair)

dating or crushing on reyna :)

leo valdez

masculinely gender non-conforming as well (he is mostly masculine, but doesnt think cis male is the best label for his gender. he’s not gender queer though)

he/him (they/them is fine as well, but NO she/her)

poly ! (not polyamorous 😭 basically, he’s attracted to mainly guys and girls with no preference in there)

dating or crushing on jason

hazel levesque

cis girl (even though shes cis, she is now the biggest ally in the 21st century. after learning abt it from nico, she wanted others to feel safe as she did now that there wasn’t as physical racism, idk if that makes sense but whatever)

she/her (i mean, technically they/them is fine but like, she doesn’t introduce herself with them… yk?)

straight and ace (no, shes not ace just bc shes 13-14 yall, people stay ace)

dating frank !

frank zhang

cis guy (same as jason, has a lot of internal “toxic/fragile” masculinity since he was never a super buff and leader typa guy)

he/him

straight and ace as well :)

(btw, his body never physically changes !! )

dating hazel :)

bonus !

nico di angelo

demiboy (or trans masc, or cis. there is no in between)

he/him (they/them r fine as well)

gay (idk what else to say man)

dating will

reyna avila ramirez-arellano

non-binary / gnc / gender queer (their genders more like: im not a girl, im not a guy, but other than that idgaf)

all pronouns (they/them is prefered, but they’re fine with she/her and he/him)

lesbian (into any non-men. idk wtf was going on w/ jason and… ig percy)

dresses very androgynously (lowkey always in armor anyways)

crushing doesnt feel like something reyna would do… but dating / ROMANTICALLY ADMIRING piper

(ALSO! I USE SHE/HER PRONOUNS ON MY OLD FICS FOR THEM, I WILL START USING SHE AND THEY :DD)

also guys, im not using this as an excuse to make all the pjo characters queer. this is just how i interpret and hc them in honor of coming out fay (oct 11) !!

[thoughtsofatransboy]

"Forgiven"

Priest!Gerard x Ftm!Reader

Warning: NSFW, Dark content? Grammar mistakes I'm not a native English speaker, Probably doesn't make sense cuz i don't have a clue of what people do in a Catholic church, Religious guilty, Sin confession, Religious mention (what you expected? It's a priest), kinda of blasphemy? (Idk, you're fucking a priest inside the church, is it blasphemy?) Ftm reader, low-key dysphoria mentions. (Ignore Frank lol)

Synopsis: You're a low-key religious ftm guy, Father Way is the only one who understands you and don't judge you by your gender, but how can you confess to him when he is the one in your sinning thoughts?

"Here i am..." You said, finally arriving the little church. Despite you being trans, you still kind of religious, anytime you think you sin, you feel a necessity to confess, but this time you went too far.

The sin of Lust. But you made it WORST. You were fucking desiring a priest, the local priest, the only one who supported you on being yourself. You were feeling horrible, but what could you do? Father Way was the hottest guy you ever seen, the way he moves, the way he talks and the way we calmly listen to you everytime you need to confess.

You see Father Way, when he looks back to you, he goes to you. "Hello Son, need to confess again?"

You nod timidly, nothing else to say. Trying to figure out how to manage through this situation, how could you confess to him when he's the reason you sinned? Well, it's not like you have time to think now, he's already leading you to the confessional.

As you sat down, he noticed you were very nervous, in an attempt to calm you down, he said "Calm down my dear... Tell me your sins, you will be forgiven... There's nothing in the world that you do that can't be forgiven. The tone he said it could make your body melt right there, it's not your fault that he's so sexy even while trying to be modest, isn't it? Oh... How could God forgive you when you are sinning inside his own house? Inside the church?

"Dear? Are you feeling nice?" Father Way's voice breaks your mental focus, now you know you need to start it or at least say something. "Sorry Father, I'm going to start..." You left out a pity and anxious sigh. "I've been lustful... Filthy thoughts... And about someone i shouldn't..."

"A married man?" It was the worst he was expecting, honestly. "No... E-even worse" Father Way raised an eyebrow... suspecting of who could be the one making you have naughty thoughts.

"Then? Who is it?" You swallow it hard, getting more and more anxious. "A...a p-priest. I-i visited another church last week and-and i met a young priest and he's...cute" Fuck! You're a horrible liar. "hmmm... I see, i see... I'm not going to lie, it is a pretty bad sin... But you can receive forgiveness, just don't do it again and pray asking God for forgiveness, He will listen to your plead, I'm sure"

"But father... i-i..." You shut your eyes down, trying to breath but you couldn't, the guilty was too much, some tears started to roll down by your face. "Father... the... priest... is..is..." You decide to tell it, if you didn't the guilty would eat you alive. "You! You're the one in my thoughts! My worst ones"

Way was impressed, the confessional was suddenly silent but after some seconds, that felt like years, he smirked a little "Oh sweet boy... What a bad, naughty boy... you've been getting all aroused because of me?" You blink three times in shock, you really hope you aren't dreaming...

"F-father... what are you saying-?" You're more nervous than before, happy that Way's teasing you but shy at the same time. "Oh... You know very well what I'm saying" He stepped off of the confessional cabin, getting closer and closer to you, the gap between you and he is very little. He started to kiss you jaw getting closer to your ear "Want this? Couldn't lie... I've been a little interested in you too... But you're probably happy with it, aren't you? Don't lie" You could only nod. "Great" without you noticing he was already with his hands all over your waist, pulling you closer to him.

"I'll fuck your sins out of you, 'kay? So you get satisfied and won't do it ever again... You so shy today... Where's my brave boy?" You couldn't hold it anymore, you pull him into a kiss, a deep and lustful kiss. You guys separate it after some time, in the need to breath. "There he is! There he fucking is..." He started to kiss and suck in your neck, whispering praises to you "Such a sweet boy, so pretty, so handsome... You're very handsome, aren't you?"

You could only whine and moan while he attached your neck, but you wouldn't let it go this easily. You pushed him, making him enter the confessional cabin, once he entered it, you didn't thought twice before sitting on his lap, now your time to suck and kiss his neck, licking and holding tight on his shoulders. "Oh my God boy... You gonna kill me this way.... Argh!" Way tried to hold his moans, too proud to let them out. You grind against his lap, making friction against his bulge, the bulge you only noticed now that he sat down. You kissed him deep once again, harmoniously wrapping his tongue with yours, it was a messy and sloppy kiss, but one full of desire.

"Aaaa...Mmm.. okay boy! 'kay! Got it dude... you're in control, Kay? Kay?" You smirk, happy that he finally admitted it. "We need to be quickly, soon we'll have a mass..." You got in your knees, already pulling out his cassock. Once you removed it, you already started to kiss and tease his bulge, once you remove his cock from the boxers, you look at him, with a naughty smile, his cheeks all flushed and his breath hot.

