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ay-chuu · 8 months
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ay-chuu · 1 year
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Am i the only one who thinks we switched roles in nightbringer? Like MC has more cruel answers while brothers are nice since they are newbie demons?
Also we are confident like " Ay bish ofc im strong" " At least i can do better than you" etc. Mc said: REVENGE
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ay-chuu · 9 months
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SHE'S A BEAST. I CALL HER KARMA
(We make bad boys in love with karma, not toxic. DNI toxic writers. Fem!reader)
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He didn't want to fall in love with you. him and love are distant concepts. He was just greedy. He achieved what he was passionate about and enjoyed it. He thought of you as a greed too...
'Damn,I think I love her...'
But when he realized he was in love with you despite all the inner rejection, he felt the dice roll again. What if he's an ambition for you? Maybe he was just a man of ambitions you thought that couldn't have... (harem rizz) But he didn't care. The strength of your love was all he cared about.
Shawty so bad, I'm sprung and I don't care.
But he was safe in your hands. He knew. Maybe he didn't even need to be real. All he wanted was your special and only love. It was the only real thing. The vows he had made over the years and the ambitions he had sought to earn had finally given him a blessing. Love... Was it karma? Maybe it's just karma between you and him. A karma that returns with love everytime.
Her love is like a d**g, i was tryna hit it and quit it.
But he knew in inside that he only hopes that your love is fake since he cant handle that much of powerfullness. You love him raw. You love him for him. Did he deserve you? He didnt know but if you let him after showing your sincereness, he will gladly.
But lil'mama so dope! I messed around and got addicted.
Tagging two of my favs: @fukashiin @senpaiofotome
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DAZAI, Fyodor, Chuuya, LEONA LEONA LEONA... (I wanna write REALLY bad a fic with that song for him) , SCARAMOUCHE, Jouno, Jamil, Jade, Diluc, Lucifer, Satan, Barbatos, BAKUGOU, DABII, Idia, Rook. (And maybe your favs)
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ay-chuu · 1 year
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I HAD TO DO THIS ONE TOO....
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ay-chuu · 9 months
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Be My Lover?
Warning: (gn!reader but pls dont care abt the words about gender in songs... tagging my love, @senpaiofotome)
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I must confess girl, yes, I wanna be your lover
He's the purest boy you'll ever see. Immature, who lives entirely based on his feelings and will most likely be a big pain in the ass. He's so stupid and unstable that your parents might question why you started dating him. he's so weird that he's in the category of the last person older people want to hire. He's like the clichéd protagonist of a cheap comic book that's been written. Oddly enough, after he confessed his love for you in a “brave” way, his trembling makes him more suitable for this pattern. A stupid, shy and naive boy.
Take a chance, my love is like no other
But these things that you know about him, gives you an another truth. He is so immature that his love is as pure and natural as himself. A love big enough to knock you off your feet without even realizing it himself. A love that you will involuntarily soften into two sweet eyes, even if you are angry with him.  the kind of stupid boy love that he will ask the mans who tell you that he can find better , “but there's no one better than them?"  look them in the eye. It is like a seed that has been planted but has not blossomed.
On the dance floor getting down
But you know that the seed you sow has a lot of responsibilities. This relationship is going to be bumpy. For example, when he hurts you, he won't understand, but he will put his soul out to win you back, no matter the reason. Or he won't understand when you explain to him the issues that you feel insecure about, but its because that he sees you as perfect in every way, no matter what the topic is. Your relationship will be a responsibility that matures him. A responsibility that would make him realize that he was already mature on the one hand while discovering himself.
Hold tight, I'll never let you down
But you know that none of your efforts will be wasted. Because even when the seed you planted becomes a tree, it will always be grateful to you and will bear fruit to you. And when you are with him and you will never be abandoned, feel unloved or anything else you scared. You are sure of this because no matter how pure his love is, it is also so strong. It's like a fire that has just been lit, but it won't go out. It is stronger than all the love that other men can give to prove his commitment and determination to you.