You kiss and lick the tip of his cock, taking the opportunity to massage his balls, his cock throbbing crazily and his moans echoing around. "Yeah! T-that's my dude... A good cock sucker... Mmm... My little cock sucker, thank you... Argh! Thank you.... C-can i suck your dick too?" You stopped your sucking, glaring at him, nodding as quick as you processed the information.

Way put you on his place, crawling between your legs, unbuttoning your jeans and pushing your boxers down. The groan he left out was nothing but pure carnally desire. "What a pretty dick... What a pretty hot hole... I love it" He started licking delicately over your t-dick, kissing and sucking making you melt in pleasure. "Can i finger you? D-do you like it?" You nodded, Way inserted two fingers into your hole, not focused in being quick but in touching your sweet spots. He felt you clench hard around his fingers, he giggled silently, going back into sucking your t-dick. "Good... You're going to cum for me, huh? Gonna cum for me handsome?..." You finally reached your climax, moaning high and shameless, for a second being grateful that the church was empty today.

Your legs were a little shaking, so he put you on his lap a little, stroking your hair. "Forget that shit about being quick...my handsome...so good for me... You were incredible..." He kissed your cheek and kept stroking your hair. After some minutes you both decided to take the next step, he stroked himself a little, rubbing against your entrance. "Shh... Shh... I'll take care of you handsome, i promise" He pushed it into you slowly and delicately, like he was touching a piece of glass. His firsts thrusts were deep and slow, letting you adjust to him and afraid of hurting you. "You too tight... Oh God..." He started bucking his hips into yours, his thrusts getting faster and faster, you bucking your hips down on his too, increasing the deepness and the friction, you both left out a cracked moan. "F-Father... Oh my gosh... You're so good... So hot..."

You guys muffled each other's moans with kisses. "I love you Way! I love you..." you bucked your hips particularly harder this time. "Thanks handsome... i love you! I-i love you too....!" You're reaching your climax along with him. "Aaaa! D-dude... Gonna c-cum on my cock sweet boy? I think you really sh-should!" You clenched hard around his cock, finally cumming. He didn't lasted that long after you finished, he bucked his hips one last time before cumming inside you. He kissed your lips with a soft sigh. "You're incredible... I'm happy to have you... So pretty and hot.." you giggled a little, resting your head on his shoulder. "Forgiven" you both crack in a laugh, he stroked your hair a little more. "I'll help you to get dressed, the mass will start very, very soon... When it finishes, I'll bring you home and we'll cuddle together, okay?" You only nodded, pecking his lips while he helped you to put your boxers on again. You left the confessional cabin, taking a seat waiting for the mass to start. Smiling silly everytime you locked your eyes into his, now you're deep in sin, but really happy.

[mochinomnoms]

I'm a trans guy, but I have massive tits. So there's a surprise factor to the whole thing. Imagine, if you will:

You're friend, Floyd (or someone else, Ace, idk) just got out from detention. It ran extra long, so he's hungry. He keeps complaining about being hungry, and the vending machines are far away.

You don't really want to walk all the way there, so you decide: eh. Fuck it! He's by best friend (and you are so down bad for him rn). He's gonna find out one day anyways, with how often he stays the night at Ramshackle, and you can't keep sleeping in your binder cause it's getting a little hard to breathe at this point.

So you undo your tie, unbutton your shirt a bit, and pull out some twst cheetos from in-between your tits and hand them to him. They were being held nicely by the binder and your boobs, and they're warm! Bonus! But now he's starring at you, ah shit, time for the questions.

Fast forward about an hour. You don't know how you got here. But you are suddenly on your bed in Ramshakle with his face shoved right the fuck up in your chest. I mean, you are wearing a shirt. But you're kinda starting to wish you weren't...

"You need to breathe!" He said. "Don't worry, I not gonna think of you as a girl all the sudden or something" He said. And he doesn't! All he knows and all he cares about is that his crush just got a whole lot softer to cuddle with! And his mind is also going at a million miles per hour but we're not gonna focus on that rn

Nah but for real you're not supposed to wear binders for more than 8 hours and I always keep mine on for 12-26 hours straight with no breaks 💀💀💀💀. Anyways, thanks for coming to my T-Boy™ TedTalk

🦩

(babe, darling, love, honey, I'm BEGGING you to not bind for such long periods you need your RIBS AND LUNGS TO FUNCTION—)

Oooooh they don't care about having some sort of crisis about finding out you have boobs. I don't think so anyways, it's a magic world with talking fire cats and dragon fae, I like to think that queer people are the norm. Ace/Floyd is just delighted to find a soft new pillow that just happens to be right on top of his crush's chest~

Boobs are boobs, to be quite frank, and if you like someone that has them, it's just a bonus that you can suffocate yourself in your love's embrace and chest! Aaaaa Ace/Floyd is such little shit, he's shoving his face in your cleavage and bringing his hands up to squeeze your breasts so that his head is stuck in them! He likes how soft they are, and it's a bonus that he can hear how fast your heart beat is going as he squeezes. Maybe he'll take a lil nibble through the shirt~ Just to see your reaction 🤭

[dionisonoid]

My thoughts on merlin gayness so far (I'm at S2 E4).

EVERYONE IS GAY (the end) /hj

SO in my mind Gaius is banging the old dude that works at the library, eventually they'll get serious but for now they are fuck buddies living their best gay literature dark academia fantasy.

Morgana is CLEARLY in love with Gwen, clearly, Gwen I see her as a bi diva so she is into Lancelot but also eventually will understand her complicated feelings for Morgana and they will have a V poly situation where Gwen can date Morgana and Lancelot, meanwhile I think Morgana is a lesbian idk the general assumption is in the fandom? Like? Do we agree on her being a lesbian? With the sword ready to protect her lady, hating on men, pretty and strong etc etc yk a lesbian!!!!! Also trans reading on Lancelot at the end of this post ahahahah

Arthur will have to dig out the compulsive heterosexuality that brings him to like/love Gwen because "he is a man and should love a woman" eventually he'll understand that he intensely likes Gwen because she is the one to put him in his place repeatedly and despite being a lower class gal she is not afraid to speak her mind and treat him as an equal (same goes with merlin but slightly different because merlin showed him over and over his devotion, even more so in the shadows ofc but Arthur knows that Merlin cares and provides for him meanwhile Gwen doesn't care a splendid shit about him and he is the prince to her and if anyone else would kneel and shush their mouth she does not) so naturally Arthur is prone to like and somewhat respect her outspoken and frank personality but will have to deconstruct what having a (woman) friend means. I'm sure Merlin will be able to help him in that regard as well <3 (understanding platonic attraction versus romantic and sexual attraction)