My love is definitely the key, like Boyz II Men I'm on bent knee
That's why you don't regret holding his hands and accepting his love now. Because you are sure of the end of this long journey that you will embark on. Eternal lovers.
And looking at that smile that came to his face when he was trembling with happiness, you couldn't help yourself and pulled his face to yourself. You knew what he was thinking when you calmed him down with a kiss. The person he was in love with was as much in love with her as he was. Be his lover? Yes, his lover.
I want to be your lover
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DEUCE, Ace, Epel, Kalim, Ruggie, Jack, Silver, Sebek, IZUKU, Shoto, Kirishima, Denki, Shinsou, CHUUYA, Ranpo, Atsushi, MAMMON, Leviathan, Beelzebub, Scaramouche, Kazuha, Xiao
song: La Bouche - Be My Lover
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ay-chuu · 9 months
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As a Boyfriend: Jade Leech
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Warnings: Tooth roothinf fluff,cringe and lol first time writing for a character that im not so close... BUT for my dear; @fukashiin <3
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Jade is the most advanced person in terms of emotional intelligence between Floyd, himself and Azul! He just doesn't show it, or makes people hard to guess it with his slightly sadistic traits. But he is neither open to everything like Floyd and lives according to the moment or doesn’t get hysterical like Azul and make things get out of control. He analyzes everything and approaches the person with the most point shots in an emotional sense. Just like when he managed to impress you (;
He considers himself a loser in many things, and he didn't realize it until he met you... he thought he was incompetent in most things because he set himself back from everyone, but after he becoma lovers with you, he realized that this was an idea that could only be overcome. And this is actually also when he falls in love with you. Because he has always known that someone who can make him believe unexpected thoughts is his soulmate.
A romantic gentleman. Everything he does in the position of butler is a factor that is not a role for you. Are you tired? Your favorite drink is already ready. Are you sad? Why don't you lie down on that couch over there and tell him everything? Problems with the lesson? Here are the most profound books on this topic.
You're a new member of Mountain Lover Club! At first you thought you'd be so bored... (no, you definitely didn't join that club to impress Jade...) But taking mountain trips and determining the types of mushrooms from the book turned out to be more fun than you expected! First of all, there is no phone, it's a great Decoupling from the digital environment.... Secondly, you are drunk with nature, and at the end of every walk you become full of love and mushrooms. Finally and most importantly, you taste Jade in the most authentic way... when you two are alone together, he shows you his incredibly true self and always makes you feel soft inside.
One of the things that upsets Jade the most is the sadness of his loved ones. Floyd and you are at the top of this list. If someone has upset you... God bless them. I don't think he'll let them go without leaving a serious trauma. Even if this person is your family, he scares them in some way and makes them respect him. Because Jade is always an influential person. But if any event has upset you, what he will do is solve the incident as soon as possible as efficiently as possible, because he would rather drown the world than see you upset.
He's quite jealous. But he usually shows it to the person he's jealous of by making life a little hell because he doesn't want you to understand that he's jealous…
Swimming in the sea with you with the eel form, is his favorite. You're playing with each other, laughing like there's no tomorrow, and just.... You're together.... As you lean your foreheads against each other, the reflection of the setting sun on your face is an incredible happiness for both of you.
It may seem like he's the dominant person in the relationship, but actually you're the secret boss! He's just being angry at you and leading you so that you can be happy. (He's a complete malewife... When you get married, you get a 10/10 service in your home. He is a devoted husband! devoted to his spouse, *insert proud face with mop!*)
To be lovers together with Jade is to be able to say that you also have a close relationship with Floyd! You three are a chaotic group, and there are no people who can understand or put it in a sentence to describe the craziness you are doing. And that's why Jade loves you so much. Just as you can have peaceful moments when you two are together, all the calm disappears in an instant when you put your twin Decoupled! (Floyd is very happy thst you two are dating and even jealous that Jade is dating you... But that's another day's topic!)
All in all, Jade is both a gentle lover who has all the qualities you can look for and want, and a wonderful partner who can give you the most crazy and adventurous moments.
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ay-chuu · 9 months
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[23:07]
gn!reader. Fluff. First Sho fic on blog :)
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Shoto loves studying with you. No you two dont even date, you two are just crushing on each other. Maybe this is why he thinks he loves the study session more then the other activities he does in day.
Its always the same time. In his room, sitting across of the kotatsu, all books are open and pencils in your hands. He doesn't listen music. He loves the room is quiet when he study. At the first, you were listening music but since you saw Shoto pouts EVERY time you put your earphones, you dont listen music anymore. (he does not know he is pouting tho... he just thinks that he is so BORING that he always making you put music to your ears so at least the time he forced to stay can be more enjoyable :( Even though the reason you put earphones is that you feel a heartache everytime you feel he look at you so intense and you wanna calm it down...)
"Hey Todoroki-kun. Can you please look at this question?" You ask while showing him a question about quadratic equations. Shoto thinks he's going crazy when you slowly lean over to him and feels your head almost touching his shoulder, but he still maintains that cold and calm face. "Let me see..."
You realize that he pouts... not the diffuclty of the question but that you called him "Todoroki". He hates it. He want you and only you that call him Shoto. His name is reserved for you...
After he solved the question you both just turn to your books again. He is sad that your close presence is gone but still happy that you gave him the cutest smile since he solved the question.
And this is how it goes everytime. Sit, barely talk, solve questions and repeat. But Shoto swears that everytime you do this, both of your connections of love comes stronger. Because you both learn love each other, sometimes without even talking but with a peaceful time. And in the end of that study session, when you kiss Shoto's cheek and say "Thank you." with blushed cheeks Shoto confirms his thoughts of your connection. While he watches you shyly running to your room, he swears that he will be your husband.
(this is a repost btw sincerely up to tumblr :")
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ay-chuu · 1 year
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Fallen Down.
"Have you ever felt abandoned when you were unmotivated?" ' you asked quietly.
The moon was shining in the sky, the stars seemed to sense its presence and react with delight. The grass was soft, the fabric of the blanket you draped over it tickled you. The one you love, you and a beautiful night. Maybe those were the only good memories of the weird and depressive days in life, when you got philosophical. "Yes. I guess loneliness is sometimes only noticed when you can't do anything..."
His voice was your favorite. A sound that makes you peaceful and happy. You saw his hair waving, his side profile shining with the moonlight. He was looking at the stars. "You know, sometimes I just look at each star and tell one of my problems. Because when I give each one a problem to worry about, it feels like the whole universe is taking my troubles away from me." He said, while still looking at stars. "Isn't time the only thing we worry about? We'll never have enough of it. So let the universe take their bad energies. The next day, as the sun rises and the stars fall into darkness, they will gather their energy again. When their hopes are gathered, they will brighten the darkness they have fallen into."
He was right. At the end of every darkness there was a light. Perhaps despair was not something that was renewed in 24 hours. But hope would necessarily be evident from anywhere when we were worried. "I love you." you whispered. His heart arched for you. Your lover smiled and kissed your forehead and wrapped his arms around you. "I love you too, baby."
And yes, being alone, although it was the purpose of living, was sometimes very frightening. Still, romantically or not, it was a good feeling to be alone with someone you had a love bond with. A feeling that reminds you of the purpose of life.
After all, at the end of the day, 8 billion fallen stars can still shine again in the dark with sunlight, right?
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Chuuya, Sigma, Atsushi, Gogol, Tecchou, Jouno(even he cant see he would say the sentences), Mammon, Simeon, Satan, Belphegor, Solomon, Diavolo, Izuku, Shoto, Hawks, Amajiki, Jamil, Malleus, Lilia, Cater, Rook, Trey, Tighnari, Zhongli, Childe, Kazuha, Xiao and your favs...
@senpaiofotome a little gift to both to my love and me <3
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ay-chuu · 1 year
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Random Malleus personal + boyfriend headcanons
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He's super good at tutoring you. Thanks to his knowledge about general culture and interest in lessons, he is very knowledgeable and can give you results in a single sentence whenever you need help.