Also I headcanon Lancelot as a transman, Idk, it gives me that vibe. On a more serious note is also how I personally see his journey as a possible journey for a trans person, the having to pass momento, the not being a "valid knight" etc. He wasn't born noble and had to pretend to be a high status guy to be able to be seen and be perceived for how he actually is, a true knight, his identity and values are real and honorable and it is society's fault if he is not seen as such. He had to conform to social norms and force himself in a role and identity that wasn't his (toxic masculinity, what is a man, gender stereotypes and all that) to be seen for what he is. Now he embarked on a journey to discover the world and to better himself to understand his identity better, I could say to even distance himself from what a man is socially. And understand what he wants from himself, an allegory for a gender journey, what one person identity might be despite what it should. This is something I believe a lot of trans/nonbinary people experience in their life, changing how you define yourself as you go on. Starting from a little understanding and the pressure to conform and being able to expand yourself and be free to be who you are. Without worrying about what people will think of you and hopefully in a world where you can be, exist, without being forcefully constricted into a box. Because even if he played by the fucked up rules Arthur's dad (forgot king's name) accused him of deceiving them (a common experience for trans people, being accused of betraying someone trust or to lie / deceive and trick ppl) and even if in the end he was about to accept him as a Knight because he recognised his merit and saw / acknowledged/ accepted his identity Lancelot was not okay with the situation. Because he pretended to be someone else and it is not right, as a principle, being accepted upon a lie. But it also means it is not right because he lied to himself due to the social pressure he was under and I easly see this as trying to force yourself into the traditional role of masculinity without questioning and asking yourself what it is masculinity to you and what your transness means to you. And as I mentioned earlier the pressure of passing and lying because you are ashamed of who you are. Which is different from being accused of deceiving because you look cis, one is the transphobic society that wants to kill you, the other is the internalised transphobia in which you should pass and lie to everyone, even yourself, to hid what you truly are. He lied to the king and prince but he also lied to himself, and in that lie there was shame for what and who he is. So deciding to turn down Arthur's kindness was the right choice to give himself time to unpack that shame and that uneasiness. "You" should be enough, the rules must change to foresee the possibility of judging a person not because it is noble (cis) but for who they are. And your value should not be established accordingly on how much you pass.

I know that it speaks about classism and in general to make you emphasise with ancient social rules but why not force a queer reading on everything I see. who's gonna stop me?? Not the king and magic it is clearly a metaphor for being gay so Lancelot will be a transman

[transmychem]

kicking off my first analysis…

the most “clearly trans” (or not?) song by mcr.

“Not That Kinda Girl”

this unfortunately quite literally involves gerard and how they seem themselves.

lets dive in..

“everybodys talking bout the way you left your man” not to be THAT person but… around the time this song was (most likely) wrote was when Gerard and Bert McCracken had a falling out… not to mention they literally held hands during the Under Pressure performance. so.. yeah “everybodys talking bout the way you held his hand”

now these could be interpreted as filler lyrics… however i would like to interpret it as Gerard figuratively drowning in the media’s portrayal of him and the expectations society has. kinda enough said..

ignoring the “borrowed” lyrics and the implications of that… jk.. there are a lot of implications of gerard borrowing lyrics from one of the first technically “feminist presenting” songs about a woman who is done with societies shit. sound familiar?…

“so say goodbye to all my friends” if im getting my facts right Gerard lost two good friend around this time… Frank and Bert… from my knowledge frank and gerard and well most of mcr for that matter were fighting and on the verge of quitting the band. and well i already mentioned what happened with Bert.

“i fell in love with her again” … this is obviously about Gerard and Lynz relationship.. a lot of people, even people close to him, did not want him marrying Lynz for countless reasons whether theyre valid or not. They got married around this time, and there was a lot of controversy because these things happen when youre a hot and famous rockstar especially a hot famous rockstar that kisses men… because the women want you the men want you and the gays want your representation. everyones gonna hate his spouse by default (not defending lynz (IDK anything about her)these are just facts…)

“everybodys talking bout the way you cur your hair” we know Gerard cut his hair and dyed it white for the black parade around this time. everyone was talking about it. obviously didnt give a flying fuck.

“everybodys talking bout the way you smoke that there” sensitive topic warning: … people were probably still talking about Gerards known cocaine addiction… and his path to sobriety and caring wayyy too much about what he does. they criticize him for smoking cigarettes bc ppl are insane and paranoid for some reason. i guess people are always hypercritical about celebrities especially if theyre a huge role model for vulnerable youth. Gerard has never cared too much about all that though. “i dont care at all”

now that we have established this song is clearly about Gerard, lets talk about a reoccurring line in this song

“cause im not that kind of girl”

this phrase has been kicked around for ages about women who sleep around or something. being “not that kinda girl” implies your “different from other girls” mostly in the sense that youre not a floozy or whatever… like lets not pin queens against eachother..

now why did Gerard use girl? he could have said “not that kinda guy/boy” but perhaps no one would get the reference unless they can read into the irony…

but i think Gerard likes the irony of using “girl” as a way to refer to themselves. because people have treated him and his relationship like hes just some “silly girl” or something. like they think Gerard is some kinda whore for kissing men and having gfs… the way society tends to view bisexual/queer people… (using bisexual bc theyve done things with guys and girls publicly and that makes you bisexual by societies standards..)

this song doesn’t necessarily have to do with being trans if you put it that way. Gerard is probably using “girl” to refer to themselves because of the irony.

but i’m gonna say this song is trans because why the fuck not.

thats just how i interpret it. it has trans vibes.

does not necessarily mean its about gerard, because gerard has made up so many characters for his music alone, why would this not be about just another character? the answer lies in the fact that all these things happened to him. hes talking about himself. isnt all singing, all lyrics, really about self awareness and self loathing or pondering of self? dont get me started… also the fact that all characters authors create are some fragment of themselves.. so yeah. referring to yourself as a girl (if you were born male) is just kinda trans…

now one last point after this conclusion. possibly a stretch. this song could be Gerard telling people they’re still queer even though they’re in a relationship with a woman. If this song is about Gerard being a girl then they’re saying they’re still queer for being in a relationship with another girl... tumblr dont FREAK. i said it was a stretch. (though it’s literally in the text…) but could just be like i said, just Gerard saying they’re still queer despite being in a “heterosexual passing” relationship and nothing else…

and this part i almost forgot… sorry for being all over the place i have adhd…. but this part kinda confirms my theory. “all your life i let you down”… is Gerard saying they let us down by letting society believe they are cis? idfk.

anyway. thats what makes me think this is the most off the bat transgender esque song.

transfems and lesbians this is YOUR song.