I don't know why, but I think that if you believe in any religion, Malleus will be very interested in your religion and even start to believe in that religion while reading information about it. Because he wants to know your limits, but his main thought is that there is no way that humble person like you believes in bad things, so he finds himself drawn to that religion.
He loves knitted things. Although he is not very good at it, he believes that knitted things are made with sincerity, and he feels very safe when he wears it.
He researches your ethnic origins and traditions. Since he accepts you as you are, he learns your culture very well and makes you feel both at home and with your lovely boyfriend when you are with him. Even if you're mixed, it doesn't matter to him.
He loves to learn, he adds what he has learned while interpreting everything he cannot make sense of.
I think he has a special interest in sea creatures. Because most sea creatures, like him, can always feel love, even though they live around certain restrictions. He would love to play with Belugas.
If you have any vitamin deficiency, diabetes, insulin resistance, etc. that you have a problem. He wouldn't remind you to drink your pill/ medicine. Because he would be right in front of you with your pills or your vitamin, just in time.
If you have psychological diseases such as ADHD, he would definitely read the ancient books of experts and help you with or without pills according to your choice. Your mental, his mental. If you are sad he is sad, if you are happy he is happy.
So jealous. Sometimes he can become jealous for a baby if it involves you.
He knows the birthdays of your friends and family and sends each of them a special gift because he wants to be accepted and respected by his loved ones. Your BFF might be the most crack person in the world and he'll treat them like their butler T^T
He loves traveling your world with you. He feels like an anonymous person and your history is very interesting. Sculptures in museums, butterfly gardens, books… It's very interesting in your world, just like you.
Even if your birthday is a special day of the most ridiculous thing in the world (For example, my friend's birthday is world lemon day… interesting) it creates a theme about that day. Like if it is lemon day, he will add lemon to the decorations KSDFJKHLSDFHKH.
He's a deep thinker. He can think of every move he makes, but cannot control his reactions to sudden feelings.
He likes to make and eat cookies with you.
Some of his favorite books are The Sorrows of Young Werther, Coraline and Notes from Underworld.
He may be a very traditional man but he will try to learn whatever modern things you are interested in. I will repeat though, try to.
Generally, Malleus… is the lover in the role of a mystical man who came into your world from the book. But he does his best to prove his love for you, make it feel and live it.
He loves you for who you are. He does not search for any features. All he wants is for the voices in your hearts to match.
I would like to end with a quote of an author from my country. Because I think Malleus would definitely write poems for you and one of the lines would be like this.
"Maybe one day we'll get married, we'll have children; The one who looks like me becomes a poet (like me) The one who looks like you becomes a poem… (like you)" -Cemal Süreya
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ay-chuu · 8 months
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Unpopular Obey Me! Shall We Date? opinion:
The year that fandom was at its most vibrant was 2021...
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ay-chuu · 1 year
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MC in the first episode on nightbringer be like
*WHAT THE ACTUAL F IM LIVING* With a smiling cute face
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ay-chuu · 1 year
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TURKEY NEEDS HELP!
Hello everyone... in my country, turkey, also syria and lebanon there was a BIG earthquake, we could be really happy if you could help us and at least share on here, other social platforms and Everywhere... Thank you so much from now 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
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Here is the details:
More than 1,300 people were killed when an earthquake struck central Turkey and north-west Syria, in one of the most powerful quakes in the region in at least a century, while a second powerful shake hours later threatened to overwhelm rescue efforts.
Thousands more were injured as the quake wiped out entire sections of major cities in a region filled with millions of people who have fled the civil war in Syria.
The magnitude 7.8 quake, which hit in the early darkness of a winter morning, was followed by a second, 7.7 quake in the middle of the day on Monday, as rescuers in both countries were still attempting to search for survivors.
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ay-chuu · 8 months
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300 Follower special: Matching/Shipping Event!
Fandoms included: Twisted Wonderland, BNHA, BSD, Genshin Impact, Obey Me
SHIPS:CLOSED
Due to my mental health problems, im finishing ship requests with 16 asks. Hope you will understand <33
This is my first follower event… I'm very excited SDFJGKLDJGDJ  Those who know my account know that I've done a matching/shipping event before. But this time I want to make a change! So let's get started ^^ ٩(˘◡˘)۶
1) First of all, I want to say that I will be able to do an event for 20 people, since I am busy studying lessons, and the school is approaching. (Studying for uni exam ^3^)
2) Please follow this post and find out if you can send an ask. (16/20)
3) If there is any disrespect, racism, etc. in the ask, it will not be accepted. In other cases, if the number of people sent exceeds 20, it will be deleted.
4) I will try to share at least 2 pieces of ship per week. But as I said, depending on my studies, this number may increase or decrease. After all, none of us know what life will bring!
5) An event valid only for male characters! But your gender doesn't matter ^^
6) You can only choose 1 fandom!
The criterias I want:
Necessarily; your mbti, your zodiac sign, hobbies, phobias, some things you like and dislike, your ideal male type, gender/pronouns.
Not so necessarily: the information you want to add, your appearance, 1-2 details that you will like, etc.
And an uncoming surprise! ᕙ(`▿´)ᕗ
After I have written you some short headcanons with long sentences, I will write a tiny drabble. (100-200 words) But you have to choose the topic of this drabble and you only have to choose one! Please select one of the following and add it to ask after writing down the features I want! ^^
*First meeting
*First Date
*First kiss
*Your most special moment
*Your anniversary
* Comforting (Please insert that the person who is comforted, you or the character)
* Valentine's Day
Except that... Thank you again for everything &lt;3
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ay-chuu · 2 years
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Some Chuuya mini-headcanons!
-Chuuya is definitely a romantic lover. He loves so passionately that sometimes it even hurts him. Because Chuuya is always passionate about his feelings. Whetever confidence, anger, happiness or pride.
-Chuuya fucking loves you and will strive for your love if he has the chance. And he's a wonderful lover, whether it's the walks he takes you in the moonlight or the little gifts he keeps bringing you.
-Contrary to popular belief, Chuuya is pretty good with words, he just shouldn't get excited. He is seriously stutters if he gets REALLY excited
- Chuuya loves mystical things. Bonus points if you love it too! Just imagine at home burning incense with him, drinking wine and talking like a rich girl while talking about mystical topics LMAOO He calls it the "perfect purge night".
- If you won't break his trust, give your love verbally/non-verbally and be loyal to him. No matter what kind of person you are, Chuuya will love you. (But be nice, okay? My boy deserves it!)
- I don't know why, but you know that wedding renewal stuff? Chuuya is definitely such a man for that-
-Chuuya is seriously one of the sweetest lovers one could ask for...
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ay-chuu · 1 year
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hioooo I finally decided to make an order, take as long as you need for it :33, well I would like headcanons for pomefiore with a fem mc who used to be a stubborn and naughty little girl but after graduation, she became an icon in cinema and fashion like the divine audrey hepburn, I mean all that air that radiated fragile and radiant, looking both childish and feminine, sweet and graceful, well in summary mc being Audrey hepburm version twisted Wonderland (* ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.゚thank you and take care <3
Twisted Blonde
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Pairing: Pomefiore students x fem!reader
Warning: The "blonde" in the title and headcanons is referring to "dumb/smart blonde" roles, so please dont take it as appereance reference <3
A/N: Hi love, sorry for late responding. Here you go <3 Hope you'll like it!
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Vil Schoenheit:
You can turn to the best person in the world if you wish. Vil will remember the old you and hold a secret grudge and jealousy. He was able to grasp your talent when he first saw you, but! With your behavior, you can't even go near the dorm, let alone study with him. Vil doesn't like spoiled and mischievous, oh unless you want a first hand etiquette lesson from him ;) (Vil... calm down man...)
Still... Vil can't hold back the voices in his heart for very long. And the reason it came to light was one day when he compared you to Epel. He got weird when he saw that sweet face and kind smile in the magazine one night. Just like Epel, you had a distorted but good personality. Maybe that's why you were here... "Twisted" in Wonderland.