<3

[meerkatp]

Hi!! have you seen the supposed leaks for the darkwing reboot yet?? (Not the Frank Angones 2017 version,) I’d hate to ask you to go on the awful site that is 4chan but I haven’t seen anyone talking about it and I’d like to know your thoughts. It features this new character called Duckie Appleyard, and Drake got sent to a different dimension or something, and it’s been years now so Gos is grown up and Drake was never Darkwing in this dimension— I’m not sure if any of this is actually REAL and since it’s on 4chan ofc be careful, but if it is it is very different. Sorry if this doesn’t interest you in any way, just thought I’d tell you since it was uploaded around seven hours ago I think? Tbh from what I’ve heard about the reboot I think this might be real.

The what?

Actually looking at it, (courtesy of being reposted here by ninesixninetwo) I get the feeling it's fake. And specifically designed to piss people off (do you really think Disney is willing to have a Non-Binary main character? The cowardly at best queerphobic at worst company that doesn't want to piss off people who aren't worth appealing to in the first place? With project 2025 potentially on the horizon wanting to label anything with Trans people as porn? Okey I'm getting off topic here but my point is Disney doesn't have the guts for a Trans main character. (And as for DT17 Scrooge like it was only implied in the very last episode and still feels like something that can be easily missed unless someone actually thinks about it.))

Not to mention the constant use of "shit" in the pitch bible which okey, granted I'm a idiot that does swear alot but admitidly it seems unprofessional for a show pitch; especially a kid's show. I know sometimes there's light swearing; hell even the DT17 pitch had the word "ass" in it but my point is it wouldn't be that strong, let alone that much.

Not to mention maybe I'm paranoid here but the art kindof has a AI-generated feel to it. Maybe it was touched up but looking at it it doesn't feel like it was created by a human.

As for the person that allegedly pitched it, Sean Tretta, he is a real person and has worked on shows like Picard. IDK much anything about him but here's his IMDB if you're curious.

So yeah, leaning twords fake here. Also the reposter seems to of mentioned in their post that the Seth Rogan series is also dead, which seems to back up Tad Stones's claim that the writing team on it disbanded when asked about it's status in a Reddit AMA from a week or two ago. Which is also a shame cause from what he said it sounded really good.

[mouseratz]

like I'm not gonna say having terrible opinions isn't terrible. but it also doesn't mean people are wrong 100% of the time. someone saying "I grew up when there were internment camps for people like me and my family and it's happening again".... it's not only very difficult to discredit that but pretty fucked up to do so by saying "they said something bad about a different issue so idk". someone can indeed be correct on one issue and horribly wrong on another.

I'm not saying "never criticize anyone ever" but criticism doesn't have to mean someone loses all credibility whatsoever y'know. I know we're used to far right assholes who are genuinely completely terrible people & liberals who say they support you or the same issues but behave entirely differently and flake under a single ounce of pressure, but sometimes, maybe, some grace can be extended? people are complicated and messy.

I do think a lot of left leaning spaces (typically as a reaction to being let down and betrayed by a lot of public figures) do have a tendency towards all or nothing- you're either with or against us on everything. and I don't think that's super helpful. criticism can be warranted. it doesn't mean everything else is suddenly untrue. I think part of why people are so flaky (other than inherent biases & uh. looks around. present society and culture) about some of these things is that, like, you can say or do whatever you want and the magaheads will still love you if youre a rich white dude. the left? you misspeak or have an off-putting opinion once and you're done.

I guess I do think cancelling is a real problem but never for any of the reasons the right says it is (ie, you know, if you rape someone, you should be cancelled, if youre a white supremacist, if you're a downright fascist, yeah! yeah you should be!) But usually, the people on the right speaking about cancellation....have not really been cancelled, as their core audience still idolizes them just as much if not more fervently than before. Their mistakes are not mistakes, they are simply playing to their crowd.

.....and if I'm being frank? I think this tendency to seek, essentially, perfect people in anyone too visible in progressive spaces is why rumors are so very easy to spread & destroy someone's reputation, and often while playing on underlying misogynist/racist/transphobic biases. any mistake doesn't stay as the mistake that it was (if a mistake at all and not something someone just didn't like)- through a game of telephone, it becomes something entirely different. how many trans women have I heard about being sexual predators only to find in actuality they looked at porn once somewhere at one time and everyone decided it was public business for some fucking reason?

excuses and nuance exist for the cishet white guy faves even when they have verifiably legally done much worse, but never for anyone else, really. and I don't think the answer to this is being harsher. I don't think there's an easy answer at all, actually, but what is the norm right now sucks.

[hyperrealisticblood]

do u have any theories on whats going on with wally (besides his autism of course) idk what theories are floating around im curious

wallys autism is not a THEORY it is a FACT OF LIFE (/srs its canonical)

that being said unfortunately im not a big Theory Boy. mostly because my perception of canon gets crossed with my headcanons and anything i say ends up being completely nonsensical </3

however most of my theories on what wallys deal is stem from this post clown made about the themes of welcome home (dont have a link but heres a screenshot)

(sorry for the lack of alt text i do not have it in me to type that all out and i cant copy paste from the source because again. do not know where it is)

"my neighbors are only neighborly until they know im different in a way they can see" and "they know what i am deep down past the bright colors" both make me think wally is hiding his more Freakish attributes out of shame or something similar, not out of trying to hide any malicious intentions. another post that i actually DO have a link for says that wally doesnt do his eye eating thing while people are watching because its "rude", which is backed up by wally only eating the caramel apple in the hidden halloween video when nobody is looking. hes a monster, and hes ashamed of it.

another theory i have: wally and barnaby are gonna be romantically involved at some point, or in some kind of queerplatonic situationship if youre an aroace wally truther. clown said here that theres a canon ship he cant reveal because it gives away plot details (unlike franklydear, which supposedly doesnt) and im certain that if a ship will spoil plot details, it either involves wally, or a character we havent met yet. i used to think this post debunked the idea of them being canon, but now that we know the website claims frank and julie are a couple when we know that isnt the case, him making a point to say that "it says so on the website" makes me think their relationship isnt that simple. it also helps that i have ocs with an extremely similar premise to welcome home who end up romantically involved despite being written otherwise in-universe and wally and barnaby remind me of them lmao

again im not a theory guy so sorry if this is nonsense oops. my expertise is drawing wally and banban kissing on the mouth a whole bunch not theorycrafting. im not Matthew Patthew or Dick Cockturne and i am okay w that <3

also wallys voice actor is a trans man so by default that means hes also trans. thats simply how it works. im not sorry

[aceditwrites]

The Master List (hi)

Master List:

Hi, i’m ace. I got really bored and i need an excuse to procrastinate on my personal writing projects so i decided to start an account dedicated to just writing. So like, you can request almost anything (limits below) like if you want like a platonic fic just ask! If you want the reader to be the kid or sibling of the character, i’ll do it! You can be as specific or as vague as you want, eventually i’ll get some prompts for help but for now, you gotta wing it. Also I’ll write for like any fandom even if i dont know it, i’ll try my hardest but i’d prefer if you stuck to the list below. Anyways yeah.  (also pfp is nyurei on picrew)

So basic rules, 

If youre an nsfw account dni, also i will not write smut regardless of age given i’m a minor

No incest 

I’m currently only doing x readers, that might change in the future but for now no ocs or ships

I’d prefer if you didn’t request x reader with an actual person, (ex. Instead of asking for a Maya Hawke x reader, ask for a Robin Buckley x reader)

If you know a character’s sexuality and you dont fit, dont ask (ex. Nico is gay, I will not write Nico x fem! reader)

Please specify pronouns when requesting 

Please keep in mind i’m not a professional writer 

Please use common sense and dont do something that makes me have to update the rules

Anyways, so fandoms i’ll write for

It 2017/2019: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak, Stanley Uris, Bill Denbrough, Beverly Marsh, Ben Hanscom, Mike Hanlon (specify if you want 2017 or 2019)

Percy Jackson: Percy Jackson, Annabeth Chase, Grover Underwood, Piper McLean, Jason Grace, Leo Valdez, Hazel Levesque, Frank Zhang, Connor Stoll, Travis Stoll, Nico Di Angelo, Will Solace

Supernatural: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel, Gabriel, Kevin Tran, Crowley, Charlie Bradbury, Rowena (does girly have a last name 💀), Jack Kline (platonic only)

Jurassic World Camp Cretaceous/Chaos Theory: Darius Bowman (i’d prefer if we kept it platonic with him but romance is ok i guess), Kenji Kon, Brooklyn, Yasmina Fadoula, Sammy Guiterrez, Ben Pincus, 

Marvel: Tony Stark (platonic only, so sorry) Steve Rodger, Bucky Barnes, Natasha Romanoff, Wanda Maximoff, Peter Peter, Ned Leeds, M.J, Harley Keener, Thor Odinson, Loki Odinson, Shuri, T'Challa, Okoye

The Owl House: Luz Noceda, Willow Park, Amity Blight, Edric Blight, Emira Blight, Gus Porter, Eda Clawthorne, Lilith Clawthorn, Hooty (platonic preferred, but if you freaky like that go ahead and ask for romance, see what happens), Raine Whispers

The Umbrella Academy: Luther, Diego, Alison, Klaus, Five (would he date a kid or an adult cause-), Ben (he can be alive or yall could be ghosts), Vanya 

Dear Evan Hansen: Connor Murphy (my beloved), Evan Hansen, Jared Kleinman, Zoe Murphy, Alana Beck

Heather: Heather Chandler, Heather McNamara, Heather Duke, Veronica Sawyer, Jason Dean, Martha Dunnstock

Invincible: Mark Grayson, Debbie Grayson, Eve Wilkins, Rex Splode, Amber Bennet, William Clockwell

Epic the Musucal: Odysseus, Penelope, Telemachus, Eurylochus, Polites, Circe, Hermes, Calypso,

Idk how any of this works but uh have fun

[itsaqueerchicken]

fun story: i came out to my mom as trans when i was 18 and my baby brother was... well, a baby. she did not take it well, she was very transphobic and we got into many fights, she tried to manipulate me, tried hit my friends, treated me like shit and almost shunned me from my brother's life entirely, and we became practically estranged, only reason i went to visit was to see my brother

last year, my brother came out to me as trans, and said he wanted to tell our mother. i advised him against it but he did it anyway. as soon as he did, i had a very hard talk with her, but a very frank talk with her, probably not as kind and polite as this person in the post, but definitely in the same way, and now being an adult and in therapy i understood a lot of what happened with my mom when i was younger, and had a very real talk with her about the dangers of doing to my brother what she did to me and about her fears and why she did it to me in the first place and. well.

it worked! after this talk, she now supports my brother, maybe not in the best way, but in the way she knows how and any time she does something unsupportive, i get to sit and talk to her again, and it got easier and easier to do so, and now even if i don't have a good relationship with her and i don't forgive her for what she did to me, at least i know she's not doing the same to him and that is SO important to me!

so yeah all this is to say: these skills work! ofc i'm still up to fucking transphobes up whenever it's needed, but in these cases, it may not be the best course of action, and you can do more good in this way

so idk maybe i just vented a little, but thanks for the post op!

Wow. The patience, kindness and calm communication skills. Outstanding.

From raindovemodel

[teddy-the-queer-wizard]

alrighty i need help

transgender coming out to family help

i live with my family and cannot quickly easily move nor really afford to at this time, so theyre going to be around a lot to ask hard questions

and like. hell, i can think of hard questions i still struggle with so god only knows what sort of answers I'll need to have ready

i mean sure i could just say "i dont want to discuss this further" or something but like a) theyre going to keep asking and b) i SUCK at making people keep my boundaries in mind

so like first off all things being equal: why does it matter? like ive lived 34 (in two days) years as a girl so why does it matter, why change now?

and really and truly i honestly believe it shouldn't matter. to be frank most of the differences between genders is socialization and like idk some minor dimorphism and there are not *many* limits that women haven't crossed over so theoretically anything i wanted to do "as a man" would be just as possible staying as is.

the thing is, ive been like *actually* aware of trans people since 2015 thanks to tumblr, and been going "i have always wanted to be a guy and now its like a real actual thing that is possible why cant i become a guy" since 2018. so obviously it does matter to me somehow im just not sure how to quantify that.

i will not lie. i could very well go on my life being a girl, being my name and shit just fine - it would not hurt me and arguably it would be so much easier and i have lived almost all my life by sticking to the status quo because its easier.

do i hate my body? sometimes. and a large part of that is just how large ive gotten.

my thing isnt really... hating everything about me, even though that does hit me on occasion. ive always been good at adapting to things and kinda glossing over how much i dislike them until they become unbearable and then boom remembering oh yeah i *hate* everything about this.

my thing is just... how much happier even little things ive done since 2018 make me. first couple of times i binded i was so happy at how square i was if that makes sense. being called sir was great. i go by teddy online but my partner's brother calls me Theodore Roosevelt the 26th president of the united states as a joke because i want my name to be Theodore and it delights me each and every time.

little things. its more about what i want - i want to be a guy. always have. used to get upset when a girl character disguised as a boy finally gets discovered or reveals themself and the charade is over. wanted a dick when i was little to be like my dad. wanted to go around topless. wanted to have a long wizard beard for funzies.

and i... dont know honestly how far i want to physically transition. dont know because largly i dont want for things I'm not sure i can have. and i was never sure i could have this.

so i want to try things. ive got an appointment set up at planned parenthood for the end of February. ive been going by teddy amongst my online friends for ages now, but itd be nice to hear it in real life more often. id like to try t, get a deeper voice and fat redistribution and go through second puberty. if i dont like it i can always stop and i understand that some of the changes are permanent.

like that is a risk i am willing to take.

im scared... of social backlash. family, work, random assholes.

but like. work *should* be fine. and honestly with how slow hormones seem to hit, I'll have time before I'll have to tell them.