One day, you sent him a sincere letter apologizing for your past behavior. And that really impressed Vil because you didn't have the personality and the place to be praised without effort like Neige, or you didn't give up on your stubbornness like Epel. (And you didn't take pride in nonsense like him but he will never admit that...)
Let's say he couldn't swallow his pride and took you to a date and made you have the best night despite his rude behavior.
Oh Romeo, Juliet can change personality many times over... But you're in love with her, remember? (;
Rook Hunt:
Rook is the only one who will accept you both before and after. He finds any personality trait beautiful, let's say you crack an egg on the guy's head. He will praise the way you shoot and the way you show emotion ✋️ However, the person who he fall in love with will be the next you. Because oh, in the name of beauty, the fragrance and dignity of a grown flower that has discovered itself... who wouldn't fall in love with you, Mon amour
One day, he went to one of your theater plays and started crying in the middle of the skit for the ballerina role you played. Well... although the audience found it strange, he just saw it as a flow of emotions. Ah, you beautiful black swan, how beautifully you describe yourself.
You were just shocked when you noticed the man in the middle of the game, Rook, has always been a strangely fascinating mystery to you. So, to both cover the sweet wounds from your past and shoot through the heart with an arrow through the receptive eye of a hunter, you gently sent him a kiss at the end of the show and pointed backstage with your body language.
After the coffee and conversation on that set, Rook wanted to text Vil excitedly to let him know that he had found his true love.
Ah, black swan, let your heart steal your passion from you with the greed of his heart you hit him with an arrow, let your heart be so greedy that its love fills it...    
Epel felmier:
Epel admired you a lot, even though he treated you a little differently than vil did. Because you were brave and fearless enough to do any kind of behavior that he couldn't. And frankly... After your change, when he looked at you, he saw the shadow of himself. But he was no longer the angel and you were the devil. You were the complete opposite. Like black and white.
Epel, who was already impressed by you from the very beginning, admired and emulated you in the show you gave to warm the people of the village in his town, no matter how deeply he refused and wanted to defend his manhood. He wants to play games like this too! Why is it that only gentlemen prefer blondes, after all, aren't blondes is the one who decide to end?
After the show, you shook the hand of Epel's grandmother with a sweet smile. . "Hello... I didn't know seeing you would bring so much happiness..." Epel said, trying to maintain the tone of his voice and the beating of his heart. The ex thought, he loved you more. Oh dear, opposites used to attract, don't you know, sweet poison apple?
That night, he gave you a tour of his town, and both he and his family pressured you to stay there a little longer. Well... you couldn't say no to the beautiful face and the kind grandmother. Even after leaving town, your conversations with Epel have progressed quite a bit and are starting to reach your desired ranks. Still, if he didn't had Rook, that stupid boy would adored you too much to not understand that his feelings are love.
What do you prefer, miss lorelei? A kiss or a diamond? Oh don't be afraid of choice! Because this lover can be both your poisonous kiss and the most beautiful diamond that suits your hand...
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ay-chuu · 2 years
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Bsd prom number 4 for dazai
Fem reader
we knitting for him
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Prompt 4: "Are you knitting something for me?"
Warning: Kind of readers past ig?
Pairing: Dazai x fem!reader
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Life is like knitting patterns. It reflects people's troubles, but none of them is the same as another. Even if the topic is the same as the others.
You were always an unknown sweet enigma in his eyes. When you first came to the company, Kunikida warned Dazai that you were a very quiet person. Of course, Dazai didn't wear it, and he tried all kinds of methods to make you laugh. And you, after gliding him to a quiet look, would just continue to do your job. You liked to knit. That's all Dazai found out about you that day, because all you did was knit and fill out a report.
Dazai, for some reason, likened this version of you to himself.
Perhaps it was because it was a very beautiful pattern that summed up the discussion of the personality of the person reflected by the personality of his inner voice.
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Knitting your love takes effort.
Your first moment of intimacy was when Dazai tried to commit suicide. Of course, when he gets hurt, he calls everyone in the company. "Oh how wonderful for you!" To get these answers. Ironic.
But you answered. Of course, Dazai thought you wouldn't come because you hung up on him without saying anything. Until you stepped inside his bathroom.
At first, there was just a funny look between the two of you. Then you quietly asked him, "How did you manage to tie yourself to the edge of the bathtub?" you asked. He just shrugged with a smile.
After you got him out of the bathtub, you took him to his bedroom and waited for to change his clothes. Dazai wondered how you got into his house when he was changing his clothes. Were you good at door locks like him?
Oh, that's a good topic to start a conversation.
When he came out of his room and saw you knitting again in his living room, that was the first question he asked.
"How did you open the door?"
"I don't know. How long did you have to wait there to die of hypothermia?"
"15 Minutes in sufficient cold."
And then you looked at him. It was a quiet look.
"You didn't even bring it to coldness enough, did you?" And the answer surprised even Dazai himself. “Yes." When silence fell between the two of you again, Dazai sat down next to you. And you quietly took a wire buckle out of your bag and put it on his lap.
"Large wire clasps are a beautiful tool for rescuing people who are prisoners of organ mafias in underground hospitals. If you know your tactics, of course."
Dazai was sure that there was information that he would be shocked if you told him at a normal time, but in that atmosphere the atmosphere that you created he just wanted to be moderate and quiet and join you. “Yes. If the door locks are encrypted, the password will help to disassemble the device. Also in simple multilevel locks."
"Why do you want to commit suicide?"you said, stopping knitting and looking away from his eyes. You were upset. "I don't know, how do you want to live?" Dazai said, gently placing his hand on top of your hand.
You put your hand in his and turned your head to look into his eyes. "Living is… beautiful under the necessary conditions." and with a smile added. "It's nice with the right loops."
And Dazai sensed the bond that would form between the two of you while you were giggling.
Because no love is like another model of love while knitting.
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The most beautiful thing to knit is to, knit for a person who is worth knitting. Becuase we always knit our feelings. Bad or good,for love or hate.
About 6 months after the two of you started hanging out more after that day, Dazai asked you out on a date. Although it's a strange phrase for a "Confession" -like 'When I'm with you, I want to live.'- it was the sweetest moment between the two of you.
Although Dazai is known for his behavior towards women, since you have understood his nature when he loves people, he has behaved differently than anyone else, let alone show you one of these behaviors.
Dazai was in love with a lot of things about you. Your mind, your feelings, those skillful hands that knits your love… and the list was getting longer.
You told him you always thought knitting was like therapy. "I weave my life, stress, sadness and love with threads." you said so.
Since you've really been thinking a lot about the new thing you're going to knit in these days. You were constantly messing with your head, as if it were a vital matter." Of course Dazai just said to you, "Let your feelings knit, my love!" even if he says -which is usually enough motivation for you to start knitting something new.- you were just thinking more. And it made Dazai curious.
And finally, you started knitting today. You were looking at a big model in front of you. When Dazai was looking at the knitted model in the book, he realized that it was a bandage. Wait- bandage?
"Are you knitting something for me?" he asked you curiously.
Looking at him with a sweet smile and a flushed cheek,you shook your head. "I'm knitting our love, my dear, your neck is very cold in winter. You'll feel better when you wrap this bandage." you said, smiling as you continued knitting.
When Dazai was standing, he felt his knees tremble and his heart quicken. "You were knitting your love". You were accepting his love. You cared about his love. Ah, Dazai is happy! Seriously!
That's why he just smiled as he quickly sat down next to you and smothered you in kisses. "Thanks, my love… I will keep this gift for the rest of my life…"
And you knew he would. Dazai didn't lie about deals. Oh, in fact, Dazai would never lie to you.
That's why when he pulled you into his lap and leaned against him, you raised your head and kissed him. While you were both enjoying the kiss, your love was knitting a new loop.
Dazai was the most worthy person to knit for your love.
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