Regaurdless i want the boobs gone. never asked for these, dont want them, hated them my whole life and there is a world where i dont have to have them - this one. fuck my gender identity, im good getting rid of them no matter how this shakes down. ... course ive heard you gain more weight and they grow back :/

idk. like. im sure theyll have questions. if im really sure. anecdotes about why i cant be trans.

and like. i figure my dad will say if ive done the research and decided to do it, then on my head so be it Regaurdless if he agrees.

and my mom will probably be supportive in that she will tell people im trans or whatever but also ill probably always be her daughter so i expect shell get the pronouns wrong or call me sis by mistake (my aunt started that shit when she moved in, my mom picked it up, and i loath being called sis)

my aunt... honestly ive talked about this before but something she said the other day made it clear to me that there is no goal post i could hit to make her see someone as the gender theyre aiming for. like shes said something like "kids dont know themselves all that well/ change their minds about stuff/ will say what makes someone happy - but if a person is an adult and theyve been going over it for a while they can do what they want" but like. thats for other people. shell have so many things to say and questions to nit pick and prove im not im sure

idk what theyll ask, i dont know what to prepare or say or do.

i just. want to do this. so so bad. and if i dont tell them and start changing but hiding it from them even if i tell them later it will be a *problem* with my family. like they will never get over it if i dont tell them because itll be like saying i dont trust them or i dont want them to be a part of my life.

like. i know... even if there is a definitive test you could to go "this person is actually trans science says so" and i dont make the cut.... id still want to do this. id regret not doing this.

even if i do go through all of this and decided it wasnt for me after all, i only wanted this or that, i wouldn't regret trying it or any of the "consequences" of trying it

and i know i said i wasnt going to come out this presidency just in case he fucks shit up and its no longer possible or like. idk its made into a big problem like "put this person in a psych ward until theyre fixed" sort of thing...

theres never going to be a right moment.

im very capable of just sitting here and letting life pass me by or just happen to me instead of participating in it and making plans and goals that i actually think i can make happen.

im not looking for permission from my family, just informing them that hey so this is a thing you might should probably be aware of, but the thing is ive lived most of my life waiting for permission for everything. or doing what my family deems right. or being a failure for not doing the things ive been taught to know i should do.

im tired and scared and angry - so so angry because even if i had a ten page dissertation on how i want to be and why im allowed to do this, and facts and figures and cited sources it probably wouldnt really *matter* if this doesnt go well.

might make it easier to feel like i won something if it becomes a fight, but probably not.

i just. its not as easy as sitting down for dinner and going "oh btw im going to be a guy from now on, I'll let you know how that pans out for me"

therell be questions i dont know how to answer because i dont even know what the questions will be

and i dont even know how to phrase it

and like. im not going to bite someones head off for calling me she or my name now, or whatever. im not going to really give a crap unless its like. im however many years on t and have 5 o clock shadow or a beard and no boobs because at that point its like. come on, really?

im... like obviously im sure my fam would have to have the convo with other family to be like "hey you know Danielle? well shes Theodore now" but i also know ill be... really fucked up about it if the convo goes something like "so she thinks shes a guy now, yeah internet brainwashed her"

and like. if they just go "im not calling you that/ still going to call you your name/ i dont care what you say you're a girl always have been always will be" im going to be so fucked up and feeling some kinda way about that.

but thats the thing. i dont have to be a girl. a woman. whatever. i can be a guy. that is a choice i can make. and there are things i can do to make other people see me that way too. and i can legally change my name. and all sorts of other goal posts i can meet but dont have to. i can just. be a guy. just a dude. just introduce myself however i want and no one can stop me.

and im doing it.

like is it scary and a lot of work and am i going to possibly have ramifications to doing so? absolutely. but im willing and able to do it. i can just. go forth and conquer.

like. im very much the sort of person to take the path of least resistance but like. the only path of least resistance isnt really. like even if i dont tell my family they will find out and notice somethings up eventually.

i just. dont know how to face it head on.

i can just not do this and live my life "like a normal person" because "im not special" and "it isnt allowed" but like i want to do this

and ive already made up my mind to start *living* my life. life isnt like. a bunch of stuff happens to you and you just get through it the best you can until you die. like sure thats there but thats not really living.

idk. now im rambling. any help you can provide would be much appreciated.

[erosjournal]

‧₊˚໒꒱ simply some argos 2 headcanons in my "au"

────────────────────────────────────────────

"to be perfect, you have to feel perfect about yourself--avoid trying to be something your not." - rick riordan

i believe that the majority of people on that ship are not straight

let start here with the lost trio

leo is bisexual, and on the aroace spectrum (i would say abroromantic/sexual? look em up!)

also i think he could be trans (ftm) or just genderqueer

jasons definitely demiromantic/sexual, even tho he and piper ended up quickly together, it was forced feelings and they had bonded closely. also i hc him as bi

for me, pipers a non-binary/demigirl queer person! she uses she/they, and i'd say is also probably on the aroace spectrum. VERY COMPHET

ok now for percy and annie

percy's bi. aint no way he isn't. the way he describes specific guys like bro

like i imagine the luke thing to sorta be like nico to percy, yk?

and annabeth.

i think she's very comphet too (look it up :D) and so she thinks shes straight and struggles with it, since percy's the only person she'd be with and he's a guy, making her 'straight'.

but i personally think she's pan, and attracted to percy bc of his personality vs his gender. plus, i think there r some other people at camp she's probably "liked", like not cheating, but thought 'oh, i would date them' yk?

lowkey, frank and hazel are token straight, but both are demiromantic and i think they just don't talk abt sexuality in their relationship BC THEY ARE CHILDREN? like they talk abt attraction, just not... yk.

i imagine frank getting very flustered abt it, and hazel gets awkward but more open to talk abt it

nico, obviously i know he's gay. i love that we had beautiful rep in the books, they could never make me hate u nico

also i wouldn't be apposed to trans/nb nico (same w/ will)

and for reyna, i hc her as an ace lesbian, with a lot of comphet. like, she thought she liked guys, especially guys who she was supposed to like (percy, jason, people in equal positions of power and such) but realized 'nah' and yeah.

also def hc as genderqueer/non-binary and also uses they/them

also i totally head canon that percy and annabeth were everyones gay awakenings, like percy for jason, leo, and nico, while annabeth for piper (maybe reyna)

relationships!

so in my "au", we got valgrace (jason and leo) pipeyna (piper and reyna) frazel (frank and hazel) and ofc, percabeth (percy and annabeth). i am fine with other ships, i just dislike specific ones that are uncomfortable for me, but idrc. also, pls dont hate on me

some random headcanons is that (i like to talk abt this a lot in my stories) but jason bought leo a fidget spinner as a gift, and leo has kept it since. he occasionally has to repair it, but it's his favorite thing ever

piper has short hair. i think she'd rock it, and i feel like it's more her style, but idk. either that, or braids 24/7

also, i wanna (project) say that frank's body doesn't change from ares/mars' gift, and he has body dysmorphia. like first of all, they talk abt how he never feels right in his body, as a shape shifter. and i feel like his bodily description implies that.

idk if this is just me projecting and shit, but i feel like that could cause an eating disorder for him? like, he just worries abt his weight and shit, and hazels all like "istg, frank, eat or else" and such. like ik we see him eating normally in the books, but i feel like that could make it more realistic. also, (hc) one time he passed out during battle and jason was like "frank tf, you need to talk to me man" and thats how he started talking abt it

jason and leo are alive! i will not ignore the importance of jasons death, but i also forever will wish it didn't happen, and i can do that in my au

bc of this, i'd say jason has a scar in his torso from being stabbed (twice, yikes) and (i talk abt this in a drabble, so go check that out) he has a bad lightning scar from his shoulder down his body.

and leo has a scar along the most of his body (chest, torso, shoulders, neck, hips) from his explosion.

also, i hc that he has a hearing aid. i read this in another fanfic, but i thought it'd be a really good idea. he has one, but only bc he is mildy deaf in one ear. his other ear is eh, but better

hazel refuses to wear jewelry with jewels on them. like, gold is ok ish (reminds her of arion) but gems freak her out still

percy and annabeth both have their stripes in their hair, and dye it blue!

also, since ik hoo is a middle grade book, but i think all the characters curse, especially in their native language/other languages. like in spanish, latin, greek, french, morse code, itaian, sign language, etc. sure, english too, but wheres the fun in that? and i imagine that frank is the only one who doesn't and just "oh golly!" all the time

also, seperate thing, but i do wanna talk abt the races + ethnicities i imagine the characters. i would appreciate no hate, and if u have thoughts on it, feel free to say such.

percy is either token white, or wasian (korean rep. actually, i might imagine him wasian, so look for that in the future)

annabeth, i think of her usually as blonde white, but i also imagine her as black w/ blonde braids, so either one works. lowkey, i wont specify unless its relevant, so idrc. (i dont have any specific country, so reccomend one!)

leo is mexican, ofc, and i will keep him that way

pipers cherokee, and i would say, for all characters, they are FULLY that ethnicity. if they are half/half, i would say its bc the god chose to be a different race. we know gods can change apperance, and while it doesn't change ethnicity, we know that not all the demigods are greek, so annabeth, leo, and piper are full, not half

so, ik jasons probably gonna be cast similarly to thalia, but i imagine him as this all american white boy. ik this will bring up controversy, but thats just my opinions, but i dont mind jason being other races. also, i imagine he could also be wasian, i saw a drawing and i was like: omg

frank is chinese and canadian! aint no way we gonna forget abt that boy.

hazel is also african-american :D same as book hazel

also, if the demigods took a dna test, would part of it come back like, unanswered? bc gods dont rlly have dna, but what would be in that spot? greek? i need answers

im just gonna say, most characters stay book ver. unless specified differently, like annie or jase or percy

omg now im just so happy, imaging percy speaking korean oml oml oml

and growing up w/ racism? "hey, can you sing k-pop?"

"eating cats?" "i'm korean man" etc

annabeth and percy bonding over racist experiences is peak man

so yea, thx for listening to my rant and yap. love u all :D

[dennistakesamentalhealthday]

if they're gonna do macdennis which the dudebros are definitely gonna be mad about then they should just go all out on the gay shit. charden and charmac too. charmacden. old lady wedding. more tales of luther and eduardo's pre-murder lovemaking. mac's gay uncle and cousins. let dee and the waitress run away together etc just do all of it at once

[yeahiwasintheshit]

Watched ‘last exit to Brooklyn’ tonight and it was really depressing. Like turned up to a 9 for the whole movie. No breaks. Everyone is sweaty and angry and yelling. The plot is not pleasant in any way, at anytime. You think there will be moments where there’s a break, and it just devolves again into violence and anger. That’s all not to say it was a bad movie… like at all. Technically it was done really really well, the locations were really amazing. No sets. Pretty sure all the scenes were shot on location. Like filthy abandoned docks, trash strewn streets, old crusty bars, smoke filled rooms with smoke stained walls and ceiling. I kept thinking someone is gonna get stuck with a rusty nail everywhere they shot, in just about every scene. It was that kind of filth and dirt and humidity that you can feel in every frame.

Tho I have to say there was something weird about the pacing, maybe it was the timing and rhythm of the way they spoke. Some of the performances were bordering and sometimes stepped over the line of cartoony. Everyone had like a thick thick 1950s Brooklyn accent, and just their speech patterns were… idk… unfriendly to my ear. Which also added to the sort of alien-ness of the whole thing. They really create a very specific, very bleak, time and place. Having said that Jennifer Jason Leigh’s performance elevates the movie… as always. It’s almost a horror movie at the end, you kinda are watching Jennifer Jason Leigh through your fingers, cause it gets ROUGH! Some cameos, idk why I was surprised to see were, Ricki lake, a very young Sam Rockwell, Alexis Arquette, Jerry orbach, Mike Starr and frank vincent.

There’s a lot of what we now would call trans people in it, which was kind of unexpected how frankly they dealt with their storylines, and how much a part of the story they are. It’s not a pleasant depiction of how trans people are treated, but it’s not really a good depiction of anyone in the movie. But it was kind of shocking how out in the open the trans people were at this time, and how affectionate some of the people were with them, considering the time period. But yea, most characters don’t have a good arc in the movie, esp them.

Having said all that, yes the story is without hope and tragic and dark, but it’s shot so beautifully. One particularly beautiful shot is when the camera is following Alexis Arquette as she’s running out of a filthy dirty apartment, down the stairs and out onto the street, and you realize they are not on a set and everything is lit just perfectly, inside and out (I think it was all in one shot too) The lighting is so cinematic, and helps tell the story. There’s only a few scenes shot during the day time and it feels like a completely different world. the movie is more true to itself at night, and they use light so well. Like nowadays they try so hard to shoot at night “naturally” but all you end up with an almost completely black screen, which is not exciting visually. But here the lighting is perfectly cinematic. Greens and blues and red colored lighting. You see in almost all the shadows, and it almost makes it worse.

I have to say, as depressing as the subject matter of the movie is, the love and craft of how it’s made makes it well worth the watch. And however tragic it is to trans people, it is a movie from the 80s that (in addition to other people) are telling trans people’s stories, from the 50s. Which you do not see too often, if at all.

It’s just a really well made movie.

[jerseymuppet]

i might be stupid but. is the gothamverse a muppets batman au? is that what the thing in ur bio means? (either way plz do tell me abt it)

That would definitely be infinitely cooler than my idea! Gothamverse is the beautiful result of me playing arkham knight while waiting for an mcr livestream to start up and thinking ‘damn bitches from jersey are fucking insane! ....wait a minute’

It’s basically a silly little idea I came up last March with where all the mcr guys are from Gotham and what their villain origin stories would be etc. I followed the main Batman villain archetypes: extremist, anti-hero, camp, and serial killer, and I had a fucking blast! It’s very silly and just something I did for fun. I guess I can go a lil bit into it here.

full disclosure, I am psychotic and disabled and I do not believe in the vilification of mental illness or disability in media, all of these characters will eventually get the help they need. Batman at its core is about a mentally ill man helping others who have been failed by society and I will never forgive dc for making him into an overpowered, glorified cop.

Frank’s character (Francis ‘Frankie’ Stein) is the extremist (duh). He’s the son of a mafia boss who is steadily ruining their town with crime and Frankie just kinda snaps and kills him to take his place as the head of the family and try to undo some of the damage done. He has great intentions, he’s just very unyielding and kind of insane 💕 his moniker is Frankenstein! And his whole schtick is that he’s very hard (if not impossible) to kill. He’s also chronically ill and Jewish, these are not important to his character but they are important to me !

Mikey’s character (Micheal Way) is the serial killer. He’s a ‘sociopath’ (theres nothing actually wrong with him, people just suck and made him feel lesser and out of place :/) trying to fit in with everyday society but he always feels like something is missing and becomes a neuroscientist to try to find what exactly it is. He invents a machine (the empathsizer) that allows him to experience other people’s memories and emotions as though they are his own. From there he accidentally gets addicted to the chemical responses his brain has to doing that. And keeps doing it. Even after the testing phase is no longer accepting applicants. It gets worse after he experiences someone’s near death experience and starts chasing the high it gave him. Idk what his moniker is? It’s sandman for right now but that’s honestly so boring and uninspired.

Ray’s character (Raymond Ortiz) is camp but very loosely. He’s an engineer by day and a rockstar by night! He’s really only an engineer to save up enough money to pursue music full time but it’s hard because he doesn’t get paid that much. Winter hits and with it, cuts to his hours! So he’s forced to choose between rent and electricity. When he gets really sick as a result, he can’t afford a doctor. And when he wakes up with his hearing gone as a result, theres nothing he can really do but spiral into a depression. Until he realizes he’s a literal biological engineer. If he can’t fix his problem he can at the very least prevent it from happening to someone else! Research does cost money, so it’s very fortunate that Gotham has so many banks. His moniker is Dr. Megahurtz! His weapon of choice is his guitar, which has been retrofitted with sonic emitters to amplify and weaponize the hertz. Not enough to hurt, but enough to incapacitate.

Gerard’s character (Jules Moss) is the anti hero! She’s (yes I made Gerard’s character a trans girl, they took too long to make a trans character so I did it for them) has the same backstory as Gerard actually! On her way home from work she witnesses a terrorist attack, but instead of starting a band she decides to fight crime instead. She does so bad. Literally her first night out patrolling she gets killed by some priest who’s been driven insane by what he claims is an angel that’s ‘chosen him to impart gods will’ but it’s just a fallen star looking for a vessel to possess and the first guy it came across wasn’t dead lol. The star turns into a sword of pure light and that’s what Jules gets stabbed with, but also it fuses itself to her dna so she wakes up a few days later, schrödingers girl, with some scary new abilities and a voice in her head that definitely wasn’t there before. Her whole arc is her trying to find the guy that killed her and get revenge. Her moniker is stigmata! Because when she gets impaled it also goes through the palms of her hands and the wounds don’t heal.

but yeah that’s the bare bones of it all! I’m planning on making this into a comic series but the script is still being written at the moment! Thank you for letting me ramble about it 💕🥰

[milf-harrington]

Hi! I'm really sorry step dad's still an ass- your annoyance is very justified- but I just wanted to ask: are you currently making/ have a battle/patch jacket? If yes could we see some pics for inspo? I've been meaning to finally get started on mine for a while and I love seeing what other people do!

💞

kia ora!! i am currently making a battle jacket, it's not come that far yet because i don't want to stick anything down until i have more patches and shit but i can lay out what i do have and show you, it's just not very impressive yet:

the fabrics on the side are things i might add later on but idk yet, i'm very fond of the old plaid tho - also yeah im sewing sequins under the collar.

it has been,,,,a process.

sequins because i like them, and they're also a nod to rocky horror

the rainbow for lgbt reasons and also it's cute af

the orange pin says 'stop the violence' which is for domestic violence

the smaller black pin says "wake up, coffee, repeat" and was a birthday present from my 18th

trans flag pin

a little jar with stars in it, a birthday present from my 20th

the ponyo patch was a random gift from a friend who saw it and thought i'd like, she was right, ponyo rocks

the oamaru patch from when i visted my family in aotearoa and my cousin took me to the steam punk museum (oamaru also has a lot of history for my family)

i have a list in my notes app of random ideas i get for pins/patches so i recommend making your own bc it really does help down the line if you ever find yourself Head Empty about what to add; i'm also happy to give updates whenever i do add to my jacket if that's something you're interested in?

OH I ALSO HAVE THESE PATCH PANTS - i made them when i was like,, 17?? 16?? they might help too:

plaid that i spent a ridiculous amount of time hand-sewing onto the waist band bc i love the pattern

"i am a monster. i am a monster. i am a monster. i am a monster. i am a monster. hate me. destroy me.", a frank iero reference

ACAB for,, obvious reasons i think

a shitty little painting of Korse from the Danger Days comics with "this man ate my son" written underneath it which was a reference to a silly fan comic that i barely remember now

a painting for 'our lady of sorrows', an mcr reference

"THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS IS A FUCKING RIGHT"

the hesitant alien mascot, a lovely little creature named Lola, holding a sign that says "be kind" that i painted on the floor of my bedroom

my jeans were pretty much entirely a diy project bc i didn't have the money or the resources to buy actual patches, but they were really fun to put together